Chapt 6 Justin POV Well this is something unexpected. A part of me wants to be angry that Lyndsey has been hiding this pretty big secret from me and then there’s that other part that wants to laugh until I cry. Are we on candid camera cause there is no way this is my life. I guess I was the only one going through an identity crisis. As I contemplate which reaction would seem appropriate at this moment, Brian gently squeezes my waist. Our eyes meet and he’s obviously leaning toward reaction number two. Lyndsey is quietly searching my eyes for some sort of response. I nod my head in her direction and decide to make full use of my WASP manners by introducing myself. “Hi Melanie, I’m Justin. I’m a good friend of Lyndsey’s and also her ex.” “Oh, when did you guys date?” “It was pretty recently, but you know how things go. We’ve managed to remain friends, right Lyndz?” Lyndz smiles at me and mouths a quick thank you. “Oh yeah, I wouldn’t have it any other way.” Melanie’s eyes shift back and forth between us. She must be content with what she finds, because she dismisses me and focuses on Brian instead. “And you are?” “Brian.” That’s my man, brief and to the point. “So how do you fit into this little group?” “Lyndz, Mikey, and I are best friends. And Justin is my boyfriend.” “What?” Michael, Lyndsey, and I say at the same time. Melanie seems confused by our question, but I’m too confused myself to pretend like this is a normal occurrence. I’m on my tip toes trying to initiate eye contact but Brian is absolutely refusing to look down at me. “Well, there seems to be a difference of opinion. How long have you and Justin been together?” Brian’s the one who opened his mouth so I’m letting him field this one. His eyes finally meet mine, as he leans down to press our foreheads together. His breath feels warm as he whispers into my mouth. “For the record, this whole thing is still completely left field for me. I have never said this type of shit to anyone and I wasn’t planning on it either. I know that we should really be having this conversation somewhere alone, but I think we’ve waited long enough to define whatever the hell has been happening between us. I’m not sure if I can handle monogamy or any of that other hetero bullshit but I do want to be with you more than anyone else. I want to be your boyfriend, even if I don’t know what that really means. Does that sound like something you’d be interested in? Or do you want me to tell your girlfriend’s new dyke lover that I was mistaken?” “I wouldn’t want you to look like a liar. So yeah, I guess you’re my first boyfriend.” “And you’re mine. You do realize you’ll be putting out pretty frequently?” “I was planning on it.” Brian’s lips meet mine briefly and we both smile, lost in our own little world for the time being. I’m still reeling from all he just admitted to me. I may be the innocent virgin in all this, but what we’re about to embark on is just as foreign to him as it is to me. Our moment is interrupted by our impatient friends, still awaiting an answer. Before I can say anything, Brian calmly responds, “We’ve been together for….”. He looks down at his watch, “about two minutes now and so far this is my longest relationship. We should go out and celebrate. Actually scratch that, you guys can stay here and finish watching the concert. We’ll go home and celebrate by ourselves.” Brian grabs my hand and starts to make our getaway but we haven’t gotten far before Michael blocks our path. “That’s it? Everything’s all worked out and you live happily ever after? You broke Lyndsey’s heart tonight and then think you can go home with the prize. That’s not fair and it’s not right. You don’t even believe in boyfriends or relationships and now you intend on starting one with the sexually confused twink?” I can feel Brian tense, his fingers curling in to dig roughly into my palm. He’s maybe a second away from blowing his top. Lyndz sees it too and intervenes before there’s bloodshed. “Mikey, let it go. I’m fine, we’re all fine. Really it’s the best situation for everyone. Mel makes me happy and she’s opened me up to a completely different life, one that I’ve been hiding from for too long, probably just as long as Justin. Hey, I always have been the ultimate fag hag, it only makes sense I’d eventually date one too.” Lyndz pats Michael’s shoulder, the same way you would a dog that is unnecessarily protecting you from a loved one. Then she turns to face me and smiles softly. Before I have time to react, she’s enveloped me in a bone crushing hug. As I pull back to look in her eyes, she whispers, “I love you Justy. I always will. I just won’t ever fuck you.” We both laugh and she darts back over to her new girlfriend, licking her lips playfully as they head back into the crowd. When they’ve almost disappeared from sight, Lyndz whips around and yells, “Brian, don’t fuck it up.” Before Michael can say another word, we start sprinting for the exit. Brian’s right about one thing, we’ve both waited long enough. Brian POV