Chapter 3 Suburban Pittsburgh High School Study Hall Sept 10 2018 Gus Peterson and Alex Taylor were sitting in adjacent desks that for some reason seem to be closer together than any of the other desks in the room. “Gus I’m sorry that I couldn’t go to your party Saturday. My Dad and I always spend the day together on my birthday. We’ve done that for as long as I can remember.” “I told you before that it didn’t matter. It wasn’t that big of a deal this year. My Mom, Grandma Deb, Aunty Em and I just went out for dinner and a movie. I understood that you wanted to spend the day with your Dad. You can’t tell anyone but I sometimes wish that I could spend just one day with my father.” I’d never admit that to anyone I know but I told Alex without even thinking, I really do think I’m in love with him.? “Why don’t you?” I hope he doesn’t mind me asking such a personal question. “He’s not in my life and really never has been. He moved to New York before my first birthday and I don’t think I’ve seen him in person more than five times since then. Sure he’s good about sending me presents and he does e-mail me a couple of times a year but just one hug would be worth more than all of the money he’s snuck into my savings account over the years.” I wonder if he’d be surprised to know that I’ve never spent a cent of that money. “We can share my Dad if you want. While we’ve struggled financially over the years he’s always been there for me. He’d probably be a world famous artist by now if he’d just done like my mother and abandoned me when I was born.” Why did I tell him that?. Why do I want to tell him everything about my life? Am I in love with him? I know that I’m in lust with him but am I truly in love with him? “What?” I wasn’t expecting anything like that. “My mother had me and left the hospital two hours later and I’ve never seen her in the 17 years since. I’ve never had the guts to ask how I came to be conceived considering that my Dad has never shown any interest in a female since I was born.” I’ve always wondered about that ever since I became aware that Dad is sexually interested in other men and not women. “How do you know that?” Was that a stupid question or what? I know my mother has no interest in any man so why wouldn’t Alex know the same sort of thing about his Dad. “Well he’s only brought guys home never a woman.” In for a penny in for a pound, I can think old clichés to myself with the best of them. Alex giggled inwardly. I barely know Gus yet I have no problem telling him family secrets. Maybe I do love him. I just hope he feels the same because I really want to get to know him in every possible way. “He brings tricks home?” Wow, is this getting interesting? Mom hasn’t brought anyone home since Melanie left us. “Well most of the time he couldn’t afford to rent a hotel room so he just brought them home. Of course he only brought tricks home after I was supposed to be asleep and he always ran them off as soon as they were done.” It was amusing to hear the comments some of those guys made when they found out they weren’t going to spend the night. It was surprising that Dad never had any problem getting them to leave even though most of them were bigger than he was. “If you were asleep how do you know what was going on?” I wonder how many stupid questions I can ask him? While I’m asking stupid questions maybe I should sneak in the one I really want an answer to, does he want to fuck? “Most of the places we stayed had very thin walls and my Dad is very loud when he’s having sex.” I’ve wondered whether being loud is a good or a bad thing? I guess I’ll find out if and when Gus and I ever have sex. I wonder if Gus thinks we might have sex some day? “Wasn’t that weird, hearing them having sex?” Weird or erotic? I wonder if I‘ll be loud when I‘m having sex or will I hold the noise down like I do when I‘m jacking off? “I suppose it was the first few times but once I knew what was going on I just tried to ignore it.” Though sometimes it just got me hard and I had to take matters into my own hands. Then when I was younger I got hard for pretty much any reason and for no reason at all some days. Of course now I get hard almost as often but at least there is usually a reason like this beautiful guy sitting next to me. Dad has always been very open with me concerning sex but I think he’d be horrified if he knew that I’ve jacked off to his tricking in the next room. “How did you know what was going on?” At least that wasn’t a stupid question. . “The first time I can remember hearing anything I was about five and I heard these noises like someone was having a fight so I went to my Dad’s room to see what was going on. He had this much bigger guy on his bed and he was on top of the guy