
Brian’s emotional struggle throughout Season Five.
Categories: QAF-U.S. FICTION Characters: Brian
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Brian’s emotional struggle throughout Season Five.

While Brian tries to deal with the fact that he let Justin f*ck him, he finds out the truth about Sap's party
Gapfiller (ep 2.14)
Trigger warning!
It's opening night at Justin's new art gallery Britin Art. The family doesn't know anything about what Justin's been doing since they mostly thought he was in New York. They get a reality check, however.
Brian and Justin fix another one of Michael's mistakes and take the kids plus Hunter to Comic Convention.
Brian has been wanting Justin back, but he gets news from the doctor that will finally give him that push to do so
Justin gets some test results back that definitely wasn't what he was expecting. Brian's were negative for everything so it meant he could have only gotten it from the other person he was doing.
Brian and Justin let Michael know that things have changed. There won't be anymore free kisses from or two Brian. It doesn't go like they expected though.
Pittburgh had a massive blackout. The group and others decide a sleepover would be more fun than being alone in the dark.
Justin and Daphne are working as servers for the summer before their senior year of college. One night Justin is given a table of business men to serve. He never expected to get the best Tip of his life.
Brian is betrayed by Michael, so he heads off to New York.
At first, no one knew what to do, and it seemed like we changed direction every few hours. Could we still go to work, as long as we kept our distance, or should we stay home? Should we stay three feet apart, or six? Should we wear masks, or were we okay to go without them?
Now, we’ve gone for almost a month hardly ever leaving the apartment, and the last time we went out for more than a quick errand was the day we helped Gus pack his things and move out of his dorm at NYU mid-semester. And I’m still not sure anyone truly knows what to do. But we’re all doing the best we can. For right now, that’s all we can do.
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Brian, Justin, and Gus quarantine together in New York, trying to stay grounded amid the chaos and uncertainty.

Brian and Justin are spending Christmas brunch at Mother Taylor's. Brian finds himself being the wingman when Justin finds out about Jennifer's recent engagement with Tucker.
Justin tries to come up with some last-minute New Year Resolutions which he thinks he’s going to keep this time.

It’s funny how life works sometimes -- in cycles, repeating the same themes in different ways with different situations. Leaving it up to us to recognize a familiar situation and call on our past experience to get through it. But sometimes you can’t see the forest for the trees.
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Justin decides to make a huge transition in his career, but things are not always what they seem.
Brian is a slave and has been ever since he has been sold into slavery by his parents as a teenager. One day he is being sold by his current owner. Who will be his new owner? Will life be better with his new master?
This story is completed and will be updated once a week.

I was in Atlanta when I first started noticing the strange, intermittent numbness and tingling in the fingers of my right hand. I was finishing up some paperwork, and I was having a hard time holding onto the pen, though at the time I thought it was just because I couldn't feel my fingers in the way that I was used to. I knew I'd been pushing myself too hard, spending too much time working on my laptop and not enough time doing yoga, so I thought it was probably just stress. I needed a break, although I wasn't sure when I was going to get one, because I was only scheduled to have two days at home before I had to leave again to travel to Dallas.
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Rob has a health scare that leads him to reevaluate his life. Brian helps support him along the way.
Sequel to "Simple and Straightforward"
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Counting down the days until Brian’s final radiation treatment was like counting down to normalcy -- at least, as normal as their life together ever had been or could be. At the very least, it would be an end to the runaway roller coaster ride of the last six weeks. Life had been speeding through a shitload of twists and turns, dragging a breathless Justin and Brian along for the white-knuckled ride as they both struggled to make sense of the scenery flying by.
This story was written in July 2018.
One shot standalone fic.
There's more than meets the eye when it comes to Brian's ever-present food rule, "no carbs after seven."
Plot bunny by Sally. Thanks to SandiD for beta reading.
Brian and Justin have been dating long distance when they learn they are to become parents.
Brian and Justin have a past that none of the gang know about.
QAF One-shot based upon a recent photo posted by Scott, who played Ted on the show.

After Justin Taylor gets his heart broken by famous Hollywood actor Brian Kinney, he finds that having famous friends comes with a price.


Brian and Justin are in NYC with Gus and Jenny and decide to visit Santa.

Justin’s Halloween costume surprises everyone, including himself…

Now that Brian has a way to contact Justin, he'll do whatever it takes to win his Sunshine back.
But what happens when our favorite teenager tries to move on from the stud of Liberty Avenue?
Will Brian be able to win him over in time?
Or lose him forever?
While packing stuff up in the loft with Michael to move to Britin, Brian discovers something that hits him emotionally.
When you’re new at the gay community and know nothing about it. Especially that the person who you’re talking to is Justin Taylor and his boyfriend is Brian Kinney.
The first of the Justin!Rage stories. An AU in which Brian and Justin meet later, and in a different way.

