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Justin POV:

It takes a minute to register what Michael just yelled. He yelled Ben’s name as he was cumming, not mine. I pull back to look in his face and he has his eyes closed. I get off him and go into the bathroom to clean up. 

“Justin, you ok?”  Michael asks through the closed door.

I open the door and come out, sit on the bed and look out the window. 

“Justin, what’s wrong?” He asks as he gets a washcloth to clean himself off.

“After everything we talked about last night about commitment and how important it is to us both, you lied through your teeth.” I am trying to stay calm but the anger is winning as I stand up and move away from him.  “All this time I trusted you.”

“Justin, what are you talking bout?” Mikey looks at me confused.

“Whose name did you scream out when you came?” I look at him in the eye.

“Yours of course.” I loose the battle as I let loose on him.

“FUCKING bullshit Michael! You yelled BEN’S name out. Not mine. All the bullshit you talked about last night was nothing but lies. How long Michael? How long have you been fucking Ben?” I shout at him, not caring that Brian is in the other room.

The look on his face tells me everything. “Justin, let me explain.” He begins but I put my hand up to stop him. 

“No, you have been lying to me. You have been cheating on me with Ben. I want to know for how long.” 

He bows his head. “Ben and I have been seeing each other for six weeks. Right after he started tutoring.” I look him in the face.

“That fucking long you have been playing me for a fucking fool. Why didn’t you tell me Michael? You could have ended it with me.”

“No, I love you, but I love him to.” I can’t believe my ears.

“FUCK YOU MICHAEL! You led me on and you led him on. Ben knew about us. He is a friend of the group. Shit! I am such a fucking idiot.” I grab my jacket and head towards to the door. Michael grabs my arm and I look at him. “Michael, let me go or I will hit you. I am so fucking pissed right now I don’t want to hit you.” I stare at him for a minute.

“Justin, you can’t just walk out, we have to talk about this.” Michael is begging.

“Fuck you Michael. I can do what I feel and if I sty here any longer I will do or say something I will regret later.”  I pull away but he grabs my arm. “I warned you Michael.” As my other arm came up to smack him on the jaw and I see Michael fall to the floor. “I told you to just leave me alone. I will get my stuff later.” I walk out leaving a stunned Michael looking at the closed door.


Michael's POV:

I stand there stunned that Justin has just hit me and walked out. I don’t remember calling out Ben’s name but I must have. Otherwise Justin wouldn’t have been so pissed. He’s right, I should have told him, but I loved him. I love Ben too, but in two totally different ways.  I look up at Brian as he comes out of his room. 

“Don’t say a fucking thing Brian.” I look at him and sit down. Brian comes over and sits next to me. 

“Mikey, I tried to warn you to tell him. But it came out in the most horrible way. During sex.” Brian isn’t helping the situation.

“Shut up Brian. This really doesn’t concern you.” I see him smile at me. 

“Mikey, you don’t know the first thing about commitment. I may not do them, but I do know better then to say one thing and have my actions speak another. I have always said, actions speak louder than words. And in this case, I think Justin’s actions are recommendable. He has every right to be pissed.” I can’t believe my best friend is taking Justin’s side.

“Brian, you are my best friend.” I begin to say.

“Yes I am your best friend and as your best friend, I warned you about this. I also told you if you didn’t tell him soon I would. You did tell him in your own way, by shouting the other man’s name while having an orgasm. I didn’t want anyone hurt in this and it might seem like I am taking his side, but in this case Mikey, what you did was wrong and I’m not taking sides. I’m just saying I understand why Justin did what he did.” 

“I know. When you threatened to tell him you were just being your truthful self. It’s the way you are. Always telling the truth.” 

“Yes Mikey and there is a reason for that. It’s because a lie will come back and hit you in the ass. And I say it’s not a lie if they make you but in this case, Justin didn’t make you lie.” He tells me before standing up.

“Brian, can I be alone for awhile?” He nods his head and leans down, kissing me as he grabs his jacket. 



Brian’s POV:

I leave Mikey to wallow in his sorrow. I go to find Justin and I know right where to find him. I head in the direction of his studio. As I pull up, I see his car parked in one of the spaces. I park next to his and go inside. I find him with the music up and his hand moving on the paper. 

I turn the radio down and he closes his eyes.  “How did you know I would be here?” He asks me.

“You told me a few times that when your world seems to be falling about or going out of your control or you are upset, this is where you come to, to get yourself back in control.”

He looks up at me and smiles. “You do pay attention to when someone is talking to you.” He wipes his tears and I can’t stop myself.  I pull him into me and let him sob in my arms. When the sobs subside he pulls away. 

“I’m sorry.” He whispers as he looks into my eyes. “You knew didn’t you? Why didn’t you tell me?” 

