(Thank you to Helen who agreed to Beta for me while Gerri is busy. You are so sweet and thanks for the banner.)
Jennifer sat at the dinner table with the notebook of the boy that she has heard about, that she thought was just a “friend” but slowly realizing he might be more, which she would not allow; how could she let her son be gay? It was disgusting. She would just have to tell Justin in no uncertain terms she would not have a faggot in her house.
At Brian’s house
Joan was in the living room looking at the newspaper when the doorbell rang. She was waiting for Brian and Justin to come back to set up some rules of the house. Especially since she could tell that this was completely different. She went to the door and opened it completely surprised to see her son’s former boyfriend there.
Joan: “Ben, What are you doing here?”
Ben: (smiles) “I came to see Brian, I hope that’s okay.”
Joan: “Of course dear, come in. Brian should be home soon.”
Joan: “Why so early?”
Ben: “It was half a day.”
They walked into the living room to catch up with one another. She never understood why they ended it, but they did. She knew that they were once best friends when they decided to move up to another step but then suddenly it ended.
School
Justin and Daphne were sitting in the last class of the short day. But Justin could hardly keep the smile off his face. He was so happy and excited. In his last class with Brian, he asked the blond to come over and of course Justin jumped at the chance. Now if he could get Daphne to back off a little. She had been asking him all day what happened last night since he didn’t come to her house like they had originally planned; not that she was mad, she was just curious.
Daphne: “Justin…”*whispers across the isle where he sat next to her*
Justin tries to ignore her
Daphne: “Justin, Damn it I know you can hear me”
Justin looks at her: “What? ”
Daphne: “I knew you could hear me”
Justin: “You make it impossible to ignore you. Now what do you want? ”
Daphne: “What happened last night at Brian’s? ”
Justin: “Nothing”
Daphne: “Bullshit, you can’t keep that smile off your face”
Justin blows into a full sunshine smile: “Oh my God Daph it was amazing.”
Daphne: “Did you guys have sex; cuz let me tell you, you need to get laid”
Justin: “Fuck you! And no we didn’t. ”
Daphne: “Why not? ”
Justin: “I don’t know, I mean I thought about it. I mean, he is beautiful but I don’t know if he wants me. ”
Daphne: “Are you fucking kidding ”
Justin shakes his head "no."
Daphne: “He is crazy about you.”
Justin: “really?” *smiles*
Daphne: “Duh!”
They both stopped talking when they saw their teacher looking at them. Even though they looked like they were paying attention to the teacher, they were both completely lost in their own thoughts.
At 1 pm the bell rang to let out the school: Justin and Daphne walked out of the classroom and went to the lockers to get their books for the long weekend ahead. While Brian, who was in the gym ran into the locker room to take a shower after an intense gym class.
At Justin’s locker
Daphne: “where is Brian right now?”
Justin: *thinks* “Gym…probably in the locker room”
Daphne: “you should go there”
Justin: “what! Are you crazy? ”
Daphne: “no, Justin it’s perfect…go; I am sure Brian will love it and that it’s incredibly hot.”
Justin: “Okay”
Justin walks down the hall to the Gym; as he pushes open the double door to see if anyone is still there, he was greeted with silence. He continued to the men’s locker room, he walked down the aisle and heard a shower on running but sees no one there. He looks at Brian’s locker and he was happy to see that Brian was still there. He takes a deep breath and continues to walk into the steamy shower room where he sees Brian with his back to him naked as the water falls off his perfect body and muscles.
(Got from http://queerasfolk.wired-hub.net/icons_bj_static3.html)
Justin stands there completely mesmerized by Brian’s beauty; slowly, before he even has time to think, he starts to remove his clothes and as he pulls off the remaining amount of clothing, he walks to where Brian is and tentatively clears his throat. Brian whips around completely shocked but even more so that Justin’s standing there in front of him naked….and walking towards him. Justin keeps his eyes locked with Brian’s because he knows if given a chance he will chicken out. He walks into the hot water and pulls Brian down by the neck and crashes their lips together. As he feels Brian’s strong arms wrap around him he wraps his arms around his waist while he can feel Brian’s boner and his poking each other.
Brian pulls back a little looking into Justin’s eyes, completely ridden with lust and his pink lips are now bruised red.
Brian: “what are you doing?”
Justin: “taking the initiative; is that okay?”
Brian: *smiles* “fuck yes”
Justin smiles a blinding smile: “Good”
They continue to kiss each other when Justin’s hand wonders down Brian’s chest to the hardened rod and slowly falls to his knees and looks into Brian’s eyes silently asking if it is okay.
Brian: “Are you sure?”
Justin gently places a kiss on Brian’s inner thigh and slowly places a small kiss on the mushroom of his dick. He licks the vein on the underside of his fully engorged cock and he’s greeted by a gasp of air when he takes Brian’s dick slowly in his mouth.
Brian looks down at the blond’s head bobbing on his dick and can’t help but let out a mewling sound as he can start to feel the tingle in his balls. Just as he runs his fingers through the blond’s locks, Justin speeds up and starts to take his fingers and play with Brian’s balls.
“Juss“…. Brian barely stutters as he comes down the blonds throat and while Justin sucks greedily on the member in his mouth he feels Brian’s semen trickle down his throat and he can’t help but love the taste of Brian, never wanting it to end. Brian pulls Justin up off the ground and kisses Justin deeply as he feels the smaller boy moan in his mouth.
