Midnight Whispers
QAF Brian and Justin Fanfiction
Reviews For Double Jeopardy
Reviewer: cullengirl08 (Signed) · Date: March 03, 2022 10:19 PM · On: Epilogue

I just re-read the 1st and 2nd stories, but realized I had never gotten the chance to read this one!!     I thought Lane was no good in the others, but he really and truly showed his true colors in this one.    I'm glad that Brian and Justin decided on joint counseling instead of individual counseling.   Yes, Justin was the one who was assaulted, but Brian went through all of this as well, and I think it helped them in the long run, and they sure came out on the other side, closer than ever.



Author's Response:

Thank you for reading (all three) and for the feedback for #2. I appreciate that. And, yes, I think Brian should have had counseling with Justin on the show, too, after his bashing. He has his own form of 'pain management,' but I really wish they would have explored that area of Justin's injury.  Perhaps it would have revealed too much of Brian's concern and vulnerability at that point (?).  But I am glad that you enjoyed all three stories. Thank you for all the support, Sarah. :)  ~Kim

Reviewer: Shell Scott (Anonymous) · Date: August 09, 2016 08:30 AM · On: Epilogue

fantastic story, finished off beautifully



Author's Response:

Thank you, Shell!  I'm glad you read the entire series and enjoyed them.  Thank you for taking the time to comment as well; I deeply appreciate that.  ~Kim

Reviewer: Suse (Anonymous) · Date: November 10, 2014 09:45 PM · On: Epilogue

Great storyline. Hope you don't mind I am leaving my review for the trilogy at the end of the Epilogue. Even though I was fairly certain our boys would be together and happy in the end some of the kidnapping and rape scenes created much anxiety. I love it. I was also happy to see albeit a very minor detail that Justin finally remembered the anniversary gift he had gotten for Brian. It took me about a week to read all three stories but glad I took the time to do so. Thanks again for sharing your writing gift with us.



Author's Response:

Hi, Suse!  Wow, you read all of the trilogy together? I am very honored you took the time to do that, as well as leave feedback. I'm so happy you enjoyed the stories.  As you can imagine, this story was the most difficult of the three to write because of the subject matter. I wanted Justin's rape to be realistic, and his recovery as well.  I did not want to rush through it like some stories with similar plot lines seem to do, but it was difficult at times to write due to its dark overtones. I can never leave the boys without making them happy, however.;)

Thank you for your support! I hope you enjoy more of my stories. I hav e a lot of new story ideas in my head; it's just finding the time to write them!  But I still love to write about B and J, so I hope to do that for a long time to come. Thanks again for the comments! *Hugs*  ~Kim

Reviewer: 7wildwaysup (Signed) · Date: August 06, 2014 03:36 PM · On: Epilogue

I'm so happy they worked through all their issues, and found a way back to a blissful relationship...

Loved the story... But then I love all your stories... I just need to find time to read, and or complete them... Happy Writing...

Later ~ Kathleen

Reviewer: 7wildwaysup (Signed) · Date: August 01, 2014 05:47 AM · On: Washing Away the Guilt

I'm so glad they finally found away back into one another's arms, as well as bodies... Shower sex, its always the best!

Later Darling ~ Kathleen

Reviewer: 7wildwaysup (Signed) · Date: July 31, 2014 05:33 PM · On: The First Counseling Session - Part One

I know how frightened and painful this is for them, but its the only way forward... Because loving without each others tender touch would be unbearable...

Later Darling ~ Kathleen

Reviewer: 7wildwaysup (Signed) · Date: July 31, 2014 12:41 AM · On: Together We're Stronger Than Apart

They have a long journey ahead to heal, but together they'll be able to make it through...

Later Darling ~ Kathleen

PS I finally got a chance to get back to this fic, I'm in the home stretch now...

Author's Response:

Thanks for continuing with this story, Kathleen.:)

 I did not want to rush Justin's need to heal after his ordeal; hopefully that comes through in this story, and does not feel hurried in that respect. Thanks again for reading and especially commenting; both are greatly appreciated.  *Hugs*  ~Kim

Reviewer: 7wildwaysup (Signed) · Date: July 04, 2014 06:54 PM · On: Love Versus Betrayal

Oh shit! Look out Sunshine, Aidan's coming for you and it might not be pretty...

Later Darling ~ Kathleen

Author's Response:

Hi, Kathleen!  So happy to see you reading this one.  You're in for a rollercoaster!  Hope you enjoy it! Thanks for taking the time to comment, my friend.  *Hugs*  ~Kim

Reviewer: Tagsit (Anonymous) · Date: March 16, 2013 08:17 AM · On: Epilogue

Oh good! Angst-relieving happy ending after all. What an intense story/series. Quite the master work! Thanks so much for writing. TAG



Author's Response:

Hi, Tag - thank YOU for reading that trilogy, and most of all for taking the time to leave a comment.  I appreciate that so much.:)  Thanks again, my dear.  *Hugs*  ~Kim

Reviewer: Tagsit (Anonymous) · Date: March 16, 2013 04:30 AM · On: Fighting Your Way Through the Storm

Complete and total angst overload here! Boy you sure do the emotional stuff well. I'm going to take a deep breath, finish the last seven chapters, then go write something overtly happy to counteract all the gloom. TAG



Author's Response:

Hi, Tag!  Yeah, I suppose this is NOT the right story to read for 'footloose and fancy free,' is it?  LOL!  BTW - I'm finding that even with the spring challenge, I can't write a totally angst free story.;)

Thank you for reading and reviewing; I really appreciate that, my friend.  And I'm looking forward to reading your spring challenge story.  *Hugs*  ~Kim

Reviewer: loveislovebj (Signed) · Date: March 24, 2012 02:51 AM · On: Epilogue

this was a really good story, i liked this series a lot! it was extremly well written apart from a few careless mistakes and it kept me intrested throughout the whole story and made me want to keep reading. it might have been slightly OOC for brian but i don't mind that, the only objection i have though is brian calling justin baby. as i said previously in another review i think that it's something brian would never call justin no matter how far they've come and will go. it's just not who he is, according to me. but apart from that it was a very good story and i definitely think you should be proud of it! 



Author's Response:

Hi, Nora! Thank you for reading and for taking the time to leave your thoughts: I really appreciate that.:)  And I respect your opinion about Brian and the use of the word "Baby."  You may very well be right about that; I know how much Justin despised being coddled with cutesy names after the bashing, so perhaps it would be OOC for our sexy brunet to call him that.  I'm glad you still read the story, though, and enjoyed the series.:)

And I'm sorry for the 'careless mistakes,' too.  I do try to catch the boo-boos as much as possible, but with each chapter averaging several thousand words I suppose a few invariably slip through.  I try to keep my chapters as error-free as possible; hopefully they didn't detract too much from the plot.  Thank you again for taking the time to leave me feedback; that was very thoughtful of you.  I hope you might enjoy some more of my stories; if it's any comfort, I don't think I remember any more with "Baby" in it, so I think you're safe now - ha!  *Hugs* ~Kimberly

Reviewer: Vonnie@livejournal (Anonymous) · Date: September 06, 2011 03:52 AM · On: Epilogue

Wow,I loved this whole story alot!!!

Vonnie xoxox



Author's Response:

Hi, Vonnie!  I'm so thrilled you found this story and enjoyed it!  As you probably figured out already, I haven't had the chance to officially download it to my LJ account - I'm slowly moving them over there but it will take time.  Thanks so much, though, for letting me know you read it and for leaving me feedback - I am very grateful to you for that and it's a real morale booster, my friend.  Thanks again for your thoughtfulness and kind words.:)

Reviewer: Curious George (Anonymous) · Date: August 02, 2011 12:03 PM · On: Epilogue

I finally had a chunk of time to sit down and read this and, wow, what a ride!  A truly excellent story -- even the hard-to-sit through parts. ;-)  It helped that I was pretty sure I could count on you for a happy ending.

Thanks so much for sharing this; I could see the whole thing playing out in my head like a very suspenseful movie!  You did a great job, as usual.

Have to say, though, that I'm a little concerned that you have so many WIPs, now.  Through my years in the fandom, I've seen many incredible writers get lost on that dangerous path.  I read completed fic, exclusively, so I'm crossing my fingers for you (and toes, maybe!), and will definitely check back as time permits.

Every new 'completed' story I find will be a treasure, for sure, as your stories always deliver the goods.

Congratulations!

 



Author's Response:

Hi, Friend - thank you for the thought-provoking comments.:)  I really appreciate them.  And to respond, yes, I know I have a lot on my plate right now.:)  But two of them ("TLC" and "Shower" Scenes") I think are near completion, and one - the newest one - ("Featured Attraction") should only be a few chapters long.  I have had this many WIPS before and have NEVER failed to complete any story that I have written.  In fact, that is one of my own pet peeves when I get caught up in a story only to find out that it hasn't been updated in MONTHS and probably never will be.  So I hope that reassures you.:)  I normally am able to update each story at least within the 12 day period for the site so it doesn't fall off the radar, so to speak, but seeing Randy in "Tommy" that one week kind of threw me off a little.  I think I'm back on track now, and the readers that tackle the WIPs will probably notice a lot of udpates to my WIPs lately.  I respect those pther readers, though, who prefer to wait until they're finished, which I can certainly understand.  Thanks so much for reading this one, and for the follow-up comment for "Operation Birthday."  I'm glad there are others who enjoy a romantic, soft Brian (with some hotness mixed in, of course!).  Hope you'll give "TLC" a try once I get that one done.  In fact, I may update it sooner rather than later so I can finally put that one to bed for you and the others who want it completed.  Thanks again!:)

Reviewer: M_elle_22 (Signed) · Date: May 11, 2011 01:34 AM · On: Epilogue

Love Cynthia, as always!

I love how Justin just showing up at the office turns Brian's day right around, lol.  I even love how Brian is an asshole boss, but total putty in Justin's hands.

That was another great story.  thanks!



