QAK 25 I have people I need to thank. First off, I want to thank EVERYONE for sticking by this story and for not throwing too much of a fit when I took a break from it when it got really emotional for me. I want to thank all the girls for listening to me and being there when I needed some advice. You all know who you are. Love you all. Roo, a special thanks to you for being my emotional support on this fic. Without you, this wouldn’t have gotten done. You helped me through it all. Love you. Also a special thanks to my beta, Carolyn for her advice and her help. Hugs. Also thanks to the Delph boys for letting me use some of their daily lives as some of my story. I really hope you all enjoyed this fic, it was a long and emotional ride but we made it. Also, Aida, there is a secret in here for you. Enjoy. And Surprise. Oh and Cat, this is for you sweetie. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Present Time Brian I stand here in front of Justin and know that we’ll make it. We’ve been through enough and as I look into his smiling eyes, I know that I’ve never loved someone as much as I love him. “Justin, we’ve been through a lot and to be here with you now means everything to me.” I can see a tear in his eyes and realize just what the future holds. And that from now on, he will only cry happy tears. 5 yrs earlier 3 months after the cemetery It’s been 3 months since that night at the cemetery and Justin seems to be doing well. He has been in therapy. Okay we both have been in therapy. Dade has been great He has helped Justin and me. I don’t think Justin would want to have anyone else or if he could open up to anyone else. It also helps that Emmett has been dating Dade. Justin has been leaning on me more and more and to tell you the truth, I’m glad he is. I hate seeing him hurting. “What you thinking?” Justin asks coming up and wrapping his arms around me. “Just how lucky I am.” Turning in his arms I pull him into me, kissing his lips. “Brian, I can’t thank you enough for being here for me. I’ve learned a lot since that night.” He whispers. “Like how much I really do love that cock in my ass.” Laughing he reaches around grabbing my ass. “Hey, don’t start what you can’t finish Sunshine.” I can’t help but laugh at the look he gives me. “Oh I can finish it.” He seductively whispers. “No you can’t since Dade and Emmett will be here anytime.” I laugh when he puts his lips out, pouting. “Since when did that stop us?” He sheepishly smirks. Just then there was a knock on the door and I look Justin in the eyes, “Since the guests have arrived and I’m not willing to let anyone else see what’s mine.” Walking to the door, I slide it open to find Dade and Emmett kissing on the other side, “Then again it doesn’t seem to stop these two.” Pulling apart Emmett laughs. “Oh hey, figured you’d be all over Justin, so we thought, I mean oh shut up Brian.” Emmett pushes past me leaving Dade and I to laugh out loud. “Hey Dade, come on in Buddy.” Shaking his hand he makes his way over to Justin, shaking his hand as well. “Hey boys. Well Justin you look like you lost your best friend.” Emmett looks at Justin to see what Dade meant. Justin “Well in a way I did.” I pout. “I’m right here Baby.” Emmett hugs him. “You’ll never lose me baby.” “I’m not talking about you, Em. I’m talking about Brian, I can’t get him to fuck me.” Looking at Brian he laughs out. “That’s because our friends showed up Sunshine. No worries, once they’re gone, I will fuck you hard.” Brian tells me and everyone laughs. For the past 3 months, it’s been an on going thing on Saturdays that Emmett and Dade will come over and we’ll spend time together, just bull shitting and talking about whatever comes to mind. Including my past, which I’m slowly coming to terms with. Looking at the people in this room, I know I’m a lucky man to have such great friends and lover. 