“Hey,” Brian said when Justin opened his eyes. The blond frowned as he stared at Brian but then smiled from ear to ear. For a moment he was going to ask the brunet what he was doing there and then he remembered. He rolled on top of Brian and kissed the man hard. “Someone is happy,” Brian said when Justin pulled away. “I want to fuck you,” Justin told him in a husky voice as his hand ran down Brian’s chest. He leaned forth and kissed the brunet’s chest. His tongue poked out and he licked Brian’s left nipple. He smiled when Brian gasped so he did it again. His mouth descended on the hard nub and he sucked it into his mouth. Brian closed his eyes and let the blond work his magic. One of his nipples was being assaulted by Justin’s mouth and the other one by the blond’s fingers. He wasn’t going to lay there and play nice. His hands went down and he grabbed Justin’s ass; he couldn’t help it. His hips went up so he could grind their erections together. Justin’s mouth pulled away from Brian’s nipple and he gasped. His free hand reached up and tangled up in Brian’s strands. His hips pushed down searching for the friction he needed. Then he moved to the other nipple knowing how much Brian was enjoying the attention. He couldn’t help but think they had all the time in the world. Brian’s left hand reached up caressing the creamy skin. When he reached Justin’s neck he pulled the blond up to him. Their kiss was very sloppy but still very hot. Then they pulled from each other and smiled. Justin moved down and as he did he leaned forth planting kisses over Brian’s body until he reached the man’s cock. He inhaled deeply loving the man’s scent. The head of Brian’s dick was covered with pre cum and Justin didn’t bat an eye as his mouth opened and sucked it gently until it was cleaned. “Fuck,” Brian growled. Slowly Justin let the rest of Brian’s cock fill his mouth. He hummed knowing the vibrations were going to make Brian shake with pleasure. One of his hands reached for the man’s balls so he could massage them. He had Brian moaning and shaking under him. He was holding the brunet’s hips down with his free hand. “Justin,” Brian moaned wanting more. He wondered when that had happened. That he would want someone topping him like it was the most natural thing for him. But then again it wasn’t just anyone; it was the man he loved. The younger man moved his hand lower until he reached Brian’s hole. His thumb pressed against the opening, teasing the man. He pulled his mouth away from Brian’s cock. He didn’t want the man cumming like that. He wanted to be buried deep inside the brunet. Brian opened his eyes when Justin stopped all contact with him. He stared at the blond and arched a brow. “What?” “Get the lube,” Justin told Brian. The brunet reached for it and the condoms too. “Open it and get some in your fingers,” Justin muttered as he pushed Brian’s legs open and kneeled in between them. Then he came closer to Brian but left plenty of space so he could see what he wanted. He smiled wickedly at the brunet. Brian swallowed a bit scared by the feral smile that Justin threw his way. “Open yourself up for me,” Justin instructed him. “Justin,” Brian complained. He’d never done something like that for anyone. “Do it,” Justin said as he pulled one of Brian’s legs over his thigh. “For me.” Brian closed his eyes and did it. He gasped as he pushed one finger inside of himself. His breathing hitched and his mouth opened at the sensations he was provoking on himself. Then he felt his legs being pushed up and he thought he was going to die. He felt so vulnerable at that moment. He pushed another finger because as much as he was feeling exposed he was horny as hell and wanted Justin to fuck him. “Feels good, right,” Justin said and he pushed one of his fingers in with Brian’s. Brian opened his eyes and stared at the blond. His hips were pushing up and down fucking himself on the fingers. He pulled his hand away and in the process made Justin’s finger pull out as well. Brian sat up and pulled the blond on top of him. He kissed him fiercely and the blond pushed him back on the bed. The taller man wrapped his legs around Justin’s waist. Justin was looking blindly for a condom. He knew they were on the bed besides him but he just couldn’t quite reach it. When he finally did, he pulled away and ripped it open. He put it on and grabbed the lube. He put some on his erection and then threw the lube away. He positioned himself in between Brian’s legs and moved forward to kiss the brunet as he entered him. Brian’s legs tightened around the blond, his arms held on to Justin’s upper body for dear life. He groaned as Justin just kept pushing inside of him. “Tell me,” Justin muttered. “Justin,” Brian growled and his nails scratched the smaller man’s back. “How does it feel?” Justin asked and kissed the man’s jaw. One of his hands was trapped under Brian and the other one was behind the man’s neck. “It’s…” Brian closed his