September 1 2003 It’s almost midnight and I’m in bed with the man I love, the man I can‘t imagine not being with for the rest of my life. I’m lying beside the man I just made love to. The man who's sound asleep because of the day we’ve had and because he always falls asleep after I fuck him. It’s strange that he can fuck me over and over yet if I fuck him he falls asleep; the last time I fucked him he told me the next morning that he really could get used to sleeping that well every night. Now I’ve only fucked him a very few times in the almost 3 years we have known each other but every time he has been sound asleep within 10 minutes of our climaxes. Well I don’t really know if that is true about the first time since he sent me back to Deb’s before he had a chance to fall asleep. When he fucks me it is almost the opposite he can’t fall asleep until he gets hard again and fucks me the second time, sometimes he can’t sleep until after the 3rd time and once it took four. It’s only my fucking him that puts him to sleep. I’ve sucked him off multiple times in a night and he’s still raring to go. Something about my cock up his ass just relaxes him so much that he can safely fall asleep. I guess that’s probably the answer, he trusts me to be there when he wakes up. He trusts me to not brag about topping Brian Kinney to anyone who’ll listen. It’s one of the ways that he tells me that he loves me. I enjoy fucking him but I certainly don’t want to give up the pleasure I get when he fucks me or even more when he makes love to me. There's a difference between fucking and making love though I’m sure he wouldn’t admit it. He’d say sex is sex with a gleam in his eyes that would say that he knows the difference. He’s getting better about admitting how he feels but he still has problems opening up and actually using words to say what he wants to say. Gussy made it clear to us that we have to communicate with each other in order to stay friends. Brian is certainly making more of an effort, than he did before we broke up, to talk to me and I’m remembering to listen to everything he says even if he says it nonverbally. Tonight we made love but tonight I was the motivator of our lovemaking. This entire Labor Day was a joy. I know that we’re going to be together forever as a loving couple. I’ve been hoping that everything was going to work out since last April when Gussy tricked us into being friends again but after today I know that we will be a couple for as long as we live. I can’t tell how I know but I just know that we will be together. How in the world did I become so lucky as to get Brian Kinney as my partner and Augustus Brian Peterson-Marcus as my son? The little scamp isn’t quite 3 years old but he knows how to run our lives and make us think we're doing it on our own. That boy is wise beyond his years and I know that we'll enjoy being a part of his life as he grows into the wonderful man he is destined to be. Brian would be horrified but I find his light snoring to be a wonderful sound and usually it helps me to fall asleep but today has been so wonderful that I can’t seem to nod off. Maybe I should wake him up and ask him to fuck meagain so that I can get to sleep. That wouldn’t work because he probably wouldn’t settle for just one fuck and by the time we got done we would have get up for work and school. I guess I’ll just remember how I got to this point and hope that it puts me to sleep. *** A week ago Saturday it occurred to me that the Labor Day Holiday would be the perfect time to bring my entire family together. Mom, Molly, Brian, Gussy, and me out in the wilds of Pennsylvania having a daylong picnic seemed like the perfect way to end a perfect summer or the perfect way to have it all blow up in my face. Gussy had tricked Brian and me into admitting that we still loved each other and we had spent the summer showing each other how much we loved the other. Now that the summer was over I wanted my family to know that Brian was truly part of my life. I knew the perfect place to have this little get together and all I had to do was get all of the players there at the same time. I wasn’t worried about Mom and Molly since we've been going to that place for summer picnics as long as I can remember. I knew that Mom would jump at the chance to spend the day with me. She still tends to think of me as her little baby boy instead of the 20-year-old man that I am. Molly isn’t 11 yet so she wouldn’t get any say in the matter but then I knew that once she met Gussy she would be as happy as a clam acting like a big sister and the little scamp would adore having another person‘s life to run. The only possible problem in getting Mom to come to my picnic would be if she thought Brian would be there. Her relationship with Brian has been spotty at best. They get along most of the time but then they hadn’t been in each other’s company for more than a few hours at a time. While she didn’t say anything I knew that she wasn’t happy when I moved back to the Loft when the second semester of the school year was over and the dorms were closed for the summer. She wants me to be happy and wasn’t convinced that Brian and I can be happy. I want her to see that there is more to us than just sex. “Hello, Taylor residence.” “Molly is Mom there?” “Yes Justin she is, do you want to talk to her?” “No twerp I was just asking so that I could go rob a bank knowing that she wouldn’t be there.” “Mom Justin called me a twerp again.” “Justin you shouldn’t call your little sister names. What can I do for you?” “I’m calling to invite you and Molly to a picnic on Labor Day at the cabin. We haven‘t spent much time together this summer and I thought it would be nice to have some time before school starts up again.” “We’d love to come Justin, what do you want me to bring?” “Whatever salad you want to bring would be fine but you don’t have to bring anything.” “Now Justin you know that I have to bring something. How about a big bowl of my famous macaroni salad and a small bowl of it made low fat.” “Sounds great Mom, your macaroni salad is my favorite, but why a low fat version, are you on a diet I don’t know about?” “I just assumed that Brian'll be there and I know that he worries about what he eats. I don’t know why he worries since he is so thin.” “I haven’t asked him yet but I hope that he'll be there. Mom I want us to be a happy family and you and Molly need to get to know Brian better if that is going to happen. The two of you need to meet Gussy too. He's growing up so fast though not as fast as the little scamp wants to. Brian and Gussy both need to know you two as well.” “Don’t worry so much Justin, I want you to be happy and if Brian is who makes you happy then I’m happy. Molly is 10 so picking on her big brother is more important to her than pretty much anything else she can do. Molly and I'll be at the cabin around 11. I‘m sure Molly'll be thrilled to meet Gussy. How old is getting to be anyway?” “Thanks Mom, I love you. He turns 3 on the 8th.” “I know honey and you know that I love you. Three, where has the time gone?” *** My next mission was to get Linds and Mel to let me take Gussy with us. I expected them to resist the idea of Brian and me having Gussy for an entire day but they seemed thrilled at the idea of having a day to themselves. I guess a 3 year old, even a perfect one like Gussy, can be a handful day in and day out. “Justin what brings you here, where's Brian? I don‘t remember seeing either of you without the other one since Gussy got you back together.” “I’m by myself Lindsay. I’m planning a Labor Day Picnic and I haven’t told Brian yet. I came over to ask for a big favor from you and Melanie.” “What honey? Anything we can do we will. You'll have to make sure and take a lot of pictures. I know it's wrong but I like the idea of big bad Kinney at a picnic. Promise me that you'll make him have fun in the sun.” “I’m hoping that you'll let