Autistic Artist 
Lover

"Can I open the card now Brian?" Justin asked his boyfriend the second he was done eating his delicious meal. The fingers on his right hand were rubbing up and down the fabric of the red velvet ribbon that held the note together. 
Brian smiled at Justin's eager attitude. "Go ahead." He said, appearing to wipe sauce from his mouth with his napkin, but in reality he was trying to hide his big toothy grin. 
Justin untangled the bow and flipped open the card to be read immediately. His heart thumping furiously from the excitement. 
Brian watched as Justin's white top teeth started to bite his plump bottom lip as he read. He saw the big blue eyes sparkle with wonder as they turned their gaze upon him. 
Justin was trying very hard to not cry. He was having a tough time placing his emotions. He knew that he felt wonderful. He knew that all that was happening was good, but for some reason he could feel tears prickling at the backs of his eyes. He thought about it for a minute and realized that this is what happened to the people that were crying in that wedding show Daphne was always making him watch with her. She had said that they cried because they were so in love and happy that their joy overflowed their bodies and created tears. 
Brian saw one tear push its way out of Justin's unfocused eyes, obviously lost in other thoughts. He would have been worried if he didn't see the face splitting smile Justin was donning. He waited for a minute as his blonde closed his eyes tightly, screwing up his light blond eyebrows before popping open his bright eyes again, this time they completely focused on Brian. "What were you just thinking about Justin?" Brian asked. 
Justin blushed. He still wasn't used to telling Brian about his feelings, usually Brian could just feel him out, but this time he wanted to share his revelation with Brian. "I was crying." He said with happiness. Brian looked at him curiously, waiting for him to go on. "Because I was happy!" Justin let out a giggle. 
Brian smiled. He too wanted to cry he was filled with such happiness, but he suppressed those feeling in favor of continuing his night’s plans. "So I take it you want to dance with me then?" Brian asked. 
Justin looked at the path of roses that led from the table to a large area of open floor space in front of the windows. The entire area of the wood floor was covered with a thick blanket of white and red rose petals. "On a carpet of silky roses!" Justin giggled. "I can't wait!" 
Brian smiled for the millionth time that night. Rising from his seat he went next to Justin and held out his hand. "May I have this dance?" He asked, surprised at the trembling timbre of his voice. 
Justin blushed and batted his eyes. Unbeknownst to him this was practically Brian's undoing. He put his small hand in Brian's. He felt the spark that was always between them the second their skin touched. His body shivered with pleasure making his legs shake as he stood up. 
Brian leaned down and planted a small kiss on Justin's cheek before gently guiding his love across the path of roses. 
Justin could feel the cool scented petals rubbing against the bottoms of his bare feet. He couldn't help his giggles of pleasure. 
Brian was beyond happy knowing that he could make Justin so happy and carefree. He wanted to do this for his love for the rest of their lives. He hoped that tonight he would be able to show him that. He stopped midway to the 'dance floor' and picked up the stereo's remote control before bringing them both to their destination. 
"This is all so romantic Brian." Justin said standing in the middle of the sea of flowers. He put his arms out to his sides and started to spin around while he laughed and hummed his pleasure. 
Brian smiled at Justin's silliness and watched for a moment. He programmed a song into the stereo and waited, not able to glance away from his beauty. He briefly wondered how Justin acting so silly could turn him on. He couldn't even count the times he'd had to will the decent of his erection tonight. He needed to touch Justin; he had to, now! 
Brian stepped closer to his boy and grabbed him, stopping the circles and laughter all at once. He pulled the momentarily startled young blonde to him as close to his body as he could get. His hard cock throbbed more when it came in contact with another engorged shaft. He rutted against it unconsciously. His hips snapping in and out in a fucking motion, humping his boy's sensitive clothed organ. Justin was staring at him with a lustful look so intense it made Brian's insides melt and his cock become even more steel like. 
Just when Brian was about to derail his plan and drag Justin off to his bedroom to fuck him silly, the beginning music to an old melody started to play through the speakers and all the lights in the loft shut off, except the one directly above them. 