Sequel to "The Greatest Love" - the rest of the story
"Life is wonderful if you are not afraid of it.” ~Charles Chaplin

Some Months after Episode 513…
This story is my simple tribute to the anniversary of Randy Harrison’s birthday, and mine, too, which happen to be on the same day.
A thank you once again to my dear friend and beta, Predec2, for working on this story, and for the affection, support and encouragement she has given me during difficult times. Thank you, my dear friend.

Justin moves to New York. He runs into an old acquaintance of Brian's, who is going to play a big role in their relationship, testing its strength. It's one of the most emotional stories I've written so far.
The boys just can't decide what kind of napkins they want.
Justin is getting himself into a dangerous situation.


Post Ep 122 AU. Her son's night terrors after the bashing force Jennifer to trust in Brian to help him heal. Along the way, some surprises emerge.

Brian needs to drive his point home, hoping Justin will understand…

After years of struggling to make their relationship work, they question if the distance is just too great, or are they finally to ready commit to one another.

Even though Brian and Justin have had a ‘look but don’t touch’ policy since they’ve been married, Brian doesn’t want Justin to feel like he’s missing out on anything…
Gapfiller for Brian and Lindsay's conversation in 4-11
When Michael falls deathly ill, Ben has never been more afraid in his life. No, scratch that. When Michael falls deathly ill and disappears out of thin air minutes before the ambulance arrives, Ben has never been more afraid in his life. All he wants to do is find his husband, alive and well, and to feel like he's not going crazy. He'd also love it if this duck would stop stalking him and breaking into his house. It's the last thing he needs right now.
A sequel to Distant Memories...
Justin’s overwhelmed by his unresolved feelings for Brian, as Ethan struggles to accept the reality of the situation, realizing it’s only a matter of time before they reunite.
What would have happened if Justin took off with Ethan to pursue Ethan's music career leaving behind an brokenhearted Brian? What would be different when Justin returned home?
Slightly AU as Brian is a doctor in this.
Please be warned, rape is described in this as well as domestic abuse. Approach with caution.

Having almost lost Justin forever, Brian decides not to f-up any more birthdays.
Banner (and beta) by the truly wonderful and generous such_a_steph
Marriage Equality comes to New York, but what happens when Brian pops the question?

After a long day the boys long for each other…
Season 1 Fic: Justin's first Christmas without his family.

Justin won´t let Brian give up on their relationship.
********banner by the amazing Marny********
Justin is bored and shows up at the loft. What will he find?
*repost of story*
In the same vein as "It's All His Fault." Acts as a look inside Brian's head in the season two premiere, "Home is Where the Ass Is."
Sweetest Day One-Shot. Post 513. Has Brian changed?

Banner is by the amazing foreverbm on LJ!
Summary: AU. Brian Kinney did a lot of stupid things when either drunk, high or both. Those things usually and somewhat surprisingly ended up changing his life in some irrevocable way and affecting it for years afterword. But he never thought that taking Japanese as his required foreign language in college on a drunken dare from his equally drunk/high college roommate would have such far-reaching consequences and would eventually, over a decade later, completely change his life.
Brian's Friday night doesn't go like he planned.
Hunter and Justin play a prank on Brian. Brian being Brian and Hunter being Hunter... Lots of bantering and fun I think.
A/N:This is a gift to dopps over on the
qaf_giftxchnge community,I thought I would repost it here,enjoy and feed back is loved :)
Written on 26 December 2011
Beta: None yet
What happens when the person you've built your life around is suddenly out of your reach...perhaps permanently? Both Justin and Brian are about to discover the answer.
Sequel to New York City Rhythm

What’s in a name?
Autumn One-shot. Brian contemplates how different his life would be without his two special 'boys' in his life.

Thank you to everyone for your patience. I'm sorry for not posting for so long.
QAF / ATWT Crossover - Post QAF 513 - Brian and Justin are still together but living in separate cities. When Brian calls to cancel a weekend visit to handle a business crisis Justin insists on joining him in Chicago to lend his assistance, but on the way Justin gets into an accident landing himself in Oakdale Memorial Hospital just outside of Chicago. Enter Dr. Reid Oliver, Luke Snyder, and Noah Mayer of As the World Turns. As these two worlds collide can Dr. Oliver help Justin with his previous brain damage and can Brian help Noah learn to ask for help instead of pushing people away.


Beta: Taytay4936, I couldn't do any of it without you
Banner: Masterglory, grazie mille Cara
Brian is called to the hospital when Gus and Justin are brought in. Pre 308
He wouldn't. Not here. Not now. Not ever.
Brian and Justin have fun at the gym.
A sense of realization hits you so strongly that this change in you might even be visible to the naked eye. Love.
In the series, Brian and Justin meet in Pittsburgh and they both have New York dreams at one point or another. What if they never met and didn't connect for the first time until they were in New York? Would the passion and romance still be there? This is that AU story. Brian is slightly OOC because he's getting to the point in his life where he sees the value of having someone special.
THIS STORY IS NOW COMPLETE. Enjoy!

