(A/N: Thank you Gerri for the wonderful job you did. I love you!!!! Thank you all for being there and waiting. I am going to try and update soon. :) Song lyrics are in Italic) "OMG, Daphne!" Justin practically ran into English class. "What?" "You know that new guy Brian?" "Yeah." "He asked me out after school..." Daphne couldn't contain herself as she cuts Justin off. "As in like a date?" Justin flashes his sunshine smile and nods. "OMG, he's to die for." "I know." The school day passed quickly for Justin but slowly for Brian. Next thing they knew they were at the lockers and Justin was bending over getting something from the bottom of his as he felt someone behind him. Brian walked towards Justin's locker only to see his bubble butt in the air. "You certainly know what a guy wants to see when he picks up his date." Brian's trademark smirk is firmly in place as Justin goes to stand up but he ends up banging his head on a shelf. "Owe…damn it!" Justin rubs his head and pouts. "Are you okay?" Brian walks over to blond and removes his hand to look at where Justin's hand was rubbing it just a second ago. "Um...yeah." Justin is taken aback by how close Brian is to his body and the effect. Omg, he is standing so close to me, god why does he have to smell so fucking good. "Justin, are you okay? Brian looks at the blond with concern and then Justin looks up and stares into Brian's eyes. "Um…yeah, I'm fine." "I came to tell you something." Justin frowns. "Oh, that's okay I understand if you don't want to go out with me." Justin starts to walk down the hall wondering why the hell he is so upset that Brian is cancelling. Brian stands there in shock and then when he finally gets his thoughts together and is able to speak he runs after Justin. "Justin will you wait." "No, Brian that's okay I understand." "No you don't." With that Brian forces Justin to turn around so that they are facing each other. "I forgot that I have to stay after to get some work caught up, I was just going to see if I could pick up at 6 instead?" "Oh, yeah." Suddenly Justin feels very stupid. "Sorry...I over reacted." "I wouldn't expect anything else; I'll see you at six." All of a sudden he leans down and whispers into Justin's ear… "I really want to kiss you right now." Brian turned and walks down the hall while Justin just stood there in shock... Justin's POV Omg! I'm such a drama queen…wait can I be a drama queen even if I'm not sure I'm gay....oh, fuck I am pretty sure I'm gay because having Brian that close to me made me feel...something I have never felt like I wanted someone to kiss me so bad. I don't know what to do. It would go against everything I mean, I never thought I was gay but I knew I was different. Justin walks towards his car thinking about everything that has happen and what is going on with him since one Mr. Brian Kinney came and stirred up feelings that he honestly knew he would have to face but he had so far been afraid to. When Justin got home he went to his room. He was more than relieved that no body was home he needed and wanted to think about everything but suddenly his door swung open and there was Daphne standing in the doorway. "I thought you had plans with Brian? You didn't cancel did you? "No!" Justin sits up. "We are going out at six tonight." Justin frowns and drops his head. "What's wrong?" "I'm scared of what it will mean? Daph, what if my family hates me, what if he just wants me for sex? What if he decides he hates me after tonight?" Daphne walked over to her best friend and sat next to him and slung her arm around his shoulder. "No matter what, I will be there for you because I love you. You're my best friend Justin and we will deal with this together okay. You're not alone." Justin looked at his best friend with tears in his eyes. "Thank you so much." Justin hugged her with so much relief yet the fear was still in side of him. "Now let's get you ready for your date with Mr. Kinney." Daphne finishes with a smile and notices Justin's eyes light up when she mentioned Brian's name. A little before six Daphne was watching Justin pace back and forth. "He's not coming I know it." "You're funny." "Are you laughing at me?" "No never." Daphne looks at him innocently and overly shocked. Then the door bells rings and Justin screams. "Ahhh!" Daphne falls off the couch, laughing at her best friend as she gets up and goes to open the door. "Brian, how nice of you to come pick up n-boy." Daphne smiles. "Hey Daphne." Brian kisses her cheek. "N-boy?" "Yeah, nervous as hell." "Daphne!" "That's my sign to leave." Daphne makes her exit as Brian goes to Justin. "Are you okay?" Justin smiles shyly. "Yeah." They walk to Brian's car and both get in, Brian starts the car. "Where are we going?" Justin looks over at Brian. "It's a surprise." "You're not going to tell me?" Justin looks at Brian a little apprehensively. "Nope." Brian face shows a slight smile. "Please." Justin does his best impression of puppy dog eyes. "No." Brian laughs. "Please Brian." Justin puts his hand on Brian's thigh. They continued to drive in comfortable silence with only the sound of the radio on low. "Okay boys and girls it's almost summer time which means hot music it coming your way. Here is a new hit from Fall Out Boy!" When I wake up, I'm willing to take my chances on the hope I forget that you hate him more than you notice I wrote this for you. "Omg! I love this song." Justin lets loose a sunshine smile. Brian laughs at Justin. "Then turn it up." Justin turns up the volume; Brian and him both start singing at the top of there lungs! You need him. I could be him... I could be an accident but I'm still trying. That's more than I can say for him. Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman. Maybe he won't find out what I know: you were the last good thing about this part of town. Someday I'll appreciate in value, get off my ass and call you...in the meantime I'll sport my brand new fashion of waking up with pants on at 4:00 in the afternoon. You need him. I could be him... I could be an accident but I'm still trying. That's more than I can say for him. Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman. Maybe he won't find out what I know: you were the last good thing about this part of town. (won't find out) he won't find out (won't find out) he won't find out Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman. Maybe he won't find out what I know: you were the last good thing about this part of town. [x2] Justin turns and sees Brian singing along with the words and he realizes for the first time in his life he feels comfortable and safe. Brian looks over at him and smiles and stops singing for a minute "What, was it that bad?" "No it was really great, thanks." The car finally stops and Justin looks around. "Why are we at Schenley Park?" "Because they are having an early movie night." "But it isn't supposed to start for two weeks." "I know someone who said they would give us a preview, is that okay?" Justin leans into Brian, a few inches from his face. "Its perfect." "Can I kiss you?" "Umm ye- yeah sure." "Are you positive? " Justin just nods his head, afraid to use his voice. Brian leans forward and gently brushes against Justin lips. As he starts to pull back Justin opens his mouth a little signalling to Brian to continue to kiss him. They continue to kiss gently until Brian pulls back. "We need to stop or I am going to lose all will power." Justin smiles. "Thanks." "Come one Sunshine, movie time." _________________________________________________________________ I'm so sorry I know I promised Chapter 9 of Define normal by the end of the weekend. I was going about to send it to Gerri when my laptop just crashed so now I have rewrite. I hope you all are to upset or mad. :/