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Brian’s POV Justin and I made our way to the diner for breakfast. We go in and sit down in the booth with the boys. I pull Justin onto my lap and kiss him on the side of the head. He scoots over and sits beside me. “Hey Sunshine.” Debbie calls out to him. It seems to be his nickname which they all use. All but Michael who calls him Boy Wonder. “Hey Debbie.” We both say, smiling at each other. “What will it be boys?” “I want the pancake special, with a side order of eggs. Sunny side up. And a glass of milk.” Justin says. “And I know what Brian wants.” “No, you don’t. I think I’ll have what he’s having.” I tell her while pointing at Justin. “All but the milk. I’ll take coffee instead.” Deb smiles at Justin and walks off to place our order. “So Justin, how did you do it?” Emmett squeaks. “Do what?” Justin asks. “How did you get him to actually eat real people food?” “Shut up Em. I eat healthy.” I snap and smile at Justin, who blushes. I lean over to kiss him. “We are all glad you came into our lives Sunshine. Brian is less of an asshole.” Debbie slaps Brian up side his head and smiles. “Orders up, Deb.” We hear the cook yell. “Be right back with your food boys.” Deb pops her gum as she walks away. I lean my hand under the table and rub Justin’s leg and then move it so it’s on top of mine.. I am especially glad to have this blond bombshell with me. I lean over and kiss him. “Let’s go to the restroom real fast.” As I start to get up I hear Debbie yell. “Don’t even think about it asshole. Not in my diner you don’t.” I pout but sit back down to hear the boys laughing. We talk about everyday things. Laughing and joking. I pull Justin onto my lap and kiss him deeply. “Here is my desert.” I tell him and kiss him again. Justin’s POV Brian kisses me again. I feel like my life is being sucked out of me. I love how he kisses. We stop and just lean our foreheads together, smiling at each other. I couldn’t even begin to explain what this man does to me. I couldn’t be happier. Then I hear the bell over the diner door but I don’t pay attention until I hear a voice that I know. “OH MY GOD!” Ethan screams. I close my eyes as I feel Brian’s arms wrap around me tighter. I look at Brian then at Ethan. “Justin what the hell is going on here?” Ethan demands. “What the hell does it look like? He’s kissing his boyfriend. Who the hell are you?” Brian demands. “I’m Ethan, HIS boyfriend.” Ethan shouts pointing at me. “Sunshine, what is going on?” Debbie scolds. “Ethan, we need to talk.” I say as I get off Brian’s lap and walk towards Ethan. “No Justin, just tell me. Have you been seeing him?” “Yes, I have. Ethan, I didn’t know how to tell you or break up with you. Every time I tried to bring it up, you would change the subject or tell me something or do something that I just couldn’t tell you at the time. I want you to know I care about you, but I don’t love you anymore. “ “That’s such bullshit Justin. You were cheating on me. With how many others, Justin?” “Just Brian.” I whisper. “You’re fucking your boss?” “Actually, his boss is fucking him.” Brian remarks. “I wonder what your boss wills say if he finds out.” Ethan threatens Brian. Before I can stop it Brian is up in Ethan’s face. “My boss? I’m owner of the company. Partner, so as long as the work is done, he won’t fucking care. If you ever use that tone with Justin or me again I will beat the shit out of you. He doesn’t love you. He loves me. So just take your banjo somewhere else.” Brian has the look of kill in his eyes. “Brian, Please. Let me handle this.” I run my hand up and down Brian’s arm. He leans in and kisses me and nods his head before sitting back down, but staying to where he can jump in the middle if he needed to. “Ethan, I’m sorry for how this has gone.” “Bullshit Justin. You don’t care.” Ethan tells me. “He cares. We all care about him. He made a mistake by not telling you but I have to say if you mess with Justin in the way your eyes say you will, you will have to go through us all. We won’t let you physically hurt Justin.” Michael says. “Yeah. We love Justin. And I might be a queen, but I’m a bitch when it comes to someone messing with my friends and family.” Emmett stands up, showing his muscles and even I’m impressed. Emmett is very well built for a queen. “This is between the cheater and me. Stay out of it.” Ethan snaps at everyone and before anyone could do anything I got in front of Ethan. “Ethan, look. I’m sorry it came to a head like this. I love Brian.” “That key, it is Brian’s, isn’t it?” “Actually is Justin’s key to our place. And before your next question JH means Justin’s Home and the BH stands for Brian’s Heart. It’s the key to his home