“Because I told Mikey he needed to be the one to tell you. It wouldn’t be good news either way but I just think that Mikey needed to tell you because it was his doing.” He nods his head in understanding. “Why don’t we go back to my new loft? We can check it out.” 

“Ok, sounds good. Brian thanks for being a friend.” I just nod my head thinking to myself, I hope it will be more Sunshine.

We take my jeep because Justin wasn’t really in the mood to drive. We get back to the loft and walk up the stairs. “Nice place, at least the halls are clean.” Justin jokes. 

I open the door and we walk in. “Wow, already furnished.” He looks around and sees the pictures he did for me on the wall. “I’m honored to be hanging on your wall.” 

“Well, it’s an honor to have you on my wall.” or anywhere else in the loft.

“You want a drink?” I ask him as I get us a few waters. We sit down and Justin looks around again. “Something wrong?” I ask him.

“No, this place is nice. I will have to look into a place like this.”

“You are moving out so soon?” 

“Well, I can’t stay with him knowing what he did.” He looks away from me.

“You can stay here until you find a place.” I offer.

“Michael would be pissed.” He tells me quietly.

“I will deal with Mikey. You are a friend too.” 

“Yeah, we even showered together.” He tells me, laughing now.

“Yeah and it was so hard to keep my hands to myself.” I blurt out.

“Well, if I knew then what I do now, I wouldn’t have cared.” He looks at me. “Brian, I am attracted to you and I can tell you are to me. I need to ask you for a favor and I know that it’s not right to ask you this with you being Mikey’s best friend but...”  That’s as far as I let him get, I leaned over and placed my lips onto him and it was like getting struck by lightning. 

I move my hands up his body and take his cheeks in my hands. Running my fingers down his cheek, I kiss his neck. I whisper into his ear. “I have wanted you the moment I saw you.” 

He moans and leans his lips back to mine and it was just like I thought. So soft and warm. I pull him in closer to me and we both moan. He reaches over to me and pulls my neck even closer then we were. 

He reaches down and gets his hand inside my shirt running his hands up and down.  I do the same to him. Feeling his skin he pulls away and pulls my shirt off. I follow suit and take his off. We tear at each other’s clothes until we are both naked 

“Are you sure you want to do this Brian? I mean you are Mikey’s best friend.” Justin asks me.

“I’m sure Justin. I have never been so sure of anything in my life. I want you. I want to feel every last part of you. Are you sure you want to do this?” I have to ask him.

“I’m sure. I mean we should try out that new bed of yours and make sure its sturdy.” 

“I like your thinking Sunshine.” After that, no talking was done, but lots of moans as I pushed him down on the bed.

I lean over him and first lick his neck. I move down towards his nipples and pinch one with my teeth. “I have been wanting to do that for so long, as well as all that is to come.”  I tell him in a seductive voice.

I kiss my way down and kiss him right at the edge of his pubes. “Oh god, Brian, please.” He begs me right before I take him into my mouth. I swallow his dick. Sucking him fast and stroking him at the same time. I wet my finger and slide into his waiting puckered hole. I love the feel of him pulling my finger inside him. Shortly after, I have three fingers plunging into his hole.

He is arching into my fingers. “You don’t bottom often do you Sunshine?” I can feel how tight he is.

“No, but god don’t stop.” He pushes up into me again. I pull my fingers out and turn him around. I start to kiss my way down his back. Stopping at his crack, I blow into the crack and he moans. I separate the cheeks and plunge my face into him. God, he smells good. I lick the outside of his hole and plunge my tongue inside him. I stroke him at the same time as I tongue fuck him.

I can tell he is close. “Brian, stop or I’m going to cum.” He tells me. I speed my tongue up and stroke him faster, letting him know without words that I want him to. When he got closer and was about to shoot his load I pulled my tongue out of his hole and took his dick in my mouth slamming my finger into his waiting hole. With one final finger thrust, he cums into my mouth. 

I lean up and kiss him. “You taste good.” He smiles and rolls me over and goes down and takes me into his mouth. “Damn this is better then the daydreams.” I tell him. He works his magic on my cock as he uses his fingers to pinch and probe and I swear that I am in heaven, because there isn’t any other word for the blond between my legs. He is an angel. 

As he leans up, he grabs the lube and condom. He puts the condom on me and leans up over me and begins to prepare himself. I swear there isn’t a sexier thing in this world. He lowers himself onto my cock and begins to move up and down. 

I place my hands on his hips and help him and guide him. He has his head thrown back and his mouth is slightly open.

I roll him over and plunge myself into him. We move as one. Trying to keep with the pace of the other, we soon find ourselves in a heated kiss. I stroke his dick between us as we get closer to our orgasms. 

We both started to cum. I feel his pucker squeezing my cock and I lost it as I screamed Justin’s name and he came screaming mine. There was never a better sound to my ears as Justin screaming my name.

“Damn Sunshine. You are amazing.” I say in between breaths. 

“So were you.” He tells me smiling.