3 year later I’m looking at myself in the mirror when Brian comes up behind me. “You’re so hot.” Brian whispers into my ear, kissing my neck. “I know.” Laughing when he hits the spot that tickles. “I love you.” He tells me once more, looking in the mirror. “I love you too.” Locking eyes with him as he slowly takes his cock out and pushes my jeans down far enough, placing a condom on he slides in. We never take our eyes off each other through the mirror as he puts a hand on my neck, kissing it. We move slowly, and I know what Brian is trying to tell me through his movements. He is not only telling me he loves me, but that we belong together. We fit perfectly. I feel the same way. As we both reach our orgasms I can see a tear fall from my eye. Wiping it with his hand, “You okay?” he asks. “Yes, perfect. Just so glad that we’re so happy.” I whisper as he pulls out of me, turning me in his arms. “Always will be Sunshine. I’ll make sure of it.” Kissing me, he smiles as he moves around me to brush his teeth. I walk out of the bathroom to finish getting ready for our Saturday lunch with the boys. The past three years have been wonderful. Slowly getting through all the bullshit of the past and I’m really thrilled that it’s over. And living with Brian is great. Brian After this mornings, love making in the bathroom and the look in Justin’s eyes as we watched each other’s expressions in the mirror there is no doubt how we feel for each other. I have told Justin over and over again how much I love him. Today I plan on showing him. As we all sit around bullshitting I stand up, walking into the bedroom. Hearing Justin laugh I know that this is the best choice I’ve ever made. Walking back out I kneel down in front of Justin. “Brian, what are you doing?” Justin asks me as Emmett gasps. Pulling out a box from my pocket Justin grabs his chest as well. “Justin Taylor, you know I love you and I wanted to do this with our two best friends here as witnesses and to have a doctor handy. Justin Taylor, I want to tell you how much you mean to me, and I want to do it for the rest of my life.” Opening the box to reveal a Celtic knotted ring. “Justin, my one and only Sunshine, will you make me the happiest man on earth and marry me?” I see the tears in Justin’s eyes as he jumps into my lap, knocking me on my ass. “Yes Yes YEEEESSSS!!! I will marry you. Oh my god, I so will marry you.” Kissing me all over as we hear Emmett crying behind us. “Well I take this as a yes.” Laughing as Justin once again attacks my mouth with his, forgetting everything and everyone else. Never even knowing that Dade and Emmett left as we find ourselves making out on the floor. Yes this was the happiest day of my life. The Present Time Again 5 years later Okay so I lied, this is the happiest day of my life. I’m still looking into Justin’s eyes as I go on with my vows, “through all the tears and struggles, I always knew in my heart that we'd make it here. I promise to love and respect you from this point forward as your husband, your lover, your friend, and your soul mate. All I am is yours. I love you Justin. I know that the past will always be the past and I know it wasn’t an easy one, but I want to make the future the best it can be and make it as easy as I can for you. You are the Sunshine in my life and I will never let it fade. I will make sure it stays bright.” Justin I can’t believe I am marrying this wonderful man today. I wipe a tear after he said his own vows, which we agreed to write. I look into his eyes to speak my own. “You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. I was afraid that you were too good to be true, that maybe I didn't deserve someone so pure and beautiful and loving as you are. But here we are surrounded by the people that I love the most and I feel so proud, and so blessed to be your husband. Brian, I was born to love you and I always will. You have been my rock through the past years and I will be yours for the rest of our lives. I couldn’t have done it without you. I love you Brian.” I wipe another tear as I wipe a few of Brian’s as well. He leans over to kiss me. “I haven’t reached that part yet.” The minister tells us, making everyone laugh. “Sorry.” We both tell him. “Well then, the only thing to do is this. Brian Kinney, Justin Taylor do you take each other to be your partner in love, and in life and always be there for each other in good and bad times. In sickness and health as long as you both shall live?” Looking at Brian we smile as we both say together, “I do.” “Well then, I now pronounce you partners and husbands in life. You may kiss the groom.” But he was too late due to Brian and I were already lip -locked. The reception was going great. Had the dance and then the best men said a few words and Debbie insisted on saying some things as well. “Well time to cut the cake.” The hostess told us as we move over to the nice 3 layered white chocolate cake. Taking the knife in hand with Brian’s over mine, slicing a little piece off. We each take