Brian announces he’s leaving town and Libery Avenue for a great job opportunity in New York. While helping him pack, Justin asks “What about me?” This story emphasizes Justin’s way of dealing with Brian's decisions and possibly someone else that lands unexpected in his life, while he’s spending time with Daphne in sunny Florida, trying to forget…proving himself and others just how much he's wise for his age...
It's a Brian & Justin story with overcoming obstacles for both characters. It's my way of expanding the storyline between Brian's job offer and prom night events, as if someone from the producers team asked me if I wanted to write a special episode :)

Set several years post-513 looking at Brian & Justin's life together in NYC.
This is a real people slash about Randy and Gale's life after QAF fame.
Please note as respect to the real actors (Gale Harold and Randy Harrison), I will only use the actors first names in my story.
Disclaimer: All recognizable characters in this story do not belong to me. They belong to the QAF TV series. I just post here for entertainment purposes only. No monies are made by me and no copyright infringement is intended.
In this 4th Part to the Night After Night series; Justin and Brian are living in New York and trying to make a happy go of it.
Disclaimer: All recognizable characters in this story do not belong to me. They belong to the QAF TV series. I just post here for entertainment purposes only. No monies are made by me and no copyright infringement is intended.
Justin finds out the truth about Brian's late night visits to the hospital when he was bashed
Starting University is a nerve-racking and exciting thing for any sane person. For Sam Winchester, bookworm extraordinaire, it's even more so. He's starting his first year at The Caeles Institute for Learning, a place where the best and brightest go. Castiel Novak is the last of his siblings to be attending The Caeles Institute for Learning. He has a lot to live up to and being the youngest, he has fears that he will never measure up to them. Sam and Castiel end up as roommates, becoming fast friends. Between class schedules, the course load, meeting new people and annoying, interfering siblings, Sam and Castiel are in for an interesting first year at The Caeles Institute for Learning.

This may seem totally silly, but I was at a restaurant like this and this story immediately came to mind, to which my muse responded with “I don’t fucking think so” and a smirk… so here’s a goofy story for our boys at lunch. I did research for these types of places, and there is one in Pittsburgh, and I used it’s real name; just thought I’d mention that… you’re gonna have to read the story to know what type of place I’m talking about though.

Sam has always believed in angels and nothing anyone has said has ever convinced him otherwise. Dean has always wondered how his brother could be so sure, to speak as though he knew beyond a doubt that there are good forces in the world, that angels do exist especially with all the crap that they've dealt with on a daily basis. Maybe it has something to do with the fact that Sam has a guardian angel he never told anyone about?

Justin never went to Liberty when he was 17. When he came out to his family, his father threw him out. Now he has a job looking after a little boy named Gus and is desperately trying not to fall in love with Brian, Gus' father. AU and slash Currently Being Edited

Prof. Julian Parish has quite a boring life at his job in the Lance University in Memphis.
This is about to change.
A porny little drabble series.
Brian & Justin get busy at Babylon.
Note: This Story had a Title Change: Used to be called Night After Night (Happier than They Ever Were); however was changed to better reflect it's sequence/place among the series.
In this 2nd sequel to “Night After Night (Brian’s Little Brother)” Justin Taylor comes of age and returns to Brian Kinney. At first, however, Brian is rather reluctant to accept Justin back into his life. However, just when he starts giving in, Justin is violently attacked at his high school prom, and all Brian’s old insecurities return. Can he overcome them so he and Justin can have the life that they were probably destined to have?
And what if, things are finally looking up for the two men but something happens that causes Justin to re-evaluate Michael and Brian’s relationship and become jealous.
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Disclaimer: All recognizable characters in this story do not belong to me. They belong to the QAF TV series. I just post here for entertainment purposes only. No monies are made by me and no copyright infringement is intended.
In this (1st) sequel to “Night After Night (Brian’s Little Brother)”, Justin is growing up under Brian’s supervision, and in many ways Brian even amazes himself; and, they are quite happy together until someone comes along and threaten to take Justin away from him
Disclaimer: All recognizable characters in this story do not belong to me. They belong to the QAF TV series. I just post here for entertainment purposes only. No monies are made by me and no copyright infringement is intended.
The boys have an educational and fun day at the Franklin Institute in Philly. Really.
Post-513. Brian & Justin are adjusting to a long distance relationship, but what happens when Hollywood comes calling again?
Post-513. Brian makes the move to NYC to be with Justin.
Sometimes Brian needs Justin more that he thinks.
As everyone asked for it, here it is, the translation of my first fic.
All mistakes are mine, didn't find a beta (sorry) but the story is still the same:
513: the rehearsal dinner. And if one of them decided to not cancel the wedding? What will happen?
gus is in a 3 way?
513: ils décident d'annoncer l'annulation de leur mariage au cours de leur dîner de répétition. Et si finalement, l'un des deux avait décidé autrement?
Sorry for English readers but I had to write it in my birth language

Justin believes his relationship is over when Brian agrees to sleep with Michael, Will Brian realise his mistake or realise what he had been missing?

