Midnight Whispers
QAF Brian and Justin Fanfiction

Chapter 28

 

Justin had waited a few hours for Brian. He was supposed to come home and open their housewarming presents. But he never showed up. He tried calling his cell phone, but he could tell that Brian was hitting decline, because after a few rings it would go to his voice mail. He tried calling Kinnetik, but Cynthia was uncomfortably saying he was busy. He got more and more nervous as the time went on. He was going to go to Kinnetik, when Melanie had texted him, reminding him that they needed him at the Center tonight. He knew Brian would be there, because he was footing the bill for most of this, and had to speak.

 

He was literally a mess. He knew that Brian was going to kick him out. How had things gotten this bad, so suddenly? He looked all over for Brian at the Center, but didn't see him. He had found everyone else. Everyone except Michael. Ben said he was running late. "You ok sweetie?" Emmett asked him. Justin fidgeted around.

 

"Yeah I'm fine." Justin lied.

 

"Honey you're not fine. What's wrong with you?" Emmett asked. Justin shook his head again. Emmett grabbed him by the arm and pulled him over to the side. "What's the matter with you? And where's Brian? He's supposed to be here. Deekins wanted to point him out that he's the one who's paying for a lot of the campaign and he's been making it safer around here. Where is he?" Emmett asked. Justin just shook his head. He felt like he was going to have a panic attack. "Justin what's the matter? Is Brian alright?" Emmett asked seriously. Justin let out a sob that he had been holding all day.

 

"I think he's going to call of the wedding." Justin cried. A couple of people looked at them, and Emmett grabbed him and pulled him out of the room. He pulled him down the hall and into one of the offices.

 

"Sweetie calm down. Tell me what happened."

 

"He's going to kick me out. I know when I go back to Britin, all my stuff is going to be out on the street. He'll want to take my car back. I just know it." Justin cried and covered his face. He had been feeling this all day. The longer he waited to talk to Brian, the worse the feeling in his chest felt. "I pushed him to be with his family. I pushed them all on him. And I pushed for us to get married. I pushed for us to get our own house. I pushed him into this relationship. I know he was just waiting for the moment to kick me out. And he finally has it. What am I going to do?" Justin cried into his hands. Emmett hugged him and let Justin just cry. "What am I going to do? He hates me." Justin cried.

 

"Baby Brian doesn't hate you. You're the only person on this earth that he doesn't have one thing about you he hates. He worships the ground you walk on. He loves you." Emmett said. He pulled Justin back and made Justin look at him. "Now tell me what happened. Tell me, so we can get out of here and fix this." Emmett said. Justin wiped at his face.

 

"Teresa wanted to see Joan. So I brought her to the hospital." Justin cried, covering his face again.

 

"That doesn't seem so awful."

 

"But Joan told Teresa that he had cancer. And then I drove Teresa to Kinnetik and she told him. He freaked out. He told her that he didn't want her to tell anyone, and then he told me this was basically all my fault and he kicked me out. He told me to get the fuck out. He told me that last time. When he found out I knew he had cancer, he told me we were over and he said get the fuck out, and he threw me out. He wouldn't talk to me or see me. The only reason why he let me back in was because I broke into the loft and pushed him. He couldn't fight me. But he won't talk to me. And he's not here now. He's going to kick me out Em. I know it. He'll want me gone." Justin cried. Emmett pulled him close to hug him again. This wasn't like Justin. He was never a sobbing mess.

 

"Sweetie. You got back into his life last time, because he never wanted you to go in the first place. This is just a misunderstanding. Brian's an asshole and we all know it. He's just mad. He was just stunned that his mother knew he had had cancer. This is all going to blow over I promise you. Brian loves you. And I am getting the both of you down that fucking isle in a couple of months if I have to drug him and drag him there myself." Emmett said. Justin didn't laugh, but he stopped crying. Emmett pulled him back to look at him. "You have to calm down. Come sit out there with me. And then when this is over, go back to Britin, where I'm sure Brian is waiting for you so he can apologize. And you can text me to tell me that I'm right, and I'll text back I told you so, with a bunch of cute Emoji icons with smiley faces." Emmett joked. Justin wiped at his face. "Come on." Emmett said, pulling him back out with him. He sat in the back with Emmett and Calvin. Ted noticed they were sitting in the back, so he and Blake sat back there with them.

 

"Are you ok Justin?" Ted asked. Justin knew Ted heard Brian yelling at him. Justin just nodded, and Ted patted his shoulder. He bent down towards his ear, so only he would hear.

 

"I don't know what happened. But I'm sure everything will be fine." Ted said and smiled at him. Justin didn't focus the entire time. He tuned in and out of the conversation. The room was packed with people to ask Deekins some questions.

 

"How has the bombing at Babylon effected the votes for legalizing gay marriages?" a woman asked.

 

"It's changed for the better. The vote wasn't going our way when I first ran for mayor. Because of the bombing, a lot of citizens changed their votes. The violence was to close to home for them. It was to close to their backyards. The bombing is what got rid of Proposition 14. Enough people changed their votes, so your rights weren't taken away from you. Now, I want to give you more rights. The rights that you were born with, and doesn't change just because your gay. I don't like the fact that the bombing at Babylon took place. I wish that it hadn't happened, because to many people lost their lives. It was a sad, sad tragedy. Those six people were there to make a difference. They were there to fight for their rights. And their fight shouldn't be in vain. I want Pennsylvania to remember these six people. So, the bombing at Babylon did effect the votes. It effected people, that they don't want violence. Someone, who didn't agree with gay rights, set a bomb and killed people. That wasn't the message that anyone wants to send. It's effecting the votes. And it's going to keep effecting the votes." Deekins said.

