What a great chapter! Awesome! And so intensive! I love your Brian! He’s come so far in fighting his demons. I remember the scene in which he thinks so long about buying this fucking roses… And now he’s giving Justin presents, enjoying Justin’s happiness!

Later, in this scene with Lindsay asking her for more time with Gus, he seems to be so vulnerable and insecure, at the same time it makes him so cute and beautiful.

And then this hot scene in which he thinks about Justin. It’s so cute how he thinks about every inch of Justin and how much he loves him. If only Justin could read his thoughts, then maybe it wouldn’t had come to this scene, later. And I feel so sorry for both of them. Brian: His pain and anxiety is palpable. His hurt to sleep alone or in other words, to sleep without Justin. And even after hearing all this hurtful things (go away… I don’t want to marry you… you don’t want me… go fuck someone else and so on) he stays calm, although I think he could have get angry, but he knows it better, he just knows his sunshine, he stays calm. He loves him so much!

Justin: He still has his own demons to fight. Hobbs didn’t only left a scar on his forehead but also a still open wound inside. And there also seems to be still some uncertainty about Brian's change.

I love this end of the chapter: “He held Justin tightly to him. "I don't want you to go." Justin whispered. "I'm not going anywhere. Even if you are a fucking drama princess." Brian said.” – Beautiful! Thanks again for sharing this wonderful story!