Justin arrived at his apartment to see that Brian was waiting for him. He tried to hide his smile. His heart beat quickened and he was scared. He could feel butterflies playing all around in his stomach. “Hey,” Brian smiled. “How are you doing?” Justin asked him. “Good,” Brian told him. “I was thinking about you.” Justin smiled and looked down. He knew his face was red. “Um, do you want to come in?” “Sure,” Brian told him. Justin searched for his keys inside his bag and opened the door. Then they went up the stairs and into his apartment. He called for Daphne but she wasn’t home. “I guess we’re alone.” Brian nodded and stayed in the living room while Justin went to his room. After a while of waiting Brian just walked to where Justin had disappeared. He stood in the doorway of Justin’s bedroom looking at the blond who was sitting naked on the bed. Justin looked at Brian and swallowed. He knew that he wanted the brunet. Brian stepped inside and closed the door. He took off his jacket and threw it on top of the desk chair. He walked over to the bed and sat next to the blond. “You’re really hot,” Justin whispered. He was so nervous. Brian smiled and pulled Justin to him. “You’re quite hot yourself,” he kissed him hard and pushed Justin back. He got on top of him and in between the blond’s legs. “I want you to fuck me,” Justin told him when they pulled back for some air. Brian got on his knees and took off his shirt. He threw it away and then got rid of the rest of his clothes but not before taking the lube and the condom. Justin watched through heavy eye lids. His body was burning with need. When Brian’s finger entered his hole he buckled against it. He felt like he was going to explode at any second. Then Brian kept adding fingers, stretching him out. “Relax, I want you to come with me buried deep inside you,” Brian licked Justin’s jaw as he pulled his fingers way. Justin felt empty. “Here,” Brian gave the condom to Justin. “Slip it on my dick.” With shaky hands Justin did what Brian asked of him. He knew what he wanted and he wasn’t backing away. The first time that he saw Brian, his knees had shaken with fear. Yet, he also knew they were going to be together. Brian put Justin’s legs on his shoulders and pushed inside the virgin hole hard and all the way in. Justin cried out in pain. “Are you okay?” Brian asked when he was all the way inside. Justin had his eyes shut. His breathing was labored. “It just...it hurts. It hurts so much.” Brian frowned and caressed Justin’s face. “You should have told me I was your first.” Justin gasped and opened his eyes. A tear ran down his left eye and down to his jaw where Brian wiped it away by licking it. Justin thought that the pain was going to kill him. “Just take deep breaths… okay,” Brian whispered as he rubbed Justin’s belly. “I can’t do it,” Justin told him. “Yes, yes you can,” Brian kissed him. “I’m going to make you feel so good. Ready?” Justin opened his eyes and nodded. He wanted to please Brian. “Take a deep breath,” Brian told him as he pulled out of the blond. He was almost all the way out. Justin did and let it all out when Brian pushed inside of him again. His eyes closed and his body trembled. His hands grabbed Brian’s body and squeezed it. “Brian!” “You like it,” Brian grunted. “Tell me you do.” “Oh fuck...oh god,” Justin’s body arched against the taller man. He felt as if waves of electricity were running through him each time Brian moved. Brian stopped moving after a while; he pulled out of the blond and got on his haunches. He pulled Justin by the hips onto his hard cock once again. Justin’s legs where now wrapped around Brian’s waist. His hands fisting the sheets and his shoulders barely touched the bed as Brian pushed and pulled him however he wanted to. “Yes,” Brian hissed as he held the blond by the hips. He was pulling Justin’s body towards him hard. The blond was driving him wild. One of his hands traveled up Justin’s back until it reached the back of Justin’s neck. His hand wrapped around the neck and pulled the blond to him. He loved that Justin was smaller than him. The boy fit perfectly in his arms. “Oh god,” Justin wrapped his arms around Brian’s neck. “Move,” Brian said letting go of Justin’s hips. “Ride my cock.” Justin gripped Brian’s shoulders and moved up just a bit before he pushed back down. “That’s it,” Brian told him in a husky voice. “Do it again.” Justin moaned as he felt Brian’s hard cock inside of him, leaving and filling him again. Brian put his hands around Justin’s face and brought him in for a kiss. He pushed his tongue inside Justin’s