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What's In A Name? by Julia Rated: NC-18 [Reviews - 60]


What are the secrets and lies, once exposed, that will change Brian and Justin’s lives forever?

This is a sequel to Home Run and Putting Down Roots  ~  NC17/Mild Bondage  ~  Original QAF characters borrowed from Cowlip  ~  Feedback Welcome  ~  Julia

Categories: What If Characters: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Completed: Yes Word count: 115642
[Report This] Published: March 15, 2008 Updated: July 27, 2008

Reviewer: Nadine Signed
Date: January 26, 2015 Title: Chapter 13: Chapter 13

I'm surprised these series hadn't rewarded an honor for featured stories, it's even deserved to be one of the best fan fiction classic.

great story, really.

thanks for sharing 😊


banner by joann 


Brought up to think he was inferior, Brian Kinney is the shy employee of an ad agency where his boss regularly steals Brian's ideas to pass off as his own.  Too insecure to defend himself, Brian leads the life of a doormat. 

He lives vicariously through an online personality he created, and it's there in cyberspace that Brian is the stud he's always longed to be. 

Enter Justin Taylor, new to the Ryder Agency and Pittsburgh, determined to prove himself, to the detriment of his social life.  He turns to the web in search of a good time and encounters the mysterious IrishHunk.  Would he ever believe that IrishHunk is really the office nerd he's been assigned to work with on his first big campaign?

Categories: Brian/Justin, Alternate Universe, Out of Character, Romance Characters: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 31 Completed: Yes Word count: 78918
[Report This] Published: July 04, 2008 Updated: July 09, 2009

Reviewer: Nadine Signed
Date: September 06, 2015 Title: Chapter 31: Chapter 31

Oh my god, I adore your Brian here. I want to take him away from Justin and keep him in my pocket... :)

great story, babe!


Brian and Justin meet under different (but not too different) circumstances. The day they meet, Justin becomes pregnant.

Thanks so much to pannkakan for the banner!

Categories: Alternate Universe, Brian/Justin, MPreg, Romance Characters: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 38 Completed: No Word count: 54597
[Report This] Published: September 06, 2008 Updated: January 22, 2010

Reviewer: Nadine Signed
Date: February 13, 2016 Title: Chapter 38: Part I (Pregnancy): Week 22 (section 2)

Please update... This is really good.God Bless!

Summary: Feature

***Featured Story for March 2017***

Brian is a Navy Seal who has never found love...until he meets a young, blond artist during a photo shoot for the military.  When Brian turns up missing, Justin finds a way to discover Brian's innermost feelings.  Will the two lovers be parted forever?



Categories: QAF-U.S. FICTION, FEATURED STORY, Alternate Universe, Brian/Justin Characters: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 20 Completed: Yes Word count: 180529
[Report This] Published: December 08, 2008 Updated: March 01, 2017

Reviewer: Nadine Signed
Date: March 09, 2017 Title: Chapter 20: Chapter 20

Wow, it was one hellava roller coaster ride. Was I bad flailing and dancing around when the lesbians died? I thought Lindsay, for once, would be the best friend that Brian needed. Then, bam! She got crazy and tried to break BJ, I really wanted to throttle her for manipulating Brian. Oh well, at least Gus wouldn't grow up being the bait, he'd grow up in a home where he would be loved and cherished.


I have read most of Moonshadow's fics here and I have to admit this was one of her bests. I just wished she has written the sequel. Nevertheless, I loved it!

Private Dancer by We_Dreamerz Rated: NC-18 [Reviews - 50]
Summary: Feature

Summary: Brian Kinney has wanted out all of his life - free of The Pitts, free of his past.  Now he’s finally made the big time – alone in New York City and free to lead the life of which he’s always dreamt.  But the bright lights have dimmed and a chance encounter has him breaking all of his rules.

Chapters Betaed by mistress_tien , rromantic & buckeye5

Categories: Alternate Universe, Brian/Justin Characters: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Completed: Yes Word count: 45989
[Report This] Published: March 29, 2009 Updated: May 18, 2009

Reviewer: Nadine Signed
Date: April 17, 2015 Title: Chapter 7: Chapter 7

Wow, that was a great story. And thinking it was recced to me, I'm just so glad that someone did. I know there are so many great stories here but it's really hard to read it all and I hope something like this would be featured sometimes. This was like a gem in hiding and deserves a ribbon.

On A Pathway To You by Draccone New! Rated: NC-18 [Reviews - 262]

Brian has planned on getting married to his boyfriend but then again things don't always go as planned.  Would he be able to get his wishes, or will life throw him in a new direction?

