Well guys, here's the final chapter. Sorry it took so long, but I hope you'll like it! :) Huge thanks to Becky for all her help!!!
“But boss…you just can’t leave now! You’re going to have a meeting in an hour!” Cynthia said disbelievingly, trying to bring Brian to his senses. “You and Ted know all the details about this account; you’re able to do this without me.” Answered the man calmly, and when he saw his assistant opening her mouth again to protest, he added with a suggestive look, “Or if you’re not…then I’ll have to look for more qualified employees.” That silenced Cynthia, though she knew Brian better than to take this comment as a real threat. Brian nodded to himself as he made sure that the woman understood what he meant. Before his hand could reach the door handle his assistant spoke again, “And what should I say to Mr. Andrews? I’m sure he’ll want to know why you’re not here.” Without thinking about it for a second, the words left Brian’s mouth automatically, “Tell him that something came up.” And with that he stepped out of the office, leaving a disapproving and nervous assistant behind. Countless thoughts were whirling inside of his head as he got in his car. All of them were related to Justin. ‘What should he do?’ ‘Whom should he see first?’ ‘Is he overreacting about this whole thing?’ ‘Could that be the solution?’ ‘Or would he seem ridiculous?’ Then he told himself to stop asking questions he didn’t know the answers to; he decided to speak with a doctor first. But he couldn’t wait for a week; he didn’t want to wait a minute. Finally he found himself stopping the car in front of the health center. As he stepped inside he greeted the receptionist whom he’d been speaking with on the phone. The friendly-looking, ginger-haired young girl gave him the brightest smile she was able to manage. She knew that the tall, gorgeous man was gay since she’d seen him time and again, coming with that cute blond boy to see Dr. Nyman, and the interactions between those two had been unmistakable. But still, she couldn’t help acting like a giggling schoolgirl, craving desperately for this extremely attractive man’s attention. “May I help you?” She asked sweetly, looking into Brian’s eyes. “Yeah, I’d like to talk to doctor…um…” He frowned because he couldn’t recall the other doctor’s name. What was it with names anyway? “Dr. Williams, I guess?” The girl helped him out eagerly, “So you changed your mind?” Brian raised an eyebrow at the girl who blushed immediately. The man had to admit that he loved to embarrass others, he certainly enjoyed the effect he had on people. He didn’t say a word, just kept on looking at the flushing receptionist. She finally added quickly, a bit stammering, “I mean…on the phone…you said you didn’t want to…” “Oh.” Brian acted like he’d just realized what the girl had been referring to. He gave her a stunning smile that took her breath away, “Well, yes. I changed my mind.” The receptionist swallowed hard then tried to regain her strength and said with a weak voice, “Dr. Williams is free at the moment. I’ll lead you to the office.” “Thanks. You’re a real treasure.” Brian smiled again and the girl stumbled against the chair as she tried to step out from behind the reception desk. Brian stifled a chuckle and followed her. Stepping inside the doctor’s office Brian was surprised to see a prepossessing middle-aged woman behind the desk. He didn’t know why, but he expected this doctor to be a man. But since this case had nothing to do with his sexual orientation he decided not to care about the doctor’s gender. All he cared about was the doctor’s expertise. Dr. Williams shook Brian’s hand and smiled reassuringly. “Take a seat Mr. Kinney. What can I do for you?” She asked in a friendly way. Brian told her everything she needed to know. He even told her about the bashing, and all the problems Justin had faced in the past. Then he told her about the constant and unbearable headaches, the pills his boyfriend was taking, and the strange behavior Justin had shown for the past few days. While he was speaking, the doctor barely interrupted him; she just kept on listening to what Brian was telling her. The man soon found himself feeling totally comfortable with this woman; he instinctively knew he could trust her, and hoped she could help to solve Justin’s problem. After Brian finished, the doctor remained silent for a few seconds, then she spoke, “You know, it would be much easier if I could examine him. Seeing him would tell me more.” She said with concern. “I know.” Brian answered quietly, shaking his head, “But I don’t think he’d come. Not now anyway. He’s acting weird these days.” “I see.” The doctor nodded and sighed. “So, what do you think?” Brian asked impatiently, “Could all these things; the strange behavior, the nightmares and the bewilderment be caused by the pills? Could all these things be side-effects?” The woman answered carefully, “Well, since I don’t know your partner, I can’t be sure. But I think it’s possible. Especially in an oversensitive person’s case. From what you’ve told me, I’d say Justin could be easily called sensitive.” She smiled. Brian smiled back and nodded in agreement. He didn’t think he knew a more sensitive person than his Sunshine. “Yeah. That would be an understatement.” He said quietly. “Well, I’m sure Dr. Nyman told him everything about this medication. Do you think Justin always follows Dr. Nyman’s instructions?” The doctor’s eyes were gazing at Brian from behind her glasses. “Considering his current state, I wouldn’t bet on it.” Brian said, and though he knew it was unnecessary, he felt like he had to defend Justin a bit, “Maybe he needed a little more to ease the