mouth, licking the roof of the blond’s mouth. Justin jumped at the sensations and clamped down on the brunet’s hard cock. Brian grunted. “Fuck, you’re so good.” Justin smiled and dared to kiss Brian forcefully on his own account. His nails dug into the brunet’s skin. Brian pulled back and licked Justin’s jaw. He pushed Justin back a little as the tip of his tongue led him to Justin’s nipples. “Brian…oh god,” Justin moaned as he threw his head back. He pushed down hard and his eyes opened wide. Brian bit him on the nipple playfully. Justin squeezed Brian hard inside of him and splashed his cum all over them. “Fuck,” Brian hissed and pushed Justin back and turned him face down. He pushed his dick inside the blond and hammered hard inside of him. He grunted and came hard. He didn’t let his weight fall on top of the boy, who was still panting for air. He ran his hand over the blond’s locks and then pulled out. “Are you okay?” Justin didn’t answer. His body still tingled with everything that Brian had done to him. Brian got rid of the condom and looked at the blond. He got on top of him again and kissed him. “You were so good.” Justin purred and wrapped his limbs around the brunet. “When can we do that again?” Justin asked. Brian smiled. “I have to go.” “When can we do that again? I need to see you,” Justin told him. Brian was about to tell him that they couldn’t. After all he never fucked anyone twice but the light shining in Justin’s eyes didn’t let him. Every time he looked inside the blond’s blue eyes he lost himself. He didn’t want to take that happy look away from the blond. “I’ll come back soon.” Justin smiled widely and nodded. “You stay here. I know my way out,” Brian kissed him again. He let his tongue trace Justin’s lips. “Later.” Justin watched as the brunet got up, gathered his things and left. Justin was very happy with how things had gone. He couldn’t wait to see Brian again. *** Brian got to Babylon and quickly went to the bar. He saw Michael and some guy he was kissing. He smirked and then interrupted them. “Looks like we’re having fun,” Brian said including himself in the fun like he always did. “Looks like you’re interrupting,” Michael told him. “Won’t you share?” Brian asked like a little kid as he stood behind the trick. Michael smiled and pushed Brian away. “Fuck off, Brian. I’m busy.” “Where is the professor?” Brian asked. “Does he know that Mikey is misbehaving...again?” Michael showed him the finger before he walked away with his trick. Brian laughed and shook his head. He asked for a double beam. Then he went to find a trick for the night. “Where is everyone?” Emmett asked Ted when he got there. “Backroom,” Ted told him. “I think Michael and Ben had another fight.” “Oh,” Emmett said letting the word hang. “There is Brian,” Ted said. Brian walked up to them and smiled. “Hello, ladies.” Emmett kissed Brian on the cheek. “Congratulations.” “For what?” Brian asked. “Debbie told us that the lawsuit was dropped,” Emmett said. Brian nodded and threw his arm around Emmett. “Want to go celebrate?” he asked as he grabbed Emmett’s crotch. Emmett laughed and pushed his hand away. “Like you could have me.” Brian laughed. It was a game they always played. “A beer,” Michael said to the bartender. “So, Mikey,” Brian smiled. “How was he?” Michael glared at Brian. “Piece of shit,” he muttered to himself. “Hey, want to get out of here?” A tall brunet whispered behind Brian. Brian turned around and smirked. He scrutinized the man up and down and then gave him a small nod. When they got out of Babylon they decided to go to the trick's house. Brian followed him in his Jeep. “We’re going to have a great time. My name is Ronny by the way,” Ronny opened the door and they went inside. Brian looked around and hated the place right away. “Great place,” he said sarcastically. Ronny frowned. “I know it's not much but its home.” “Are we going to fuck or what?” Brian asked. They walked to the bedroom and Ronny started to take off his clothes. Brian did the same and was about to get in bed when Ronny did something that stopped his movements. He watched Ronny and once again the man did it again. Brian frowned and slowly let his look land to where Ronny kept repeatedly gazing. “Are we expecting company?” Brian asked looking at the closet. The doors burst open and a guy with a chain in his hands smirked. “Remember me, asshole!” Brian arched a brow and shook his head. “No, I don’t.” That seemed to make the guy even more furious. He advanced on Brian but the brunet quickly jumped away. “Stay the fuck away from me,” Brian hissed. “You’re going to