Midnight Whispers
QAF Brian and Justin Fanfiction
Reviews For Consequences
Reviewer: keykoles77 (Signed) · Date: September 08, 2020 05:24 AM · On: Epilogue

I love this story!!!! It's beautiful!

Reviewer: keykoles77 (Signed) · Date: March 22, 2020 03:26 AM · On: Epilogue

I just love this story, it is one of the best I have read. I really like the angst that goes along with having Brian in another relationship. As long as they find their way back to eachother eventually. d84;💕😉😘

Reviewer: Sita (Signed) · Date: March 27, 2019 05:58 PM · On: Epilogue

Oh my gosh, this story was fabulous. I have to say you are definitely one of my favorite authors in the fandom. Although in the beginning, I struggled with the abscence of Justin and reading about Brian falling in love with another man, this story turned out beautifully. Not only was the writing wonderfully done, the story emotional, and the plot captivating, but you somehow managed to keep Brian in character the whole story. You made him into s character who had matured, but was still Brian. I commend you for that! The ending I have to say, made me tear up. It was beautiful and like his life had come full circle. And I loved how supportive Justin was, and how they were truly in a healthy, loving, supportive relationship. Bravo!!

Author's Response:

Wow, I'm always amazed when a reader likes this story that much, in a very good way. Thank you for letting me know that, it means a lot to me. 

Hugs from France <3 

Reviewer: JerseyGirl (Signed) · Date: March 04, 2019 03:04 PM · On: Epilogue

Wow! I just finished Choice/Consequences what a powerful and wonderfully written story! I would never have known english isnt your first language, or that this was the first story you ever wrote.  And while I'm not normally a fan of Brian or Justin with someone else, this was so well written that I couldnt help falling in love with Aidan. Yet you never lost the essence of who Brian & Justin are, you delivered a story that truly showed the depth of the love they shared, even with all that happened in their lives, and the time and distance that separated them!  I cant wait to read more of your work!  Keep writing! Candy

Author's Response:

Hey Candy!

I was so happy to see your review, thank you for giving this story a chance. It is a story very close to my heart, since as you say, it's the first one I ever written and the subject is very important to me. I loved writing Aidan, so I'm thrilled you could connect to his character as well.

Thank you again :) Hugs from France <3 



Reviewer: imherenow (Signed) · Date: January 24, 2019 11:26 PM · On: Epilogue

this is a beautiful story. i love Aiden. you made me fall in love with him and Brian. 

This is the first story i read that i didn't even care if Brian/Justin was the end goal or not, that is just how much i love Aiden/Brian.

nice work. 

Author's Response:

Hey :) Sorry for the late response, real life is crazy right now.

I'm very happy you discovered this story and liked it. It's been a while since I wrote that one but it's still one of my favorite. So, thank you for letting me know :)

Hugs from France <3 







Reviewer: imherenow (Signed) · Date: January 24, 2019 08:31 PM · On: Chapter 10

i'm slowly falling in love with Aiden. he seems so good for Brian. i'll be sad when they separate and Brian gets back with Justin. on to the next chapter for me.

Reviewer: coleamber (Signed) · Date: August 23, 2018 06:30 PM · On: Epilogue

Please some more HAPPY stories about Aiden and brian

Author's Response:

Thank you for reading :) I'm glad you could appreciate Brian and Aidan together 

Reviewer: coleamber (Signed) · Date: August 23, 2018 05:37 PM · On: Chapter 35

I can heardly read, crying so much.  Poor Brian, poor Aiden

Author's Response:

I'm sorry! <3 <3 <3

Reviewer: coleamber (Signed) · Date: August 23, 2018 04:21 PM · On: Chapter 24

Justin is a selfish bastard

Reviewer: coleamber (Signed) · Date: August 23, 2018 04:07 PM · On: Chapter 22

I am crying for Brian and Aiden

Reviewer: coleamber (Signed) · Date: August 23, 2018 03:59 PM · On: Chapter 21

Darn Justin, he cannot wait to ruin Brians live even more

Author's Response:

you don't like Justin, do you? LOL He's a good man here, and wants the best for Brian :)

Reviewer: coleamber (Signed) · Date: August 23, 2018 02:32 PM · On: Chapter 13

I am glad that brian has feelings for Aiden.  I like him better than Justin.  To me Justin was always a selfish brat, first Ethan and all that stuff

Reviewer: coleamber (Signed) · Date: August 23, 2018 02:10 PM · On: Chapter 10

Great, Love it

Reviewer: coleamber (Signed) · Date: August 23, 2018 01:09 PM · On: Chapter 3

I hope Aidan will be good for Brian, better than selfish Justin

Reviewer: Kaelkitty (Signed) · Date: May 11, 2018 07:52 PM · On: Chapter 1

This is a wonderful story. It has taken me over 6 hours to read it, not counting the various interruptions of my day in RL. I think that every chapter has made me cry, so it is a very good thing that I have been reading it in the middle of the night.  Alzheimer's is a bastard disease, but you write so powerfully about it that I can't help but be carried along by the characters.

I suspected that might have been Aiden's reasoning for leaving Brian as he did, but your writing is so good that I forgot about it as I got caught up in Brian and Justin's reunion story, so the ending has a major impact.

Please keep on writing - you are really good, and so is your English. You have a couple of idiomatic slip ups eg, "I will take a coffee and white eggs." should be Egg white eg, Poached Egg Whites, Scrambled Egg Whites, or Egg White Omelet etc..  The other thing I noticed a couple of times is the exclamation "Holly Shit!" where you obviously mean "Holy Shit!" These things aren't major but they can throw the reader out of the story briefly which is distracting.

Best of Luck,



Author's Response:

Hi Kaelkitty,

It's always such a pleasure to read a review from a new reader on this story. So first of all, thank you for taking the time to comment, it's much appreciated.

I have a special fondness for this story, which is the first I've ever written. My English wasn't so good (still is not if you ask me) but betas are fabulous for that. All typos are mine, of course.

Alzheimer has been a constant in my life for years, and I'm biased when it comes to Aidan in this story. I know a lot of readers has been touched by his fate, which, to me, is the reason why this story stands out from my other works. 

Anyway, thank you for your kind words about my writing, and thank you for choosing to read this story. I hope that if you choose to read more, you will enjoy them, too, even though they're quite different. And know there is a short sequel if you want to complete this tale :)

*Amitiés de France*


Reviewer: Juditka (Signed) · Date: January 25, 2018 05:05 PM · On: Epilogue

Very touching story. I liked it, congratulations! And thank you.

Author's Response:

Thank you for letting me know Judit :) It's always a pleasure to know readers are still discovering this story.

Hugs from France


Reviewer: Wendy Dawn (Signed) · Date: January 17, 2018 08:50 PM · On: Epilogue

 This story was truly amazing. Having a grandmother who had Alzheimer’s disease and ultimately succumb to it was heartbreaking for me. To see a different side of the disease was astounding and moving for me. Thank you for this gift. 

 Creating an original character  Who was flawed yet perfect at the same time. Great job with Aiden. 

 I look forward to reading more of your work. You are very talented. 

Author's Response:

Hi Wendy,

Whenever a new reader leave a review on this story, I'm smiling, and doing an inner happy dance. Consequences is the first thing I have ever written in my life (the beginning was kind of bad written, especially in English), and I'm super proud of that fic. I loved Aidan, and Alzheimer is also something I had to deal with for a major part of my life (and I can relate with your Grandma, since mine has it too, years ago.) I'm sorry you had to deal with such a horrible disease.

I never had to deal with someone who had Alzheimer so young, but I know someone who did. His story and my former job inspired me (I was a manager of retirement homes for a few years when I started working). Aidan is still my favorite OC, I think, even though I have created a few others since I finished this story.

If you ever decide to try another one, I have written a long completed story, Entwined, which is quite different, but angsty too. I also have a one shot I'm really proud of, named Goodbye Joanie. I think you will like that one. (shamelessly self promoting myself here, feel free to ignore me)

Anyway, thank you very much for having taken the time to tell me you enjoyed this fic. I'm very happy you did.

Hugs from France



Reviewer: Nadine (Signed) · Date: August 20, 2017 09:53 AM · On: Epilogue

What a compelling story. I was so riveted by it, so beautiful, almost like a poetry.

Great job, Alois:)

Author's Response:

Hi Nadine!

Sorry it took me so long to respond to you.

I'm so happy you enjoyed this tale, which is really close to my heart since it's the first story I have ever written. I'm still humbled new readers discover it, and even more thrilled to know it could touch you! Thank you so much for letting me know, you're the best :D

* Hugs from France *


Reviewer: Cheryl (Anonymous) · Date: January 15, 2017 04:26 PM · On: Epilogue

What a powerful story.  First, let me just say that when I saw that Brian was with someone else, I just couldn't read it.  And I like to read a finished story rather than by chapters.  But I loaded it on my Kindle to read when I was traveling over the Christmas/New Year's holidays.

So I finished reading this during the night with some tears rolling down my face. Such a wonderfully well-written story.  I have more of your stories loaded on the Kindle to catch up on.

Thanks again for your stories.

Author's Response:

You have no idea how happy, delighted, thrilled (I could go on lol) I was to read your comment. This story hold a special place in my heart and will always be special to me. Aidan's character is the favorite OC I have ever created. Not that I have created a lot, since this story was my first attempt in writing. Still, I know that Brian falling in love with another man than Justin is not very popular in this fandom and so, I'm always so glad that some readers can overlook that fact to fully enjoy the other aspect of Consequences. 

So thank you for giving this story a chance. And even more, thank you for telling me how you feel. It means so much to me.

I hope you will enjoy my other stories, and especially Entwined, which is completely different, but still very angsty.

* A huge hug from France! *

Reviewer: Gingabread (Signed) · Date: August 10, 2016 12:37 PM · On: Chapter 1

As someone who has dealt with Alzheimer's in one way or another all her life ( my great grandmother had it, and it was my mother's passion/specialty as a geriatric social worker), I was very moved by how you wove it into this story. I will admit I had a very difficult time starting this story because I knew that Brian would love another man. However, you pulled me in and I must say I'm excited to read some more of your work. Thanks for this beautiful story.

Author's Response:

Alzheimer has also been a constant in my life. Thats' probably why I wrote about it. I'm happy, though, that this story could move you, even if I understand that for all B/J shippers, it's a hard read. I had hate words for it, but I'm very proud and protective of this story, which is my first and my 'baby' if i can say that. And my english was so bad at the beginning! Anyway, thank you very much for having taken the time to tell me how you felt, it means a lot :) I have a WIP in progress (I remember your review on it too, thank you!) and a few other short stories out there, I hope you will like them :)

* hugs from France *

Reviewer: Gloria (Anonymous) · Date: June 07, 2016 12:23 PM · On: Epilogue

I've finished it...cry cry cry...oh my goodness!

