This has quite a bit of violence and rape in it. Please if you have a problem with these things or if it is too much for you to handle please don't read it. Also thank you to my BETA SHIRE for editimg this chapter even though I know it was hard on her to get through. Love ya Sweet Pea. And thank you Lizzie, for all your encouragemnet to get this chapter done.
Justin’s POV: “Oh god........Bri please!” It’s too much I have to cum. “Mmmmm...... please.” “No...... don’t want it..... to end... never end.” oh god he’s stopping again. “Uhnnn” he’s attacking my lips now and I think I could cum from just that but he won’t let me move, not even a little. He feels so good, better than anything I have ever felt in my life. We’re holding onto each other like if we let go it will all just go away. I pull away and look into his eyes. He looks so gorgeous and so incredibly consumed with... is that lust? I’m not sure. He starts to move again and my head falls back into the water while he starts to kiss along my neck and nibble across my chest. “Mine!” he growls as he swoops in to suck hard on my neck, then on the other side of my neck. “Oh god,...... so good. “ I whimper. “You taste so good......so sweet. Ummm please......” he says as he starts sucking on my collarbone and it is just getting to be too much. My cock sliding along his stomach, his cock inside my ass going slowly and hitting and dragging against my prostate every time he moves in and out. His arms wrapped around me so tightly pulling me against him and him sucking on me. “Bri.. I’m gonna cum.....please..... don’t stop.” I whisper. He sucks harder and pulls away… “Cum for me Baby...... I want us to cum together....... make me cum....” he half groans and half whispers. “Oh yes “ I whimper. I feel it almost there......”huuuu, huuuuu” I feel myself fall and shutter and tremble. I feel my walls closing in around Brian while he tries his best to hold on just a little while longer still pumping into me but then he goes with me. “Oh baby please!” he buries his face into my chest and shoves me as hard as he can onto his dick holding me there while we let our orgasms run through us. Finally I put my forehead against his hair and kiss the top of his head. When our breathing becomes just a little better he looks up at me and brings me down to him and kisses me so softly. I open my mouth to let him in; we kiss for a while before I pull away...”unnnn.” he groans. He puts his head back against the side of the pool but I put my hands behind his neck and pull his head up..... “You said mine.” I whisper. He opens his eyes and looks deeply into mine. “You said mine.” I say again. I need to know what he meant. “I want you to be mine, all mine.” He says in a small voice looking down. But I pull his face back up towards me and look into his eyes........ and there it is. He really means it. I can’t believe it. We are going to get our chance, now after all this time. After I thought our time had passed. But I wonder...... “Why? Why now? When you just threw me away the first time? What makes this time different?” I have to know. “When I first saw you, I knew you were different. That you were the one. Deep down I knew. I was scared and I just did what came to me naturally; I pushed you away with everything I had. At the same time hoping and wishing you would never leave.” I look down but he lifts my chin and I sniff trying to hold back the tears. “I’ve thought about you everyday since we met. When I go to bed and when I wake up reaching for you.” He shakes his head and chuckles. “Every time I take a shower you’re there with me. When I am with someone I see you and wish it was you. I’ve been waiting for you to come back hoping that I would see you in the crowd at Babylon, watching the door at Woody’s hoping you’ll walk in. Seeing you last night was like having all my dreams for the past two years come true. Being able to have you in my arms, kiss you, touch you, make love to you, it’s everything to me and I don’t want to lose you again.” he says the last part as a whisper while brushing my tears away. “This is everything I have ever wanted......just you here with me. No matter where I was, who I was with or how far away I was. Always you were there with me in my thoughts, wondering what you were doing and if you were happy. If you ever thought about me.” “Always.” he says.” Always. We can do this. I want to do this with you. I want to love you and be with you. I want to wake up with you every morning and go to bed with you every night. I want us to make a life together.” “I would love that....I really would.” I say with my trademark sunshine smile. His smile is huge as well and he grabs me by the face and kisses me with such enthusiasm. He seems so excited. I am too I can’t believe this is happening. This is where I belong I always knew it and now I know that he knew it to. Now we can do this right, start from the beginning and get it right. He pulls away. “So me and you, we’re together now?....Just us, no one else?” He says, or asks may be more to the point. “Yes, just you and me, I wouldn’t want it any other way. I don’t want to nor will I share you with anyone.” I say cupping his chin. He smiles at me. “I don’t share well either so I think we’ll be alright.” he says with a smirk. “Now,” he says grabbing my hips and pulling away from the wall holding me in place while walking towards the end of the pool. “We need to get out of here before we shrivel up. We have already been in here for over two hours.” He says stepping out of the pool while holding me, wow he’s amazing. “We spent most of that time making love so I think it is time well spent.” “I’d say so. But still we should go get showered and then I’m thinking of spending some time in your bed to see how it fits.” he says, letting me slide down his body. “I’m certain you will find the bed to your satisfaction.” “Are you now?” he says as I throw him a towel then grab one for myself. They are huge black towels you could wrap around yourself twice. “Yep.....just wait and see.” We make our way to the house we keep our arms around each other while we walk. When I get him upstairs and in front of my bedroom door I get excited. I open the door and right away you see the big huge windows and the view of the backyard with the willow trees. Off to the side is my bed, which I’m hoping will soon be ours. It’s a huge bed that stands tall. You have to use a little step stool to get into it, well at least I do. It has a black satin duvet with tons of black, navy and light blue pillows. I love pillows. Before I know what’s going on he sweeps me off my feet and kisses me while he walks to the side of the bed. He pulls away from the kiss and steps up the step to the bed and lays me down......... