Midnight Whispers
QAF Brian and Justin Fanfiction
Reviews For Guilt Management
Reviewer: Happy Gamma (Signed) · Date: February 21, 2018 01:27 AM · On: Chapter 28

Great story.  You are a fantastic writer.  Held my attention and I shed a few tears.  Always a good sign that I am into the story.  Off to the last two stories which I saw are short. 

Reviewer: The SNO (Signed) · Date: June 18, 2016 09:15 AM · On: Chapter 28

Too bad it ends; it was fun to go through their familly lives.

Thank you!



Author's Response:

It ends, but the story continues-  of course, you have been reading all my fic, so you know the next story.  Again, I commend you for all your comments ( they are appreciated) and so glad you are enjoying my fic.

Reviewer: The SNO (Signed) · Date: June 18, 2016 08:53 AM · On: Chapter 27

I hope Gus didn't crash the 'Vette...

Reviewer: The SNO (Signed) · Date: June 18, 2016 08:36 AM · On: Chapter 26

Another nice familly scene; poor JR staying alone with the moms.

Reviewer: The SNO (Signed) · Date: June 18, 2016 08:07 AM · On: Chapter 25

Nice familly life, except Lindsay as usual.



Author's Response:

I tried to make it as realistic as possible

Reviewer: The SNO (Signed) · Date: June 17, 2016 08:58 PM · On: Chapter 23

Interesting chapter; Justin starts to get Brian to face his main problem without him shutting down.

I was afraid they would be too loud and Gus would hear them fighting.



Author's Response:

Justin know Brian really well and at this time Brian is allowing Justin to push his buttons.

Reviewer: The SNO (Signed) · Date: June 17, 2016 08:36 PM · On: Chapter 22

You have a way of telling a story! I loved Gus, Brian and Justin interactions. So many little and important things were told. It seemed like real life with actual problems.

Well done!



Author's Response:

Thank you. When I write a story, I try to make the participants as real as possible.  I'm glad that you feel I succeeded.

Reviewer: The SNO (Signed) · Date: June 17, 2016 08:01 PM · On: Chapter 21

I liked how you had Justin talk about their fights to Gus: "I learned to just walk away from an argument because it’s not polite or good social graces to argue. Your Dad learned to dull the pain."

That would explain many of their break-ups.



Author's Response:

It just made sense that Justin would feel that way.

Reviewer: The SNO (Signed) · Date: June 16, 2016 08:34 PM · On: Chapter 1

What a start! What did you prepare for us?



Author's Response:

Oh-  this one has its share of angst too-  Hope you enjoy the ride

Reviewer: vic32 (Signed) · Date: May 22, 2016 10:16 PM · On: Chapter 28

Wow I loved this whole story, I cried so much and wanted to hug them all 



Author's Response:

Thank you so much.  I'm glad you enjoyed the story.  There are several more in the universe-  much shorter than the first two.

Reviewer: Smythe (Anonymous) · Date: February 08, 2015 10:04 AM · On: Chapter 28

I have completed reading your story and I loved it

Reviewer: Marguerite (Anonymous) · Date: February 09, 2013 10:35 PM · On: Chapter 6

"Ferdinand the Bull" is very sweeet ! I'm French and my mother read me this book when I was younger, but it was a German version. Lol to see this book in an English story !

(By the way, I'm reading your story "pain management" and others, and I like it, even if this is only my first review !)

Reviewer: Tagsit (Anonymous) · Date: August 01, 2012 12:39 PM · On: Chapter 28

Just as good as the prequel. I love your characterizations - spot on for both Justin and Brian. This is exactly how I would picture them after 17 years. Great job! TAG

Author's Response: So glad that this story still holds up. There are two more stories in this verse:- Compromises and You'll Always Be Young and Beautiful. You might enjoy those since you liked this set. thanks for the feedback.

Reviewer: itzy68 (Signed) · Date: June 25, 2010 08:56 PM · On: Chapter 28

Thanks for a great story I have spent the last week sick in bed and found the Pain management story and this one on the net and I have loved it :D



Author's Response:

so glad you enjoyed the stories.  The prequel to Pain Management is called Falling off The Cliff and I'm currently posting it.  You can also find the sequel to PM - Guilt Managment here as well.  Thanks for writing and I hope you are well soon.

Reviewer: Kat (Signed) · Date: November 19, 2008 04:29 AM · On: Chapter 28

This was a great story and sequel to Pain Management. I was glad that Brian and Justin were able to work things out. They really do make a wonderful couple and its obvious they belong together. Seeing them become full time dads to Gus was great as well!!

Author's Response: thank you for your words of comment.  I'm glad that you enjoyed by story, even though it was full of angst.  Thanks for reading and I hope you enjoy other stories as well.

Reviewer: DavidR (Anonymous) · Date: October 09, 2008 11:41 AM · On: Chapter 28

Just wanted to let you know just how much I enjoyed reading this story.  It really has been fun as I looked forward to each chapter.  All I can say is thank you, thank you, thank you. 

