Reviewer: vic32 (Signed) · Date: March 20, 2019 02:51 PM · On: Chapter 32 - A new life
Gosh you really could feel Brian's pain and struggle in this chapter and it hit me in the gut. I hope he listens to Debbie and gets himself together and lets himself be apart of his sons life.
Reviewer: bktush (Anonymous) · Date: February 20, 2017 08:31 PM · On: Chapter 32 - A new life
He has so many demons , maybe Debbie could reach him. Somehow a son made him think, how could he have a son growing up as unloved as he was--it's time to grow up.
Author's Response: It's time indeed :)
Reviewer: aglaja5 (Signed) · Date: December 22, 2016 05:52 PM · On: Chapter 32 - A new life
Hi my friend! Oh, it’s still so sad. I was a little surprised because I hadn’t expect Brian to act this way the next morning. Thinking about his behavior since Jesse’s stabbing and more important realizing that this and the car-accident of his family wasn’t his fault but also realizing how much he had hurt Justin. I think this is a first step in defeating his demons. And he wants to apologize to Justin! And then Justin’s gone! Terrible heartbreaking! I wonder what would / could have been if Justin had stayed… Would his love had been enough after all this time? But it’s too late. And Brian falls apart once again, blaming it on Lindsay and going back to his pain management. It’s good that he finally listens to Debbie. I’m very curious about the birth of Gus! Big big hug!
Author's Response: This chapter is still sad, you're right. Brian going to see his dad after his fight with Justin is Brianesque, if I can say that. He is struggling with the idea of becoming a father (even though he doesn't want to, deep down he knows it's not that simple) and he knows his own father is the man who is holding him back and making him acting like a cunt. Well, he slowly but surely realizes that HE is the one who can do something about it, and deal with his shit, instead of blaming everyone else. Brian is a smart man. When he blames others, he is always aware that it's bullshit. So, considering he had just let his fears win by screaming awful things at Justin, he is now trying to analyse everything and do the right thing. He just doesn't know that's it's too late to save his relationship with Justin. I doubt Justin staying would have been good for either of them. Brian needed to be alone to grow up. It's painful, but necessary. It will take him months, but he will get there eventually.
As always, thank you so much for all the comments! I also wanted to say how sorry I was for what happened in Berlin. I hope you and your family are alright. Big Hug! ♥♥
Reviewer: Lorma (Signed) · Date: October 22, 2016 07:37 PM · On: Chapter 32 - A new life
This story is so good, I honestly don't want it to end! I'm so glad Debbie got through to Brian. I think Justin had to leave him in order for Brian to face the truth.
Author's Response: Thank you so much for the praise Lorma, it makes me so happy! I completely agree with you, Justin leaving Brian had been an eye opener for Brian, even if he still had to deal with its meaning and to realize his mistakes to finally move on. And having Gus will change him for good :)
* Hugs *
Reviewer: Toto_too514 (Anonymous) · Date: October 20, 2016 01:05 AM · On: Chapter 32 - A new life
It seems like Brian has finally "turned the corner." It comes too late to save his relationship with Justin, but this is the beginning of the man we see in the "present" portion of this story - the Brian who was able to be open to reigniting the passion he and Justin shared. I'm still sad it had to be so painful though.
Author's Response: Brian is finally getting his shit together, so to speak. Starting with Justin's leaving him and now knowing he is going to have a son as well as Debbie's push, is all Brian needed to finally 'move on' in his life; Sure, he has lost Justin, and that's sad, but he will find him again, and once he will, he will never make the same mistakes again. I promise you the last chapters of this story will be full of joy, especially the present parts :)
* Hugs *
Reviewer: Predec2 (Signed) · Date: October 19, 2016 05:31 PM · On: Chapter 32 - A new life
Wow. As always, so exquisitely written, my friend! I love the way you have analyzed Brian's feelings and thought processes here. And I think you did a great job of explaining how Brian changed his mind about the baby. You kept both him and Debbie very much in character, also.
I'm really going to miss this story once you're finished. Thank you for allowing me a sneak peek along the way, and I hope we see many more from you in the future. *Hugs* ~Kim
Author's Response: You have no idea what 'exquisitely written' coming from you means to me :):):)
I'm also glad you found Brian and Debbie IC here, as I really enjoyed writing that part. I always love their moments in the show.
I'm the one who needs to thank you for all you've done for me. Seriously, I wouldn't even publish today if not for you. And that's the honest truth :)
* A big hug my dear friend *
Reviewer: YumYumPM (Signed) · Date: October 19, 2016 02:41 PM · On: Chapter 32 - A new life
Looks like this is the turning point for Brian and it only took Michael mollycoddling him and Deb calling him on it, or was it finding out the baby was a boy? It's a good thing I know that things do get better and Justin does come back.
Author's Response: I think Justin's departure had started the whole thing, and knowing he is going to have a son, feeling it so real, is the last push Brian need to finally stop his demons from dictating his life. From now on, it's all about learning to forgive himself, and move on.
* A big hug my dear friend *
Reviewer: krussell87 (Signed) · Date: October 19, 2016 12:13 PM · On: Chapter 32 - A new life
OMG!! So love this story!!! d84;a039;d84;a039;
Author's Response: And that makes me soooo happy!!!! :):):)
* Hugs *
Reviewer: bksbracelet (Signed) · Date: October 19, 2016 02:28 AM · On: Chapter 32 - A new life
oh come on Brian listen to Debbie and get your act together 😐
Author's Response: Yes Brian, do that!!! LOL
Thank you for commenting Chris, always so good to read your thoughts :)
* Hugs*
Reviewer: sfscarlet (Anonymous) · Date: October 19, 2016 02:14 AM · On: Chapter 32 - A new life
such a a sad chapter. i need to go back and read the reunion of them getting back together just to reassure yjat they do
Author's Response: Hi my friend! I'm sorry you feel like it's so sad, and it kind of is, but Brian needed to be ready to deal with his demons, and Justin's leaving has started to make him realize that he needed to move on and deal with his past, once and for all. What better incentive then than a mother act and a son to take the last step?
I promise you this time in their lifes will make their love stronger than ever by the end of this story :)
* A big hug my friend *
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