Justin looked around, breathing heavily and in complete surprise, as he stood pressed against Brian under the spotlight. Brian's eyes changed from that of pure sexual excitement to that of hope and love. The golden hues in his eyes seemed to sparkle. Justin took a mental picture and knew that he would be drawing, painting and sculpting this moment over and over for the rest of his life. 
The song's lyrics began and Brian backed away from Justin slightly and instinctively the two began to move together. The petals sliding through their toes, massaging the heavenly scent into their skin. It felt as though they were dancing on a cloud. The petals being kicked up in the dancer's wake only added to the magic taking place, surrounding the lovers. 
Each step was perfectly in sync. Brian's years of etiquette classes through college gave him his moves, and Justin being raised in a country club set ensured his own skills. Brian couldn't help but sing the words to the song lightly when next to his lover's ear. His heart got a special rush as he whispered one particular verse. "Baby don't you know I love you so? Can't you feel it when we touch? I would never ever let you go. I want you oh so much." He felt Justin shudder and was more than relieved to hear "I love you too Brian." In a soft whisper right before the song ended. 
Brian dipped Justin back and kissed him. All the while holding onto his back and lowering them both to the floor. When he laid Justin back onto the petals he broke the kiss, they both panted erratically. Brian was breathless at the sight of the blonde’s beauty. He sat back to admire the boy looking up at him so trustingly. This look was one Brian treasured deeply, because it was one he had worked very hard to receive. "I want to undress you." Brian said softly, never taking his eyes from Justin's. 
Justin sat up and put his arms over his head giving Brian permission to take his top off. He closed his eyes tightly. He was nervous and a little embarrassed, he knew what was going to happen tonight, heck, Brian had seen him naked getting out of the shower a few times, but this, this was something entirely different. He was scared to death and afraid that if he opened his eyes Brian would know. 
Brian did know. He knew Justin. But he didn't want to draw attention to Justin's fears. He would deal with them gently and soon they would all fall away and be nothing but a distant memory. If he dwelled on them there was the possibility that Justin would go into a fit and loose himself in those fears. 
Brian leaned in and kissed Justin's nose. His face still bathed in the spotlight felt warm under his lips. He reached down and pulled the sweater up and off of Justin's head. "Lay back down." He whispered, happy when Justin's eyes opened and met his. 
Justin could see the love Brian had for him in his eyes. His fears dissipated greatly seeing this. He felt Brian's soft fingers pushing on his chest to gently lower him back down. Justin squinted trying to look at Brian under the bright light. 
Brian smiled. "Just a second." He said getting up and going over to the light switch on the wall. He dimmed the light to a soft orangey glow and grabbed his digital camera from the entertainment center on his way back to Justin. 
Justin looked at Brian curiously. "What are you going to do with the camera?" He asked even though he was sure he knew. 
Brian smiled and sat down next to him. "Just a few. I just want to take a few." Brian told him in a lustful quick breath. 
Justin smiled and nodded his head. Brian had allowed Justin to draw him naked countless times. Justin figured that it was only fair if he indulged Brian this once. He nodded his head and smiled much to Brian's delight. 
Brian could barely hold back as he dove in to finish the process of undressing his blonde beauty. His fingers shake as they pulled the pants down and off. He knew his cock was leaking in his own pants when he took in the site of Justin's erection barely contained by the pair of too small red boxer briefs. They almost reminded Brian of short pants they were so small. 
Justin had actually picked his underwear out of the girls’ section at the Big-Q. They had four pairs of boxer briefs on sale and Justin really liked the way they looked compared to the men's underwear that were much more pricier. He also like the way they hugged him, and the length of the shorts were perfect, compared to the men's that hung almost to his knees and would ride up on him. From the hungry look on Brian's face, Justin figured Brian liked the fit too. He waited, his skin flushing under Brian's minutes long stare. 
Justin smiled and gathered some petals in his hands and tossed them at Brian's face. "Take a picture Brian. It lasts longer." Justin giggled. 
Brian smirked and grabbed for the digital beside him.