Categories: QAF-U.S. FICTION, Alternate Universe, Anti-Michael, Brian/Justin, Humor, MPreg, Out of Character, Romance Characters: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 20 Completed: No Word count: 173842
[Report This] Published: July 28, 2009 Updated: May 15, 2019

Reviewer: Nadine Signed
Date: December 27, 2014 Title: Chapter 9: Midnight

Thank you thank you thank you... God, this is like my favorite fic ever. Hope not to wait too long for the next update ;)

Author's Response: I can't make any promises.

Reviewer: Nadine Signed
Date: October 24, 2016 Title: Chapter 14: You Are Loved

I can't believe I'm saying this, but, I love me some Craig Taylor. I'm happy that for once, Justin has a great family and so supportive of him, and now with Brian, too.

I want to know what Jesse decided about Francis and Connor. And it seems Lindsay and others would be happy with the news about the pregnancy. Well, except for Michael, of course.

And I loved the long chapters too. Thanks!

Author's Response: Ha, ha, I decided to go in the other direction and make Justin's parents a wonderful couple. I know its out there, but that's what the wonderful world of AU is for. I'm really having so much fun writing this chapters. Already working on the next. Brian has changed a lot and everyone can see that. I think they will be super happy for Brian. I don't know where this long chapter are coming, but I'm not complaining.

Reviewer: Nadine Signed
Date: May 18, 2019 Title: Chapter 20: Left You Dumb

Hey, you’re back! Thank you for updating, I had actually just read this story again a few weeks back because I missed it so much. 

I’m so glad that Michael has found someone and was trying to move on. I’m sensing that this story is wrapping up? This has been such a great read and would go down as one of my fave stories.

Again, thanks for updating and God bless.

Author's Response: Yay! I'm back! I will try to update more for this soon. Right not I'm trying to finish chapter twenty four of JUST YOU AND ME. It's going to be fun and crazy and then some. This story is kind of wrapping up, but it still got at least three to four more chapters for this. Who knows... maybe more. Thanks for reading and reviewing. Later!

Reviewer: Nadine Signed
Date: September 25, 2016 Title: Chapter 10: My Whole World

I think I already told you that this is one of the best stories I have ever read, one of my favorites. I'm so happy you updated, thank you:)

Author's Response: Thank you. I'm already working on more. The plan is to finish this before I touch anything else. That way I can concentrate on one thing at the time.

Reviewer: Nadine Signed
Date: October 01, 2016 Title: Chapter 11: The Heart Wants What The Heart Wants

I want to marry your Brian, he's so perfect:)

Thanks for the fast update, can't wait for the next one.

Author's Response: Ha ha ha. I know right. There is more to come and I'm trying to write the next chapter as I update. Take care.

Reviewer: Nadine Signed
Date: October 04, 2016 Title: Chapter 12: The Madness Begins

Wow, that was a surprise to me. I never thought it would be Brian getting pregnant. If I can remember right, I read one of the scene where Justin changed the bed sheets in a hurry like he didn't want Brian to see what was in it, and I just assumed that the condom had broken. But it was Brian topping, or I don't know, I must confuse this with something else. I plan on reading the whole thing again, anyway:)

I'm honestly worried about the two months separation, that is a long time being apart especially with someone trying to get your man back. I trust Brian not to do anything to hurt Justin, he just promised that. But it's Michael that I don't trust. I hope Brian will not fall to any of his friend's manipulations. 

Thanks for this long and fast update. You're the best!

Author's Response: I'm so happy that I can surprise you. At first I'm not going to lie, I was going to make Justin have the baby. It was kind of a last minute decision, but I think it was a good one. No, that time Justin was just changing the sheets so when they came out of the shower they could lay down comfortably. I'm still toying with the idea of them kind of figuring out when it happen but it's really not a priority. Don't worry about the separation, like really, as if they could stay away from each other. Lol. There is more to come, thanks for all the great input. Hope you like what's coming.

Reviewer: Nadine Signed
Date: October 16, 2016 Title: Chapter 13: Pretty Sure

I'm so glad they are on the same page now. I got worried for a second there. I really loved how you characterize Brian in this story and him being the pregnant one is a plus for me. I'm so excited for their announcement about the pregnancy, though I think they would keep it to themselves for a while, what's with having a crazy, jealous ex boyfriend running around. But I bet the ex would go ballistic.

