_____________Just My Size Chapter 3 Part 3_____________
~Later yesterday evening in LA at the Titan Mansion~
It had been fairly easy.
Especially with the terror twins gone, and her daddy enraptured with his 'first' family...
All Karena had to do was just smile her plastic smile, push the food around on her plate and bide her time, fake a headache and then loudly complain about her tummy, and in no time at all, the attention was ALL back on her, as it should always be.
Her doting big brothers had even carried her to her room, giving her twin kisses on her cheek, and then again on her forehead after they had carefully tucked her in.
For a moment she almost felt guilty for what she was about to do.
The twins had always treated her like spun sugar, and she could tell they were really happy she was going to be making them Uncles soon.
In fact, they were SO very happy about the upcoming latest addition to the family, their excited babbling could be heard down the hall in their exclusive language as they left her room.
When Carlina finally came up for bed, Karena had rolled over to face the wall and feigned sleep.
As soon as the room was silent except for the gentle sounds of Carlina’s soft breathing, Karena had quickly climbed out of bed, re-arranging it with her slender body pillow and her life sized dolly her daddy had given her for Christmas 4 years ago.
After Pulling up the duvet so that the lump now resembled her, even down to the long blonde hair, Karena smiled an evil little smile, packed a small bag, and then had gotten dressed.
Carefully and quietly rummaging around in her closet, when she found what she'd been looking for, she nearly squealed with delight!
Her get-away was now complete!
With blond and blonder not expected to be due home for a few more days, she would be long gone before anyone figured out what she had done.
And, when she finally DID return, it would be too late, and they would ALL just have to deal with her choices.
Turning the volume down low, she tightly pressed it to her ear as she listened carefully.
The messages were still the same as the last time she'd used it to fool them all, especially the old bat, just so she could skip school. 'Like mother, like daughter' she snidely thought, almost giggling with glee at all of the trouble the other girl would very soon be in.
Quickly she replaced the batteries, and then set it, before placing it out of sight yet near the 'her lump'.
Slipping Carlina's cell phone out of her purse, Karena then walked over to her dresser.
Crouching down, she fumbled around until she heard a familiar *snick* and a wafer thin card and a small bag of sleeping pills fell into her palm, along with the large roll of money, a wad big enough to choke a horse with that Karena had wisely hidden in the bottom of her dresser drawer trap latch.
No one knew about it's existence, especially not that traitor, her father.
How DARE he try and send her away to North Carolina like some little dirty dark secret?
Oh she had heard her parents talk alright. She had eavesdropped on several of their hushed conversations.
It had been disgusting really, listening to them yammering on and on, and ALL of it had been all about this damn baby she was carrying! Not one single word about the upcoming Holidays, and all of the fun shopping trips they would soon be taking her on!
Oh NO! It had been ALL about this stupid leech trapped inside of her!
And, when they HAD mentioned anything about any shopping, her mama had gushed about tiny little things and a nursery to get ready, and her daddy had sounded just as goofy as he had giggled!
He had actually giggled and then had called her mama 'grandmamma'! And? Her mama had just giggled back and had called him 'gramps'!
Karena had winced as she had then heard the tell tale signs of sex being made, and had slammed her hand over her mouth, barely making it to her room in time to heave into her toilet!
It had hurt her feelings that even her own parents seemed to be feeling just like Justin and Jaden as they had kept expressing concerns all about the dumb baby's safety.
What about HER safety?
Well, she'd fucking had it with the lot of them!
Fuck em all!
Only one person cared about HER needs, and her wants and HER fucking safety high above everything else, and that was 'him.'
Looking over her shoulder at the still sleeping Carlina, Karena carefully slipped into her bathroom, and locked the door.
Her hands shook as she quickly punched in the number that only her and Dustin knew.
She crossed her fingers and bit her lip as it rang 3 times. On the 4th at his sleepy, "lo?"
She whispered brokenly, "Dusty?"
At his surprised yet equally broken softly spoken, "Mistress?” As he filled her in on things she had not been aware of, she held her hand over her mouth to contain first her sorrow, and then her rage as her hands tightened in small fists at the gall, the absolute nerve of the lengths, the depths they had sunk to, just to achieve their results.