 

That night was what made Brian tell him that he loved him for the first time. Brian ran in there, screaming for Justin. He ran in there to look for him, to save him. The whole way to Babylon, he thought of nothing but Justin, begging to not let Justin be hurt. He saw him and he grabbed him. Making sure he was ok. He came back to Babylon for him, after taking Debbie to the hospital, and told him he loved him. He kissed him.

 

"Ever since the bombing, residents have been fleeing Liberty Ave. People are still afraid. How are you going to change their minds?" someone asked. Deekins smiled.

 

"At first, their were a lot of people wanting to run away. A lot of people did. But, we've had a huge financial supporter backing me up. He's backed up the police force, so we've had a bigger police force on the streets of Liberty Ave. Not to repress it, but to protect it. As most of you know, the President and Founder of Kinnetik inc. Mr. Brian Kinney, has been purchasing different gay establishments. Along with residential establishments in the gay community. Mr. Kinney was supposed to be here tonight to speak with you directly, but he was unavoidably detained tonight, but we have been working together, to make the gay community a safer place for us all. He's taken major security measures in everything that he owns, and with his help, we've been able to put a stop to some of the harassment that seems to follow the residents of Liberty Ave. I'm going to keep promising, to keep working hard on security. We've started making small steps in that area, so please stay with me, because we're still working on it." Deekins said.

 

"I have to go home." Justin said. Emmett nodded as he stood up and left. He drove home, trying to stick to the speed limit. He felt like he was going to throw up. He was surprised to see that Britin had a few lights on. Brian was home! He pulled into the garage, next to Brian's car. He had to get ahold of himself before he went inside. He didn't want to cry again. He scrubbed his face hard, and walked into the house. It was eerily quiet. He had no idea where Brian was. He desperately needed water, so he walked into the kitchen for a water bottle, when he saw the back porch light was on. He took a sip of the cold water, and peaked outside through the sliding glass door. Brian was sitting out there, looking over the deck. He was sitting in a chair with his feet up, smoking a joint. He had changed into a white t-shirt and jeans. He looked exactly the same as he had that night when he kicked him out of his loft. He went to slide open the door, when he realized his hand was shaking. Both of his hands were shaking, and he held his hands, trying to make them stop. Why was he so scared of Brian? Was he really going to break up with him over this?

 

He took a deep breath, and slid the door opened, and walked out. Brian slowly looked over at him. "You're home." Brian said. Justin nodded, and shut the door behind him. Brian looked back over the deck, and Justin walked closer.

 

"You didn't show up to the Center." Justin said quietly.

 

"I hate those fucking people anyway. I'm throwing around enough money to do whatever the fuck I want." Brian said. He looked back over at Justin. "Was Deekins good?" he asked. Justin nodded. From what he paid attention to, he was great.

 

"I'm sorry Brian." Justin whispered. Brian looked over at him for a long moment, and then turned back, taking a deep huff of his joint, and slowly letting it out.

 

"You don't have one fucking thing to be sorry for." Brian told him. Justin's breath caught in his mouth. "You didn't do one thing wrong today. Neither of you did...And I'm sorry." Brian said, still not looking at Justin.

 

"I don't know what to say." Justin whispered. He really didn't. He had been prepared to start begging Brian for forgiveness. To not kick him out. He hadn't expected Brian to apologize.

 

"Well Mikey had plenty to say." Brian said as he chuckled. Justin sat down, not able to stand on his feet.

 

"What does Michael have to do with this?" Justin asked. Brian turned to him to tell him about his afternoon.

 

"Not now Mikey." Brian grouched out from behind his desk as Michael walked into his office. He had told Cynthia and Ted that he didn't want to be disturbed.

 

"Oh you're not getting rid of me that easily like you did with your mother and Justin." Michael said. Brian whipped his head up to look at him. Who had told him? He could practically feel his face heating up and getting red. "And before you start freaking out, I've been able to piece together what happened. Joan called my mom and told her Teresa stopped by." Michael told him as he sat on the chair on the other side of Brian's desk. "She started yelling at Debbie to keep Teresa away from her, and said that she still stands by what she said, that God was punishing you with cancer because you're gay." Michael told him.

 

"Fucking bitch." Brian said, scrubbing his face.

 

"So I figure she told Teresa that, so her and Justin came by here, where you screamed at Justin to get the fuck out of your office." Michael said. Brian glared at Michael. He knew that Ted must have told him that part. "So I assume your mother told you she knew you had cancer, and you freaked out, sending her out, but then screaming at Justin, and kicking him out...AGAIN!" Michael said. Brian rolled his eyes and stood up, walking over to his bar to get a drink. "How could you seriously scream at him again? How could you kick him out again?"

 

"It's none of your fucking business Mikey." Brian told him.