Author's Response:

Thank you so much, Michelle!  It means a lot to me that you liked it.:)  Thanks so much for reading and for all the comments - I greatly appreciate it.:)

Reviewer: M_elle_22 (Signed) · Date: May 11, 2011 01:22 AM · On: Pushing Through the Pain Into Joy

Yay.  I don't think that they could have been more emotioinally connected at this moment.  An amazing testament of Brian's love.  Of Justin's love.  I am so happy for them.



Author's Response:

Hi, Michelle - thanks for the comment!  I always thought they had a special bond and try to reflect that in my stories - so glad you liked it - thanks for reading!:)

Reviewer: didicte (Anonymous) · Date: May 10, 2011 05:51 PM · On: Pushing Through the Pain Into Joy

 Oh so beautiful, really well written. Great job!!!



Author's Response:

You're very kind - thank you very much.  I'm glad you read the story and enjoyed reading it - that means a great deal to me.:)

Reviewer: M_elle_22 (Signed) · Date: May 10, 2011 05:03 PM · On: A Mirror Looking In

Aww.  I'm glad Daphne was able to be there for her best friend.  And I am glad that Michael was useful and supportive in the ways Brian needed from him.  I hope they keep moving towards healing.  They are doing amazingly well.



Author's Response:

Thank you so much, Michelle!  I'm delighted that you like the story.:) 

Reviewer: debv3 (Signed) · Date: May 08, 2011 05:18 AM · On: Plans

Wonderful trilogy of tales. I am so glad Brian could go to Mikey for support and that again the boys were able to stand together and conquer the worst. Just sorry to see the story end ;)



Author's Response:

Hi, Deb - thank you so much for all your readership and comments - I am very appreciative of that!  I guess it's a good sign when a reader doesn't want to see it end, but do not fear - my warped brain has much more stories in mind - I just need to finish some of these others first - LOL!  I'm on to the next chapter of "TLC," which I hope to have posted later today.  Thanks again for taking the time to review - that means so much to me.:)

Reviewer: Marny (Signed) · Date: May 07, 2011 07:05 PM · On: Epilogue

Two great last chapters of a beautiful very long story.

 

10+ for the whole story.

Thank you * deep bow * and of course a very * big hug *



Author's Response:

Aw....thanks, Marny!  I'm so glad that you liked it - that is all I can do with Lane - that's as much as I can get out of the character unless he comes back from the grave to haunt them - LOL!  Thanks so much for all your support - and a big *hug* back at you!:)

Reviewer: Daphne (Anonymous) · Date: May 07, 2011 02:14 AM · On: Epilogue

Thanks for the fabulous ride with this series!  Now let's hope the boys can get some peace and quiet.  :-)

 



Author's Response:

Thanks for reading and for the review, Daphne!  So glad you liked the story!:)  I hope you will follow some of my other stories as well.  I'll look forward to hopefully hearing from you again.:) 

Reviewer: bksbracelet (Signed) · Date: May 06, 2011 08:54 PM · On: Epilogue

Oh what a wonderful set of stories they were full of angst and enduring love a absolute joy to read thank you.

Brian and Justin will still have moments of pain because that level of trauma can never be fully swept away but the love and trust they have will go a long way to ease the pain.

Another masterpiece to save and read again thank you so much xo Chris



Author's Response:

You're so kind, Chris - thank you so much!  I'm very pleased that you liked it.:)  At least now I have more time to update a little faster.  I am forcing myself not to start another new one just yet in hopes I can catch up just a bit.  You've been so good about reading and reviewing since I joined the site and I am so appreciative.  No on to "Operation Birthday" and then "TLC."  Someone has a lot of sucking up to do to the little hospital orderly, I think!  BOTH ways - LOL!  Thanks again, my friend.:)

Reviewer: Karleigh-q (Signed) · Date: May 06, 2011 12:17 PM · On: Epilogue

Awesome as Usual! Keep the awesome stories coming!! You got me hooked with "Stirring Up Trouble" and now I can't get enough!



Author's Response:

Thank you, Karleigh-q!  So glad you liked it!  "Stirring" was one of my favorites to write, BTW, too...:)  And don't worry - I've got so many story ideas floating around in my head it will take some time to write them down - as long as everyone still enjoys what I read, I'll be writing them!  Thanks again for reading and especially taking the time to leave your feedback - I am very grateful.:)

Reviewer: no sleep (Signed) · Date: May 06, 2011 10:20 AM · On: Epilogue

Awwww! That gift was so fitting.

I hate to see one of my favorite stories come to an end. I truly enjoyed this one. The recovery period was the best part. I loved how Brian came through for Justin.

Thank you for writing this!



Author's Response:

Thank you so much for all your feedback over these past few months since I joined and your kind words - I really appreciate that!  And I hope you'll continue to enjoy the other stories that my active imagination conjures up!  Thanks again.:)

Reviewer: kinnetic_bliss (Signed) · Date: May 06, 2011 10:14 AM · On: Epilogue

Hello my friend,

I was just about to close down and go to bed, when I popped over here to see what's what - and I'm so glad I did!! What a fantastic ending for a story of EPIC proportions!! Despite the horrid trauma this was a masterpiece. The anguish and love written to perfection - I could always feel what they were going through as if they were standing before me. (Of course, mentally I think they always are standing with me - but, you know how that is!! Ha!) Congratulations on another amazing story!! Now, waits patiently or NOT - for some TLC!!! =)



Author's Response:

Hello, dear - I know, it's coming, it's coming....got to update one more first, I think (hard to keep track - ha!).  But you certainly know how that is.....thanks as always for the kind words and thoughtful feedback.  I really appreciate you so much.:)

Reviewer: no sleep (Signed) · Date: May 06, 2011 10:11 AM · On: Pushing Through the Pain Into Joy

Sound the trumpets!

I happy that Justin was able to put things into perspective and get past his fear.

Good chapter!



Author's Response:

Thank you so much!  I thought it was time to put them both out of their misery.:)

Reviewer: lindc (Anonymous) · Date: May 06, 2011 10:05 AM · On: Epilogue

omg!!  i didn't realize it was ended.  i read epilogue and to my amazement it was finishing.  i read you were wrapping it up as you had rather a lot of wips in progress.  this was one of your best even for the dark elements, but, then again, that's what you are good at.  i'm sure you are a good teacher--but to me your writing is your crowning glory. lol



Author's Response:

Aw - that's so sweet of you - thank you!  I certainly know my HAIR isn't - ha!  Between the job and the writing, there's very little left at this point - LOL!  Thank you for reading as aways, my dear friend, I'm very appreciative.  The good side is I can hopefully update the others faster now - I think next up is the (hopeful) conclusion of "Operation Birthday."  Thanks again for all your support!:)  Hope you're a little more rested now.:)

Reviewer: lindc (Anonymous) · Date: May 06, 2011 09:45 AM · On: Pushing Through the Pain Into Joy

sooooo good.  another crying jag. thank god for michael and daphne.  i'll be reading yhis tomorrow to the peeps--hopefully i can keep the tears away..i'm just a tenderhearted fool when it comes to these two..wonderful chapter.  i'm doing a happy irish jig. lol



Author's Response:

Thanks, my dear - I happen to LIKE 'tenderhearted fools' - I tend to write a certain blond (and brunet, for that matter) that way quite a bit!  Thanks for all your support these past few months - that means so much to me.  Say hi to Brian and the other peeps for me.:)

Reviewer: nosleep (Anonymous) · Date: April 30, 2011 12:19 AM · On: A Mirror Looking In

It's nice that they were able to go to their best friends for solace. I think the counseling sessions alone don't work for them.

 



Author's Response:

Yeah, they can be pretty stubborn and guilt-laden; I think I finally see some light at the end of the tunnel in the next chapter, though.:)  Thanks very much for reading and reviewing, my friend.:)

Reviewer: bksbracelet (Signed) · Date: April 26, 2011 11:26 AM · On: A Mirror Looking In

Oh what a wonderfully touching chapter I think the healing is beginning. good for Michael his constant 'your Brian kinney for fucks sake' mantra is what Brian needed so he remembered who the bad guy is



Author's Response:

Thank you, Chris!  Always a delight to read your thoughts.:)  I always thought Michael was definitely on the whiny side, but as you said, I think he was needed to provide Brian with some much-needed objective advice about where the blame needed to be placed.  I can definitely see a lot of progress in the next chapter (wink, wink....).  Thanks again for reading and especially taking the time to review - I really appreciate that, my friend.:)

Reviewer: diane,sue,and pat or dsp (Anonymous) · Date: April 26, 2011 06:51 AM · On: A Mirror Looking In

lindc called me on the phone, i was sleeping and gave me a talking to. she told me you might be leaving mw and that i need to with my friends tell you no.  i'm sorry we haven't reviewed your stories, but we have all read all of them.  she turned us on to your stories as we were all fans of qaf and thought we would keep this going by reading your writings.  we all work at the hospital, although in different depts, but we all know and love brooding brian as she calls him.  again sorry for not reviewing. hopefully this will satisfy your number one reader.  she can be a &^%$ if you know what i mean when she gets her irish up.  c ya



Author's Response:

Thank you, Ladies! (I assume it's all female - hard to tell from the reviewer name - ha!:P)  I really appreciate the support and I'm delighted you're enjoying the stories!  I guess I'll have to give lindc a finder's fee now - ha!  I am so grateful for your kind words - it means a lot to me!  Don't worry - I haven't made up my mind yet.  And if you all keep stroking my ego, I might just have to stay - LOL!  Thanks again - I really appreciate it!:)

Reviewer: lindc (Anonymous) · Date: April 26, 2011 06:10 AM · On: A Mirror Looking In

i really truly hope you don't leave mw.  i have many of my friends reading you here even if they don't review--which i have given them hell for.  i told them they should let you know how much they enjoy your stories--telling me is preaching to the choir.  they really need to dish to you.  you can lead a horse to water but can't make him drink.  your b-day story is soooo good.  i hope you post it here so all your readers can be absorbed as i am.  doesn't matter if it's not done yet--they will love it.  i'm reading it when i get back to work to my peeps.lol



Author's Response:

Thank you for your kindness, lindc - really.....I'm not saying I will definitely do that.  I do so enjoy your regular updates on each chapter you read to the "peeps."  I'm close to finishing the birthday story, so I will probably hold off on posting that one.....why in the world I started ANOTHER one is beyond me - ack!  But I will finish it just like the others.  I'm crossing my fingers for another one of those elusive blue ribbons over here (sigh), but just knowing you and your friends (and so many other readers) are reading means the world to me.:)  Thanks again, my friend!  I'm still working diligently on TLC - I might have it up later tonight, but if not today definitely tomorrow.  Say hi to Brian and everyone else for me - thanks again!:)  You're the greatest.:)

Reviewer: lindc (Anonymous) · Date: April 26, 2011 05:49 AM · On: A Mirror Looking In

does your new wip have anything to do with justin's b-day?