Keeping her and Dusty estranged and apart.
Well of course they would do anything to achieve that! Now that she was aware of the law, and she knew just what THEY had known all along, it made perfect sense.
It was such a good thing that their help loved to gossip, and it was an even better thing, that her own daddy was an even bigger gossip!
Because it had been a combination of him, and them that had given her a loophole to her situation, and on a fucking gold platter too!
Her daddy had thought he'd been so damn smart! But, he had underestimated her.
She had chosen her prey well.
One of her daddy's close personal friends Alburt Baskus who also just happened to be one of the best family lawyers as well as one of the biggest flesh peddlers and pedophiles in the State had been SO easy to convince to help her.
Where her daddy was like the porn king, Baskus was like the kiddie porn king.
Karena had known the man all of her life, and she knew his tastes even better, as she went in for the kill in typical Titan style.
The tall thin man was up against a professional shark, and a mini manipulator in a girl suit, so was it really any wonder that the old fool had simply folded like a house of cards?
Especially after she sweetened the pot with the dual blow job that she and one of the maids younger daughters Leia had given him!
They had also put on a nicely practiced girl/girl show for him, and he had loved stroking off his long hard cock afterward as he had licked them both into several orgasms.
Both girls had quickly and easily gotten just what they had wanted that afternoon.
After giving her big sister Carlina the slip as they had earlier carefully planned, both Karena and Leia had finished up their business, just in time to see a tearful Carlina come barrelling around the corner of the building.
Leaning down to whisper in the little girls ear, Karena snickered as she quickly licked some cum off of her soft cheek.
"It's Showtime, so sell it kid." she told her in a sing song voice, and Leia barely had time to nod before she felt the hard smack of her Mistress's hand on her plump backside.
Carlina had smiled grimly as she arrived just in time to see Karena smacking a now sobbing Leia on her pert little round bottom, and yelling at her for running off like that and scaring the two of them half to death!
And, later, when Carlina wasn't looking, Leia had winked saucily at Karena, licked her lips, held out her hand and then had greedily stuffed the pre-agreed thousand dollars into the zippered pocket of her jacket, Carlina none the wiser...
Yes, the little girl had come out of the deal a thousand dollars richer, but Karena had gotten something much more valuable than money.
She had come out of the deal with a staunch supporter in Baskus, and a lot more knowledgeable about California family law.
~*~
She grinned as she heard Dusty's dirty low moan, as he rasp, "Is her, is her pussy still, still.. OH Gawd! " And her titties, are they? Oh SHIT! And, and did she take it all, ahhhhh, just like I taught her too? OH YEAH!"
Snickering she purred, "Yep! Bald, perky, and like a fuckin' pro, you'd of been so proud baby!"
And as the loud frantic gasps of breath along with the distinct slap slap slap pounding sounds of heavy flesh increased in volume, Karena knew that her pervy little story had sent him spinning over the edge.
Dusty had helped in Leia's training, and Karena knew he had a thing for the little girl, and she DID so love to watch.
She loved the fact that she and Dusty shared the same perverted dark tastes, and it pleased her to no end that he like her, had NO boundaries when it came to their own personal and sexual pleasures of the flesh.
She had missed her friend.
Quickly she told him just what had happened, the real truth, not the trumped up fabricated lies that the two faced cunt Jaden and his asshole Uncle Max had fed Dusty.
She would NEVER turn State's evidence on him! They had a past together, and if he really wanted it, a future too.
She spilled it all out, and then, she told him the worst of it, all about how
she was NOT going to live like some rat in a cage in NC.
After listening to her, and then seeing that she had never abandoned him in the first place, Dustin quickly agreed to meet her in their secret place behind the gardens in 30 minutes.
And, after a quick bye-bye smooch into the phone, they disconnected.
Wiping out all traces of the call, as well as the number, Karena held her stomach lovingly.
This baby would always be her ticket to Justin Taylor, forever.
No matter what road her Dusty traveled, with her or without her,
together, ONLY she and Justin would always be this baby's real parents.