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Brian’s POV: I can’t believe he said yes. He wants me. He wants to make a life with me, spend the nights and mornings and days with me. Me, the asshole that threw him away. How lucky can one guy get? He’s so beautiful. I run my hand down his pale chest and rub his stomach. I climb up on the bed and lay next to him pulling him into my arms. We just stare at each other for a minute while I run my hands through his wet blonde hair. “I’m gonna make you happy,” I tell him. I want him to know that this is going to work, that I want to make him happy that I will make him happy that this is not the wrong decision. “I know,.... you already have.” he says, and I know just by looking in his eyes that he is telling me the truth. I smile at him but he looks away.” I just hope I can do the same for you.” he says. I could barely hear him but that isn’t something that I want him to think. “Look at me baby.” He does and I stroke his cheek. “You being here in my arms, letting me have another chance to make things right, to love you and to be with you. That makes me happier than I ever thought I could be.......you did that. No one else ever could. Only you.” We lean in and our lips come together. We make love slowly and softly taking our time, showing each other everything we feel while whispering the words as well. God I have never felt anything that could compare to the way I feel with him. My heart actually beats for him and longs for him. My breath catches when he walks into a room. Every part of me wants to be with him and never let him go. I don’t know how I did it the first time, but I never want to do it again. I want to spend my life with this gorgeous man. Build a life with him. After we make love we fall asleep in each other’s arms. I finally wake around 9:00pm with a beautiful blonde wrapped tightly around me. This is what I have wanted since that first morning, to have him here in my arms when I wake up. This is what I wanted to wake up to this morning. This is perfect. I start to kiss his forehead, then his eyes, down his cheek across his nose, over his other cheek, down to his chin then up to his mouth. He kisses me back with a giggle.”mmmm....” I moan as I pull away. “What a nice way to wake up......I love waking up wrapped around you, with you kissing me awake.” he says snuggling into my chest. “Nowhere else I’d rather be, this is just the way I want it.” I tell him. “Brian we may want to shower because it’s already 9:20 and we told the guys we’d meet them tonight, remember?” He says still snuggled into my chest. “Let’s skip the bars and just stay here tonight.” I tell him rubbing my nose into his hair. “Mmmm.....but I wanna celebrate. I wanna dance with my man.” he says. “Ahhh well then I guess we have to go out.” I say with a laugh. He just giggles. “Come on giggles, let’s take a shower and get ready to show Babylon what a gorgeous couple we make.” I say with my patented tongue in cheek smirk. I give him a quick peck before I roll over and throw my legs off the side of the bed. This fucking bed is high; my feet don’t even touch the floor. So I slide to the floor and right as I turn around I have my arms full of a giggling blonde. He wraps his legs around me as he dives into kiss me spreading my lips with his tongue. “Mmmm.” Oh he tastes so fucking good! When he pulls away all I wanna do is pull him back to me. “You know you keep on doing that we are never going to get out of here.” “I know I know. But what can I say I just can’t help myself, you taste so good.” he says. Ah my thoughts exactly. “But I do wanna go dancing, so to the shower big guy.” He pushes me away and slides off the bed. He grabs my hand and takes me to the bathroom which, may I just say is fucking fantastic! Black marble tiling with black carpet over by the sinks and toilet. The shower looks like mine only about two and half times bigger, with four shower heads instead of just my one measly one. There is a huge jacuzzi tub off to the side against the wall. I can’t wait to try that out. So we jump in the shower with every intention of just washing up and getting out........well maybe he did. I of course convinced him otherwise. So anyway, after I fucked him senseless in the shower we got out and he got me a razor and a toothbrush, which he had a supply of, gee wonder where he got that idea from? Well as of today he no longer needs these types of supplies. We finish up and put our things side by side. I like that, it feels right. Now I get back into my clothes but he pulls out some black jeans and a light blue short-sleeved shirt. I get up on the bed and watch as he puts his clothes on. Dear god the pants just mold to his body. Then comes the top; it matches his eyes and is just as tight as his jeans are. “Come here.” I tell him and he turns to me with a sexy grin and comes to stand between my legs, rubbing his hands along the outside of my thighs. I grab them and put them on my chest over my heart so he can feel what he does to me. Feel the way my heart quickens from his touch. I hold his hands there and run one of my hands through his hair to the back of his neck. He looks back into my eyes and I pull him in, just so I can kiss him. Just feel his lips against mine. After a minute or two of soft kisses I pull away. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Justin’s POV: “We better get going if you ever want to make it out of this house.” he says sliding off the bed and off of me, it sends a chill through me, I feel my eyes glaze over and I look up to him and he just shakes his head and chuckles. “No we can do that after we go out and celebrate......cause your right, we should and I wouldn’t mind taking you for a dance or two. Showing you off.” he says while taking my hand and guiding me to the door. “Alright but just remember when you are all hot and horny that I gave you an out.” I tell him in a pouty voice. “Don’t worry, we won’t be out long......” he says. We head over to his loft so he can change with me waiting in the car to prevent any more delays. I giggle at that thought......jesus what that man can do to me. We are both in so much trouble here. This aught to be fun. When he gets back down and into the Jeep we head off to Woody’s. When we arrive I feel Brian’s arm go around my waist tugging me to him tightly as we walk in the door. I place my arm through his around his waist too. It seems like every eye in the place turns to us as we walk to the bar. I like the way this feels and Brian seems to be doing okay with the attention and the knowledge that people are getting hard from us right now. “What did I tell you?” he whispers into my ear. I look up and into his eyes.....”the hottest couple on Liberty Ave.” he says with a smirk. I just giggle. When we make it to the bar and the guys, I try to extract myself from Brian but he holds on tightly until I look up and he leans down to kiss me, letting me lose when he is done. “Well, well things sure have changed since last night.” I hear Emmett say. I look over to him giving him a shy smile. I can feel myself start to blush. Christ I’m blushing now. I just walk over and give Ben a hug, while Brian decides to inform everyone of the good news. “Don’t start teasing my boyfriend.” I swear I could hear a collective gasp from the entire bar....then whispers following. Ben gives me a strong squeeze before letting me go, “Oh my god. Brian Kinney has a boyfriend.” Emmett says and actually starts to clap, motherfucker. I sink into Brian’s side trying to hide myself cause the whole bar is clapping now, what the fuck! “Alright you little fuckers knock it off already.” Brian replies to the crowd and moves us over to the bar....waving down the bartender who automatically brings us a round of Jim Beam and beer, Budweiser to be exact. “On the house Kinney.” he says with a wink. Alright then, whatever. We all pound back the shot taking swigs of our beers to chase it down. “So I guess you two had a good afternoon.” Michael says. “We had a very productive afternoon, yes.” Brian says nuzzling his nose into the side of my neck and rubbing the small of my back. I close my eyes and lean my head against his. “Mmmm.” I hear him moan and I smile. “We can definitely see that.” I hear and open my eyes to see a hand extended to me. I reach over and shake it. “I’m Ted.” “Nice to meet you Ted.” I have to literally take my hand away from him. Humph? Ok so I just smile and lean back into Brian. “Well you two are running a bit behind and we were just on our way to Babylon so shall we?” Ben says gesturing towards the door. “Uh huh, I do believe Brian here owes me a dance or two?” I say with an innocent grin. “Don’t worry, I have no intention of backing out of having you tightly pressed up against me grinding to the beat. ” He all but breaths the last part into my ear. Making a shiver run all the way down to my toes. “I can’t wait..... let’s go.” I say turning and heading for the door Brian’s hand in mine. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Michael’s POV: “Oh my god.....can you believe it?” I say to Ben as we head out to Babylon. They look so incredibly happy together. God Brian is practically glowing and Justin is floating on air. I’m so happy for them. “No I was expecting it to be much harder for Brian to get in.” he says. I look up to his eyes, he looks down...” Oh don’t get me wrong, I am more than thrilled that Justin let himself have this....that he’s letting himself be happy. I don’t think I have ever seen him happier.” he says with a bright smile. Oh good he had me worried for a minute there. “I know I was worried that Brian was going to run away from him again or at the very least push him away....but he didn’t, he actually went after what was going to make him happy and didn’t stop until he got him.....that’s something I would’ve never thought Brian would do, no matter what was at stake.” I tell him. “I know so let’s just be thankful that they have done this for themselves. We are going to have to make sure they don’t sabotage things, Justin just as much as Brian.” “I know, Brian is the king of sabotage. We’ll have to watch them closely.” I say, realizing that they probably have a bumpy road ahead of them.....well I’ll do whatever it takes to keep them together, I mean I don’t think there is anyone else out there for Brian....I really believe that Justin’s the one. We get into Babylon and walk in behind Brian and Justin. The crowd just seems to part for them like nothing I have ever seen.......not even when Brian is in his most fuckable outfit have I ever seen this happen. It’s really quite amazing. Everyone is looking and whispering at this sight.....I mean who would’ve ever thought we would see the day that Brian Kinney is wrapped around a very bubbly gorgeous man whispering and laughing to each other, kissing and rubbing. It’s just not something anyone would’ve ever thought to see, not even I would’ve thought it would happen. But