Justin: “Was that okay?” *sheepishly smiles*
Brian: “Fuck, You get better every time”
Justin smiles and pulls Brian down for another kiss: “We better get out; I mean we don’t want to end up all pruny, do we? ”
Brian laughs: “Is pruny even a word?”
Justin: “it is now.”
Brian pinches Justin’s ass
Justin:“Hey be nice”
Brian: “what if I don’t want to be? ”
Justin: “Then I guess I won’t stay over tonight.”
He laughs at Brian’s completely shocked look on his face as he steps out of the shower and goes to get dressed. Brian turns off the water, grabs a towel and quickly follows Justin.
Brian: “You’re staying over tonight?”
Justin: “Do you not want me to?”
Brain: “no, I do. I just wasn’t sure if you wanted to. ”
Justin: “I do. I have to go home but I want to stay over since it’s Friday. ”
Brian: “don’t go home. Come straight to my house, you can call your mom. ”
Justin: “Okay.”
Both boys continued to get dressed while they bumped shoulders and continued to flirt with each other with small little looks and stealing kisses together. They walked out of the locker room with Brian’s arm around Justin’s shoulder and Justin’s around his waist; an unmistakable smile on both of their faces.
Brian: “So, what made you come into the shower, not that I am complaining.” he asked as they got into Brian’s jeep.
Justin: “Daphne. She said I should go after what I wanted”.
he said looking at Brian.
Brian: “Remind me to get her something.”
Justin laughs at him.
Justin: “Okay I will.”
Ten minutes later they pull into Brian’s house.
Brian: “you’re going to call your mom ”
Justin: “yes, I am going to call her and tell her that I am staying here tonight so we can work on our history project. ” *finishes with a sly smile*
Brian: “Oh, and what are we going to be doing sunshine ”
Justin: “You’ll have to find out stud. ”
They both laugh as they walk into the house and Brian stops in complete shock as he sees Ben sitting with his mother. Justin just stands there looking between Brian and this guy.
Brian: “Ben, What are you doing here?”
Ben: “I wanted to see you, but I think I should have called. ”
Brian: “yeah, you should have. ”
Justin: “Um…ya know what? I just realized I have to um go….”
Justin turns around and starts to walk out the door when Brian stops him and they touch their foreheads together.
Brian whispers
“Don’t go…”
Justin; “I don’t want to interrupt”
Brian: “you never could…please Jus, stay”
Justin looks into Brian’s eyes and sees how much he is wanted.
“Okay”
Brian leans down and gently kisses his blond’s lips.
Justin: “I’ll go home, get my stuff and I’ll come back, Okay?”
Brian: “sure, you’ll come back, right?”
Justin: “promise ”
Brian gives Justin the keys to the Jeep.
”So you will come back.”
Justin laughs
”I would have anyway but thanks.”
They kiss once more and Justin is out the door while Brian goes into the room and faces the past. Brian sits down on the chair.
Brian: “Mom, Justin is staying the night, that’s okay right?”
Joan: “yes, just remember the rules.”
Brian: “we will.”
Joan: “well, I have to go get ready; I have go to your aunts this weekend ”
Joan leaves the room sensing that her son needs some privacy and to get herself together for a weekend away from the boys.
Ben: “who’s Justin ”
Brian: “My boyfriend, or soon to be.”
Ben: “he looks young”
Brian: “He is only two months younger. So, what are you doing here?”
Ben: “I just wanted to see how you’re doing but it seems your doing well.”
Brian: “I am. Just because you and Mikey decided to be together doesn’t mean I am going to pine over you. I am fine Ben.”
At Justin’s house
Justin parks the Jeep and practically races inside the house and down the stairs. Jennifer comes down from upstairs as she hears the basement door slam. She just goes and sits on the couch in the living room waiting for Justin. Justin quickly grabs enough clothes for the weekend just in case. He doesn’t know what’s going on with him and Brian but he can’t wait to find out. He bounds up the stairs to see his mother sitting in the living room with a very unnerving look on her face.
Justin: “mom, are you okay?”
Jennifer: “I am not sure yet.”
Justin comes over and sits on the couch
Justin: “Mom, talk to me”
Jennifer pulls out a sketch book and that it is already open to a picture of Brian shirtless
“Explain this”
Justin starts breathing heavily unsure what to say
Jennifer: “Tell me that this is for art class”
Justin: “I can’t”
Jennifer: “then what is it for? ”
Justin: “me”
Justin looks at his mom in the eyes
Justin: “I’m gay”
Jennifer: “who is this boy? ”
Justin: “His name is Brian and his is my umm boyfriend”
Jennifer: “Justin, You can’t be gay, ”
Justin: “I am and nothing you say will change that. ”
Jennifer: “Get Out ”
Justin looks at his mother and sees something he has been fighting not to see; the anger and resentment that he is here
“Fine. Can I come back? ”
Jennifer: “Yes, when you tell me it’s just a phase and that you are wrong or I will send you to your grandparents in St .Louis”
Justin: “I -”
Jennifer: “I need an answer”
Justin: “you can’t do that”
Jennifer: “yes, I can and I will. Your choice Justin.”
With that Jennifer walks out of the living room and away from her son
Justin walks out of his home and looks back and sees his mother watching as he climbs in the jeep. She sees the look of hate. He doesn’t know how he managed it, but he pulls up at Brian’s house and sits in the jeep as the tears start to fall.
Brian walks Ben out of the house and he sees the jeep sitting in the front yard with Justin sitting there. As Ben pulls out and drives off Brian opens the door and sees that Justin has tears streaming down his face. Brian somehow manages to get Justin inside of his house and into the living room.