Carefully she snuck back out of the bathroom.
They were gonna do it.
Her daddy thought he was SO damn smart. That fancy Texas lawyer thought he was SO smart! That smart-assed Jaden Long did too. HA!
Well Karena would show him! she'd show them all!
Quickly, she ordered their tickets on the one card no one knew about.
Dustin’s.
She had gotten one of her daddy's friends to set it up for her, and although
for years now, she'd been filling it with money, she had absolutely no idea just how much was in there.
But, then that had always been the plan.
It was emergency money, to be used only for the unexpected.
'Well', she thought grimly as she quietly filled just one more small bag,
'I guess this was just about an unexpected as it got!'
Grabbing up both small bags, she silently made her way out of her room, and down the stairs and out of the front door like a blonde ghost.
Unseen to all but one shrewd pair of brown eyes.
The owner of those eyes had only one though as they watched her go. 'Good riddance, don't come back bitch.'
~*~
Her breath caught as she watched him leaning against the car, waiting just for her.
She walked up to him and then slowly dropped her bags.
Carefully he picked her up and hugged her to him gently.
Looking deeply into her beautiful blue eyes, his own begging for permission first, and at her nod, he then slowly kissed her.
His dark Princess, his Karena.
Not Justin Taylor's no matter what, but his. Always.
~*~
She kissed him back, relishing in his unique taste, his smell.
Dustin was her best friend, her dark Knight, and he was home to her.
Giggling, they loaded her small bags, and then getting in his car, they drove off, just as the night was bleeding into the day...
~*~
Thankful that they had gotten an early start and had decided NOT to stay the few more days they could of in the Pitts, Justin barely covered a big yawn as he smiled over at Jaden who grinned back at him after fighting and losing to his own wide mouthed yawn.
As both boys were slowly sinking down into the buttery softness of the black leather seats of the double stretch limousine that was quickly wheeling it's way back to their new home, they were both caught up in their own busy thoughts of the last few hours...
They had done something he'd never done honestly with Brian, and that was to talk out their feelings.
Justin would of liked to say that he honestly felt the same toward Jaden as Jaden had confessed to feeling toward him, but he didn't like to lie. All in all, Justin had been pretty impressed by his friend.
Jaden on the other hand, was wondering why his friend in Texas wasn't taking his calls, and why his Uncle had declined to spend the remaining days of his visit with him at the Mansion, and instead had opted to return to Texas early with his lover.
Jaden had tried to hide his tears and his hurt, and his acute disappointment, at this news, but his Uncle had seen right through him as if he were made of crystal.
After crushing him in a bear hug that made him squeak, at Borne and Justin's concerned looks, Max then had hugged him a bit more gentle
as he had kissed his temple and then whispered, "Titan invited Borne and I back to LA for the Holidays, I'm sorry I'll be missing your eighteenth birthday, but it really can't be helped. This is why we had a bit longer of a trip, so that I could spend some time with you. It was memorable, I'll say that much. Now, I have some things to wrap up back home first, and Borne does too, then we'll be back here before you can miss us, okay son? And Jaden, I'll be sending you your present from Borne and me very soon, so be watching the post, okay?"
Holding Jaden at arms length his Uncle stared long and hard at him for a moment, as he searched for the answers to the real reason his nephew now looked so sad.
Remembering the wide goofy grin of hero worship on Justin's face at the mere mention of Brian Kinney, and the tiny scowl on Jaden’s, Max cursed under his breath as he caught the beginnings of unrequited affections coming from his nephew toward the Taylor boy.
Young Jaden was smitten with young Justin, but Justin was fool out in love with Kinney, yet confused by his feelings for Jaden... Poor Jaden. Poor Justin...
Noticing the tell tale blush on both teen's cheeks, he coughed, and then gave Jaden an easy out as he had said, "Son, I wouldn't dare miss spending that special time with you! How could you doubt me like that Jaden? When, have I ever missed one single Holiday with you?"
Jaden had ducked his head and mumbled, "Um, never. But, this will, ah be the first Birthday though."
"I'm sorry son, but that just can't be helped."