some in our fingers to do the traditional feeding the spouse the piece. Looking into each other’s eyes we know that we are both going to do it. As we put the cake to the other’s lips we smear it onto the other’s face. Laughing at the other I pull Brian’s head down to mine, “Just wait until we get home and you taste my cake.” “Is there cream involved?” He asks. “Always.” Licking the cake off his lips as he returns the favor. The rest of the reception was pretty much the same, teasing words and promises when we get home. Finally the time came to head home. After making our exit and telling everyone thanks for coming, we head off to get ready for our honeymoon. Arriving back I’m pulled back into Brian’s tight embrace. “I’m so going to fuck you into the mattress.” “Just wait out here until I tell you to come in the room.” I whisper to him. “Justin, what are you up to?” Laughing I pull away. “You’ll see.” Moving away and into the bedroom. Brian I smile watching Justin go into the bedroom and start to take my jacket off. “Hurry up Sunshine, I need to get out of this tux.” I hear him laugh as he yells out, “Go ahead and take it off, you won’t need it when you come in here.” Smiling I take the tux off. The shirt I lay over the couch as I take the pants off. I fold them as well and lay them on the couch. Laughing to myself thinking how Justin is right about how I’m such a queen when it comes to this stuff. Picking them up I toss them in the air, letting them fall where they will. Laughing at the mess I made. “What’s so funny?” Justin yells out. “Nothing, Sunshine, what are you doing in there?” I yell out trying to get a peak in. “Come on in now Brian. I’m ready.” I do as he tells me as I walk into the room, frozen where I stand at the site in front of me. “Oh my god, Justin, what is this?” I smile at him. “Come get your cake.” He tells me as I move over to him, leaning over and licking some cake off his body. “MM carrot cake, my favorite.” I moan out as I begin to lick every inch of his body, taking the part standing up into my mouth, making him moan. “Oh going for the cream I see.” He moans out. “The best part of a cake Sunshine, is the cream.” I move my mouth back down and start the honeymoon out with my own piece of cake. One that always satisfies me. I look up into the eyes of my husband and know that his cake is the only cake I’ll ever need in my life. “What?” He asks me wondering why I stopped. “I love you.” I tell him as I engulf his dick once more into my mouth. Justin screamed as he arched into my mouth as he screamed out, “Oh fuck. I love you too.” I will always make him this happy, as he has always made me happy. As my mouth moves up, licking the cake off his stomach and up to his chest, making my way up to his mouth I move my own cock up to his, rubbing our now caked dicks together, I look down at him and smile. “It’ll always be this good Sunshine. We make the perfect mix. We ARE the perfect mix.” As I slowly move myself inside of him. Moving into his tight hole he looks at me with worry. “I know, I want you to understand that you’re the only one I want. The only one I’ll ever need.” Moving slowly into him I can see tears in his eyes, No they’re in mine. He wipes the tears as we move together as one. Making love together, knowing this is all about the love we share and not the sex we have. As we both reach our orgasm, both whispering the other’s name. I lay my head on his shoulder, pulling out, laying next to him as we hold each other tight. “I love you Bri.” Justin whispers out. “I love you too Jus.” I whisper back as we both fall into a nice and blissful sleep. The next morning, after we ate all the cake we could eat and had all the cream we could handle I walk out into the living room to see Justin picking up the clothes I tossed the night before. “Brian, stop leaving your clothes everywhere, especially ones we have to have dry cleaned.” Laughing I pull him into me. “You are such a queen sometimes Mr. Kinney-Taylor.” He tells me. “As long as you’re my king Mr. Taylor-Kinney.” I whisper out. “Well I guess that makes us Queen and King of this domain.” He laughs out. “I love you Justin.” “Love you too.” “Now how about I give you some more cake.” I smirk out. “Oh I love cake.” He laughs as I pick him up, heading back into the room to share cake once more. We’ll be together forever, I’ll make sure of it. Loving each other, caring for each other and always making him happy.