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Thanks to my beta, Carolyn, you rock.
Thanks to Sid, Rach for being my eyes.
This chapter is for Tay and Aida, here's what you both wanted. Love to you both.
ENjoy.
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WPS 16
Ben
After leaving Brian and Justin’s, Heath and I went to get a drink at Woody’s.
“So what are we going to do?” Heath asked.
“Well I’m going to go by the school and pick up my little recorder so when I go back to Michael’s I can record what we talk about.” Looking down I wipe a tear. “I’m sorry.”
Lifting my head Heath wipes the tears away. “I know you’re upset and it’s understandable. You loved, no you still love him and you gave him a lot. You married him. It’s going to hurt and I’m okay with you grieving, and I’m here for you. And I’m not asking for a relationship, yet.” I look at him and smile.
“I know you aren’t rushing me, and thanks. I guess I really thought he grew up and changed. But I was wrong. And as much as it hurts, I have to say that I don’t want something like that. And even if it hurts, I have to move on.” He nods and takes my hand in his.
“I’m here for you Ben, as a friend first and if something comes of it later in life, great. I’m still going to Tibet with you though.” Smiling at me he puts a hand on mine. “Besides, I want to go and learn more about this stuff. Maybe even help with building new structures. Well, after I finish building Brian and Justin’s place.” he looks at me and grins. “I owe them something for all this shit.”
“I don’t think they blame you Heath.”
“I know they don’t, but if I would’ve just gotten the damn annulment then this wouldn’t be going on.” I turn my body towards him.
“Heath, if it wasn’t this, it would be something else with Michael. I’m glad to find this out early. I wish I had found out sooner, it would’ve saved a few years.”
“Ben,” He moves in between my legs and lifts my head now, “Ben, you’re a great man, and I’m sorry you’re going through this, but I’ll be here for you. We meet people for reasons and I believe that this was meant to be--that we meet and become friends. I’m not saying anything about the future because no one knows what’s going to happen in the future, but I’ll be here for as long as you want me to be.” Leaning down he kisses me, “In more ways then one.”
Moaning at his touch, “Mmm, well that I look forward to.”
Kissing my neck by my ear, he whispers, “How about we take care of you before you go back to see him?”
Moaning, I nod, “Let’s go back to the house.”
“Too far, hotel for now.” Pulling me by my arm we walk out of Woody’s and go into the first hotel we see and get a room.
As soon as the door is closed, Heath has me against the door, attacking my neck, “I want you.” He grunts out.
“Well, you can have me.” I whisper back.
“No, I want you inside me Ben.” Looking into his eyes I nod my head.
Pushing him towards the bed, I tear off our clothes. I push him into a sitting position on the bed he pulls me closer and before I know why, he has my cock in his hands, placing a condom on it and pulling it into his mouth.
I lean my head back, taking in the hot breaths on my cock. I feel him sucking me, I look down and see him sucking me and it looks hot. Heath is hot.
I push him back onto his back and lean down taking his cock into my own mouth, sucking him like it’s the end of the world. I feel him arch up. “Fuck Ben.” He groans.
Not stopping I push in a finger, feeling him pulling it into him I push in two fingers.
“Oh fuck,” Heath grinds his ass into my fingers.
Leaning up I keep pushing my fingers into his ass, biting his neck and whispering, “Tell me what you want Heath.”
He answers with nothing but a grunt.
Once again I bite his neck and push three fingers inside his tight ass. “Tell me what you want, Heath.”
He opens his eyes and looks at me with a look I’m unsure of and he smiles.
I slow down my attack, “Tell me what you want, big boy.”
“I want you to fuck me.” He moans out.
Smiling I push my fingers in once more. “Louder.”
With his hips arched and mouth open he tells me louder, “I want you to fuck me.”
I look at him and he grunts. “Louder Heath.”
He arches his ass into my fingers and screams, “I WANT YOU TO FUCK ME BEN, PLEASE JUST FUCKING FUCK ME NOW!”