Author's Response:

Ah....I see you've found it, you clever devil (as Brian would say!).  In that case, you've already read it!  Hope you liked it - I will post it over here as soon as I get it done - I figure I've got enough WIPs going on over here as it is! I'm actually debating whether to keep posting over here since I already post on FF.net and LJ.  Three sites is a very time-consuming process and I started out on fanfic.net so I still feel a lot of loyalty to some long-time readers over there.  But on the other hand, I love being able to post banners and I don't want to leave everyone who's been so good to me over here, either (including you, of course.....you and the Peeps are at the top of the list along with some others).  (Sigh...)  I wouldn' be doing it for a while, though, and you would still probably be able to find me, wouldn't you?  I'd miss your comments if you couldn't.....oh, well....I'm glad you discovered my little secret in the meantime!  You won't have to wait now for it......Thanks as always for all your support - I appreciate that so much.:)

Reviewer: lindc (Anonymous) · Date: April 26, 2011 01:59 AM · On: A Mirror Looking In

i guess i never give michael enough credit--his little tirade was just what brian needed.  it's good that they each have a good friend to confide in and help unravel all the shit they get into.  wonderful chapter as usual.  i feel the next chapter will have a wonderful sexual conclusion???  am home with a rotten cold--it's hit most of us over the last month.  i'm the last hold-out, as i am a really healthy person.  soooo--it takes a really potent bug to get to me.  i'm feeling better, but can't go back for two more days tho. lol



Author's Response:

I was wondering about you, my friend!  I missed you - glad to see you commenting, but sorry to hear about the cold.:(  I hope you're feeling better soon.  If it makes you feel any better, I'm in the process of updating "TLC."  Also, BTW - I'll let you know this as well  - in case you're interested, I have one other (new) story that is not on here right now.  If you will email me privately (just search on my name under "authors" and you should be able to contact me that way), I will tell you where to find it if you want.:)  I WILL be posting it here but not until I've got it totally completed, so it will be a little while.  Thanks again for all your support, my friend, and hope you'll on the mend soon!:)

Reviewer: Megan Rose (Signed) · Date: April 25, 2011 12:38 PM · On: A Mirror Looking In

*sigh* So glad the boys are really making some headway here. Can only go up now! (and that was not a Freudian slip!)

BTW, watched the below referenced video of Randy. Very impressive. The boy can sing, did not know this!



Author's Response:

Hi, Megan Rose!  Yeah, Randy has a very nice voice!  If you go on You Tube and search under his name and the song "OMG" by Usher, he's also on there singing a version of that one.  You've got to check it out - he has a short introduction beforehand that is hilarious about a friend he knew growing up and he sings beautifully!  I can't wait to go see him in July when he sings in "Tommy!"  It will be the first time I've ever seen him in person - can't wait!  Thanks so much for reading and commenting - I think everyone will like the next chapter especially (wink, wink...).  Thanks again.:)

Reviewer: kinnetic_bliss (Signed) · Date: April 25, 2011 07:51 AM · On: A Mirror Looking In

Great chapter! It's good that they each sought an outlet for the horrible ordeal they have both endured. Justin undoubtedly has suffered the most, but Brian has been the victim as well. It's wonderful to see them heading in the right direction. I have no doubt they will overcome this and be the solid dynamic they have always been meant to be. Looking forward to seeing how this continues to develop and finish! =)



Author's Response:

Hello, dear friend!  I love the sound of the word "finish!"  It might help preserve some of my sanity - ha!  I think I'm envisioning hopefully just one more chapter to this before I wrap it up and can concentrate on the remaning stories.  Thanks as always for taking the time to read and review - I really appreciate that.:)

Reviewer: 4depthoflove (Anonymous) · Date: April 25, 2011 06:53 AM · On: A Mirror Looking In

Really liked this chapter a lot - looks like the boys are finally going to reap the rewards of their patience and loving support of each other - these two have been through so very much - and they truly deserve all that's sure to be coming soon (no pun intended) lol- I can't wait - don't hold anything back - we've been waiting a long time, too!

I really enjoy reading the stories you give us. thanks



Author's Response:

You are very kind - thank you so much for reading and reviewing!  Yes, I think I can see them finally being able to rechristen their bed in the next chapter - ha!.  And hopefully that will give me time to work on updating the other WIPs sooner, too.:)  Thanks again for your readership and support - I am very grateful.:)  P.S.  Like the user name, BTW!

Reviewer: Marny (Signed) · Date: April 25, 2011 04:54 AM · On: A Mirror Looking In

Thanks Michael and Daphne you're both really good friends.

Great chapter, thanks.

 

Now of to watch Randy at OutHitParade https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zhhdZnUaw2Y  and then to bed.

* Big hug  *



Author's Response:

Hello, dear friend!  Thanks for the link - I had actually seen him sing this before, but it's a much better resolution on this one - thanks!  He is so beautiful and has a wonderful voice - can't wait to see him in "Tommy" in July singing!  Thanks for reading and for reviewing - big *hug* back to you, too.:)

Reviewer: LibertySun (Signed) · Date: April 23, 2011 11:13 PM · On: How Do You Forgive Yourself?

Oh the emotional turmoil in this story is so intense and realistic. I feel like i'm going through this all with them. Now...Just what exactly happened in those two hours after leaving the Dr.'s Office, to lead a crying Brian to Mikey's doorstep? I'm certaintly curious to find out. Great writing as always my lovely. :)



Author's Response:

Thank you, Mandi!  I'm always honored when you read my stories and comment.:) I'm working on the next update to this one now - I hope to have it up shortly.  I do see this one ending at some point soon, but of course when I get carried away, who knows?  LOL!  Thanks for the kind words, my friend.:)

Reviewer: lindc & predec 3 (Anonymous) · Date: April 18, 2011 12:24 AM · On: How Do You Forgive Yourself?

sorry.  explanation.  no rest for the weary.  short handed-more $ to come in and work.  so here we are.  hopefully after these emergencies we can have a few days off.  bb is a wonder--admire that man so much. really dedicated to his work--saving people.  lol



Author's Response:

Okay - that makes sense!  And BTW - I admire BOTH of you for what you do.:)

Reviewer: lindc & predec 3 (Anonymous) · Date: April 17, 2011 11:54 PM · On: How Do You Forgive Yourself?

my god now what !!  i thought things were getting back to somewhat normal.  this is not good.  what a cliff hanger.  you really know how to entice us.  have them buy a new bed, maybe it would be easier to not think of prescott.  waiting for explanation of the last paragraph.  bb really upset by your last sentence. just got up and left the room???  lol



Author's Response:

What happened to you guys resting? LOL!  I was expecting a wait before you began reading again, but I'm glad to see your comments.  Tell BB not to worry - it's just a temporary glitch.  I guess I didn't realize what a jolt that last paragraph was; it was really just meant as a way for Brian to pour out his guilt onto his best friend.  I'm not the greatest fan of Michael, but I still think when it came to providing an objective opinion to Brian, he was the right person to do that.  Normally I would have Brian pouring out his feelings to Justin, but I didn't feel I could that because of what is involved.  I think he needs an objective shoulder to cry on; Justin of course doesn't blame him, but as it said in the title, how do you go about forgiving yourself when you feel it's your fault?  I think this will help Brian to finally realize that he could not have prevented what happened and will finally help them to start healing more completely.  Tell "BB" to take heart - it's coming, it's coming! LOL!

Reviewer: bksbracelet (Signed) · Date: April 13, 2011 08:35 PM · On: How Do You Forgive Yourself?

Oh no what happened poor Brian and Justin one step forward two steps back



Author's Response:

(Sigh....) I know, Chris!  But I think Brian needs to speak to Michael to hear one more voice of reason regarding his unfair feelings of guilt over what happened.  And I think Justin needs to work through his problems just a little more.  But we're getting there - I promise - honest! LOL!  Thanks for reading, my friend.:)

Reviewer: M_elle_22 (Signed) · Date: April 13, 2011 03:04 PM · On: How Do You Forgive Yourself?

WTF happened in only two hours?!?!?!?  Why isn't Brian with Justin???????

Aw, damn.  Mikey.  I NEVER think it is a good idea to give Mikey ANY information...especially persional stuff you dont want the world to know.

Typical trip to the Therapists...go in with any feeling of victory and they will pick it apart until you question why you were happy about anything for even a minute.  LOL.

I keep forgetting to ask, what about the pewter framed picture of Justin and Gus that Justin got to give Brian on their anniversary???  As far as I know it is still in the trunk of the car. 

More, please?



Author's Response:

Wow, Michelle - I could see your mind going a mile a minute in that comment - LOL!  I know, I know - Mikey has a way of engendering, shall we say, less than fuzzy feelings for some readers.  But he seems to have been a help to Brian in the past and I think he needs him to help sort through what he should or shouldn't feel responsible for.  As for where Justin is, I will explain in the next chapter that he is visiting either Daphne or his mother to explain why they are separated.  And for plot purposes, I can't just keep having them go home and rehash the same things over and over again.:)  I think this will allow the story - and them - to move forward toward an eventual conclusion of the story. 

I had overlooked the photo!  Thanks for reminding me.  I will have Justin give it to him at some point, along with something else I have in mind for the final chapter.  Thanks for all the comments!  You finally are caught up!:)

Reviewer: M_elle_22 (Signed) · Date: April 13, 2011 02:26 PM · On: Washing Away the Guilt

This chapter was AWESOME TO THE EXTREME!

YAY!  For good mom advise.