 

"Like the fuck it is. It is my business. You're my business. Justin is my business. You guys are my family. And I'm not going to let you keep throwing him out like that. He loves you." Michael told her. He stood up and walked over and shoved Brian in the chest. "And for fuck sakes you love him to. So stop getting angry with him about your cancer. If he could have taken it away from you he would have. He loves you Brian. And I know you scared him shitless when you threw him out. I told you last time it's a shitty thing to do to him." Michael yelled at him.

 

"Stay that fuck out of it." Brian told him.

 

"I won't stay out of it. I'm your best friend Brian. And I'm gonna be there for you no matter what, but I'm not going to let you screw this up again. I'm not going to let you lose Justin again. You both are getting married, and someone will have to step over my dead lifeless body before they can stop me from getting you down that fucking isle. Now go the fuck home and apologize to him for being the biggest fucking prick. AGAIN!" Michael screamed at him.

 

"I think I liked it better when he used to trash talk you, and always be on my side, no matter how shitty I treated you." Brian said, letting out a puff of smoke again. Justin was stunned by what Michael said. Michael was the one standing up for him. For them. Again. It felt good knowing how far he and Michael had come. "I'm sorry alright." Brian said. They sat in silence for a few minutes.

 

"I don't want you to scream at me like that again." Justin said. Brian looked up slowly at him. "I don't want you to kick me out of your office...and not answer my calls. I don't want you to treat me like that ever again. Because I didn't do anything wrong and you just threw me out..." Justin trailed off. Justin shook his head. He felt himself getting angry. "We're partners. You can't just scream at me and throw me out of your office because you get pissed. Your mother wanted to see her. She wanted me to drive her, how could I say no to her?" Justin asked. He wiped at his face. "She's devastated, and so hurt by all the pain Joan caused you for 35 fucking years." Justin said as he slammed his hand on the table and stood up, running his hand through his hair. "You scream at me like I did something wrong. I've cheated on you before and you never got this angry. I find out you have cancer and you literally throw me out of the fucking loft. I drive your mother to see Joan, and she's the one who told Teresa that you had cancer. All I did was drive her to see Joan and to Kinnetik. She's the one who feels like she was dying inside, because she feels like you gave her cancer, and you throw us both out. WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO STOP BEING A FUCKING ASSHOLE AND ACCEPT THE FACT THAT PEOPLE LOVE YOU?" Justin screamed at him. Brian was stunned. To stunned to move. Before Brian could even answer, Justin turned around and slid the door open, and slammed it shut behind him. He stormed up the stairs and into their bedroom. He had laid here all day, wondering if Brian was going to kick him out, and break up with him...but why? He hadn't done a fucking thing wrong.

 

He paced their bedroom for awhile. Brian had finally came upstairs and stood in the doorway. "What can I say to make this better? Because I'm sorry for being a doosh bag doesn't seem to have worked. And I have a feeling if I run out and get you flowers, you're gonna rip them up and throw them at me. So what do I do here Justin?" Brian asked. Justin could tell he wasn't angry, he wasn't sad, but he was frustrated. He didn't know what to do.

 

"You can't scream at me like that ever again. You don't get to treat me like shit for no reason. You can't ever do that to me again!" Justin told him. Brian nodded.

 

"I won't." Brian told him. He was being calm. To calm. Justin just kept pacing. "Justin what else can I say besides I'm sorry. I get it. I was a dick head." Brian said.

 

"I'm your partner. Your equal. And I'm about to be your husband. We're going to get married. And sometimes you forget that I'm not that 17 year old anymore, and scream at me like I'm a kid who can't take care of himself. You can't treat me like that anymore." Justin yelled at him. Brian scrubbed his face with his hands.

 

"I never once thought of you as a 17 year old kid who couldn't take care of himself, even when you were 17." Brian suddenly said. Justin stopped and stared at him. "You were never a kid in my eyes. That night you sat on the couch while I drank and I said I was a shitty father, you told me you were the maturest person I knew, and you were right. So never once-"

 

"YOU ALWAYS THOUGHT I WAS A KID!" Justin screamed at him. Justin took a deep breath. "You made me feel like shit all day. I thought you were going to come home and break up with me. I thought you were going to kick me out of the house tonight." Justin said. That was what made Brian cross the room to him.

 

"Justin I never would. I'd never kick out of this house. This your dream house." Brian told him. Justin looked at the wall. "That's what you thought I'd do? That I'd...kick you out...of your house." Brian said. Brian grabbed his cheeks and made Justin look at him. "I won't ever do that to you. This isn't just my house. It's ours. I'm sorry...I don't know what else to say besides I'm sorry. What can I say to make this better? I swear I'll do anything." Brian pleaded. Justin just stared at him. Brian never pleaded with him before. The two times he left Brian, he wanted him to fight for him. He wanted him to say he cared about him, and would fight for him. But he had always walked away, telling him that he could leave whenever he wanted. But now, Brian was standing in front him, fighting for him. Fighting to make things better. He felt the anger slipping away. Brian was trying. That was what he always wanted. It didn't feel like he was just backing down or just letting Brian off the hook. Brian had been an idiot, treating him badly. But Brian was standing in front of him, apologizing and pleading with him. He did love Justin. Justin shook his head and looked down, taking a deep breath.

 

"You don't have to do anything Brian." Justin said. Brian pulled his chin up to make him look at him.

 

"I gotta do something. Because I don't like you like this...knowing that I'm the one who did it...it sucks. So what can I do right now? I'll do anything." Brian said, making Justin chuckle.

