This is the last chapter in this series. thank you all for your support and patience it meant the world to me. I hope you enjoy this, and i may come back with a sequel you never know there is still some things left undone. Enjoy.....SATURN
Justin’s POV: About fifteen minutes later the cops come running through my door with there guns drawn. I don’t even bother getting up I just stay in Brian’s arms. I don’t ever want to leave his arms again. God I was so scared I was going to lose. That he would get past me to really hurt or even worse kill Brian. I can’t imagine my life, without Brian in it anymore. He’s my world. “Is this the guy?” I here an unfamiliar voice ask. “Yea that’s the fucker.” Brian says. “Sir we’re going to have to ask that stand back so we can check him out.” another unfamiliar voice says. “Ok,...Jus baby we gotta move. Come on.” Brian says standing us both up and moving us over to my stool. He sits down pulling me into his lap. He’s holding onto me just as tightly as I’m holding onto him. “Hello my name is Detective Henderson, and I’m going to have to ask you a few questions.” “Can’t this wait?” Brian asks. I feel totally content to let him deal with all this shit. “I’m sorry sir but it’s better if we just get this all taken care of now.” “Alright go ahead.” the detective starts to ask every question in the book it seems and I just want nothing more than to have all these people out of my house and for me and Brian to go to bed and forget all this ever happened. About twenty minutes into the questioning they wheeled Mark out of the room he was still pass out. I never thought I could feel so grateful to have done something like that to someone. I hope I never have to see him again, and I know that that wish will actually come true. I feel a lot of regret that I had to do what I did, but I didn’t see any other way to keep my family safe. I wish more than anything that Mark would have just let this whole obsession go, maybe have gotten some help, but no it came down to this. What a way to end two years of suffering. When the detective is done with his question and all the officers are done with there work they leave us, with the parting of we’ll be in touch. “Come on baby lets get you to bed. Brian says and I stand up off his lap and he gets up, pulling me as close to him as I can get while still being able to walk. When we get to the bed he helps me undress and get into bed and covers me up. I watch as he gets undressed and climbs up onto the bed and over me to his side. He quickly gets under the covers and pulls me right into his arms and all I can do is wrap myself around and suddenly I feel this wave on relief and complete vulnerability, and just break down and start to cry. I feel him shudder against me and I am positive he is crying as well. “I thought I was going to lose you.” I say in a low voice. “I thought I was going to lose you.” he says just as low. “I love you so much.” “I love you too.” I say and then the crying is over for both of us, as we fall into a very peaceful sleep. ############################################################################## Brian’s POV: when I wake up it’s to the sight of my gorgeous partner in my arms. I feel myself smile. I have never been so scared in my life than I was when I saw Mark with his hands around Justin’s throat. I don’t even remember getting him off, I just knew that I had to do something. I also have no idea how Justin did what he did. The last hit Justin landed, had Mark just crumbling to the floor. It was amazing really and I don’t think I have ever been so grateful in my life to see someone go down. I really thought I was going to lose him yesterday one way or the other and now it seems that everything will be ok in our favor. Cause now I know that I will fight for him in any situation as well as he will fight for me. I tell ya though I never want to let him out of my sight again. I want to be with him more than ever before. I feel him start to stir as I brush a stray piece of hair from his forehead and I kiss at his temple and down his cheek until I reach his lips, I feel him kissing me back and I just relish in the feeling he opens his mouth and I slowly dip my tongue in letting my sense’s take over. When I hear him moan into the kiss, I pull away I want to look at him see his beautiful eyes on me, and when I open my eyes that’s exactly what I get him looking into my eyes. “God I love you.” he gives me a sunshine smile something that I haven’t seen in so long and wondered if I’d ever see again. “I love to see you smile.” I tell him. It’s the truth, if I could see nothing else I would be completely happy. It’s a smile that can light up a persons whole world if he wants it to. “I love you too.” He says and snuggles up to my side resting his head on my chest. I pull him in tight, and kiss the top of his head. “Bri?” “Yeah baby?” “What do you think about moving in here with me?” he says looking up and into my eyes. “And making this our home?” I feel myself light up. “There’s nothing else I would rather do.” I tell him. He gives me another and throws his arm around my waste and hugs me to him while kissing me