YAY!  For a son who LISTENED!

YAY!  For Justin Painting again!

YAY!  (and yi-ha! and wa-hoo!) For SHOWER SEX!

Im so proud of you boys.  :o)  :o)

(I can just imagine Brian going to Jennifer to thank her for whatever it was she said to make Justin come back to his almost normal self...and Jennifer going to Deb to tell her that Justin and Brian were having SEX and it was a WONDERFUL thing!!!!...and Deb, well Deb not being able to tell anybody, would pat with pride and encouragement the shoulders of every stud that came into the dinerd, to their total bemusement.  SNORT)

Please update soon!!!  I've just one more chapter to catch up.  :o(

Reviewer: reiselust161 (Signed) · Date: April 13, 2011 02:05 PM · On: How Do You Forgive Yourself?

Leaving us in the open here, clever :P Continue soon!



Author's Response:

Actually, it really wasn't intentional; I finally decided that he needed someone to talk to and I think it will be carthartic for him and (hopefully) help me get this darn thing wrapped up - LOL!  Thanks as always for all your support, my friend.P)

Reviewer: Marny (Signed) · Date: April 13, 2011 02:02 PM · On: How Do You Forgive Yourself?

Aaggrrrr I need an update NOW !!! Skipp your other stories and go write another chapter. Hmmm you're probable sleeping wright now ... pfff ... I've to wait ... I know * sigh * .

 

Beautiful intense chapter. 10+

 

* hugs *



Author's Response:

Sigh.....I know, my friend. And I am sorry for having so many open at the same time.  I'm going to try hard to slap my hand the next time I open one of these darn stories, at least until I can reduce some of them.  None of  them seem anywhere near completing at the moment, though (argh!).  I hope you'll forgive me and bear with me - you know I will definitely be updating each of them regularly. though.  Thanks as always for reading and especially commenting -  I am very appreciative.:)

Reviewer: M_elle_22 (Signed) · Date: April 13, 2011 01:08 PM · On: What's Not to Like About Angels?

Awwwww.  I love them kissing in the spring rain.  :o)

I'm surprised that Dr Mark didn't even ask them why they came in all upset.  And doubly surprised that he allowed them to leave so upset.

Reviewer: M_elle_22 (Signed) · Date: April 13, 2011 12:39 PM · On: Love Pains

How come after the abduction and Brian and Justin reunited you started calling Justin Taylor-Kinney, when before Brian would just say Mr Taylor?

Oh boys.  :o(  At least now Brian knows what he has been doing that triggers Justin's fears.

Reviewer: M_elle_22 (Signed) · Date: April 13, 2011 12:02 PM · On: Fighting Your Way Through the Storm

Deb occationally gets it right...

Reviewer: M_elle_22 (Signed) · Date: April 13, 2011 11:21 AM · On: The First Counseling Session - Part Two

Why oh why do I HATE that he recorded them?  Pointform notes, while perfectly clear to the writer, can seem vague to an outsider reading them, but a recording is so intimate and unmistakable.  I don't like that.

Reviewer: sophie's mom (Anonymous) · Date: April 13, 2011 11:08 AM · On: How Do You Forgive Yourself?

so much guilt weighing them down. brian didn't know to what length that slimeball would go to get what he wanted. he played on justin's love. i hope they go follow mark's advice.

brian talking to michael? big mistake. debbie maybe but not michael.



Author's Response:

I know, my dear - Michael's not the most favorite person on a lot of readers' lists - LOL!  But I think Brian needs someone to talk to and warts and all, I think Michael is best for him right now to work through his feelings.  Thanks as always for reading.

Reviewer: no sleep (Signed) · Date: April 13, 2011 10:51 AM · On: How Do You Forgive Yourself?

I can't believe he is going to tell Mikey! Debbie didn't even do that. But I can see that he needs someone to talk to.

 Good Chapter!



Author's Response:

Thanks for the comment!  I pondered whether to get Michael involved, but in the end I thought as you said that he needed someone to confide in.  And I think in the long term it will help him to overcome his still-fresh feelings of guilt over his part in what happened to Justin (however unintentional).  Thanks for reading!:)

Reviewer: M_elle_22 (Signed) · Date: April 13, 2011 10:46 AM · On: The First Counseling Session - Part One

Dr. Mark |Anderson comes off as a bit creepy...having attended the trial and already knowing of Justin's art - even owning a painting of his that is placed prominantly above his mantlepiece.

I find it interesting that you have Mark observing them sureptitiously, but have his thoughts not reflecting this previous knowledge of the couple:

"He had seen enough photos of Justin Taylor-Kinney, the artist, to know he was the blond staring back into the eyes of a handsome, elegant-looking brunet who must be his husband, Brian Kinney."

This doesn't make sense as both had taken the stand and sat practically in each other's laps at the trial.  Mark would already know who they are.

I can see how his secret observations would still be valuable since at the trial the men would certainly be aware they were in public and under scrutiny and therefore not act as relaxed or as openly loving.

I certainly hope the Dr. will not be another problem.  I hope his interest is genuinly clinical and perhaps a bit invested since he DOES already know so much about them.

Big breath.  Aaaaaannnnd here we go...



Author's Response:

You've got a point there - he probably would have known about Brian already, especially since he had been in the courtroom during the trial - thanks for the thought-provoking comments!

Reviewer: M_elle_22 (Signed) · Date: April 13, 2011 09:58 AM · On: The Heart of a Friend

So THAT'S where Emmett was.  I'm glad he showed up just in time to rescue Justin. 

I always liked Emmett, and I always felt he and Justin would be great friends... I sometimes like to think about how Emmett would probably drag Justin into mischief with him...like 'beauty nights' at home, or to the salon for waxing, or maybe into a touch of eyeliner for a night out at Babylon... Oh, I can just imagine how much trouble (and pain in Brian's ass) Justin and Emmett could get into!

Im glad Justin is resolved to go to therepy.



Author's Response:

Thanks, Michelle.  I agree - I think Emmett and Justin would have been very compatible as friends.  BTW - don't remember if you ever read "Bon Appetit," but if you haven't you ought to check that one out - it has the two of them taking cooking lessons together with a very sexy French chef who naturally decides that Justin should be next on his menu.:)  Thanks for the review!

Reviewer: boriqua522 (Signed) · Date: April 13, 2011 08:48 AM · On: How Do You Forgive Yourself?

damn, you left me wanting more. cliffhangers really suck sometimes. but i guess that's the way to get them to come back. did a little happy dance at the end when you brought in mikey. my nose is sniffly, eyes bloodshot from crying, and shirt is soaked from tears. this was such a freaking awesome chapter. can't wait for the talk between the best friends. love that mikey sees a side of brian not many others then justin see, the insecure vulnerable boy. please continue soon, i'm itching for the next part. ;]



Author's Response:

I see you've read it, my friend!  Glad you liked it - and thanks for the suggestions!  Yes, I thought it was time for Brian to confide in his friend - I think he needs reassurance that he wasn't to blame for what happened to the man he loved.:)  I think this will help Brian to heal, which in turn will help Justin.  Thanks for the kind words, my dear.:)

Reviewer: Megan Rose (Signed) · Date: April 13, 2011 07:47 AM · On: How Do You Forgive Yourself?

God, crush my heart, why don't you? Poor boys!! They were doing so well, too. I have a pretty good idea what happened to make Brian show up at the store like that. Can't wait to see if I'm right!

Love, love, love your boys, darling!



Author's Response:

Thanks, Megan Rose (I almost crawled under the desk in fear of the readers' reactions....!).  I really DO want to make them 'all better,' and conclude this tale.  But every time I try to do that, I don't feel I can do it and remain true to the story.  I DO see it ending soon, though, they are slowly emerging from the sadness, and I think Brian really needs his best friend to help put his guilt in perspective.  Thanks for going easy on me, dear.:)  I really appreciate the support!

Reviewer: M_elle_22 (Signed) · Date: April 12, 2011 03:23 PM · On: Together We're Stronger Than Apart

I remember Alex.  I thought he was quite a hottie.  One other writer (I think) called him the Silver Fox.  LOL.

Im glad both boys are getting therapy.  I hope you update soon, since I really can't stand WIPs and worry about getting to where you finished off and it being a stressful moment.  Then having to wait for an update.  Argh.

Oh.  And where is Emmett?  I'd think he'd want to know how the anniversay went.



Author's Response:

Hi, Michelle!  I see you're still plodding through the story.:)  Emmett's about to make an appearance, actually.  And Debbie.  I may get Michael involved at some point as well as Daphne.  I'm writing the next chapter of this story right now and hope to have it up very soon.  Thanks for all the comments - you've got a very keen eye - sorry about the confusion with the bracelet.:)

Reviewer: M_elle_22 (Signed) · Date: April 12, 2011 02:23 PM · On: Poetic Justice

The braided, platinum, one-of-a-kind piece of jewelry

oops again:  it is a braided PEWTER and GOLD bracelet

Excellent use of the fucker's money...some should go to the GLC, PFLAG and victem services, particularily those involved in gay bashing.

Reviewer: M_elle_22 (Signed) · Date: April 12, 2011 01:51 PM · On: Two Halves of a Whole

Why didn't Brian bottom?  It would be natural enough for him to do, and Justin wouldn't be hurt AND have the added security of being in control?

Reviewer: M_elle_22 (Signed) · Date: April 12, 2011 01:04 PM · On: More Than Enough

Jennifer....is AMAZING.  I always loved her.  I thought she was so funny, and so loving.

I have to ask.  Where is Mikey?  Or Justin's little sister?

Reviewer: M_elle_22 (Signed) · Date: April 12, 2011 12:17 PM · On: A Comforting Ship in the Storm

If she didn't know that Brian was with him, she would have definitely gone out of her mind with worry over him.

ME TOO!

 Brian was thankful for the bucket seats in Carl's older SUV, because it permitted the luxury of quickly scooting over toward Justin's side of the vehicle.

I think you mean BENCH seats.  One long seat.

The exam was probably horrible.  A typical rape kit takes 3 hours!  And the results take a lot longer than you can bear.  :o(

Going HOME!!!!!!!  THAT must feel soooooooo good.