 

I look forward to your next story, whenever that may be.  Rest assure, I will be one of the happy readers.

 

One more time – thank you.

 

DavidR



Author's Response: thank you.  I appreciate that you took the time to read and respond to my story.  It means a lot when my readers take a moment to drop me a line.  I'll be taking  break for a few weeks, but rest assured, new B/J will be coming down the pike.

Reviewer: Anna (Anonymous) · Date: October 09, 2008 12:19 AM · On: Chapter 28

Thank you for writing this story:)

 

 



Author's Response:

your welcome.  It was my pleaseure.  My muses (Brian and Justin) still hae a lot of stories to tell me.

Reviewer: kika (Anonymous) · Date: October 08, 2008 06:11 PM · On: Chapter 28

I'm really enjoy reading both your story (PM & GM).

ciao



Author's Response: I'm glad that you are enjoying the stories.  I enjoyed writing them.

Reviewer: kika (Anonymous) · Date: October 08, 2008 06:11 PM · On: Chapter 28

I'm really enjoy reading both you story (PM & GM).

ciao

Reviewer: Jackie (Anonymous) · Date: October 08, 2008 01:05 PM · On: Chapter 28

It's great that the boys where able to overcome their fears and move back. All is well. Wonderful job!



Author's Response: Lots of growth, but I think Brian and Justin grew in the series and this was just a continuation.

Reviewer: sjmpets3 (Signed) · Date: October 08, 2008 11:05 AM · On: Chapter 28

great ending.

they handled gus great. even though the comparison to brian and justin and gus and sam is similar the one main difference is that brian and justin have been through it before. gus has the two of them at his back.

i think they handle the comic con just the right way too. can't hide in fear forever. smart of them not to put the accident in the comic.

take your well deserved break and enjoy. come back to us with another really good story.



Author's Response: thank you.  this means a lot since in the beginning, you were having a difficult time reading the story.  I'm glad you returned and finished the story. No worries, I will return.  I can't seem to allow B/J to get out of my mind.  thank you for your continued comments and support.  they really do make a difference.

Reviewer: Jackie (Anonymous) · Date: September 23, 2008 12:17 PM · On: Chapter 27

Brian needs to get help of some kind. He believes that he is the problem for all the wrong doings that happen to the people he loves. Hopefully Justin can help him and at least he see's the drinking problem. Great chapter.

Author's Response: Hopefully Justin can help him overcome his fears and his shortcomings as well.

Reviewer: Anna (Anonymous) · Date: September 23, 2008 11:35 AM · On: Chapter 27

Thank you for writing:)

Author's Response: your welcome- its been a pleasure

Reviewer: sjmpets3 (Signed) · Date: September 23, 2008 10:31 AM · On: Chapter 27

never in a million years will brian want to go anywhere again. things were fine, they were on vacation and boom the phone rings. this guilt is going to eat him alive. on the bright side, he did realize what he was doing with the drinking and let justin get him to eat.

 “We'll be home soon.  Gus is in good hands.  Just try to relax.”  does justin really believe brian is going to relax. ha!

 



Author's Response: maybe Justin can convince him otherwise.-  thanks for writing and reading

Reviewer: anon (Anonymous) · Date: September 17, 2008 06:19 AM · On: Chapter 1

incorrect use of word brandished

Author's Response: thanks for alerting me to this

Reviewer: Jackie (Anonymous) · Date: September 16, 2008 01:47 PM · On: Chapter 26

That's really low of mel and linds, hopefully they can get on the right track. Gus is lucky to have a father who loves him so much. Great chapter. I can't wait to see what happens next.

Author's Response: Mel and Linds have often seen Brian as the money man-  sad that they are again using Gus to pay their bills

Reviewer: rose (Anonymous) · Date: September 16, 2008 01:34 PM · On: Chapter 26

great great great update :-)) rose

Author's Response: thanks

Reviewer: sjmpets3 (Signed) · Date: September 16, 2008 10:28 AM · On: Chapter 26

how could lindsay do that to gus? why not just come to brian anyway. it was a sure thing that he would find out. gus and sam are cute together. so are brian and justin. this was a very touching loving chapter. i loved it.

Author's Response: Lindsay sees Brian as a money man and I think she always will.  They guys are cute together -  glad you like Sam and Gus-  .  Glad you enjoyed the chapter-  thanks for reading

Reviewer: Jackie (Anonymous) · Date: September 06, 2008 10:04 AM · On: Chapter 25

Lindsay should know what she's gotten herself into. Brian doesn't lose...espcially when it comes to those he loves. Great chapter. I can't wait to see what happens next.

Author's Response: Lindsay sometimes gets in over her head-  we'll have to see if this happens this time.

Reviewer: sjmpets3 (Signed) · Date: September 06, 2008 04:16 AM · On: Chapter 25

so the shoe has dropped. a custody battle? now? what the hell is wrong with lindsay? glad to see brian and justin getting back on level ground. therapy will be good for justin, not just his arm. jose is a great listener.

