VERY IMPORTANT
Whatever is underlined is something that it’s being said, but not out loud.
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Brian came out of the bathroom to find Justin in the bed drawing. He smiled at the blond who look up when he heard him walking near the bed.
“I like hearing everything.” Justin said smiling.
Brian arched a brow.
“Even Debbie?” Brian asked.
“I never thought Debbie could be so loud.” Justin said giggling. “I love it.”
Brian laughed as he dried his hair with the towel.
“So, they tell me Hunter is a nice guy.” Brian said.
Justin smiled and rolled his eyes. Brian threw the towel away and pulled off the one he had around his hips. Justin smiled at him while unconsciously he licked his lips. Brian smiled and traced his fingers along Justin’s jaw.
“He is not after me anymore.” Justin said. “I don’t think he ever was. He just liked the idea of me.”
“How is that?” Brian asked getting in the bed.
“Because we are the same.” Justin said.
“Not anymore.” Brian pointed out.
“I don’t think like that.” Justin said. “He has become a good friend to me. We understand each other really well.”
Brian caressed Justin’s chest.
“As long as you are just friends.” Brian said smiling.
Justin smirked.
“I want you to make love to me.” Justin signaled.
“Mmm, that is such a magnificent idea.” Brian said as he pushed Justin onto his back. “I love you.”
Justin smiled widely.
“Me too.” Justin told him. “So much.”
Brian nodded and kissed Justin slowly at first then more demandingly. Justin wrapped his legs around Brian’s waist.
“You are so hot.” Brian whispered in Justin’s ear.
The words went straight to Justin’s cock. Justin arched against Brian and moaned.
“I want you in me.” Justin said. “Please.”
“Yes, baby.” Brian told him as he reached for a condom and then searched for the lube.
Brian got on his knees and prepared Justin quickly. He couldn’t wait to be inside the blond. It had been too long and he wanted to lose himself in his blond.
“Oh.” Justin sighed as Brian’s cock filled him.
“So tight.” Brian said.
Justin closed his eyes and wrapped his arms around Brian’s neck.
“You are so hot, baby.” Brian murmured.
Justin moaned hearing Brian’s voice. It was different now. Just a whisper and his whole body was shaking under Brian. Hearing Brian whispering in his ear was driving him nuts.
“Do you like it, baby?” Brian asked as he hammered inside the blond.
“Oh fuck, yes. Brian!” Justin bit his lower lip as his whole body trembled.
“Baby, baby, baby.” Brian kept whispered over and over again.
Justin was sure that he was floating. All he could hear was Brian’s voice. Brian started to stroke Justin’s hard, dripping cock.
“I’m going to cum.” Justin groaned.
“I want you to.” Brian told him. “For me, baby.”
“Oh god.” Justin screamed.
“I want you to cum.” Brian told him passing his thumb over Justin’s piss hole. “Do it.”
“Oh fuck, Brian!” Justin screamed and did.
“Jus.” Brian gasped as Justin’s orgasm triggered his.
“Don’t move away.” Justin told him. “I like having you in my arms all sweaty like this.”
“You so love my cock deep in your ass.” Brian muttered.
Justin smiled and nodded.
“That too.” Justin told him.
Brian laughed and pushed Justin’s hair back.
“I’m crushing you.” Brian told him.
“Just a little while longer?” Justin asked.
Brian nodded. They just kissed lazily until Justin started to nod off. Brian pulled away and got rid of the condom. He got a cloth to clean himself and one for Justin.
“Brian?” Justin asked.
“What?” Brian asked as he pulled the duvet over them.
“Why didn’t you talk to Ethan?” Justin asked. “You seemed to be put off by him.”
Brian took a deep breath.
“Brian.” Justin sing sang.
Brian pulled Justin to him. He kissed the blond and smiled.
“He wants you.” Brian said.
Justin rolled his eyes.
“That’s not true and even if it was, you don’t have to worry. I don’t want him. I don’t want anyone but you, and maybe Johnny Depp.” Justin said.
Brian laughed and shook his head.
“Would you share?” Brian asked arching a brow.
“Oh, definitely.” Justin said giggling.
“Such a good boy.” Brian muttered.
“Bri, you don’t have to worry about anything.” Justin assured him.
Brian nodded and Justin smiled happy that Brian didn’t seem angry. He kissed Brian one more time before he let his head drop onto Brian’s chest. Brian wrapped his arms around the blond and they both fell asleep.
***
Justin got up and made sure that Eric was really entertained coloring his book. Then he walked over to the door and opened it. A woman was standing there and she looked like she had been crying.
“Where is Brian?” Claire asked.
“He’s at work.” Justin told her. “Is something wrong? Do you want to come in?”
Claire started crying, but didn’t move.
“I’m going to call, Brian.” Justin told her. “Come on in.”