eyes. “You’re pushing me open and it hurts,” the brunet told him. “But it feels so good too.” Justin smiled and started moving. His smile was gone now as he fucked Brian. He could feel the man’s penis trapped between them, the wetness was wonderful. He loved how tight Brian was and the brunet was gripping him. “Harder,” Brian growled. “Fuck me harder!” Justin grabbed Brian’s legs and pushed them up then he started hammering into the brunet. They were both sweating and screaming in pleasure. The blond seemed to lose all control when Brian stared jerking himself. Minutes later they were both climaxing. The brunet splashed his hot jizz all over his chest and neck. Justin came deep inside the older man and then dropped on top of him. “God,” Brian groaned as he was able to stretch his legs. “I think I’m too old for this.” Justin laughed at that. He took a deep breath and rolled off of Brian. He took off the condom and tied it up. Then threw it in the direction of the trash can but it didn’t quite reach it. Brian pulled the blond towards him. He kissed Justin’s cheek. “This is what heaven feels like,” Justin told him. “I think so,” Brian said as they tangled themselves together. “I love it,” Justin said. Brian smiled. “Yeah, me too.” *** Brian sat down on a booth and looked around. It had been a while since he’d been there. And he knew exactly when he had stopped coming, when he broke up with Michael. He was dreading having to look at Debbie. “Brian,” Debbie said and sat across from him. “We have to talk.” “Do we?” Brian asked. Debbie nodded. “Michael and you are acting like a couple of idiots.” “Are we?” Brian asked arching a brow. “I came here to eat not talk.” Debbie frowned. “Brian, honey, you have to sit with Michael and talk about your problems.” “We don’t have any problems, Debbie,” Brian told her. “We broke up.” “I know,” Debbie replied. “But you have to fix whatever is wrong so you can get back together.” “We’re not getting back together,” Brian informed her. “That’s what you say now,” Debbie said ignoring Brian’s words. “But I’m sure it will be okay. You guys are meant for each other.” “We’re not,” Brian said sternly. “Brian,” Debbie said. “He’s…” “Debbie,” Brian said dryly. “I’m not going back with Michael. I’m not.” Debbie got up slowly as he glared at him. “Stop hurting my boy, Brian. And do the right thing for once in your life.” Just then Ted and Emmett arrived. They sat down with the brunet. “Maybe you guys can talk some sense into him,” Debbie said before she walked away. “Great,” Brian growled. “I come here to get a lecture on how I should be back with Michael. It’s a fucking diner!” he raised his voice as he looked towards the woman. Justin entered the diner and spotted the guys. He swallowed hard and started walking towards them. “Hey,” he said. “Debbie is right you know,” Ted said as he looked at Brian. Brian got up angrily. “Fuck you!” Justin watched him go before he turned to look back at the guys. “Sit down honey,” Emmett told him. Justin sat down slowly and Debbie went over to him. “How are you?” Ted asked. “I’m okay,” Justin told them and turned to look at Debbie. “I want…” “Sunshine,” Debbie said. “I’ve been meaning to talk to you. “Okay,” Justin said. Debbie sat down next to him. “I know you and Brian are good friends. And right now he needs someone to talk some sense into him. Michael is a mess and I don’t know what else to do.” “Debbie,” Emmett stopped her from talking anymore. “I don’t think that’s any of Justin’s business. Whatever happened between Brian and Michael is none of our business.” Debbie frowned as she looked at Emmett. “Honey, I’m…” “Debbie, he’s right,” Justin told him. “I’m not going to tell Brian what he has to do. He’s old enough to know what he wants.” Debbie sighed and got up. She walked away not saying a word. “I think we should go eat someplace else,” Emmett said. “I think she’s going to ignore us now.” Justin smiled sadly. “Yeah,” he said getting up. “I’m going to go. I’ll see you guys around.” Justin left the diner and started walking home. “Justin,” Emmett shouted his name. Justin stopped and waited for the man to catch up. “Yeah?” “It’s going to be okay,” Emmett told him. “It will take time but you and Brian are going to be able to be together in front of everyone.” Justin shook his head. “I don’t think so. It’s like everyone wants them back together.” “Not me,” Emmett pointed out. Justin smiled at that. “Thanks,” he said and looked back. “I’m going to go home.” “Yes, go check on your man,” Emmett said smiling. Justin laughed and hugged the man. Then he turned around and left. He needed to see that Brian was okay. He was happy that they had Emmett’s support but it was killing him that everyone wanted him telling Brian that he should get back with Michael. He wanted to tell them to go to hell. He sighed knowing that for now he just had to hope for the best. *** Justin knocked on the door and waited. Brian opened the door