 

"Anything? Like putting on a hot pink tutu and parade around Liberty Ave singing I'm a pretty little ballerina?" Justin joked. Brian chuckled but then cringed.

 

"I really hope you don't ask me to do that. I'd unfortunately have to, and I really don't want to." Brian said as he ran his hands through Justin's hair. Brian figured he had to pull out the big guns. "I'm sorry that I hurt you. I won't do that to you again...and I love you." Brian said. Justin smiled at him.

 

"Really?" Justin asked, making Brian snort. Brian leaned in and kissed Justin on the lips.

 

"After all these years, you're asking me this now?" Brian asked, making Justin smile. Brian instantly got an idea.

 

"What?" Justin asked, seeing the look he got into his eyes. Brian smiled and tilted his head.

 

"I think I have the perfect way to make you feel better. Give you some control." Brian said as he wrapped his arms around Justin's shoulders, and rested his forehead against Justin's.

 

"Like how." Justin asked, excited about what Brian was going to say. Brian leaned down and kissed him softly on the lips, and then kissed his way over to Justin's ear. Licking the spot under Justin's ear that drove him crazy.

 

"How would you like to fuck me bareback for the first time?" Brian whispered. Justin pulled his head up and looked at him, eyes widening.

 

"Really?" Justin asked excitedly Brian nodded. Justin leaned up and started kissing Brian passionately, moving them towards the bed, making Brian fall on the bed, taking Justin with him. "I really get to fuck you?" Justin asked. It had only been a few times that Justin was allowed to fuck Brian. Maybe four times in the years they've been together. Now, he knew was going to be the fifth time. Clothes had come off, and there was kissing and licking all over each others body.

 

Brian usually took the lead for the most part. When he wanted to fuck Justin, he stopped whatever he was doing, and got him into the position that he wanted him in to fuck him. But tonight, it was all Justin. He wanted him to have the control the whole time. He read between the lines of what Justin was upset about. He liked that Brian was the dominate one, but sometimes, he wanted them to be equal. And even sometimes, he wanted to be in charge. He didn't like the fact that he thought Brian would kick him out. What was even more unsettling, was that Justin even felt like that in the first place. He didn't want Justin to keep feeling like he had no control. He knew it scared Justin. He had plans to take care of that tomorrow, but for right now, he could give Justin this. Total power in the bedroom. It was always hard for Brian to do, but he could do it for Justin.

 

Justin was currently sucking Brian off. Hard and fast. "Let me suck you off to." Brian said. Justin looked up and wiggled his eyebrows. They loved being in the 69 position. Justin got on the side of Brian and turned on his own side.

 

"Roll over." Justin told him. Most of the time, they got on their sides, because having one of them on top, mostly Brian, it got to be to much sometimes. Brian wanted to thrust hard after awhile of Justin sucking on him, and couldn't help himself because it felt so good. Brian always got carried away when they were having sex, and only concentrated on how good it felt. But even after awhile there was some things that a person could only take for so long, and fucking Justin's mouth hard like he wanted to, he had to be careful. So, they usually just did it on their sides, or Brian would start out on top, but then roll them over. But not this time. Brian waved his hand.

 

"Get on top." Brian told him. Justin's eyes widened again.

 

"Really?" Justin asked, his eyes full of lust for Brian. He nodded, and Justin climbed on, and positioned himself on top of Brian. Brian was trying not to dominate, and be in control right now, but it was to hard sometimes. And he justified it with the fact that it was Justin who got to be on top. "Just push on my hips if you need me to get up." Justin told him.

 

"I don't think getting up is the problem Sunshine" Brian joked, making him laugh. Justin swallowed Brian whole again, making him groan. He held Justin's cock in on hand, and wrapped his other arm around his waist, placing his hand on his ass and lowering Justin into his mouth. He wanted Justin to feel good, so he wasn't going to gag, even though Justin was huge now. 9 inches was a lot to swallow. He could tell in his slow thrusts that he was being careful, he was holding back. But he didn't want Justin to hold back. He put both of hands on Justin's hips, gripped them hard and started helping him thrust, making Brian choke on his dick. Justin groaning on his own dick, made it all the more hotter.

 

He reached around and squeezed both of Justin's ass cheeks, making him moan onto his own dick. He felt Justin take his mouth off of him. "God Brian I'm going to cum soon." Justin groaned. He went to pull out, but Brian held him firmly and helped him thrust faster. He pulled Justin down hard enough, that he was swallowing all of him, and Justin's balls were hitting his nose. Justin groaned and shuttered and starting cumming down Brian's throat. He couldn't stop himself even if he tried. Justin was squeezing his own dick so hard with his lips, and he came right along with him.

 

After a moment, Justin pulled out and rolled over onto his back, breathing heavily. They were laying side by side, but Brian's head was by the headboard, while Justin's head was by the foot of the bed. They were both trying to catch their breath, and were sweating. Brian moved his hand and started caressing Justin's stomach. "That was hot." Brian breathed out, making Justin laugh. He picked up his own hand, and mimicked Brian's movements and started caressing Brian's stomach.

 

"God that was amazing." Justin breathed. Justin sat up and turned his body to half lay on top of Brian, draping himself over Brian with his leg in between both of his. He leaned down and kissed Brian. "I still get to fuck you right?" Justin asked, making Brian laugh. He buried one of his hands in Justin's hair and rubbed the other up and down his back with the other.

