Midnight Whispers
QAF Brian and Justin Fanfiction
Author's Chapter Notes:

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The lines that have single apostrophes 'like this' are things that aren't said, but thought.

 

I do not own any of these characters within...they are strictly the property of Cowlip and HBO...No infringement on copyright intended.

 

Chapter Seven:

The Explanation

 

_Justin's P.O.V_

 

 

 

As we approached Brian's loft, I realized that neither one of us had spoken since he rescued me from a crazed Ethan. I wanted to tell him how thankful I was for his saving my life, but then I remembered the fact that he almost killed me yesterday. That was probably the only thing keeping me from flinging myself into his arms and seeking his cold embrace. I needed an explanation of his actions before I could even consider letting this Adonis touch me again.

 

 

 

The entire walk, I had my head facing down. I only looked up twice to see his beautiful face facing forward every time. But when I would cast my eyes downward again, I could feel his intense gaze on me. We made it to the door of his building and went inside. The elevator ride was filled with a thick tension. I had a million questions to ask him but I didn't know where to start. When the elevator came to a stop at the top floor, he pulled the door open and let me out first. Brian followed suit and opened the door to his loft. I stepped inside and clasped my hands together in front of myself.

 

 

 

I looked at his beautiful, chiseled features as he struggled to speak. This seemed to be new to him...being at a loss for words. So, I was the one to cut through the tension between us.

 

 

 

"Do...do you have anything to drink?" I asked, not knowing what else to say at the moment. His hazel eyes met mine and he nodded slowly, the corners of his mouth turned down as he walked over to the fridge. He pulled out a small bottle of water and placed it on the island. I was confused as to why he didn't hand it to me. But then I remembered that I had been the one to enforce our "at least five feet away from each other" rule. I smiled slightly and went to retrieve the bottled water. He glanced away from my eyes and looked down like a shy child. That gesture made my breath catch in my throat and my heart ache.

 

 

 

He was so beautiful. I just wanted to cup his cool cheek in my hand and look into his immaculate eyes. Fuck. I never anticipated how hard this boundary would be. I didn't know who it was harder on, him...or me.

 

 

 

_Brian's P.O.V_

 

 

 

This little dance that we were doing was ripping my cold  heart out with every step we took. I felt his eyes on me as he stood in my loft, slowly sipping his water. The silent tension that was between us had eased if only for a moment when he had spoke, but it was now back with a vengeance.

 

 

 

I had to say something...before he thought better of it and left.

 

 

 

"I'm so sorry." I whispered, barely audible. He stopped drinking for a moment and furrowed his brow. "I...never meant to try to hurt you." With that, he sat the bottle of water back on the counter and ran his pale hand through his golden silk-like hair. God, he's so beautiful.

 

 

 

"What I want to know I guess is just...why?" He struggled as he seemed to be trying to find the right words. I took in a deep breath that I didn't need and looked him in the eyes.

 

 

 

I had to tell him. But how to say it?

 

 

 

"I..." Damn. This is harder than I thought. "I've never tasted anything like you Justin." I started off quietly as I walked around him and over to the sofa. I ran my hands through my hair and glanced back at Justin. "I don't know how to explain it but your blood is almost...maddeningly intoxicating."

 

 

 

He looked at me with a confused and questioning expression on his face. I knew this would happen.

 

 

 

"Your blood...it's different than anything I've tasted in my...entire life." I said as I began to gesture with my hands, hoping that somehow he would understand. He glanced away from me, seemingly in thought.

 

 

 

"So...I'm not like other humans?" He asked to my relief. I sighed (what was the point) and nodded my head emphatically. "So what am I?" At that, I ran my hand through my hair again.

 

 

 

"I honestly don't know Justin. But whatever you are...you're different. Special." I said as he decided to sit in the chair across from the couch. I could have argued that he had just broken his own rule but I wouldn't dare question him. He began to wring his hands together nervously.