Gussy go with Brian and me for the day. My Mom and Molly'll be there as well so you don’t have to worry about his safety.” “Justin, I would never worry about Gussy’ safety with you or Brian. Mel and I know how much the two of you love Gussy so we know that you would take care of him. Are you sure that you're up to taking care of him for an entire day? He's at that age where he can go at a run for hours at a time.” “I want my family to get to know Gussy since he’s going to be a part of the family. I guess he'll be if it’s ok with you. Yes we can keep up with him, and even if we can‘t Molly’ll be able to. She's going to be thrilled at the idea of having a little brother though technically she would be more of an aunt. Though she's going to be surprised when her new little brother starts running her life instead of the other way around.” “Well Justin it really doesn’t matter what I think about that?” “What do you mean?” “Gussy already thinks of you as his other Daddy so he is a part of your family so the idea of your Mom and Molly getting to know him is a good one.” “What do you mean he thinks of me as his other Daddy?” “When we were filling out the forms for his pre-school one of the questions was to list the people that the school can let him leave with if Melanie or I aren’t there to get him. Gussy said ‘Mommy since Daddy and Justee are friends again and living together isn’t he my other Daddy?’ I said ‘Sure if that is what you want and if Justin is willing to be your other Daddy.’ ‘Then write his name on the list since I love him like a Daddy and he loves me like a Sonnyboy.’ So Justin Gussy already thinks of you as his other Daddy and I imagine he’ll be asking you if you want to be his other Daddy when he thinks the time is right.” “Lindsay do you ever get the feeling that the little scamp is running our lives?” “Just think he’s doing it at 3 what’s he going to be doing when he’s 10 or 20?” “Making us very happy parents would be my guess. The cabin is about an hour drive outside of town so we‘ll be by to pick him up around 9 on Labor Day. I’m sure that Molly‘ll want to take him swimming so pack a swimsuit and towel. There’s nothing to worry about, the pond isn‘t very deep and Molly has passed her Junior Lifesaver courses and swims like a seal.” “Don’t worry Justin we’ll have him ready and enough clothes packed for a day in the country. The boy's an excellent swimmer as well. What do you want Gussy to bring for his share of the meal?” “You don’t need to send anything Lindsay.” “I know that honey but I know Gussy well enough to know that he‘ll want to bring something. If I didn‘t know that he’ll turn 3 on the 8th I would think he was 30. He can be so adult like it's scary sometimes. He even impressed my mother with his manners the last time we had dinner at her house.” “I didn’t think about it from that perspective; chips would be the easiest then. We’ll have him home sometime that evening. How do your parents feel about Gussy?” “They acknowledge him as my son but they still haven’t really accepted him as a grandson. He's growing on my Dad and I suppose it's just a matter of time with my mother. Well I hope you’ll have a great time. Do you have a plan to get Brian to agree to going on a picnic in the country?” “I have an idea, but Lindsay he's much more understanding of what I want since Gussy got us back together.” “It still amazes me that a two-year-old was able to do what none of us adults could do; make Brian Kinney admit that he was wrong about something.” “You know it was much more complicated than that Lindsay.” “Yes honey I do but it is always fun to pick on Brian especially now when he is so much more happy with his life. You do know how happy you make him don‘t you Justin?” “He makes me very happy too.” *** Of course the easy part was over and I had to figure out how I was going to get Mr. City Boy to agree to a day in the country. I really wasn’t worried that he would go but more that he would pout about it all day and thus ruin everyone’s fun. I did put off asking him until pretty much the last possible moment so that he would have less time to figure out how to get out of going. So yesterday afternoon when he caught me frying the chicken for the picnic I had to ask him. “Justin why're you frying so much chicken? Are we having guests that I don’t know about for supper?” “No one is coming over for supper tonight Brian, we’re having take out, what do you want?” “If we're having take out why're you frying half of the chicken population of Pennsylvania?” “Three chickens aren't half the population of Pennsylvania poultry. I’m frying this chicken for tomorrow. Then I have to make some potato salad and bake a cake and pack the picnic basket.” “Justin I know that you're a big eater but even you can’t eat all of that. What’s up?” “Didn’t I tell you, we’re having a Labor Day Picnic at the cabin tomorrow.” “Who're we? Where's the cabin? You really think you can get away with pretending you’ve talked to me about this picnic?” “I thought it was worth a shot considering your age and your failing memory.” “Justin don’t fill me with a line of bull and a sunshine smile what're you planning for tomorrow?” “I’ve invited Mom and Molly to a family picnic with you, me and Gussy. The cabin is a family getaway about an hour west of Pittsburgh.” “What if I don’t want to go on a picnic with the family, why didn’t you talk to me about this idea?” “Brian if we're going to succeed as a couple you have to let me be in charge at least some of the time. You have to trust me to make decisions and go along with them just like I go along with your decisions. I went to the company 4th of July party even though you told me at the last minute. You have to let me lead some of the time. I think it’s important for the two of us to spend some time with my family so that they can get to know Gussy and you. I’m going on this picnic with or without you but know that Gussy will be very unhappy if his Daddy isn’t there the first time he goes on a picnic in the country.” “Of course I’ll go and I’ll even try to have fun. Last minute or not you had fun at that 4th of July party. You even had Vance eating out of your hand 5 minutes after we got there.” “I promise that you'll have fun tomorrow. Yes I had a good time at the party but that isn‘t the point. I let you make decisions about what we’re going to do and you have to trust me enough to let me make decisions affecting us, as a couple, as well.” “Justin you could‘ve told me sooner I wouldn’t have tried to get out of going if you had given me a head start. I learned some lessons while we were apart and I don’t want to do them again. What can I do to help get ready for this family picnic?” “Peeling the potatoes and dicing up the onions for the potato salad would be very helpful. Mom is going to make you a special low fat version of her macaroni salad. Though she doesn’t understand why you're so worried about gaining weight since she thinks you're skinny. Of course everyone but you thinks that you're skinny.” “I have to keep in shape to keep up with her oldest child who wears me out any chance he gets. I’m not skinny, I’m svelte and I intend staying that way no matter what the various women in our families think. I don’t suppose there'll be any chance of any afternoon delight tomorrow.” “Probably not but I’ll guarantee plenty of delight when we get home tomorrow night.” “Don’t think that I'll forget that promise, bad memory or not.” “Well quit looking at me with desire in your eyes and start peeling those potatoes.” “Yes Mr. Taylor I’ll get to work but I can’t get the desire out of my eyes. No matter what I’m doing I desire you.” “Just think everyone thinks you're such a cold hearted bastard yet you’ll peel potatoes for me and still desire me.” “If we work at it we might have some time for some afternoon delight today.” “You can say the sweetest things Mr. Kinney.” *** “Brian we have