pay for being such an asshole, Brian Kinney.” The man spat the name. Ronny pulled out some rope. “Grab him, Jake.” Jake grabbed Brian by the arm and pushed him onto the floor. Then he threw the chain around Brian’s neck. Brian struggled to get free when he felt Ronny grabbing his wrist. Brian didn’t think twice about it when he grabbed Jake by the balls and squeezed with all his strength. Jake fell back screaming. Ronny stopped momentarily to look at Jake. He then went back to tie Brian but it was too late. Brian punched him in the face and got up. Ronny fell down holding his bloody nose. “You two are fucking crazy!” Brian hissed as he grabbed his pants and his jacket. “You fucking bastard!” Jake yelled from the floor. Brian kicked him in the stomach and started backing away. “Stay away. You’re fucking lucky that I’m not going to call the cops!” he ran out of the room slamming the door on his way out. Then he ran out of the apartment as fast as he could. He was outside in the middle of the night butt naked. “Jesus fucking Christ!” Brian didn’t lose any time getting in his Jeep. Thankfully he had been able to grab his pants where he had left his keys. He took a deep breath and then drove home. He wasn’t going to ever again follow a trick home. “Damn! I lost my Prada boots. Those two fucking assholes!” by the time he got home he was still cursing for having lost his boots. *** Justin was sitting down on the sofa looking at everyone that had come to the ‘get together’ that Daphne had thrown. Daphne looked at Justin and frowned. She sat next to her friend and smiled. “What is it Daphne?” Justin asked. “I just wanted you to mingle,” Daphne told him. “Ray over there seems to be interested in you.” “But I’m not interested in him,” Justin told her. “Brian came this morning. We talked for a while and he said he was going to pick me up.” Daphne frowned. “Are you sure?” Justin nodded with a big smile in place. “I really like him,” Justin told her. Daphne nodded. She was worried that Justin was reading too much into things. She didn’t want anything bad happening to her best friend. “He’s not using me if that’s what you’re thinking,” Justin told her. “We fucked and he is still coming back.” Daphne just stared at Justin. “You guys did it? When?” “It was that day you told me you were going to be late. I think you were headed to Janet’s birthday,” Justin told her smiling. “It was so great, Daph.” “Oh my god. Why didn’t you tell me before?” Daphne asked him. Justin shrugged. There was a knock on the door and Daphne went to open it. Ray took the opportunity to go and sit with Justin. Daphne’s friend, Laura was there with her boyfriend Fred. Just behind them was Brian dressed in black jeans and a black sleeveless shirt. She let them all in with her smile in place even though she was not happy to see Brian. She kept getting a bad vibe from him. “Hello, Daphne,” Brian smiled at her. He bent down and kissed her on the cheek. “Where’s my little boy?” Daphne frowned not liking what Brian called Justin. “Justin,” she said harshly, “is over there.” Brian smiled and walked over to Justin who was frowning at Ray. “Hey, you’re in my seat.” Ray frowned and was about to tell the guy to fuck off when Justin jumped up happily. “Brian,” Justin said as he threw himself at the man. Brian smiled and kissed him hard. “Want to get out of here?” Justin nodded without a doubt in his mind. Brian grinned and wrapped his arm around Justin’s waist. They left the apartment and went to Brian’s Jeep. They rode in silence. Justin couldn’t help but look at the brunet from time to time. Every time Brian caught the blond looking at him, he would smile and Justin would laugh. On impulse Justin grabbed Brian’s hand and interlaced their fingers. “We’re here,” Brian said when they arrived. He got out of the car and Justin was right behind him. They went inside and took the elevator. Brian had Justin pinned to the wall immediately. “Brian, they’re going to see us,” Justin panted. “No one else lives here,” Brian told him. “The people from the first floor are on vacation. The second floor still hasn’t been rented and the tenants on the third floor moved out a few months ago.” “Can we go inside anyway?” Justin asked. Brian nodded and he pulled his keys out. He entered the loft with Justin in tow. “Close the door.” Justin closed it and turned to look at the place. “Fuck, this place is fucking amazing.” Brian smiled. “How old are you, Brian?” Justin asked. Brian laughed and kept quiet. “Oh come on. Tell me,” Justin pouted and gave Brian his best puppy eyes. “Twenty-nine,” Brian told him