 

 

 

"But how am I supposed to be around you if my blood with make you go fucking crazy. How will this work Brian? I mean...I don't want you to lose control like that again. You could...kill me." The last two words he spoke were barely above a whisper as his eyes locked with mine. I felt my chest constrict at the raw emotion in his voice. It almost sounded like...he loved me. A frightening love at that.

 

 

 

I took a chance and stood. I slowly walked to the chair directly beside him and sat down facing him. I slowly reached over and placed my cold hand over his warm flesh. I felt his muscles tense under my touch. My mouth went dry at his reaction and I felt a lump form in my throat.

 

 

 

"I don't know how this is going to work, but I will give you my word. I know I've lost your trust and it's killing me. I just want to regain that trust Justin. Please...let me try." I whispered the last words and looked directly into his crystal blue eyes. I saw the tears threatening to fall as his cheeks flushed. I reached to his face and brushed away a tear that had escaped. "Please." I whispered again as I let my hand linger and come to a stop at the previous place of his wound. I rubbed the pad of my thumb over his cheek in a gentle rhythm as I continued to stare into his eyes.

 

 

 

"Brian...I...I want to trust you but I'm afraid. I'm afraid that you'll try to hurt me again." He said as I set my jaw. This fucking...thirst. At that moment, I cursed the day that I had been brought into this world of the blood hungry creatures of the night. Right now, I would face all of the human pains of life just to see his infectious, sunlit smile. I continued to gently touch his cheek as another tear fell from his misty, beautiful eyes. I furrowed my brow and put both hands on his cheeks, wiping away the stray tear that had fallen. I looked deep into his eyes and spoke again.

 

 

 

"Justin...I swear to God and beyond...I would openly walk into the light of day before I EVER did anything to you like last night. I am...begging you to trust me...and I don't beg ANYONE." I said as he huffed a laugh and made to pull my hands from his face. "But for you Justin...I would drop to my knees and fucking grovel." I finished, causing his body to stop fighting my gentle grasp on his warm, flushed cheeks. His eyes were scanning my face and he bit his bottom lips as if in thought. He cast his eyes away from me for a moment before locking onto mine again.

 

 

 

"You promise?" He whispered. His voice...full of vulnerability and hope. The corner of my mouth turned up slightly and I nodded. My exterior reaction to his response was an ant hill compared to the mountain of joy that was welling up inside me.

 

 

 

"I promise." I whispered back to him as I watched his mouth break out into a small smile. But no matter the wattage of his smile...it was still the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. I couldn't help but smile back at him as I ran one of my hands through the back of his hair. "And I will...never...ask to taste you. I will only do it per your request." He continued to smile at me as my smile faded. I gauged his reactions as I slowly inched his face toward mine.

 

 

 

_Justin's P.O.V_

 

 

 

I was still a little afraid of Brian's thirst for me but I couldn't shut him out of my life...not now. I...loved this beautifully frightening man. I loved his eyes, his cold skin, the way he looked at me the other night when we had sex...before he went fucking nuts. I just loved him. With all my being, such as it is. I knew that he would keep his word this time. Something about the raw pain in his eyes confirmed his undying love for me...and I knew then that he wouldn't ever hurt me again.

 

 

 

I felt his hand in my hair as he inched my face closer to his. His eyes were searching my face for even an inkling of protest but I wasn't giving it. I wanted this. As our lips touched, the sensation of his cool lips on my warm flesh sent a delicious chill down my spine. I leaned closer to him and therefore more deeply into his lips. His tongue was silently asking permission to enter my mouth as he pulled me even closer to him. I broke our kiss momentarily and pulled myself out of my chair.

 

 

 

I stood over him, looking down into his eyes as they questioned my action. I answered when I extended my hand down to him and pulled him from his seat to stand in front of me. I had to feel his skin on mine...right now. My eyes asked a silent question as I ran my hands down his chest, stopping at the hem of his black pullover. He raised his arms as I gently tugged the shirt over his head, letting it fall to the floor. Our lips met again in a gentle, passionate dance as my hands smoothed along the expanse of his cold, pale chest. He pulled off my shirt, breaking our kiss in the process. As soon as the article was on the ground and forgotten, we resumed our pillage of each others mouths. His kisses were soft and cold and wonderful.