Jaden had just nodded and kissed his Uncle on the cheek and hugged Borne and then he and Justin watched as the boarded the airplane.
They stood there waving until the plane was just a dot in the sky.
Then, both boys climbed tiredly into the back of the rented limo that Max had reserved for them to ride back to Titan Manor in.
All too soon, the long sleek automobile pulled into the long drive toward the security booth, and then finally through the gates of the Mansion, and up to the curve of the circular drive and the long marble steps of the home.
After placing all of their luggage outside of the car, the cute chauffeur tipped his hat and then snickered and waved away their offer of a tip, telling them that the "Hot sexy Texan already took care of it, and welcome back home to LA!"
Wearily, they grabbed up their luggage, and leaning against each other, made their way carefully up the long staircase to the tall front doors.
They smiled at the pumpkins and the swatches of Indian corn and small squashes that decorated the landing, perched on small glass or crystal topped and what looked like possibly platinum tables spilling generously out of large tan and golden cornucopia's proclaiming to one and all that Fall was in the air and soon Halloween and then Thanksgiving was near!
The colorful items were peppered here and there just enough to look posh and not garish, or 'ganky' which meant bad. Instead they looked 'ginky' which meant good.
They were just two of the latest in Jaden's new vocabulary that he'd picked up in LA by the Titan Team A's.
Justin leaned his sleepy head on Jaden’s shoulder as Jaden pushed the door bell. Resting his head against Justin's they patiently waited for the Butler to open it, and to welcome them back home.
On the other side of the door, an ear piercing and blood chilling scream rent the air. Followed by even louder Spanish that was being babbled and screamed.
Carlina came sailing down the long stairway and almost tripping in her haste as she skidded to a stop at her mothers frown.
Tumbling into her mothers arms, she loudly wailed, sobbing, "Mama! It's Mistress Karena, Mama, OH! Oh my! She, um, she, she, oh God, Master Titan is going to kill me! Oh Mama, his Princess she's, Eeee! I, I was supposed to watch her, and, I, OH! Mommy I'm so scared! He's going to send me away now, to the island! I don't want to go there mommy! Please, don't let him send me there!"
Carlina screamed and hid her face in her mothers ample chest, shaking like a leaf, as Mortin Titan’s angry voice suddenly boomed, "What are you going on about you daft girl? What's this nonsense you're babbling about? What about my Karena, my little girl, my Princess?"
Mortin's face went ash as he turned and bolted up the marble stairs barefoot, three at a time.
On the other side of the door, Jaden pushed the heavy chime button yet again.
It's enormous BING BONG BING! pealing was still grating on his nerves as it's been doing that several times now, had Mortin shouting over his shoulder, his loud voice bouncing off the walls, "For gawds sake! Would someone PLEASE get that fucking door? What in the hell am I paying you people for?! MY fucking amusement?! ANSWER IT NOW, OR SOMEONE IS FIRED!” He bellowed as he ran around the corner and skidded to a stop in front of Karena's room.
Opening the door carefully, he called out, "Karena, babydoll? Is everything okay hunnybunny? daddy's coming in now. Okay Princess?” Mortin asked as he turned the knob of the door and walked inside his only daughters large spacious rooms. He grinned widely as he heard her say,
"Oh! I love you SO much daddy, but, I'm not feeling good right now,*cough* *sniffle* I'll send for a tray later, k? Smoochies!" His daughters *voice* assured him.
Walking into the room, Mortin halted his steps so quickly he pitched forward and fell at the foot of her bed.
Carefully standing up he looked around him. His left eye twitched as his face took on an unhealthy purple hue, and he snorted before throwing his head back then he bellowed, "CARLINA! GET YOUR ASS UP THOSE STAIRS AND BACK IN HERE NOWWWWWWWW!"
Back downstairs, fifteen people rushed to open the door. All except for one young maid, she ran screaming from the room.
Flinging it open, their faces fell as they took in Jaden and Justin's travel weary appearances.
Jaden smirked and Justin yawned as they batted away the helping hands that reached for their luggage.
With curt yet polite nods, they made their wishes known and the over eager servants backed away from the tired travelers.
