--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Thanks to my beta, Carolyn, you rock, love ya girl. Thanks to the girls who helped me, Roo, much love to you and the gang. Mo... thanks for the big help, couldnt have done it without ya. Sid, Mari,Aida, Nisey,...love you and a biiig loving thank you to Rachele, without you girl, i would be lost..love you. And the Delph Gang....I love you all, and remember to rest up. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------- WPS 20 Justin “Wake up Sunshine.” I hear as I begin to open my eyes, looking up I see a smiling Brian. “Hey Sunshine, good morning. Time to wakey wakey.” Wiping sleep out of my eyes and looking up to him, “Brian, what the hell?” “I made you breakfast and Deb and Emmett are going to be here in awhile.” Brian smirks at me. “Breakfast? You made breakfast? Oh I get it, you went to the corner and got us something.” He laughs looking at me. “Smart ass. But a bright one, that’s what I did, now either get up and eat what I slaved to go get, or go hungry.” I can’t help the smile on my face as I sit up. “Why are they coming over?” I ask taking a bite of the pancakes he brought. He gives me a look “Still asleep I see -- to help with the wedding plans.” I just nod my head while chewing. Looking at me with a smirk, an evil-up to no good look when he puts his fingers in my plate and rubs the now full of syrup hand over my now hard cock. “I think you’re in a sticky situation Sunshine.” Looking down at him he smiles once more, “I think you need to be cleaned up.” With that he takes my whole dick into his mouth, licking and sucking like this’ll be the last time he gets to do this. Arching up into his mouth, my hand finds his hair, “Ohh, fuck Brian.” Sliding one of his sticky fingers up my ass, I feel my body shake. I love when he makes me feel like this. With no holds barred. I can feel the sticky finger inside me greeted by another sticky finger. Arching up and fucking his fingers and his mouth I know I won’t last long, which is probably what he’s going for. Hearing a knock on the door I bolt half way up when Brian’s hand pushes me back down, never stopping his attack on me. “Oh God, Brian, someone’s at the door.” Brian lifts his head and without taking his eyes off mine he yells, “Just a minute, we aren’t dressed.” Then he leans down, hot breath on my cock and he’s grinning, “Now, where were we.” Sliding his mouth back down onto me, I arch up once more. “Brian,” he never stops his movement as he strokes the inside of my ass, now with three fingers. Looking up at me “Cum for me Justin, I want to taste you.” Moving back down, slamming his mouth down on my now very hard cock, with knocking on the door, my hands in his hair he whispers, “Cum for me Sunshine.” With a few more strokes, and a few more slams, and with him now humming, I shoot my load down his throat. Drinking it all and swallowing almost all of it, he leans up, kissing me, “See a now we have a stickier situation, since your pancakes have now fallen onto the bed.” Sitting up quickly and getting up, “Oh Shit, Brian, I’ll get it before it does something,” Before finishing my sentence he grabs me and pulls me to him, kissing me. “Leave it, it’s fine. We can wash it later.” Laughing, I nod and once again there’s a knock on the door. “Besides, we have company. You go wash up.” Walking out of the room he goes to get the door as I go to clean up. I smile at myself in the mirror, “When we first got together, he would have freaked over the messy sheets, but now, it’s like whatever. Brian Kinney has really changed, which I knew.” I proceed to clean myself up. Brian Smiling, I open the door to see Emmett and Debbie, who both walk straight in, “Couldn’t wait to get your dick sucked Kinney?” Debbie smirks. “No, actually I couldn’t wait to finish sucking my partner off. He’s in the bathroom cleaning up.” Smirking at the way Emmett blushes sometimes. “Oh come off it Emmett you know you like the thought.” He simply coughs and nods. Justin walks out with a big grin on his face and gives them both hugs. “Ok let’s get started.” Emmett takes Justin over to one side of the room, giggling and laughing and showing him things in a book. Deb comes over, slapping me upside the head. “You asshole.” She points to the picture that Justin added and that he and Em are looking at now. “It was you who bought it.” Wiping her tears away, she sits down next to me, “I’m glad you finally got the balls to tell him how you feel.” Nodding I look up to Justin, “Well after the bombing, and after Michael,” Coughing I look down, “After Michael almost died and knowing how I could have lost Justin, I couldn’t just let him go again.” She moves closer to me, “Love makes you do crazy things Brian.” Looking down I nod, knowing she’s not just talking about me anymore. “Deb, I would rather not talk about this.” Lifting my head she looks me right in the eyes. “I don’t care what you want Kinney. You’re going to hear me out.” Nodding at her she lets go of my chin. “I know love makes you do crazy things, but what my son did, it was totally uncalled for. He has done a lot of things to get your attention, but this was the worst, and sweetheart, I don’t blame you one bit.” Never lifting my head she continues, “Brian, listen to me. Michael’s my son, my flesh and blood, but you’re just as much my son as he is.” She lifts my head again. “Talk to me Baby.” “I umm, I know you love me Deb, that isn’t the question. All I’m wondering is why you’re here with me, with us, and not with your son.” “Brian Kinney did you just not hear what I said, I AM with my son. I’m with you. You’re not blood but you might as well be. Honey, I know you blame yourself for Michael’s actions, you always have, but” she turns my head towards her, “But it’s not your fault. Michael is an adult. He’s a grown man and makes his own grown up mistakes without the help of you or anyone else.” Looking over at a laughing Justin and Emmett she smiles. “You’ve got a great man there Brian, don’t fuck it up, not over your unnecessary guilt over Michael’s actions.” “I don’t plan on losing Justin over anyone. I learned he’s all I ever needed, as a lover and now best friend.” Looking at my fingers she laughs. “What?” “I know you Brian and it’s not going to work.” I gaze at her, confused. She puts a hand on my face. “You aren’t going to push me away kiddo.” Keeping her hand on my face she continues. “Brian, you’re trying to make things easier. I can see it in your eyes what you’re planning, and you can forget it. I’m not going anywhere. Yes, Michael is my son, but you couldn’t be anymore my son if I gave birth to you.” Looking away I try to move away but she won’t let me. “Brian Kinney, stop it now. I love you, I love him but I won’t choose one over the other. I don’t agree with what he’s doing. And I won’t let you push me away thinking it’s for the best, that it’s hurting me because of both of you, but I don’t give a flying fuck. You aren’t pushing me away and I won’t turn my back on you or Justin and I won’t on Michael either.” Trying to hide my emotions she lifts my face again, “Talk to me.” “I just,” I start to say but can’t finish, she puts hands on my cheeks and mouths ‘tell me’. “I just feel like I’m not part of this anymore. That once Michael figures out we all know that things will go differently.” “Do you want to know what’s going to be different? Nothing. You and Justin will still come to family dinners. You will still come see me. You WILL NOT push me away. Yes Michael will probably not come but you and Justin aren’t going to let this stop you. Promise me you won’t do what is in your mind and listen to me.” Looking at her, smiling, she wipes a tear “Yes mother. I promise. I just wanted to make it easier on you.” “You know what would make this easier?” I shake my head and she smiles, “That you don’t try to make it easier and let it be how it is, family.” Nodding, I wipe my tears as she pulls me into her. “I love you Brian Kinney.” “I love you too Mother Deb.” Smiling she taps my face. “Don’t you forget that. Now let’s get this wedding stuff planned.” Nodding she takes my hand and leads me over to Justin and Emmett. Justin reaches up and kisses me and gives me a knowing look, I nod to let him know I’m fine. Smiling back I take what Deb said to heart and know she’s right, family's what you make of it? Family is who you let into your heart...blood can fuck off.