to go pick up Gussy; quit stalling.” “I’m not stalling I just can’t find what I’m looking for. Once upon a time everything was in its place but let a blond twink move in and nothing is where it’s supposed to be.” “What’re you looking for? By the way when do I graduate from twinkhood?” “The perfect hat for a day in the sun. Sunshine you’ll be my twink when you're 100.” “A hat, when do you wear a hat? You mean I get to be your twink forever?” “Every time I go on a picnic in the country I wear a hat. Yes you‘ll be my twink until the day I die.” “When was the last time you went on a picnic in the country? I kind of like the idea of being your twink for the rest of our lives.” “Our sneak trip when I was a senior in High School was at some park on the Ohio River, I wore a hat then.” “Are you looking for the same hat?” “No I’m looking for the hat I was given by the Steelers management when my campaign increased attendance during a year when they were terrible.” “Well hell Brian a baseball cap isn’t much of a hat and if you just look on the top shelf you’ll see it. Get it and lets get on the road. If I know Gussy he is champing at the bit to get to the picnic.” “How did you sneak this hat up here while I was in the closet, the very first place I looked was that top shelf?” “Brian Kinney you asshole.” “But I’m your asshole.” “Get the cap and let’s go get Gussy.” *** “Hi Lindsay, is our little boy ready for his outing at the cabin?” “Yes Brian he’s ready, he's been ready for over an hour. Hi Justin. Do you two have any idea how annoying a 3-year-old can be when he's ready to go somewhere and his ride isn’t here yet?” “We’re only 5 minutes late.” “Tell that to the fisherman.” “The what?” “I made the mistake of telling him that there's a pond at this cabin and he figured out that a pond means fishing and he drove us crazy about needing fishing supplies. Mel took him to the Big Q last night and I hope you’re happy.” “Why're you mad at me? This whole picnic was Sunshine’s idea.” “I’m not mad Brian I’m just tired of hearing about fish, and lures, and tackles boxes. Promise me that you won’t bring any fish back here for Mel and me to clean.” “When did Sonnyboy learn that much about fishing?” “I don’t have a clue, I suppose he watched a show about it. He probably knows all about basket weaving too.” “Well where is he, we have to get on the road. I don’t believe I said that.” “Mel took him to the bathroom for a last minute potty break. His stuff is just inside the door.” “Lindsay we’re only going to be gone for less than a day. What the hell do you have in those two bags?” “There are a couple sets of clothes, a swim suit and a towel, some sun block, bug spray, a pillow and a blanket in the big bag. The smaller bag has Gussy’ contributions for your meals. I know that Justin told me that chips would be enough and there are several types in the bag but that wasn’t good enough for your son. There're the fishing essentials and his surprise for tonight as well.” “Fishing essentials?” “Everything the true fisherman needs while he’s catching the big ones, though I did balk at buying him a 6-pack of beer. Brian if he’s this grown up at 3 what the hell are we going to do when he gets to be 10 let alone 16?” “We‘ll just have to deal with it Lindsay.” “Hi Daddy, where's Justee?” “Justin took your bags to the Jeep, are you ready to have a good time out in the wilds of rural Pennsylvania?” “Of course I’m ready Daddy I was ready an hour ago. Are you and Justee going to fish with me, Mama bought me a fishing set last night and I’m all ready to catch supper.” “Sure Gussy we’ll fish with you today but I don’t think that there’re that many big fish in the pond. Lindsay I thought you got over your hat fetish?” “Not my idea Brian, not my idea at all.” “Daddy it is a fisherman’s hat, can’t you tell?” “Why are there all of those bugs on your fisherman’s hat?” “Those aren’t bugs Daddy those are lures? Every good fisherman puts his lures in his hat.” “I didn’t know that Sonnyboy. Sonnyboy why don’t you go see if Justin needs any help packing the Jeep. Lures Lindsay?” “No they're fake bugs hot glued to the hat, I may be a lesbian but I know better than to stick sharp hooks into the hat of my three-year-old son.” “Everything is packed into the back of the Jeep guys, Gussy are you ready for an outdoor adventure?” “Sure Justee, do I have to ride in my car seat or can I ride up front with you guys?” “Gussy you know that you have to ride in the car seat since you're still under the legal limit to ride in the front.” “Daddy I don’t want to ride in the back.” “That’s too bad Gussy because you either ride back there or you don’t go.” “Gussy I‘ll ride in the back with you and we can make plans on how to catch Big Fin.” “Who's Big Fin Justee?” “That's the big bass that lives in the pond, I've been trying to catch him since I was your age.” “Well lets get going then, good bye Mommy, good bye Mama.” “Have fun guys and we'll see you all tonight when you get back to civilization.” “Funny Mel funny.” *** “Brian pull off at the next right.” “Are we almost there then?” “No we have to stop at Rose’s to get some last minute items.” “What last minute items?” “Ice, charcoal, ice cream and worms.” “Why in the world do we need to buy worms?” “Daddy I need worms to catch Big Fin.” “Why didn’t you get worms in Pittsburgh Justin?” “It’s not like I could’ve dug a jar of worms in your back yard.” “What’re you talking about I don’t have a back yard or a front yard for that matter.” “That’s the point Brian. Gussy do you want to come in with me or stay here with your Daddy?” “I’ll stay here Justee since it would take to long to get me in and out of this damn car seat.” “Augustus Brian where did you learn such language?” “I don’t know Daddy, the same place I learned all of the words I use.” “Justin when did you teach Sonnyboy how to smile like that?” “I don’t know Brian, Gussy when did we have smiling lessons?” “Go buy whatever you need and quit picking on me. Sonnyboy you can quit giggling at anytime.” “Daddy you aren’t fooling me, you still love Justee.” “Yes Sonnyboy I love Justin. I wonder what all of those letters stand for?” “What letters Daddy?” “The sign over the door says Rose’s E Y C P N F A D I T C. They have to stand for something.” “Just ask Justee when he gets back with my worms. He’ll know, Justee knows everything.” “That he does Sonnyboy. Do you know how to put worms on a hook?” “No but Justee said he would make sure I learned how to fish today.” “I hope you like peanut butter ice cream Gussy since that's all Rose had in stock. Her milk man’s truck broke down and she didn’t get any delivered before the weekend and the holiday rush cleaned her out.” “I like any kind of ice cream Justee. Did you get my worms?” “One dozen of Rose’s best Ohio River Valley night crawlers Gussy, if you don’t catch any fish I’ll eat one of them myself.” “Justee it’s my first time fishing so you don’t have to do anything like that.” “I know Gussy I was just trying to get a reaction from your Daddy.” “Did you Justee?” “I think so Gussy since he is just staring at me like I have two heads. It was a joke Brian I wouldn’t eat a night crawler, even I don’t eat everything in sight.” “You two do know that you bring the worst out of each other don’t you?” “Yes Brian we do and we do it because we love you and want you to be happy.” “Daddy ask Justee the question.” “What question Gussy?” “Daddy noticed that there are a lot of letters in the sign over the door and he wants to know what they stand for.” “That's an easy question to answer. They stand for the official name of Rose’s store. It's such a long name that it was cheaper to have a sign using the letters instead of the words. The name generates extra business from some tourists as well. She had post cards of the front of the building with the sign made and sells more than you would think possible.” “Well what are they Sunshine, I don’t