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Chapter 7------------------
“Sometime all full with feasting on your sight, And by and by clean starved for a look; Possessing or pursuing no delight Save that is had or must from you be took. Thus do I pine and surfeit day by day, Or gluttoning on all, or all away.” *
“I can’t believe I’m doing this.” Justin whispered while pressing his forehead against Brian’s. Despite the sheepish and somewhat guilty look on Justin’s face Brian could clearly see that the boy was just as turned on as he was. He could feel the lithe frame radiating impatient desire and he swore he could hear the boy’s heart beating in double time. He was nervous as hell, Brian was sure about that and it made him smile at the boy and say something he hoped was reassuring, “It’s okay. It’s just…fucking.” Justin wasn’t sure that this was what he wanted to hear but he was way too turned on to care about what those words were supposed to mean. He stared into the depths of Brian’s eyes and hoped that he would finally get what his wanton body hadn’t had for such a long time. Something in those suggestive orbs told him that he wouldn’t be disappointed. And he didn’t want to care about anything else at that moment. That special scent that seemed to drive Justin crazy every time he was around the man started to fill every single pore of his with determined eagerness, urging him to get more contact, to drive himself even closer. Brian’s slightly open mouth and that tempting look on his face was more than irresistible; Justin couldn’t help but think that he looked like the embodiment of pure eroticism. There was something so very enticing about him that the boy couldn’t even describe. He hoped that he wouldn’t embarrass himself if he tried to tease the man a bit. “Maybe I should be going home after all…” He said quietly with an evil grin. Brian gave Justin a pretend frown then grabbed his waist in response, pulling the boy firmly to him, holding him tightly. “You’re not going anywhere.” He answered with a low, husky voice. Justin could easily sense Brian’s impressive hard on, or let’s just say it was impossible to miss, and it made the boy even braver. “Want me to stay?” Justin asked and grinned wider. Brian’s answer was a frustrated grunt that made the boy chuckle. Then the blond added in a whisper, “Then show me how much you want it.” Brian could feel his body reacting immediately to Justin’s words and pulled the boy even closer; his mouth just an inch away from the boy’s lips. He whispered almost inaudibly, “Tempt not a desp’rate man.” ** But he regretted it immediately as he could see Justin’s annoyingly smug expression. “What?” He asked the boy as casual as possible, but he couldn’t wipe that smirk off of the boy’s face. “You said you didn’t do quotes. Only on stage.” Brian tried to act like he didn’t know what the boy was referring to, “And?” Justin was stroking the man’s neck gently and unconsciously, not realizing that this simple movement sent shivers down Brian’s spine, and answered, “I know that line. It’s from…” Before Justin could finish his sentence Brian made sure that no other words left his mouth. He wanted to taste the boy so badly and he didn’t like the direction of the conversation anyway. He kissed Justin gently at first, enjoying the softness, stroking those full lips with his tongue slowly. Justin could feel his legs getting weak and he tried to lean against the man so that he wouldn’t fall. Brian held him tight and started devouring the blonde’s mouth with more determination as he could feel the excitement building up in the boy too. There weren’t many coherent thoughts inside Justin’s mind at that moment, but he couldn’t help asking himself why he had never been kissed like that before. Why was he getting it from a stranger and not from his boyfriend? But he didn’t want to think about Ethan; all that mattered was Brian’s incredibly talented tongue, which seemed to be demanding entry, so Justin obeyed willingly. Brian couldn’t get enough of the boy’s mouth, it just seemed like the deeper he got, the more he wanted. As he could feel the growing bulge in Justin’s pants he started to rub their erections together, which made Justin groan into the kiss. Brian was holding the trembling boy firmly then started to pull him towards the bedroom never breaking the kiss, panting heavily into each other’s mouths. He pulled Justin up the bedroom stairs with him while tugging at his shirt and taking it off of the boy and letting it fall onto the floor. When Brian pulled away a little for much needed air he started to kiss Justin’s neck, then slowly licking his way up to the boy’s ear. “God, you taste good. So fucking good…” He panted in a raspy voice. Justin was keeping his eyes closed, afraid that it was just another dream. In that case he wanted to be asleep for the rest of his life. Feeling Brian’s warm lips on his skin was the most amazing thing that had ever happened to him. He decided to give himself to the man utterly and let him do whatever he wanted to do to him. No more questions, no more excuses. He knew there was no way he could stop this anyway... And even if he could, he was damn sure he wouldn’t. He opened his eyes slowly and saw Brian standing in front of him, watching him without a word, unbuttoning his own shirt lazily then taking it off. Justin gasped at the sight of the beautiful, half naked man. He couldn’t take his eyes off of him, he was way too gorgeous. The sensitive artist in Justin took a mental note to seize this special moment and draw a picture of it later. He wanted to remember this. It was something that only his hands could express, because he didn’t have a word for it. Brian stepped up to Justin and pushed him down gently on the huge bed. The dim lights made the man look even more mysterious and all Justin could do was wait for what was about to come. Brian started to place tender kisses on the boy’s neck and shoulders, slowly making his way down his torso while pulling Justin’s pants down. Justin enjoyed the vibrating sensations and pulled his legs up a bit