Thanks again to my beta on this story, Carly. You are amazing and thanks for everything you have done. Also thanks to the girls for everything you do for me. I love you all. Feel free to leave feedback.
It’s been a month since Justin and I started seeing one another. I find myself fighting the green monster of jealousy. I know he’s a grown man, but damn, I don’t want others touching him. I know I can’t complain since I am still married to Mel. Speaking of her, she seems to be talking to Linds a lot more. And in the last month, our sex life, well, at least between Mel and I has become non-existent. We sleep in the same bed when we are both home, but one of us seems to be gone. “Brian, are you ready? We told them we would be there by five.” she shouts out. “Yes, I’m ready.” We were invited to the gang’s family night at Deb’s house. “Let’s go then.” she tells me while opening the door. “I’ll drive.” I tell her as I shut the door behind me. As a gentleman I open the car door for Mel. Closing the door after she is safely buckled in, I get in and start the jeep up. As we are driving I see Mel checking herself in the mirror. I know she’s done it before but lately it’s been more. She’s more girlish and it scares me. She’s been a butchy kind of woman and that’s what I loved about her. She could hold her own. We pull up to the house and I open her door and help her out. We see the door opening and Gus runs out. I have met him a few times and he’s a funny little boy. Justin has told me all about his little boy. Lindsey had asked him a few years ago to help her have a child. He agreed to jerk off into a cup for her and then came Gus. He is now two years old. “Hi Bwian. Hi Mel.” He runs up, hugging both of us. “Hey Gus.” We both say hugging him. We look up and see Justin and Lindsey standing at the door. “Hey guys,” Justin yells. We both wave to them. Gus runs back to Justin and he picks him up. I smile at the way Justin is with his son. He places him down and runs inside. “Hey Mel, come on I’ll show you where to put your stuff.” Lindsey smiles at Justin who grins back at her. “Come on in Brian.” Justin pulls me inside and to the other room where he pulls me into him and kisses me, hard. I kiss back until air is needed. “Damn what a welcome.” I whisper. “Just wait til later.” He smiles that sunshine smile that melts me everytime I see it. “I look forward to it.” We move out and we try to keep up the ‘friendship’ look with every one. Even though they all know about us. Well everyone but Mel. The dinner goes by quickly. I kept feeling Justin rub his hand on my crotch as we were eating. I told everyone I needed to use the restroom and as I came back I spot the door open to one of the rooms. So I peaked in. I stand in shock as I watch my wife kissing Lindsey, and very passionately I might add. As they break apart I clear my throat and Mel turns to look at me. Her smile fades away and she looks panicked. “Brian. Oh my god, umm, I don’t, oh god I’m sorry.” Mel starts to look anywhere but me. I can’t but laugh at the situation. “I would never had believed it if I didn’t see it with my own eyes.” I say laughing again. “Brian, why are you laughing? I know I can’t explain this, but-” “You’re bi or lesbian?” I say laughing. “Brian how can you be so calm?” She looks at me in confusion and I start to laugh harder. Justin comes walking in with that sunshine smile. “Hey Sunshine, just caught my wife kissing the mother of your child.” He smiles even bigger. “So what are you going to do about it?” He asks me. “Brian, I am so sorry. Please.” Mel starts to say but I put my hand up to stop her. “Let me show you why I am not upset.” I say shocking even Justin as I pull him into me and lay one hell of an earth-shattering kiss to his lips. He opens his mouth, letting me in. Forgetting the reason I started this kiss, I run my hands down his back and squeeze his ass. He moans with every touch. We hear a shocked sound from in the room and we stop kissing, catching our breath. Looking at Mel she looks like I slapped her. “Holy shit. Brian,” Justin mumbles. “Sorry Sunshine.” I smile at him and turn my attention back to Mel. “I guess we both have our skeletons out of the closet now.” “How the fuck long have you been doing this?” Mel looks from me to Justin and back. “Since you started with Lindsey,” I reply. She looks at me and knows I caught her as well. “You know at first I didn’t believe you were like this either. But lately things have been different.” I move to her and take her arms in my hands. “I know it’s a shock, but I’m just going to say this. I’m gay. You are a lesbian.” I look to Justin who nods his head. “I know I am, but I didn’t even think about you being gay. Shit Brian.” Mel looks at me. “We both have been living this lie.” “Yes, but since Justin and Lindsey, the true ‘us’ are coming out,” I tell her. “Mel, I’ve known about Justin and Brian since the beginning. Just when we started as well.” Lindsey admits. “You knew?” She looked at Lindsey who nodded her head. “So what now?” She looks back to me. “If our folks find out, our jobs, it could ruin us. Our families.” “Mel, let’s not jump to conclusions about things. I don’t know if I am ready to come out to them. I barely just came out to you and myself. I know I enjoy being with Justin, but fuck. I don’t know what I am doing sometimes,” I say a tad more quietly. “But you and Justin? I mean, he’s a stripper.” Mel tells me. “Yes he is and a very good one too.” I smile at him. “Yes I am. But I’m a stripping artist.” Lindsey laughs at him. “But you, shit Brian.” Mel leans against the wall. “I didn’t believe you would like girls until I saw you with Lindsey at the showing.” I look at Justin and smile. “Anytime stud.” Justin runs his hand on my arm. “I still can’t believe this.” Mel sits down on the bed. Lindsey sits next to her. “Mel, no one will tell anyone