What a story...so glad that Aidan had a moment with Brian...a slight, subtle moment of recognition...I do know from experience they are possible and I was so happy to see that it was possible for them! 

It was heartbreaking but also breathtaking...

I enjoyed it immensely and I was truly touched...

"You really want to name every one of my heirs don't you?" Priceless!

Author's Response:

*smile* I'm glad it could touch you. Thank you for giving it a chance and also for all your comments!!!

Reviewer: Gloria (Anonymous) · Date: June 06, 2016 07:37 PM · On: Chapter 36

"I can feel it Brian, it's beginning to invade my mind..." that's when I lost it...

My Gram had Alzheimer's and even though I was only a teenager when it was first diagnosed, we were very close & it was heartbreaking...it's been 32 years since she passed but I can remember her not knowing any of us...and wondering how scary it must have been for her. Sometimes she'd even wake up thinking she was still a little girl in Italy & only speak Italian. I miss her everyday...

Wonderful writing Alois...you should be very proud...

Author's Response:

That letter was hard to write. My grandma had Alzheimer too, and I've been the manager of retirement homes for a few years, so I'm familiar with this awful disease. I'm so sorry to read that your Gram had suffered from Alzheimer :( This is truly so hard to witness, and so hard on the people who don't recognized their loved one...

So, this story is and always will be dear to my heart. Thank you again for sharing all of this with me :)

Reviewer: Gloria (Anonymous) · Date: June 06, 2016 06:17 PM · On: Chapter 34

Wow...very powerful! 

Poor Brian...clearly that has to be Aidan, calling Brian's name...maybe in the wheelchair? Omg here I go to the next chapter...

Author's Response:

Aw, you will know soon! Thank you for making me relive this story with you!!!!

Reviewer: Gloria (Anonymous) · Date: June 06, 2016 04:54 PM · On: Chapter 33

Okay so I'm thinking that this guy with Noah has to be Aidan's friend Simon...no?

I'm looking forward to this next chapter and the revelations that need to occur.

I was wondering what piece of Justin's art Brian bought when he went to his first show in Paris and where it is...I would think Justin would have seen it already...I'm surprised it hasn't been mentioned yet or is that still to come?

Author's Response:

You clever girl... you will know very very soon!! I hope you will 'enjoy' the last part and revelations of this story.

Hum... actually, about Justin's painting, I think Brian kept it to himself and didn't display it, so Justin hadn't seen it for now. But Brian will eventually come clean about going to his first solo show in Paris between now and the next chapter, even if the story doesn't come back on that. It hasn't been mentioned because Justin's place in Brian's heart was always clear in my twisted author's mind, so it wouldn't have changed anything between them. They have always known what they meant to each other, even when life kept them apart, or even when they felt in love with other men.

Reviewer: Gloria (Anonymous) · Date: June 06, 2016 03:17 AM · On: Chapter 28

Omg absolutely loved how Emmett observed our boys for months!

"Oh I noticed alright"...Emmett had the distinct impression that both men forgotton he is even in the room. Hysterical!!!

Author's Response:

Emmett is such a great friend ;) so perceptive lol!!

Reviewer: Gloria (Anonymous) · Date: June 05, 2016 04:04 PM · On: Chapter 16

This chapter was different for me....I felt like Ted watching or in my case, reading about Brian & Aidan dancing together...how they touched...in the position that Justin should have been with Brian...yes painful in a way...I found myself shutting my eyes after reading the paragraph & picturing Justin instead of Aidan...however life is short and we do need to cherish it...

And I do not hate the way you write Brian & Aidan at all...it's sexy!

Author's Response:

I think one of the thing that I heard a lot about this fic is that it was beautiful and painful at the same time. For all B/J shippers, I know it wasn't an easy ride, but I'm grateful for the beautiful comments I had about Aidan. I love his character. 

Glad that you find this chapter sexy! I hope you will enjoy what's to come :)

Reviewer: Gloria (Anonymous) · Date: June 05, 2016 12:26 PM · On: Chapter 13

Wow Alois, this is your first fic ever?! Well done darlin'!

I am loving it! I am one of those fans open to our favorite boys loving others. It just shows their capacity for love in general and Aiden is a wonderful character!

You should be very proud of yourself, I'm not even half way done with this but this is one of the best I've read and I've read a lot of fan fiction!

Actually another one of my favs is Intersect by our beloved Annie and I love the boys loving these other men. It shows such growth & maturity. Yes I am happy that we will be getting our B/J love back but watching them love others is heartwarming.

Keep up the great work hun!

Author's Response:

Hi Gloria!! So happy that you're trying this fic! It's the first one I have ever written, in English no less, and it will always special for me. So, I'm always so happy to see new readers discovering it and enjoying it. I must warn you that it's not an easy one, though...

I love Intersect, too! Annie began to write it when I was finishing this one, so I was happy not to be the only one writing about the boys loving other men, even if this one is mainly centered around Brian. And it's great that some readers are open to it.

Happy reading! And don't hesitate to leave your thoughts, I LOVE to read them :)

Reviewer: kellydeer (Signed) · Date: September 21, 2015 01:10 AM · On: Epilogue

I am always so wary about reading non B/J stories, but in this instance I am so glad I did! Absolutely beautiful!

Kim did an amazing job as beta and I enjoyed it so much more after she took over (only because I am a grammar freak!) I can only imagine how difficult it is, though, to write in a language that is not native to you. I would never even attempt it, so kudos to you! You are an extremely talented storyteller & I do wish you would complete Entwined, as I am now dying to read another of your amazing stories.


Thank you for this amazing & heartwarming adventure!

Author's Response:

I'm really happy that you liked it. And of course, this story wouldn't have been so good without Kim. She had been a wonderful help and support all along. Writing in English was a real challenge, and I perfectly understand why you enjoyed it better after the first chapters. I have troubles to read them myself LOL. It is the first story I have ever written, and writing it in English was completely insane. But I'm so glad I did.

Thank you for the compliment and your feedback, it means a lot :)

Reviewer: charlot_dk_31 (Anonymous) · Date: August 14, 2015 04:05 AM · On: Chapter 1

thank you Alois, this was beautiful and made me cry. I read it all in one go loosing sleep. I think you became better as the story grew, and the beginning was quite good. you should write more :)   I originally fell for this couple due to the contrast between the darkness and dark eyes of Brian, and the light personality and sunny smile of Justin. The series ended way too soon for me, but this was perfect. keeping up their personalities but also letting them grow even more. Everything worth doing is hard, I think Aiden would agree.. ,) Kudos for keeping up and giving us a beautiful ending.  I read a lot, for fun and as education,  if I include my mother language I would guess soon 2 million pages. I have literally read a library (a small one though, went to a small school) and read still, everyday. Fanfic is relatively new for me, but I am pleased about the quality. this story I will never forget .. I want more :)
Like, what happened with JR and Hunter..? LOVE  

Author's Response:

Your words are amazing for me to read. I'm so thrilled to see that this story can touch new readers. And I definitely shaped myself as an author with this one, as it was my first story, hence the drift on the quality of the chapters. But you warm my heart with your words. I can't tell you how fulfilling it is for me! What is your mother language? I 'm so glad you enjoyed the characters growing and that you think I did them justice with their personalities. So, thank you sincerely for letting me know and leaving a review on it. I've started a new story, but it's an AU and it will not be finished for a long time, so if you're interested , you might want to wait to read it. Anyway, LOVE back :) THANK YOU again

Reviewer: nickknack (Signed) · Date: July 04, 2015 02:28 PM · On: Epilogue

I have just finished reading this story for the second time and just as emotional as the first time. Even though I knew what to expect I still cried again. Truly a beautiful story, heartbreaking and heartwarming. I would love to read more from this amazing author.  I expect to revisit this story again and again.

Author's Response:

Hi my friend... You have no idea what your review means to me.

**smiling like a fool**

Thank your so much for your words :)

Reviewer: Annie-Eliza (Signed) · Date: June 15, 2015 07:43 AM · On: Epilogue

Such a beautiful ending. There's actually one similarity that I have planned for the Intersect sequel which is interesting. I guess great minds think alike! I can't believe I took so long to finish this. I never lost interest, believe me. Like I said, reading long stories can intimidate me. But this is one I will read again. The whole thing is well written but those last few chapters were both a punch to the heart and uplifting at the same time. I am so glad that, despite all the heartache, that Brian is happy. And even more so, I am so SO happy that he and Aidan had each other at the end. Even though Aidan wasn't completely aware, some part of him deep down knew that Brian still loved him, forgave him, and would be there for him. Thank you for taking the time to write such a beautiful story. Don't hesitate to write again, regardless of the couple. Write what you feel passionate about.

Author's Response:

Hi Anne,

As I already told you, thank you for all the comments and for reading these last chapters. The fact that you cried while reading about Aidan is the best compliment I can ever receive :) Eagerly waiting for your next installement of Intersect :)

Reviewer: Annie-Eliza (Signed) · Date: June 15, 2015 07:30 AM · On: Chapter 40

Well, that made me cry. And I don't cry easily at all. Oh, Aidan. I loved him before he left and now that love has intensified. My heart just shattered but the fact he had a moment of recognition, as brief and subtle as it was, made me so emotional and so happy. Wonderful chapter. I'm off to read the epilogue.

Reviewer: Annie-Eliza (Signed) · Date: June 15, 2015 04:54 AM · On: Chapter 36

That letter killed me. Brian's reaction killed me. Justin's did too. God, this is so sad. Sorry that I can't write a more eloquent review. My heart's just been ripped out.

Reviewer: Annie-Eliza (Signed) · Date: June 15, 2015 04:48 AM · On: Chapter 35

God, this breaks my heart. I hate the idea of Aidan leaving for this reason and I can't imagine his pain or Brian's. Ugh, this hurts!!!! It really truly hurts.

I hate you.

Just kidding, I love angst so I love you!

Reviewer: Annie-Eliza (Signed) · Date: June 15, 2015 01:05 AM · On: Chapter 34

Oh my goodness! I wish I didn't have to go cover something for work because this chapter was beautiful! To see how much Aidan affects Brian even after ten years is truly heartbreaking but it's also a testament to how in love Brian was with him. Great job.

Reviewer: Annie-Eliza (Signed) · Date: June 15, 2015 12:20 AM · On: Chapter 32

I loved this chapter. You wrote their kiss so beautifully. It felt sweet yet major and so intense yet loving. I also loved Brian talking with Gus. I like the idea of Brian becoming close to his son and becoming Gus's confidante. Thank you for this chapter. :)

Reviewer: Anonymous (Anonymous) · Date: June 01, 2015 11:51 AM · On: Chapter 10

I'm loving your fabulous writing!