and to my heart.” Brian smiles at me. “Oh my god. That’s so roma…” Emmett starts to say but before he could finish the sentence Brian looks at him. “Don’t fucking say it Em.” And the table breaks out in laughter. All but Brian who’s eyes were back on me. “Well, I guess this is it then.” Ethan says looking away for a moment. “I love you Justin. We can make it work.” As he reaches for me Brian grabs his arm. “Don’t touch what is mine banjo player.” “I play the violin, not the banjo.” Ethan quietly responds. “Whatever it is, its just noise. But Justin is mine, so don’t mess with him.” “Justin, can we talk about this?” “Ethan, I’ll come by later to get my stuff to take home. I’m sorry it ended this way.” I tell him. “Me too.” And he walks out. Brian moves up around me and puts his arms around my waist. “Well, now that it’s over with, you don’t have to worry about it anymore.” “I know, but I didn’t want to hurt him Brian. He was good to me. Other than cheating on me the first year we were together and he begged me to forgive him. He hasn’t done it since and here I am doing it right back, only difference is I am not asking for forgiveness because I fell for you. Oh, it doesn’t matter. Let’s just go home.” We head out of the diner and I thank the guys for sticking up for me. I never thought they would after finding out I cheated with Brian. We get back to the loft and Brian just holds me. “Justin, it will be okay. I know it.” He whispers in my ear. “I know. I will go get my stuff soon. Not today.” “No rush, Sunshine. Let’s just get you settled here. You know that I won’t ever hurt you on purpose. Hell, even my tricking stopped after I started going out with you Justin. I don’t miss it. I miss you when you aren’t here.” Brian whispers as he kisses my neck. “I miss you too, Brian. I just hate that I hurt him so bad.” I lean my head and lower my mouth on his lips. Letting his kisses take me away from the pain I feel of hurting someone else. “I want you here Justin. It’s where you belong.” I don’t say anything just nod my head and kiss him. We start to make out when the phone rings. Brian reaches over and turns it off. He turns back around and leads me to the couch. We undress each other slowly, kissing each other’s bodies. Not missing any spots. I moan as I feel his mouth on my chest. Biting the nipple ring I have and pulling it in his teeth. “This thing is so fucking hot, Justin.” Brian demonstrates he really likes it by pulling on it again. “Oh god, Brian. Don’t stop. Fuck me.” Ethan’s POV I can’t believe how Justin is begging Brian to fuck him. He has never begged me. Okay he has, but it was begging me to stop. That he had work to do. As I sit here outside the loft door, listening to what was mine getting fucked by someone else tears me apart. I can’t move away so I just continue to listen. “Oh god, Brian. Fuck me, NOW!” I hear Justin beg. I hear the moans and the screams and the pleading for more, harder, faster, deeper. I hear the pleasure sounds of fucking. Then I hear the screams of passion as they scream each other’s names while they cum. After that all I hear is heavy breathing. It was never like that with us. I hear Brian speak first. “You keep that up Sunshine then you will have to finish it.” I hear them both laugh. “Like I would mind finishing it.” “Then by all means, continue.” Once again I hear the soft moans of Brian. I know how talented Justin’s mouth is. I continue to listen as the tears roll down my face. “Justin, enough of fucking teasing me, get that ass up here and fuck me.” Brian tells Justin. My heart stops. I know Brian Kinney’s reputation and getting fucked isn’t on his list. He’s always the top, not a bottom but he is bottoming for Justin. “I love when you order me to fuck you Brian. It’s so…” And Justin doesn’t get a chance to finish the sentence as Brian does it for him. “Ridiculously romantic.” “Yes, and I love that you can be like this with me.” “Anything for you, Sunshine.” The next sounds I hear are sounds of pleasure, knowing that Justin is in there, fucking him when he should be at home fucking me. I feel the tears fall down my face again. How could he do this to me? I will make him pay for this. I won’t let him go that easily. I gave up everything in New York to move here with him. I won’t lose him to some asshole like Kinney. If I can’t have him, no one will. I whip my tears away with the back of my hand and get up. I start to walk off when I hear from inside. “I love you Brian.” “Me too Sunshine.” Enjoy it while you can because if he doesn’t come back to me, he’s a dead man. You both are. I walk away thinking of the plan that will either bring him back to me, or get him killed. The choice is all up to Justin now.