We lay down by each other and once we catch our breaths. “Justin I mean it, you can stay here.” 

“Thanks Brian.” He kisses me again.

“You know you sound extremely sexy when you scream my name.” He smirks at me as I bite his ear.

“Just like you do, screaming mine.” I slap his ass and we both laugh. 

As we begin to kiss my cell phone rings. 

“Yeah.” I answer.

“Brian, I am sorry I kicked you out earlier. I just needed to think. You can come back anytime.” He replies.

“Mikey, I am in my new loft. I think I will just stay here.” 

“Brian, I need you.” He whines. 

“Mikey, you need to call Ben and work it out on that end.”

“I know. I tried to call Justin but he didn’t answer his phone. I don’t know where to find him. I’m worried about him.” 

“I’m sure he is okay. He’s a big boy.” I smile as I look down at Justin’s crotch.

“I know but I want to talk to him.”

“Well, that would be up to Justin. I gotta go Mikey. Bye.” I hang up the phone and look at Justin.

“Mikey was the one who called during our sex. How ironic.” We both start to laugh. 

Just then Justin’s cell phone rings and he picks it up. 

“Hello? No, I won’t come back. Michael, it’s over. It doesn’t matter where I am. Fine, let’s just say I am where you always wanted to be.” It’s all he says before hanging up.

“Justin, did you have to put that part in?” 

“Well, I don’t care. I just want to lock myself away from the world for the weekend.” He said laying his head back down on me.

“Then why don’t we just stay here for the weekend?” I answer him. 

“Are you serious? I just want to be closed off to the world.” Justin looks up at me. “And being locked away with you is even better.” He kisses me to prove his point.

We kiss again and it didn’t take long for us both to be panting from him driving his cock into my ass. I have wanted him to do this after seeing how he was with Mikey. My thoughts were right.  He’s a fucking machine and is incredible.

I look up to his face and pull him down for an earth-shattering kiss. He plunges into me a few more times, pinching my nipple and strokes me a few times and we are both cumming with earth shattering screams of the other’s name on our lips. 

For the rest of the weekend, we stay in and order out. We make out a few more hundred times. We left the cell phones on just in case we got an emergency call and always looked at the I.D. before putting it down.

Sunday evening there was a knock on my door. I open it to find Mikey standing there. “It took me forever to figure out which one was yours.” He walks in and sees Justin on the couch.

“I knew you were here.” He tells Justin.

“Took you long enough.” Justin is still pissed at Michael but he has a right.

Mikey turns to me. “How could you do this?” He asks me.

“It was consensual and look at him. He’s incredible.” I tell him.

“No, Michael, don’t go getting pissed at Brian. I am a free person and can fuck or be fucked by anyone I want to be with. And Brian is a free person.”  He smiles at me. “And hell, look at him. He is what you always wanted to be with. I understand why now.”

“Justin, don’t fucking do this. Come home we can talk about this.”

“NO, Michael!  We are over and due to that, I don’t have to answer to you on who I am having sex with.”

“Did you do this to hurt me?” He looks back and forth between us.

“No.” I tell him.

“I thought about it, but no that it’s not the reason. I did it because I like him. He’s a nice guy.” Justin tells him.  I nod in his direction with a little smile.

“Let me guess, you are going to move in with Brian.”

“For the time being, yes. Not that it’s any of your business, but he offered me to stay here until I can get my own place and it beats a hotel.” Justin tells him.  “Look Mikey, I loved you and you hurt me. We were in this relationship for two years. You cheated on me with Ben for six weeks. I am entitled to have my share of whatever this is with Brian. “He looks at me and smiles. “And to tell the truth, it’s looking good.”

“Wait, you said to fuck whoever you wanted. Does this mean you fucked Brian?” He looks from Justin to me and I just smile. “Oh my god. Two tops, bottoming for each other.”  

“Mikey look, I am hoping we can at least stay friends, but right now I am too pissed off and I don’t want to say anymore that I might regret later.” Justin looks like he wants to cry and goes into the bedroom.

“How could you do this? Now he will never come back to me.” Mikey whines.

“Mikey, I’m pretty sure that he wouldn’t have come back to you anyway. I didn’t do this to hurt you but I like Justin. And if you messed it up with him then why can’t I give it a try?”

“Are you saying you want to try to have a relationship with my boyfriend?” 

“No, I want to try to have a relationship with Justin. He isn’t your boyfriend anymore.”

“Fine, do what you want, you always do.” He walks out and slams the door. I walk into the bedroom to find Justin lying on the bed.

“I’m sorry Brian.” 

“What for? You didn’t do anything. I’m here if you want me, or need me.”  I tell him as I lay down with him. He moves into my arms. 

“Thanks Brian, for everything.” He whispers.

“Anytime Sunshine.” I hold him and just hope that Justin will come to see I’m true to my word and I would be true to him.