Thanks again to my beta..you are the best. Thanks to my friends who helped me with this story.Same thing with the sex thing as the other chapters.Enjoy.
I can’t believe its been three months since that night with Chris and Emmett. They are going strong and even moved in together. Chris has come out and the gang seems to be okay with it. Yes there are still some hard feelings there but not for Brian and me we have let go of the pain and hurt we felt before. We are sitting in the diner drinking coffee and Brian comes over, sits next to me, and kisses me. “Hi Sunshine. Man this place just keeps getting odder with people.” He smiles at me. “Ya that’s because you just walked in.” Michael told him. “You’re are just jealous because I still have my looks.” Brian sarcastically said. “Whatever.” “Emmett, tell these boys I still have everything including my 9 inch cock.” Emmett chokes at that. “Umm Bri?” Em says looking at Chris. “Oh I don’t care who knows anymore Em. I’m not ashamed to say we had a great time.” “WHAT!” Michael asks shocked. “Ok look, one night oh about 3 months ago we had a little foursome. Well we trying to break Chris in.” “You mean to say that you and Justin fucked Emmett and Chris?” Michael starts to whine. “No, we didn’t fuck. Well Emmett and Chris fucked and Justin and I fucked.” Brian told him. “But you said there was fucking and sucking.” “OK look Mikey. We all sucked one another but the only person I fucked is Justin. And the only one Justin fucked was me. Why did I even bring this up?” Brian sighs. “Why did you do it though?” “Because it was fun and I was in a mood that night after the whole Ethan thing. Not that it’s any of your fucking business. Just drop it Mikey. I shouldn’t have said anything. It just slipped out. Justin can we go now?” “No Brian. Look Michael and everyone. Brian doesn’t fuck his friends and they are friends so no one fucked anyone they shouldn’t have and it was a one time thing.” I tell them. “I think Mikey’s jealous. He wishes it was him.” Brian said with his tongue in cheek. “I’m not jealous. I had my chance that night you came to the shop and tried. I didn’t do it then and I wouldn’t now.” Michael simply said. “When was this?” I ask Brian “A long time ago Sunshine.” “Oh okay.” “Anyway, I have all I need with Ben.” “Good that’s settled can we NOT bring this up again?” Brian demands. “But I want to know what happened.” Michael replies. “Mikey, I’m warning you drop it.” Brian tells him in a serious tone. “Brian.” “Hey boys, got a minute?” Carl said coming over to us, breaking the conversation we were having. “Carl, what brings you here sweetheart?” Deb said while giving her husband a kiss. “I came to talk to the boys. Justin, you got a minute.” He asks me. “Sure” I say getting out of the booth. We walk over to the other table and Carl sits down. “Justin, I know you don’t like to talk about Ethan but I need to tell you something. As you know. Ethan was put in jail for violation of probation. He got out yesterday and when he was told not to come near you again he killed himself last night. He left a note telling us of his will and how he left everything to his muse, Justin Taylor. I know this is a shock Justin. Are you okay?” Carl asks me “Yea, whatever.” I tell him getting up. “Justin” He calls to me. I keep walking and sit down with the boys. Carl comes over. “Justin, what do you want to do?” “I don’t want anything.” “Carl what’s going on?” Brian asks him. “Justin, you will have to sign some papers to give it all away.” Carl said “I DON’T FUCKING WANT ANY OF IT. I won’t sign papers, just please leave me alone.” I tell him walking out the door. BRIAN: I am sitting here and watching this whole thing and see my husband walking out the door. “Carl fucking tell me what you said to him to upset him like that.” I snap at Carl. “Ethan killed himself last night leaving Justin everything and a note saying some things.” Oh shit. “And Justin is upset over it. I think. Or he just really doesn’t care. Ethan left a note saying he left everything to Justin but he says he doesn’t want it.” “I have to go to him. Carl, do what you can to make sure Justin doesn’t have to do anything about it. I don’t want him in the middle of anything he doesn’t want to be. I’ll hire Mel to handle everything for us.” I tell him before I walk out the door going after Justin. I go out the door to find Justin leaning on the