I smile, “Gladly,” is all I say as I lean up and push all the way into him and start to fuck him, hard and fast.
“Fuck Heath you’re so tight.” I moan out as I slam my dick up his ass.
“You’re,” he grunts, “big.”
With that I put my hand between us and stroke his cock. I hear his intake of breath and know he’s not going to last long, which is fine, since I won’t last long either.
Looking down over Heath’s tall, lean body, I gaze at his sandy blond hair, which was brown before, and his blue gray eyes. He’s fucking sexy. His plump lips with that dimple on his chin, fuck, can’t help but kiss it. He smiles and it’s sexy. His killer body and fair skin—yes, Heath is fucking hot.
He looks up at me with those eyes and all the world seems to stop, all but my hips that are grinding into him, and my hand, which is stroking him. The world outside doesn’t matter.
Heath
“Oh shit, Ben.” I grunt out as I look up into his eyes, and I can tell he likes where he is.
“Feels so incredible.” He grunts as he pushes into me. I don’t bottom often, but this man makes me want to.
He continues to pound me as my head falls back, and all these feelings wash over me, and I can’t help but feel like my life is in this man.
“Fuck Heath,” He groans as he strokes my dick, knowing we’re both close he pushes all the way in, hitting my spot as he strokes me.
“Fuck me Ben, I’m going to cum.” I tilt my head back as we both feel ourselves reach our brink, and shoot our loads, mine into his hand and his into the condom in my ass.
Leaning over onto my chest he kisses me, smiling. “Wow.” was all he could say.
I grin knowing just how he feels. This man is amazing in so many ways.
And I can’t wait to know him better.
Michael’s loss is my gain.
Smiling as we snuggle into one another, closing our eyes we both sigh. Letting the feelings flow and not wanting to move.
At least not now.
Brian
I watch Justin drawing and my heart skips a beat. I know I’m with the right person. I try not to think about what Mikey has been up to and it still breaks my heart that he would actually lie about something like cancer.
Especially after all I went through.
I know Ben and Heath both had a great idea about not letting on, but how the fuck can I do that when all I want to do is hurt him, kill him.
“Stop it.” Justin tells me. As I look up he’s looking straight into my eyes.
“Stop what?” He moves over to stand in front of me.
“Stop worrying so much. I know you’re pissed, we all are, but worrying is only going to make it worse…on yourself.” Putting his hand on my cheek he kisses me.
“How did I get so lucky with you?” Smiling his wonderful smile he once again kisses me.
“Oh I don’t know. Because you were the first one to pick me up that night. Plus you soooo love me.” He recites in his sing song way, making me laugh.
“Thanks Blondie. I needed that. You always know how to make me laugh.” Kissing him I sigh.
“Brian if you can’t do it, then I’ll go over and do it. Ben and I can handle this part.” I shake my head at him.
“No, I need to do it. He’s my, well he’s Mikey. I have to be the one to do it, once and for all.” He nods his understanding. “And I know you’re there for me if and when I need you.”
Rubbing my arm he looks into my hazel eyes, “Always and forever.”
“Justin, I’m really sorry about not telling you about Heath a long time ago.” Before I can say more he covers my lips.
“Brian, we’ve already been through this. I told you. Heath told me all about you yelling my name and even though I can’t see how you could NOT tell the difference between us, it’s okay. I forgive you.”
Kissing his lips I pull him closer, “I do love you Justin. So much. I never thought I would love someone like this.”
“Well I guess I just had the right stuff to inspire you. I know you can’t resist me, or my bubble butt.” He takes my hand and places it onto his ass. I squeeze it.
“Nice ass.” He giggles as I slap his ass.
“You know I can help you forget about this for now.” Laughing as I pick him up.
“I was counting on it Sunshine.” Carrying him into the bedroom so my future husband can help me ‘forget’ everything else.
But when I’m with him, I do forget everything else, because he’s all that I see, want, need and desire.
And once again, I show him, over and over just what he means to me.