Author's Response: True- Jose has listened to Brian and Justin for a long time.

Reviewer: Thess (Anonymous) · Date: August 19, 2008 06:22 AM · On: Chapter 1

Thanks for the update. Love to see and read that everything is alright with Brian and Justin,

Author's Response: thanks for writing-  things are better

Reviewer: rose (Anonymous) · Date: August 18, 2008 05:01 PM · On: Chapter 24

great update :-)) rose

Author's Response: thanks

Reviewer: sjmpets3 (Signed) · Date: August 18, 2008 12:21 PM · On: Chapter 24

something is going to explode. it just doesn't seem right. the calm before the storm maybe? i do love how brian is taking his responsibility of gus. he always made a good dad.

Author's Response:

Have you been talking to my muses?  As always, I promise B/J together in the end.

Reviewer: Jackie (Anonymous) · Date: August 18, 2008 03:43 AM · On: Chapter 24

It's nice to see that bys have a normal say without to much drama. Whatevers going on at the girls house is going to change a lot I think. Great chapter. I can't wait to see what happens next.

Author's Response: Normal days do happen even in my fics (bg).  Fic isn't finished yet. (bg).

Reviewer: alys (Anonymous) · Date: August 17, 2008 09:26 PM · On: Chapter 24

Beam is like soda, I can see Daph and Justin seperately still thinking about the situation. Perhaps Gus being 17 will have some words of wisdom for his father on the subject. Great chapter.

Author's Response: don't know if Brian wants Gus to know how much he drinks-  He's never been shy about drinking in front of Gus, but few parents want to admit that they have a problem.

Reviewer: Sara (Anonymous) · Date: August 17, 2008 09:15 PM · On: Chapter 24

I wonder what going on with Mel and Linds, it sounds really bad at their place. Im glad things with Brian and Justin are getting better and they are moving forward. Hopefully Brian will not drink anymore to hide and if he feels like hes going to hopefully he will talk to Justin or a therapist

Author's Response: Mel and Linds have many secrets- we shall have to determine if my muses will tell me what they are.

Reviewer: dphysh (Signed) · Date: August 10, 2008 09:54 AM · On: Chapter 1

So glad I finally caught up with this fic! A perfect place to catch up too or I would have been very upset and frustrated. nearly cheered when Daph spoke her words of wisdom to Justin! Of course it won't be easy. What is happening with Linds and Mel? Surely money can't be that tight if Mel is a partner now? Are they just using money as an excuse like Brian is using alcohol, to hide the real problem? Still loving you writing! More please soon! :)

Author's Response: thank you for your continued reading and words of encouragement.  It means a lot when long time readers provide feedback-  just tells me it was not a fluke that I had one good story - never to repeat it again.  Lots more to unveil in the story-  What is going on with Mel and Linds- Are Brian and Justin truly okay?

Reviewer: Jackie (Anonymous) · Date: August 09, 2008 01:31 AM · On: Chapter 23

I wonder whats up with Mel and Lindsay she gave up really easy. It's great that Brian and Justin talked and are finally back in the same room. Great chapter. I can't wait to see what happens next.



Author's Response: Linds did give up easily-  we shall have to see why in future installments.

Reviewer: sjmpets3 (Signed) · Date: August 08, 2008 10:44 PM · On: Chapter 23

what exactly are mel and lindsay hiding that they would ignore a cry of help form their son? and more so why did both jusitn and brian feel like they were under survallence?

now that justin said his peace and brian just gave in like it was no big deal. i'm not falling for it.



Author's Response: There is always more than meets the eye-  with the "girls" and with J/B.  Brian has to match actions to words and we shall see if this happens.

Reviewer: Thess (Anonymous) · Date: August 08, 2008 08:26 PM · On: Chapter 23

Thanks for the update. Hope everything will now be alright with the couple. They're together now in bed!!!!

Author's Response: Yep  together-  now they must finish the journey.

Reviewer: Sunny (Anonymous) · Date: August 08, 2008 08:03 PM · On: Chapter 23

Hey Sandy,

sorry, I don´t review as much as I should but I want you to know that I read every chapter that you post and I like your stories very much.

Hugs, Sunny 



Author's Response: thanks for the comments-  I appreciate knowing that you are reading and enjoying the story.  Sorry the updates are so slow this time around.

Reviewer: sjmpets3 (Signed) · Date: July 31, 2008 04:31 AM · On: Chapter 22

i get the sense of false serenity hanging over britin. something has to give. will it be good for gus to move in now? maybe, maybe not. more like his moving in will be like a small bandage placed over a large gaping wound. not enough to help it heal properly. too complacent.

Author's Response: nothing is ever easy for these guys and while Gus' moving in may not be an ideal time, it may spurn some mcuh needed dialogue.