 

"Had to blow you first. You'll last a lot longer." Brian joked. They laid there for a little bit, kissing each other passionately. It's one of the things that Brian never liked to do as much, until Justin came around. Kissing was good. It was fun. But the way that they kissed, it was passionate. It was filled with love. They could lay there for hours, just kissing, and be so satisfied. Justin was the first to pull back.

 

"Roll over." Justin whispered. He kissed Brian again, and pulled back so Brian could roll over onto his stomach. Justin kissed the back of Brian's neck, and slowly kissed his way down Brian's body. "You taste so good." he murmured against his skin. Brian made himself comfortable, hugging the pillows to his head, and just enjoyed the sensation of Justin's lips. Justin slowly kissed his way down till he got to his ass. He kissed his cheeks, but then moved down his legs, kissing all the way down Brian's right leg, kissing the back of his thigh, then his knee, then his calf. Then he switched to his left leg, and kissed his way up his other leg. Kissing the back of his calf, then his knee, then his thigh, kissing right where his leg ends, and his butt cheek starts.

 

Brian knew what he was doing. He was trying to make him crazy. Like Brian liked to do to him. He started massaging Brian's ass cheeks, and kissing and biting them, even making Brian chuckle a few times. He could feel his own cock starting to get hard, and Justin hadn't even touched his ass yet. He could feel as Justin licked his crack suddenly, but purposely not licking him where he wanted him to. He pulled Brian's cheeks apart, and felt Justin just stop. "Like what you see Sunshine?" Brian asked.

 

"I love what I see." Justin said, and starting licking up his crack, but purposely avoided his hole. He waited patiently, and finally he felt Justin flatten his tongue and lick his hole, making Brian let out an involuntary moan. He continued to lick him, and then pointed his tongue and thrust it in and out, really making Brian groan. Brian loved when Justin rimmed him, because he taught Justin everything he knew. "Get me the lube. And the cum cloth so you don't get come on my new duvet." Justin said after a few minutes, going back to licking him. Justin remembered how he came on Brian's new duvet the first night they were together. Brian reached over to the nightstand and grabbed the lube, tossing it over his shoulder and hitting Justin in the head. Justin started laughing and picked his head up, grabbing the tube. "You're so lazy you couldn't even hand it to me?" Justin joked.

 

"This guy is rimming my ass and making me crazy. I can't be responsible for my actions." Brian said, making Justin snort. He settled back into the pillows, and felt the sharp pain as Justin pushed his lubed finger into Brian's ass, up to the first knuckle.

 

Justin smiled. He liked sticking his finger in Brian's ass. He pulled it back and pushed it in slowly, letting Brian get used to it. He was so tight. Brian was always tight. That's what happens when you're always the top. He could feel how hard he was already for Brian. He tried rubbing his groin against the bed to make it better. He fingered him for a minute, before he pushed in a second lubed finger in. He smiled as he heard him groan again. He pushed them in, and spread them in scissor motion. He was driving Brian crazy. "You like that?" Justin asked. Brian nodded his head. "Tell me Brian." Justin told him, shoving a third finger in, making him groan.

 

"Yes." Brian said. Justin knew he would laugh if he saw the big cheesy grin on his face.

 

"Yes what Brian." Justin said, spreading his three fingers, making Brian moan and squirm on the bed.

 

"Yes I love it." Brian groaned. Justin chuckled and he lightly slapped Brian's ass.

 

"You ready?" Justin asked, purposely rubbing against Brian's prostate, making him moan louder. "Ask me to fuck you Brian." Justin said.

 

"God Sunshine fuck me already." Brian breathed out. It was music to his ears. He used his other hand to spread lube on his own dick. He was so hard already. He positioned himself on top of Brian, removing his fingers and slowly pushing inside of Brian. This was the first time he had ever fucked someone without a condom. And he wasn't fucking just anyone. He was fucking Brian Kinney. He made it almost half way when he stopped, letting Brian adjust to him.

 

"No wonder you get such a thrill fucking me without a condom." Justin whispered. Brian tried to chuckle, but he couldn't catch his breath to do it. He pulled out slowly and pushed back in. It was heaven. He had waited six years to be inside Brian Kinney without a condom. To really feel him. He pulled out a few more times, slowly, pushing all the way inside. Once he was all the way inside, he stilled inside of him.

 

"God." he heard Brian moaned. He laid on his back and started kissing his neck, and ear, but didn't pull back out.

 

"I love you Brian Kinney." Justin whispered into his ear. Justin reached down and rubbed his arms, and put his hand on top of Brian's, holding his hand and kissed his shoulder. He waited a moment for Brian to say something. Brian took a deep breath and turned to look at him.

 

"I love you to Justin. A lot." Brian said. Justin smiled. He leaned in to kiss him, pulled back and started thrusting into him. Brian buried his face into the pillows while groaning in ecstasy

 

"God you're so tight Brian." Justin gritted through his teeth. He was glad they both gave each other a blow job, because they both would have came to fast from this. And Justin wanted this to last. After a few minutes though, he realized the only thing missing, was facing Brian. So he pulled back, making Brian turn his head.

 

"Why are you stopping?" Brian asked. Justin sat back on his heels.