Author's Response:

Hi my friend! Thank you so much for your kind words. I'm considering writing a new story these days and what better motivation than to read a review like yours :) I hope you will enjoy the rest of this story, which isn't an easy read for everyone. Anyway, thank you again

*hugs from France*

Reviewer: Annie-Eliza (Signed) · Date: May 30, 2015 02:54 AM · On: Chapter 31

I can't believe I took such a long break from this story (as well as Kim's story, My Heart's Desire.) Sometimes I tend to get intimidated when I have many more chapters to read and writing tends to take a lot out of me.

I really loved how you handled Brian and Justin here. I love that Justin respects what Brian had with Aidan and realizes that he needs to come to terms with the end of that relationship. I also love that Brian asked him out. This indicates to me that they may take it slow in their next attempt in a relationship. Thank you for writing such a fresh story!

Author's Response:

Hi my friend! Thank you for having the courage to kep reading this story. I have some difficulties to read more than a few stories at a time myself, especially when they're long ones (if I can't read them in one go, I tend to forget too many details about a story). So thank you for being so persistent! I hope everything is going well for you :) Take care

Reviewer: hikinggirl70 (Signed) · Date: May 08, 2015 06:47 AM · On: Epilogue

That was incredible! Love your original character Aidan and how he brought Brian & Justin back together even though he loved Brian as well. Great job.


Author's Response:

Hi Caryn! Thank you so much for your lovely review, I'm very happy you enjoyed this story :)

Reviewer: hikinggirl70 (Anonymous) · Date: April 29, 2015 11:48 PM · On: Chapter 4

“Good night.” They shot the door on their way out.

it should be shut not shot

Author's Response:

Thanks. I've corrected it. Thankfully, there are no other mistakes after chapter 6 (I dodn't have a beta at first) Hope you enjoy the read! Big hugs 😊

Reviewer: nickknack (Signed) · Date: April 24, 2015 03:12 PM · On: Epilogue

This was truly a beautiful story, right to the end which brought tears to my eyes. Well done and please do consider writing again. I love stories that have you reading into the early hours of the morning with only a few hours until it's time to head off to work -tired but content. Thank you :)

Author's Response:

Hi my friend 😊. Thank you so much for having taken the chance to read this story, and for the feedback. Your comment about reading into the early hours of the morning, and going to work a few hours later, tired but content, had me blushing, but most of all, I'm very honored you feel that way and very happy! Thank YOU again :) * hugs *

Reviewer: Annie-Eliza (Signed) · Date: March 27, 2015 10:25 PM · On: Chapter 29

Ah, Brian. He's so confused and torn right now. I feel for him.

Author's Response:

He is. But in the long run, confronting his feelings will be a good thing, so... ;) Thank you again for taking the time to read and comment Anne! 

Big hugs


Reviewer: Annie-Eliza (Signed) · Date: March 27, 2015 09:38 PM · On: Chapter 28

I really loved this chapter. I love seeing Brian and Justin become closer and I can't wait to go on to the next chapter to see Brian and Justin's conversation about Aidan. Great job! :)

Author's Response:

Hi Anne :) thank you for reading and for the feedback my friend! This chapter is the beginning of a turning point in the B/J reunion and all is going to evolve for the boys now...

Reviewer: Tasha (Anonymous) · Date: March 09, 2015 02:49 AM · On: Epilogue

Hi Alois was sick in bed so I thought I would read your story again I forgot how beautiful your story was....are you going to do another story in the near future If you are I can't wait

Author's Response:

Hi Tasha! It's so good to hear from you my friend :) thank you for letting me know you still enjoy the story on a second read, it makes me very happy! To be honest, I'm not sure if I'm going to write another story or not. RL is really consuming and while I wanted to write Consequences as the plot was in my head for a long time, I must admit it wasn't easy. I won't write anything if not for a good plot and right now, my muse is gone :( And my life is crazy! But your review is such a treasure for me :) who knows what the future might hold... 

I really hope you're feeling better and that everything is good for you.

Take care:)


Reviewer: Annie-Eliza (Signed) · Date: February 23, 2015 05:33 PM · On: Chapter 27

I really like this chapter. It shows Brian getting to know Justin as this new and established man rather than as the boy who was destined for greatness. Good job. :)

Author's Response:

Hi Anne! I'm glad you like the way Brian and Justin's new relationship grows in this story. Justin is definitely not a boy anymore. I hope you will like what's to come.

take care and eager to read what you've planned for 'Intersect' ;) Big hugs!

Reviewer: reiselust161 (Signed) · Date: February 08, 2015 07:18 PM · On: Chapter 1

Yes, Rise 'n Shine, that´s the humble me :). It will be a nice gathering in Cologne in March 

Author's Response:

Wow! I can't imagine how much work it is, but what a satisfaction it must be for you when the actual event takes place! I've read it had been a huge success and a wonderful moment two years ago...

So, good luck and take care of yourself! :)

Reviewer: reiselust161 (Signed) · Date: February 08, 2015 11:30 AM · On: Epilogue

Sorry to review just now, but I usually read on my cell, and somehow, reviews won´t go from there :(.


You had me in tears with the ending of this story. You took us to a hell of a ride through a totally different AU of the Brian/Justin story, but it was well worth reading and I always waited for an update from you. It is hard to let this story go and leaves me thinking about it´s content. So you´ve reached the goal, made us remember this storyline as one of the most unique ones. Thanks for sharing your talent with all of us and provide us with someting entertaining but nonetheless thoughtful storyline. Hope to read more of you in the foreseeable future! 


A faithful reader

Author's Response:

Hi my friend! You're really too kind with me, but just so you know, you already reviewed on the end, so I was surprised but delighted to see your comment :) Thank you, again, for your words that touch me more than I can say. And I have to ask again, is it you who organise the Rise and Shine convention? If so, all my positive thoughts and I'm sure a lot of QAF fans will be delighted with this event :)

Take care my friend and thank you again for this extra review :)


Reviewer: reiselust161 (Signed) · Date: February 02, 2015 07:22 AM · On: Epilogue

You had me in tears here at the last chapter. It is hard to let such an intense story go. You really made a unique and intense storyline and brought the characters to a life of their own. 

Please keep on the good work! I know that writing such thing takes lot of energy. I (and I suppose many more) totally appreciate your work which is a free "entertainment" for us.


And keeps the boys alive in our lifes.  <3

Author's Response:

Hi Elke,  I don't know how to say how amazing your support had been during all this ride. And what a rollercoaster it had been! For a first story, I sure will remember it :)

I can't thank you enough for your words, and I really am going to put a warning about needed tissues lol. I hope I will come back with another story, maybe not as intense as this one, but I'd love to write again.

And I want to encourage you for the reunion in Germany (if you're the one organizing it, I might be wrong, but I think you are, aren't you?) because it has to be a lot of work and energy! But what a wonderful purpose it is too :)

* big hugs my friend! *


Reviewer: Suse (Anonymous) · Date: February 01, 2015 09:08 PM · On: Epilogue

I just finished reading your beautifully crafted story. I generally wait until a story is  completed to read and I have to say I didn't want this one to end. I just knew that had to have been Aiden that came to see Justin. This was a true explanation of what real love is all about on all three of the main characters parts. I hope that you are able to continue writing whether it be about our boys or something else. You have a real gift. Thank you for sharing it with us.

Author's Response:

Hi Suse, I'm so happy to read your comment. Knowing you can feel real love between all characters involved is a beautiful present for me. Thank you so much for your amazing words and your support. I really hope I will write another story in the future :)

* big hugs from France *


Reviewer: chandrika (Anonymous) · Date: January 31, 2015 12:53 PM · On: Chapter 1

thank you for sharing this wonderful story

I was very touched by reading it

regards from Allemagne

merci beaucoup


Author's Response:

Hi Chnadrika! I'm delighted to read your words. To know this story has touched some readers is the better present I can dream of :) So, thank you very much for reading and commenting, both are deeply appreciated.

* big hugs to Germany * 

vielen dank :)


Reviewer: sfscarlet (Anonymous) · Date: January 31, 2015 04:13 AM · On: Epilogue

wonderful ending to a beautiful story-  loved that Justin supported Brian to the very end

Author's Response:

Hi Sandy! Thank you so much for your words :) Justin is beuatiful in this story and I'm glad you like the way he is always there to support the man he loves.

* big hugs to you my friend *


Reviewer: Marny (Signed) · Date: January 30, 2015 08:22 PM · On: Epilogue

Beautiful ending of a beautiful story. You had me in tears again. It's definitely in my top 5 of best stories I've read.

Hope to see another story of you in the near future. You're an excellent writer. Please ... * giggles * I want to make another banner for you.


Thanks and a big hug.



Author's Response:

Hi Marian! OMG, by now, I feel like I should put a warning about needed tissues as you're not the only one who says that she has cried. I'm so honored you feel like this story is in your top five! I also hope my muse will help me to write another story and if it does, I will definitely ask you for a banner *** smiling ***

Thank you so much for the banner and your support my dear friend, It means more than I can express :)

* hugs you tightly! *


Reviewer: Anonymous (Anonymous) · Date: January 30, 2015 03:52 PM · On: Epilogue

You made me cry, thank you xxx 

Author's Response:

** smiling widely ** Thank YOU for letting me know this story has touched you :) and thank you for reading and for the comment, both are greatly appreciated

* big hugs from France *


Reviewer: TheGirlNoOneKnows5 (Signed) · Date: January 30, 2015 09:34 AM · On: Epilogue

Can I just say that I enjoyed this story so much. The last several chapters were amazing, and I apologise for not reviewing on those chapter, but I want you to know I did read them, and loved every word.

I am so glad that you took a ricky chance and wrote this incredible story.

The ending had me in tears. I am heart broken for Aiden's fate, but thirlled for Justin and Brian's happy life together with their entire family being a part of it.

You have also written some quite profound things at times. Things about love and life that I will take with me.

I do hope that you choose to write more, because you are beyond taletned and creative. I commend you for this great work and hope to see more in the future. Well done on this story as well as the ending. It was wonderfully touching. You are grand.


Best wishes for the future, Cait


Author's Response:

Hi Cait! Wow, I don't know what to say, you're really too kind with me. I'm at a loss of how to express how much your words touch me...

I can only thank you for your support all along this ride and for having taken the chance to read this story in the first place. Your comment here is amazing for me, I'm not sure I deserve it but I'm truly honored that you feel that way.

I hope to write more too, but I have to let my mind find a good plot and unfortunately, I don't know when it will happen! Maybe I will write a collaboration at one point, or I don't know... But either way, you're really too kind with me!