believe it but I’m interested in what they stand for. You do know that you won’t tell anyone back home that I actually cared about the name of some country store out in the boondocks?” “Yes Brian I won’t let anyone back home know that you can be human. It is simple though the letters E Y C P N F A D I T C stand for: Everything You Could Possibly Need For A Day In The Country. She really does have everything possible though with some of the more exotic items she only has a few on hand so you could go in there and find 2 or 3 copies of the New York Times but 100 dozen minnows wouldn’t be a problem.” “What are minnows Justee?” “Minnows are little fish that you use for bait Gussy.” “Fish, you put little fish on hooks, I’ll stick to worms Justee.” “I always felt the same way Gussy.” “How much farther is it Justin?” “Let’s see if we go the long way on the pavement it's 10 miles but if we take the short cut it's only a mile and a half.” “We’ll take the short cut, where is it?” “Just drive around back of the store and take the gravel road it will lead us directly to the cabin.” “Why didn’t you say that in the first place Justin?” “I just wanted to have some fun Brian, I just wanted to have some fun.” *** “This is it, Justin?” “No Brian this is just the back parking area. We are spending the day up over that rise. Let’s get the Jeep unloaded and then we can wait for Mom and Molly to get here. Then we can carry everything to the picnic area in one trip.” “Justee when do I get to fish for Big Fin?” “After dinner Gussy. We’re waiting for my Mom and sister to get here then we will go up to the picnic area and start dinner. Then Molly will teach you how to fish.” “Aren’t you going to teach me Justee?” “I could Gussy but Molly's a much better fisherman than I am. You’ll like Mollusk.” “Who’s Mollusk?” “Mollusk is just what I call Molly when I want to bug her Gussy. You probably should call her Molly.” “Ok Justee. Do you know how to clean a fish Justee? I plan on catching enough for supper but I’m not old enough to use a knife.” “Don’t worry Gussy if you catch any fish big enough to eat then we'll clean them and have them for supper. I’m sure your Daddy and I can figure out how to clean a fish. Besides my Mom probably knows how to clean them, she certainly knows how to cook them.” “Well Justin it looks like Jennifer is driving up the short cut.” “Hi Justin, Brian. Gussy you certainly have grown since I saw you last.” “Hi Mom, any problems getting here?” “No Justin I didn’t have any problems getting here, I’ve been driving up to the cabin since before you were born. I had my sweet sixteen party here if you can believe it?” “Gussy I want you to meet my Mom and my sister Molly.” “Hello Mrs. Taylor, hi Molly.” “Aren’t you the cutest little thing?” “I’m not cute, I’m a Kinney and Kinney’s don’t do cute.” “I wonder where he heard that line?” “Don’t look at me Sunshine I wouldn’t say something like that, it would be cute and as you just heard Kinney‘s don‘t do cute.” “I knew I should've bought some hip waders back at Rose’s.” “Mrs. Taylor can I ask you a question?” “Yes Gussy, you may ask me a question.” “May I call you Grandma?” “Yes Gussy you may but why do you want to?” “Well Grandmother is Mommy’s mother and you are Justee’s mother.” “Yes I’m Justin’s mother but why does that matter?” “Justee is my other Daddy so that makes you my Grandma.” “Well that makes perfect sense Gussy so I’m honored to be your Grandma Jenn.” *** “Now that that's settled lets get this junk up to the cabin so I can get inside where I belong.” “Justin Craig Taylor, you didn’t?” “He didn’t what?” “Justin did you or did you not tell Brian the truth about the cabin?” “Justin I’m not liking the sound of this conversation?” “Brian never asked anything about the cabin so I didn’t say anything.” “Justin you should've known better.” “What should've Sunshine known better. I’m feeling left out of this conversation that seems to be about me.” “Brian there really isn’t a cabin at the cabin.” “What? Why would you call it the cabin if there isn’t a cabin?” “Well Brian there used to be a cabin and the place got its name back then. My family just never got around to rebuilding a cabin after a fire burnt the first one down.” “When did this fire happen?” “I don’t remember the date for sure but my mother was a girl.” “When your mother was a girl, Jennifer that had to have been in the 40s or 50s.” “Late 40s I think.” “Justin you've some explaining to do. You expect me to spend an entire day in the wilderness with no modern conveniences?” “Would it kill you to spend the day without running water and electricity?” “Yes it would Sunshine.” “Daddy what does it matter if there is a cabin we can’t fish from a cabin anyway?” “Listen to your son Brian he knows what is important.” “Justin quit playing with Brian and let’s get this stuff up to the picnic area.” “What does your mother mean Sunshine?” “While there isn’t a cabin it isn’t completely primitive. There's a well built picnic canopy, once we get the generator going there's electricity and then the outhouse has running water.” “Why didn’t you say so in the first place?” “It was too much fun seeing you go ballistic over spending the day without modern conveniences.” “Daddy come on, you two can kiss and makeup later we have to get fishing.” “Gus we have to make dinner and eat it before you can go fishing.” “Why Justee, why do I have to wait? I want to catch Big Fin.” “Big Fin, what's he talking about Justin?” “Big Fin Mom the big bass I’ve been trying to catch since I was Gussy’s age.” “How could I forget about Big Fin? Gussy while we're getting lunch ready why don‘t you and Molly go swimming for an hour or so. Then the two of you can fish for Big Fin this afternoon.” “Ok Grandma. Swimming is fun too.” *** “Well Gusteford how well can you swim?” “Who're you talking to Molly?” “You're the only other person here Gusteford who do you think I’m talking to?” “But you keep calling me Gusteford and my name is Gussy.” “Gusteford is your nickname, all big sisters give their little brothers nicknames.” “You want to be my big sister Molly?” “I’d rather think of you a my little brother than as my nephew Gusteford. Is it ok with you if I treat you like a brother? I’ve always wanted to have a little brother since I’ve been stuck with a big brother all of my life.” “It’s fine with me Mollusk.” “What did you say?” “I called you Mollusk, if a big sister has a nickname for her little brother shouldn’t the brother have a nickname for his big sister?” “You’ve been talking to that big brother of mine haven’t you? I don’t like to be called Mollusk.” “That’s ok Molly I won’t call you Mollusk too much. But to tell you the truth I don’t think I like Gusteford very much either. My official name is Augustus Brian Peterson-Marcus but everyone calls me Gussy. I think I’m getting to old to be called Gussy though. I like plain old Gus why don’t you call me that and then maybe everyone else'll start calling me that too.” “Sounds like a plan to me Gus. Do you want to go skinny dipping or change into your swim suit?” “What's skinny dipping Molly?” “That's swimming naked.” “I’ve never swam naked before but I’ve never swam in a pond either. Why not, we're here to enjoy the wonders of Mother Nature, that's what Justee kept telling Daddy on the trip here.” “I was just joking Gus, go behind those bushes and change into your swim suit.” “Whatever you think Molly you're the big sister.” “That's a pretty swim suit Gus, do you know what those symbols mean?” “Justee said that a circle with a spear behind it stands for a boy, two of them together stands for two boys who love each other. Daddy bought this suit for me the last time he went to his favorite store; he got one for Justee too. He said my suit is ‘Limon’ and that Justee’s is ‘Hunter Green’ since Justee was such a relentless stalker. Justee just stared at Daddy and then he said ‘I guess you’re right I did catch what I was stalking.’ Then Daddy said ‘I didn’t mind getting trapped at all.’ Sometimes I don’t know what the two of them are talking about. Then Justee went to the store and got one for Daddy in ‘Goldenrod‘. I can’t say the name of the store because it is something foreign and Daddy says it in almost a whisper and with the funniest look on his face. I don’t know why my suit and Daddy’s have two different names since they both look like yellow to me. Mama said that only Brian Kinney would buy a designer swim suit for a toddler, do you know what that means Molly?” “No Gus I don’t know what it means I suppose we can ask my Mom later. How well can you swim Gus?” “I’ve been swimming for as long as I can remember so I can swim like a fish, at least that’s what Mommy and Mama say.” “Well then the last one in the water has to kiss the other one’s parent.” “Gus, Molly it's time to eat so get out of the water, dry off and put your clothes back on.” “OK Justin.” “Do we have to Justee?” “If you want to eat dinner you have to Gussy.” “Did you two have fun swimming?” “Yes Mom we had fun, Gus can swim like a fish. He's also very fast on the ground too.” “Molly you lost the bet so do what you have to do.” “Don’t rub it in Gus.” “Brian.” “Yes Molly what can I do for you?” “Gus and I had a bet and I lost so don’t get mad.” “Why would I get mad Molly? Whoa Molly you kiss almost as well as your big brother.” “Brian!!” “Well Sunshine she does.” “Grandma Jenn.” “Yes Gussy.” “I won the bet but may I kiss you anyway?” “Sure sweetheart, climb up on my lap.” “Grandma are all grandma laps this comfortable?” “I think so, haven’t you ever been in your grandma Peterson’s lap?” “No Grandmother doesn’t really like me and she said that if I sat on her lap it would muss up her dress.” “Well it’s her loss, you can sit on my lap anytime you want to Gussy.” *** “Justin why was the chicken different than the way you usually make it?” “This's picnic style Brian, at home I make double dipped.” “Why the difference?” “While double dipped is the best way to fry chicken it doesn’t work so well cold. There's too much batter to eat when it's cold. Picnic style just works better when you eat it cold. Why, didn’t you like it today?” “It was fine Justin I just wondered why it was different. You know I like everything you cook even if most of it's too fattening.” “It doesn’t matter how fattening it is Brian since you never eat enough to matter. Though I noticed that you ate a lot of macaroni salad with your one drumstick.” “Justin you know that I eat what I want to eat and that macaroni salad was exceptionally tasty. What's your secret Jennifer?” “Nothing that I know of Brian, I guess the fact that I use Italian seasoning and a bit of garlic is the only thing different than most recipes.” “Well the Kinney men certainly liked it, Gussy ate more of it than anything else and he adores Justin’s chicken.” “While I know that Kinney’s don’t do cute he sure is cute sleeping on that blanket holding onto his fishing pole.” “He’ll be awake soon enough and I sure hope he catches something when Molly takes him fishing or we won’t hear the end of it on our way home tonight.” *** “Gus have you ever baited a hook?” “No Molly I’ve never been fishing before, I just watch the fishing show on TV on Saturday mornings. Mommy doesn‘t let me touch anything that is sharp. She thinks I‘m still a baby.” “I’ll show you how to bait a hook but I think that I will wait until next summer before I actually let you put the worm on the hook. If you aren’t careful you can stick the hook into your finger.” “OK Molly you are the expert. Just as long as you don‘t think I‘m a baby.” “Depending on the size of the worms and the size of the hook you just push the hook into the worm and cover it up or you just kind of loop the worm up and stick the hook through it. Don’t worry the worm doesn’t feel anything when you stick it with the hook. You swim too well to be a baby Gus.” “You sure did that fast Molly, how long have you been fishing?” “Probably since I was younger than you are. My Dad really likes fishing and since Justin never liked to fish Dad would take me with him when he went fishing.” “Justee never talks about his Daddy, do you know why?” “Dad and Justin had a big fight when Justin decided he wanted to live with your Daddy.” “Why would they fight over that? Daddy and Justee love each other so they are supposed to live together.” “I don’t know Gus it's one of those adult things.” “One of those things, that explains it then Molly.” “Now that the hooks are baited with the worms we have to get them into the water so that the fish can see them and try to have the worms for dinner. Gus just push the button on the reel in and then just fling the hook out into the pond. The bobber will float on the water and the hook will hang down into the water. If a fish starts biting at the worm the bobber will go up and down, if the fish bites onto the hook then the bobber will go under the water and stay under. Once the fish is hooked we‘ll just turn the reel and pull it in.” “Like this Molly?” “Gus that was almost perfect you really have been watching fishing shows.” “How long will it take to catch my first fish?” “There's no way to tell Gus, it might be pretty quick or you might not catch anything today.” “Molly my bobber's going under already what should I do?” “Gus hang onto your pole you have caught something already. That certainly was quick. Just start turning the reel and pull the fish onto the shore. If it's big enough to keep we’ll put it in the live trap. If it's too small then we'll throw it back. Can you do it by yourself Gus because I have something on my pole now?” “Don’t worry about me Molly. This's fun. What kind of fish is that Molly? Is it Big Fin?” “Justin told me Big Fin is a bass and that's a catfish. I didn’t know that there were any catfish in this pond. I’ve never caught any here before but look you have one on your pole and I have one on my pole and both of them are plenty big enough to keep. With catfish you have to be careful of the spines since they can poke your hand and it hurts. This is when fishing is the most fun, we haven‘t been here over 10 minutes and we already have two keepers.” “I’ve got another one on my pole Molly. They must really be hungry since there isn’t much worm left on the hook yet they keep biting it. How many do we have now?” “Counting the one on your pole we have 5 catfish. Hi Justin, Brian where're you guys going in those pretty swim suits? Justin it’s the end of the summer and you still don’t have a tan. Gus and I've caught 5 catfish already. Since when are there catfish in this pond Justin?” “Catfish, are you sure Mollusk, I’ve never heard of any catfish in this pond.” “Look in the live trap if you don’t believe me.” “Those certainly are catfish, how many have you caught Gussy?” “This one makes three Justee. We only need to catch a few more for supper Daddy.” “Well you two keep catching supper, we’re going over to the other side of the pond to swim for awhile. Do you like this suit Molly, Brian got it for me when he bought the suit Gussy wore this morning? We’ll be back in time to clean the fish for supper.” “Yes Justin I like your stalking suit.” “Ok Justee, we’ll keep fishing for supper. Have fun swimming Daddy. Justee a swimsuit is a swimsuit but isn‘t it a bit small for you? You know Daddy you and Justee could just skinny dip so that your new suits don’t get dirty. Molly put another worm on my hook please.” *** “Justin do you know how to clean catfish because I certainly don’t know how.” “Never done it in my life but I’m sure Mom will know how and after she tells us we can do it. I really didn’t expect them to catch anything big enough to eat. I certainly never caught anything worth keeping.” “Sunshine do we really have to go swimming. I’d rather just lay here on the sand next to you and soak up some rays. When did Sonnyboy learn about