Jennifer knocked on the door and walked in.  She looked at her son who was getting ready to go out.  She was going to talk to him now before she lost her nerve again.

“Hey, Mom.”  Justin said.  “Do you want something?”

“I need to talk to you.”  Jennifer told him.

Justin wondered what was wrong.  He finished putting on his sneakers and looked up at his mother.

“What did I do?”  Justin asked.

“Justin.”  Jennifer whispered.  “Justin, I know.”

Justin swallowed.

“Know what mom?”  Justin asked a little apprehensive.

“I found a pair of underwear the other day under your bed.”  Jennifer told him.  “I don’t remember buying them for you plus they weren’t your size.”

Justin looked at the floor and didn’t know what to say.

“What’s his name?”  Jennifer asked.

“Mom…”

“Justin.”  Jennifer stopped him.  “I have always known.  I just…didn’t want to see it.”  Jennifer smiled.  “I still love you.  You are my son.”

Justin smiled at her feeling relieved.

“Brian Kinney.”  Justin said.  

“Is he your boyfriend?”  Jennifer asked sitting in the bed.

“No.”  Justin told her.

“How old is he?”  Jennifer asked.

“Twenty-three.”  Justin told her.  “I met him the day of his birthday.”

Jennifer looked away from him.

“Did he do anything to you?”  Jennifer asked worried.

“I don’t feel bad for what happen.  He treated me good, Mom.  He was gentle and made sure that my first time was comfortable.  It was just right.”

Jennifer took a deep breath and nodded.

“Were you…”

“Careful?  Yeah.”  Justin told her.  “We…we were.”

Justin wasn’t about to tell her about the accident they had.  He got up and grabbed his house keys and left to take the bus to Brian’s apartment.

“I have to go, Mom.  Please, don’t tell Dad.”

Jennifer nodded and watched him go.  She looked around and knew her son was not a baby anymore.

***

Justin knocked on the door and waited.  He was nervous to see Brian again but he couldn’t wait.  He smiled at Brian when the man opened the door.

“I’m ready.”  Justin told him.

“Come on in.”  Brian told him moving to the side.

“I’m sorry it took so long for me to call.  I was busy with school.”  Justin told him.

Brian nodded.

“I brought some of my money.  How much is it going to be?”  Justin asked.

“I’ll take care of it.”  Brian told him.

“Brian, you don’t have to do that.”  Justin told him.

“I want to.”

Justin frowned and nodded.  He wasn’t going to argue with the man.

“So are we leaving now?”  Justin asked.

“In a minute.  There is something I have to do.”  Brian told him and smirked.

Justin arched a brow as Brian walked towards him.

“Mmhh you smell so good.”  Brian whispered in Justin’s ear.

Justin closed his eyes and moved closer to Brian.  He started rubbing seductively against Brian.  He moaned knowing that Brian liked it.

“Oh you little devil.”  Brian gasped.

Brian pushed Justin against the wall and bit his neck.  

“Oh god.”  Justin gasped

“Push your pants down and stick your ass out.”  Brian told him before he moved away.

Justin did what he was told and soon enough Brian was by his side again.  

“I guess you missed me.”  Justin hissed as Brian pushed a finger inside of him.

Brian didn’t say anything he just kissed Justin.

“Fuck me please.  I missed you.” Justin told him.

Brian put on a condom and entered Justin in one swift move.  He closed his eyes and waited for Justin to push back against him.  He had missed Justin but he wasn’t going to tell him so.

“Fuck, Brian!  You are so fucking big.”  Justin gasped.

Brian licked Justin’s neck and started pounded against the blonde.  Justin used the wall as leverage to push towards Brian.  He couldn’t believe he was having sex with Brian again.

“God you are so tight.”  Brian grunted.

“Oh god Brian.  I’m going to come.”  Justin gasped.

“Come for me baby and grip me hard inside you.”  Brian panted.

Justin closed his eyes and splashed his cum all over the wall.  He was surprised that he just had come without touching himself.

“Fuck.”  Brian grunted and filled the condom.

Justin moved away and watched as Brian cleaned himself and then moved to clean him too.  They smiled at each other and Brian left to get something to clean the wall.  Justin still had his pants down not sure what was going to happen next.

“Come on.  We will be late.”  Brian told him as he pulled his pants up.

Justin smiled and got dressed.

***

Justin got out of the small room and looked for Brian.  He started to get scared when he didn’t see the man.  He was about to go asked the receptionist when he felt Brian’s hand on his lower back.  He looked back at the taller man and smiled.  Brian smiled back at him.

“Are you ready to go?”  Brian asked.

Justin nodded.  The walked together to the exit and Justin opened the door.  He held the door open while Brian came out.  They walked together up to Brian’s jeep and then stopped.

“That’s it then.”  Justin said.

Brian nodded. 

“They’ll call you.”  Brian told him.

“Do you want me to come with you next time?”  Justin asked.

Brian shook his head.

“We are not attached at the hip.”  Brian told him smiling.

Justin smirked.

“Can I see you again?”  Justin asked.

Brian frowned.

“I don’t think that’s a good idea.  You are too young for me.”  Brian told him.  “We had a good time.”

Justin smiled and nodded.

“No regrets?”  Brian asked.

“None.”  Justin told him.

“Do you want me to take you anywhere?”  Brian asked.

“Nah.  I’m going to walk for a while.”  Justin told him.

Brian nodded.  Justin walked up to him and kissed him.  Brian smiled at him and caressed the boy’s face.

“Bye.”

“Bye.”  Brian whispered watching Justin’s retreating back.

Brian didn’t know why but suddenly he felt like he was missing something.

***

Justin walked down Liberty Avenue feeling out of place.  He wanted to run back and tell Brian that he wanted to be with him.  He wished he had the guts to go after Brian.  He shook his head and was thankful that his first time had been so amazing.  He was lucky that Brian had treated him so well.

Justin stopped in front of a diner that said they were hiring.  He went in and right away the place brought a smile to his face.  He would love to work here.

“Hey, Sunshine.  How can I help you?”  

“I’m Justin Taylor.  I’m looking for a job.”  Justin told her.

“I’m Debbie.  Come with me.” 

Debbie helped him fill the application and told him to come the next day.  She liked him and something told her that she wouldn’t be sorry to have him working at the diner. She would talk to the owner and that would be that.

“Tomorrow at eight?”  Justin made sure.

Debbie nodded.

“Is there anything you want to eat?”  Debbie asked.

“Actually, I could eat a cheeseburger with fries, lots of ketchup and a soda.”  Justin told her.

Debbie smiled and pinched him on the cheek.

“Coming right up, Sunshine.”  

Justin smiled happily.  His day had turned to be good after all even if he was missing Brian already.  He knew it was going to be a hard task to forget Brian.