Sorry that this took me so long but I was kind of blocked. Anyways I still haven't forgotten any of you and your need for more chapters. ; )
Brian closed his eyes and wondered what the fuck had he been thinking when he kissed Justin. Ever since he met the blonde his thoughts got scrambled but he had always managed to stir clear from them. He was a straight man that had just gotten a divorce and that’s why he was acting so strange. Brian smiled at how full of shit he was. He needed to forget about Justin. Justin would never go for him. Brian closed his eyes and thought about the blonde with a smile. He opened his eyes and shook his head. “Sir, is there anything you would want? A pillow, a drink,” “No, I’m okay. Thank you.” Brian said to the stewardess. She nodded and kept on walking. “Justin,” Brian whispered under his breath. Brian looked outside the window. When he came back he had to move out. But then if he did Justin would feel bad and like Brian didn’t trust him anymore. Brian didn’t want Justin to feel like he had done something wrong. Brian took a deep breath and put his forehead in the window and just stared outside. Already he was missing Justin. Brian smiled again. What the fuck was happening to him, he had no idea. Brian couldn’t believe that he had feelings for Justin. He had feelings for Lindsey too still. The only difference was that when he thought of Justin he felt something inside of him crumbling to pieces and building up again. Justin could make him feel like he was dying yet living at the same time. Brian thought of how he never felt like that about Lindsey. He felt comfortable with Lindsey. Brian was starting to realize that maybe just maybe he had never been in love with her. Brian shook his head once more and smirked. He was going nuts. Of course he would say something like that. He was pissed at Lindsey. Yeah, that was the whole thing. *** Justin kept pacing back and forward while Jessica just stared at him. He looked at her and smiled before he just kept on pacing. “You are going to make a whole in the floor.” Jessica mocked. “Why don’t you go and when Daphne comes home I’ll tell her to call you.” “I can’t go home.” Justin said frantically. “Why?” Justin looked at her and frowned. “It happened there, every time I pass through the living room…I just remember. It’s fucking driving me nuts. I have to tell someone.” ‘What happen?” Jessica asked. “Brian kissed me.” Justin shrieked. “Oh,” Jessica said. “What do you mean oh?” Justin asked. “Well, I mean oh as in big fucking shock.” Jessica said. “Why would you say that? Brian is straight.” “Brian has been trying to play it straight. He is as gay as Daphne, Stacy, me, you, Kevin, Emmett, Ted, Michael…you get the idea.” “He got married.” “He wouldn’t be the first guy to do that.” Jessica said. “He was married for two years and then bam, they were over. Come on now.” Justin sat down next to her. “Let’s say you are right.” “You mean you’re hoping I’m right.” Jessica said smirking. “Fine, what do I do?” Justin asked. “I don’t know. If you were a lesbian maybe I could help you.” Jessica said. “What would you do if Brian was Daphne?” Justin asked. “I would go after her.” Jessica said smiling. “I don’t think I could do that.” Justin told her. “Why?” “I’m scared of losing our friendship. He is great and I don’t want to lose him.” Justin said. “It’s not like those times you say ‘you got nothing to lose’. I do have something to lose. “Hey,” “Hey baby,” Jessica said getting up and kissing Daphne. “How was your day?” “Good,” “Oh I got news for you.” Jessica said. “Brian kissed Justin.” “Hey!” Justin said jumping up from the sofa. “Those are my news to tell.” “Sorry,” “You told her before you told me.” Daphne yelled. “Shhh honey, Angel is sleeping up there.” Jessica said. “I needed to tell someone before I exploded. You weren’t here.” Justin said. “Plus I’m his friend too.” Jessica said. “I didn’t...” “I know you didn’t baby.” Jessica told her and kissed her. “Could you stop dong things like that in front of me? I like my sight very much.” Jessica rolled her eyes. “I’ll leave you guys alone so you can talk.” Jessica