to help Brian. After taking his own pants off, Brian carefully lowered himself on the boy, kissing the naked body underneath him. Justin buried his hands in the brown hair, moaning softly as Brian sucked on his nipple in a way the boy had never imagined it was possible. This man was giving him so many unknown pleasures; he didn’t think it could get any better. When he could feel Brian’s lips stroking his inner thigh he realized that he had probably been wrong. He just hoped that he wouldn’t explode too soon. He knew that Brian was much more experienced, not to mention obviously a professional, and he didn’t want to disappoint the man. He wanted to make him feel the way Brian was making him feel; even if that seemed to be more than impossible. A loud moan escaped from Justin’s mouth as Brian reached his aching cock, licking it slowly while gently massaging his balls. The boy tugged at the Brian’s hair when his tongue drew tiny little circles around the head, and the sound of another incredible moan filled the room when Brian took Justin’s cock in his mouth. Justin couldn’t remember the last time he’d been given head, especially not a proper one, since Ethan had never seemed to be eager to give him a blowjob. But the way Brian was sucking him was beyond compare; it was surpassing his wildest dreams. It was something he could have never imagined. “Christ!” He whimpered in frustration, curling his toes and hoping it would help him last a little longer. But it didn’t seem to be working considering Brian’s amazing ministrations and because of how turned on he was. Before he could warn the man he came with another moan, shooting his load down Brian’s throat then watching the man licking him clean. After sharing another passionate kiss, Justin looked into Brian’s eyes with a content smile on his face. Brian’s soft voice broke the silence, “You still want to go home?” He asked teasing the boy, knowing exactly what the answer would be. Justin shook his head and wrinkled his nose, “Nope.” “Good. Let’s see act two then.” The metaphor made Justin chuckle, and he found himself being completely comfortable with the man; no longer being nervous about how he would satisfy him. With Brian everything seemed to be natural. Brian reached out and took a tube of lube and a condom from the nightstand, then pulled Justin’s legs over his shoulders. The cold lube made Justin hiss at first, but when Brian’s finger started to circle around his hole then slowly pushed in, all he could feel was burning anticipation. After adding a second finger Justin didn’t think he could wait any longer. “Please.” He gasped and grabbed Brian’s hand. “Please what?” Asked Brian with an evil grin. “Just…do it.” Justin whimpered helplessly. “Do what?” The man definitely seemed to be enjoying the blonde’s situation. As he started to move his fingers faster Justin could hardly catch his breath. Brian asked again, “So what is it you want Justin?” Hearing Brian saying his name made the boy even more determined so he answered, “I want you to fuck me.” “I see.” Brian smiled as he was pulling the condom on his cock, “I think that can be arranged.” Brian pulled Justin closer and with a quick motion he entered him. Stopping for a second to give the boy some time to adjust to his size, he leaned forward and captured Justin’s mouth. While deepening the kiss he could feel Justin pushing back, signaling that he was ready. Brian pulled out then pushed back in again, making the boy arch his back and moan loudly. He loved the sounds Justin was making and the look on his angelic face, though the noises definitely didn’t belong to an angel. He couldn’t believe how tight the boy was; he had to gather all his self-restraint not to come too early. Quickening the pace, all he could see was the blonde’s gorgeous face with his eyes closed and his mouth open. Brian buried his head in the crook of Justin’s neck, panting without even realizing it. “Fucking beautiful…you’re just…fucking beautiful.” Justin smiled brightly at this comment, pulling Brian deeper inside of him, wishing this would never end. This was what he needed. This was what he’d been looking for. And now that he’d found it, there was no goddamn way he’d let it go. He gasped as he could feel Brian’s hand stroking his cock, knowing that his climax was approaching. A few more thrusts later he came loudly, digging his fingers into the man’s flesh. Brian could feel Justin’s muscles clenching around him and it sent him to the edge. With a loud ‘Fuck!’ he came, kissed the boy gently then pulled out slowly and rolled onto his back. Justin kept staring at the ceiling, feeling exhausted but amazingly satisfied. He hoped that he hadn’t failed to meet Brian’s expectations, but he was afraid to ask him. Actually, he didn’t have an idea what to say, so he decided not to say anything. After a few more minutes of silence the man beside him asked quietly, “Everything’s okay?” His voice seemed to be somewhat caring which surprised Justin. “Um…yeah…it’s just that…it’s been a while.” He answered shyly. “What?” Brian turned his head towards the boy, “Don’t tell me you’re not having sex regularly.” Justin felt kind of relieved, thinking that maybe he hadn’t been that bad after all. “It depends on what you consider regular.” He answered with a fake smile. He hated himself for being so pathetic. “What’s your boyfriend for then?” Brian’s sarcastic tone made Justin sigh. “He says sex is not important to him.” Justin smiled weakly as Brian raised an eyebrow at him. Then he remembered his previous conversation from earlier that evening. Maybe Ethan wasn’t that faithful and honest. He shrugged and added, “Or maybe it’s just me he doesn’t want to have sex with.” Brian snorted and turned to the nightstand. He grabbed his lighter, lit two cigarettes and offered one to Justin who accepted it gratefully. He hadn’t been smoking for a while because Ethan had asked him not to, but it seemed like Brian could read all of his secret thoughts. Justin didn't know how he was going to return to Ethan after this.
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