Also, I look forward to read more of you, as soon as RL will let you  :)

Take care and THANK YOU


Reviewer: bksbracelet (Signed) · Date: January 30, 2015 09:09 AM · On: Epilogue

Dear Alois, please keep writing you are a gifted writer and your stories are wonderful. I have so loved this story and it ended beautifully thank you Chris

Author's Response:

Hi Chris! Thank you so much for your support and your words of encouragement. You've been so kind and wonderful with me :) I'm truly happy that you've enjoyed this ride :)

Take care my friend and * big hugs to you *


Reviewer: mimosa1234 (Anonymous) · Date: January 30, 2015 05:07 AM · On: Epilogue

My dear author thank you for sharing this story.i hate to tell you you will write again ...thats what you do and your good at it ..hoping to read your works again soon ...

Author's Response:

Hi my friend! I certainly hope so  too ;) Thank you for letting me know you have enjoyed reading this story, I appreciate it very much :)

* big hugs *



Reviewer: Gina Marie (Signed) · Date: January 30, 2015 12:09 AM · On: Epilogue

OMG this made me cry!  What a perfect ending!  So much love.  I'm so glad you treated Brian's love for Aiden so respectfully. You didn't diminish it, and you still were able to maintain the extreme love/bond Brian had with Justin.  

Two great loves of his life. I can't tell you how much I loved this story.  I will miss it. Thank you.

Author's Response:

Hi Gina Marie! I'm thrilled you like the ending, even if I'm sorry I made you cry! I appreciate your point about Brian's love for Aidan, it had been really difficult to find the right balance between the two men of Brian's life; so I'm really happy you feel it's 'right'

I can't thank you enough for your support all along the ride and your words of encouragement. Your reviews have helped me a lot to keep going, and I'm truly honored that you enjoy my story, considering I love your stories too.

Take care


Reviewer: Tagsit (Anonymous) · Date: January 29, 2015 10:39 PM · On: Chapter 7

I really like the way you show a particular scene from many different piv's. very well done! TAG

Author's Response:

Hi Tag! At first, I tried to write this way a lot, but after a while, I realized this story would become really, really long lol No seriously, I'm really glad you enjoy this, even if it's true I don't use it all the time, especially after the end of the first part.

I hope you enjoy the story, the beginning is actually a quite peaceful ride ;) Thank you for your comment, I deeply appreciate it :)


Reviewer: Predec2 (Signed) · Date: January 29, 2015 10:37 PM · On: Epilogue

Hello, my friend! I see Bob beat me to the blue ribbon.;) Well deserved! This story really tugged at the heartstrings and was so powerful. I do hope one day you are inspired to write another story. If you do, you know where I am.;)  Thank you for this journey - and for the friendship. *Hugs*  ~Kim

Author's Response:

Hi Kim!

Thank you so much for so many things, - your support, your friendship, your kindness, sharing your talent with words - I don't know what I would have done if not for you :)

And thank you so much to you and Bob for the blue ribbon! It makes me so happy ** smiling stupidly ***



Reviewer: Alex (Anonymous) · Date: January 29, 2015 10:19 PM · On: Epilogue

Hello! I havent written a review for a long time but I really wanted to give the last one at the end))) What a beautiful, powerful and sometimes really heartbreaking story you created here. It is really one of a kind and is one of my favourite ones for sure, though it made me feel sad more times than I could wish.....  I get though that things dont go always the way a reader wants them to go in the story. And though many chapters were really hard for me to read (especialy as I became very attached to Aidan and to his beautiful relationships with Bri), you still got my whole attention till the very end and didn't dissapoint me ever. You are very gifted with writing and it would be such a loss if you stopped now ... Though I understand why you might need some time to let this story go and rest a bit ... LOL..I feel it myself... and I am not a writer here))) Anyway, hope to read more from you))) I still wish to see Aidan alive and happy one day..... Maybe in some other story....maybe with someone else than Brian.... But it is your shot and I am still very greatful for this particular story. Merci!

Author's Response:

Hi Alex! Firstly, thank you for letting me know you've read until the end :) I admit I was a little stressed as the story went on to see some reviewers had deserted lol. I always asked myself too many questions! I know the plot I've created, especially concerning Aidan, was hard to take for a lot of readers. I wondered sometimes if I wasn't crazy to create a character like Aidan, to expect readers to become attached to him and to finally give him such an horrible fate. It was a risk, and I'm aware readers had a difficult time with it. I understand as it was really difficult to write at times! I've told myself many times that I was crazy to have imagined such a plot, but when I started to write, I promised myself I would not back down. But you have no idea how many times I've wanted to stop! If not for some faithful readers and/or reviewers, and for my wonderful beta, I'm not sure I would have done it.

I'm deeply touched by your words. I'm so happy to see you've enjoyed it, even with all the angst. I perfectly understand when you say it was hard to read! I've smiled when I saw your comment about needed to rest a bit LOL

Thank you so much for this amazing review my friend. Who knows, maybe I will write another story with Aidan as a character? And maybe not but either way, I'm honored that I could touch you with my writing!

* big hugs to you! *



Reviewer: ann (Anonymous) · Date: January 29, 2015 09:50 PM · On: Epilogue

Thank you so much your story was just beautiful :)

Author's Response:

Hi Ann! Thank YOU to let me know that you like this story, it makes me very happy! Reviews are my guilty pleasure and I deeply appreciate your comment :)

* big hugs from France *


Reviewer: Carol (Anonymous) · Date: January 29, 2015 09:32 PM · On: Epilogue

What can I say that I haven't already said .. You made me cry. Your story is one of a kind and frankly I feel that way about you as an author as well. How can you even think of not writing another story .. do you want me to start crying again .. and not in a good way. 

Author's Response:

Oh Carol, do you have any idea of the wide smile that had made his way on my face while I was reading your review? Your words are so wonderful to me and I can't thank you enough for your amazing support during all this ride.

I'd love to write again, but I'm not good at finding a good plot! Choices and Consequences have been in my head for a long time, I knew exactly where I was going, but now, the page is blank once again; believe me, I'd love to fill it with a lot of ideas! I hope I will, and I'm so honored you want me to keep going ** still smiling like a fool **

THANK YOU so much





Reviewer: Vicky (Anonymous) · Date: January 29, 2015 08:57 PM · On: Epilogue

Wow ! I dont know what to say, really...Ive just read both the last chapter and the epilogue together and im at a loss for words. So many emotions !! Weve reached the end and i feel like i have to tell you that i feel a bit (well more than just a bit ) sad cause this story that made me smile and cry, that kept me company for so many months has come to an end.

And what an end! You never disappoint my friend!! Cant help feeling that life was way to unfair on poor Aidan but thats life right ? not fair most of the time.

I wish and hope from the bottom of my heart thar you decide to go on writing as you are such a gifted author. If not, and this is actually my last review for you, i HAVE to thank you again for a story i will save among my favorites to read and re-read from time to time.

Hugs my dear friend !

Author's Response:

Hi Vicky! My dear friend, what can I say to express all my gratitude? I'm so touched with your words, you have no idea! I realize I'd love to write again but I want to find a good plot and that's why I'm not sure about the future. It's so hard to find a plot (at least for me!) Anyway, I've loved every one of your review and I can't thank you enough! Also, if you want a pdf of this story, you can send me a private message and I will send it to you! I will truly miss our exchanges...


* hugs you tightly! *


Reviewer: YumYumPM (Signed) · Date: January 29, 2015 08:24 PM · On: Epilogue

A perfect ending.  Justin has much to thank Aidan for.  Brian wouldn't be the lover he'd long for all those years ago had he not met Aidan.  Brian caring for Aidan, even as he was so sick is not surprising.  Brian is loyal to his friends.  Having a grandson, named Aidan born on the day of Aidan's passing was fate.  Excellent job.

Author's Response:

Hi my friend! I love your thoughts on this. I want to thank you dearly for your never ending support, you've been amazing with each one of your comment during all this ride :) And I'm so glad that you enjoyed this epilogue!

* big hugs my friend *


Reviewer: JAZZEPOET (Signed) · Date: January 29, 2015 07:47 PM · On: Epilogue

Words fail me other than...how very fitting my friend, their lives really have come full circle. Very nice work 👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏

Author's Response:

Hi Tamara!  I'm thrilled you like the epilogue and this feeling of full circle :) Thank YOU so much for your support and your feedbacks all along the ride. I know it has not been an easy read for you, and I'm very grateful you followed it until the end. You're an amazing support.

* big hugs from France!* (one last time lol)


Reviewer: Gina Marie (Signed) · Date: January 26, 2015 10:37 PM · On: Chapter 40

*applaus*!  That was so beautiful!  What a perfect ending. Thank you for this amazing story!

Author's Response:

Hi Gina Marie! * blushing * thank you so much! The epilogue will be posted soon:)

Your support has been wonderful!

* big hugs* *


Reviewer: JAZZEPOET (Signed) · Date: January 26, 2015 03:17 PM · On: Chapter 40

Beautifully written my friend ;) now I can't wait for the epilogue!

Author's Response:

Thank you Tamara! I should be able to post the epilogue soon ;)

* big hugs *


Reviewer: Carol (Anonymous) · Date: January 26, 2015 02:10 AM · On: Chapter 40

Well Aiden definitely got the short straw but your message was loud and clear .. The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return. 

Author's Response:

Hi Carol! I don't understand the expression 'to get the short straw' lol. Sorry, I'm definitely not an English speaker, even if I try my best... But I do understand perfectly your next words and I can't thank you enough. I'm feeling good, knowing you feel that way.

Thank you so much my friend for your wisdom and kindness.

* big hugs*


Reviewer: bksbracelet (Signed) · Date: January 25, 2015 10:43 PM · On: Chapter 1

Silly me I spelt it wrong I meant I was re reading it through again it was so good 💕

Author's Response:

Hi Chris! Lol you're so nice to me * smiling like a fool * 💖💞

Thank you!


Reviewer: bksbracelet (Signed) · Date: January 25, 2015 09:12 AM · On: Chapter 40

Oh I am reading this throughteRs so beauitiful

Author's Response:

Hi Chris! I'm sorry, I don't understand trhoughers lol but I'm so glad you find it beautiful. Even if this ending is sad in a way, I wanted to convey the love and make the scene beautiful. I'm so happy you seem to feel it!

Thank you again my dear friend for you support :)

* big hugs *


Reviewer: YumYumPM (Signed) · Date: January 25, 2015 02:20 AM · On: Chapter 40

I like that Brian will be visiting Aidan and letting him in on what's going on with his life.  Doctors are stupid.  For a brief instance Aidan was there!

Author's Response:

Hi my friend! Doctors don't know everything and we are all free to believe what we want... I'm thrilled you like Brian being there for Aidan!