Reviewer: Jackie (Anonymous) · Date: July 30, 2008 11:50 PM · On: Chapter 22

Having Gus live with them is really going to change things. It's great that the boys are slowly getting better. I great chapter. I can't wait to see what happens next.

Author's Response:

Life is not static and so Gus moving in with them will cause changes.

Reviewer: eleni (Anonymous) · Date: July 29, 2008 04:52 PM · On: Chapter 21

Ohhh, I just read the last three chapters and I loved the way you handle things between those two!!!

I can't wait to see what Justin will say about Brian's surprise!!!



Author's Response: thank you.  It is a challenge to balance the desire to have them make up quickly and the reality of having them fight themselves to get back what they lost.

Reviewer: Jackie (Anonymous) · Date: July 14, 2008 04:08 PM · On: Chapter 21

Gus was smart enough to see the problem. It's good that he took it well and knows that Brian and Justin are still together. Great chapter. I can't wait to see what happens next.



Author's Response: I think he knows tht Brian and Justin love each other. 

Reviewer: sjmpets3 (Signed) · Date: July 14, 2008 12:59 PM · On: Chapter 21

very difficult to try and tell a child that everything is okay when it isn't.

tomorrow at dinner. will it happen then? it has to happen soon.



Author's Response: At least they didn'y lie to him-  yhey told him they're working on it,

Reviewer: Jackie (Anonymous) · Date: July 08, 2008 02:00 PM · On: Chapter 20

Brian may have changed a lot, but the drinking issue it going to be a big deal. Hopefully they can work it out on their vacation. Great chapter. I can't wait to see what happens next.

Author's Response: Brian and Justin have both changed a lot. They have both grown but as all people they cannot be stagnant. 

Reviewer: Anna (Anonymous) · Date: July 08, 2008 12:57 PM · On: Chapter 20

Great chapter, thank you for writing:)

 

 



Author's Response: thanks-  I'm really enjoying writing this story.

Reviewer: Sara (Anonymous) · Date: July 08, 2008 10:51 AM · On: Chapter 20

It was good for Justin to have Daphne to talk to, what Brian said to Gus was great, I hope Justin moves back into their room soon even if they dont get straight back into their physical activities lol

Author's Response: Daphne has always been a big supported of their relationship. She likes Brian and knows that Justin and he belong together.

Reviewer: sjmpets3 (Signed) · Date: July 08, 2008 10:25 AM · On: Chapter 20

i don't think justin will agree to gus moving in unless he speaks to brian about his drinking. although brian would never jeapordize gus' well being the are always first times. if justin isn't happy then he better talk to brian soon. as for brian talking to the girls, i do hope they would agree.

why did justin just up and leave when brian came into the room. avoidance of the problems?



Author's Response: they have a lot ot work out-  Justin will confront Brian when he feels it is time-  Justin was not exactly avoiding Brian, but he wasn't ready to share his thoughts with him at that moment.  Gus was a good distraction.

Reviewer: Anna (Anonymous) · Date: June 29, 2008 03:54 PM · On: Chapter 19

Brian going in to sleep besides Justin's bed was heart-breaking and lovely:)Thank you for writing, can't wait for more!



Author's Response: I wnated to show that Brian understands Justin needs time.  this was his way of demonstrating his acceptance.  glad it worked for you.

Reviewer: sjmpets3 (Signed) · Date: June 29, 2008 05:15 AM · On: Chapter 19

this is getting out of hand. if something isn't done soon it's going to be broken for good. then what? maybe gus can put a new perspective on the situation.

you did bring tears to my eyes. "He crept into the room like some lovesick teenager sneaking into his boyfriend's bed, trying not to wake anyone up. He sat down on the floor, putting his hand up towards the bed, reaching for Justin's hand. Finding his hand, he grasped it, feeling the warmth and vitality of his partner. Justin didn't wake up, but shifted toward him. He lay his head on the bed and fell asleep. " even id his sleep justin knows when he's close. this whole sequel hurts my heart for them. i don't know how brian will react to justin when they talk about his drinking. it won't be pretty.



Author's Response: They both love Gus and they love each other.  the fact that Brian went into Justin's room and Justin was very pleased in the morning shows me that Justin is working towards returning to Brian.  The Blow Job in Brian's office gives me hope that they will repair their relationship, it will just take time.  As far as the drinking goes, that will be hard to deal with, but they both need to talk about it.  Thanks for your comments.  I appreciate that you have returned to reading the story, even though it may be hard at times.  It is a much harder story to write than the original-  there is more on the line in a long term relationship and they have more to deal with.

Reviewer: Jackie (Anonymous) · Date: June 29, 2008 01:32 AM · On: Chapter 19

Things are starting to go up. Maybe Gus's visit will bring the boys even closer. Great chapter. I can't wait to see what happens next.



Author's Response: thanks- Hopefully Gus' visit will be positive.

Reviewer: Jackie (Anonymous) · Date: June 03, 2008 01:20 PM · On: Chapter 17

Oh oh, yay! I can't wait to see what happens when Justin goes to Brian's office. Hopefully everything turns out ok. Great chapter.