as he opened the refrigerator to get some water. “You looked like thirty-two maybe,” Justin said smirking. Brian threw the door shut and glared at Justin. He walked over to him angrily and Justin walked back smirking. “You little shit!” Justin laughed as Brian tackled him to the floor. Brian smiled and kissed him hard. When he pulled back they were both smiling. “You need to get punish,” Brian told him. “Get your clothes off. Now!” Justin did as ordered, even though his heart felt as if it was about to explode; he was scared. Yet, each time he was with Brian he took on more risks and felt brave enough to do the things he wanted. “Come on,” Brian said as he got up and then pulled the blond up. He walked with Justin to the bedroom and then started to take off his clothes while Justin got in the bed. Brian got in the bed and stayed on his knees while he stared at Justin’s body. “I want to see you jerk off,” Brian told him in a husky voice. Justin didn’t want to do it. He didn’t know where to start. He frowned and didn’t move. “Brian...” “Come on,” Brian whispered. “Do it.” Justin took his hard cock in his hands and started to masturbate in front of Brian. “I...I want...” “What?” Brian asked as he leaned forth to lick behind Justin’s ear. “I want you...to touch me,” Justin hissed. “Please.” Brian put his hand on Justin’s chest and smirked. “I’m touching you.” “No,” Justin complained. He moved around so that he had one leg at each side of Brian’s body. “That’s not where I want you to touch me.” “Where?” Brian asked but didn’t let him answer as he kissed the blond. When Justin was able to pull his mouth away from the brunet he responded. “Here,” he grabbed Brian’s hand and put it on his cock. He removed his hand away from his dick and let Brian jerk him instead. “You like it when I touch you,” Brian smiled as Justin’s hip thrust up. Justin closed his eyes and started to touch his nipples as Brian touched him like he wanted to be touched. He opened his eyes a little bit and grabbed Brian’s free hand. He brought it up to his mouth and started to suck the fingers inside his mouth. Brian let his hand glide along the top of Justin’s member as the blond moved his hips up and down. He was enjoying seeing Justin so wantonly. The friction was driving Justin wild and the more pleasure he got the more he would suck on the brunet’s fingers. “Turn around, Justin,” Brian told him as he moved his hands away from the blond. Justin made a whimpering sound. “Brian,” he protested. “Turn around,” Brian hissed. Justin turned around and waited for instructions. Brian ran his hand over Justin’s neck and then down. When he reached Justin’s butt his other hand joined the trip. He parted Justin’s cheeks and his cock jumped. He inhaled the boy’s scent and then licked him. Justin closed his eyes and moaned. One hand gripped the sheets while the other went down in search of Brian. Brian didn’t know how but he intuitively knew what Justin immediately needed. He grabbed the blond’s hand and interlaced their fingers. Then he went back to licking the smaller man’s hole. “Brian, please I want you to...oh god! I want you to fuck me,” Justin panted as Brian stuck his tongue inside of him again and again. “So impatient,” Brian told him as he grabbed a condom from the bowl he kept next to the bed. Justin felt Brian’s damp body on top of him. Brian’s hard cock pressed against him. “Look at me,” Brian muttered. Justin turned his head and looked at the brunet. He smiled and they kissed. Brian’s tongue forced his away inside Justin’s mouth. Justin trembled and moaned when the brunet’s tongue ran wildly inside his mouth. Brian pulled back then and got on his knees. He put Justin on his hands and knees. Then he opened the condom and rolled it on his cock. He let his thumb circle Justin’s hole. Justin moaned and threw his hips back towards Brian. “Brian, please,” Justin gripped the sheets hard, craving Brian. Brian licked his lips and moved back to look at the blond on all fours. His cock was so hard for the smaller man. He moved forward and aligned his cock with Justin’s hole. Grabbing the blond hips he pushed forward, burying himself deep in the warm tunnel. “God!” Justin hissed and his shoulders dropped to the bed. His hands fisted the sheets as he tried to move away but Brian had a good hold on him. “Breathe,” Brian told him. Justin took deep breaths and soon enough he started to feel the tingling sensation running all over him. He squeezed his walls and Brian started fucking him hard and fast. He thought he was going to die and what a way to go. His prostate was on fire