and arched a brow. “Come on in.” Justin did and looked around the place. He had been there only once before. Brian closed the door and locked it. Then he set the alarm and walked over to the blond. “Are you okay?” Justin asked. Brian nodded and pulled him close. He kissed him hard and started pushing Justin towards the bedroom. “Brian,” Justin said pulling away. “Is this a good idea? What if Michael comes in here or something?” Brian shook his head. “I changed the locks.” “Good,” Justin said pulling the brunet towards him. He pulled his shirt over his head and before he went back to kissing the brunet he finished getting naked. Brian kept quiet as Justin did all that. He stood there enjoying the view. He grinned when the blond came up to him to get him naked. Brian let the younger man do whatever he wanted. Then they moved to the bed. Brian pushed Justin face down and straddled the willing body. “Brian,” Justin moaned when he felt the man’s erection brushing against his ass. Brian kissed Justin’s shoulder blades and his hands went down slowly. He loved to touch Justin everywhere he could. When he kissed the blond Justin’s skin felt cold; it felt fresh and clean. His tongue poked out and he ran it down until he reached Justin’s crack. He stopped and looked up at Justin. The blond lifted his upper body and stared at Brian. The brunet smirked before he dived for Justin’s ass. Justin gripped the sheets as the older man rimmed him. He loved how Brian’s wet, warm tongue pushed inside of him. It was so wonderful. He pushed his hips back trying to feel more of the brunet inside of him. Then his body arched up when Brian pulled out his tongue and introduced a finger. Then the brunet started to finger fuck him. “Fuck me,” Justin hissed. “Fuck me now, Brian.” Brian pulled his fingers away and got off from the bed. He got a condom and got in the bed again behind Justin. He put the condom on and then got on top of Justin. Slowly he pushed his hard cock inside the blond. Justin moaned and tried to move but Brian was too heavy. The brunet was just lying there. “It feels so good to be inside of you,” Brian muttered. “God,” Justin groaned as Brian’s voice made it to his cock. Brian pushed his hips down and spread Justin’s cheeks apart; he buried himself deeper. “Brian,” Justin yelled. The head of Brian’s cock was rubbing against his prostate. “God, please.” Brian pulled out a bit and then pushed Justin’s legs apart as much as he could. He stared moving in and out of the blond very slowly. It was taking everything just not to fuck Justin senseless. Justin gripped the pillow under him and would grip the brunet each time Brian was buried deep in him. He loved it but he wanted so much more; he wanted to be able to touch himself. When Brian drove the blond and himself crazy enough he pulled back. He made the blond get on all fours and then he entered him again. He gripped Justin’s hips and started a different pace, a very fast one. He had Justin moaning and screaming for more. He loved to hear the younger man like that. His hand went slowly up Justin’s back and then he grabbed Justin by the hair. He leaned forth and started kissing Justin’s neck. “Brian,” Justin growled as he pushed back against the brunet. “Yes, yes, yes,” he was hissing over and over again. Brian grabbed Justin’s head and turned it to the side so he could kiss the blond. He pushed his tongue inside and dueled with the blond. When he pulled back Justin was staring at him which only made his cock jump. He grunted and pushed Justin’s upper body down. He grabbed onto the blond’s shoulders as he fucked him hard. Justin’s hand went to his cock and with his pre cum he started to fuck his fist. Brian was jabbing inside the blond. His mouth descended on Justin’s earlobe and he sucked it into his mouth. The blond’s body shook with force as he shot his cum. He clamped down on Brian and the brunet gripped the lithe man and orgasm. “I can’t move,” Justin said. Brian held the condom as he pulled out of Justin. He helped Justin get on his back and kissed him before he got rid of the condom. Then he lay next to the blond. Justin put his head on Brian’s chest and caressed him. He was smiling like a total fool. “I’m laying on your cum,” Brian told him. Justin started laughing. He sat up and crossed his arms around his abdomen as he laughed. Brian shook his head. “You’re an ass.” “You’re funny,” Justin told him and went back to putting his head on Brian’s chest. “We need a shower.” “Mm mmph,” Brian agreed. “I’m sorry that Debbie was on your case,” Justin told him. Brian sighed. “I don’t want to talk about it.” “Then we won’t,” Justin told him as he lifted his head up. He kissed Brian on the cheek and smiled. “Want to take that shower?” Brian asked and wiggled his eyebrows. Justin laughed and caressed Brian’s face. “I love you, Bri.” Now Brian was smiling like a fool. *** “I’m leaving now,” Brian said as he kissed Justin’s neck. Justin chuckled. “Are