Author's Response:

It should be interesting for all concerned.

Reviewer: Anna (Anonymous) · Date: June 03, 2008 12:19 PM · On: Chapter 17

A great cahpter, thank you for writing!

Author's Response: Glad you liked it.  they are moving forward and that is good.

Reviewer: Sara (Anonymous) · Date: June 03, 2008 09:22 AM · On: Chapter 17

I cant wait to see what happens when he gets to brians office

Author's Response: Justin is ready to take the bull by the horns.  It should be fun.

Reviewer: sjmpets3 (Signed) · Date: June 03, 2008 06:49 AM · On: Chapter 17

good for justin. go talk to your man if that's what it will take. just walking into kinnetik unannounced will tell brian that they're back on track.

Author's Response: Glad you're reading again.  I missed your comments.  They are working toward reunion, it just took a little longer than expected.

Reviewer: Anna (Anonymous) · Date: May 21, 2008 08:48 AM · On: Chapter 16

Finally;) Justin and Brian talking to each other. Thank you for writing:)

 

 



Author's Response: They are talking. Brian is ready to talk- miracles do happen

Reviewer: Jackie (Anonymous) · Date: May 21, 2008 08:34 AM · On: Chapter 16

Yay!!  They are working on it. It's great that Brian finally opened up and told Justin the truth. Those boys would never have survived without each other. Great chapter. I can't wait to see what happens next.



Author's Response: thanks-  I'm a true beleiver of B/J and they need to be together.

Reviewer: Sara (Anonymous) · Date: May 21, 2008 03:14 AM · On: Chapter 16

Im so happy they talked and are trying to fix things

Author's Response: Yes- they are working on it.

Reviewer: Jackie (Anonymous) · Date: May 11, 2008 07:31 AM · On: Chapter 15

Oh boys. So sad without each other. Hopefully Brian doesn't wait to long and lose his nerve. Great chapter. I can't wait to see what happens next.

Author's Response: I think Brian wants to have Justin in his life and is sad without him. 

Reviewer: rose (Anonymous) · Date: May 10, 2008 06:29 PM · On: Chapter 15

soak in the tub? that is all brian can think of?? oh god... he is so scared... :-)) rose

Author's Response: He is afraid.  Postponing the inevitable

Reviewer: Anna (Anonymous) · Date: May 10, 2008 04:07 PM · On: Chapter 15

I hope Brian and Justin will talk to each other soon:) Thank you for writing

Author's Response: Soon- thanks for your comments

Reviewer: alys (Anonymous) · Date: May 10, 2008 03:01 PM · On: Chapter 15

love how Gus unknowingly asked so many pertinant questions. How Em and Ted are such good friends. Hopefully they talk or will Gus come out and straighten them out.

great chapter



Author's Response: I thought Gus would be a more nuetral party then any of their friends.  He doesn't know the problems and only wants his dads to be there.  Glad you liked it.

Reviewer: Anonymous (Anonymous) · Date: May 10, 2008 02:44 PM · On: Chapter 15

I really hate seeing the distance between Brian and Justin. I know Brian confessed to Justin because he felt guilty, but it was an accident. Yes he went into the lounge, and he should have known something might happen, but he didn't purposefully pick up a trick and have him suck him. He was depressed and thinking about Justin.. Maybe if he just told Justin that Justin might be a bit more understanding. I can't stand to see them unhappy.

Author's Response:

I do believe in J/B, so I jsut ask that you trust me and read the story as it unfolds.  Thanks for your comments

Reviewer: Sara (Anonymous) · Date: May 10, 2008 02:05 PM · On: Chapter 15

lets hope Brian goes and talks to Justin, I know hes trying to give him space but Justin has had enough space he needs to know Brian cares and what he did was a mistake and that Brian doesnt think the grass is greener on the other side lol I loved Em feeding Justin cookies and stuff, very cute, we cant have Justin losing his bubble butt

Author's Response: Em has always been a caretaker.  Remember when he convinced Vic to fight the sexual exposure lawsuit?  He wants what is best for his friends.  thanks for writing

Reviewer: Jackie (Anonymous) · Date: May 05, 2008 02:19 AM · On: Chapter 14

Poor poor guys. One of them needs to talk to the other. I can't wait to see what happens next.



Author's Response: They do need to talk-  Vic is working on Brian and that is always a good sign.

Reviewer: Sara (Anonymous) · Date: May 05, 2008 12:42 AM · On: Chapter 14

I wish Brian would talk to him or do something lol I hope Justins not moving out, hope they make up soon

Author's Response: thanks for the comments.  I"m a true B/J fan and they will always end up together. 

Reviewer: sjmpets3 (Signed) · Date: May 04, 2008 09:09 PM · On: Chapter 14

where is the help you spoke of? they're apart and miserable. i can't take it anymore! no more till it's done and then i'll read the last chapter with all hope that by then they'll be back together. until that happens, no more!