Reviewer: M_elle_22 (Signed) · Date: April 12, 2011 11:21 AM · On: An Ending and A Beginning

Brian smiled as he lifted Justin's smaller hand and slowly slid the golden ring back into place

Should be PLATINUM ring.

Well, I have to say this to you...at least Prescott didn't have possession of Justin LONG.  I dont think I could have handled it if he actually managed to reach that plane.

Brian and Justin together...and Justin is trusting Brian!  I KNEW his hand would be affected! 

Im betting the visit to the hospital will be the beginning of a whole bunch of new, emotional, problems.  :o(

Reviewer: M_elle_22 (Signed) · Date: April 12, 2011 10:15 AM · On: Closing in on the Target

Justin's poor hand!  Is it going to be ok?  

He was so brave to go for the gun.  I wish he had shot him.  Too bad their were no bullets.

Reviewer: M_elle_22 (Signed) · Date: April 12, 2011 09:21 AM · On: A Message Worth a Million Words

Justin closed his eyes in reprehension.

should be: "Justin closed his eyes in apprehension. "

yay.  Justin can be positive Brian is alive!  Shit.  Lane is awake.  :o(

Reviewer: M_elle_22 (Signed) · Date: April 12, 2011 08:45 AM · On: One Man's Angel is Another Man's Prince

Jenkins reached in his pocket to retrieve a baggie. "They also found this near the chair, too." He held up an intricately designed copper bracelet for Carl's inspection.

This should say "an intricately designed PEWTER and gold bracelet"

Ahhhhhrg.  So CLOSE!  How are they going to be found now?  Why dont they use GPS on BRIAN'S phone?



Author's Response:

Ah, Michelle, I should make YOU the detective!  I'm so pleased you're still truding through this sordid tale.:)  You just read my mind - stay tuned - me thinks they're about to get the same idea as you....!:)

Reviewer: M_elle_22 (Signed) · Date: April 12, 2011 08:04 AM · On: Guilt and Epiphany

You made me cry!

As an author - you may take that as a compliment.  (It's better than me yawning).

But I am not very happy with you right now.



Author's Response:

I appreciate the comments, Michelle, and I guess if I'm provoking emotions in you I've done my job.  But if it's making you that upset, perhaps you might not want to keep reading.  I would really like it if you would, but I can understand this might not be everyone's cup of tea because of its intensity.  It will get better - I can promise you that.  But I can understand if you would prefer not to proceed - only you can decide that.  At either rate, I appreciate you taking the time to convey to me your feelings about it and for giving it a try.:)

Reviewer: M_elle_22 (Signed) · Date: April 12, 2011 06:56 AM · On: Racing Against Time

You are ripping the heart out of everyone who loves Brian and Justin.  Evil you!  You should have done this as a crossover...got the BAU from Criminal Minds to help.  And the Mentalist.  And CSI. 



Author's Response:

Now you're making me worried, my friend; I hope you're being facetious here.....You know I won't make them suffer for long.  And once they are done with Prescott for good, they can start to heal.  I really didn't start out to make this so dark and angst-ridden, but the story wound up going that way.  I DID issue what I thought was a pretty stern warning about it - I hope you will please give this a chance before you throw your hands up and quit. (asking fervently).....:)

Reviewer: M_elle_22 (Signed) · Date: April 12, 2011 06:30 AM · On: Horror Unveiled

very scary.  and sad.



Author's Response:

I know, my friend.  But if you can descend into hell for a short while, the reunion of the boys will be that much sweeter later.  But because of the subject matter, I felt it would be much too trite and cut & dried to just make everything disappear and be all right again.  But have faith - I am working right now on righting their world the way it should be.:)

Reviewer: M_elle_22 (Signed) · Date: April 12, 2011 05:11 AM · On: Four-Five-Nine

Forgotten by the excited blond, too, was the one thing Brian would have normally added to his text message – 4-5-9.

And here we go...



Author's Response:

You are correct, my friend; things are going to look mighty bleak for a while, but have faith - I won't let you down - or the boys!:)

Reviewer: M_elle_22 (Signed) · Date: April 11, 2011 10:17 PM · On: Love Versus Betrayal

Ooookaaaaay.  I was a little worried with all your warnings that this may be a bit scary...I guess I was right!

I know you are going to torture my poor poor boys, but you better end with them all very in love in each other's arms!

:o)



Author's Response:

Hi, Michelle!  Yes, it's going to get quite dark before the boys get back together, but trust me, I never leave a story until they are happy again, so I hope you'll have faith in me.:)  Thanks for giving this one a try!:)

Reviewer: Megan Rose (Signed) · Date: April 04, 2011 12:09 PM · On: Washing Away the Guilt

*sniffs* That was so beautiful!

Love Jennifer here! Mother really does know best!

Glad our boys are on their way to recovery.



Author's Response:

Thank you, dear friend, as always for the review and for reading.:)  I am glad you enjoyed it - I felt it was time for them to make some progress toward normalcy, although we all know they still will have to work some issues out.  Thanks for your kindness.:)

Reviewer: no sleep (Signed) · Date: April 02, 2011 10:55 PM · On: Washing Away the Guilt

"...Justin stirred slightly in his sleep but didn't wake as he linked his hand instinctively with his."

I thought that part was so sweet.

I got the update while at a water park with my kid.  It took me eight tries before  I could finish it.  This is my favorite of your stories right now. I just prayed the lifeguards could do their jobs.

It was nice that mother Taylor was the one to save the day. Mother wit is always better than any psychiatrist but it's good they will still go to counseling.

 



Author's Response:

That was such a nice review - thank you!  I'm glad, though, that your child remained safe under the lifeguard's care while you did what you had to do - LOL!  I'm honored.:)  And I am so grateful for your reading and reviewing.  I thought it was time they took that big step, too, but you're right; I don't think even with Brian Kinney involved that it's fair to assume they will now live happily ever after now that they have managed to have sex again, even if he IS drop-dead gorgeous - LOL!  I think it's important for Justin, for instance, to share with Brian how he was forced to go along with Prescott's plans and what the impetus for that was (protecting him from harm).  Thank you for being such a loyal reader and faithful reviewer!:)  I will be looking forward to more of your thoughts on further chapters. 

Reviewer: bksbracelet (Signed) · Date: April 02, 2011 08:45 PM · On: Washing Away the Guilt

OMG what a wonderful emotion charged chapter. Loved that Jennifer got the chance to help her son and and deal with her guilt. the straight talking and naming of the guilt they were all carrying went a long way to unlocking the prison they were in from Prescott.

Justin's ability to pour out his pain onto canvas was a balm of peace for Brian and I felt his trepidation as he crept through the loft in search of Justin, on guard as to what he would find.

The glorious love making was brilliantly written as it built I kept worrying that they would again be dictated to by pain from Prescott, but NO yeahaw the boys rose to the accasion lol. Brilliant as always Chris xo  



Author's Response:

Hi, Chris!  Thanks for such a thought-provoking review.:)  I'm so pleased you liked the chapter.  I thought it was time that they moved forward in their healing.  They will still need to talk some things out and that will be touched upon in upcoming chapters, but they are moving in the right direction.:)  Thanks for much for reading and for the review!:) 

Reviewer: lindc & predec 3 (Anonymous) · Date: April 02, 2011 07:38 PM · On: Washing Away the Guilt

our group, well bb actually, has a question.  he wants to know where your writing prowess comes from.  it is inherant or learned.  i know this is quite personal and you don't have to answer if it is.  we are having sort of a debate about it.  i feel you were born with this gift.  you can see our down time is rather off medicine. ha ha.



Author's Response:

Good Morning, my friends!  I don't mind answering at all; in fact, I'm kind of flattered he asked - LOL!   I guess you would say it's innate ability.  I've never had any professional writing classes if that's what he's wondering.  I remember when I was a supervisor at a previous job and had to partake in my most unpleasant task of writing reviews for 24 employees I supervised, I detested having to do it but I also received accolades for my writing composition/style.  Not exactly a way to get a Pulitzer Prize in writing (LOL!) but it was still flattering I suppose, coming from the HR department.:)  So if BB guessed training and you guessed inherent ability, you won!:)  I'm still working on the next installment of your group's favorite, TLC.  Struggling a little to figure out where I want to go in this chapter.  I'm trying hard to put another scenario in there for some more sexual tension but I'm finding it hard on this one.  Can't get those pesky mothers out of the picture yet, either - ha!  Tell BB to never worry about asking questions unless he starts to get into weight and height - I draw the line there - LOL!  Thanks for all the support. 

Reviewer: lindc & predec 3 (Anonymous) · Date: April 02, 2011 08:26 AM · On: Washing Away the Guilt

thank god for jennifer.  mothers can be a healing balm when needed.  things will hopefully progress from here.  your description as usual very engrossing.  we all loved this chapter.  wonderful. u go girl. lol



Author's Response:

Thanks, my friend!  Glad you and the 'predec3' liked it - LOL!  I wasn't really going that way when I wrote it, but it sort of fell into place that way.:)  I think they were sort of going in that direction anyhow, but I think they will need a little more counseling to smooth some issues over.  I probably see one or two more chapters of this one before it wraps up - I think four WIPs is about my limit to keep my sanity - LOL!  Tell BB I'm on the latest chapter of "TLC" - have to dogsit tomorrow and do lesson plans, too, but I'll do my best to get it posted sometime tomorrow.  Have about 1500 words of it written so far...Gus is recuperating nicely, though, so bring on the big boys - ha!  Thanks again as always for reading and the review.:)

Reviewer: Bryton4ever71 (Signed) · Date: April 02, 2011 06:28 AM · On: Washing Away the Guilt

whoo hooo, what a tear jerker! you're so goot you know that, right? Loved the shower sex!

One small typo: small snippets of conservation....it s conversation

Yes yes, I know for an oral bottom...well vers really... I'm being awfully anal!  Sorry!



Author's Response:

Thanks, my friend!  I have a mental block with that darn word - it trips me up every time - LOL!  I corrected it - thanks for pointing it out; I supposed out of 8000 words I can't really complain.:)  Thanks as always for reading and leaving me your thoughts.  And BTW - Brian likes anal, too - ha!