Thanks for the update and I truly can't wait for the next one:)

Author's Response: Yay! Everything is falling into place. Yeah, for the most part I always get Justin pregnant and that's a lot of what you see in the stories out there. This time I turned the tables. I think Brian is just a strong to be having the baby.Oh my god. I'm working on the chapter. And I'm telling you right now there are so many people that are so happy about Brian and Justin's baby. I'll try to post it soon. Take care.

Reviewer: Nadine Signed
Date: October 29, 2016 Title: Chapter 15: Murphy's Law

Oh my god! If Michael was the one who hit their car, I'm going to fry that frog.

Please update soon. I'm so worried about Justin, Connor and Francis. I'm afraid what this incident would do to Brian's condition.

Thanks for the superlong update, so loved it.

Author's Response: It's funny because I'm writing this and my mind also went to Michael as the one attacking them. But surprises, surprises! You will read all about it in the next chapter. I am noticing that for some reason I can't go back to writing smaller chapters, but if you guys love it then it's great. Thanks for the input.

Reviewer: Nadine Signed
Date: November 04, 2016 Title: Chapter 16: The Moment Of Truth

I guess Francis has a secret about his pregnancy. Something about their rules for tricking? Hmm, it's getting complicated, but I'm glad Justin is going to be okay. I think, Connor would be too.

Thanks for another exquisite chapter. Keep them coming:)

Author's Response: I think you might be onto something. Lol. Thanks for reviewing.

Reviewer: Nadine Signed
Date: August 20, 2017 Title: Chapter 17: The Truth Hurts

So happy to see the new update, and so happy you're back!

I enjoyed the long chapter, and I admittedly have to reread chapter 16 to brush up on my memory and I'm so glad that I did, it reminds me of how much I loved this story.

So, Michael has learned that Brian is the pregnant one, good, I'm just afraid that he might do something bad to Justin. And Connor, it's great that his condition is at least progressing positively, I hope he'll get better soon. But Ethan?!? Damn, Francis! I have a feeling that the baby isn't Jesse's, but I thought it was a trick or worse, like he was a victim of rape or something horrible like that. But he had a tryst with the chin rat, he fell for his sweet, lying tongue, uh poor Francis, poor Jesse.

I loved Jen and Brian's interactions, hoping to read many more of that in the future. And Debbie, I'm glad she's happy for Brian and Justin. She'd, unfortunately, have her hands full with both Jesse and Michael's predicaments.

Thanks for updating, hope to read some more soon:)

Author's Response: I am very happy that you guys always welcome me back with open arms. Hey, I wrote this and sometimes I have to read from the very beginning just to not make mistakes. I would never let anything happen to Justin or Brian, no matter how close I push them to the edge I always got their back. Ha, ha, ha. I think both Francis and Jesse are both suffering. Everything in their lives is changing and it will definitely leave a mark in their lives. It will make them become different people. So sad, but also this is life. Don't worry, happier chapters are coming. I will definitely give you more of Brian and Jennifer and even Craig. Yikes! Lol. Hope you keep enjoying this story. Thanks for reviewing. Later!

Certamen of the Bow and the Brush by Lupin111 Rated: PARENTAL GUIDANCE -13 [Reviews - 38]
Summary: Feature

A/U. Brian. Justin. And a ghost. Who's not quite a ghost. Definitely not Casper.    

Categories: QAF-U.S. FICTION, Alternate Universe, Anti-Ethan, Brian/Justin Characters: Justin
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 21 Completed: Yes Word count: 62418
[Report This] Published: December 08, 2010 Updated: January 24, 2011

Reviewer: Nadine Signed
Date: November 09, 2015 Title: Chapter 21: Epilogue

Three thumbs up!! I'll grow one if I could because this is absolutely great. I enjoyed it immensely, all your work are great actually and I have read it all, but I just so love this one. I loved the originality. Thank you and I hope you'll be writing more. Good bless-Nadine

Author's Response:


Thanks SO much for reading this story! It's not a very popular story, but I had SO much fun writing it. I'm glad one more person likes it :)

The Wedding Present by Predec2 Rated: NC-18 [Reviews - 267]
Summary: Feature

On the eve of their wedding, Justin makes a shocking discovery that will change Brian's life forever.