car. “You okay?” I ask him. “Ya, but why the fuck did he have to put this on me. Leave me everything of his. I don’t want his junk. “ “I know you don’t Justin and you don’t have to take it. Hell I don’t even think he had anything that Salvation Army would want. Charity won’t want it either.” I tell him trying to make him feel better. “I know. It’s just. God Brian why is it that even to the end he does this?” “I don’t know Justin. What did he say in the note?” “I don’t know I haven’t read it.” He said “Why don’t you read it? I’m here for you.” I hug him from behind. He takes the note out. “What’s it say Justin” I open the letter and start to read it. “Here I stand in the spotlight. So determined knowing soon that it will all come to an end. Tonight we’ll raise our glass, and put on a smile. And laugh our practiced laugh. We won’t only fool ourselves that it will last. They will never know. They will never guess. So much laughter, so much life in this place tonight. But when I think of your smile, I’m just fooled for awhile. Don’t let morning come to quickly. Make the bands of time stand still. What is precious for the moment, tomorrow turns to tears. Know I always loved you, Know I always will. Where I’m going, you won’t go, so tonight is yours to share. So once this night has ended, kiss them goodbye. Thank you for the fun we’ve had and don’t let them see you cry.” Justin stops and then reads on. “ I will hold your candle bright. It will shine through the dark windows of the room where you sleep. I will shield its flame not letting one tear extinguish it. It will burn forever. I will never sleep staying open eyed and steady for the moment when the fire grows weak, I will not be weak, I will burn your light forever.” Justin stops and hands it to me. He can’t go on reading it. I look down and start reading where he left off. “Justin, I set my sites on you and no one else would do. I want you to always remember that what I did. I did it for you. I can’t live without you and by the time you get this. I will be dead. If I could have anything in this world it was you, but I couldn’t so there is no reason for me to go on. I lost everything when I lost you. My muse, my laughter, my love. I will forever love you. I have left everything to you. Love always, Ethan. PS I’M SORRY.“ I finish reading it and fold it up. I look at Justin who seems to be in a daze. “Justin what he did isn’t your fault. He did it because he was weak. He is hoping that this will make you feel bad.” “I know, it’s just that I lead him on Brian. I let him think we had a future.” “Justin you were honest with him and he waited so many to do something about it. This is not your fault. I won’t let his death be on your hands.” “It’s not on my hands Brian. I don’t think that. What I do think is that he was a asshole who couldn’t come to terms that he couldn’t have something he wanted. I don’t care if he’s dead. But I do care that he wanted me to know that I’m the reason, even though I don’t believe it.” “Are you okay?” “Ya I’m fine. I just want to go home.” “Okay, why don’t we have Mel look into this whole WILL thing and she can fill us in on things?” I can’t believe I am suggesting this, but maybe Justin needs it to help. Plus Mel is one hell of a lawyer. I’ll never tell her that. “Sure, Ok.” Justin puts his arm around me and we walk back to the car. The next few days seemed to go in a bit of a rush. Mel was looking into this whole thing with Ethan and the will and what he left Justin. Justin and I are lounging around the house when the phone rang. “Hello, Hey Mel. Ya, when, okay we will be there if you think it’s important. Ok later.” I say hanging up the phone. “That was Mel. “ I tell Justin. “No shit sherlock. What she say?” “They are going to read the will and Mel thinks it’s a good idea if you were there.” “Bri.” “Sunshine, I trust Mel when it comes to the law, it won’t hurt to go.” “Fine, let me get my jacket.” He tells me and we head out the door to go to the dang place to listen to some boring lawyer talk about a dead man’s no. Not man’s, this selfish pricks will. JUSTIN: When we arrive at the lawyer’s office, Mel is waiting for us. “Hey Mel. Do we really need to do this?” I ask her. “Yes Justin, I got to see about it due to Matt, the lawyer is a friend of mine. I really think it’s important to hear all this.” She tells us as we are walking into the office. “Mel. How