Thank YOU

* big hugs *


Reviewer: Marny (Signed) · Date: January 24, 2015 08:16 PM · On: Chapter 40


* sigh * tears are running freely. I'm glad I bought some tissues today.

Oww jeah Aidan recognized Brian for sure.

Thanks for writing this beautiful and emotional story.


* hugs *

Author's Response:

Hi Marny,

I hope you could feel the love...Sorry I made you cry, I cried writing it!

Thank YOU my friend for your support all along

* hugs you tightly *


Reviewer: nicolle_midnight2013 (Signed) · Date: January 24, 2015 01:04 AM · On: Chapter 39

Hello, my friend!

Brian's tension and anxiety were so well expressed by you. The expectation of what they will see, as is Aidan and all the conflicting feelings that Brian is feeling are very visible in this chapter. The feelings are very intense and exciting in every line of the chapter.

The presence of Justin at his side is a guarantee of strength and support they so desperately needs now when Brian is about to rediscover Aidan and see the tangible reality in front.

I wonder how difficult will be the next chapter. And I'm sorry that your story is coming to an end, but I also know it must be very satisfying for you to finish this work and to tell the story you created, keeping true to their ideas despite all difficulties you encountered .

Great chapter, my friend.

A big hug and lots of peace.

Je suis Charlie.


Author's Response:

Hi Fatima! How many times will I say to you how much I love your thoughts? I don't know, but I can't thank you enough. The next chapter will be difficult to read, and will be focused on Brian and Aidan's reunion. It will be almost the end of Brian's journey as I wanted to write it. I'm still working on the epilogue, which will come back on Brian and Justin's love and Aidan's fate. There is one more surprise, though, but this time, it will be a good one, I promise.

I can't say how deeply touched I'm with your words. You're wonderful my dear friend :)

* big hugs and lots of peace back to you *


Reviewer: Annie-Eliza (Signed) · Date: January 23, 2015 05:31 AM · On: Chapter 14

I loved this chapter! Brian let his protective and nurturing side come out. He is getting his head out of his ass a little. You know that I love B/J but am open to new loves for them as long as they are well suited for each other and you write Aidan so beautifully. I want to see them grow as a couple and I want to see the conflicts they face along the way. Only time will tell if it will work out or not but either way I am really getting into this story. Great job and a big hug to you!

Author's Response:

Hi Anne! We all know Brian  can be a wonderful man when he really wants to. I'm glad you enjoyed seeing Brian and Aidan's relation grow stronger :)

Reviewer: Annie-Eliza (Signed) · Date: January 22, 2015 06:18 PM · On: Chapter 11

Oh, Brian. 

I love him and I get that the rejection hurt. It was in character of him to react that way but Aidan is going through a lot right now and he needs to see that. He probably will, since I have many chapters to read, but right now I want to give him a stern talking to lol. Great chapter!

Author's Response:

Hi Anne! Of course Brian is reacting badly here. I think hiding the truth to himself can only work that far ;) He will realize soon enough that he had been wrong though, even if he will need some time to act on it, and more importantly, to accept that his relationship with Justin is over (at least for now...). But yes, you could definitely give him a stern talking lol

Thank you agan to give this story a chance and for all the comments, I deeply appreciate it!

* big hugs *


Author's Response:

Hi Anne! Of course Brian is reacting badly here. I think hiding the truth to himself can only work that far ;) He will realize soon enough that he had been wrong though, even if he will need some time to act on it, and more importantly, to accept that his relationship with Justin is over (at least for now...). But yes, you could definitely give him a stern talking lol

Thank you agan to give this story a chance and for all the comments, I deeply appreciate it!

* big hugs *


Reviewer: Tash (Anonymous) · Date: January 21, 2015 09:25 PM · On: Chapter 39

I'm so happy that brian visit Aiden Justin is such a lovely partner can't believe your almost finish your story it's been beautiful roller coaster 


sorry i I don't have much to say it's just I'm lost for words 



Thanks again Alois 

Author's Response:

Hi Tasha! Never apologize, your words are always so kind and amazing to read :) I can't believe I'm finally finishing this story either. I'm kind of sad and excited at the same time, it's weird!

Thank YOU my friend :)

*big hugs*


Reviewer: Annie-Eliza (Signed) · Date: January 21, 2015 06:32 PM · On: Chapter 10

I knew something would happen in this chapter! I just knew it. I loved that Brian confided in Aidan to show a solidarity with him. I really am loving this story. Off to the next chapter!

Author's Response:

Hi Anne,

I'm doing a happy dance right now :P I'm glad you enjoy this story. And it's just the beginning, there are so many things that will happen! I didn't spare Brian in this story lol

I'm waiting patiently for your next chapter of Intersect, too :) I can't wait for an update!

Thank you for reading my friend



Reviewer: Carol (Anonymous) · Date: January 21, 2015 05:20 PM · On: Chapter 39

I had to force myself to read this chapter .. I know what's coming and I really don't want to know. Conversely I'm hiding behind that wall with Brian and on the edge of my seat in awe of the story to this point and the sure knowledge that you'll somehow manage to find the words to do this moment justice .. 

Author's Response:

Hi Carol! I can totally relate to what you're saying, because, while I succeed to write the next chapter pretty fast once I forced myself to sit and write, I had a really hard time doing it in the first place. I was scared not to do it justice and honestly, I wasn't really in the mood either with the last events in France.

But it was also liberating to write the next chapter. I hope I won't disappoint you and I'm honored you think I can do it right. I hope you're right! The epilogue will complete it, too.

Again, thank you so much for your support and your meaningful reviews, I'm so glad to have you as a reader!

* biig hugs my friend *


Reviewer: Vicky (Anonymous) · Date: January 21, 2015 03:50 PM · On: Chapter 39

I was so happy when I saw youd posted a new chapter and so sad to learn theres only one more left before the epilogue :( You know already i want this story to never end...

Im so excited about Brian seeing Aidan after so many years! I hope you can update it soon my friend.


Thank you again for the gift of this wonderful story!

ps: I was so sad when I heard what had happened in your beautiful country. There really are no words to express what one feels when people show so much hatred and violence. Hope this is the last time we have to go through sthg so painful.I'm sure it will make you even stronger.

Hugs and kisses

Author's Response:

Hi Vicky! So happy to hear from you :) I hate to disappoint you, and unfortunately, this story is going to end soon:( The last chapter will be centered around Brian and Aidan seeing each other after ten years and it will be sad of course, but I hope readers will feel the love too... I'm currently working on the epilogue, so it shouldn't be too long before I can post the last chapter... I can't believe this is the end either. I will be sad to end this as well, it has been a part of my everyday life for a long time now, and I will miss the connection with the readers!

Also, thank you so much about your words of support on the event which took place here. I still have a hard time believing it's true. It's crazy and I don't succeed to put in words what it makes me feel, and what everybody feels here. But your words touch me deeply.

Thank you my friend...I hope everything is good for you :)


Reviewer: BARBY (Anonymous) · Date: January 21, 2015 01:14 PM · On: Chapter 39

I just love the story. Its absolutely beautiful and on of my fav. Hope b/j stay together. They do right? :) :)

Author's Response:

Hi Barby! Thank you so much for your kind words :) I'm so happy you like this story * happy dance * And no worry, Brian and Justin love each other madly, and it's not going to change any time soon ;)

I hope you will like the end of this story. I will post it soon. Thank you again

* big hugs from France *


Reviewer: YumYumPM (Signed) · Date: January 20, 2015 01:28 AM · On: Chapter 39

Brian is the type that commits totally, though he likes to pretend just the opposite.  So this will be very difficult for him.  Just what he'll face in actuality we'll have to wait for the next chapter to find out.

Author's Response:

Hi my friend! You're right about Brian. His visit to Aidan will be painful at first but ultimately, it will be the right thing to do. I won't reveal too much of course, but I want to thank you again for your thoughts!

* big hugs *


Reviewer: nicolle_midnight2013 (Signed) · Date: January 17, 2015 08:59 PM · On: Chapter 38

Hello, my friend!

First I want to express how sorry what happened in your country. It is unfortunate that intolerance and the hatred still permeate the actions of many people worldwide.

Even being in the twenty-first century, the angry people continue to commit hate crimes by the same old reasons and it just saddens me more and more.

Finally, real life allowed me to read this new chapter in its history that I like so much.

I can understand the pain of Simon to see his friend go through this tragic time without the man she loved by her side, but it was a decision of Aidan and Brian certainly never leave him no matter how difficult things would become.

Brian is going through a very painful time in your life and I believe that see Aidan again many painful emotions arise. Justin is love Brian's life, but he also loved Aidan and the current state of health of Aidan will cause extreme pain for him. Fortunately, Brian has Justin at his side giving any emotional support they Brian need for to meet again with Aidan.

I fully understand the reasons for Aidan attitude. It is extremely painful to see someone you love become a shadow of what was, without memories, without emotions, fading slowly.

Aidan loved Brian so that he would not allow him to spend for it. And we know that in place of Aidan, Brian would do exactly the same thing.

Again a great chapter my friend a big hug and lots of peace, Fatima.

Author's Response:

Hi Fatima! I'm so happy to hear from you :) Thank you so much for your kind words. What happened in Paris is insane, and nobody could have foreseen something like this could ever happen...It was so sad and it had plunged the country in such a stupor, especially with the two more hostage takings that had followed the act of these fanatics. I totally agree with you. It is so sad that to this day, people can kill other people while believing it is the right thing to do...

I'm glad you're still enjoying reading this story, even with the painful part of it now. I love your analize of the chapter and its characters. There aren't many chapters left, I'm currently working on chapter 40, and it might be the last one, before the epilogue. I'm not sure yet.

Anyway, thank you very much to take the time to keep reading and to leave me a review, it makes me very happy! I hope everything is good for you and your family.

Take care my dear friend

* big hugs *


Reviewer: Annie-Eliza (Signed) · Date: January 07, 2015 05:56 AM · On: Chapter 8

Oh, Brian...

This will be a long and tough road for him.

Author's Response:

A very long road indeed...

Thank you

Reviewer: Predec2 (Signed) · Date: January 05, 2015 05:53 PM · On: Chapter 38

Hi, my friend!  I don't normally review your work, since I have the privilege of being your beta,  but I couldn'tresist the chance to hopefully be #500. Congratulations on such a,great a a achievement!  Hugs ~ Kim

Author's Response:

Hi Kim! I can barely believe it, and I want to say that this story wouldn't be here if not for you. You've have been such a support since the very beginning, I can't thank you enough for that. But I think my readers already knows how wonderful you are, as an author; or as a beta and a friend.

Thank YOU

Reviewer: YumYumPM (Signed) · Date: January 05, 2015 01:32 AM · On: Chapter 38

It would have been nice if Brian could have seen Aidan while he was still lucid.  Since Brian still loves Aidan and Justin loves Brian, perhaps the two of them could have made Aidan's final years better.  We will never know.