until you are ready.” “Thanks.” She looks at Justin and smiles. Justin’s cell rings and I look at him. “Hi Todd.” He said smiling. “Ya, it was fine. I told him he could call me if he needs my help. No, that’s fine. Just tell him I’ll do it. Ya she’s here. Ok. Bye.” “Justin?” Linds looked at him. “Todd wants me to strip for a friend. The guy liked me so much he is having just a stupid party and wants me to come dance. He offered to pay double.” Lindsey smiles at him but then I feel myself getting more jealous again. “That’s great. More money for you.” “And more money for Gus.” We hear him yelling from the other room. “Todd said to give you a big hug and kiss from him.” Justin smiles again and I feel myself melt again. “How sweet.” She smiles. “So when is this party?” I ask him. “Tomorrow night.” “Oh.” I feel myself getting jealous. I look away from them to the door where Gus is running through and jumping at Justin. “Hey sonny boy.” He hugs him close. Mel leans into me, “You are jealous. I saw the way you looked when he told you that. Oh my god, you are in love with him.” I look at her like she’s crazy but I know she’s right. “He’s great Mel. I never meant to fall for him. But he is incredible.” I smile even to despite myself. “But he’s a stripper and you are getting jealous over his clients. How do you think that will work?” “Because I just know. Mel he makes me believe in myself. Not that I didn’t before, but. Shit look at that smile.” I look at him. He comes over to me and kisses my cheek. “Hey Sunshine.” I pull him into me and kiss him again. After we stop we see the girls doing the same thing and I can’t help but think ‘what is life going to be like now?’ “You want to come with me to the party?” Justin asks me. “Isn’t it against the rules.” I saw, trying to sound like it doesn’t bother me. “Nope, Todd said to bring someone with me if I want. It’s not a real job, it’s just a party with a bunch of us.” “In that case, hell yes I’ll go with you.” I say a little too eagerly. “Sounds good then. Let’s go back down before people start to worry.” Justin replies. We go downstairs and hang out for a while until Mel comes over to me. “Brian, since you know, is it okay if I go home with Lindsey?” “Mel, you are old enough to go where you want. I’ll be with Justin anyway.” She nods her head. “Okay, this is still strange though.” She chuckles. “Tell me about it,” I say looking over at Justin who is putting Gus’ jacket on. After we said our good byes we head back to the loft. “Brian, are you okay?” Justin asks me with concern. “Yes I’m fine. Just can’t believe how many things have changed. I mean not long ago I was a married man with a wife and no intention of cheating on her and now, we are cheating on each other and we are both gay.” “Well at least it’s easier then if she wasn’t. And you are still married and it’s not cheating when we all know about it. Plus, you could be bi and gay.” He laughs out. “No, I’m gay. Women don’t turn me on at all.” I feel him pull me into him. “Brian, I know that there isn’t anything to worry about here.” “Justin, it’s not them I am worried about. It’s my family and co-workers who by the way are family members who I am worried about. Now lets stop talking about this and get into me worshipping your beautiful body.” I pull him closer to me and kiss his beautiful lips. He moans as I feel his hands move over my ass and squeezes them in his hands. “Oh god Justin,” I pant out. “I need you.” “You have me. But if you really want more of me, like my dick up your ass, then lets go to the bedroom where I can fully take advantage of you.” We move to the room, undressing each other on the way. Without warning Justin pushes me down and covers my body with his and kisses his way down. “Justin I am supposed to be worshipping you,” I tell him. “You can later. I want to taste you first.” My eyes close, feeling his mouth wrapped around my dick. He doesn’t let up as my dick reaches the back of his throat over and over again. I feel his finger slide into my ass and then two fingers and then three. Slamming them into my ass, hitting my prostate every time. Before I could stop myself I feel my balls tighten up as I begin to shoot my load into his mouth. He eagerly drank all I could give as he slams his fingers in one last time I feel the last of my cum squirt into his throat. He leans up and kisses me softly. “I swear Justin Taylor, you are going to kill me.” I pant out. “Naw, just wound you,” he laughs to me. I roll him over and start my own ministrations on his body. Using what I have learned from him I do the same thing. Before long I can’t take it as I lean up and straddle him. Sliding a condom on his tip I slide my ass down, pushing the condom down onto his dick. “Oh fuck!” he screams out. I move my hips down all the way til I can’t get any farther on him. I lean back and arch my back, taking him even farther as he begins to stroke my own throbbing cock. Before time could allow we are both screaming each other’s names as we both shoot our load. Mine over his chest, his in the condom buried deep in my ass. I roll off him and he removes the condom and ties it up and tosses it into the trash. He rolls over and looks down on me as I smile up at him. He smiles as well before laying his head down onto my chest, making sure I whipped it off before that. I look down at his angelic face and can’t help but think ‘you are in deep Kinney, you are falling in love’. But how will Justin feel about me? Before he falls asleep I whisper, “I love you Sunshine” and close my own eyes. But before he falls asleep I hear him faintly say “I love you too Stud.” I can’t stop the smile on my face as he falls into a peaceful sleep, leaving me to do the same moments later hearing him say he loves me over and over in my head. “No fucking way,” I say before I fall asleep holding this angel in my arms.