nice to see you again. Please have a seat. This must be Justin and this is Brian?” “Matt, nice to see you to. And yes this is Justin and Brian.” Mel repeats as he takes our hands to shake them. “Mel has told me all about you both. Justin I am sorry for your loss.” He looks at me with sorrow eyes. “Please Mr. Bell don’t be. Ethan and I broke up and I didn’t love him. I cared for him but I have always been and always will be in love with Brian.” I say as I sit down. “Please call me Matt. Now let’s get down to business.” “Just one thing, How did you know my name and that is was me?” Brian asks and I smile. “Oh I told him you were the asshole Justin is married to.” Mel said smiling at Brian who just smiles back. “Okay, we ready?” Matt asks and we all nod. “Okay then here we go. ‘I Ethan Gold of being of sound body and mind do hereby leave everything I have to Justin Taylor. I leave my cat Wolfrom Von Eschenbach. He has always loved you Justin. I also leave all my belongings to him. That includes my violin and everything in my house. It also includes my estates that are worth two million dollars. I inherited it from my late grandfather who was a known musician. I also have a box in my house that is located in the back of my closet at the bottom labeled ‘sheet music’. In that box you will find 12 million dollars worth of Bonds. He can turn them in for money or keep them for interest. I also leave behind my most priced possession, my heart that will forever belong to my MUSE, Justin Taylor. I will never forget you. Please don’t forget me. I didn’t tell you about any of the money because I wanted to surprise you. I guess it wasn’t in this manner I wanted to but none the less, Surprise. Signed Ethan Gold.’ “ He finishes it and I look at him in shock. “Justin?” I hear Brian say to me. “Umm ya?” I ask him. “You okay? Damn that’s a lot of money. Why didn’t he tell you about it?” “How the hell should I know. I need a drink. Would you excuse me?” I get up and walk out of the room. Before long I feel arms come up around me. I lean back into them. Closing my eyes I sigh. “Justin, you know I never liked the fiddler, but this could be a good thing.” Brian whispers to me. “How so?” “Well we could use the money for other things. Like the kids. I mean we have money, with your art and the agency, but this way we could give the kids money to put away for college. Justin, I think you should take it. I mean it’s the least the fucker could do to make up for everything he did. After everything he put us through. I’m not for Charity but this isn’t Charity. It’s our just dues.” Brian is right. We could use it for the kids. “What about the cat?” I ask him. He chuckles at me. “Fine, but we are calling him Bach. No way will I call it what that rat did. Plus you can’t ask me to pet it because you know how I feel about pussy.” Brian snickers and I can’t help but laugh “OK I can deal with that, but Wolf I mean Bach will have you rubbing and petting him because he’s just like you. Loves being stroked.” And we both start laughing. We go in and I sign the papers and Matt gives me all the info I need to get this. He says by the end of the month it will all be in my name. I told him to sell the house after it’s all done. I don’t want the house. Three months later: DAPHNE: Justin came over to show me the slips from where we opened the accounts and the little twit put more cash in the kid’s account. “Justin you have to stop putting so much into them. I know that you feel like the kids are important and they are but J you have to stop obsessing over this. I know you feel bad about Ethan. So please talk to me.” “Daph, I’m fine. Just looking out for my friends and family. I feel bad about Ethan but I know it’s not my fault he did it. I didn’t make him do anything. But for him to leave me all this just shocks me.” He simply said “I know. Justin, how is everything with you and Brian?” “Great. I am shocked he agreed to all this with Ethan. He even seems to be getting attached to Bach now. That cat loves Brian. I think it’s because they both have the same attitude that they are the best.” He said laughing. “And I love teasing him about petting or stroking a pussy. “ I burst into laughter. I can’t believe that the Brianna and Justine and little Vic didn’t make a big deal out of it. They say that they understand why they can’t have it now, but they are getting used to