Categories: QAF-U.S. FICTION, FEATURED STORY, Alternate Universe, Angst, Brian/Justin, Could be Canon, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, What If Characters: Debbie, Gus, Jennifer Taylor, Justin, Molly Taylor, Original Character(s)
Challenges: None
Series: Fin and Tony Universe
Chapters: 31 Completed: Yes Word count: 204182
[Report This] Published: December 27, 2010 Updated: January 29, 2011

Reviewer: Nadine Signed
Date: September 12, 2017 Title: Chapter 31: The Next Step of Their Journey

Another masterpiece. I loved the twist to the original plot, it's amazing how you made it so interesting, Kim. Looking forward to read the sequel, loved the universe you created here. Thanks for sharing:)

Author's Response:

Thank you for reading, and for your kind comments, Nadine!  I hope you enjoy the sequel as well.  It turned out even longer than the original!  I did grow to love Tony and Fin's characters in this 'verse, and I may just revisit it again in the future. Thank you for the feedback! And thanks for being one of our writers!  It is greatly appreciated.  ~Kim

Stirring Up Trouble by Predec2 Rated: NC-18 [Reviews - 164]
Summary: Feature

Justin is a cake designer who rubs Brian the wrong way.  Justin/Emmett friendship, Justin/Brian romance story.

Categories: QAF-U.S. FICTION, FEATURED STORY, Alternate Universe, Angst, Brian/Justin, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Romance, What If Characters: Gus, Justin, Original Character(s)
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 34 Completed: Yes Word count: 212861
[Report This] Published: December 28, 2010 Updated: December 29, 2010

Reviewer: Nadine Signed
Date: March 13, 2017 Title: Chapter 34: Epilogue

What a wonderful story! I loved it from the beginning until the end:)

Thanks for sharing!


Paternity is relative depending upon how much trouble one gets into at the time.

Categories: QAF-U.S. FICTION, Alternate Universe, Angst, Brian/Justin, Could be Canon, Humor, Romance, What If Characters: Brian, Gus, Justin, Original Character(s)
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Completed: Yes Word count: 59330
[Report This] Published: December 29, 2010 Updated: March 12, 2011

Reviewer: Nadine Signed
Date: April 26, 2015 Title: Chapter 12: Coming Full Circle - Conclusion

Aww, that was just so sweet.

loved it and looking forward on reading more of your stories.

thanks for sharing.

Author's Response:

Hi, Nadine! Thanks for reading, and especially for taking the time to comment; I greatly appreciate that. I'm glad that you enjoyed it, and I hope you will enjoy some more of my stories. Thanks again. ~Kim

Buses & Trains by Lupin111 Rated: NC-18 [Reviews - 96]


Buses & Trains

Life is not always what it seems and people are never what they appear to be.

An AU hybrid S1/S3-ish romance. Brian & Justin. Of course.



Categories: QAF-U.S. FICTION, Alternate Universe Characters: Justin
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Completed: Yes Word count: 76989
[Report This] Published: April 24, 2011 Updated: July 30, 2013

Reviewer: Nadine Signed
Date: October 27, 2015 Title: Chapter 25: Chapter 25

Goodness!!! This was really great!

Good thing I have read your new fic "Truly Madly Deeply" and I thought it was really awesome and tried to check out your other stuff.. And it was it was truly great!


Thanks for sharing your stories.


Author's Response:

Thanks Nadine for this wonderful review. In the midst of writing this story, I went through a terrible depression, and struggled to finish the story, especially because the underlying message in the story about hope and friendship striving to do good felt so alien to me. Justin watching 'Criminal Minds' endlessly in 'Truly, Madly, Deeply' came from my actual experience with depression while writing this story.

I am so glad that you liked this story, because it is very special to me.

Life Altering! by Ispazz Rated: GENERAL [Reviews - 231]
Summary: Feature

Summary! What if Justin had walked passed Ethan in 220 choosing to leave both men behind. Will Brian be able to accept the changes in Justin life as Justin struggles when his world is tilted on it's axis, altering his entire future!

Warnings! Minor Character Death, AU, What if, Parenthood!

AN: This story is now been rewritten and completely beta'ed! I hope you take a chance and enjoy!

Categories: QAF-U.S. FICTION, FEATURED STORY Characters: Justin, Molly Taylor
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 21 Completed: Yes Word count: 29202
[Report This] Published: October 27, 2011 Updated: February 19, 2013

Reviewer: Nadine Signed
Date: July 14, 2016 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

I can't tell you how many times I've read this story and every time I do it always feels like the first time reading it. That's how great it is!

I hope everything is well with you and your family. Thanks for this fantastic story and God bless!