Author's Response:

Hi my friend! I'm pretty sure Aidan (read my muse here lol) had hesitated for a long time about it, but in the end, he just couldn't do it. But if they'd had a chance, I'm sure Brian and Justin would have been there for Aidan :)

* big hugs *


Reviewer: bksbracelet (Signed) · Date: January 04, 2015 08:31 AM · On: Chapter 38

Wow Justin is so supportive and loves Brian so much. Aiden loved Brian so much he gave him. Up and sent him back to his lover. Brian has been loved by two men more than most people ever get from one

Author's Response:

Hi Chris! Brian is lucky to have been loved by two wonderful men, even if he is going through a difficult time right now. Thank you as always for beeing so supportive and for the comment 😊 Best wishes to you and your family my friend!

*big hugs*



Reviewer: JAZZEPOET (Signed) · Date: January 03, 2015 11:07 PM · On: Chapter 38

I'm glad Brian is taking a chance and going to see Aidan one last time...even though I still feel like as his partner Brian was definitely cheated out of some very pivotal moments. Yeah I know that Simon was just honoring his wishes, but it's like he took Brian’s place without the intimacy or romance envolved. Hopefully having Justin there with him will lessen the sting a little bit.

Author's Response:

Hi Tamara! Firstly, Happy New Year to you and my best wishes for the year to come.

About Brian, Simon didn't really give a shit about him, he was too focused on his friend. He might even have been angry at Brian for letting Aidan go without stopping him. Whatever his reasons, Brian never had a choice and it is difficult to overcome that fact, even if Simon truly believed he did it for valid reasons, and not to deceit Brian.

Justin will be Brian's strength until the end. Without him, I'm pretty sure Brian would have not been able to confront this painful truth.

Thank you as always to share your thoughts with me :)

* big hugs *


Reviewer: Tash (Anonymous) · Date: January 03, 2015 09:29 PM · On: Chapter 38

Thanks my friend hope you had a awesome New Years .....Brian love for Aiden is so  beautiful it's good that Brian going to see Aiden 


thanks again Alois  another great chapter

Author's Response:

Hi Tasha! Happy New Year to you :) And you're right, Aidan loves Brian, I think by now there is little doubt of that. Brian will need Justin by his side more than ever to face Aidan after all these years.

Thank you again for being such a faithful reader and thank you for the feedback, both are greatly appreciated my friend :)

*big hugs*



Reviewer: Marny (Signed) · Date: January 01, 2015 12:08 PM · On: Chapter 37

Great chapter, hope to see another one real soon.


Happy new year and the best of wishes for 2015.

* hugs *

Author's Response:

Hi Marian! Happy new year to you and your family. I hope you're doing great my friend. Thank you again for reading and for the comment 😊😊😊 More soon!

* big hugs *


Reviewer: Carol (Anonymous) · Date: December 27, 2014 05:58 PM · On: Chapter 37

This story feels very personal to me and I still can't read the line where Simon explains that Aiden finally 'understood that he would eventually forget you ... And he lost it completely' without weeping. Most people would find that sad I know but I think you would have to have been touched by this disease to fully understand the horror of that reality and to appreciate the weight of guilt and despair Brian is experiencing.

First and foremost this is a love story .. and it's a really good one but the phrase 'With great love comes great pain' couldn't be truer. 

Author's Response:

Hi Carol,

I couldn't agree more with your words. Alzheimer had been a constant in my life for a long time, personnal or prefossionnal and what you say 'I think you would have to have been touched by this disease to fully understand the horror of that reality' is a very true statement.  Also, I was inspired to write the line you're referring to because of a movie I've seen where there is a scene that touched me deeply and that in essence, is the moment when the young woman discovers she will forget the man she loves. The actress was good and the scene...heartbreaking.

In my professionnal like, I always had to be... 'insensitive' is not the right word but it's scary to see that in retirement homes, what the patients are going through when their mind fail them is the norm; so, for a lot of people, it's the norm to forget how hard it can touch people or hurt them (and of course, it's mainly a way to protect themselves.)

This story is painful and heartbreaking for me because of Aidan's fate. But at the same time, maybe it's my way of reconciling this reality with what I've seen. I prefer to write about great love and pain rather than about indifference.  (Or maybe I'm just into BDSM without knowing it lol)

Sorry, I am totally gone with my response here. But I love to read your thoughts. They make me think and are always meaningful ones.

Okay, I will finish my little prose now and I send you my best wishes, for you and your family. I hope you will have a very happy new year. :)

* big hugs my friend *



Reviewer: nicolle_midnight2013 (Signed) · Date: December 26, 2014 07:52 PM · On: Chapter 37

Hello, Alois!

It was great to see the relationship between Brian and Gus. It was very exciting to see the friendship that grew between the two.

I understand Simon's reaction to Brian. I know it's hard for him to see his best friend disappearing before your eyes should be something extremely difficult. On the other hand, I hate his attitude to Brian and how he struck him.

I love to see Justin side of Brian giving all the support he needs.

I'm really enjoying seeing as you led the evolution of love between the two without them lose their essence.

This is a great story. This is a love story. The displayed love in all its forms. This is the reason that makes his story so wonderful.

A big hug, my friend.


Author's Response:

You have no idea how much I'm thrilled with your words. The fact that you can feel this story as a displaying of love in all form makes me very happy, as it is the main point of the story. So, I'm one happy woman now :)

Thank you again, for your support and your kindness Fatima, I'm so proud to have you as a friend.

take care


Reviewer: nicolle_midnight2013 (Signed) · Date: December 26, 2014 06:44 PM · On: Chapter 36

Hello, Alois!

I finally managed to resume reading from for your wonderful story.

I'm very sad because of Aidan destination. He won my heart and even already suspicious of the motives that led him to leave Brian's life, I regret what happened to him.

The letter of Aidan is one of the most moving things I've ever read in fandom. Only those who are able to deeply love someone else could make the decision that Aidan took to ensure happiness of Brian.

Justin's reaction is so natural. He can understand the feelings that joined Brian and Aidan, but at the same time suffer from this whole situation.

I really liked the way Brian made it clear to Justin that he is not the "second option".

View Justin alongside Brian on this sad situation, shows how strong and deep love that binds the two men.

A great chapter, my friend. Sad, poignant and very exciting. I believe this is one of the great chapters of this fantastic story.

A big hug, my dear Alois!


Author's Response:

Hi my dear friend! Thank you again to share your thoughts with me, I'm so happy to see your POV. Aidan's letter was very emotional for me to write, I'm glad it could touch you, as well as Brian and Justin's love.

A big hug to you!


Reviewer: JAZZEPOET (Signed) · Date: December 24, 2014 06:43 PM · On: Chapter 37

Wow, this chapter was definitely bittersweet my friend. On the one hand I want to applaud Simon for being so honest, and on the other I want to shake the shit out of him for being too honest. It's a good thing Brian has Gus and Justin to be there for him right now...he's absolutely going to need all the love and support he can handle at the moment.

Update soon please and merror Christmas to you and yours ;)

Author's Response:

Hi Tamara!

I think bittersweet is the appropriate word for a lot of readers. Simon is a little too direct (is it the right word?) but I feel he would be very protective of his friend, especially because he doesn't know Brian, so he doesn't really care at that point if he hurts him or not. It's all about respecting his friend's wishes.

The conversation between Brian and Simon is not over. There is more to come and -clearing my throat - it won't be easy... Are we surprised? I feel like I should hide forever for the mess I've created lol Brian will need Justin's support to go through the process of accepting Aidan's fate.

There are not too many chapters left, so I'm confident I will be able to post soon. Thank you again Tamara for your support. I wish you and your family all the best in the world. Have a great Christmas!

* big hugs *


Reviewer: Annie-Eliza (Signed) · Date: December 19, 2014 08:40 PM · On: Chapter 6

Looking forward to reading more. I like Aidan so far. I feel for him and I feel for his sister. I am excited to see how Brian's feelings for him progress and if Justin will return to his life in some way too.

Author's Response:

Hi Anne, I'm glad you enjoy it so far! Aidan is a great character for me, like Eric is for you. His feelings for Brian will be more detailed in the next chapters :)

Thank you for your comment, I greatly appreciate it :)


Reviewer: Daniel Kardecck (Anonymous) · Date: December 13, 2014 02:26 PM · On: Not a chapter, sorry!

Oi. Eu vim APENAS Falar Que Eu adoro SUA historia eu AINDA estou no capitulo 10 e eu realmente Não Sei oque Esperar Dessa maravilhosa historia eu so quería fazer um pedido

Por favor, FAÇA Brian e Justin juntos Novamente. 🙏🙏🙏

Ou você ira destruir meu coração 💔💔💔



Author's Response:

Hi Daniel,

Sorry, I don't  find a good translator, so, I have troubles understanding what you're saying! If you're asking if Brian and Justin will find their way back to each other, the answer is yes. But Justin won't be Brian's only love in this story.

Anyway, thank you for giving this story a try :) and if you can write in English (or French), don't hesitate to ask me anything you want.

* big hugs from France *



Reviewer: bksbracelet (Signed) · Date: December 05, 2014 10:40 AM · On: Not a chapter, sorry!

Oh look after yourself and your beta. You are both so valuable I for one will wait for your update thanks Chris

Author's Response:

Thank you very much for your kind words Chris. I'm pretty sure Kim joins me here to tell you we're deeply touched by your words :)

Reviewer: YumYumPM (Signed) · Date: December 05, 2014 04:20 AM · On: Not a chapter, sorry!

I have enjoyed this story and grown to love your characters.  I look forward to reading more whenever you are ready.  You've given us a story unlike any other.

Author's Response:

Hi my friend, I think I will thank you about a thousand times by the end of this story lol So, thank you for your support, I'm deeply touched by your words

Reviewer: TheGirlNoOneKnows5 (Signed) · Date: November 29, 2014 06:30 AM · On: Chapter 35

Oh, it's getting veeeeery interesting now. Can't wait to read more.

It is so heart breaking


Author's Response:

Hi Cait!

Hearbreaking, yes. I do have a tendency for drama, maybe too much sometimes, but my muse is an evil friend ;) I'm gald you're still enjoying this, you have no idea my friend :)

More soon!

* big hugs *


Reviewer: JAZZEPOET (Signed) · Date: November 28, 2014 08:32 PM · On: Chapter 35

The cliffhangers are killing me my friend...LOL please update soon, now that we know who all the players are, I'm anxious to know what the letter contains.