 

"Turn over." Justin said. He saw a small look pass his face. He wasn't used to be ordered around. But Brian did what Justin said, making him smile. "You wanna put your legs around my waist or on my shoulders?" Justin asked. He knew Brian had NEVER been in this position before. He had let a few guys top him when he was a teenager, but always from behind. He knew this was new territory for him. And come to think of it, he had never been in this position before either. He had only ever fucked guys from behind, and only let guys fuck him from behind. Only once did he let another guy fuck him face to face. When he was with Brian and they had two guys in the bed, that one time after he went to L.A. Even with Ethan he always fucked him from behind. But with Brian, he always let him fuck him face to face. It was how he did it for the first time. It was a sacred to him. It was special.

 

He could tell Brian was nervous, even if he was playing it off like he wasn't. "Or um...you could fuck me." Justin said. He figured it was probably easier that way for Brian. Why did he make Brian move? He just lost his chance to fuck him.

 

"I'll wrap them around your waist." Brian said. Justin smiled and kissed him. Their cocks brushed against each other, both leaking with pre cum. Brian wrapped his long legs around Justin's waist, squeezing Justin to him. It was definitely a different feeling because Brian was taller, so his legs were longer then Justin's were. But it felt good. Justin lined himself up against Brian's hole again, and slid in. He got a good rhythm going again and started thrusting faster.

 

"God you feel so good Brian." Justin panted. He leaned down and kissed him hard and passionately "You feel so fucking good." Justin said. Justin could feel Brian tense. He knew he was close, and tilted his hips a bit to hit Brian's prostate just the right way, feeling him explode between their chests. Justin couldn't hold out anymore, and came hard. Right into Brian's ass. He ended up collapsing on top of Brian, the both of them breathing heavy. He loved feeling Brian's hands rub up and down his back. "God that was incredible." Justin breathed out. Brian chuckled.

 

"Yeah I don't think I'm gonna be able to sit down tomorrow." Brian joked. Justin leaned up and stared at him.

 

"I love you so much." Justin said. Brian rolled his eyes dramatically.

 

"Jesus are you really going to make me keep saying it?" Brian joked, making Justin laugh. But he kissed him. "I love you to Justin Taylor." Brian said. They stayed like that for a while, with Justin on top of him, kissing. The took a shower to clean up, and Brian ended up fucking Justin in the shower, and went to bed, and ended up having Brian make very slow love to him in bed. The next morning, Brian woke up before Justin did and called Melanie to have her work on a little project for him. When he hung up, he went back to bed to wake up Justin. "Good morning Sunshine." Brian sang. Justin moaned and turned away. He had never been a morning person. "Come on we have a busy day ahead of us." Brian said in his ear, and started kissing his neck.

 

"No we don't." Justin groaned.

 

"Yes we do. Now get up. I'll take you to breakfast at the Diner." Brian said as he pulled the blanket off of him and smacked his ass, making Justin yelp.

 

"Come on. Just let me sleep in a little bit. It's so early." Justin groaned, covering his face with the pillow. Brian snatched it away.

 

"We have to be somewhere at 8:00 when it opens to avoid a crowd." Brian said. Justin opened his eyes suspiciously and looked at him.

 

"Where are we going?" Justin asked warily.

 

"Don't know. So you gotta get up and see." Brian said and spanked him again. Justin ended up getting out of bed and getting ready. Brian laughed at how grumpy he was. He drove him to the Diner to eat. None of the gang was there yet. Since he owned the Liberty Diner now, and made Debbie the manager, she didn't have to pick up early or late shifts. She could work whenever she wanted. She could actually enjoy a life outside of the Diner. Justin bugged him the whole time about where Brian was taking him, but he wouldn't answer. He finally pulled into a parking lot down town, and smiled as he walked away from the car.

 

"Where are we going?" Justin asked as he walked beside him. Brian smiled and wrapped his arm around his shoulder

 

"Over here." Brian said as he walked around the block, and walked up the steps to the Court house, in perfect timing for them to open the doors. Justin looked at him. "You wanted to get your name changed didn't you? Now you can, and the Social Security Office is right across the street, so we'll go over there and get you settled with them." Brian said. Justin smiled and jumped into his arms, kissing him.

 

"Thank you." Justin said, smiling his huge sunshine smile.

 

"Well even if it doesn't go our way legalizing gay marriages, your last name will still show those straight hetero fuckers that we don't need a fucking marriage license." Brian said. Justin was so excited as they walked in and waited in line. Justin was handed all the paper work and started filling it out, when Brian pulled out his passport and birth certificate. "I didn't know if they'd need it or not." Brian said. Justin smiled and kissed him.

 

"What are we gonna do if Pennsylvania legalizes it, but West Virginia doesn't? We live in West Virginia, how are they gonna deal with our house if they don't recognize same sex marriages? Or even the other way around?" Justin asked.

 

"We could always keep our main residence here in Pittsburgh. We can say we still live at the loft, and out house in West Virginia is where we like to sleep. But I'm sure it will be fine Sunshine. Just fill that out and let's go." Brian said, getting ansy.

 

"What else are you up to?" Justin asked. He knew that look. Brian pretended to now know what he was talking about. After everything was filled out, and processed, he was given official paperwork that was proof that he had changed his name, legally that day. Justin just looked down at it as they walked out. "I'm seriously not Justin Taylor anymore. I'm Justin Kinney." Justin said as he looked up. Brian made a weird face. "What? You don't like it?" Justin asked, worried. Brian rolled his eyes at him.

