BRIAN'S POV It's no wonder that as soon as Kevin and I get home, we're greeted with the phone ringing. As I look around, I notice how suddenly things that I hadn't thought about in a while surface. This house was the one I bought for Justin. Fuck, I promised myself I wouldn't think of him. Kevin kisses me on the cheek and goes to answer the damn thing. I know it's going to be a member of our extended family wondering how the blond that once filled my life took the news. I don't wait to see as I take the stairs up to the bathroom. I need a shower. KEVIN'S POV As I answer to Debs cheerful voice, I spot Brians retreating back. It pains me. It does. I love him so much. I have to keep reminding myself that I knew about him and Justin going into this. I know that Justin is who I should be thanking for unlocking the love of my life's heart. But, fuck if a part of Brian isn't still holding onto Justin Taylor. Try as I might I haven't been able to pull that apart. At least in two days he'll be commited to me and only me. I know I sound controlling, it's just that atleast now our relationship will have some solidarity to it. Quickly, I make an excuse and disconnect the call at the same time Brian decides to show his face. "Who was it?" "Deb." I answer. He nods and finds his way down the stairs and in front of me. "What's wrong?" I don't know what to say. How to verbalize my feelings. "Tell me." Clearing my throat, I wrap my arms around him. "I'm scared." I feel him start to stroke my hair. "About what?" This is it. "Justin." He stiffens in my arms. "You shouldn't. Justin's not a threat to you." "Then why does it feel likeif he were to show up tomorrow, on our wedding day, and declared his love for you. Given the choice, you'd..." Pulling away from me, Brian smiles. "I'd choose you. I chose you.' I smile at the big romantic in front of me. He'd never admit it, but he has one of the biggest hearts in the world. "I love you." "So let's stop talking about him and go upstairs. Fuck, I wanna fuck you." He murmurs. There he is the Brian Kinney we all know and love.