Authors Note: Thank you for all reviews and comment's. I couldn't have done it without of all you. Gerri, Your the best. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Change of Heart Chapter 4: Honest in my mind Brian's POV It’s been three days since I got that surprise visit from Daphne and I should be pissed as hell by it but surprisingly I’m not. I am more intrigued than anything else. I must say she definitely has balls but I continue to dwell about what she called me “heartbreaker, all around good guy.” What the fuck? I still don’t understand how I broke his heart, I honestly thought I was the only one heartbroken but I guess I was wrong. I still don’t understand why he said he was alone. Okay first things first to leave and go talk to Justin. "Cynthia I’m leaving for the day." "Okay boss, see you tomorrow. Oh and Brian…" "Yes." "Good luck boss." "Thank you."   As Brian walks out of the hospital he pulls out his phone to make a call that honestly should have been made two years ago. As he listens to the phone ring he starts to debate whether or not hanging up would be a good idea but before he can he hears a familiar voice of someone that grabbed him by the balls three days ago. "Hello." ~silence~ "Hello." "Daphne?" "Brian, how are you doing?" Daphne smirks. "I’m fine and how are you?" Brian smirks also at Daphne's snooty tone. "I’m fine is there a reason why you are calling this afternoon." Daphne holds in a chuckle. "Umm, Daphne is umm…" Brian is getting nervous. "...is Justin home?" Daphne smiles. "Yeah, he’s home, did you want to talk to him?" "That would be the reason for the call." "Okay just hold on grumpy pants." "Justin there's some really hot but grumpy doctor on the phone." Daphne yells out as Brian laughs. "What are you yelling about?" "You have a phone call from a certain Doctor and like I told him, don’t fuck it up." "You talked to Brian, why the hell would you do that?" Daphne hands him the phone and smiles. "I did, so don’t fuck it up and good luck." As she kisses his cheek. Justin mutters to himself. "What am I going to do with her?" "Hello." "Hey Justin, how are you?" (God I sound so stupid.) Justin smiles, "I’m fine Brian considering everything and how are you?" (Could I sound even dumber?) "I’m okay I guess considering I got a visit from a very feisty girl the other day." Brian lets out a little laugh. Justin laughs. "Yeah, Daphne can be a bit of a pit-bull, but I love her. "I heard that asshole." Daphne yells. Justin yells in return, "You know I love you." Daphne yells back, "I know and stop talking to me and talk to Dr. Dream." "So I take it you survived Hurricane Daphne." "Barely, but I did. I would like to see you and to talk." "Okay." (Did he just say what I think he said?) "Really?" "Yeah, we need to talk, so come over and we will talk." "I’ll be there in 15 minutes. Later." "Later." Justin hangs up the phone and starts to think. Justin's POV OMG! What the hell was I thinking? Why am I letting Brian come over here to my apartment? God he will be here in 15 minutes and I have to tell him everything well, maybe not everything. There is no reason to tell him that he broke my heart but I am sure he probably already knows because of Daphne and her big mouth. It was so hard dealing with not being able to talk to him and I was doing really well until I saw him and now I can feel everything that I felt during that time just came rushing back and now I have to be honest and talk to Brian the source of all that pain and love I have ever felt and just open up and tell him….. "Justin, stop worrying everything will be fine okay." "You don’t know that." Daphne hugs him and then looks deep into his eyes. "You right I don’t but I do know he loves you and you love him so just try okay…" (Knock on the door) "Looks like Dr. Wonderful is here. Come in Brian."   Brian's POV I hang up my phone and before I start the car I let out a breath that I didn’t even realize that I was holding. I can’t believe that he actually invited me over. I honestly thought for sure that he would tell me to go to hell but no, he completely shocked me by saying come over. So as I drive and get closer to his and Daphne’s place I become much more nervous but I can’t be nervous yeah but, what the hell I am. I am scared how this will go and I know I have to be honest and tell him what happened two years ago. I didn’t want to break his heart and I honestly didn’t think I did but I have. I can’t believe I could be so stupid. I walk up to the apartment and I am standing outside the door and completely thinking about turning around and going home but before I can even turn around I find myself knocking and then I hear Daphne yell come in Brian. I walk into the apartment and the first thing I spot is how beautiful Justin is …..     Daphne's POV I swear he is nothing but a dam drama queen and Brian is no better. I have no idea what to do with them, actually I have a few ideas and it involves shoving them both in room and locking the door but then I remember they will end up naked and all over each other in 10 minutes flat so that wouldn’t work. So, here am in my room studying and I just happen to over hear Justin tell Brian to come over to talk and it is taking everything inside of me not scream like a total girl but hey they needed this wake up call and then I start to hear Justin pacing in the living room and that’s when I know he is thinking that he just made a huge mistake so I have to go in there and be the best friend that I am. I walk into the living room and he is so cute. He is so scared and worried so I walk over to him and pull him on the couch and just stare at him and I know he knows what I am thinking but I have to reassure him…   "Justin, stop worrying everything will be fine okay." "You don’t know that." Daphne hugs him. "You're right I don’t but I do know he loves you and you love him so just try okay… Daphne's POV I hear Brian outside the door and I'm thinking I swear these two can make the smallest thing into the biggest fucking deal and before he can even finishing knocking I yell as I hear the knock for Brian to come in. When he walks inside I just see him look around and then his eyes suddenly stop on Justin and he looks over at Brian and I swear I can feel every emotion they share and so I do what I should do… "I am going to leave you two alone. I’ll be at the Library call me if you need anything." Daphne hugs Justin and whispers in his ear. "Good luck and remember it will be okay". He nods his head and I get up and to walk towards the door and I hug Brian good bye and I just look at him in the eyes and I swear it’s like we have this understanding because he smiles and nods his head and I know that everything I could have done is done. Now it is out of my hands and it’s in there's, oh god it’s going to get fucked up. Justin Daphne leaves and all I can think is OH, God, Brian is in my apartment Brian's POV Daphne leaves us alone and I am completely in shocked that I am standing here with Justin alone in his apartment and all I honestly want to do is run over to him and take him and just kiss but I know I can’t until I have to talk to him about what happened two years ago. Justin's POV Do I really want to know what happened? Do I have to really go inside everything that I have been through? Can I open myself up to him again? Am I willing to risk this all again everything I have become? I look over at him and look into his eyes and all I can hear is my heart and my head saying Yes, You really and that’s how I know that I am going to do this. I am going to open myself up again to Brian.