pain.” “There’s one thing you have to understand Mr. Kinney.” The woman’s voice was still friendly, but it sounded pretty serious at the same time, “Every medication is a poison as well. Dosage instructions are marked for a reason; you cannot take a pill every time you feel like it. Overdose causes serious damage in some special medication’s case. Medications like this one. You’d better tell him that.” “So what do you suggest?” Brian asked finally. “I suggest your partner should stop taking this medication right away.” She looked down and started to write something, “I’ll prescribe another painkiller for him until Dr. Nyman gets back. It’s not that strong, but at least it’s less dangerous. Hopefully it’ll help too. And I think you should bring him to see Dr. Nyman next week; he’ll find out what to do.” Brian nodded and stood up. He took the prescription and shook the doctor’s hand again. When he stepped onto the street he felt much better than thirty minutes ago, when he’d been stepping in. *************************************************************************** “I’ve never done something like this before.” Brian whispered while enjoying Justin’s soft lips on his neck, “I mean…not…with…a…” “Don’t worry,” The blond was kissing Brian’s neck with eager desperation, panting heavily, “you’re doing great.” The heat in the elevator was almost palpable; sounds of heavy pants and soft moans filled the tight space. Brian’s tongue found Justin’s and now it was him who initiated a passionate kiss, much to the blond’s delight. The boy kissed him back willingly, pulling himself as close as he could. Brian’s taste and scent were so familiar and so unfamiliar at the same time; his gentle hand on the back of Justin’s neck, his erection pressed against Justin’s belly. ‘If this is a dream, then it’s a fucking real one.” Justin thought to himself, but Brian’s lips distracted him from forming any more thoughts. After pulling away for much needed air, the boy decided to go further. While he was slowly getting down on his knees, he gave the man a wicked smile. “What are you doing?” Brian asked with a raspy voice and embarrassed expression. “What do you think I’m doing?” Justin answered with another question, his smile never fading. “No…” Brian tried to protest weakly but he didn’t make a move, “Don’t…” “Relax.” Justin smiled and started to stroke the man’s thighs slowly, never breaking the intense eye-contact, “You’ll love it, I promise. It’s my specialty you know.” When the boy’s fingers started to unbutton Brian’s pants, the man leaned the back of his head against the elevator wall, whispering almost inaudibly, “Fuck…” “No, not yet, but we’re going to get there soon…” Justin murmured to himself with an evil grin while sliding his hand under Brian’s underwear. Taking Brian’s cock in his hands, Justin could hear a loud thud coming from above. He realized that the man must have knocked his head against the wall. “You like it, don’t you?” Justin asked seductively but all he got in response was a throaty groan. “I’ll take that as a yes.” The boy could feel Brian’s body trembling under his touch, and to increase the tension inside the man, he gave the cock in his hand a long, soft lick. He was rewarded with a deep moan. Deciding not to tease Brian any longer, he took the whole length into his mouth. The next moment he could feel two strong hands grabbing the back of his head firmly, pulling him closer. Sucking and licking this cock for the first and for the millionth time, Justin couldn’t miss Brian’s sensitive spots; he knew them more than anything else in the world. The man’s panting and firm grips told Justin that he wouldn’t last long. When the blond could feel that the man would come any second, Brian tried to pull Justin’s head away, but the boy didn’t let him. ‘Maybe Lindsay pulls away, but I fucking won’t.” Justin let Brian’s cock even deeper and a moment later he could feel the hot liquid going down his throat. “Fuck!” Brian grunted, his hands unable to let go of Justin. After savoring every drop and licking the man clean, the blond reared himself up slowly, looking into the eyes of a dazed Brian, leaning close, saying softly, “Have you ever tasted yourself?” Brian shook his head lightly in response, getting lost in the sea of crystal blue that were Justin’s eyes. “Well, you should.” Justin placed his lips on Brian’s and whispered against them, “You’re fucking delicious.” Brian couldn’t reject such an invitation; he parted his lips and let the boy share his own taste with him. Kissing the man like it was the last time he could do it, Justin reached down and started to pull Brian’s pants down. Brian pulled away, looking at the blond with a somewhat expectant but nervous expression without a word. Justin leaned close and whispered softly, “Turn around.” After a moment of hesitation Brian obeyed, pressing his chest against the elevator wall, turning his face to the side, panting fervently with excitement and anticipation. “That’s it.” Justin approved while pulling a condom and a small tube of lube out of his pocket. Not that he knew how the items had gotten there; he was sure he hadn’t brought them with him when he’d left the apartment. But he didn’t care about that at the moment, he reached one hand down and started to draw small circles around Brian’s hole. The man reacted immediately; he pulled Justin’s finger even closer. “You sure you’re doing it for the first time?” The boy asked with an appreciative smile, “You don’t look like an innocent virgin.” “I’m not a fucking virgin.” Brian grunted. “So, you’ve been with men before?” Justin teased, knowing well what Brian meant. “I told you I haven’t. But that doesn’t mean…” Brian