and my Dad’s rear was going up and down. It was kind of amusing that the guy was completely naked but my Dad had just dropped his pants and shorts enough so that I could see his butt. Somehow I knew better than to interrupt them and the next morning I used the computer to find out what they were doing. I’m sure my Dad doesn’t suspect that I know what he’s been doing all of these years, though it has to be more denial than true belief that I don‘t know.” He’s always been very open with me regarding sex so he probably wouldn’t have freaked out if I’d ever said anything about his tricking in the house. “You knew how to use the computer that well at five? You really are gifted.” Gus grinned as he spoke to his friend. Can he be any better? I hope that we become more than just friends. I wonder if Alex thinks about us becoming more than just friends? God I’m getting hard again. I suppose if just thinking about his tongue pushing out his cheek habit gets me hard that I shouldn’t be surprised that seeing that tongue pushing out his cheek is going to do the same thing. I wonder how good that tongue would feel on my cock? I wonder what his cock would feel like on my tongue? Of course his tongue in my mouth would probably feel pretty good too. “I grew up very fast both physically and mentally but I seem to have gone back to normal rates, of growth, after I hit puberty. Though going through puberty more than two years before any other guy my age had its problems. There’s something different about my Dad’s sex life though.” I thought I would die of embarrassment the first time we had to shower after Physical Education class when I was the only boy in the room with pubic hair and a cock and balls that were fully developed. But Dad explained everything and I didn’t let it, or the teasing I got from the other boys bother me again. It’s a good thing that Gus and I don’t have a PE class this year because I’d be sprouting a boner in the shower every day just because he was in the same shower room. “What?” He really must be comfortable with me to be able to tell me such private things about his Dad. “Don’t get me wrong he hasn’t brought a large number of guys home, maybe once every two or three months, but he only tops them.” I’m pretty sure he has sex more often he just doesn’t have to bring them home most of the time. “How do you know that?” I hope I don’t come across as too nosy. “Like I said the walls were thin and it’s kind of amazing what guys say while they’re having sex. Anyway I can remember several times when the trick got mad and left because my Dad wouldn’t bottom. They seemed to think that because he’s kind of small and has a bubble butt that he should roll over and let them fuck him.” I have to admit, if only to myself, that it surprised me that Dad only tops his trick even if I didn‘t know how he pleasures himself when he‘s alone. “That doesn’t mean anything, Aunty Em told me that some guys only like to top, and some only like to bottom, but that most are versatile to some degree.” I wonder what I’ll like? I’ll like whatever Alex wants to do even if it’s only to hold hands and look into each other’s eyes. I’m kind of glad that I didn’t have sex with Peter Brady in the 10th grade when he asked me. I probably would’ve had sex with him if he hadn’t been so fat. I guess that was wrong of me to turn him down because he was fat but I just couldn’t stand the idea of touching that flabby body. Now Alex can touch any part of my body and I’ll be thrilled to touch any part of his body that he’ll let me touch. “Whenever you’re ready to experiment let me know Gus. But what‘s funny about my Dad is that while he only fucks guys he has this big dildo that he uses on himself when he masturbates.” I really can’t believe I’m telling this almost perfect stranger these private details about my Dad’s sex life, I really must love him. I’ve never had the courage to use that dildo on myself even though I’ve had plenty of opportunities to do so. I think that I’m going to enjoy having Gus fuck me though. I wonder why that is? “That does sound kind of odd, have you asked him why?” I really can’t believe I asked him that. “Since he doesn’t know that I know about his sex life that would be kind of awkward.” Alex blushed slightly as he answered his companion. “Alex I just figured out what you meant. Do you really want to have sex with me?” God I hope that’s what he meant. “Of course I do. What gay boy wouldn’t want to have sex with a gorgeous guy like you?” This gay boy certainly would want to have sex with you, over and over. “Well you aren’t chopped liver, I don’t believe I said that. I’d love to have sex with you but I’m still a virgin and I don’t really know what to do.” Gus admitted. He wants to