Author's Response: Vic is talking to Brian and that is always a good sign.  He listens to Vic.  Sorry you're unhappy with teh tale-  Good things start to happen soon.  ( 1-3 chapters ) but regardless I hope you continue reading. I do value your input and your comments.

Reviewer: Anna (Anonymous) · Date: May 04, 2008 07:55 PM · On: Chapter 14

A great chapter, I hope Brian and Justin will meet each other soon:)

Looking forward to more,

 

 



Author's Response: Thanks for the comments.  Vic is a good influence on Brian and Brian doesn't want to be miserable for long. 

Reviewer: rose (Anonymous) · Date: May 04, 2008 07:18 PM · On: Chapter 14

I love this story... everytime the chapter end I want more... please update soon. :-)) rose

Author's Response: Glad you are enjoying the story even though it is very angsty.  Updates soon.

Reviewer: Gina Marie (Signed) · Date: April 27, 2008 07:48 PM · On: Chapter 13

I just had a chance to catch up with this story.  So heartbreaking! And addicting!  I hope the guys are able to work this out.  Loving this story, thanks.

Author's Response:

Gina:

 

Glad you had a chance to catch up.  Comments from a writer I admire are very special.  Thank you for your continued support.

Reviewer: Sara (Anonymous) · Date: April 26, 2008 02:24 AM · On: Chapter 13

I feel so bad for Justin hes so sad and that voice is driving Brian crazy

Author's Response: thanks for your comments, Sara.  They are both hurting and Brian is haunted by his actions.

Reviewer: Jackie (Anonymous) · Date: April 26, 2008 12:53 AM · On: Chapter 13

What a terrible way to wake up. I hope they get back together soon. I can't wait to see what happens next.

Author's Response: thanks for your continued support, Jackie.  It would be terrible to wake up and then realize that your life is not the same. 

Reviewer: sjmpets3 (Signed) · Date: April 26, 2008 12:31 AM · On: Chapter 13

all forgotten until reality sets in. deosn't look good does it. OMFG. help them!

Author's Response: sympets3, your coninued comments give me faith that my readers will stick with the story even when it is difficult to read.  Help is coming.  Trust me.

Reviewer: Anna (Anonymous) · Date: April 25, 2008 09:54 PM · On: Chapter 13

Thank you for updating:) can't wait for the next chapter

Author's Response: Anna, thanks for reading and your continued support.  Glad you liked the chapter.

Reviewer: sjmpets3 (Signed) · Date: April 20, 2008 01:44 AM · On: Chapter 12

ok i'm going to be honest, i hated this chapter, till the end with drew's and emmett's thoughts of phone sex. i am so sick and tired of everyone trying to involve themselves into brian's and justin's lives.

 “Mom, don't. If there's something wrong, he'll tell us in his own good time. Dad never does well when confronted. You know that. He'll just deny everything,” Gus reminded her. what a smart boy brian has.

gus, mel, ben, and ted were the only ones to make any sense. oh yeah carl too. that little shit michael and his mother just gets on my nerves.

“Maybe I should go over there,”

“Brian better not be having Sunshine do too much or he'll never heal. Maybe I should drive over there and bring them some Mustcaccoli. I know Rosa cooks for them, but she doesn't make pasta like me.”
agh! just makes me want to pull my hair out,



Author's Response: It always bothered me that Deb was the first to blame Brian- especially since she also recognized how dependent Michael was on him.  While you didn't like the chapter, I guess it means I still stuck to cannon as the characters were like that to me in canon.  Glad you found at least one scene good.  I do love Emmett.  Thanks for commenting even if you didn't like the chapter.

Reviewer: Anna (Anonymous) · Date: April 19, 2008 07:18 PM · On: Chapter 12

Great chapter. Can't wait to see what happens between Brian and Justin:)

Author's Response: thanks-  the story will unfold

Reviewer: Jackie (Anonymous) · Date: April 19, 2008 06:10 PM · On: Chapter 12

Well it's great that everyone's worried about them...hopefully they don't make it worse though. Great chapter. I can't wait to see what happens next.

Author's Response: Glad you liked the chapter. While everyone may be worried, it is not their lives and the sooner they realize that, the better. 

Reviewer: rose (Anonymous) · Date: April 19, 2008 01:37 PM · On: Chapter 12

again... great chapter... where is micheal when you need him. I wish someone (micheal) would  talk some sense in thouse two... please update soon.  :-))

Author's Response: Thanks-  glad you liked it, but I doubt Michael would talk sense into Brian and Justin. I think they need to figure this out themselves.

Reviewer: Sara (Anonymous) · Date: April 19, 2008 01:31 PM · On: Chapter 12

poor justin and brian, they cant even have a fight wihout everyone gossiping about them, hopefully they will keep away and let them sort it out privately

Author's Response: thanks for the comments-  I never understood how everyone always thought they needed to have an opinion about their relationship. 