you sure?” “Yes,” Brian told him but his arms kept holding on to Justin. The blond was standing in front of the window and Brian was behind him. They had been standing like that for a few minutes. “You don’t have to go,” Justin said smiling. Brian smiled as well and kissed Justin’s neck once again before he pulled away. “I don’t want to but I have to go see Gus. I always do and he stays with me at least for a day or two.” Justin nodded. “Maybe when we get back you can come to the loft,” Brian said. “I don’t know, Brian,” Justin told him. “I don’t want to ruin your time with him.” “You won’t,” Brian assured him and kissed the blond on the lips. “Later.” “Later,” Justin said and watched him go. Brian had a smile all the way to Lindsay and Melanie’s house. He couldn’t help it. When he knocked on the door Melanie opened and looked at him with a glare. “What are you doing here?” Melanie asked. “I’m here to pick up my son,” Brian told her. “He’s supposed to stay with me today and tomorrow and you know that,” he told her and then went inside. Melanie closed the door and went after Brian. She was really pissed that he was there. “Brian,” Lindsay said smiling as she got up. She had been playing with Gus. “Daddy!” Gus said getting up and running to his father. “Hey,” Brian said picking him up. “Are you ready to go?” Gus nodded eagerly. “Yes,” he shouted. “Where are his things?” Brian asked. Lindsay frowned and looked at her wife then back at Brian. “I didn’t know you were coming.” “Why wouldn’t I?” Brian asked. Lindsay sighed. “We just thought that since you broke up with Michael you wouldn’t be coming here.” Brian put Gus on the floor. “Go get a toy that you want to take with you, Gus.” Gus ran to where his mother kept all his toys but then remembered that his favorite one was his teddy bear so he went up the stairs. Brian watched him with a smile before he turned to look at Lindsay. “So, what does me breaking up with Michael has to do with the time I spend with Gus?” Brian asked. “We just thought…” Lindsay tried. “That he was making me come here each time and get Gus?” Brian asked. “You couldn’t be anymore wrong.” Melanie walked closer to them. “Maybe we should leave this for another occasion.” “No,” Brian said. “Why did you break up with him?” Lindsay asked. “That’s none of your business,” Brian informed her. “Is it because you’re scared of commitment?” Lindsay asked. Brian rolled his eyes. “It’s because he’s an asshole,” Melanie told the blonde. “Go it!” Gus yelled as he came down the stairs. “I got my teddy bear, Daddy.” “Good,” Brian said. “Can you get his things?” “I don’t know,” Melanie said. “Now that Michael is not going to be present I’m not sure…” “What is this?” Brian asked. “You’re going to blackmail me into going back to Michael.” “No,” Lindsay said. “It’s not that Brian. Is just that we know that sometimes you have to leave and Michael would watch over Gus.” Brian glared at her. “I’m not going to leave him, Lindsay. I came here because I want to spend time with him.” “Look Brian,” Melanie tried again. “No, you look,” Brian told her. “He’s my son too and as far as I know I have shared custody.” Melanie cringed at that. She hated the fact that Brian had never signed the papers so she could have Gus’s rights. Lindsay didn’t want them fighting. “I’ll go prepare his bag.” Brian nodded and stayed playing with Gus until Lindsay was done. Then he asked her to lend her Gus’s car seat and she went and got it for him. Then Brian and Gus were on their way back to the loft. “Daddy, me play with Van,” Gus told him. Brian smiled. “I’ll have to talk to Justin first.” Gus nodded and his small arms reached up after Brian had untied him. They went up to the loft and he put Gus down. The boy ran over to the TV. “Watch,” Gus said pointing. “No,” Brian told him as he grabbed his phone to call the blond. Gus pouted and walked aimlessly around the loft. “Hey,” Brian said. “I was wondering if you could get Evan and maybe we could go out to the park or something,” he looked at Gus who was trying to grab something from the table. “Gus, don’t.” “I’ll have to call Molly but I’m sure it will be okay,” Justin informed him. “Let me know then,” Brian said. “Okay,” Justin said and hung up. “Gus,” Brian said as he went over to his son. Gus put his hands on his sides and looked up. “I did nothing,” he assured his father. Brian smiled. “Do you want to go out to the park with me and Justin?” “Yeah,” Gus said excited. He loved the park. Brian nodded and went to the fridge to get some things for Gus. He always kept thing for the boy there. He put them on Gus’s backpack and got ready to go to the park. They stopped by Justin’s loft and picked the blond who told them that Evan was going. When they reached Molly’s house Gus was laughing his heart out as soon as he saw Evan. Brian and Justin smiled at each other. “It’s everyone ready?” Brian asked. “Yeah,” Evan and Gus shouted. Justin smiled and put his