Authors Note: Thank you to everyone who read and reviewed my first story. I hope you all like this one just as well. Sorry it's so short there will be more and longer chapters. Gerri, Your an awesome beta and friend. Thank you. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Chapter One The Dream vs. Reality I’m on my knees and look down to see the most beautiful blue eyes I have ever seen. As I watch all the emotions play out on his face and slowly enter him, I look at him and suddenly realize the air I was holding as he pushes up against me and now I know he is ready. I slowly pull out and push all the way back in and thus begins a slow and steady rocking back and forth. I can't concentrate because hearing my name being shouted out his mouth as I clip his prostate is like music to my ears. A few minutes later I start to feel the familiar tingle in my balls and with one last jab at his prostate, we are both coming. That isn’t right… I haven’t seen or heard from Justin in over a year. God, why does that dream keep coming back? I don’t know, but whatever the reason I am scared shitless about seeing Justin tomorrow. I honestly thought it was a joke when Dr. Zippo called me on Friday and asked me to do Justin Taylor’s pace maker check. I asked him if he was joking and then heard him laugh and he said "No Brian, I have to go out of town and since I started my private practice none of the other doctors can take it, I was sure you could, unless it's a problem?” I told him it would not be a problem. Four hours with someone that I haven’t seen or talked to in almost two years, who I am possibly still in love with and oh yeah lets not forget that I keep dreaming about fucking him into the mattress, sure tomorrow no problem. God, its 5:30am, I might as well get up and head to the hospital and get started on rounds before my 9:40am appointment with one Justin Taylor. God, I’m scared out of my mind. Justin God, why can’t I lay on my right side and why is my scar bruised? That’s not right. I have to remember to tell Dr. Kinney that my right arm has been shaking when I put any amount of pressure on it. Fuck! I can’t wait four more hours I have to go now I feel like shit. Hey at least this way I don’t have to see Br- I mean Dr. Kinney. I should leave a note for Daphne because she will kill me if she finds out I went to the hospital and didn’t tell here. Daphne, I had to go to the hospital, I know you don’t have class today, I will call you later. Love ya, Justin. xxx ~ At Allegany Emergancy Room~ "Justin Taylor!" "Right Here." "We are going to exam room four and the doctor will be right with you." "Thank You." ~15 Minutes later~ "Okay, what seems to be the problem? Justin? "Brian? Is that You?"