there they are, cuddling and nuzzling against the bar. Brian has his arms around Justin’s waist with Justin’s arms are resting on Brian’s chest. It’s perfect. We all order up our drinks and watch the crowd around us. But we mostly can’t help but watch as Brian and Justin get lost in each other. Their kisses are so sensual and passionate yet soft and dare I say loving? They can’t keep their hands off each other. I watch as Brian whispers into Justin’s ear and they both smile. Brian takes Justin’s hand intertwining their fingers kissing the back of Justin’s hands and leading him to the middle of the dance floor. They wrap themselves around each other closing themselves off to everything but each other and just sway and grind against each other to the music......as you look up to the big screens around the room all you can see is the most beautiful couple ever to grace Babylon. I smile thinking of the fact that finally Brian is going to have something in his life that will make him truly happy. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Ben’s POV: Well I must say that I am pleasantly surprised about the newest turn of events. I never would’ve thought that Brian could get past Justin’s defenses so easily. But I guess I really didn’t grasp just how much Justin fell for him. I never thought that it could happen that way. I mean fall in love on the first and only night you were with someone. But there is no mistaking the looks in their eyes,......it’s unmistakably love. I wrap my arm around Michael’s shoulder and pull him to my chest kissing the top of his head. I am so happy to have this man in my life, he means the world to me......and now his best friend and my best friend are lucky enough to have found each other again and have the kind of happiness that Michael and I have. As I start to turn my attention back to the dance floor to check out Brian and Justin, I could swear I see someone that makes my heart clench, my blood boil and whole body stiffen.... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Brian’s POV: God the way he feels moving against me so slowly is amazing. He’s touching me so softly along my chest, nuzzling his head against my neck placing soft kisses along the length of it. I do the same and take a deep breath, breathing him in and grinding our cocks together just enough to make both of us feel like we are going crazy......at this rate we will only make it through one more song before I drag his ass back to the loft...... I feel some one slam into me and it breaks me out of the trance that it’s just me and Justin out here. I pull back and look to see that the quite gorgeous man that has slammed into me is now on the floor. So I look at Jus and release him so I can turn and help the guy up......... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ “Ben’s POV: I watch as someone slams into Brian and falls to the floor. Brian turns to help the guy up and a slight movement turns my attention to Justin being grabbed from behind. I look to see who is fucking with him.........and oh my god it is that mother fucker! My arm comes flying off the bar dropping my beer to the floor shattering it as I make my way into the crazy crowd.... “BEN.....WHAT’S THE MATTER?.......BEN?” I hear Michael but I just can’t waste any time with explanations. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Justin’s POV: As soon as Brian turns to help up the guy who has fallen, I feel arms wrapping around mine holding them down and before I have a chance to say anything, a hand goes around my mouth......I’d know that feeling and the smell of that cologne anywhere.......it’s Mark! Fuck, fuck, FUCK!!!!!! I struggle trying to get away but his grip is too tight. I see the crowd swallowing us up as he takes me into a dark corner away from everyone else, away from Brian. He slams me face first into the wall and I feel my head start to pound and I hear myself groan from the impact. Mother fucker! That’s going to leave a mark. Suddenly he turns me around to face him slamming me into the wall twice more and I feel my head start to swim and I can’t keep anything straight anymore. He places his hand around my neck cutting off my air almost completely, I try to get him off but I am barely able to claw at his hands. He has his knee in between my legs against my crotch lifting me slightly off the ground and jesus that fucking hurts. He leans into me and cruelly whispers right into my ear....... “You really think he wants a fucking slut like you? He’s only going to fuck you and then turn you away like he does with everyone else.....you will never be anything to him, shit you’ll never be anything to anyone but me! Did you really think you could get away from me?” He says as he reaches down starting to undo my pants.......fuck not again please not again! I stop clawing at his hands and reach down trying to get him away from my pants. We fumble against each other and finally he removes his hand but I feel him slam his fist into my ribs one, two and then three times. I close my eyes tightly to the pain and to the look in his eyes. I bring my hands up to my ribs, I can barely breathe and the fact that I think he broke a rib isn’t helping. He goes for my pants again but I just can’t let this happen so I fight his hand again. He doesn’t move away this time though, he just slams my head into the wall until suddenly everything goes black and I am out. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Brian’s POV: I help the guy up giving him the once over....I’m sorry I’m still new to this monogamy stuff, but I caught myself and turn around to find Justin is gone......oh shit maybe he saw....”fuck.” I say to myself. I start looking around but I don’t see him and then I see Ben looking frantically around the floor....I make my way to him tapping his shoulder. “Justin. We need to find Justin.” he yells over the crowd the look in his eyes scares the shit out of me. “Did you see which way he went?” “No they got swallowed up by the crowd.....” “Wait a minute.....they? Who the fuck did he go off with?” God damn it he left with some one! Ben abruptly turns to me. “I don’t fucking have time to explain but......Justin is in real shit trouble and we need to find him now! So you go that way and I’ll go this way.” Then he turns and continues to look through the crowd. Jesus this does not sound good at all. I start to get this sick feeling in the pit of my stomach and I start searching for Justin, I know he’s still here, I can still feel him..... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Ben’s POV: I turn and head in the direction that I think Mark took Justin.....Jesus I can’t believe that this is happening. After all this time! God Brian doesn’t even know what’s going on.....I see movement coming from a dark corner and I have a sick feeling in the pit of my stomach as I struggle through the crowd. I can see the back of Mark......fuck! I storm over there......... “You mother fucker!” I yell as I shove him off of Justin. Mark goes falling to the floor as well as Justin and as I am about to turn my attention to beating the living shit out of Mark I notice that Justin isn’t moving.....holy shit! Mark is struggling to his feet as I grab Justin up and cradle him in my arms. Standing up with him in my arms I make a hasty retreat to the exit. I have to get him out of here..... Fuck I can’t believe I wasn’t fast enough. When we get to the car I settle him into the passenger side and check his pulse, I still feel it so I buckle him up quickly running to the other side and speeding off to the hospital...... “It’s going to be ok Jus, I promise.....I’m so sorry I wasn’t there to stop this. God I swear I will never let this happen again. Never again.” I say, smoothing his hair away from his forehead as we pull up to the ER entrance....... I hurry as I get him out and into the ER. The nurse gets up and opens the door ushering us back and straight into a room.....I lay him down on the table and then it begins.....doctors all over him and nurses asking all kinds of questions that I can’t answer cause I wasn’t fucking there to save him from this. “Look! I don’t know what happened I wasn’t......when I finally got to him he was unconscious....I don’t know what the guy did.” “Well can you tell us the name of the guy that did this?” “Yeah. Mark Turner.” “Ok well we’ll get this information to the police when they arrive, but I am sure that they will want to speak with you as well.” I just nod my head and continue to watch through the window as they work on Justin.....he’s not waking up. What the fuck am I gonna do if he doesn’t wake up?................... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Brian’s POV: I’m looking and I am just not seeing anything, I don’t know where he’s at. I feel a tap on my shoulder and turn around..... “Brian, Jake told me to tell you that the guy you came in with just got carried out of here by that guy Ben......” “What the fuck do you mean carried out of here?” I’m starting to panic now… fuck! “He was totally knocked out and Ben carried him to a car and took off with him.” Jesus Christ! I push the guy out of my way and make my way over to the bar where I see Mikey. I grab him by the arm dragging him towards the exit; I know he wants to know what happened but I can barely think.......I stop at the door..... “Jake, what the fuck happened?” “Sorry Kinney, I’m not exactly sure. Just that Ben came practically running out of the club carrying your boy and got into his car driving off like a bat out of hell....” he says looking a little helpless. “Thanks Jake.” I say, he nods and continues to check ID’s. I grab Mikey again and make our way back to Woody’s to grab the Jeep. I try calling Ben’s phone and when we get into the Jeep Mikey continues to try but we aren’t getting any kind of answer...”Fuck!!!! I can’t believe this shit, what the fuck is going on?” “Calm down Brian. Ben’s with him he will make sure he is ok.” Mikey says rubbing my shoulder. “I should be with him damn it! Why hasn’t he called? I need to know if he’s ok.......god......start calling every single hospital in this damn city..” “Brian why don’t we just go to the nearest hospital it’s only a couple of blocks away....” “Right why didn’t I think of that? Fuck.” Mikey just keeps rubbing circles as I make my way to the hospital. My head is going a million miles a minute but nothing is even really registering except the thought of ‘what if he’s not ok?’ I couldn’t live with it. I just turned away for a minute, who the fuck did this? We pull up to the ER parking area and I spot Ben’s car. I pull into the first spot I see and jump out not even waiting for Mikey, but I’m sure he’s right behind me. When I get to the desk...... “Ma’am.....ma’am?” I say as the nurse finally gives me her attention..... “May I help you sir?” she says barely looking over her glasses. “Yes I believe that a young man by the name of Justin Taylor was brought in here just a little while ago?” I say “Yes he was....are you family?” she asks. Fuck I knew this was coming.... “No I’m his partner....” “I’m sorry sir but his partner is already back there with him now.” “What?” Mikey and I say in unison. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Justin’s dream POV: (It’s pretty much a flash back folks.) It’s been a month since I moved into this apartment and everything is starting to get better for me, well in certain ways....school is for shit and I am constantly getting shoved around by Hobb’s and his goons but hey, I’ve been taking the classes that Ben had told me about and I am excelling in them. They told me I was an amazing student of the arts. It’s been great and I feel a lot more confident that I know somewhat how to take care of myself..... Mark has still been stalking me but I think that is dying down. Thank you God. Ben and I have been getting along great. We have become really great friends and I just think that that is the best thing I could ask for right about now. He’s a wonderful guy who has really been trying to help me in any way he can. He is quite protective over me ever since he found out about Mark and everything that went along with that. But to tell you the truth, it’s kinda nice to have someone who will watch your back. It’s comforting. ‘Knock......Knock’ ah that must be Ben, he’s supposed to come over and we are going to have dinner. We’ve been doing this about 3 to 4 times a week ever since the first night I met him. It’s been great. “Coming!” I say as I make my way to the door and unlock it. I open it saying....“hey your early.....fuck!” I say as I realize who’s at my door. “Mark you can’t be here.” I say as I try to close the door with everything I have. I push against it as he pushes in.....but he’s so much stronger than me still. “Oh Jus....sweetheart you know you don’t mean that now do you?” he says as he shoves through pushing me into the wall with the door. “Fuck! Please.” I gasp out. “Please what? Stick my nice thick cock up your nice tight ass? Oh, well I plan to.....over and over again.” He takes the door and slams it shut as I drop to the floor. I hear the click of the lock and before I can recover he’s got me by the hair. “What the fuck were you thinking leaving me? And what the fuck are you doing whoring your ass out to that son of a bitch I keep seeing you with?” “Mark......” I say but he interrupts me with a yank of my hair and an abrupt stop, pulling me up to face him.... his eyes are ice cold blue, there’s nothing there but hatred. “You do not have the right to talk to me do you understand? It’s time for you to have a real lesson in the way you get treated when you do not obey the only person that will ever care for you......” then comes his knee to my chest as he shoves me down. “ I gave you a chance to do the right thing and come back to me on your own but you didn’t. Now you’re going to have to pay for that mistake.” he says slamming me onto the floor. He grabs my shoulder and shoves me onto my back. I can taste the blood in my mouth and feel some trickling down my cheek.......before he can climb back on top of me I kick in the side of his knee knocking him to the floor. “Ah you fucking little shit.” he says. As I am almost up he grabs foot, yanking me back face first into the floor. Fuck I know I broke my nose and I spit out a mouthful of blood.....I lift up on my arms..... “I see you are learning quite a bit in those karate classes.....but guess what you stupid fuck, I already know karate.” he says, grabbing my legs and pulling me towards the bedroom. I lose my arms from under me and try my best not have my face slammed back into the floor but with the force of his yank I am unsuccessful and my face gets slammed onto the floor once more. “Ahhhh.” comes out before I can stop it..... “Watch yourself. You yell like that again and I will make sure you can’t make another sound.” he says dragging me to the bedroom. I grab onto the doorway hoping to get him to stop or to slow, whatever I can. “Let go!” he growls out as he yanks on my feet again. “No, I am not going to let you do this again.” I get out. He drops my feet and I scramble as fast as I can but not nearly fast enough. I am barely to my knees when he grabs my arm, twisting it behind my back. “God.” I gasp as I hear the bone in my arm break. He yanks it up again and I begin to cry. “ I can break every bone in your body if you don’t cooperate.” he says bringing me to my feet. ‘Ring....Ring......’ I feel him freeze and loosen his grip so I take my chance I use my free arm and elbow him in the ribs, he lets me go and I turn around, back handing him with my fist across the face. I start to run towards the phone, but right before I get there he has my good arm around my back and his other arm around my throat....... “You have the nerve to hit me?” he asks as he pulls on my arm slowly so I can feel the breaking slowly this time. “Aaahh.....” I start to scream before he covers my mouth with his hand. God I have never felt that kind of pain before and he’s still going! My legs finally give out and we both fall to the floor. ‘This is Justin, leave a message and I’ll get back to you as soon as possible .......beep.” we stop as Ben’s voice fills the room. “Hey Jus listen, I’m not going to be able to make it tonight, my car got towed and I am going to have to go get it out of impound before they close. I have no idea how long that’s going to take, so how about I just call you tomorrow and we get together for coffee or something....alright well, talk to you soon....bye.” fuck, fuck, fuck! “Fuck!!!!” I get out as loud as I can, which isn’t barely above a whisper. “Oh yeah, did I fail to mention that I took care of your little friend for the evening? We have the whole night to ourselves. And then tomorrow when you have learned your lesson, we will get you packed up and back home!” Jesus Christ. I am so fucked. “Now that you know you have no escape, are you ready to be a good boy?” I spit out the blood that has gathered into my mouth and contemplate that question for a minute....I have two broken arms and I’m pretty sure I just spit out a tooth but my vision is very blurry and everything is covered in blood. Shit he pretty much cut out everything that I could fight back with. So I just put my head down in the blood that is on the floor, what other choice do I have? “That’s my good boy.” He says, standing up and grabbing me by both arms roughly pulling me up. “God!!!!” I yell, I couldn’t help it but I bite my lip to keep from another cry leaving as he pulls them around and wraps them around my chest. Holding me like that with him flush against my back, pushing his hard on against my ass......god so disgusting. “No more yelling Jus, I don’t want