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Sunshine
I stare at him from across the table
His beauty has no label
Memories of our first night flicker in my mind
My heart was lost, but him I did find
His blond locks cover his eye
And every time it falls back he does sigh
He concentrates hard on his art
The lines and colours hold a big piece of his heart
But, he says he loves me with all of it
And mine, each time, breaks a bit
Because never those words I can say
A promise I made myself, but he got in the way
Never could I imagine that he’d push his way past
With every kiss my heart beats much to fast
It was never suppose to be like this
The thought of only one guy made my mind hiss
It had been planned, a new guy every night
Never the whole cake, just a bite
Then I saw him under the street lamp
In his eyes, my heart set up camp
When I met him I told him the deal
One night, one time, nothing was real
He smiled like an eager fool
But later on broke the important rule
I should have seen it coming
He was a clever devil, with lots of cunning
He came back again and never stopped
When my resolve broke, into my arms he hopped
Even after, my feelings I tried to deny
But when he pouts I must comply
I told him I’d never say I love you
I wouldn’t lie to him, if I said it, it just wouldn’t be true
I would never love, it’s a fake emotion
It does nothing but cause an unhealthy commotion
He still says it all the time
My heart clutches like I’ve committed a crime
Love like his I’ve never known
Growing up I barely had a home
I never have, and it I don’t plan to say
It is nothing more than a tired cliché
Late at night, though, tangled in arms
I feel as if there is no harm
My mind screams against it all
I was never suppose to fall
Yet, here he sits like every things fine
I love him, because he’s my Sunshine
...but damned if I ever say it out loud!