A/U: Justin and Brian meet under bizarre circumstances, and soon after they meet they discover the same secret, but attempt to conceal it, even from each other.
Disclaimer: All recognizable characters and series references belong to the Queer As Folk (QAF) TV Series, and not me. I only borrow from QAF for entertainment purposes only - no infringement is intended, and I make no monies posting here.
On a whim, Brian decides to brave NYC one New Year's Eve...
Sometimes the most significant events of life happen at night...
What goes on behind closed doors down Liberty Avenue? On first look Liberty Avenue is a respectable and ordinary street but in reality betrayal backstabbing guilty secrets and forbidden love torment its residents for they live in constant fear there perfect lives will be shattered.
You should be careful who you let into your home...
Come join Justin as he journeys from New York to Brian's arms!
Brian suffers from nightmares...
After Justin turned him down the first time, Brian stops at nothing to get his man.

Brian's thoughts and observations during the first time he fucks Justin raw.

A post-513 vignette.

Warnings: AU, BDSM, OOC, POST SEASON 5, UNSAFE SEX, VIOLENCE
Notes: All praise to my betas, Helen
eleni81, and Anita
totallyfrelled. Many thanks to my guinea pigs (you know who you are) and much appreciation for all my regular readers.
Disclaimer: They're not mine! If they were, they'd be chained to a wall in my basement waiting to satisfy... You get the picture.
Word Count: 3817
Summary: Loosely based on the Dresden Files. Brian is a Warlock hired by Justin to get rid of a little problem.
Written for the Halloween Challenge at
queerasholidays
Late at night Brian lies awake missing justin when he gets a phone call that will change everything. How will he save Justin. Set right after 301.
AU after episode 2.20. What if Brian can't cope with the decision he has made to force Justin out of his life?
Warning: Although it may seem so in the beginning THIS IS NOT A BRIAN/BEN STORY.
The Final sequel in the "Come On Brian, Dance With Me (COBDWM)" series: In this final sequel (AU) Brian and Justin have been together for a decade now and Justin has grown ever so comfortable in their relationship that he takes Brian's love for granted to the point of neglect. Will Justin's neglect drive Brian between the thighs of other men?
Disclaimer: All recognizable characters in this story do not belong to me. They belong to the QAF TV series. I just post here for entertainment purposes only. No monies are made by me and no copyright infringement is intended.
PLOT BUNNY: JUDY UHRICH
Justin is writer - no experience with men - Brian is jaded - they meet - I suck at summaries.
Justin, a writer, relocates to a cabin in the woods for some peace and quiet (and to insulate himself from his mother's 'mothering'). Throw Brian and Gus, two puppies, and a vet named Daphne into the mix -- romance and fun ensue!

Banner: Masterglory, gracie mille cara
Justin goes to New York and Michael "forgets" to tell Brian.
The third in the B & J series.
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THIS IS THE SEQUEL TO THE NAIVE BOY. Brian and Justin are still together even after Brian moved to New York, but would it stay that way?? This is the sequel for The Naive Boy.
Justin, Daphne, and Molly have lived in NY for the past four years. They come back to the Pitts after Justin does a bad thing. A very bad thing.

Summary: 17 year old Justin goes out to learn everything about being gay. He meets Brian Kinney, who rescues him the night, they meet. after they fuck Brian kicks the blond out but then, a few months later, Justin finds out he's pregnant and his parents want him to marry. But how can he get Brian to marry him, or does he have to marry Ethan, the guy his parents chose for him?
I hope this gives you an idea what this story is about ;) I want to say thank you to my beta carbon69, who doesn't like mpreg thaaat much but nevertheless betaed this story ;)

Banner by Masterglory, grazie mille cara
I hated the was CowLip ended the series. This is my idea of what should have happened.
This leads from my fiction Christmas in the big apple and you will need to read that first for this one to make sense. In this story Justin and Brian have meet in New York through Lindsay and Melanie. Justin is 21 lives in NY and is an Art graduate from NYU while Brian is 34 and is the only partner of the Vanguard Advertising Firm in Pittsburgh. The gang are all on holidays in New York together.
An adventure on the high seas. Brian and Justin meet for the first time.
Disclosure:I don't own any of the characters I just can't live without them.
Justin runs off to New York after Brian’s loft was broken into
B/J
for Phil and Mike