have sex with me. He wants to have sex with me. I can’t believe how happy that makes me. “Well I know what to do technically but I don’t know how to go from step 1 to step 2 and so on to make it really good for both of us.” Gus continued. It’s not like I can ask my Mom and Aunty Em would tell the whole city if I asked him. That’s not fair he really wouldn’t but I just don’t think I could ask him. “It‘s times like this that I wish I had my father in my life.” Gus said with some pain in his voice. Alex noticed the pain in Gus’ voice and vowed to himself that he would do whatever he could so that the older boy wouldn’t feel like that again. “Like I said I can share my Dad, he was very good when he told me about sex when I told him I was gay. He explained everything I could possibly want to know and then some. I’m sure he’d talk to you about sex too.” I’m not so sure I want to have Gus and my Dad talk about sex, I can just see Dad falling for Gus. That was a weird thought. My Dad would never steal someone from me. “We’ll leave that as an option but I suppose I should get to know him before we ask him to tell me about gay sex.” I can just see myself walking up to some guy I’ve just met and asking ‘Mr. Taylor, what would be the best way for me to fuck your son, with him on his back or on his stomach? Or the two of us standing up against a wall or maybe in the shower would be best. What do you think Mr. Taylor? “I’m cherry too Gus and I’d like to give it to you but I don’t want to rush anything. Let’s just date for a while and see where it goes. I do know that the first time I want to top and bottom and see what I really like.” Alex whispered since he had remembered that the two of them were in a room full of other teenagers. I’m guessing that his cock up my ass is going to feel wonderful. I wonder if his cock is a big as it looks or if I’m just seeing what I want to see? Maybe he’s a shower like I am. It really surprised me the first time I saw a grower on a porno vid. My cock only gets about an inch longer when I’m hard but that guy on the vid almost quadrupled in length when he got a hard on. “Sounds like a plan to me Alex but we’d better stop talking about sex.” I know I have to stop or I’ll be shooting in my pants. “Why? Am I embarrassing you talking about sex?” I hope it’s for the same reason I have to stop this discussion. I haven’t been this hard in ages. “Because I need some time for this boner to go down before the bell rings and we have to get up and leave the room.” Of course it wouldn’t be the first time I’ve had to leave a classroom with a boner hidden behind a notebook, but this time it’s for a real sex reason. God I wish I had the guts to just lean over and kiss him. It wouldn’t be the first time two boys have made out in this school building. Juan and Joseph used to make out pretty much anywhere they were. They would even fool around with each other in the shower room and it didn’t bother them that everyone could see their boners. I wonder how they’re doing at Penn State? “I gave you a boner? That’s nice to know, it goes with one you gave me.” It makes me happy that he got hard just talking to me. I sure hope we can use these boners on each other soon. “Alex do you want to go out with me this Saturday? Just a movie and dinner at the Diner.” “Yes Gus I’ll go out with you, when you pick me up you can meet my Dad but you have to promise not to fall for him.” I know I’m just joking but it could happen, Dad is a very good looking man. “Alex that’s just gross, no matter how good looking he is he’s too old for me.” Why would I be interested in the older version when I have the younger version sitting next to me and getting hard ons from just talking to me. I really like it that he got hard just from being with me and talking. I really think I love him. “He’s not that much older than you since he was only 18 when I was born.” He certainly would be a better teacher for you in the art of gay sex than I’ll be. “That makes him 17 years older than me and that’s just old.” I’m sure he’s a good looking man but I don’t want a man I want this beautiful boy sitting next to me. “Is your boner gone?” Mine sure is. “You bastard, yes.” The little shit, he sure knows how to play my body, I really like that. I hope that we are playing each other’s bodies very soon. Shit my boner is starting to come back. Alex just gives Gus a Sunshine smile that made Gus’ heart swell and his cock even harder than it had been. The bell rang and the two boys got up and left the room with the other students but both made a point of staying as close to other as physically possible as they did so. Gus was so happy that he didn’t worry that his erection was visible to anyone that happened to look at him.