Summary: Feature

Brian is a nineteen-year-old, rebellious young man who runs afoul of the law and is sent to live with an aunt and uncle he doesn't even know in a last-ditch effort to straighten out his life.  Will his experience there - and who he meets along the way - change his life for better or for worse?  Teenage Brian/Justin AU story. *THIS STORY IS NOW COMPLETE*

Categories: FEATURED STORY, QAF-U.S. FICTION, Alternate Universe, Angst, Brian/Justin, Drama, Humor, Hurt/Comfort, Jealousy, Romance Characters: Craig Taylor, Jennifer Taylor, Justin, Original Character(s), Vic
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 40 Completed: Yes Word count: 367668
[Report This] Published: February 11, 2012 Updated: April 10, 2016

Reviewer: Nadine Signed
Date: October 26, 2016 Title: Chapter 40: College Life

This was really good. A long story that you simply couldn't stop reading.

Thanks for sharing this story with us.

Author's Response:

Hi, Nadine! I'm so thrilled that you enjoyed this story! This is the first one where I wrote Brian as being much younger, and closer in age to Justin, so I hope I still managed to mostly keep him in character. :)  My relatives are all from Kentucky, so I thought it would be nice to place Brian out of his comfort zone for a while - ha!  I may do a followup at some point to show how they are doing down the road, but that would be a while. :) 


Thanks for reading, and especially for taking the time to comment. I really appreciate it, Nadine. :)  ~Kim

Wedlocked by RiCa20 Rated: R [Reviews - 164]

In this alternate universe, Justin Taylor is a young prince whose daily agenda was to eat, paint and sleep. Till now he couldn’t really understand what pain or fear exactly meant, he never experienced it, the closest probably was a rose thorn pricking his thumb.

All that changes on one sunny day when Justin is busy following his timetable meanwhile, blissfully unaware, that he was being negotiated into marriage with a ruthless emperor, Brian Kinney by his very own father in order to save their kingdom and people.

Now Justin is locked with the invisible chains of marriage.

Oh and by the way that’s Brian’s ninth marriage.


Categories: QAF-U.S. FICTION, Alternate Universe, Angst, Brian/Justin, Romance, Unsafe Sex, Violence Characters: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 10 Completed: No Word count: 60411
[Report This] Published: March 09, 2012 Updated: June 29, 2014

Reviewer: Nadine Signed
Date: October 27, 2016 Title: Chapter 10: Malice In The Mind

Wow, this was too good. I hope to read more:)

Consequences by Alois Rated: NC-18 [Reviews - 592]
Summary: Feature

Brian and Justin have to say good bye when an opportunity takes Justin to Europe. Even if their love is the love of a lifetime, they have to move on. This story is Brian's journey, with his friends, his family and more...Post Season 5. Sequel of "Choices," which should be read first. Warning: Brian emotionally involved with another man


A special thanks to Marny for the new, amazing/beautiful/incredible banner she created for me.

Categories: QAF-U.S. FICTION, FEATURED STORY, Angst, Brian/Justin, Brian/Other, Could be Canon, Justin/Other-Relationship, Real Life Issues Characters: Ben, Brian, Cynthia, Debbie, Emmett, Gus, Justin, Lindsay, Melanie, Michael, Original Character(s), Ted
Challenges: None
Series: Choices and Consequences Series
Chapters: 42 Completed: Yes Word count: 160452
[Report This] Published: June 30, 2014 Updated: January 29, 2015

Reviewer: Nadine Signed
Date: August 20, 2017 Title: Chapter 42: Epilogue

What a compelling story. I was so riveted by it, so beautiful, almost like a poetry.

Great job, Alois:)

Author's Response:

Hi Nadine!

Sorry it took me so long to respond to you.

I'm so happy you enjoyed this tale, which is really close to my heart since it's the first story I have ever written. I'm still humbled new readers discover it, and even more thrilled to know it could touch you! Thank you so much for letting me know, you're the best :D

* Hugs from France *


Second Chances by Brynneth Rated: NC-18 [Reviews - 65]


Nine months after Justin returns to Pittsburgh, sixteen-year-old Gus comes for a summer visit.  What effect will he have on Justin and Brian's new relationship?  Multichapter sequel to One Heartbeat Away.

Banner credit goes to Marny.  Thanks so much!

Categories: QAF-U.S. FICTION, Brian/Justin, Could be Canon Characters: None
Challenges: None
Series: One Heartbeat Away
Chapters: 8 Completed: No Word count: 32511
[Report This] Published: November 14, 2014 Updated: May 28, 2015

Reviewer: Nadine Signed
Date: January 03, 2015 Title: Chapter 2: Gus

Just read the whole thing and I gotta say that it's really a good story and I enjoyed it immensely. Hope you can update soon :)

Author's Response:

Thank you so much!  I've been busy with the holidays, but they're over now, so back to work!  Chapter three is partially done.  Hope to update soon!