hand on Brian’s thigh as the man drove. Brian put his hand on top of Justin. He was happy that Justin was there with him and his son. It was so wonderful to have them there. He looked at Justin and wished he could scream at the world how much he loved him, but for now he could contain himself. *** Justin was walking towards his apartment when someone honked. He kept walking but then someone called his name. He turned back and smiled when he saw Brian. He walked to the Jeep and got inside. “Hey,” he said smiling. “Hi,” Brian said and drove away. “How was your day?” Justin asked as he pulled the bag he had been carrying away from his shoulders and set it on the backseat. “It was okay,” Brian told him. “Are you hungry?” “Yeah,” Justin told him and laughed as he put his seatbelt on. He didn’t have to look at the brunet to know that the man was rolling his eyes. “Why do I even ask?” Brian asked himself. “Do you want to go to the diner?” “You want to go there?” Justin asked frowning. “To them we’re just friends,” Brian pointed out. When he reached the place he parked the Jeep and killed the engine. He turned to look at the blond. “Are you sure about this, Brian?” Justin asked. Brian looked towards the diner and nodded. Then he shrugged and frowned a bit. “We can go some other place,” Justin pointed out. “Nah,” Brian said shaking his head a bit. “Might as well they get use to seeing us together.” Justin frowned not sure what to think. “One day we’ll walk in there and it will be different,” Brian told him. Justin stayed quiet as he stared at the brunet. He undid his seatbelt but didn’t move to get out. “I wish I could take you by the hand and walk in there right now,” Brian muttered as he pushed Justin’s hair back. “It’s only been a month, Brian,” Justin pointed out. “I know,” Brian said and breathed deeply. “I don’t feel comfortable doing that,” Justin told him. “I think we should give it more time.” Brian nodded and stole a kiss from the blond before he pulled away. He grinned at the blond before he got off the Jeep. Justin laughed as he got out as well. The two of them went inside the diner and Brian saw Michael and the guys sitting in one of the booths. He kept walking until he reached and empty one and sat down. Justin sat across from him. “This is so weird,” Justin whispered. Brian rolled his lips inside his mouth and arched a brow. “Do you want to go?” “Do you?” Justin asked. Brian shrugged. “I could care less either way.” Justin nodded. “I guess we should stay.” “Good,” Brian said. “What can I get you?” Debbie asked a bit too strongly. Brian asked for his usual turkey sandwich no mayo. Justin asked for a burger with fries and a shake. “She’s probably going to poison my food,” Brian muttered and pouted. “She will not,” Justin told him but then looked in Debbie’s direction. He didn’t think the woman would go that far. “Brian,” Michael said as he came towards the brunet. “Can we talk?” “Talk,” Brian told him. “In private,” Michael explained. Brian got up and walked towards the exit. Michael followed him. “So?” Brian asked once they were outside. “How have you been?” Michael asked. “I’m fine,” Brian answered. “I’ve been trying to call you but you won’t answer me,” Michael told him. “I want to ask you something?” Brian asked crossing his arms. “What?” Michael asked. “Do you still think that we’re getting back together?” Brian asked. “Because we’re not, Michael. If you want to call me to see how are things you can. We can even try to be friends, but that’s all I can offer you.” Michael’s eyes watered. “I love you so much, Brian.” Brian sighed and looked away. It killed him to see Michael like that. “I’m sorry, Mikey.” Michael turned around and left quickly. Brian sighed and went back to the diner. When the food was served he didn’t even look at it. Justin took a few bites of his but he had lost his appetite too. Looking at Brian only made him feel bad. He knew that Brian had never wanted to hurt Michael and it killed him that he had. “Do you want to get out of here?” Justin asked. Brian nodded and got up. They paid for their meals and headed out. Once they were back on the Jeep Brian was holding Justin’s hand. When he was driving he looked at Justin and smiled. “What?” Justin asked. “I can’t wait when it’s just you and me together,” Brian told him. Justin knew the feeling. “When I am at the diner by myself I have Debbie telling me that I should go back to Michael,” Brian said. “When it’s not her it’s Lindsay and Melanie or Ted at work. And all I want to do is scream at them that I have a boyfriend that I love so much.” Justin smiled at that. He knew what it was like. Debbie had cornered him as well as Ted and Michael. Telling him that he had to convince Brian somehow to go back with Michael and he too wanted to scream at them. “With you my world is perfect,” Brian told him. “It’s heaven, Brian,” Justin reminded him. “Yeah,” Brian said and laughed happily that he was with Justin.