Midnight Whispers
QAF Brian and Justin Fanfiction
Penname: q_dicted [Contact]
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Member Since: March 24, 2010

An avid Queer as Folk fan and fan-fiction reader. I decided to try my hand at writing one of my own.

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Stronger by q_dicted Rated: NC-18 [Reviews - 45]

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Summary: That which does not kill us..

Timeline: Post 513. All canon assumed. Spoilers for all seasons.

Warnings: Strong language. Explicit sexual content depending on the chapter.

Disclaimer: I own nothing except my thoughts, and even then sometimes, I rent. All recognizable characters are the property of CowLip and Showtime. 

Author's Note: This is a work in progress. I am a slow writer - there's no getting around that - but I promise that it will be completed. Comments feed the muse. Just sayin'.

4/8/22  So. That author's note was written a long, long time ago. I wrote it with the best of intentions, I swear. But life happened, and for reasons I won't go into here, I couldn't bring myself to continue writing a story with this subject matter. But that little folder has lived on my desktop for all this time, and I have never forgotten where I left our boys. And so, one day a month or so ago, I opened it up and spent some time reminding myself just how much I love Brian and Justin and Queer As Folk. I still have reservations writing about cancer for 'entertainment'. I am no medical professional, nor have I personally experienced anything like what Brian is going to go through. But I've done more research for this than anything else I've ever done, and I've tried to treat it with the sensitivity and respect it deserves. Please forgive any inaccuracies.

I don't even know if anyone will give it a chance again, but I owe to those of you who trusted me and read it all those years ago (and to the boys) to keep my word and try to finish this beast. I hope you'll join me.


Categories: QAF-U.S. FICTION, Brian/Justin, Hurt/Comfort Characters: Brian, Gus, Justin, Lindsay
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Completed: No Word count: 54988
[Report This] Published: September 06, 2011 Updated: April 09, 2022

Valediction by q_dicted Rated: R [Reviews - 74]
Summary: Feature


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What if Brian realized what he was missing before the bomb? What if he changed just one thing, and that changed everything? The butterfly effect gone mad.

Canon thru 509(ish), right down to some of the scenes/dialogue directly from the show. Some just happen in a slightly different time line. A/U after that.

Warning: Major Character Death ~If you are wary of the death!fic warning, please, take a chance and have a look. Yes, it's a sad story, and the death is real (and devastating) but I promise you it is all about the B/J love.

Categories: QAF-U.S. FICTION, BEST FAN FICTION CLASSIC, FEATURED STORY, Brian/Justin, Could be Canon, Hurt/Comfort, Major Character Death, What If Characters: Gus, Justin
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Completed: Yes Word count: 61281
[Report This] Published: March 24, 2010 Updated: December 11, 2010