 

 

 

I could have never lived without this. Every touch of his hands on my skin was like a soothing, tantalizing breeze of sensations. Our eyes were open as we stared into each other...into each others souls. I pulled back from the kiss to still my rapidly beating heart and ragged panting. Brian wrapped his strong arms around my back and pulled me up onto his hips as I wrapped my legs around his back. He started walking me to the bedroom when I stopped him.

 

 

 

"No..." I breathed out as he stopped walking. "I...don't want to make love in there...bad memories." I said as I gently caressed his cheek. He closed his eyes and I knew I had brought back a painful reminder of what he had done. "Over there." I said quietly as tiled my head toward the plush, red silk pillows in the corner of his loft. Brian glanced to the beautiful pillows that created a blood red haven next to the vast window and smiled. He returned his eyes to mine and planted a gentle kiss on my lips. He began to walk toward our new destination as he continued laying his luscious kisses on my already flushed, swollen lips.

 

 

 

He lowered himself onto his knees with little effort as he ran one of his hands through my tousled hair. With his hand now planted at the base of my neck, he lowered me onto the plush pillows and began to bestow gentle kisses on my jaw. The chilling sensation of his tongue as it ran across the sensitive flesh caused me to intake my breath sharply. My chest was rising and falling rapidly as he started kissing my neck, moving his mouth lower with each deliciously soft touch of his mouth. His tongue darted out momentarily as he reached my right nipple. I flinched at the amazing sensation of his cold tongue on my pulsating, hot flesh. When I felt his head start to move lower, I reached down and touched his face.

 

 

 

"Hey..." I whispered, his eyes immediately locking onto mine as he stopped his ministrations. "Let me..." I smiled at him gently as I pulled him back to my mouth and placed a kiss on his lips. I put my hands on the back of his neck as I slowly rolled him onto his back. Straddling his hips, I pulled back from him and looked down upon the gorgeous sight below me. It took my breath away.

 

 

 

_Brian's P.O.V_

 

 

 

As I looked up at the angel straddling my hips, the sight of him would've taken my breath away...if I breathed. We stayed like this for a long moment, him looking down at me through lust-hooded blue eyes and me looking up at him with the most wonderful feeling of...love. When he moved again, he ran his soft, warm hands down my chest and down to the button of my pants. With a soft pop and a quick zipping sound, my pants were undone and being pulled gently from my long legs. I wasn't wearing underwear. The soft, lusty smile on his lips obviously signaled his approval of my choice as he started undoing his own pants and briefs. He removed them quickly and threw them vaguely at the couch, his eyes never leaving mine.

 

 

 

He looked down at my painfully erect cock and his little pink tongue swiped across his beautiful bottom lip. My cock twitched at his display of lust for me. He moved down to kiss my lips and plant soft open-mouthed kisses down my chest. I bit my bottom lip when he stopped momentarily to swirl his hot tongue around my naval. God...his tongue was heavenly. Soft, wet and scorching hot against my cold, firm flesh. Magnificent. But when he licked a trail from my naval to the base of my cock, I let out a deep, throaty moan. I felt him smile against my skin as he kissed the skin above the patch of trimmed hair at my cocks base. I giggled at the sweet tickling sensation of his lips there.