skinny-dipping? Now that I think about it that does sound like fun. I‘m going to have to give him some shopping lessons. A swim suit is a swim suit where did he get such an attitude?” “Don’t worry Brian you are going to soak up some Sunshine. Yes we could go skinny-dipping and about the time we got into the pond naked we both would be sporting boners and my Mom would decide it was time to check on the kids. No we won’t be doing any skinny-dipping today. We don’t have time for any afternoon delight but we can share some lingual action.” “Trying to show off that 1500 SAT score again? Justin I don‘t have to go skinny dipping with you to sprout a boner, I can do that just thinking about your bubble butt, or your cock, or your lips, or your eyes, or your hair, or your hands, or your feet, hell I can get a boner looking at your footsteps in the sand.” “Anything you say Brian but please join me here on the sand. I think that you really do like me if you can spring a boner thinking about my feet.” “Didn’t you bring a towel Sunshine? I don’t want to get any sand on my delicate skin. You would be right, I do like you in fact I love you.” “Brian you wimp, sand isn‘t going to hurt your delicate skin.” “But you love me anyway, don’t you?” “What’s not to love you big wimp? But I didn’t bring a towel so I suppose you could lay on top of me to keep the sand off of your delicate skin.” “You are so kind to me Sunshine.” “I’m always kind to the man I love with all of my heart.” *** “Molly do we have enough fish for supper?” “Are you ready to quit fishing, we didn’t catch Big Fin?” “Yes I’m ready to quit if we have enough for supper. Molly there isn’t a Big Fin is there?” “How did you know, Justin is going to be upset that you figured it out.” “It was the look Justee gave Daddy when he first told me about Big Fin. For some reason they don’t think I can figure things out.” “It’s an adult thing Gus, adults don’t think kids can figure anything out. You learn to ignore it.” “Molly I have a surprise for supper but we need to go find some sticks first. While we're looking for the sticks I will show you something interesting.” “Gus you've never been here before how can you show me something?” “I know I’ve never been here but I know what Daddy and Justee are doing. Daddy thinks he's so sneaky but I trick him all of the time.” “What?” “Just follow me and I’ll show you something wonderful.” “Gus what're they doing?” “Kissing. Daddy won’t kiss Justee if he thinks I can see them but if he thinks I’m not watching he can’t stay away from Justee.” “How can you tell that they're kissing, all I can see is your Daddy’s back.” “Justee is under Daddy and if we walk around to the other side of the beach we'll see that they're kissing. They can’t help themselves.” “Gus you were right they were kissing but I think that they are sound asleep now. Though I don’t know how Justin can sleep with your Daddy practically on top of him.” “I asked Justee that once and he said that the person you love doesn’t weigh anything. Now Molly you can’t tell them that we saw them together like this. Daddy likes to think that I don’t know that they kiss each other. Let’s go find some long straight sticks for my surprise.” *** “Justin you told me that your mother would know how to clean these fish. Sonnyboy caught them and we have to have them for supper or he'll be devastated.” “I was sure Mom would know how to clean fish, Dad was bringing them home all of the time.” “Justin your Dad cleaned them, I thought you knew that. Get them cleaned and I can cook them but I draw the line at butchering anything.” “Daddy I thought you could do anything.” “Well Sonnyboy I like it that you think that but there're a lot of things I can’t do and cleaning fish is something I never had to learn. We’ll just take them with us and find someone in Pittsburgh that knows how to clean them and we can eat them next Saturday.” “I caught them so we could eat them today. If I tell you how to clean them can you and Justee actually do it?” “Gussy how do you know how to clean fish? You’ve never been fishing before in your life.” “I watch a fishing show Justee don’t you think that they would clean fish on a fishing show? How did you guys ever grow up?” “What did you just mumble Sonnyboy?” “Nothing Daddy, do you want me to tell you how to clean those catfish so Grandma can cook them for supper or not?” “You might want to mind your tone young man.” “Sorry Daddy. Catfish are very easy to clean according to my fishing show. First you cut off the head, then you split the belly open and remove all of the insides. Next you cut off the fins making sure you don’t get stuck by the spines. Then you take a pair of pliers and pull off the skin from the front to the back. Once you have the skin off you wash the fish inside and out and put it on ice. I could do it if you would let me use a knife. I’m not a baby you know Daddy.” “I know you aren’t a baby Sonnyboy but your Mommy would clean me if I let you use a knife. OK Justin did you catch the instructions? Can we clean these fish now that we’ve been told how by the master?” “All we can do is try. Do we have a pair of pliers?” “If you don’t Justee I do. There is a pair in my fishing supplies.” “Well Brian you can start anytime.” “Me, you’re the cook Sunshine you can have the honors of cleaning supper.” “You wimp.” “But you still love me.” “Daddy would you quit looking at Justee that way and let him clean the fish. Daddy why is your swim suit getting so pointy in the front?” “Sonnyboy go help your Grandma get ready to cook these fish while Justin and I clean them.” “You know Brian someday you are going to have to explain some things to Gussy.” “I’ll explain those things to him the day after he gets married.” “You wimp.” “You’ll think wimp when I bring my pointy swim suit over to your amply filled swim suit.” “Later Brian we have fish to gut.” “Well that image certainly flattened my swim suit.” “Cut off the head, split the belly, remove the insides, cut off the fins, pull off the skin, that sounds easy enough. I suppose I should just start then.” “God Justin they are still alive.” “Well it won’t be once I cut off the head. Here goes nothing.” “Here you are Jennifer 10 catfish ready to cook. Justin is quite the butcher, I suppose that means I have to be even more careful not to upset the boy.” “I heard that Mr. Kinney.” “We’re ready to fix them for supper then aren’t we Gussy?” “We’ve been ready for hours, what took so long Daddy?” “It hasn’t been hours Sonnyboy, next time will go faster, but it is a lot harder to pull off the skin than you would think.” “How are you going to fix them Mom?” “First I'll put them into a bowl filled with the brew from Gus’ six-pack, from his fishing supplies, then I'll roll them in a mixture of flour, spices and cracker crumbs then lightly fry them until they are flaky.” “Gus’ six-pack, Linds said she didn’t send him any beer.” “Relax Brian, it’s lemon-lime pop. All Gussy cares about is that there were 6 cans and he calls them a 6-pack. Gussy are you ready to start cooking your fish?” “Yes Grandma I’m ready, what do you want me to do?” “Just pick the fish out of the bowl and put it into the flour, when I take one out to put in the pan you put another in the flour. We’ll have an assembly line.” “What're we having for supper besides the fish Grandma?” “Just the left over potato salad and chips with the rest of your 6-pack I didn’t use for the fish.” “Well we'd better get started. Daddy, shouldn’t you and Justee get back into your clothes. The mosquitoes will eat you alive if you leave your legs bare.” “Thank you for reminding me Sonnyboy. Justin lets go back behind those bushes and change into our clothes before we become a mosquito smorgasbord.” “I know what you're planning Brian, you go over there and I’ll change in the outhouse.” “You’re no fun Sunshine.” “Tell me that after we’ve taken Gussy home and you're lying exhausted in