Author's Response:

Hi Tamara,

I know, it seemed inevitable to me to create a cliffhanger on this one, or I would've had to write two chapters in one, but I decided to post it anyway. The next chapter is half written, so hopefully, it shouldn't be too long before the next post!

As always, thank you for your support Tamara :)

* big hugs *


Reviewer: Amaia (Anonymous) · Date: November 28, 2014 04:33 PM · On: Chapter 35

Dear Alois,

I've loved your story since the first chapter. I think it is one of the best stories in this fandom ever, and you are an amaizing writter.

This said, the last couple of chapters are being too dramatic. I understad Brians love for Aidan, but as it happened before he has moved on and has been happy with Justin for nearly ten years, so even if he would be sad and feel sorry for Aidan, I think his reaction is over the top. I don't think anybody would react to those kind of news about a former loverthe way you are making Brian react. I could even understand Brian trying to help Aidan but not this kind of devastation.

I don't know if you will be able to understand what I have tried to say, because english is not my first language. Anyway thank you for this wonderful story. I will be waiting for your next chapter., and please do not give up this fandom, you arextoo good

Author's Response:

Hi Amaia,


For of all thank you for your kind words :) I'm truly happy you're enjoying this story and your words are so nice to me, I'm doing a happy dance right now ;)

Brian is reacting badly here, and his reaction IS over the top, but  I don't think it's because of what you point at, not in my mind anyway. Firstly, I wrote his immediate reaction, aka it's shock to me. So, yes he doesn't react normally. Secondly, it's not his love for Aidan that makes him reacts that way at that point, it's guilt. In his mind, he let Aidan goes through it alone (even if he couldn't know) and his spontaneous reaction is guilt. I could see him reacting this way at first. However, I perfectly understand you don't. He will realizes soon enough that his reaction isn't really justified, anyway, not like that. He just have to process it, thanks to Justin. And that's also why I wrote it that way I think.

Not sure I'm really clear here...And of course, it's a fiction, so maybe I'm too enclined to create a mess in Brian's mind as it serves the storyline ;) And believe me, I do think sometimes it's too dramatic too, so, I agree with you, I will have to work on my tendancy to create drama!

Thank you again to take the time to comment, I'm always thrilled to see the thoughts of readers :) And your english is perfect to me ;)

*big hugs to you!*



Reviewer: Gina Marie (Signed) · Date: November 23, 2014 01:44 AM · On: Chapter 34

Now I'm more curious than ever!   Wow, this was a great chapter.  Who took those photos?   The mystery continues...

So love this story.

Author's Response:

Hi Gina Marie!

I will reveal everything but it will probably take me several chapters for all to be said... Thank you for letting me know you liked this chapter and the story! You're one of the few who helps me more than you can know with your comments. I admit that before starting to write, I couldn't understand the importance of reviews and the need to know if readers enjoy the ride. Now, I appreciate it even more, especially the ones who support me through all the story, as I had and still have doubts on people liking the twists and turns. So, I truly want to thank you for commenting on each chapter, as I always look forward to know what you're going to say :) Thank you my friend.

* big hugs *


Reviewer: Alia (Anonymous) · Date: November 20, 2014 02:25 PM · On: Chapter 33

Absolutely loving this story. Keep up the great writing. 

Author's Response:

Hi Alia,

Thank you for letting me know, you made my day with your comment! * smiling *

*big hugs from France*


Reviewer: Tash (Anonymous) · Date: November 19, 2014 06:12 AM · On: Chapter 33

All I can say is BEAUTIFUL everything was BEAUTIFUL lol that's all you getting from me 



Thanks again Alois I know I wasn't a believer in your story. I actually hated this story but I stuck to my guns and kept on reading it's been the best story I read on this site or any other sites BIG HUGS TO YOU MY FRIEND 😄

Author's Response:

Wow Tasha...

Thank you for such a praise, I'm really not sure I deserve that, but thank you anyway. I was smiling like a fool when I read your comment. Knowing that you can appreciate this story even with the Brian/other aspect of it, and knowing you're a B/J shipper, makes me very happy! I know not every reader appreciate it, but it's a great feeling for me that you can.



Reviewer: Marny (Signed) · Date: November 18, 2014 07:45 PM · On: Chapter 33

Great chapter. Really together. But agggrr noooo not a cliffhanger.

* sigh * the younger man is Aidan's nephew ... the older man is a friend of Aidan ... the invitation is for Brian & Justin ... the nephew is gonna talk to Brian, so Aidan didn't make it * sigh * ... was it Alzheimer?  The same disease his sister had? Or .....


Aloise come back, sit down at your computer and write the rest of the story ... NOW ... sorry sorry * blushes *. Hope I'm wrong, but please hurry. I'm really not impatient .. uhuhh .. YES I'm.


* hugs *

Author's Response:

Hi Marian,

lol I promise I will write it as fast as I can :) All will revealed... Soon...lol

*big hugs*


Reviewer: Carol (Anonymous) · Date: November 18, 2014 12:45 PM · On: Chapter 33

Here we are almost at the end and still you have me riveted .. I'm guessing the older man is Aiden's friend which suggests there hasn't been a happy ending for Aiden. The beauty and tragedy of it all ... perfectly portrayed it this wonderful story.

Author's Response:

Hi Carol,

I love you lol Thank you for this wonderful comment. I need all the motivation I can get to keep going right now, and you sure know how to motivate me.

*big hugs*


Reviewer: YumYumPM (Signed) · Date: November 18, 2014 04:56 AM · On: Chapter 33

I love how you started this chapter from Ted's POV.  Nicely done.  And you gave us Brian and Justin back together again.  Now I'm going to guess that Aidan is the older man and his nephew is the younger and I dearly want to know what the revelation is!

Author's Response:

Hi my friend,

I'm glad that you like Ted's POV. As for your guesses, you will know soon, I promise :)

*big hugs*


Reviewer: Vicky (Anonymous) · Date: November 18, 2014 02:44 AM · On: Chapter 33

Omg !!I had to read the last part like thrice and Im still not sure  who those two are !! Aidans friend from NY and his nephew ?? who's the artist if theres an exhibit ??You know I LOVE Aidan please dont break my heart or Brians :(

Cant wait ! Cant wait ! I want to know no, I NEED to know whats gonna happen NOW even if I have a bad feeling regarding Adain.

Please !! Dont take too long to post the next one !!

Thanks again for this wonderful story

Hugs and more hugs :D

Author's Response:

Hi Vicky,

I will try to write as fast as I can, I promise.

Thank you :)


Reviewer: Gina Marie (Signed) · Date: November 18, 2014 12:44 AM · On: Chapter 33

ok WTH???    That's some cliff hanger. Who is the younger man? The older one I can guess, but the younger man??? Why is HE so concerned about Brian/Justin coming to his exhibit - assuming it is Brian and Justin they are talking about.

Ugh!  Loved this chapter, hate the cliff hanger!  lol    Don't leave us hanging too long!

Author's Response:

Hi Gina Marie !

I know, I' bad lol. Thank you for the support, I need it to keep going right now.

*big hugs my friend*


Reviewer: Tasha (Anonymous) · Date: November 17, 2014 03:13 AM · On: Chapter 1

Hi my friend just wanted to know how you're doing?. I'm waiting very very very patiently for your beautiful next chapter. I so need a consequence fix

Author's Response:

Hi Tasha,

I'm okay, thank you my friend. It's been a very busy week for me and for my beta, so I can't exactly tell you when the chapter will be up but it shouldn't be too long now.

anyway, thank you for your support again :)

*big hugs my friend *


Reviewer: nicolle_midnight2013 (Signed) · Date: November 09, 2014 11:41 PM · On: Chapter 32

Oh, my dear friend!

I never read a scene from reuniting of Brian and Justin so well written, so beautiful and poetic as this.

I rarely cry when I read a story or a scene. As you know, I'm a cinephile and a few movies (rare indeed) made me cry. But, this chapter made me cry and even now I'm writing the review the tears have not stopped.

It was beautiful! It was wonderful!

And I do not know how to express what I feel right now, words can not properly express the beauty of the moment you created.

Thank you my dear for this wonderful time and for sharing this story with us all.

A big hug from Brazil, my friend!


Author's Response:

Hi Fatima,

Wow, my dear friend...It's my birthday today and what better gift but to read your comment when I wake up!

Thank you so much for your kind words * can't stop smiling *

*big hugs to you*


Reviewer: linda (Anonymous) · Date: November 09, 2014 08:59 PM · On: Chapter 32

Best chapter!! loved it.

Author's Response:

Hi Linda,

I'm thrilled you like it! Thank you for reading and commenting, I greatly appreciate it :)

*bigs hugs from France*



Reviewer: Lynn (Anonymous) · Date: November 09, 2014 01:48 PM · On: Chapter 18

I just read part 1 right through, I don't know what part 2 has in store but I just wanted to tell you that I enjoyed this very much. I thought the relationship between Aidan and Brian was very believable, I liked the way you incorporated Brian's friends and Aidan's family, all in all a great read. I have to admit that I always found the Brian/Justin relationship - sweet as it was in the beginning - dragged on far too long even in the series, so I enjoyed seeing your view of Brian in a more mature relationship. Whether part 2 will be for me therefore, I don't know, but thank you very much for a good read so far.

Author's Response:

Hi Lynn,

I'm really glad that you enjoyed the first part. Exploring the character of Brian Kinney and his ability to fall in love again, with his friends, his family, was a path I wanted to explore. That's why I created this OC, Aidan and I'm really glad you seem to enjoy it.

Part two is different, with Justin coming back, but I didn't write this story that way just to reassure the readers about Justin's place in Brian's life. Either it's with Aidan, or with Justin, I just wanted to write about life and the ordeals we're going trough. And that family, friends, love, are essential, no matter what. So, this story is not really a romance, but more a fiction about life. I hope you will be able to feel it in my writing.

Anyway, thank you so much for giving this story a try, I greatly appreciate it. And thank you for commenting, I really love to have a new reader sharing his/her thouhgts with me. You made my day with your review.

*hugs from France*


Reviewer: puanani (Anonymous) · Date: November 09, 2014 03:46 AM · On: Chapter 32

I truly enjoy reading your story do not get any road blocks and stop writing.

I am glad this is a story for only does two men to find each other again., I like a

sad Brian

Author's Response:

Hi Puanani,

I'm truly glad you seem to enjoy the ride. Thank you for letting me know, I deeply appreciate it :) The plot will evolve pretty soon now.

*big hugs*


Reviewer: toniu (Signed) · Date: November 08, 2014 08:54 PM · On: Chapter 32

I read your response and I felt the need to respond. I admire your talents. In a world where the written word has lost all meaning a well written story is amazing. My students equate love by what they see on the movie screen, or the tv. In this media love is trivialized. Don't get me wrong I like a good romantic comedy. The differnce is I don't think I am going to go home and live this fantasy.

