Midnight Whispers
QAF Brian and Justin Fanfiction
Penname: indigo556 [Contact]
Real name: Tiffany
Status: Member
Member Since: July 31, 2009
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I love reading nonfiction but I apparently write fiction. :) 

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Stories by indigo556
Concept of Consent by indigo556 Rated: NC-18 [Reviews - 41]

This is a conceptual story tracing the development of the B/J relationship, with a huge focus on their  physical interactions, the meaning of these and the progression of their physical and emotional intimacy through a vareity of scenarios, some of which follow canon closely and none of which blatantly contradict canon.

These warnings include: major character death, dub con, gun play, knife play, blood play, impact play, breath play, barebacking.... please note, the story is meant to explore consent play and therefore an explicit safeword is not used as this would answer, rather than elicit, questions and thought about when one is appropriate and how it should/can be used.*

(hint; if these things bother you, don't read this story. :) ).

This story is complete and will be added a chapter a day (and possibly more in universe when that is done).


*My power is back after Hurricane Sandy so I'll be posting daily again. Comments welcome!*

Categories: QAF-U.S. FICTION, Alternate Universe, Angst, Bdsm, Brian/Justin, Gap-Filler, Hurt/Comfort, Major Character Death, Out of Character, Romance, Self Harm Characters: Daphne, Justin
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 8 Completed: No Word count: 14788
[Report This] Published: October 21, 2012 Updated: November 04, 2012


Brian receives his cancer diagnosis and undergoes treatment. How will this affect him and Justin?

Chapter 30:  Brian completes his homework assignments with Justin.

*finally posted...* *hangs head in shame*

Categories: QAF-U.S. FICTION, Brian/Justin, Gap-Filler, Hurt/Comfort, Real Life Issues, What If Characters: Debbie, Justin, Lindsay, Melanie
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 30 Completed: No Word count: 76020
[Report This] Published: March 08, 2010 Updated: February 27, 2012

Heartbreaker by indigo556 Rated: NC-18 [Reviews - 144]

While Justin is with the Fiddler, Brian is left alone...alone to deal with problems he never imagined he would face and does not know how to handle.....

****Chapter Twenty-Two: Justin does what only he can. (NC-18) 

 ***************FINAL CHAPTER***************

Categories: QAF-U.S. FICTION, Hurt/Comfort, Justin/Ethan, Thoughts of Suicide, Alcoholism, Brian/Justin Characters: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 22 Completed: Yes Word count: 23701
[Report This] Published: February 01, 2010 Updated: February 28, 2010

Why Not With Me by indigo556 Rated: NC-18 [Reviews - 784]
Summary: Feature


Story Summary: Brian tries to deal with issues of his past and how they are affecting his life now.

***Open Letter to Readers Posted!*

Spoilers: A chapter(s) reference to when Justin le** him for Ethan and other events throughout the series.

Out-of-Canon/What-If: In this story, Brian's father knew Brian was gay when Brian was in high school (if not before).  In later chapters, I may need him to be alive to have a confrontation with Brian, so for now I'll say he is not explicitly dead.

Categories: QAF-U.S. FICTION, FEATURED STORY, BEST FAN FICTION CLASSIC, Bdsm, Brian/Justin, Child Abuse, Hurt/Comfort, Real Life Issues, What If, Thoughts of Suicide Characters: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 59 Completed: Yes Word count: 204018
[Report This] Published: July 31, 2009 Updated: February 20, 2010

Taking Him Back by indigo556 Rated: NC-18 [Reviews - 15]
Summary: Feature

Starts from the infamous office reunification scene and goes through the following morning. Enjoy! :)

Categories: FEATURED STORY, Canon, Gap-Filler, One-Off Fic, Romance, QAF-U.S. FICTION Characters: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 4482
[Report This] Published: January 31, 2010 Updated: January 31, 2010


This story is set immediately after Justin walks out the door in 513. It is fast-paced and goes through their first 6 months apart. Brian struggles with his emotions in a self-destructive way...

*Epilogue Added!!!*

Categories: Brian/Justin, Abuse, Could be Canon, Hurt/Comfort, Real Life Issues Characters: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 11 Completed: Yes Word count: 10164
[Report This] Published: January 04, 2010 Updated: January 25, 2010


Brian and Justin have been getting home at about the same time every night. What happens when Justin is late?

Categories: Could be Canon, Brian/Justin Characters: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 796
[Report This] Published: January 02, 2010 Updated: January 02, 2010

Gentle on My Mind by indigo556 Rated: PARENTAL GUIDANCE -13 [Reviews - 0]

Season 1: Justin comes home to find Brian drinking and smoking alone... an argument ensues and....

*please note that this story is not meant to be especially consistent with the "Why Not With Me" universe* Set around Episode 121.

Categories: Brian/Justin, Hurt/Comfort, One-Off Fic Characters: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 1778
[Report This] Published: December 11, 2009 Updated: December 11, 2009

Sex Rules for Brian Kinney by indigo556 Rated: PARENTAL GUIDANCE -13 [Reviews - 12]

Debbie runs into Sunshine, expecting him to be upset over the zuchinni incident, and finds that Justin and Brian now have in place some rules... She is amazed and has a talk with Justin. 

*Scene referenced in Chapter 26 of Why Not With Me*

Will be on of a series called Bridges to Brian, of Brian-insight-based fics that will probably be added to relatively rarely. 

Categories: Brian/Justin, Canon, Child Abuse, One-Off Fic Characters: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 1637
[Report This] Published: August 23, 2009 Updated: August 23, 2009