Grabbing up their bags and moving inside so that the large double doors could be closed and locked once more, Jaden and Justin began dragging their exhausted asses and their heavy suit cases up the long assed staircase.
They are halfway up them, when they hear Mortin bellow so damn loudly, they almost fall right back down them!
But, it's the broken hearted sobbing that makes Justin's face go white as he's wondering just what in the FUCK is going on!? Dropping his luggage, causing it to tumble back down the thick stairs, Jaden's soon joins his, as they both are scrambling to the top of the stairs, then running hell bent for leather around the corner and bursting into Karena's rooms.
At the sight they find, they first hold onto each other for comfort, then, moving as one, they sit on either side of the crushed soul as he's mumbling softly, running his hands through the long blonde hair his tears streaming out of his closed eyes as he's cradling and holding on tightly to what could only be described as the most life-sized and realistic look a like doll of Karena Titan...
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~Present time, in Las Vegas, Nevada, inside a Honeymoon Suite~
Karena Titan arched her back and stretched her slender arms above her head.
Bringing her left hand down to stare in wonderment again for the umpteenth time at the lovely two-carat pink diamond wedding ring that she had bought, and Dustin had picked out for her, smiling again she giggled.
She was now Mrs. Dustin David Jacobson.
Thinking back to just yesterday, and the cute little wedding that Dusty had last minute tossed together for them and that she had paid for, she smiled, and then quickly frowned.
Looking around her at the lavish suite, she sighed.
Yes, everything had been and was perfect, except for one tiny thing.
Well, one very big thing if she were being 100% honest with herself that is.
After the wedding, they had cuddled, and had ate a lovely steak dinner, but Dusty had gotten on her nerves when he'd insisted for the baby's sake that she eat more green vegetables, (which she hated!) and have milk (something she just couldn't stand unless it was thick dark with chocolate!) instead of her usual tea, or coffee, (things she just could NOT live without!)
In fact, he'd had the nerve to suggest that she cut those two items out of her diet all together!
He also had insisted that she have fresh fruit for her dessert, instead of the strawberry topped New York cheese cake that was calling out to her from the serving tray.
But, while that all in all was very annoying, what had really taken the cake, was this.
Dustin had out and out refused HER, any contact sex, until she saw a local Doctor, and that Doctor assured him that he wouldn't hurt HER or the stupid baby with his large member!
If it wasn't for the fact that he needed her just as much as she needed him, she would of never gotten married to him in the first place! For a brief moment she wondered, 'did I do the right thing?'
But, what was done was done, and soon it would be Thanksgiving, and then Dustin's birthday and then her birthday, and then her most favorite time of the year, Christmas!
Her whole Universe had changed in a matter of minutes, and Karena was excited to explore it too!
Smiling a contented little evil smile she thought, 'yeah, I'll let them all stew and wonder just where I am, and then, I might go back home, well, who knows, I just might stay here too!' Just then, her stomach gave a huge lurch, and she bolted for the bathroom.
On the other side of the bed, a dark chuckle was heard.
~Back in LA at the Titan Mansion, two weeks later~
At the timid knock on their door, Jaden sighed, and pulled on his red satin robe, knowing already just who it was, and what she wanted.
Opening it, he found a red eyed Carlina, wordlessly holding out a small tray toward him.
Wordlessly he took it and then shut the door with his hip.
Looking over at the small blond lump in his bed, he sighed and walked into the other room and placed the tray onto the glass topped table.
Justin had taken to bed a week ago after Mortin had gotten a report from the FBI that Dustin's car had been found, stripped and burnt, along with two un identified bodies inside.
One a young female, and the other a young male.
Mortin had taken to his own bed as well, and both men had been hard to budge from their safety cocoons.
After hearing the news, Angel and her twins had wept, and Carlina had run screaming from the house, with her mother Lucria running after her, begging her to calm down.
The young maid had been hospitalized and treated for shock for a few days, and obviously was now back to work.
Jaden swore that if Justin didn't snap out of it, he was going to the hospital next!