 

 

 

I watched Justin through my long dark eyelashes as he grasped my cock in his hand and gently started a slow stroking rhythm. The pace that he had set was almost painful. He looked into my eyes as he extended his tongue and swiped it slowly along the head of my cock. He licked the precum from my slit and let his tongue linger in the dip. Then, he wrapped the tip in the hot, wet cavern of his mouth and began to suck hard. The tortuous sensation of his mouth on me was amazingly wonderful. But when he began to take my length deeper into his mouth, I shut my eyes tight and threw my head back against the pillows. I was moaning and writhing underneath his talented mouth. I wanted to quicken the pace but his hands on my hips was keeping me from pushing further down his delightful throat. I ran my hand through his golden hair and tangled my fingers around the soft strands. I tugged on the golden mane and began whispering his name softly as he took my entire length into his mouth. When the tip of my cock entered his tight throat, he swallowed repeatedly. My mind went completely blank with unbelievable pleasure and all I could do was moan his name in a deep, throaty whisper. At that moment, I felt his hands release my hips and his mouth open wider...a silent invitation to fuck his mouth. I grasped his hair firmly and began moving my cock in and out of his mouth, each time going a little deeper than the last.

 

 

 

I felt the tightness in my balls as the sensations in my body began to build to a dangerous peak. I threw my head back and let out a loud groan as I surrendered to my orgasm. I exploded into Justin's mouth as my body spasmed and I grabbed the pillow under my head and dug my nails into the silky material. Justin sucked the last drops of cum from my softening cock as he looked up at my ecstatic expression. When I opened my eyes, he was crawling up my body. He kissed me and I tasted myself on his insistent, hot tongue. I smiled at him when our kiss was broken. As I started to roll him over so that I could begin to prepare him for my rapidly hardening cock, I felt his hand grab my wrist.

 

 

 

"No...I want to be on top. I...I don't want to be...trapped." He whispered as I looked into his blue eyes and nodded. He smiled at me as he pulled his hand to my mouth. He placed two fingers into my mouth and I gladly licked the warm skin. When I had applied enough saliva to his fingers for his liking, he removed them and made to prepare himself for me. I watched his face as he applied his fingers to his entrance. A mixture of pain and pleasure washed over his gentle features as he smiled down at me.

 

 

 

When he was ready, I directed my cock at his hole and he gently lowered himself onto my length. After the head was inside of his tight, hot embrace, he had adjusted to my size and was lowering himself farther onto my cock. I moaned when his ass was flush with my thighs. His hold on my cock was deliciously hot as he clenched around me.

 

 

 

"God...yes." He breathed as he began to ride my hard cock.

 

 

_Justin's P.O.V_

 

 

 

This felt...amazing. His length was filling me to the brim as I rode him and the expression on his face was so incredibly worth the momentary twinge of pain in the beginning. His face was the picture of indescribable bliss and the sight of it made me flash my million watt smile. His hands were on my hips as he pulled me down onto his wonderful cock. I grasped my cock in my hand as I began to quicken my pace. I was riding Brian's cock harder and faster as I stroked my cock to the same rhythm.

 

 

 

"Brian....oh god...yes...Brian..." I breathed as I was getting close to my sweet release. He sensed that I was almost there and grasped my hips more firmly. He began pumping into me with a fury as I closed my eyes tight. My breathing hitched and I let out a guttural moan along with his name. I shot across his chest as he shot into me. His fangs extended as he came. I would've been frightened but I already knew that that was a product of his orgasm. His cold seed filled me and I collapsed onto his chest.

 

 

 

I was a panting, sated mess as I looked up at him from my place on him. He retracted his fangs and smiled down at me. I let out a sigh and closed my eyes. Brian's hand was absentmindedly rubbing circles on my back as he gently turned me over and pulled out. I groaned at the loss and watched Brian rise and go into his bedroom. I pushed myself up onto my elbows and was about to say something when I saw him come down the stairs with the duvet from his bed. I smiled as he laid down beside me and covered us up. He wrapped his arm around my shoulder while I nuzzled my face in the crook of his neck. I sighed as I felt sleep threatening to overtake me. I closed my eyes as my breathing started getting slower and more even. As I started dozing off, I heard a faint whisper next to my ear.

 

 

 

"I love you." Were the words that were almost inaudible. I felt my insides warm at the confession as I smiled and snuggled closer to his neck.

 

 

 

I fell asleep in the arms of the man that I loved...and who I know loves me too.

 

 

 

Chapter End Notes:

ToBeContinued... :)

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