Here comes the wierd part, I love Brian Kinney, not romantic love. I admire Gale Harold the actor. He's a good actor seeing him in this show led me to see some of his other works. Though I liked them it was nothing like this character.

I happened onto the show by accident, then a friend bought me the complete series. Though I enjoyed it I thought it was too ambiguous. It never explained the Brian character enough. They made him the percieved asshole most viewers see him as.

Its been in these stories that I have grown to appreciate his character. In certain stories Brian has given voice to people learing to deal with the suffering we have had to endure. I love those stories where Brian deals with his hurt and heals. Then he and Justin ride off into the sunset.

Your story deals with a Brian that was hurt and worked his way through it. Enough to know that he had a right to be happy. So he loved Aiden. For a while Brian was happy. The thing he dealt with the pain. Justin's telling him that he'd met Aiden would have sent him back to his pain management.

Your story had him mentally work through it and decide he wanted Justin back. The rain was symbolic of the washing away of all the hurts. Brian's forehead to Justin's is a new future. Brian overcame everything and will be happy. They may still have problems. So what Brian has knocked down his walls.

You are an amazing talent. I hate saying these thing in such an open forum, but I felt the need to say them. Please accept my admiration.

Author's Response:

Hi my friend,

I don't know what to say...I really don't, your support is...Wow...I have no words (I feel like Brian Kinney lol)

I agree with you on a lot of things. And like you, I don't really like to elaborate too much on an open forum. I already feel like I say too much all the time ;).


PS: Feel free to contact me in private if you want to share some thoughts you don't want everybody to read. It will always be a pleasure

Reviewer: Tasha (Anonymous) · Date: November 07, 2014 05:57 PM · On: Chapter 32

Who cares about action this chapter is so beautiful I'm glad they taking their time


Thanks again Alois i just love story

Author's Response:

Hi Tasha,

*sigh and smile...* Thank you so much my friend for your encouraging words, it's deeply appreciated. I feel like the plot is not really evolving, but it's necessary for B/J, so...

*big hugs*


Reviewer: Kyl (Anonymous) · Date: November 07, 2014 04:29 PM · On: Chapter 32

An intense reunification and this is just a beginning.

this is for me, the great consolation for Justin fans because you had made Brian to choose Aidan, and in the previous chapters you wanted the readers to believe that Aidan's better lover for Brian (which is not true anyway) . Thank you Alois.

Reviewer: Marny (Signed) · Date: November 07, 2014 03:29 PM · On: Chapter 32

Love the chat between Gus and his father. Clever boy!

Love the reunifacation, but I'm still missing Aidan. Please I wanna know more. Is he doing okay? Is he sick? Has he Alzheimer’s? Aggrrr.

More please !!

Love this story.


* hugs *

Author's Response:

Hi Marian,

Gus is such a lovely boy isn't he? Anyway, it shouldn't be too long now before you will discover what has happenned to Aidan.

Thank you for your comment and your support * smile * I'm really glad you're still enjoying the ride :)

*big hugs*


Reviewer: JAZZEPOET (Signed) · Date: November 07, 2014 03:29 PM · On: Chapter 32

Very beautiful my friend, and I absolutely love how Gus was there to help his Da work through his feelings in such a mature way...now if we could only find out what's happening with Aidan the puzzle will be complete.

Author's Response:

Hi Tamara,

I'm thrilled you like it and I must agree with you, I had such a good time writing the scene between father and son. After all the angst, it's a delight.

Last piece of the puzzle should be revealed soon :)

Thank you so much my friend

*big hugs*


Reviewer: YumYumPM (Signed) · Date: November 06, 2014 05:20 PM · On: Chapter 31

Haha.  Brian asked Justin out on a date.  They both have come so far.

Author's Response:

double lol ...;) Brian and Justin has grown up a lot :) Thank you again for reading and taking the time to leave a review, you're such a great supporters to so many authors, you're fantastic.

*big hugs*


Reviewer: YumYumPM (Signed) · Date: November 06, 2014 04:29 PM · On: Chapter 30

Maybe Brian should see the video of Justin as a frog.  I can see him giggling.  He's not the same Brian that Justin left.  He's more open and that is thanks to Aidan.

Author's Response:

Hi !

lol You're right, I'm pretty sure he would have a good laugh.  As for being more open, he sure is, life has mellowed him in a way, even if it didn't spare him either.

Thank you my friend.

*big hugs*


Reviewer: Fran K (Anonymous) · Date: November 06, 2014 03:21 PM · On: Chapter 1

Alois, ça y est, c'est fait :)


Author's Response:


Reviewer: Fran K (Anonymous) · Date: November 05, 2014 12:35 PM · On: Chapter 31

Bonjour Alois,

What a great chapter!

Your writing style is amazing. As a diehard B/J fan, must confess that at first, I couldn't decide if I'll read or not this story. You fairly warned that it is most of all about Brian's journey and it will have him emotionaly involved with other man than Justin but that at the end it will be definitely Brian and Justin together.

Still, the coward in me wasn't ready to read in its entirety the B/OC part, instead  I followed the story through reviewers comments...until chapter 29 came. Such an intense moment, sad yet beautiful. Since then, I was hooked.

Now, I can't wait for the next chapter!

Thank you for sharing.



ps: Je t'ai aussi écrit sur ton contact privé:)


Author's Response:

Bonjour Fran,

Oh, thank you so much for reading and taking the time to leave a comment. I'm so thrilled you're enjoying Brian and Justin's reunification ***big smile*** and I'm also glad the warning had been helpful :) I know some readers can't read this story, as it can be upsetting to imagine Brian loving another man. But I'm still so happy you are liking the last chapters :)

And thank you for the 'amazing writing style'. You're too kind with me ***smiling again*** You make my day with your comment :D

*big hugs my friend!*


PS: Je n'ai pas eu ton message sur mon contact privé :( Mais si tu as le temps de le réécrire, je l'attend avec plaisir :)

Reviewer: cinto (Anonymous) · Date: November 02, 2014 05:37 PM · On: Chapter 31

Bonjour Aloïs

Comment faire pour dire toute la vérité en si peu de place? J'essaie:j'ai lu deux fois ce chapitre, la première fois je me suis dit que j'étais pathétique (lol) d'être si émotive et la deuxième fois, j'ai dû me rendre à l'évidence; j'ai été bouleversée par Brian dans le show, et je l'ai été encore une fois avec ce chapitre là ; N'arrête pas de traduire ses pensées et son ressenti; ce type est poignant! J'ai adoré Brian dans la série pour son intelligence , sa capacité à résister, sa complexité et tu as tout remis ça en place.

"The truth is: he feels too much". Est-ce quelque'un n'a pas vu ça chez Brian? est-ce quelqu'un a jamais pu penser qu'il n'était qu'un sale égoïste? Alors, cette personne est passée à côté de Brian sans le voir... Tu aimes Brian, il te touche et ça se lit. Merci.

Author's Response:

Bonsoir cinto,

Wow, je ne sais pas quoi dire. TU as lu deux fois le chapitre? J'en suis vraiment flattée :) Je suis heureuse de voir que ma perception de Brian Kinney te touche encore une fois, c'est merveilleux pour moi de savoir que ce récit peut transmettre des émotions. Un grand merci.

Bien Amicalement :)


Reviewer: Vicky (Anonymous) · Date: November 02, 2014 03:59 PM · On: Chapter 31

I LOVED  this one so much !! You're amazing :)

The thoughts are just great!!  It's part of what makes this story such a great one.That and the fact that you're extremely talented.(I complain cause I want action but I know how necessary they are ) I especially like how well you can see complex characters such as our beloved Brian. It's really nice to have found an author who can see him as more than the asshole he tries to come across as. Most writers make him do things he'd never do or say things we know he'd never would. Thank you for this Brian who just like the one we saw during the seasons builds up walls not because he cant love but because when he loves, he loves too much ( as you've said it )

I was elated when i saw you'd posted  this one ! you cant imagine how much !! And your chapters never disappoint !! I like  that their are taking it slow and trying to be careful with this new relationship and this new opportunity.Something so precious to them.

Cant wait for the next one !! 

Big hugs :D

Author's Response:

Hi Vicky!

** smiling ** Thank you my friend, I'm so glad you enjoyed this chapter :) And thank you also for your compliment on my take on Brian's character. I think it's no secret by now that he is my favorite character, even if I try as best as I can to give the others characters a good place in this story too, but I think I'm failing lol. I did write this story to explore his ability to love, so it's a sure thing that he is taking a big place here, and I'm really glad to see that the readers seem to enjoy my take on it. I don't pretend to own the truth about him, (he is a fictional chracter after all) but I try to analyse his behavior as best as I can, I think ;)

Thank your again for your support Vicky, you know by now I treasure each one of your review :)

* big hugs *


Reviewer: GravityAlwaysWins (Signed) · Date: November 02, 2014 03:56 PM · On: Chapter 2

Hi Alois!

Gosh, there are so many perfect things about this chapter that I want to mention, but I’m having trouble remembering them all because there were so many.  I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again – I LOVE your writing :)

You write the Michael/Brian and Ted/Emmett friendships *so* well.  Seriously, I am in awe!  The dialogue is just perfect and completely believable.  I also love that you included Debbie.  She’s definitely one of my favourite characters and you’ve captured her beautifully in your writing.

I can’t say enough good things about this chapter.  It was the perfect mix of drama and comedy.  I absolutely adored it.  Thank you! :)


Author's Response:

Hi Sarah!

I'm so glad you like it ** smiling ** And I really love you for pointing that you like the scenes between Brian/Michael and Ted/Emmett :) Not to forget Debbie, who I love dearly too ;)

At the beginning of the story, I tried to mix some funny moments with the drama going on, but I think I failed at one point to carry on the fun... But I try too when I can :)

Thank you to read this story again, and I'm really happy that you enjoy it. I hope you will enjoy the following chapters if you decide to read them :) and I'm also thrilled you find it believable. Some readers can't imagine Brian with another man so they consider this story an AU (and I understand why they do), but I try to stay as close to the characters in canon as possible anyway.

*big hugs!*




Reviewer: Marny (Signed) · Date: November 02, 2014 11:42 AM · On: Chapter 31

Love how you write, don't change a thing. Great chapter. Thanks.


* hugs *

Author's Response:

Hi Marian,

** smiling **

Thank you :) ** blushing **

* hugs back to you *


Reviewer: Kathrin (Anonymous) · Date: November 02, 2014 11:20 AM · On: Chapter 31

I think the thoughts are one reason why your story is so captivating..

Author's Response:

Hi Kathrin,

I'm thrilled you think so. And thank you for finding my story 'captivating'. I'm honored :)

*big hugs to Germany*


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