Midnight Whispers
QAF Brian and Justin Fanfiction
Reviews For My Heart's Desire
Reviewer: vic32 (Signed) · Date: October 29, 2016 08:14 PM · On: Alex's Fate

Oh Alex they do love you, please open your heart and let them. I cried for them all here and please let them have many babies they are wonderful with kids

Reviewer: tiger062 (Signed) · Date: July 19, 2015 04:58 AM · On: Alex's Fate

Doing a 'happy dance'. I always love your updates. Looking forward to see how you resolve the 'Alex and baby' situation but am sad at the same time as this wonderful story is nearly finished.

Author's Response:

Hi, Monica! Thank you for reading this latest chapter, and for your kind words; I truly appreciate that, and it means a lot to me that you took the time to comment.  The situation with Alex and a possible addition to the family will be resolved before I am done.  Not sure yet where my muse is heading, though; I may have to wait and see. Wherever it goes, though, I do hope you will continue to enjoy it.  Thank you again. *Hugs* ~Kim

Reviewer: M_elle_22 (Signed) · Date: July 19, 2015 04:43 AM · On: Alex's Fate

love it! I think raising Alex would be so healing for Brian.  I hope they still have their baby though.  I really have enjoyed this and its prequel and am so sad to read its almost over.  Hopefully there will be some lovely oneshots to come?



Author's Response:

Hi, Michelle! Thank you for reading this latest chapter, and for the feedback.  I am glad that you have enjoyed this story, and also "The Wedding Present."  Thank you for letting me know that. As for other stories, I do have several that are in the beginning stages, but I'm trying hard not to post them until I'm finished. I just feel too guilty about having to wait longer than most authors seem to do before I can update them, but I AM doing up[dates as fast as I can. I just feel bad, though, that I can't do it any faster, so if I wait until I have one either done or mainly done it might be better for everyone. 

Thank you for all the support; it can be discouraging at times when there is little feedback, so it really helps me to know how people feel, and to know they like what I write. *Hugs* ~Kim

Reviewer: Jackie Mag (Signed) · Date: July 18, 2015 11:39 PM · On: Alex's Fate

I think Brian's right that going from 0 kids to 2 kids is a LOT to adjust to. I love it that they're so open an honest with each other now.

- Jackie Mag

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Author's Response:

Hi, dear friend! Yes, I agree. Brian has done some changing over the years, and definitely loves his son, but this would be a huge adjustment for him. Hopefully in the coming months, Alex's continued presence will serve to ease his concerns somewhat.

Thank you once more for always being so supportive.  I appreciate that so much. *Hugs* ~Kim

Reviewer: LEE (Anonymous) · Date: July 18, 2015 03:15 PM · On: Alex's Fate

SORRY, JUST REALIZED THIS CHAPTER WAS UP. YOU ARE SO BUSY. I DON'T KNOW HOW YOU FIT THIS ALL IN. YOU ARE SUPER WOMAN!!! THIS CHAPTER WAS REALLY GOOD. I WAS HOPING NOTHING HAPPENED TO HER AS SHE IS ONLY 11. SHE ACTS MUCH OLDER AT TIMES. I HOPE THEY GET HER SITUATION SETTLED SOON. SHE NEEDS SOME STABILITY IN HER LIFE TO MOVE ON., AS FAR AS HAVING AN INFANT ADDED TO THE STORY IS UP TO YOU I GUESS. IT BECOMES HARDER TO HAVE ALL THE MAIN CHARACTERS HAPPY. WE WILL SEE HOW THIS PLAYS OUT. WE ARE ALL GOOD HERE WORKING HARD AS USUAL. HAVE QUITE A BIT OF CASH SAVED. I WILL BE MOVING AS SOON AS I CAN FIND A PLACE TO MY LIKING, WITHIN MY BUDGET AND CLOSE TO WORK. CAN BE A TALL ORDER AS LIVING QUARTERS ARE EXPENSIVE HERE. WISH ME LUCK. BRIAN IS OFF TO CHICAGO FOR SOME SEMINARS. I DON;T REALLY SEE HIM TOO MUCH ANY MORE. HE IS MORE IN A TEACHING ROLE NOW. HE SAYS HE WANTS SOME DIVERSITY IN HIS LIFE AND DOESN'T WANT TO BE IN A RUT. ARE YOU ON SUMMER VACATION NOW FROM SCHOOL? I MAY BE TAKING SOME CLASSES OR A CLASS THIS FALL IN PSYCH. LUV2U

