A/N: The lyrics are in Italic. I want to thank the wonderful Gerri as always for being there to support me. As, you all know this story does take a lot out me because I am latterly in a dark place to write it. I dictated this chapter to you. You were my inspiration to write the Squeal and without you all asking for it I wouldn’t have done it. I hope you all enjoy this. I Love you all!!!!!!!!
"There's no reason people who work have to be resigned to situations and endure circumstances when we all possess the power to create better futures." John Renesch
Brian’s POV
Everything has changed and I’m would be the first to admit that I for one am happy about that. Justin has been released from the hospital and he is now in my life permanently. During the two weeks of visiting him and getting to know him, I knew he wasn’t crazy actually quiet far from it in fact I probably am more so than him and also I know I couldn’t leave him in there. He is also one smart little fucker always calling me on my shit. But let’s gets to what happen about 6 months ago… The nightmares that was produced by the drugs that Hobbs was forcing into his body.
6 Months Ago (flash)
Louder, louder
the voices in my head
Whispers taunting
All the things you said
Faster the days go by and I'm still
Stuck in this moment of wanting you here
Time
These were the words that Justin wrote on his notepad after Hobbs drugged him again. The doses were increasing everyday. More and more drugs in his system. There's a reason but no one believes me. The reason I know I’m not sick. I’m gay I can’t help that.
Outside Justin’s room
Hobbs is on the phone.
"Are you sure about this?"
"Yes, we have to do this if we want to get paid."
"I could lose my job for putting him in a drug induce coma."
"Well, maybe you should have thought of that before you started slipping him drugs to begin with."
Dickson spat into the phone.
We see Dickson standing outside the office of one Craig Taylor. He walks through the door, not even bothering to knock.
"What the fuck do you want?"
"I want my money. I’m tried of waiting."
"I told you that you would get your money as soon as Justin is declared incompetent."
"Yes but you said that he would be declared three months ago."
"Well, it has taken a little longer and I’m saying it will happen soon."
"I won't wait anymore."
Dickson pulls a gun out from his back and points it at Craig and he laughs.
"You wouldn’t do it. You don’t have the balls."
Craig says as he sits back in his chair.
Back at the hospital
"So, what is this going to do Daph?"
"The camera is hiding and when Hobbs comes in to give you the drugs it will capture it and Brian and I will turn it over to the police."
"What will happen to me?"
"You’ll come home."
Brian assures Justin which gets him a smile.
Present
We see Brian sitting on the bed and Justin coming up the stairs and sits next to him.
"What are you doing?"
"Thinking bout the day I lost you."
"But you didn’t."
Flashback
In the blink of an eye
You held my hand, you held me tight
Now you're gone
And I'm still crying
Shocked, broken
I'm dying inside
Where are you?
I need you
Don't leave me here on my own
Speak to me
Be near me
I can't survive unless I know you're with me
Shadows linger
Only to my eye
I see you, I feel you
Don't leave my side
It's not fair
Just when I found my world
They took you, they broke you, they tore out your heart
With the camera set up both Brian and Daphne waited until eight o’clock when Hobbs would drug Justin like he did every night. They where both nervous as they had no idea if it would work. As eight o’clock drew close they were both pacing outside of the hospital.
In Justin’s room
Around eight Hobbs and two nurses came into Justin’s room and he lays there with the moonlight the only kind of light allowed into the room. Hobbs never turned on the light Justin always thought it had something to do with his reflection that would be shown in the TV so maybe he did feel guilty but Justin wasn't to sure.
"Justin, do you know what time it is?"
"Yes."
"It’s time for your medicine."
"Okay."
But what no one knew was that this was different. This amount of drugs could kill Justin.
The present
"Do you know what I remember about that night?"
"What Sunshine?"
"The kiss."
Flashback
As the camera recorded Chris giving Justin the drugs, Brian and Daphne met with the cops and they all started heading towards Justin’s room. Just as the last ounce was injected into his body, the cops along with Brian and Daphne barge into the room. Brian walks over to where the camera is.
"Smile for the camera Chris."
One of the cops takes the camera from Brian’s hands and plays back and he sees Chris insert the needle while two nurses hold down Justin as he fights. Daphne walks over to check on Justin and she notices that he is passed out.
"I slipped him into a coma he won't wake up, stupid fag."
The cops place a smiling Chris under arrest.
Craig Taylor’s office
We see blood on the door and along the walls…
We see Craig Taylor dead in his chair with a bleeding wound in his chest and Dickson with a blow in his temple.
No body finds them until the morning and there is a note…
I Craig Taylor couldn’t keep living a lie.
I had a relationship with Bill Dickson and I committed my Son to the Psych ward so I can get his money. I never wanted to be a father but I couldn't let my son win. I’m sorry to my wife and I’m sorry I had to leave like this. I couldn’t live a lie anymore.
Sincerely
Craig Taylor.
Justin’s Room
It has been three days since everything went down. Chris is in Jail and unfortunately he didn’t make it to trial...he seems to have had a big mouth, no body says exactly what happened besides he was in a fight and got stabbed but we all have our suspicions along with finding Craig and Dickson dead. Brian and Daphne were relieved somewhat but Justin was still in his coma. Brian sits next to his bed while holding his hand.
"Jus, please come back."
Daphne walks into the room and puts her hand on Brian's shoulder.
"Brian, why don’t you go home and shower?"
"No, I can’t leave him Daph."
"But you aren’t going to do yourself along with him any good smelling and not to mention looking like death a little."
"He wasn’t…"
"He wasn’t what?"
"He wasn’t supposed to get in so fast and I was never supposed to fall in love with him."
"I know but aren’t you glad you did."
Brian's only answer was a Kinney smirk.
Present
"What about the kiss?"
"The kiss that woke me up silly."
"How do you deal with remembering everything?"
Justin looks him straight in the eyes.
"How could I not, do you really want me to forget?"
"Don’t you?"
"No."
"Why?"
"Because it brought me to you, so I never want to forget no matter what. Please Bri don’t ever forget."
"I won't."
~fin~