it. They know that they can have what they want within limits. “Dad” They all say at once and surround him with hugs. Even at fifteen years old, Oh wait, almost sixteen they love hugging and kissing their dad. And Vic, being thirteen almost fourteen he will still show dad ‘love’ when no one else is around. “Hey kids.” Justin laughs when he is tackled to the floor. “Ok. Let dad up and you three go do your homework.” I am still laughing but they listen and get up and go to their rooms. But not before hugging Justin once more. I really lucked out to have such great kids. “Justin you alright?” I ask him helping him up. “Ya I’m fine.” He laughs again. “I should go. I have to meet my husband at home. Did you ever think you would see the day Brian would be my husband?” “Actually yes I did. I knew you two belonged together and that you love each other just that you both had to be reminded somehow.” “Ya thanks for helping. Love you Daph.” He kisses my cheek and yells later to the kids and they yell it back. “Love you to Jus.” I yell back to him. BRIANNA: My dad is the best. Not because when we get older we get lots of money from the inheritance of someone dad knew. Well ok, the guy was crazy about my dad and who wouldn’t be. He’s hot. Justine and I were both shocked with the amount dad and pop gave us. When I told my friends they didn’t believe me and I showed them the slip and now they all want to be my best friend. It’s so cool. I’ll be sixteen soon and I have tons of boys wanting to take me out. Course I think it has to deal with my gorgeous looks then anything. My sister gets just as much attention but isn’t into it much. She’s shyer then me. I also think she’s not into guys. She never pays attention to them when they come around and most of her friends are girls. Maybe she’s a lesbian. “Hey Justine?” “What?” “Do you like boys?” “What are you talking about?” she asks quietly “Well I never see you with them. Are you gay? Are you a lesbian?” “WHAT!! Why would you think that?” “Well you hang with girls more and when a boy comes up to you, you just ignore them” “That doesn’t make me lesbo.” “Ok sorry.” I say before going back to my homework. JUSTINE: “Bree? What if I was? Would you be okay with it? “ I ask her. “Of course I would. We are sisters. I love you.” “I think I am.” “Well you should test it out.” “I did. There was this girl after soccer practice and we were the showers and we rubbed into each other and then she kissed me. And she, uhh touched me?” “WHAT! WHEN?” “Few days ago. Bree I liked it though” “I don’t know. Why don’t you talk to Aunt Mel and Aunt Linds?” She said with a low voice. “Ya I think I will. But Bree, I am pretty sure I am.” “Then go for it. I mean if other’s can be gay in this family so can you.” We both laugh and I hug her. I think I have known for awhile that I was a ‘muncher’ as my dads’ call them. I just didn’t know if my sister would be upset with it. A few days later I was sitting in the car in front of my house with my friend Kerry and we are laughing and she leans over and kisses me softly at first, then more deeply. I kiss her back for a minute and then pull away and smile at her before getting out and heading inside. “Justine, you want to tell me something?” I jump as my mom is sitting on the couch. “MOM! What do you mean?” “Sweetie I saw you and Kerry kissing. Want to tell me something?” “Mom, Umm.” “Are you into girls honey? You know I would be fine with it, Just don’t deny yourself what you feel. I love you.” “I Love you to and thanks mom.” I hug her and run up the stairs thinking thank maybe life wouldn’t be too bad. I came out to the family and they were all supportive. I am glad that I don’t have to hide it anymore. I haven’t told any of my friends much but they can tell especially when Kerry kisses me. My dad says that nothing pisses of straight people or homophobes more then a successful queer. So I am going to make the family proud and be the best in whatever I do. JUSTIN: I have to say I wasn’t shocked that one of my daughters ended up being a lesbian. I mean, its only fair that even though it’s gross, it’s in her heart. When she came out to us we all just told her that it’s okay to be that way and that if they have any questions she can talk to Mel and Linds. She said she wants to be a vet. That she wants to take care of animals. Because they are just like humans, they have feelings to. I