our bed from what I have planned for tonight.” “Why Mr. Taylor are you planning on wearing me out?” “Don’t I always Mr. Kinney?” *** “How was your fish Daddy?” “I ate two big pieces what do you think Sonnyboy?” “I think it means you'll be on the treadmill for hours tomorrow.” “Justin Taylor you've corrupted my son. He makes fun of me and smiles while he's doing it.” “He’s right though isn’t he Brian?” “Hmph” “Daddy I hope you saved room for my surprise.” “What surprise Sonnyboy?” “I guess it would be desert. Molly pass out the sticks please.” “Sonnyboy do you expect us to eat sticks. I have to admit that there aren’t many calories in a stick.” “Daddy would you grow up. The sticks are for roasting marshmallows.” “That makes sense I guess. How do you roast marshmallows?” “Brian, you don’t know how to roast marshmallows?” “No Sunshine I don’t know how to roast marshmallows. I told you that I haven’t gone to many picnics in the country.” “Gussy do you want to tell your Daddy how to roast marshmallows or do you want me to do it.” “I’ll do it Justee. You can teach him how do to something else when you get home tonight. Daddy take one of the marshmallows and push the stick into it. Then you put the marshmallow close to the fire. Blow it out Daddy blow it out.” “This doesn’t look very good Sonnyboy. I’m supposed to eat this blackened ball of sugar?” “You can but it won’t taste very good. Don’t stick the marshmallow into the fire just get it close enough that the marshmallow starts to turn brown. Turn the stick so that all the sides of the marshmallow turn brown. See mine is just right and it tastes wonderful. Try again Daddy.” “Why do my marshmallows keep catching on fire while the rest of you keep getting perfectly brown ones?” “Because we don’t rush, you keep putting the marshmallow too close to the fire.” “Here Daddy eat this one.” “That is delicious Sonnyboy but one was enough, I’m stuffed.” “Daddy you can’t stop with one.” “Ok one more. Sonnyboy don’t look at me like that. Alright I’ll eat as many as you do.” “Brian it’s a good thing that the bag is almost empty because I’ve no doubt that Gussy could eat you under the table.” “These really are good Sonnyboy and I think I’ve finally figured out how to get a brown one instead of a burnt one.” “How Daddy?” “I’ll just swoop in and steal one off of Justin’s stick.” “Daddy.” “Don’t worry Gussy I’ll get even with him for stealing my marshmallow.” “Well gang it’s time we pack up everything and head back home. Sonnyboy your mothers are going to be worried if we don’t get you home before your bedtime.” “Don’t worry Daddy I’m sure I’ll fall asleep in that damn car seat on the way home.” “Gussy what did we say about using that word?” “I don’t remember you saying anything about it Daddy.” “Don’t use it young man, I don’t care who you hear use it you are too young to be cussing.” “OK Daddy I won’t use damn, how about fuck, can I use that word?” “No!!” “Got you Daddy, I knew I couldn’t use that one. That's an adult word and I won’t use it again until I’m an adult.” “Sounds good to me Sonnyboy.” “We had a wonderful time didn’t we Gussy? Good bye Mom, Molly see you soon.” “Bye guys; drive carefully.” “Brian did you have a good time today?” “Yes Sunshine I had a good time even if I was gotten here under false pretenses.” “What false pretenses?” “Do modern conveniences ring a bell?” “I was hoping you would forget about that little detail.” “Sonnyboy was right though he did fall asleep in that damn car seat.” *** “Hi guys how was your day at the cabin?” “It was fine Mel but this little scamp is getting heavy and I need to get him into bed before I drop him.” “Ok Justin do you need any help?” “No Lindsay I can get him into bed by myself.” “Well Brian did you have a good time out in the country?” “Yes Mel I did believe it or not. I got too much sun and ate too much food, but I was with Sunshine and that makes any day good.” “Did Gussy catch any fish?” “Why do you think I ate too much food, I had to eat two pieces of his catfish for supper. Then the boy had to teach me how to roast marshmallows. Who knew browning a piece of sugar fluff would be so hard and yet so worth the effort. “Brian Kinney roasting marshmallows now that's something I would have liked to see.” “Don’t worry Lindsay I’m sure that Sunshine took a picture of it since he took pictures of everything else that went on, including my pointy fronted swim suit that Sonnyboy informed the entire group about?’ “What?” “I was looking at Justin and nature was taking its natural course of events and Sonnyboy asks me why my swim suit was so pointy. I thought Jennifer was going to choke to death trying not to laugh. We’ll send you copies of the best pictures once Justin has time to go through them. Justin’ll print up the good ones; though I’m sure the best one will be of Gussy in his fishing outfit, hat included, holding his pole in one hand and the biggest catfish he caught in the other. You two might want to think about keeping an eye on what he is watching since Molly said he cast his line almost perfectly the very first time and he knew exactly how to clean a catfish all of which he learned from watching a fishing show. I don’t even want to think about what he could do if he watched some show about nuclear weapons.” “Don’t worry about the pointy swim suit Brian, Gussy embarrassed Mel and me in front of my parents by asking a similar type of question.” “Don’t tell me Linds I don’t want to know?” “Gussy is all tucked into bed in his PJs though he wanted to sleep naked like his Daddy. I told him that was an adult thing so he agreed to wait until he's grown up to sleep like a grown up just like he agreed not to cuss until he's grown up.” “How does he know I sleep naked?” “I don’t know Brian, I suppose someone said something once about you sleeping naked and he overheard the comment. Since he's sound asleep on another floor I can comply with a request he just made without you freaking.” “What're you talking about Justin, I don’t freak.” “When it comes to sexual behavior in front of Sonnyboy you freak Brian. Believe it or not he knows that you kiss me and it doesn’t bother him.” “I don’t freak and we do too kiss in front of him.” “Yes you do and no we don’t. But he did have a specific request for me to make this his best day ever?” “What did he request Sunshine?” “Mel, Linds don’t tell Gussy that I did this in front of you.” “Justin that was some kiss, is Brian breathing?” “Did Sonnyboy ask you to put your tongue halfway to my stomach? Did he ask you to make me come in my pants? Did he just ask you to make me faint with passion? Well Sunshine what was his request because you did all three?” “Brian you didn’t?” “Well Lindsay what can I say, Sunshine can kiss with the best of them when he puts his mind to it.” “Eww” “Mel get over it, guys come when they haven’t had sex in a long time and the love of their life kisses them within an inch of their lives.” “Well Brian that's just a start of my thank you for today. Gussy asked me to give you an extra kiss, when I was kissing you, from him. So the little scamp knows we kiss even though you try to hide it from him. Good night Mel, bye Linds I have to get someone else home and into bed before they pass out on me.” “Justin Craig Taylor I’m not going to pass out on you, I’m not that tired and I have a lot of calories to burn off from all of the eating you and Sonnyboy forced me to do today.” “Like you really ate all that much, two slivers of cake isn’t much though I have to admit that I was surprised when you took that second piece of fish and when you did eat as many marshmallows as Gussy.” “Lets get out of here Sunshine, I need to be alone with you for a while. “Go Justin we'll see you two around.” *** “Justin I did have a wonderful time today but I’m glad to be back home.” “Brian did you really come when I kissed you or were you just trying to gross out the girls?” “Well Sunshine there's a way you can find out for yourself?” “Mr. Kinney are you trying to get me to grope you?” “That is totally up to you Mr. Taylor I would never force you to do something you don’t want to do.” “Well Mr. Kinney I would never force you to do something you don’t want to do but remember our conversation about letting me make the decisions for us some of the time?” “Yes Mr. Taylor I remember that conversation. Do you have some more decisions you want to make tonight for the good of our relationship?’ “Yes Mr. Kinney I think I do have some decisions I want to make for the good of our relationship.” “What decisions would they be Mr. Taylor?” “The first one would be that we're going to go take a shower.” “I guess I really did give you a potent kiss Mr. Kinney.” “That you did Mr. Taylor. I love washing you Sunshine your skin is so soft yet part is so hard.” “Well Mr. Kinney you're one climax ahead of me today why don’t you take care of the imbalance.” “That is a decision I can live with Mr. Taylor. I’ll just slide on down and take care of that imbalance right now.” “God Brian no one would believe me if I told them how well you suck cock. Everyone just thinks you're a top that never reciprocates since that's all you ever did with your tricks. Do you miss tricking Brian?” “It surprised me but I’ve been perfectly content with you. At first I gave up tricking simply because I was so miserable without you in my life, I never expected it would last but every time some guy would try to take me to a backroom all I could think was that he wasn’t you. Then Sonnyboy got us back together and I simply couldn’t see where having random sex with some nobody would be worth the risk of losing you again. I learned my skills at fellatio long before I got my reputation as Liberty Avenues’ top stud. ‘Sure the guys wouldn’t believe you if you told them how well I suck your cock but Sunshine the biggest part in how well I blow you is that it's your cock. But who cares what the guys think since all I care about is making you happy. I think it's time to get out of this shower since the hot water is almost gone and I don’t really want to have a cold shower even if it's with you sitting on my lap. Any more decisions Mr. Taylor?” “Yes Mr. Kinney I think I've a few more decisions for the good of our relationship. While you can have sex on an empty stomach I need some fuel. Let’s go have a naked lunch to make up for not skinny-dipping this afternoon.” “Justin we’ll have to go to the cabin sometime by ourselves so that we can skinny-dip. You don’t know how hard it was to not take you this afternoon regardless of who might've seen us. Why are we eating fried chicken again?” “Well Mr. Pointy swim suit I had an idea that you might have been thinking such thoughts. We're eating fried chicken because I want to get rid of it and you'll eat some tonight but you won‘t tomorrow when you get out from under my spell.” “Well I can’t help it; you bring out the sexual beast in me. Luckily most of the time my hard-on isn’t quite so obvious as it was in that swimsuit. I‘m under your spell, well that would explain why I‘m eating fried chicken at 9 PM.” “I think my mother got an idea why I find your Kinney attributes so attractive. Didn‘t you realize that my swaying cock put you into a hypnotic state when you got down on your knees in the shower?” “Justin does she know that your attributes are almost as large as mine and since you're shorter they actually appear bigger? Your cock didn’t sway long enough before I swallowed it to hypnotize me. I’m not under a spell I just want to make you happy and if eating your left over chicken will make you happy then pass me another piece.” “Well if my swaying cock didn’t hypnotize you then my cum must have drugged you because you usually don’t eat my cooking in an attempt to make me happy. I guess I'll have to get you to blow me before every meal so that I can fatten you up a bit.” “Now Mr. Taylor why do you want to fatten me up?” “Well Mr. Kinney I’ve decided that I’m going to make love to you as soon as we get to the bed and if I could put a little fat on your frame some of it might end up on your skinny butt and provide more of a cushion while I’m pounding you into the mattress.” “Mr. Taylor are you proposing to fuck me tonight?” “No Mr. Kinney I’ve decided that I’m going to make love to you. I’m going to make you feel so good that you will want to pass out for real. I’m going to make you feel so good that you’ll be begging me to make you cum. I’m going to make you feel so good that you’ll wonder why I don’t fuck you more often than I do. But since we're a loving couple I’ve made another decision for the good of our relationship.” “What is that Mr. Taylor? I‘m looking forward to you making me pass out, for making me beg to cum and wondering why you don’t‘ fuck me more often.” “In the interest of fairness Mr. Kinney I want you to make love to me first. I want to pass out, I want to beg to cum, and I want to thank my lucky stars that you fuck me as often as you do. Forget the dishes, come make love to me in our bed.” “That is another decision that I've no problems with Mr. Taylor.” “Jeez Brian if you're going to be this fantastic after a day in the country we're going to have to picnic much more often. The guys wouldn’t have a problem believing how well you make love. But just because you fucked two loads out of me don’t think that you are getting off of the hook.” “Justin I don’t want off of the hook. I want you to make love to me tonight and I want you to make love to me whenever you want to. That's another benefit to loving you that I never expected; I don’t have to live up to my reputation with you. I can blow you or let you fuck me without worrying that everyone on Liberty Avenue will know about it in the morning. While there are benefits to being the King of Liberty Avenue there are costs as well. There were tricks, over the years, that I would have sucked off or let fuck me but in the back of my head was the fear of losing my reputation if I did. Maybe I worried about nothing but I worried about it anyway. I was much more versatile when I first came back to the Pitts after I graduated from PSU but most of those guys are no longer on the scene since they were older than me. Somewhere along the line I became a total top without even meaning to. Then you came along and I didn’t have to worry anymore. While the guys would be surprised that I can even suck a cock let alone do a good job of it they would be even more surprised that I can bottom but I imagine that Mikey’s head would explode if he knew that I let you fuck me and that you are very good at it. Justin I love making love to you but I enjoy letting you make love to me as well. Don’t let me dominate you, if you want to top then do so.” “Well Brian I love you and I want you to be happy. You never have to fear that I'll hurt you in anyway including hurting your reputation as a total top. So if it makes Mikey happy to think that I’m a total bottom, like he is, then let him. All that matters is that we are happy and while I truly enjoy topping you I absolutely adore being topped by you. Don’t worry I learned a few things during our separation as well and I’m not going to do anything I don’t want to do just to keep you in my life. So Mr. Kinney roll your skinny butt over.” “Yes Mr. Taylor I’m rolling over. But Mr. Taylor my butt, like the rest of me, isn’t skinny.” *** Brian rolled over and we made love for over an hour before I couldn’t stop myself and I came for the fourth time of the night. Actually when Brian came he clamped down on my cock and that was the last straw for me. Brian had such a look of bliss on his face and then before either of us could say much more than grunts he was sound asleep. He didn’t even stir when I pulled out and disposed of the condom. God I love the man with all of my being. I think that I might finally be able to fall asleep.