to have to hurt you anymore than what you deserve right now. Ok?” I just nod my head hoping that, that’s enough. “Good, now let’s go to bed so I can finish up your punishment and then fuck you like never before, you are going to love it.” He walks us to my bedroom and now he is going to taint my wonderful bed. I loved that bed and now I will never be able to sleep in it again. I can feel the tears streaming down my face, I am so scared. He is going to hurt me even more than he already has and there is nothing I can do about it. When we got to my room he threw me against the wall and I fell to the floor. Trying to get up grabbing at the wall, he starts kicking my ribs first then the face. I try to cover myself curling into a ball as best I can. Finally he stops and I think that he’s finished but I was so wrong. Next thing I know I am being punched in my back and head.......he grabs me up by my arms, I’m barely holding conciseness now though and I am thankful that I will probably be passing out soon. He throws me onto the bed lengthwise and jumps on top of me strattling my hips. He starts to stroke my cheek, I turn from him and I get a smack across my face for it. He turns my face back to him squeezing my cheeks against my teeth god..... “never turn your face from me damn it.” he lets go smacking me again. I know that my lips are split open and bleeding. “Now are you ready to get fucked like never before?” I can’t talk anymore, my lips are too swollen and my face is too swollen as well. I get smacked again. Grabbing my face turning it towards him again. “Answer me!” he sneers. I just nod my head tears streaming down my face for what’s to come next. He gets off of me and I am thankful cause he has bruised all over my sides and legs. Everywhere pretty much. I hear him rummaging through something then he’s back, naked and I just close my eyes trying to ignore the fact that I am next......he starts to undress me roughly pulling me up by my shirt and ripping it over my head letting me fall back to the bed, I feel him open up my jeans and grab at the waist yanking them down and off. I open my eyes looking directly into Mark’s, the look they have sends a frightening chill down my spine....... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Brian’s POV: “What do you mean his partner is already back there? I am his partner.....” I tell this bitch, god damn it if it isn’t one thing it’s another. “I don’t think so sir....a Ben Bruckner is back there and has said that he is the man’s partner...” “I tell you what, why don’t you go back there and bring Mr. Bruckner out here and we’ll ask him who’s who.” I tell her brooking no argument. She just sighs and shakes her head, but she gets up and tells me she’ll be right back. I cannot believe this shit. I shake off Mikey’s hand and start pacing the corridor trying to calm my temper. This night is just so fucked up!!!! Finally after I don’t know how long I see Ben coming out of the side door, I stalk over to him..... “What the fuck is going on Ben?” I ask trying really trying to hold my temper. “It’s a long story......” Oh no he doesn’t. “Where is he?” I ask. Fuck everything else I need to be with him right now! “He’s being moved to a room right now, we can go up together.” He says, moving to the elevators and pressing the 5th floor. “Why did you tell them you were his partner Ben?” I ask. “So I could stay back there with him....I couldn’t leave him alone.” he says looking at his hands. “Fine, but why didn’t you call me, I’m his partner and I still have no idea what’s fucking going on here.” I stop myself, I am starting to lose my temper and I just want to be calm when I see Justin. “He was unconscious when I found him and......” “What happened?” Mikey asks, yeah I’d love to know that too. “Mark grabbed him......” “Oh my god no!” Mikey says! “Who the fuck is Mark?” damn it. “Mark is Justin’s ex. He is a sadistic mentally fucked up man who thought it was okay to beat the shit out of Justin. Stalk him and rape him.” Ben says, and suddenly I feel the ground disappear and my heart clench and my anger flare like never before. I’m gonna kill this mother fucker. “Did he....did he....” “No he didn’t have the chance to rape Justin this time.” Ben says cutting off Mikey’s unfinished question. Michael and I both breathe a sigh of relief. “But what did he do this time....is he alright?” I ask, panic starting to set back in. “He’s got one hell of a concussion and a broken rib.....bruises along his side and on the right side of his face there is a large one. He also has them around his throat. That’s pretty much all of the physical damage.” “But not the emotional damage.” I say. God. We get up to his room and I see him laying there, his face is swollen and bruised and that is really all I can see for now but I know there is more and it’s breaking my heart. I go over and sit by his side on the bed taking his hand in mine and leaning down to kiss his forehead......I stay there for a long while until I sit down in the chair and lay my head down on the bed watching him sleep still holding is hand tightly in mine, caressing his arm. Ben and Mikey take up the chairs by the door and lean against each other dosing off.....before I know it I am doing the same......... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Justin’s dream POV: “Please.....Mark don’t do this.” I plead in vain. I know it won’t do any good, but I would do anything not to have this happen. “Oh it’s ok sweetheart you are going to love every minute of this, I’m going to make you cum so hard you will never want anyone else.” He says kissing along my face and to my neck and ear.......I start to block out everything that is happening and just try and think about anything else but this man and what he’s doing to me. I am succeeding until I here the most disturbing sound in this situation.....the tear of the condom wrapper which I am thankful for at the same time. I keep my eyes closed as tightly as possible and I feel him grab my legs at the knee......god no please I bite my lip as he swings them up over his shoulders. Oh, the searing heated pain that is sent through my legs to the rest of my body......then he slams into me before I know what’s happening, I feel my teeth break through the skin and the blood start to seep down my chin. “Oh yes that’s it.” Oh god please don’t talk, please just let me go to another place. “See I told you you’d love it.” He keeps slamming into me; I just keep my eyes closed and try not to hear anything but the blood pounding in my ears. I concentrate as hard as I can until I feel his hand around my cock, fuck it’s absolutely soft......he stops himself and I can feel his eyes on me, he’s sliding his hand up and down my cock but it’s not reacting..... “Open your eyes.” I reluctantly open my eyes and stare into the ice cold blue of Marks. It’s still sending ugly chills down my spine. I see his eyes get harder... “Don’t worry, I won’t stop until you cum.” He says. I feel my body stiffen..... “ah yeah, there you go.” Oh god no......he starts to slowly pump into me while slowly stroking my cock. So I just close my eyes and try to imagine anyone else. My first thoughts of course are of Brian but I don’t want him to be anywhere near associated with this......I think of a hot model I saw on a billboard a couple of weeks ago......I just try my best to lose myself in that fantasy. Before I know it I feel myself harden, thank god......I have my fantasy and it’s working, I feel my fantasy man hit my prostate one two three times and I shoot. Having barely made a move and not a moan or a sound for that matter. “Oh god yes.....Justin!!!” I feel him cum and then he falls on top of me. Letting my legs fall to the side. Thank god, I am in so much pain and he is just lying on top of me...... “see I told you that you would love it.” he says, snuggling up to me. God please let this be over. The next morning, after a night of being woken up two more times for more of the same, I wake to see him passed out on the side of the bed, so I gather myself up and grab the sheet around me I know now is the only chance I have to get away from him.......’knock.......knock’ I run as fast as I can to the door before it wakes up Mark. I throw the door open and it’s……. thank god! “Ben!” I throw myself in his arms..... “Oh my god Justin.....god what happened?” he says pulling me back. I’m shaking and crying and I can barely stand. I just hold onto him...... “Justin.” I hear from my bedroom and I look over my shoulder to see Mark coming out of the bedroom naked and furious at the site in front of him...... “what the fuck are you doing here?” I feel Ben stiffen and just push me as lightly as he can to the side stalking over to Mark....oh god no he’s going to get hurt....”I am going to kick your ass! He belongs to.....” “BEN!!!!!!” I say sitting straight up in bed looking frantically around until I feel his arms go around me. I grip him and hold on for dear life oh god it was just a dream thank god......only it wasn’t a dream it really happened.......that’s when I start to cry. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Brian’s POV: I felt him stirring and I woke immediately......he ripped his hand from me and I looked at him, he was sweating and starting to thrash around his bed. I stood up and before I had a chance to do anything, Justin sat straight up and yelled out “BEN!” The next thing I know Ben is there wrapping Justin in his arms. I can see Justin shaking and I can hear him crying. He’s clinging to Ben......it’s breaking my heart that it’s not me..... “It’s okay Jus.... you’re okay, you’re safe I swear.” he says, trying to pull back. “No don’t let me go please.” he says desperately. I can’t stand this. I sit on the other side of the bed, I touch the small of his back and I feel him stiffen against my touch I quickly pull my hand away and get off the bed...... “Brian?” I hear Justin say, I look over and see him looking for me. Oh thank god...... “I’m right here Baby.” I say sitting back down on the bed, putting my hand back to the small of his back. “Come here baby.” I say so softly. He turns and with his head down, he puts himself into my arms. “God baby....I’m so sorry.” I tell him. I want to cry, I can’t believe this happened, I had no idea what he had gone through after I pushed him away. “We are going to make sure this never happens again....ok Baby?” He just nods his head and squeezes me tighter, I do as well but just a little as to not hurt him anymore. I bring my hand up into his hair and I close my eyes thanking whoever is up there that he is okay and that I have him in my arms, I breathe him in...... “I love you Baby.” I tell him and I feel him relax even more into me. “I love you too Bri.” I hear him say. I then lay him down but he hangs onto me tightly, so I lay down with him bringing him gently to me so we are as close as you can get in a hospital bed. I hear him sigh and then I hear him breathing deeply and evenly......... “Brian...we are going to go home, but call if anything happens or if anything changes.....” “I will, I promise.......and thank you for taking care of him.” I say looking down at my beautiful partner brushing a couple of stray hairs from his forehead. “That’s what a best friend is for....just make sure he’s safe.” he says with a worried look. “I have no intention of letting him out of my site, nor do I plan on letting anyone near him.” “Good then we’ll see you in the morning.” he says. He closes the door and I look back to Justin, caressing his cheek with my finger tips. “Looks like it’s just you and me gorgeous.” I whisper against his forehead and then kiss there. Moving down to his lips. I kiss him once more lingering for a minute. I pull away just slightly settling there to hold him close and drift into a light sleep.....