and he knew he wasn’t going to last much longer. “Grab your cock,” Brian told him as he pushed and pulled on Justin’s hips. Justin’s hand reached for his shaft and he started to jerk himself off. “You like this so much, don’t you?” Brian asked as he simultaneously thrust hard inside. “Yes!” Justin yelped. “Oh god yes.” “Run your thumb over your slit,” Brian breathed out. “Come on.” Justin did and moaned. His walls tightened around Brian. He was so close now. “With your other hand play with your balls,” Brian grunted his pleasure as the blond worked him from his end. “Brian!” Justin hips locked up towards Brian and he closed his walls on Brian’s member as he shot his cum over his hand, stomach and the sheets. Brian thrust a few more times before he climaxed as well. This time his whole weight fell down on Justin. He stayed like that trying to catch his breath. Justin was starting to doze off. “Hey,” Brian said as he pulled out of the blond. “We need to change the sheets.” “Okay,” Justin told him as he sat up. “I really liked that Brian.” Brian smiled. “And I still have so many other things to teach you.” Justin couldn’t wait. “Let’s go take a shower,” Brian muttered. “You can stay here tonight. I’ll take you home in the morning.” Justin nodded happily with that arrangement. Brian looked into Justin’s eyes and his heart beat contently. *** Justin was finishing a project when the door to his room opened. He looked up and smiled at Daphne. “Hey, what’s up?” “Brian, called,” Daphne said. Justin smiled. “What did he want?” “He can’t come tonight. He said something came up,” Daphne frowned seeing how down Justin seemed to look all of a sudden. “Thank you,” Justin told her. Daphne nodded and stayed there not sure what else she should say. “What is it?” Justin asked getting up. “Did he say something else?” “No,” Daphne told him and sat down on the bed. “Come here.” Justin sat down next to her and waited. “Are you sure this is the guy for you?” Daphne asked. “There is something about him, Jus.” Justin shook his head. “There is nothing wrong with him. Daphne...I love him. Please don’t say there is anything wrong with him.” Daphne swallowed seeing how distressed Justin was getting. “Okay. I just want you to be very happy.” Justin smiled widely and got up from his seat to go and hug her. “I am, Daphne.” Daphne got up and left his room. She went to her room and sat down in her favorite chair. She closed her eyes and prayed that Brian was serious about Justin. Justin had told her about a guy she had met, Kenny that had treat him horrible and then disappeared on him, leaving him heart broken. *** Justin went up the stairs of Brian’s building. He couldn’t wait to see the brunet. It had been two days and he felt like he was going to die. When he got to the ugly gray door he knocked twice. He waited and knocked again. He hadn’t phoned Brian before coming to the loft wanting to surprise the brunet. “Who the fuck is it?” Brian asked and opened the door. He stared at Justin with anger in his eyes. “What the fuck are you doing here?” Justin swallowed hard. “I just wanted to see you.” Brian shook his head. “Well, I’m busy.” Justin looked at the floor. “When can I come back?” “How about never?” Brian asked. It was time he sent Justin flying of the proverbial cliff. “Hey,” The guy that was with Brian said. “Are we going to do this or what?” “Who is he, Brian?” Justin asked frowning. “Some guy,” Brian said looking bored at Justin. “I have to go. You leave me the fuck alone.” Brian then slid the door closed. Justin started crying and ran down the stairs. He needed to get home. He had never felt so bad in his life. He just wanted to close his eyes and die. *** Brian stretched in bed and then opened his eyes. He looked at his alarm clock and sat up quickly. “Fuck!” He jumped out of bed and went to take a shower. He was going to be late for work. Once Brian was ready he grabbed his briefcase and keys. He got outside and closed his door. He saw that the elevator wasn’t there so he just took the stairs. When he was almost out the door he spotted what looked like blood coming from the elevator. He frowned and went to see what the fuck was going on. Opening the doors to the elevator, Brian’s briefcase dropped to the floor. “Well fuck me,” Brian said as he stared at the trick he had been with the night before. The trick was sitting on the floor with his legs sprawled open. His hands were on his belly, his head was hanging down a little bit, his eyes were closed and his mouth was open. His whole body was drenched in blood. There was no doubt that he was dead.