Reviewer: Marny (Signed) · Date: April 02, 2011 04:06 AM · On: Washing Away the Guilt

Oooochhh such a wonderful mom * kisses Jennifer *

And the showerscene ... so much love

Thanks for writing

 

* hugs *



Author's Response:

Thanks, Marny!  *Hugs* back to you for reading along!  I thought it was time the boys got a little loving - they've been through a lot.:)  Thanks as always for leaving the review - I'm very grateful!:)

Reviewer: galenut (Anonymous) · Date: April 02, 2011 01:02 AM · On: Washing Away the Guilt

jennifer is such a wonderful mother. what could be hotter than brian and justin in the shower. thanks for writnig this great story.



Author's Response:

Thank you very much for the review, galenut!  I'm glad you like it - the boys are finally heading in the right track - yay!  Thanks for reading!:)

Reviewer: Megan Rose (Signed) · Date: March 29, 2011 11:08 AM · On: What's Not to Like About Angels?

Ouch. It is going to be a rocky road for our boys. It's obvious they're both on edge, which is be expected. They'll pull through, though, I have no doubt.



Author's Response:

Thanks for the review, Megan Rose!  I appreciate you reading this one.  I know it's a difficult subject matter to present so it's not everyone's cup of tea.  The boys will eventually get back to where they need to be, however.  Thank you for having faith in me to get them there.:)

Reviewer: Marny (Signed) · Date: March 28, 2011 02:10 PM · On: What's Not to Like About Angels?

Great chapter, thanks



Author's Response:

Thanks, Marny, for leaving the review - I really appreciate that.:)  Hope you'll stay tuned for the rest of it as they slowly work their way back to normalcy together.:)

Reviewer: no sleep (Signed) · Date: March 28, 2011 12:43 PM · On: What's Not to Like About Angels?

"It….it reminded me of what I almost lost back then.  It reminded me that I never treated you the way you wanted to be treated.  It reminded me that I could have lost you.” 

It's good they are finally getting everything out in the open, including their relationship before Lane came into the picture. Most of Brian's guilt could stem from his causing Justin to fall for someone like Lane. I didn't think of the negative effect Brian's rejection of Justin could have on his self-esteem.  Interesting!



Author's Response:

Thank you for the thoughtful review, my friend.:)  These therapy chapters are hard to write, and I agree - I think the main purpose of them is to bring some painful discoveries out into the open so they can move on to some healing.  Thanks for reading this somewhat difficult story to write and for leaving your thoughts.:)

Reviewer: galenut (Anonymous) · Date: March 28, 2011 08:11 AM · On: Plans

such a great chapter,i feel so sorry for our boys. hope things get better soon.



Author's Response:

Thank you for the review and for reading!  They are heading in the right direction - I have some ideas that hopefully will help them (I sound like the therapist now - LOL!).  Thank you so much for reading this somewhat difficult tale and for taking the time to review - I really appreciate that.:)

Reviewer: bksbracelet (Signed) · Date: March 27, 2011 04:50 PM · On: What's Not to Like About Angels?

Oh dear I think there is going to be a lot of pain before we get the boys to a safe place for their relationship to grow again xo Chris



Author's Response:

Hi, Chris - yes, sometimes I really wish I could just tell them to speed it up - ha!  But I don't think that's the way to go here.:)  Thanks for leaving your thoughts - I know this isn't everyone's cup of tea due to the subject matter and I appreciate you giving this one a try.:)

Reviewer: lindc & predec3 (Anonymous) · Date: March 27, 2011 08:25 AM · On: What's Not to Like About Angels?

omg!!! such a good chapter.  poor brian.  he really is an injured soul.  glad they weathered that storm and some light even though weak is starting to emerge.  don't ever stop writing these stories even if some readers think the brian & justin saga is diminishing.  we DON'T. please never forget that. lol



Author's Response:

Thank you  - you and your (ex) peeps are too kind.:)  I so appreciate you reviewing this story. I think because of the subject matter and because there's not much "action" between the boys (like we ALL want!) it's not as reviewed as it might be.:(   But I won't accelerate it because I think that makes a sham of the subject matter.  So I thank you for leaving me your thoughts. BTW - I DO have another chapter/epilogue to the Max Chamberlain saga. I know it's supposed to be completed but enough people asked for a longer story that I just couldn't resist giving Max one more go-round, this time with Brian - ha!  Not sure if I'll post it tonight or not - I'll try.  Tell Brian that TLC is up next!  Thanks again for all your support.:)

Reviewer: Megan Rose (Signed) · Date: March 24, 2011 12:11 PM · On: Love Pains

Poor Sunshine! And poor Brian! I can only imagine how helpless he feels (and we all know how Brian Kinney does not do helpless!) You've got a great feel for the angst without it being over the top. I hope their next session is a productive one.



Author's Response:

Thank you for the review, my friend!:)  Yes, this one's a tough one to write because of the plot, and it will take some time, but they will eventually find themselves back at a good place.:)  Thanks for taking the time to review - I greatly appreciate that!:)

Reviewer: lindc & the peeps. (Anonymous) · Date: March 22, 2011 07:31 AM · On: Love Pains

sorry, guess i was just being a little sentimental.  i know you didn't mean anything badly toward our little crazy group. i guess sometimes i'm too emotional about things, that's what bb says.  he's probably right. lol



Author's Response:

Glad you're not mad at me.:)  Trust me - you can never be too emotional if you're trying to be compassionate and in the profession you're in - we need MORE like that, not less; again, I'm sorry if I upset you - I would never do that - I value your readership and comments too much.:)

Reviewer: galenut (Anonymous) · Date: March 21, 2011 11:02 PM · On: Love Pains

i hope justin is able to pull out of this mess. great chapter



Author's Response:

Thank you, my friend.:)  They will start to improve in their difficulties; it will just take some time to do the subject matter proper justice.  Thanks for reading and especially taking the time to review - I greatly appreciate that.:)

Reviewer: lindc & the peeps (Anonymous) · Date: March 21, 2011 07:25 PM · On: Love Pains

Rebuttal:  please don't judge us too harshly.  i guess we wear our hearts on our sleeves when we are dealing with our patients or reading your wonderful stories.  it's just that we are so invested in these stories and are happy when they are and sad when they are. lol



Author's Response:

My friend - I hope you didn't take offense with my previous comment - I certainly didn't mean it that way; I'm actually touched that you are affected that much by my stories AND by the patients - it's when hospital employees AREN'T caring and compassionate that I would worry.:)  So if I said somethng to upset you guys I sincerely apologize.....I would NEVER do that intentionally; I am too humbled and honored by you reading my stories to ever do that.  Thank you (and the "peeps") for all the comments and ongoing support - I appreciate that more than you know.  I'm working hard on the next chapter of "TLC" - not sure if I can post it tonight but I guarantee it will be up ASAP....thanks again, my friends.!  And I hope you keep your thoughts (and emotions) coming!:)

Reviewer: bksbracelet (Signed) · Date: March 21, 2011 06:06 PM · On: Love Pains

Oh dear one step forward and two steps back 'sigh'



Author's Response:

I know - it's hard to see them broken like this.:)  But they will get to a better place soon - thanks for hanging in there until they do, Chris - and thanks for the review as always.:)

Reviewer: Marny (Signed) · Date: March 21, 2011 02:53 PM · On: Love Pains

OMG sitting here with tears in my eyes. Beautiful chapter but so ... * snifs * ... need a tissue.

 * hugs *



Author's Response:

I know - feels like every chapter needs a tissue warning, doesn't it?  But don't despair - they will get to where they need to go yet.  Thanks for the review, my friend - *hugs* to you, too (and the boys....).

Reviewer: no sleep (Signed) · Date: March 21, 2011 11:00 AM · On: Love Pains

A very painful chapter to read. They have a long way to go.

Beautifully written!



Author's Response:

Thank you for reading and for the review.  Yeah, this one's hard to write because of the subject matter, but I feel like I can't rush it without being unrealistic.  But I won't be dwelling on every little day - they will eventually get to where they want and need to go, but it will take a while.  Thanks for hanging in there with me!:)

Reviewer: lindc & the peeps. (Anonymous) · Date: March 21, 2011 09:24 AM · On: Love Pains

this chapter was so sad i had to stop reading as we all were in tears.  if anyone would have seen us they would have thought we had lost a patient.  you have to give brian props.  he is one strong man for jus.  one step forward,, two steps back.  that's the way life is.  this story is so good.  next couselling session will be interesting.  tlc next, we all hope.lol



Author's Response:

Hey, lindc!  Hey, Peeps! LOL!  I had to laugh about the "lost a patient" comment!  I can just see me writing a story about people standing around a hospital bawling their eyes out about a fictional tale and everyone thinking there's been a catasprophe or something - ha!  Yeah, this story is really hard for me to write, and sometimes I just want to say "Move on!"  But then I think about the subject matter and realize I can't really do that.....so it will have to proceed at a realistic pace.  At this rate, though, I may be in the grave myself before that happens - LOL!  And, yes, I'm working on the next episode of "TLC" right now.  It's coming as Brian (the fictional one) would say!  Thanks as always for reading and reviewing - say hi to everyone for me.:)

Reviewer: bksbracelet (Signed) · Date: March 11, 2011 03:16 PM · On: Fighting Your Way Through the Storm

Oh its so horrible for Justin and Brian each locked in their own private hells. I hope Justin can listen and believe Brian and Deb telling him he is not to blame. I hope Justin can make some progress soon because destroying his art will hurt Brian so much and in the past Justin has used his art to paint out his pain, he cannot do that at the moment.