Justin closed the door after she was inside. He went to the phone and called the brunet. He told him what was going on and Brian told him he was already on his way and that would arrive at the loft in a few minutes.
“Dada!” Eric screamed looking at Claire.
Justin walked over to Eric and smiled. Eric pointed at Claire. Justin picked Eric up and kissed him.
“Do you want to know who this lady is.” Justin asked.
Eric smiled and looked at Claire.
“Is this your little boy?” Claire asked.
Justin nodded.
“He’s cute. He looks just like you.” Claire told him.
“Thank you.” Justin told her.
“Dad told us that your operation worked.” Claire said. “Congratulations.”
Justin nodded. He didn’t know that Jack had talked about him with Claire and Joan. He still felt weird having Jack coming to see Eric and Gus, but after all, he was their grandfather. Justin frowned when he realized that Jack hadn’t been there for more than two weeks.
“Thank you. Is your father okay?” Justin asked.
Claire looked at the floor and started crying.
“He’s in the hospital.” Claire told him. “The doctors aren’t sure that he is going to make it. He’s really weak.”
Justin took a deep breath and didn’t know what to say. Then the loft door opened and Brian walked in.
“Daddy!” Eric said clapping.
“What’s going on, Claire?” Brian asked as he closed the door.
Brian put his things down and then walked over to Justin to pick Eric up. He kissed Justin hello and frowned when he saw Justin’s face.
“Is someone going to tell me what’s going on?” Brian asked.
“Dad is in the hospital.” Claire said.
Brian looked at her and then at Justin and by the look on their faces, he knew it was something serious. He nodded and walked away with Eric securely in his arms. He really didn’t know what he was feeling at that moment.
***
Justin was at the GLC looking at the drawings he had brought over. He had promised Lindsay that he would put up some of his things. Now he wasn’t so sure he wanted people to see it. So basically that’s why he couldn’t decide what to put up.
“Hey, you.” Ethan said.
Justin turned back and smile.
“Hey.” Justin answered and turned back to what he was doing.
“So what are you doing?” Ethan asked.
“Just picking a few things.” Justin told him.
“Wow. These are great Justin.” Ethan told him.
“Thank you.” Justin said looking at the drawings spread out on the table.
There was a drawing of Brian that caught Ethan’s attention. He picked it up and looked at Justin.
“He’s not that big.” Ethan said.
Justin smirked.
“Yes, he is. Aren’t I lucky?” Justin asked and laughed, taking the drawing back and putting in on the table.
“Why didn’t you tell me about Brian?” Ethan asked.
Justin smirked and raised a brow.
“You barely let me talked, Eth.” Justin said.
“Right.” Ethan said and took a deep breath. “Do you love him?”
“Of course I do.” Justin said. “Why else would I be with him?”
“Because he has money.” Ethan pointed out.
“Wow. Thank you for thinking so little of me.” Justin told him frowning.
“That’s not how I meant it.” Ethan said. “I know that you need to take care of Eric.”
“So you think I would just whore myself around to someone so my son would have what he needs?” Justin asked getting mad.
“No. Of course not. I just thought…forget it.” Ethan said.
Justin shook his head and kept on trying to decide what to pick.
“So, are you going to play in the show?” Justin asked deciding to change the subject.
“Sure.” Ethan told him. “Lindsay talked to me about it.”
“Cool.” Justin told him.
“You are going to be here, right?” Ethan asked.
“Of course.” Justin told him.
“Well, I have to go talk to the director to tell him I’m going to collaborate.” Ethan told him.
Justin nodded and watched Ethan go. He wondered what he had ever seen in Ethan when they were younger. ‘Youth’ he though to himself and giggled hoping no one was watching him thinking he was just nuts.
***
Michael looked at the notebook and then back at Hunter. He looked once again at what Hunter had written and shook his head.
“Have you lost your mind?” Michael asked. “This plan is not going to work.”
“You don’t know that.” Hunter said.
Michael took a deep breath.
“Look. I know that the little shit wants nothing but Justin. But Brian knows that and he is not going to let the kid steal Justin away from him.”
Hunter shrugged.
“We have to make Justin see. ” Hunter told him.
Michael frowned. He knew it was true.
“I don’t know.” Michael said frowning.
“It would be perfect. ” Hunter assured him.
Michael shook his head and shrugged.
“Why are you telling me anyway?” Michael asked.
“So, at least someone knows that I’m a good guy in all this. ” Hunter said.
“Right.” Michael said. “I think you should forget all this.”
Hunter shrugged.
“So, you are looking for employees.” Hunter signaled.
Michael nodded.
“Can I work here? ” Hunter asked.
Michael shrugged and nodded. It couldn’t hurt.
***
Justin was holding Eric who was playing with his plane. Justin was looking at Brian who had a sleepy Gus in his arms.