Reviewer: rose (Anonymous) · Date: April 14, 2008 08:55 PM · On: Chapter 11

at first I wanted to wait till this story is completed, but I was so curious....  :-)) what are they doing?? why is brian so insecure and why is justin moving in the studio? I thought they learnt to talk to each other... please update soon....:-))



Author's Response:

Thanks for your comments.  If you haven't read Pain Management, it might help give you some background information about my universe.  They did learn to talk, but sometimes people back slide.

Reviewer: alys (Anonymous) · Date: April 14, 2008 04:31 AM · On: Chapter 11

Definately the old Brian, but Justin was kinda brusque there.....?

Vic needs to have an Ebeneezer moment w/ Brian....



Author's Response: Maybe Vic should come back-  He always seemed to help Brian in the past.  thanks for your continued support in reading the story.

Reviewer: sjmpets3 (Signed) · Date: April 13, 2008 07:33 PM · On: Chapter 11

after i posted my review i'm like what the f**k. whether he picked up the trick or the trick came on to him it doesn't matter. yes he had his mind on justin the accident and justin and michael being in the accident, but that is still no excuse for not stopping the guy.

after so many years.

i don't blame justin one bit. not one.



Author's Response: see my comments on your first post- I agree with your statements.  Justin is hurting, angry and so many other emotions are flowing through his head, he just can't deal. 

Reviewer: Jackie (Anonymous) · Date: April 13, 2008 06:46 PM · On: Chapter 11

Oh snap. Well as much as it sucks at least Justin knows now. Those poor boys nothing goes right for them. Hopefully they can talk and get back together soon. Great chapter. I can't wait to see what happens next.

Author's Response: thank you for your continued support and comments.  glad to know I have some loyal readers.  Brian has told Justin, but that is only one hurdle.

Reviewer: Anna (Anonymous) · Date: April 13, 2008 06:33 PM · On: Chapter 11

Brian told Justin... I can't wait for the next chapter. Thank you for writing



Author's Response: Glad you enjoyed the chapter.  Much more to tell in the story.

Reviewer: Sara (Anonymous) · Date: April 13, 2008 05:42 PM · On: Chapter 11

I am relieved that brian has told Justin the truth, and that he didnt drink the jb, he needs to pull himself together and be there for Justin and get his husband moved back into their room and drinking and going out isnt going to achieve that, I think he knows that especially after seeing Justin moving his things to the studio and how big and cold his bed will be at night now

Author's Response: Brian has told Justin, but that only solves one issue. they have a lot of work to do. thanks for your comments and I appreciate you reading the story.

Reviewer: sjmpets3 (Signed) · Date: April 13, 2008 05:22 PM · On: Chapter 11

OMG! the drama!

he didn't go after the trick, the trick came to him. why didn't he clearify?

what does this all this mean now? justin's moving into the studio.



Author's Response:

\the story is categorized as Angst and I guess it lives up to its name.  While he didn't go after the trick, it still happened.  Just like his guilt over the accident-  he didn't cause it, but he still feels guilty.  thanks for your continued comments and support.  I always look forward to your comments as they help me read my readers.

Reviewer: sjmpets3 (Signed) · Date: April 05, 2008 10:44 AM · On: Chapter 10

brian has to tell him before they run into the trick himself. the sooner the better.

Author's Response:

That's what he should do, but will he?

 

Reviewer: Jackie (Anonymous) · Date: April 05, 2008 07:05 AM · On: Chapter 10

Well it's good that Justin wants to get out more. I thought the trick was going to go up to their table...I'm glad he didn't. Brian needs to say something before someone else does. Great chapter. I can't wait to see what happens next.

Author's Response: Justin is ready to resume his life, but Brian is still fighting all the guilt that he has for hte accident and the trick. they may be in for some difficulties.

Reviewer: sammi (Anonymous) · Date: April 05, 2008 02:09 AM · On: Chapter 10

when they decided to go to the diner I was freaking thinking the guy brian tricked with or someone was going to tell justin, I really hope brian tells justin before someone else does as it will hurt alot more that brian kept it from him and being humiliated infront of others if he finds out in public

Author's Response: thanks for your comments-  Brian has some decisions to make-  lets hope he makes the right ones.

Reviewer: Anna (Anonymous) · Date: April 04, 2008 10:18 PM · On: Chapter 10

Thank you for writing:) A great chapter. Still waiting for Justin to find out about Brian's doings. Looking forward to more

Author's Response: thanks-  I appreciate your continued interest in the story.

Reviewer: eleni (Anonymous) · Date: April 04, 2008 10:13 PM · On: Chapter 1

Ohhh, me likes this; me likes a lot!!!! I love the way you keep bringing Vic into the story. He was one of my favorite characters in the show. And Ted? I always knew that he and Brian could be good friends!
Thanks for writing this honey. Can I hope to a quick update???

Helen xxx



Author's Response: thanks-  glad you found the story-  Vic is an integral part of my universe and I think Brian relies on him to think through his problems.