Author's Response:

Thanks, Chris.  Yeah, they're having a hard time of it right now.  But with the love between them and the counselor's help they will come out at the other end eventually.  Thanks for hanging in there in the meantime and leaving a review with your thoughts - it is greatly appreciated as always!:)

Reviewer: lindc (Anonymous) · Date: March 11, 2011 10:30 AM · On: Fighting Your Way Through the Storm

oh my god!!  what a wonderful chapter.  girl, you don't know how good you are do you?  this chapter was riveting.  i couldn't read it fast enough.. god bless deb.  i just love her.  she is so sensible in her funny caring way.  she is a diamond in the rough and mom to them both.  hopefully soon there will be a break through for justin.  these things take time--i just hope they hang on to each other and give the counselor time to help them.  soooo good.  home tomorrow and back to my three cohorts.  looking for updates to read to the peeps soon. lol



Author's Response:

Ha!  I see you're calling them the Peeps now - too funny and so appropriate with Easter coming up!  I hesitate to mention this, but I actually have the last week of March off for Spring break, so the odds are good I can accelerate some of my writing then.  I am presently working on "She's Your Daughter," furiously trying to wrap that one and "I Don't" up so I can devote more time to TLC and to the Wedding Present sequel, so I'll do my best.  Tell Brooding Brian he pinch hit nobly for you while you were away; hope you had a great vacation - thanks for keeping up with my stories while you were gone and especially leaving the review!:)

Reviewer: Marny (Signed) · Date: March 11, 2011 05:49 AM · On: Fighting Your Way Through the Storm

Wowww ... heartbreaking and so beautiful, thanks

10+

* hugs *



Author's Response:

Thank you so much, Marny.:)  I appreciate you taking the time to read and especially review.  You're so faithful about doing that and I appreciate it so much!:)  The boys willl eventually work out their difficulties as long as they have each other.:)

Reviewer: no sleep (Signed) · Date: March 11, 2011 05:34 AM · On: Fighting Your Way Through the Storm

Heartbreaking, but it looks like things are on the mend.



Author's Response:

Thanks for the review, my friend.:)  Yes, it's a rather sad story for now, but they will find their way back to where they need to be eventually.  I just feel it would be making a mockery of Justin's experience if I hurried it up too much - I think it calls for a slower touch with this story.  Thanks for taking the time to read and especially review - I really appreciate it.:)

Reviewer: Bryton4ever71 (Signed) · Date: March 11, 2011 03:32 AM · On: Fighting Your Way Through the Storm

wow, another long but fantastic chapter. Such angst! You know, at first I thought this story was supposed to end with them getting rescued and Prescott biting the bullet. So I thought things were dragging on. But now as i see they are struggling to recover I'm beginning to see the Double meaning in the title. So I'm finding a newer appreciation for it.



Author's Response:

Thanks for the review, my friend - it would sound sort of weird to say I'm glad you're "enjoying it" due to the subject matter, but I'm glad you're reading it.  I won't be dwelling on each therapy session but due to the seriousness of the subject matter I don't feel like I can just rush through it, either.  Thanks for taking the time to review.:)

Reviewer: kinnetic_bliss (Signed) · Date: March 01, 2011 01:40 AM · On: The First Counseling Session - Part Two

You constantly amaze me, my friend. The detailed session with the doctor was incredible. So insightful. If anyone can help Justin through this ordeal I am certain it can be Brian and this psychiatrist. Wonderful update. Anxious to see them back as they were before this nightmare began. =)



Author's Response:

Thank you, dear friend, for the kind words and for reading this humongous chapter - LOL!  Everyone feels the same as you - I will eventually reunite them as you can well imagine, but I want to give this experience the realistic portrayal it deserves - I hope I do it justice.  Thanks as always for leaving a review.:)

Reviewer: kinnetic_bliss (Signed) · Date: March 01, 2011 01:27 AM · On: The First Counseling Session - Part One

Wonderful in depth chapter. Brian's caring and desire to bring Justin back to his former self so heartwarmingly beautiful. A very poignant chapter.

Reviewer: bksbracelet (Anonymous) · Date: February 28, 2011 06:55 PM · On: The First Counseling Session - Part Two

Wow although the time frame was just a couple of days so much happened. Brian's total devotion to Justin is just so heartening. Justin's bravery is inspirational, Brian can see the supreme effort Justin is making to get them back to their own nirvana.

I enjoyed the POV from the doc it helped us see the boys from another view.



Author's Response:

Thank you, Chris - Yeah, I thought personalizing the doctor just a bit was important, too.  Thanks for leaving the review for me - I really appreciate that!:)

Reviewer: Marny (Signed) · Date: February 28, 2011 04:15 PM · On: The First Counseling Session - Part Two

OMG after this long chapter you really deserves  a  . It's brilliant written, thanks. Skip your other stories and begin updating this story ASAP ... please is begging.

* big hug *



Author's Response:

Oh, my friend I wish I could accomodate you, especially after the "Big" hug and the blue ribbon, but I wouldn't want to disappoint the readers following my other stories (sigh)......I'm really tempted, though.....I'm trying furiously to at least finish up "I Don't" so I can move onto my Wedding Present sequel.  Not sure if I can wrap that story up in one more chapter or not, though.....thanks for reading my extremely long installment of this story and as always taking the time to leave a review, Marny - you're so awesome to do that.:)  A *Big Hug* to you, too...!

Reviewer: lindc (Anonymous) · Date: February 28, 2011 09:13 AM · On: The First Counseling Session - Part Two

you've done it again.  what amazing writing.  so good.  i feel so good after reading these amazing chapters to my peeps.  there wasn't a dry eye anywhere in this room.  you go girl.  more soon we are looking forwaqrd to our boys progress. lol



Author's Response:

Thank you, my dear - and say hello to the "peeps" for me (Is that like you're Gladys Knight and they're the Pips? Ha!).  Yeah, that counseling session turned into a doozy, didn't it?  Whew!  I think I needed counseling after that one - LOL!  I'm off now to the next installment of "I Don't! - I have about a third of it written and Nico's not a happy man at the moment.  Not sure how I'll reconcile these two friends but I'm going to give it a shot.  I so want to move onto the sequel for "Wedding Present," but at the risk of insanity I don't dare do it until I at least get one story finished, and I think it will be that one.....Thanks again for reading and for the review.  Say hi to all the gang for me!:)

Reviewer: no sleep (Signed) · Date: February 28, 2011 06:21 AM · On: The First Counseling Session - Part Two

 "You both have a good foundation already," he told them as he looked at both men, so obviously in love. "If anyone can get back to where they were, I think you can," he said encouragingly."

I know eventually the two are going to be fine, but it is interesting to watch the recovery process.

Thanks for the update!



Author's Response:

Thank you for the review, my friend - by the time I was done writing that humongous part I felt like I needed therapy, too - ha!  Thanks for reading and especially taking the time to leave a review.:)

Reviewer: justbeyourself (Signed) · Date: February 25, 2011 03:41 AM · On: The Heart of a Friend

I like how sweet and caring your relationshiop between them is. Such a great story.



Author's Response:

Thank you so much! I'm so glad you are enjoying it.:)  I will be updating this soon - I'm currently working on the next chapter of "Tender Lovign Care."  Thank you especially for taking the time to leave a review - I greatly appreciate that.:)

Reviewer: Marny (Signed) · Date: February 22, 2011 08:28 PM · On: The Heart of a Friend

* grins * How I put that blue ribbon in that comment is easy. When I write a view you can insert a image (at the bottom there is a picture of a little tree, click on it an you can put the URL http://i54.tinypic.com/vg7s02.gif of the blue ribbon in it)

* evil grin * You want to put that ribbon on your own story? I think it's easy. In the summary of your story you can put that URL

  LOL



Author's Response:

Well, as Brian put it before, aren't you just a clever little devil - LOL!  I appreciate the tutorial, but unless the powers-to-be deem it warranted and actually list it as a featured story, it's just not the same (sigh....).  I truly appreciate the ones I already have, and I know I was told to spread the wealth and love with other stories and I have actually recommended other authors for blue ribbons, but that still doesn't mean I'm not constantly striving for more of them.  I guess I just look at it being a sign of acnowledgement that I am writing something of value, so it's very dear to me.  Thank you, though, for the "symbolic" ribbon, though - hugs back to you, my friend.:)

Reviewer: Marny (Signed) · Date: February 22, 2011 04:36 PM · On: The Heart of a Friend

* blushes * how could I missed this chapter!?

Emmett is such a good friend and a great listener. I wanna hug Justin so tight, but he don't want to be touched * sighs * poor Justin.

Hopefully with Brians help he can go outside the loft tomorrow.

I think this story earns a   

* hugs *



Author's Response:

Hi, Marny!  You're so sweet and such a loyal reviewer - that deserves an extra-special hug!  And how were you able to put the little blue ribbon on your review?  I'm jealous and so  delighted you think it deserves that:)  Those blue ribbons are symbolic, I know, but they mean so much to me when I do earn them - how about leaning on the powers to be to put one on there for real (shameless self-promotion here, I know - well, it was worth a try - LOL!)  So glad you liked the chapter and so grateful for all your reviews - thank you, my dear.:)

Reviewer: Debbie (Anonymous) · Date: February 22, 2011 08:35 AM · On: The Heart of a Friend

I am glad that Justin and Brian are finally getting professional help. I still feel sorry for Justin for all the pain he has indured in his life. However, I am glad that Brian and Justin are together and in love.

Please keep writing your stories. I love them and have read them at least 2 times.

YOU are truly a gifted writer.

Debbie



Author's Response:

You are so kind, Debbie - My heart needs that little lift at times.:)  Not to fear - I will keep writing as long as I know others enjoy them - I guess I just need a little pat on the back at times to remind me of that.  A heartfelt thank you, then, for not only reading but especially reviewing - it means more to me than you realize!:)

Reviewer: no sleep (Signed) · Date: February 22, 2011 02:03 AM · On: The Heart of a Friend

It was nice that Emmett was there when Justin needed a friend.  I had never thought of the two being simular but in a way I guess they are.