He had already lost some weight, and his face was so pale, and so sad. He was skipping more meals than he ate, and what he did eat, rarely stayed inside of him.
Jaden knew that leaving Brian Kinney behind in Pennsylvania had been hard on his friend, but, losing his baby was eating him alive!
That night, the night Justin had found out about the fate of Karena and Dustin, Justin had cried for hours, asking Jaden over and over, was it his fault they were dead?
Was this God's way of punishing him, by losing his baby, because he'd wished over and over after what they had done to him, and all that the two had put him and Jaden through, so many times he'd actually wished that they were dead, was it now his fault, that in reality, they really were?
Then, he had gotten this really strange look on his pretty face as he'd said,
"Jaden, is it okay to wish her dead, but not the baby?"
Then his face had registered shock, and had crumpled as he'd cried out, "OH! God, please! I really didn't mean that! I'm SO sorry, just bring them back to me! Please God, please!"
Then he had babbled on and on about Heaven, and he had questioned his own beliefs, and had been surprised to learn that not only did Jaden believe, he firmly believed that his mom and dad were there somewhere, waiting for him one day too.
So then Justin was wondering, was his baby there?
He'd taken sex- ed classes and they had taught them all about the development of a fetus, and that the heart was the first thing to form.
What would happen to his baby? And, if he ever got to Heaven, would his baby know him?
Then, he cried again about how he'd wished he could just do it over, and he and Karena could of gotten along, at least for their baby's sake?
And, why was she with Dustin?
He'd asked so many damn questions that finally, Jaden had to get away from him and get some air, and clear his spinning mind.
After a walk around the gardens, and then stopping by the stables to pet Blu, he went back upstairs, determined to see this through, and to stand beside Justin no matter what.
That stupid bitch Karena!
Even in death she somehow STILL had managed to fuck up Jaden's life!
Had it really been just last week that his Uncle Max and Max's lover Borne had pulled up outside the Mansion in his overhauled Jeep and towing his Baby Blu?
And, if that hadn't been a big enough of a surprise, the tiny dark-haired whirl wind that flew from out of the back of his black Jeep that almost knocked him down by hugging and kissing on him had made his heart soar.
She was alright, and she was really here too!
In fact the whole day of his eighteenth birthday had been perfect.
He had just finished blowing out his candles, Justin had been laughing and snapping pictures of the party guests and Jaden was making silly faces at Rose as she had tried to dot his nose, and then smear his face with some of the butter cream frosting on top of his huge cake that she had helped Lucria to bake and decorate, and he was giggling and wiggling away from her sticky fingers and flipping them both off as Justin put Jaden's new digital camera that Justin had bought for him as a gift, to good use.
His Uncle Max had just handed him a large and heavy gift of boxes shaped like a large triangle from him and Borne from out of the huge pile of colorfully wrapped gifts that were the large tables center piece, just as he was eating a huge bite of his red velvet Birthday cake smothered in chocolate-chip cookie dough ice cream.
In fact, it seemed at the time, that everyone was enjoying the cake and ice cream part, that is, until the door chimes rang...
And, if he had to be honest, there hadn't been a dry eye, or a happy real smile in that house since the devastating news...His Uncle Max and Borne and Rose had left for the airport that next day, with up-in-the-air- promises to return for the Holidays, and again, Jaden had NEVER hated Karena Titan more!
But, he did care about her father, and between the old man and Justin, Jaden was sure they were vying for the saddest person of the year award.
And so, Jaden figured it couldn't hurt to also try and be there for Mortin too.
After they had found him crying on his daughters bed, both boys had gotten closer to the older man, and a tentative bond had been formed.
And, then, last night, 'it' had happened.
Justin had asked Jaden to hold him, to, to finally make love to him and make this all go away. Jaden had just froze, not knowing what to say.
And, in the light of day, he was glad that he had made the right decision.
But, would Justin regret it?
They were both so young, how could they know if this had been what they wanted?
They had discussed it in great lengths as far as the *job* aspect of sex with each other.
But, in the clear light of day, Jaden knew that Justin knew that last night had been no "I'm ready for my close up Mr. Titan."