Author's Response:

Hi, Sweetheart!  As always, I'm so happy whenever I hear from you.;)  You sound like you are really doing well. I am so delighted to hear that. I remember how exciting it was to save for a new place of my own, and I'm sure you are feeling much the same way.;) And yes, normally I would have the summers off, but unfortunately it looks like I am losing my teaching job due to low enrollment, and am now having to work this summer as an admin asst for the school. Looks like it will be permanent, so I will no longer have summers off, but at least it's still a job.  It will make my updating more difficult, though, as I was hoping to have some extra time. But I WILL get it done.;)

As for the story, you are right about Alex. She has developed a tough shell on the outside, mainly because she had to, but inside she is still an uncertain, vulnerable, little girl who needs love. I think the boys will be just the right antidote for her, along with some idol worshiping from Gus.;) 

I do wish you lots of luck with your hunt for a new place! I know you can do it.;)  Let me know what happens. I think about you and lindc and the others quite often, and don't know what I would do without your support. I hope no matter what happens in the future, you and her will find a way to keep in touch.  Sending my love back to you, too.  *Hugs* ~Kim

Reviewer: Marny (Signed) · Date: July 18, 2015 09:16 AM · On: Alex's Fate

I'm glad Alex was found so quickly. And that they had a good talk. Poor girl, she want a family so badly. Brian explaining about his past. Hope Justin's dream for having a baby will not take long. Maybe a year in delay. Alrx can help as a big sister.

Great chapter.

* hugs *



Author's Response:

Hi, Marny! Thank you for reading, and especially for the feedback, my friend.  I'm glad you're still bearing with me in between updates.  Both of those issues will be addressed, along with Tony and Fin's wedding, before I'm done. Slowly getting there (wish I could update faster!), but both WIPS WILL be finished.  Thanks again.

 

And on another note, thank you, also, for offering to make so many of the wonderful banners for writers on here. I think that's very kind of you to offer to do that, and  your creativity with them really does help to make the story come alive. *Hugs*  ~Kim

Reviewer: reiselust161 (Signed) · Date: July 18, 2015 08:33 AM · On: Alex's Fate

this was a very emotional chapter. Thanks for sharing. And letting Brian have a believable vulnerable moment.

Author's Response:

Thank you, Elke, for reading, and taking the time to comment. I'm glad to see that you are still reading this one.;)  Promise to get it updated as soon as I can, and the issue of Alex's possible adoption, along with the issue of a possible baby, will be addressed before I'm done. Thanks again for the support. *Hugs* ~Kim

Reviewer: Ro (Anonymous) · Date: July 18, 2015 12:09 AM · On: Alex's Fate

 Kim this was an awesome chapter. I love the way they want to help Alex although I do hope they get to have a little baby of their own. I know I have said this before but if you ever publish any of your work this  should definitely be one of the things you publish.  I would pay to read this  story all over again.  I'm looking forward to reading more.



Author's Response:

Hi, Ro! Your support, both on here and on my Twitter account, means so much to me. Thank you for being so encouraging; definitely helps when I get discouraged and feel bad about how long it sometimes takes me in between updates. Sigh...so wish I could update faster, but I swear I am doing it as fast as I can. I try to help out others here on the site, as well as doing the administrative work, and sometimes I guess my own stories suffer as a result. But I WILL get both finished. 