tried to protest. “Then you are a virgin. In a sense.” Justin kissed Brian’s ear, then he reached down and started to cover the awaiting hole with lube. The man jumped a little, “What the fuck is that?” He hissed. “Sssshhh.” Justin tried to relax him, and pushed a finger gently into Brian’s crack, pulling it out then pushing it inside again. “You like the feel of it?” Feeling the muscles clench around his finger, Justin got the answer, “And now, I’m going to add another one. Tell me if you want me to stop.” But Brian didn’t say anything; he just gasped when he could feel the second finger entering him. After a minute of gentle preparation, Justin thought Brian was ready enough so he pulled his fingers out, hearing Brian’s moan at the loss. Justin started to pull his own pants down a bit, freeing his dangerously hard cock, rubbing it against Brian’s ass. He kicked the man’s legs further apart a little, so it would compensate the height difference between them. “Ready?” Justin’s hot breath was stroking Brian’s neck. “Wait!” Brian exclaimed, his voice shaking nervously, “What if the elevator starts up again?” “I don’t care.” Justin stated casually, “And neither should you.” “But…” Brian tried again, but he was stopped by a hard cock entering him slowly. Justin enjoyed being the experienced one; being the one to show all the pleasure this thing brought. Brian was incredibly tense at first; he hissed at the unfamiliar feeling of Justin’s cock inside of him; his face mirrored slight pain. But the deeper Justin got, the more relaxed Brian became. Justin was slow and tender; he didn’t think he’d ever been this gentle before. He wanted it to be a memorable first for the man he loved. He kept on covering him with light kisses, encouraging him with tender strokes and sweet whispers. When he could feel that Brian was getting close, the blond reached down and started to stroke the man’s erection, feeling as the hot cum erupted from it. A minute later he came too, moaning Brian’s name as he collapsed onto the man. After a short minute of peaceful unconsciousness, the elevator started to move. The men got themselves together with the speed of light; buttoning their pants and smoothing their hair with shaking fingers. Before the elevator stopped Brian said quietly without looking at Justin, “It doesn’t change anything. I want you to know that.” “Sure.” The blond answered shortly, trying not to show how disappointed he was to hear something like that. He’d hoped that it would convince Brian; that it would change the way he’d felt. Was the man really able to go on like nothing had happened? Feeling rather hurt, Justin stepped out of the elevator first when the doors opened. And he stopped immediately. He was supposed to step into the corridor of the hotel. But what had happened? Suddenly, he found himself standing in the loft. He turned around immediately; Brian had disappeared, the elevator had disappeared, all he could see was the huge loft door. And at that moment it hit him. This was the dream. This was the strange unreality. How could he have ever imagined that all the things he could remember had been just an illusion? How could he ever think that he and Brian had not been together? He stepped up to the loft window and looked out, expecting to see the usual view of the street. But much to his surprise the sight of that hotel reception greeted him. Finally he understood. Now he knew what was real and what was not. He closed his eyes tightly and started to mumble to himself, “This is just a dream. This is just a dream. I want to wake up…I want to wake up…I want to…” *************************************************************************** “Wake up!” “…I want to wake up…I want to…” “Justin, wake up!” Justin opened his eyes slowly, looking at Brian leaning over him. “Brian, it’s you!” Justin stated with a relieved smile. “Yeah well, who the fuck else would it be?” Brian sounded harsh, but Justin could see the worried expression on his face. The boy took Brian’s face in his hands, never looking away as he said, “You’re real.” “You know, I’ve been called a lot of things, but I don’t remember anyone saying something like that before to me.” He gave Justin a tired smile while gently brushing a blond lock aside from the boy’s sweaty forehead. “I’m sorry about being such a pain in the ass for the last few days.” Justin said quietly, stroking Brian’s hand gently, hoping the man would forgive him, “I still don’t know what was happening to me, but…” Justin stopped for a moment and thought about the meaning of his latest dream, “I think it’s not going to happen again.” “Damn right it won’t.” Brian answered, reaching his hand out and grabbing the bottle of painkillers from the nightstand. Justin frowned and looked at the man with uncertainty. “You’re going to stop taking this shit.” Brian stated with a serious expression, then he tossed the bottle onto the floor. Justin still didn’t understand what the man was talking about, so Brian went on, “We’re going to have a little chat about your latest addiction, young man.” Brian lay beside Justin, smiling at him but looking exhausted. “But I need a little rest first, I’m fucking tired.” “Brian…I don’t…” Justin started to get worried; he wanted to know what his man was talking about. “There’s only one thing you’re allowed to be addicted to you know.” Brian smiled teasingly. Realizing that even though his lover was tired he was also pretty turned on, Justin pulled himself close to him and asked seductively, “Oh. And what would that be?” Brian pulled the light body onto him, pulling Justin’s head down for a long, loving kiss. “Me.” THE END
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