Thanks to muffin_donat2007 for the lovely banner Sunshine I stare at him from across the table His beauty has no label Memories of our first night flicker in my mind My heart was lost, but him I did find His blond locks cover his eye And every time it falls back he does sigh He concentrates hard on his art The lines and colours hold a big piece of his heart But, he says he loves me with all of it And mine, each time, breaks a bit Because never those words I can say A promise I made myself, but he got in the way Never could I imagine that he’d push his way past With every kiss my heart beats much to fast It was never suppose to be like this The thought of only one guy made my mind hiss It had been planned, a new guy every night Never the whole cake, just a bite Then I saw him under the street lamp In his eyes, my heart set up camp When I met him I told him the deal One night, one time, nothing was real He smiled like an eager fool But later on broke the important rule I should have seen it coming He was a clever devil, with lots of cunning He came back again and never stopped When my resolve broke, into my arms he hopped Even after, my feelings I tried to deny But when he pouts I must comply I told him I’d never say I love you I wouldn’t lie to him, if I said it, it just wouldn’t be true I would never love, it’s a fake emotion It does nothing but cause an unhealthy commotion He still says it all the time My heart clutches like I’ve committed a crime Love like his I’ve never known Growing up I barely had a home I never have, and it I don’t plan to say It is nothing more than a tired cliché Late at night, though, tangled in arms I feel as if there is no harm My mind screams against it all I was never suppose to fall Yet, here he sits like every things fine I love him, because he’s my Sunshine ...but damned if I ever say it out loud!