“Are you going in today?” Justin asked.
“Don’t rush me.” Brian told him.
Justin nodded and waited. They had been waiting for ten minutes for Brian to open the door to his father’s room.
“Okay. I’m going in.” Justin told him and opened the door.
Brian rolled his eyes and followed the blond. He looked at his father who was in the hospital bed in a sitting position. He could see that his father had lost a lot of weight and looked very pale.
“What are you doing here?” Joan asked.
“Last time I checked, he was my father.” Brian told his mother.
“I thought you didn’t care.” Claire said.
“Hi.” Eric said waving at Claire.
Claire smiled at the little boy.
“Who are these kids?” Joan asked.
“They’re my kids.” Brian told her.
“What are you talking about?” Joan asked.
“Give him here.” Jack said reaching for Gus.
“Hey, grandpa.” Gus said as Brian let Jack take his son.
“Gan pa!” Eric yelled and giggled.
“Bring him here.” Jack said smiling as Justin put Eric on the bed.
“How are my two favorite grandsons?” Jack asked.
“That’s rich.” Claire hissed.
“Shut up, Claire.” Jack told her. “Your kids have no discipline and don’t respect anyone. John actually sat in that chair and told me that he was glad I was dying. Just because I told him not to hit his brother.”
Justin looked at Brian who gave him a look to not ask or say anything. Justin thought how ironic life could be. Although he was glad that Jack had changed, even if it was too late. He looked at Brian and thought that maybe it hadn’t been to late after all.
“This boy looks just like you, Brian.” Joan said.
“He’s my son.” Brian pointed out. “I already told you that.”
“Oh my god.” Joan said. “You are serious. How? Why didn’t you tell me?”
Brian shrugged.
“Why should I tell you?” Brian asked. “You don’t care about me. Is none of your fucking business.”
“Bri.” Justin whispered telling Brian to calm down.
“Could we not start?” Jack asked taking a deep breath.
“Gan pa tic.” Eric said.
“Yes. I’m a little sick.” Jack told him.
Eric moved forward and kissed Jack on the cheek.
“Bitte?”
“Ah, much better.” Jack assured him and Eric giggled.
“You can have my friend, Ronny.” Gus said putting his teddy bear next to Jack.
“Thank you.” Jack told him.
“I’m going to be outside.” Claire said dryly.
“I’ll go see that she is okay. We have to talk about this, Brian.” Joan told him before she left.
Justin and Brian sat down making small talk with Jack as the boys played with their grandfather.
“I need to talk to you, Sonny Boy.” Jack told Brian as he looked at his son.
Justin smiled at Brian to let him know he was there for him.
“Could you leave me alone with him?” Brian asked.
Justin nodded and gathered the boys. He gave Jack a big smile before he left the room.
“He’s a good kid.” Jack said.
“Which one are you talking about?” Brian asked smirking.
Jack laughed slightly before he started coughing. Brian frowned.
“Are you okay?” Brian asked.
Jack nodded as he waved his hand at Brian to tell him not to worry about it.
“So, this is it, Sonny boy.” Jack said.
Brian cringed.
“I just wanted to say I’m sorry. I know it’s not much, but I really mean it.” Jack said. “I was a bad father and I know that. I…I could have been better.”
Brian stared at the wall not believing what he was hearing. He wanted to just walk out, but couldn’t even move.
“You have a great family there, Brian. Don’t screw it up.” Jack told him.
“I’m not you.” Brian said angry.
“I’m glad.” Jack said sadly.
Brian closed his eyes and opened them quickly.
“I wish I had more time.” Jack whispered.
“Yeah.” Brian agreed in a whisper too.
“I’m proud of you, Brian.” Jack told him. “You live your life and don’t let your mother or your sister get away with telling you anything about you and Justin. They can be vicious.”
Brian nodded.
“Justin is good for you. I can see that. I know he will take care of you.” Jack told him.
“You do know you are so freaking me out.” Brian told him.
Jack arched a brow and smirk.
“I’m happy for you.” Jack told him. “Come give me a hug.”
“I don’t want to.” Brian said.
“Come here.” Jack ordered.
Brian rolled his eyes and went to his father. As soon as they were hugging, Jack started crying and Brian closed his eyes and pushed his tears away. He wanted to be angry with Jack, but somehow couldn’t anymore. He wanted to yell and scream about all the times that Jack had beaten him up, but he just couldn’t. He just held on to his father and wished that it had been different.
“I love you, Sonny Boy.” Jack whispered.
And Brian pulled away and made his face expressionless.
“I’ll come back later with the boys.” Brian told him.
Jack nodded as he rubbed is face.
“You do that, Sonny Boy.” Jack told him.
“Okay.” Brian said.
Jack smiled at his son.
“I still love you too, Dad.” Brian signaled him before he left the room.