Thank you so much for your kindness.  Would love to have a story published.  Maybe one day.;)  *Hugs*  ~Kim

Reviewer: shf1210 (Anonymous) · Date: July 17, 2015 11:29 PM · On: Alex's Fate

Can I be Alex and live at Britan even with some of the bad there is so much good that I Want to be Alex. I hope they adopt her but I also want Justin to have his dream of a baby fulfilled sooner rather than later. I hope those last few chapter come quick and that you have plans for another sequel cause you know this can't really end....



Author's Response:

Hi, there! You are so kind to read and especially review; I know that takes extra effort to do, but it is so appreciated, especially when I start to feel discouraged. Thank you for doing that.

I promise that both of these issues will be addressed and resolved, along with Tony & Fin's wedding, before I am done. After that, I think I will be concentrating on a sequel to Paper Hearts Killer (assuming I continue to post after these two are finished).  Who knows, though? I love Fin and Tony's characters now, in addition to B & J, so if I can think of a good reason for a sequel, I would certainly consider it.:)

Thank you again for bearing with me in between updates. I know it takes me a while, but both WIPs WILL be finished. *Hugs* ~Kim

Reviewer: YumYumPM (Signed) · Date: July 17, 2015 11:00 PM · On: Alex's Fate

Well, Alex's adoption seems to have been put on hold for the time being.  Somehow I know it will be a reality.  But Justin doesn't need to put his wishes on the back burner.  #1 - if they try for a surrogate it could take up to a year and a half.  #2 - Alex could prove to be a help with a baby.  It is sometimes hard to believe that she is only 11.



Author's Response:

Hi, my friend - as always, I am so grateful that you are continuing to bear with me in between updates, and leaving feedback. That definitely helps when I start to feel discouraged.  Thank you for that. 

You have a point about the surrogate, and the time frame. I just think Brian needs to be a little more certain of what will happen with Alex first, and he thinks they should concentrate on making a decision regarding her before the other question is answered. But the 'baby' issue will be resolved before I'm done. :)

Thanks again for always being such a great supporter of the site. I know you review a lot of stories, and as one of the admins for the site, I want you to know how much it is appreciated. *Hugs*  ~Kim

Reviewer: lindc (Anonymous) · Date: July 17, 2015 10:51 PM · On: Alex's Fate

Good chapter, glad she was found and the subsequent talk they all had. That being said, I really think Brian needs to get over not being able to handle two more children. Jus needs to have the infant he has always wanted.lol

Author's Response:

Hi, lindc! I don't know how I never responded to your review of all people. I'm so sorry about that!  It's been a really long month so far. Had to go back to school, since I won't have enough students to teach. I'm going to be an admin asst instead. No more summers off. :(  Was nice while it lasted, though.;)

 

About the story, not sure which way I will go yet before it's over. I'm getting close, but still a ways to go.  I hope you are all doing well.  Working on a new Tricky story, and hoping to have it finished and posted soon. Thank you as always for being so supportive, Lindc.  I really needed that this month! *Hugs* ~Kim

Reviewer: PA Boi (Signed) · Date: July 17, 2015 10:42 PM · On: Alex's Fate

Great chapter.  Glad they found Alex so they could explain things to her.  Enjoyed the phone conversation where B&J were each concerned about the other.  Love your storytelling.  Bill



Author's Response:

Thank you, Bill, for reading and for the feedback.  Kills me that I can't update faster, but just don't see a way to do that in light of everything else I have going on right now in addition to the full-time job.  Used to have summers off as a teacher, but no more, unfortunately.  Envy you and the others who can update so fast, but I WILL get this done eventually.  Getting closer now...

I'm still playing catch up on your own story, but amazing response to it.  Congrats!  You might very well be one of the few storyteller with 1,000 reviews before you get done.;) 

Thanks again for the support; helps when I get discouraged.  *Hugs*  ~Kim

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