 

"I do like it. It's going to take some getting used to. Because I actually did like your name. Justin Taylor...I fell in love with Justin Taylor." Brian said softly, making Justin smile. "I'm glad you decided to keep Taylor. Because it suits you...but I also will love calling you Justin Kinney." Brian said and he cupped his cheeks and kissed him, making Justin smile. They went across the street to have them send him a new Social Security Card. Then, Brian brought him to the DMV, where they changed his Drivers License, and passport. He got his temporary one, but would be getting a new one in the mail. Justin was loving running these errands. He drove them to the bank next, which surprised Justin.

 

"What do we have to do here?" Justin asked as they got out of the SUV. Brian took a deep breath.

 

"Well. We each have our separate accounts here. And I have Kinnetik's account here...I want you to have a joint account with me." Brian said. Justin just stopped, his eyes widening. "The money you have in your checking account I want you to be able to keep. You earned that. I don't want to take it. So if you want, we can just switch it to a Savings Account, and you can do whatever you want with that money. But I want you have access to everything that I do. The money I make...it isn't just for me. It's for us." Brian rushed out, looking awkward from everything he admitted. Justin smiled.

 

"God you are so full of surprises today. I love this. This is really just a new beginning for us." Justin said, kissing Brian. He just smiled.

 

"And I want you on the account for Kinnetik. The only one's that have access to these accounts, are Ted, Cynthia, and as of recently, Melanie. But I want you on there as well." Brian told him. Justin closed his eyes and shook his head. He opened his eyes again, and then smiled.

 

"This is real isn't it. My whole life...our lives, are changing so much. We're really doing this aren't we?" Justin asked. He leaned against his car and rubbed his face. "We're really...becoming a family." Justin said. Brian just smiled at him. "This is what I always wanted." Justin said, amazed that this was all real. He let out a deep breath. "This is a lot. People get so excited for the wedding, you know with the reception, and the rehearsal dinner, and planning the wedding party and making all the plans...and then the honeymoon...sometimes people forget the part about changing your name, and getting joint checking accounts...and actually starting a family. It's just so surreal" Justin breathed out. Brian snorted.

 

"Great are you getting cold feet?" Brian asked. Justin looked up at him.

 

"Not at all. I just got so caught up in a wedding...that I forgot that you're going to be my husband. That I'm going to be your husband. It's just...we've come a long way from that night you picked me up under that lamp post when I was 17." Justin said. Brian rolled his eyes and smiled, and kissed him. He wrapped his arm around his shoulders and started walking into the bank.

 

"How about I show you later on how some things from our first night haven't changed." Brian joked. Justin was giddy the whole time they were in the bank, having everything switched over. All of Justin's new cards would come in the mail in two weeks, with Justin T. Kinney on them. But Justin did decide to not have a separate account with the money he had from New York. It was a little over 30,000, and he wanted everything to be theirs. He didn't want to have anything separate from Brian anymore. They went to Kinnetik next.

 

"So what are we doing here?" Justin asked as Brian grabbed his MacBook and some papers that were left on top of it, and brought them into the Conference room. He patted the seat next to him.

 

"A couple of things. First thing is the car insurance. I never actually put you on it. I was gonna wait till after we got married, but you changed your name already, so may as well do it now. I'll just switch you over as the primary driver, and I'll be the secondary driver. And put you on the secondary driver for my car." Brian said. Justin's eyes widened.

 

"I get to drive your Corvette? Really?" Justin asked excitedly Brian rolled his eyes.

 

"Don't get all excited. Only if necessary do you need to drive my car." Brian said.

 

"Yeah but you know that saying. What's yours is mine." Justin said, and smiled at him. Brian chuckled, and Justin leaned in close. "And what's mine is mine." Justin finished, making Brian laugh.

 

"Already spoken like a true trophy wife." Brian said, making Justin pinch his sides. After that was done, he moved onto Health Insurance. "I wanted to get something better. But this is the best Health Insurance that they offer domestic partnership. Ted has Blake on his, and Melanie now has Lindsay on her's, along with Gus and J.R. I can put you on here for now, but if in a couple of weeks the votes go our way, I'm switching everything to a different health insurance. But for now I can get you on mine. And your damn allergy meds will be a lot cheaper." Brian grumbled, making Justin laugh. They finished that up, and that was when Melanie came in with a stack of papers.

 

"Hey baby." Mel said and kissed Justin's cheek. "I hear someone changed their name today." Melanie said. Justin nodded and she put the stack of papers down and hugged him. "I'm happy for you baby." Mel said and kissed him again.

 

"Thank you. I still kept Taylor as my middle name. But you can call me Mr. Kinney now." Justin joked. Melanie just laughed.

 

"Oh great now we'll have two of you. You'll still be my favorite Kinney though." Melanie said, patting his cheek. "I got everything you wanted. Actually didn't take to long at all. I had been working on some of it already." Melanie said as she sat across from them.

 

"What is all that?" Justin asked. Mel smiled as she looked at Brian.

 

"Things should be equal between us. However the vote goes for getting married. Doesn't matter if we're legally married or not. But things between us should be fifty fifty." Brian said. He looked over at Mel and she smiled. She turned something around and then pushed it forward.

 

"What is this?" Justin asked.