Last night, both of their bodies had been bathed in the bright cool moonlight pouring down from the Heavens like a celestial waterfall through the skylight above his bed.
Covering them in a crystal bubble, the things they did, and shared had been so touching, so different than anything Jaden had ever known of before, that the very act of their tightly entwined bodies had touched him so deeply, he had cried at the beauty of it afterward.
Justin's own tears on his face had sparkled like tiny diamonds, and Jaden had gently kissed them away before carefully gathering up the smaller boy into his arms.
As tightly as cling wrap, for the rest of the night, they held onto each other before falling into a deep sleep...But?
Would he now feel all weird around Justin?
Did Justin share any of his feelings?
Feelings like his whole Universe had been somehow expanded?
It had been one of the best nights of Jaden's young life, and he knew now without a shadow of a doubt, that his feelings had grown even stronger for the boy who slept by his side.
~*~
~Brian Kinney's loft, in Pittsburgh, PA~
CK stretched his small slender body and rolled over and spooned up against his lover.
Last night had been amazing!
Brian had been very patient and loving with him, and he had been so eager to learn everything that the older man had to teach him.
They had both been fighting the attraction for weeks now, ever since CK had moved in with Brian actually, but, last night, had been a turning point.
Carefully he moved away from Brian's warmth as he gingerly sat up despite the delicious throbbing in his ass from Brian's amazing sexual prowess.
Looking around at their clothing tossed every which way on the floor, a small purr filled his chest and a satisfied smile curved his lips as he remembered what had lead up to the best night in his young life.
They had been watching some show on Television, and Brian and CK had been passionately arguing about something, and then before he knew it, CK was upside down and then across Brian's lap so fast, his head had spun!
Then, he had tickled Brian, and he then had dropped CK accidentally on his head.
And when Brian had picked him back up and had cradled him in his arms apologizing over and over, his head bent down as he was looking into CK's eyes, CK had smirked and then bit Brian hard on his nose, for dropping him hard on his head, even if it was an accident.
Brian had yelped something about there had better not be any teeth marks, and then they had somehow gotten on the floor and were rolling around, laughing and tickling and giggling and then Brian had stopped, and had looked him deep into his eyes, and then CK had licked a wet stripe from Brian's shoulder to his chin, and then had kissed his nose, and there had been tiny teeth marks, but he didn't dare tell Brian that.
Especially when Brian had murmured how beautiful his violet-blue eyes were, and how beautiful and sexy he was, and then without warning, Brian had kissed him, hard, and CK then had kissed him back, harder, and then...
But, now, he was left wondering, would this, well, last night, had it changed anything, or just made an awkward situation even more so?
Had he made a mistake?
Was this really what he wanted, or had been wanting?
Did Brian think it had been one too?
Did Brian feel as if his whole Universe had been tipped?
And, when a sexy sleepy voice said, "Stop thinking so hard, I can smell your brain cells burning kid."
CK froze.
~*~
Well I'd like to take you as I find you
Imagine our clothes are on the floor
Feel my caress so soft and gentle
So delicate you cry for more
But you know baby
You know baby does it right
And you know baby does it right
Universe inside of your heart
You gotta let me know
so you can be free baby
You wanted it so much, and now that it's over
You don't know what you want
Put time in a capsule
Two minds consensual
Entwined to perfection
If we could...
Cuddle up close
Lay on my chest now
Listen my heartbeat's coming down
If you get tired you close your eyes now
When you wake up I won't be found
'Cause I know baby
I know you're the nervous kind
With so much going on in your mind
Universe inside your heart
You gotta let me know
so you can be free baby
You wanted it so much, and now that it's over
You don't know what you want
But let me tell you that, this time,
I'm gonna make you mine
(I won't let you go)
'Cause I know, this time
I'm gonna make sure I look out for me
'Cause you know baby
Well you know baby does it right
And you know baby does it right
You will only end up lost in loneliness
And wake up with the words already on your lips
So I'll let you go, baby
So I'll let you go...
Universe inside your heart
You gotta let me know so you can be free baby
You wanted it so much, and now that it's over
You don't know what you want...