Author's Response:

Thank you for reading and especially leaving your thoughts for me, my friend.  I appreciate that more than you know!  I'm presently working on the next chapter of "I Don't," because I'd like to put that one to bed soon (see - I've been around Brian too long already - ha!).  Thanks again for your review.:)

Reviewer: BROODING BRIAN (Anonymous) · Date: February 21, 2011 10:19 AM · On: The Heart of a Friend

A FRIEND OF OURS SAID YOU NEEDED A LITTLE PICK=ME UP.  WELL HERE I AM SAYING KEEP ON KEEPING ON.  WE ALL HAVE DOUBTS IN OUR ENDEAVORS.  IT'S HUMAN NATURE.  DON'T LET US DOWN.  THERE ARE A LOT OF US THAT ENJOY YOUR STORIES.  TAKE PRIDE IN YOUR WORK, AND WRITE YOUR ASS OFF.  WE ARE WAITING.  I'M GOOD.  YOU TELL HER THAT. OVER AND OUT BACK TO THE OR.  BREAKS OVER.



Author's Response:

Thank you for the explicit mandate, Brian - LOL!  I needed that little slap on the face (well, maybe not so little slap on the face - ha!).  Don't worry - just like Emmett I go through these occasional queenouts from time to time but I would never abandon an open story and as long as those of you in the breakroom keep reading them I'll just have to keep writing them, I suppose.:)  I think I'll steer clear of more medical stories, though - I had no idea how many medical professionals read these stories until I started on the meningtitis one - now I have to go back and include more  prophylactic measures for Gus' school and a mask over his face, and well....you get it - ha!  Actually I really appreciate all the pointers I've gotten - I want to make sure I make it somewhat believeable and accurate at least until I get to the "good part" of the story (to heck with the sick kid! - LOL!).  Thanks again for the cheering up and thank lindc, too.  Tell everyone in your erotic reading circle in the breakroom that I said hi!  I'm off now to (hopefully) complete "I Don't" before moving onto the Wedding Present sequel.:) 

P.S.  I wish I COULD "write my ass off" - I could stand to lose a few pounds....!!

Reviewer: lindc (Anonymous) · Date: February 21, 2011 09:24 AM · On: The Heart of a Friend

never mind if people have slowed down reviewing--doesn't mean they aren't reading.  some readers don't review do they?  you finish i don't, this one and work on your sequel.  i will still read anything you write.  YOU ARE THE BEST AND DON'T YOU FORGET IT.  you go girl.  lol



Author's Response:

Thank you, dear friend, I needed that little boost!  Don't mind me - just throwing a little pity party at the moment.:)  I have decided to start on the next chapter of "I Don't" so I can try and finish that one.  That should free up some more time to devote to a new story (will probably be the Wedding Present sequel) - maybe that will get my creative juices flowing more freely again!  Thank you again for your kindness - say hi to all the gang for me and tell them not to fear - as long as you all keep reading it I'll keep writing it!:)

Reviewer: lindc (Anonymous) · Date: February 21, 2011 08:34 AM · On: The Heart of a Friend

yea!! let the healing begin and God bless Emmett.  he has a big heart and was made too much fun of in qaf, but he is a boon to justin.as he says "you go baby".  wonderful chapter.  hope more coming soon. lol



Author's Response:

Thank you, lindc!  I am so grateful for your continuing support.:)  This story is a hard one to write and I can understand why it might not generate a large amount of reviews I suppose.  That makes yours all the more special - thank you again.  I may go back to "I Don't" next, just so I can get it finished up and move on to the "Wedding Present" sequel.  The readers lately really seemed to have slowed down for some reason, so I may wait a while on beginning the sequel - I don't know.  But never fear - I will be regularly and consistently updating all my open WIP stories for those of you that have been so loyal.  Thank you again, my friend!:)

Reviewer: lindc (Anonymous) · Date: February 15, 2011 12:21 AM · On: Together We're Stronger Than Apart

i hope this psych dr. can help them both, as they both need to go together as it affects both of them more than they can know.  wonderful chapter==with a glimmer of hope at the end.  don't like to see our boys so hesitant and depressed. lol



Author's Response:

Hi, lindc!  Always look forward to your comments.:)  At least if there's angst it always makes the reunion and resolution that much more sweeter, though; it will be the same eventually in this case, too. Thanks as always for reading and especially reviewing.:)

Reviewer: Marny (Signed) · Date: February 14, 2011 10:39 PM · On: Together We're Stronger Than Apart

one word: WONDERFUL



Author's Response:

Thank you, my friend - glad you liked the chapter.:)  And thank you even more for being such a consistent reviewer.  Hugs to you!:)

Reviewer: no sleep (Signed) · Date: February 14, 2011 03:35 AM · On: Together We're Stronger Than Apart

"No, he didn't want to forget this, either, as much as he might be tempted to, because he knew that every event, no matter how tortuous and painful, made him what he was now and shaped what he would be in the future. For better or for worse, he wanted to remember – he had to remember."


I like this line.  I shows Justin's resilience.


A very sad chapter but beautifully written.




Author's Response:

Thank you for reading and for the review, my friend!:)  This story has been painful for me to write because like most readers, I naturally like for the boys to be happy; they will be in this one as well eventually, but it will take some time to get there.  I'm glad you're tackling the difficult chapters in the meantime.  Thanks for hanging in there with me.:)

Reviewer: bksbracelet (Signed) · Date: February 13, 2011 10:43 AM · On: Together We're Stronger Than Apart

I hope Mark Anderson can help Brian and Justin. Recognising you need help is the first important step. Brian has had to learn so much sadly on helping his partners emotional health.



Author's Response:

Thanks for reading and for the review, Chris!  I'm not sure how long I will prolong this story and the counseling - I will have to see how it plays out.  You know in my "happily ever after" brain, though, that they will eventually come back together (figurately AND literally - LOL!).

Reviewer: kinnetic_bliss (Signed) · Date: February 13, 2011 09:13 AM · On: Together We're Stronger Than Apart

I simply love how you have evolved them throughout this emotional story. Brian's concern... caution with Justin overriding his incredible need for his husband - simply so beautiful mere words cannot express how it melts my heart. Outstanding job with this story, my friend. I have been utterly captivated from start to finish. As always, looking forward to more, along with all of your other stories. =)



Author's Response:

Thank you so much, my dear; as always, your kind words are a balm to this writer's heart!  I am trying hard to at least wrap up one of my four open stories so I can move onto the sequel to "The Wedding Present."   I think this story's going to take a little while yet, though....it just can't be rushed with this type of event; perhaps one of your other favorites, "I Don't!"  I see maybe a couple more chapters (hopefully!) on that one....thanks again for being such a great reader as well as a friend.:)

Reviewer: JTSecrets (Signed) · Date: February 06, 2011 12:40 PM · On: A Helping Hand

Well I finally caught up to your latest chapter. This has been quite a ride indeed. Since I may need therapy too I'll be looking forward to an update :)



Author's Response:

Thanks for all the comments - I'll try to include some general therapy pointers in the next chapter in case you might need them, too - LOL!

Reviewer: JTSecrets (Signed) · Date: February 06, 2011 12:01 PM · On: Poetic Justice

So you are now begging for reviews? I once cyberabused a hamster muse hooked on reviews like meth to get them myself :) What the hell; it worked! He was hooked on reviews until we had 1,000 comments! Then he went to rehab.



Author's Response:

(Sigh)....I know, I'm shameless.......I admit it.  I usually resort to begging tactics when I wirte around 10,000+ words for a chapter and have worn my fingers down to the bone, see a lot of readers looking but very few comments.  It's the only thing that makes me know whether or not people are just looking at them out of temporary fascination or they really are enjoying what I'm writing.  Like you've said before, until you've actually taken the time to write one of these stories, I don't think you get a good idea of just how important reviews are to an author.  So I DO especially thank you and everyone else who goes that extra mile.:)  BTW - If I ever get 1,000 reviews on a story (or even 200), I'll go to rehab, too.....!

Reviewer: JTSecrets (Signed) · Date: February 06, 2011 11:27 AM · On: Two Halves of a Whole

Interesting...reading on again.....

Reviewer: JTSecrets (Signed) · Date: February 06, 2011 10:55 AM · On: More Than Enough

I have to admit I like a stronger Justin actually....reading on......

Reviewer: JTSecrets (Signed) · Date: February 06, 2011 10:29 AM · On: A Comforting Ship in the Storm

Reading on to see what you have instore for us next....

Reviewer: JTSecrets (Signed) · Date: February 06, 2011 09:49 AM · On: An Ending and A Beginning

Why do I have this stinking feeling that fu*ker will reach out from the grave and do more harm?

Reviewer: JTSecrets (Signed) · Date: February 06, 2011 09:09 AM · On: Closing in on the Target

What else can happen? Will they arrive in time to catch them? Reading on...

Reviewer: JTSecrets (Signed) · Date: February 06, 2011 08:43 AM · On: The Ever Tightening Dragnet

I like how rapidly you are moving the plot forward. Reading on.....



Author's Response:

Thanks, but at the risk of bursting your bubble, it's about to slow down big time - LOL!  At least the boys will be reunited at that point.  When it gets there I just couldn't move it along too fast due to the subject matter. 

Reviewer: bksbracelet (Signed) · Date: February 06, 2011 08:40 AM · On: A Helping Hand

OMG you are such a wonderful writer your stories are so varied and you go into such depth I love them xxChris



Author's Response:

Thank you so much, Chris!  And an extra THANK YOU for leaving a review.  I can tell quite a few readers are at least looking over the stories/reading them, but it really gets discouraging when so little review, because that is all I have to go on to tell me whether or not a reader actually likes them.  Thank you, then, for taking that extra step!:)

Reviewer: JTSecrets (Signed) · Date: February 06, 2011 08:23 AM · On: A Message Worth a Million Words

Brave little blond might be in trouble for this action...

Reviewer: JTSecrets (Signed) · Date: February 06, 2011 07:47 AM · On: One Man's Angel is Another Man's Prince

I would not want to be Lane when Brian finds him....



Author's Response:

Don't know what happened to the response I left - ???  But what I was trying to say before is that I actually did contemplate having Brian be the one to "take care" of Lane, so to speak, but ultimately decided against it because I didn't want him to have to carry around the enormous guilt that would result.  That being said, though, he will still have quite a bit of another type of guilt to carry around nonetheless, even though it is displaced.

Reviewer: JTSecrets (Signed) · Date: February 06, 2011 07:25 AM · On: Guilt and Epiphany

I had a strong feeling the house was the same. You left me enough clues for that to see it coming. Reading on....

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