I don’t think we stopped running until we were both seated in the jeep and the race continued the moment we arrived at the dorms. There’s no question I’m out of the closet but that doesn’t mean I want the entire dorm to know my business, so I refrain from groping him until we’re safely inside of my room. I have his shirt half yanked over his head when I hear the shock in my roommate’s voice as he says my name. I don’t even look in his direction as I command him to “Get the fuck out.” He’s a little computer geek who’s afraid I’ll kick the shit out of him if he ever says no. My eyes are locked on Justin’s, enjoying the smoky blue lust filled gaze. I hear the door slam and attack Justin’s full lips, reaching one hand behind him to lock the door and dim the lights. Public sex doesn’t bother me but it’s not the way I want to pop my new boyfriend’s cherry. Jesus Christ, I have a boyfriend! It’s almost surreal. Our eyes are still trained on one another as I pull him by his belt loop toward me. I lightly trace the taut muscles of his chest with my fingertips, enjoying the shiver that seems to encompass his entire body. Slowly I unbutton the fly of his jeans, and ease the material over his perfect ass. He timidly steps out of them and reaches for me. “Just a minute Sunshine, let me look at you first. I’ve only had my imagination to go by until now.” My eyes start at his feet, dragging up the slight body in front of me. I can’t help but smile as I notice for the first time the small gold hoop through his left nipple. His stomach is tight, not even an inch to squeeze. His golden hair is almost glowing from the moonlight coming in through the window. My gaze travels back to his blue orbs, that are flitting around the room nervously. I step forward so our bodies are only inches apart. “Justin, you’re beautiful. Please don’t feel like you need to hide from me. Now just relax and I’m going to take this as slow as you want.” “Bri, I’m yours and I want to learn it all.” “Oh you will, but it doesn’t all have to be tonight. We have plenty of time.” Taking Justin’s hand, I guide him over to the bed and lay him down on the comforter. Then I slowly peel off my clothes, watching his eyes dilate as each bit of flesh is revealed. Once we are both void of clothing, I lay down facing him and start to kiss every inch of his body. I take note of every spot that makes him whimper and every caress that makes him sigh. The thought of revisiting them all again and again thrills me in a way I never thought it would. I avoid all contact with his dick, until every inch of him has been touched by my lips. Finally I take his whole cock inside my mouth, licking the underside from base to tip. He yelps and bucks against me, overwhelmed by the feelings that are surely coursing through his body. I rub his belly to calm him as I continue my assault until he is shooting long streams down my throat. I lick him clean, before allowing him to pull my head up so our lips can meet. He’s demanding, his tongue exploring every crevice of my mouth. He wants it all, the tastes, the smells, and I can’t wait any longer for the main course. I grab the lube from my dresser drawer and prepare us both quickly. Gently I lift his legs to my shoulders, stroking the inside of his thighs. Justin POV “Justin, it’s gonna hurt a little at first so just try to relax. I’ll do whatever I can to make it better.” I’m about to respond when I feel the tip of his cock slip past the first muscle. My body jerks involuntarily but Brian is there to soothe me with his touch and his soft words of encouragement. I push back a little, allowing him to enter me further. It isn’t long before his balls are rubbing softly against my ass. He pumps slowly into me, leaning forward to capture my lips in his. His teeth nip playfully at my lips and I growl in response, which turns him on even more. Brian changes positions slightly, angling his body to jab soundly at my prostate. First contact causes me to almost leap out of my skin. My breathing speeds up as he rubs and massages my sweet spot repeatedly. It doesn’t take long before I am clamping down on his cock and screaming my orgasm. Brian groans loudly, his cum filling the condom completely. He carefully pulls out of me, dropping the condom in a nearby wastebasket, and curling up against my back. His hands caress my sides, before entwining across my midsection. I can feel his warm breathe on my shoulder and tiny butterfly kisses up the back of my spine. My voice is hardly above a whisper when I break the silence. “So Bri, how was I? I know you’re used to…” “Sunshine, you were amazing. What I’m used to is a quick fuck and a wave good-bye. You don’t fit into that category. So let’s just put my past in a box and throw it in the closet. We’ll put your disgusting heterosexual past there as well. Sound good?” “Sounds perfect. Good night Brian.” “Good night Sunshine.” I twist my head a tad so our lips can meet. Then close my eyes, content that I am finally where I always wanted to be.