should have known she would be a vet. Ever since she was little she brung in strays. Well at her mother’s house and here. To see her caring for the animals is so sweet. I have my own Dr. Dolittle. I told her that her college is all paid for. That she can go to any college she wants to. She said she wants to go to one close to home. Justine is so smart. Now Bree is into acting. She doesn’t hold anything against her twin sister and even said that Justine is her co-actor in practicing. And my son, Vic He’s great. He is an artist like me. And Gus he’s a great soccer player. He wants to play professionally. He has a picture of his little boy in his wallet. Jaime is getting so big. He looks just like Gus did. Which means he is going to look like Brian. He will break a lot of hearts. I still can’t believe that my son had a son with who I used to consider my arch enemy. Then we had a foursome with Chris and Emmett. They seem really happy together. Who would have thought. Emmett used to hate him. He wanted to hurt him. But seeing that I’m okay with it helps Em open up and forgive him as well. But he has threatened Chris that if he hurts me or anyone in this family again Em will kill him. And everyone, including Chris knows Emmett is telling the truth. I am so lucky to have friends like these. No, not friends but family. “Justin. Are you okay?” I look up to see Brian standing there with a concerned look on his face. “Hey Brian. Ya I’m fine. Just thinking.” He nods his head and leans over to give me a kiss. “So what do you want to do tonight?” I ask him. “Just hang out. I did some shopping.” I look at him and he’s smiling. “Ok why the smile? Oh you got my present?” “Keep that thought. You will know soon enough.” “So what were you thinking Sunshine?” Brian asks again. “About the past and present and future.” “What about them? The past is over, and I know what we can do in the present and in the future I can see us doing a lot of what we could be doing in the present. “ He smirks with his tongue in cheek. “Brian, what are you suggesting?” I put down the photo album and lean over and kiss his neck. “Oh that I have this hot twink that I am still horny over. How I want to bend you over this couch and fuck you till you can’t see straight.” He pushes me back and kisses me. “No, I have a better idea. I want to ride you. Right here, right now.” I start to undo his pants. “Sunshine, what if someone comes in?” “Oh my god, Brian Kinney is afraid of public affection now? I thought you enjoyed everyone watching?” “Only in my youth and the people that would come over isn’t the boys in the backroom, they are our kids.” “But Brian, that’s the fun. We can do it to the danger of getting caught. Don’t move. I’ll be right back.” I get up and go into the bedroom for the lube. On my way out I smile and walk over to the door when he isn’t looking and lock the bolt. I walk over to the couch and I see Brian stroking himself. I lean over and take him in my mouth. He moans and leans his head back. I know I can’t take it. I have wanted him all day. I stand up and start to strip in front of my husband and he is smiling. I take the lube in my hand and start to prepare myself. Brian licks his lips. “I love watching you prepare yourself for my cock” “I know” I lean over him and in one swift motion I take his full cock into my ass. I squeeze my ass muscles and he leans his head back and moans “Fuck Justin. Even after all these years you still have the tightest ass in this world. I love how it feels.” Brian sucks on my neck. “And I still love having your ten-inch dick up it. “ “Ten- inches? Wow, I’ve grown some.” He laughs and then to prove his point slams up into me. “Oh god Brian. I love you” “Love you to Sunshine. More then anything” I love hearing him say those words. He grabs my cock and strokes it a few times as we both reach our orgasms. He kisses me deeply and we get up and he looks at me with those eyes. The eyes that speak more then his words and I know when he looks at me he is thinking. “What” I ask “Just that I never thought life would be this great. I love you baby” “I love you to Brian” I lean over and kiss his mouth. We clean up and are talking about the future for the kids when the door tries to open. Brian looks at me and smirks. “You locked the door before we made love didn’t you?” “Who me?” I ask innocently “Dad, open the door” I hear Gus saying. I