Reviewer: Anna (Anonymous) · Date: March 31, 2008 05:39 PM · On: Chapter 9

Thank you for writing! I hope Brian comes clean with Justin before Justin hears it from someone else. Can't wait for more

Author's Response: Thank you for writing.  Brian does need to tell Justin, we just don't know if that will happen.

Reviewer: Jackie (Anonymous) · Date: March 31, 2008 07:06 AM · On: Chapter 9

Well Ted is all sorts of awesomeness. At least Brian is trying...even if it may seem to be a little too much. Hopefully he tells Justin about the trick before someone else does. Great chapter and I cannot wait to see what happes next.

Author's Response: Thank you for your comments and continued support.  Brian is trying, but he does need to talk to Justin.  Hopefully it will all turn out all right.

Reviewer: nazdre (Signed) · Date: March 31, 2008 05:15 AM · On: Chapter 9

Have I ever mentioned how much I love post 5 Ted? Because I really do. I love him, love him, love him. I feel bad for Brian, but I'm also glad that he understads that he was wrong to be with the trick and that he regrets doing something else to cause Justin pain. I know he blames himself for hurting Justin and that he is trying to deal with that, but he nees to do that with Justin, not through his old pain management techniques.

Author's Response:

so true-  Brian needs to wake up and realize that Justin doesn't blame him-  Of course, the key is whether it will happen.

 

Thanks for the comments

Reviewer: Jess (Anonymous) · Date: March 31, 2008 04:02 AM · On: Chapter 9

ted is a good friend, I still think brian should tell justin so he doesnt hear it from someone else

Author's Response: Ted has become a really good friend, more so than Michael as he doesn't have that unrequited history. He accepts Brian.  Brian should tell Justin, but the question is, will he?  Thanks for the comments

Reviewer: sjmpets3 (Signed) · Date: March 31, 2008 03:32 AM · On: Chapter 9

what a good man ted is.

now not only guilt over the accident which caused justin to be hurt, but living with the guilt of what happened with the trick which now must of his friends know about.

i think justin knows something.

"You seem different tonight. Everything okay?” Justin questioned.

“What do you mean?” Brian answered innocently, hoping to negate Justin's observations.

“I don't know. Solicitous. I usually have to beg for you to watch TV with me and you even made me popcorn,” Justin explained.

“You're just imagining things, Justin. I guess being cooped up in the house for almost two weeks is giving you hallucinations,” Brian joked. Maybe I am being extra attentive, but he deserves the best, not some cheating partner."

he has to tell justin before someone lrts it slip out by accident. since when has he been such a coward?



Author's Response: Brian is racked by guilt.  Drinking, Tricking, the accident, having his friends know he broke his vows-  yikes- I think Justin knows something is up, but he is afraid to confront Brian-  I think he knows Brian feels guilt (drinking and the accident), but wants Brian to try and work through it.  He knows that Brian is not one to talk and that when pushed he may be afraid Brian will revert back to old habits.  Thanks for your comments as always and am glad you are still reading even after the long absence.

Reviewer: sjmpets3 (Signed) · Date: March 23, 2008 04:50 AM · On: Chapter 8

i don't think brian's dreams of vic are going to be helpful to him right now. he's feeling the guilt of something he had no control over. maybe that's his problem now, he lost his control to keep those he loves safe'

if ted hadn't shown up, would he have gone home with the guy he played pool with? we'll never know. i am surprised that he choose to go back to britin instead of the loft.

insightful chapter.



Author's Response: Thanks for the comments and being patient with the updates.  He is feeling guilty, but he needs to figure out what to do with that guilt.  I think he loves Justin and while he is struggling, he will go home to him.

Reviewer: tessa (Anonymous) · Date: March 23, 2008 04:28 AM · On: Chapter 1

its awful they are both hurting so much, brian is in so much guilt and pain and he doesnt know how to handle it so he trys to block it out by getting drunk so hes numb but hes not dealing with it and it hurts justin to be pushed away, if anyone can get through to him though it will be vic or justin, I liked vic making comments about it being an accident because brian didnt do anything wrong

Author's Response: Brian is in pain, but he manages hispain in an unhealthy way.  He will need to figure this out, soon.  thanks for the comments.

Reviewer: Jackie (Anonymous) · Date: March 23, 2008 03:37 AM · On: Chapter 8

Brian really needs to get some kind of help. It doesn't realize that he's hurting Justin. Great chapter.

Author's Response: Thanks for the comment.  I think he realizes he's hurting Justin.  He just doesn't know what to do.

Reviewer: Ally (Anonymous) · Date: March 23, 2008 01:30 AM · On: Chapter 8

vic needs to kick brians ass some more hes not getting the message and hes not even just hurting himself hes destroying justin by not even kissing and touching him

Author's Response: Vic is a great conscience for Brian.  He helps Brian see his problems.  Hopefully, Brian will listen.

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