 

"That's the deed to your house. It's only in Brian's name right now. But I have some forms for you to fill out, and it will change from Brian Kinney, to Brian and Justin Kinney." Melanie said. Justin's breath caught in his throat as he looked at Brian.

 

"It's your house to. It should be legally as well. No way anyone could kick you out of your own house." Brian said. Justin knew what he meant by that. He had admitted the night before, that he thought Brian would kick him out. This was proving, that he never would, or even could kick him out. Justin covered his eyes for a second. His own home. Really his own home. Brian rubbed his back. "Now don't go getting all drama princess on me, or we'll never get through with all this shit." Brian joked, making him laugh and wipe his face.

 

"This way, should anything happen to Brian, there's no way you could lose the house. It's in both of your names. And it has no mortgage on it, so you wouldn't have to worry about paying for the house anyways." Melanie said. Signing over things for the house took awhile, and he was glad to get it over with. But he loved every second of it. Now, it really felt like his home. Not just the house Brian owned. It was the how they owned together. It was theirs! "What's it feel like to own your own home sweetie?" Mel asked as she straightened the papers he handed her in her file.

 

"Its amazing. One of the best feelings ever." Justin said, smiling brightly.

 

"Well how is it gonna feel to own a loft to." Melanie said, smiling at him, handing him papers to sign to have his name on the loft. That was huge. Melanie handed both of them papers.

 

"Now these are only for if Pennsylvania or West Virginia don't pass the gay marriage law. All these are basically saying, that if in case of emergency, who would be in charge of your life. Brian would be able to make decisions for Justin, and Justin would be able to make decisions for Brian. If anything were to happen right now, anything legal, Jennifer would have to handle." Melanie said.

 

"What about Brian?" Justin asked.

 

"Well Brian already had these things filled out. Before he did, anything would go to Joan and Claire, even though Teresa and Sawyer are around, in the eyes of the law, they weren't his family, Joan and Claire are. But Brian changed that a few years ago. It used to be Michael, but as of right now it's Michael, Lindsay and you. But Brian's changing that to just you now." Melanie said. Justin looked over and smiled.

 

"I didn't know you had me written into anything. What would have happened had something happened to you? What if the three of us had to decide something incredibly difficult. Like pulling the plug or something?" Justin asked.

 

"That's simple. Michael would pull the plug because I asked him to. But you would research anything possible to save me, and Lindsay would be the tie breaker. And she'd be on your side." Brian said and smiled, making Justin shake his head.

 

"Your logic is totally ridicules" Justin joked.

 

"A lot of these things I'm having you sign now, will be changed once the law changes. Some of these things, will automatically give you rights once you're married." Melanie said. They went through a bunch of different paper work for both of them to sign. After they were all done, Melanie pulled one more thing out.

 

"What's that?" Justin asked. Melanie smiled and handed it to Brian. Justin looked over his shoulder and gasped. Justin looked up.

 

"That's giving Brian his parental rights back. And I have something for Justin to sign once you guys are married. So all four of us will have parental rights to Gus." Melanie said. Brian looked up and nodded.

 

"Thank you." Brian said. Mel picked up her stuff and stood up.

 

"Thank you. For stepping up and being a good dad." she said and leaned over and kissed Justin's cheek. "I'll get these filed and everything should be all set. I'll see you both later. I have to go over to your moms house to talk with Molly." Mel said.

 

"Everything's ok right?" Justin asked.

 

"Oh yeah. That girl is completely fine. I'm just preparing her for questions I'm going to be asking, and give her an idea of what Craig's lawyer is going to ask her. I think she's liking all the attention. This is all juicy gossip to her about her brother and fiance, and I think she finds it all amusing." Melanie said, making the boys chuckle, and she left.

 

"I can't believe we go to court next week. Way to put a damper on the day thinking of that." Justin grumbled. Brian put his hand on the back of Justin's neck and pulled him in for a kiss.

 

"Don't think about that." Brian said. Justin smiled and kissed him again.

 

"Thank you for doing all this today. You'll never know how much it means to me." Justin said. Brian just shrugged his shoulders.

 

"I heard what you said last night. We're equals. And I want you to feel like we're equals...and I don't want you to ever feel like I could kick you out that house just because I bought it." Brian said. Justin took a deep breath and slowly let it out. Brian grabbed his hand. "I bought that house for you. It's your house. If anyone can get kicked out of it it's me getting kicked out." Brian joked. Justin shook his head.

 

"I wouldn't do that." Justin said without hesitating, making Brian smile.

 

"Well I wouldn't either. I bought it for you. Your dream house. The Country Manor of your dreams with stables and a pool." Brian said, making Justin smile at him. "It's yours. Legally now." Brian said. Justin leaned forward out of his chair and sat in Brian's lap, straddling him and wrapping his arms around Brian's neck.

 

"I love you so much Brian Kinney." Justin said as he kissed him passionately. He pulled back and ran his fingers through Brian's hair, as Brian pulled him closer to him. "How about we get out of here and go home. Remind me of how some things haven't changed since our first night together." Justin said, as he started kissing his neck.

 

"As much as I'd like that, we still have one more stop to make." Brian said. Justin pulled back and looked at him.

 

"Where?" Justin asked. Brian took a deep breath.

"To my mothers house...I have to apologize." Brian said. Justin smile

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