on the lips. He runs his tongue over my lips and I part them to let him enter, god I love the way he taste no matter when, that must be a sign of true love. It doesn’t take long before the kiss turns to pure passion, hell we have a lot of catching up to do and we spend the rest of the next two days doing so. We do in the mean time get a few calls from the family though. The press had a field day with the story and when Mark up and died a few days later the press seemed to worsen. Justin hated every minute of it but eventually everything calmed down and we start to live a normal, calm, peaceful life. I moved into the house about a week after he had asked due to the press that surrounded the house day and night. We couldn’t leave without getting bombarded with questions and photographs. But we got thru it and we did it together which is the most important part of it all. I never thought I could be this happy. I never thought I deserved it. But the more time I am with Justin and the more he loves me and the more that I fall in love with him shows me that I do deserve every happiness that I can find and I could never have known that had it not been for a blue eyed twink standing under a lamppost. I would never give up that day, never in a million years. He has made me a better father, friend, son (to Deb that is.), brother(to Mikey), and most importantly he has made me a person. The only thing that I would change would be pushing him away, that will always be a huge regret in my life. He went thru so much and if I wouldn’t have pushed him away non of it would’ve happened, we could’ve been living a happy life together instead of the hell he was living in. He has told mea million times that if that would’ve happened maybe we wouldn’t be here in this life we’ve made together, and that he would go thru it all again if it meant being here with me now. The man is more than I could’ve ever dreamed of and he’s all mine. Nothing will ever change that. I wouldn’t let it. ############################################################################## Justin’s POV: It’s been a little over a year since, Mark died. He did end up dying from a heart attack a couple of days later. He had just been moved to the jail house and in the middle of the night he just went. Nobody even noticed till the morning. I can’t say that I’m proud of what I’d done but I won’t apologize for it either. He would’ve never stopped coming after us, he would’ve kept on coming until one of us was dead, and I didn’t want to die, nor did I want Brian to die. So no I won’t apologize for protecting us, because I’d do it again in a heart beat. So Brian and I have been living together and everything has gone so much better than even I had expected it to. I figured that we would have to adjust to living together and we did but this house is so big that we had the luxury of staying out each others way and having our own space when needed. Which still comes in handy. I love the man but sometimes he can be a real handful. Although I wouldn’t change it for the world. Brian and I decided about a six months ago to start an advertising business so what we did was take my web design company and intertwine the two. It’s now called KJ Web Design and Advertising. We have already started to take the advertising world by storm. What we did was take all his clients from before and bring them to our advertising comp. But we also got them to have there web sites designed thru us as well. Then we went to all of my clients and get them to have their advertising thru us as well. It’s been an unbelievable ride already and I can only see it getting better. We make an amazing team and I love working with him. I love the way his mind works. It’s amazing to watch him go. Me and Mikey started a comic book together just as I promised. We call it Rage and it’s fanfuckingtastic. It brings out so many truths about gay life and the struggles we deal with everyday and the prejudice that we have to endure, and fight against. It’s a very empowering book and I really think that it will help whole lot of kids searching for something and someone to relate too. I know I would’ve loved to have had a hero like Rage to look up to when I was growing up. But alas I didn’t and now all I can do is try and give it to the many kids out there that need him now. Michael is happy having his dream come true and to get all his ideas out on the page for everyone to read. I happy I could help him do that. As for Ben well we’re still best friends and I can never see that changing. He’s always been there to help me thru whatever I was going threw, I try to do the same for him. But him and Michael have a wonderful relationship they even went to Europe this last fall and they had a wonderful time. I gave them Diane’s number in London and they got together and she showed them some of our favorite spots. I like the fact that Ben got to see first hand what I did over there. Let’s see... there really isn’t much else I can say for now. I’m living my dream, with the man I love and friends that I love, and a family that I love and who loves me back. I can’t imagine life getting much better than that.