said. “She’s great,” “Yeah she is.” Daphne said smiling. “Now back to you and Brian.” “There is no me and Brian,” Justin said sadly. Daphne put her arm around Justin. “Baby, why don’t you just tell him to move out?” “I don’t want to be rude plus let’s be real here. I don’t want him to go.” Justin whispered. “Maybe not, but it’s going to kill you when he starts dating again and he brings them back to the house.” Daphne said. “Fuck,” Justin shouted. “Our son is sleeping,” “Sorry,” Justin said frowning. “I don’t know what I am going to do. I think I’m just going to pretend like I don’t remember anything. I will do us both the favor.” Daphne smiled a little and hugged Justin. *** Brian knocked on the door and frowned when he came face to face with Melanie. Melanie moved to the side and let Brian get in. “How you been?” Melanie asked. Brian didn’t answer. “Brian, hey how you been?” Lindsey asked with Gus in her arms. “Daddy,” “Come here little man.” Brian said picking his son up. Brian smiled and kissed Gus on the forehead. He looked around to see that there were a couple of boxes. “Are you guys moving?” Brian asked. “Yeah,” Lindsey said. “Mel got offered a job in Baltimore.” Brian nodded. “So, all you need to do is sign the divorce papers and Gus’s…” “I’m not signing Gus’s rights away, Lindsey. I don’t care if you move to the fucking moon. He is still my son and I am not letting you take him away from me. I would still visit.” “But what if he gets sick?” Lindsey said. “Mel wouldn’t be able to go in.” “No? I guess that must mean she is not his parents.” Brian said. Brian turned around with Gus in his arms to go to the backyard. Mel and Lindsey just stared at each other and frowned. “Daddy,” Gus said again happily. Brian smiled and caressed his son’s face. “Brian,” “What do you want Lindsey?” Brian asked. “I really want this.” “Do you fucking expect me to care for what you want?” Brian asked. Lindsey closed her eyes and sat down to Brian. “Here are the papers for the divorce.” Lindsey said. “Melanie went over them.” Brian nodded and took them. “Aren’t you going to sign now?” Lindsey asked. “I’m going to have my lawyer check them out.” Brian said. “Do you think I’m an idiot?” “Brian, that’s not what I meant.” Lindsey said. “I actually didn’t mean anything by it.” Brian shrugged. “So where are you living now?” Lindsey asked. “Do you care?” Brian asked. “Of course I care, Brian.” “It’s just that after all you did throw me out.” Brian said. Lindsey nodded. “We weren’t working Brian. You barely touched me.” Brian looked up furious. “What the fuck are you talking about? You destroy our matrimony because I wasn’t fucking you enough?” “And you stopped telling me I looked nice, how I would buy a new dress and you wouldn’t notice it. You stop telling me stuff and asking me how my day was. You stopped caring, Brian.” “Lindsey, I was busy with work and…” “Brian, save it.” Lindsey said. “It’s done.” Brian swallowed and put Gus on the floor that ran to his sandbox. “I’m sorry, Linds.” Lindsey smiled and nodded. “So I believe the question was where are you living?” Brian smirked. “I’m staying with Justin.” Lindsey started at him in shock. “What?” Brian asked seeing her expression. “You are such a hypocrite!” “Excuse me, what the fuck are you talking about?” Brian asked. “Why not with Michael,” Lindsey asked. “He’s your best friends.” “What difference does it make?” Brian asked. “Don’t you ever wonder why the hell was it that each time we fought you always ended up with Justin?” Lindsey asked. “What the fuck is that supposed to mean?” Brian asked. “Forget it,” Lindsey shouted. “Just forget it.” “Linds, I’m going to the store. Be back in five,” Melanie said. “It’s everything okay?” “I’ll go with you.” Lindsey said. “Gus’s toys are in his…” “Linds, I know where his fucking toys are. I used to live here, remember?” Lindsey bit her lower lip and nodded. “I’ll be back in a while.” Lindsey told him. Brian just nodded and kept on looking at his son. He just wondered what the fuck Lindsey meant by him always ending up with Justin. Brian closed his eyes and got up to go play with his son.