get up and open the door and Gus looks back and forth at us. We just smile at him. “I don’t want to know.” He said. “What do you need Sonnyboy?” Brian smirks. “I just wanted to stop in and pick up a few things. Hey dad, did you know that Emmett and Chris are talking about moving in together?"” “Well the nelly queen finally got Emmett to agree.” He smiles at his joke. “Brian” “Dad” Gus and I say at the same time. Then we all break out laughing. “Well good for them. I never thought I would say this but I am really glad that things worked out for everyone. I know that Chris and the family have worked things out. He’s not a bad guy.” “Me to Gus. Even though the past is the past, I know that he’s grown up. I still don’t fully forgive him but I am glad that he put himself through hell with what he did. I can’t forget what he did to me. But I can forgive and I do. I still will never just open up my world to him fully.” I tell him and he nods. “Understandable. Just glad because I am in love with Taylor.” “Good, we don’t hold it against her.” I tell him and hug him. “Thanks Dad, Pop.” He hugs us both and we smile at each other. Christmas at Debs: As I sit here and look around the room I feel my heart leap in my throat as I watch Brian with Jamie. It always gets to me when I see Brian with one of the kids. To see the big bad Kinney with kids is kinda ironic. I mean Brian and I have both come so far. He looks at me and smiles. I smile back at him and he lips ‘love you’ to me and I nod and say it back. All the gifts have been handed out. The kids are happy with what they have. Emmett and Chris have moved into together and he is such a drama queen with Jamie. I never thought I would consider the man who bashed me a friend or family, but Chris has proven to us that he is sorry and that he would take it back if he could. I believe him. “Can I have everyone’s attention? I have one more present for Taylor.” Gus announces and we all quiet down. He goes over to Taylor and sits her down. “As you all know, Taylor and I have been together for awhile now. I know I am in love with her and I want to give her this.” He pulls out a box and Brian, Chris and I all look at each other. “He isn’t going to propose is he?” I whisper to Brian. “I don’t know. Gus umm?” Brian stutters “Dad, hush.” Gus says. “Taylor, I love you and even though in the future I want to marry you I want us to wear these rings as a symbol of our purity to each other. Others will not only know these rings as us being together but they are also my promise of a future together. We are too young to get married, but not to young to make a promise to each other. So will you promise to marry me one day?” Gus asks her and I see tears in his eyes. “Oh, Gus this is really sweet, and a surprise. I love you and yes I will promise to marry you in the future." She hugs him and we all hug them both. BRIAN: “Gus you scared me. I thought you were going to propose. “Not yet Dad. I love her, but we are too young to marry. I just want her to know that I plan on having her in my future. She’s been through a lot and I want her to know that I am not going anywhere.” I am so proud of my boy. I watch him go over and sit down and take Jamie from her and kiss his forehead. He has grown so much. I sit back and look at all my family, including Chris. I still don’t like that he has come into our lives again but it’s good to see Justin okay with it. He considers Chris family and a friend and I know he still has trouble sometimes but at least he’s working through them. As I look around I look at Justin who is walking towards me and sits on my lap He leans his head back on me and sigh. “You okay Sunshine?” “Ya, just tired. I am glad we have all this. And the kids are great. I’m glad that Ethan didn’t get to take it from me. I have to say, the money he left us, will take care of everyone in this family. I love you Brian.” He whispers as kisses my lips. “I understand. I love you to. Look at them Justin. Life couldn’t get any better then this.” “I know. We are lucky.” “Yes we are. Specially me Sunshine. And I have you to thank for making me see that this is where we belong. I love you. “ I kiss him and look out at the gang, Ya very lucky to have this family. Who would have thought. Brian Kinney, a family man. I lean back and hold Justin in my arms and I smile to myself. I have nothing to complain about. I love my life.