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Penname: butterflytiger_1982 [Contact]
Real name: Jessica
Status: Member
Member Since: March 12, 2008
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Beta-reader: No

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My name is Jessica Poitras, a twenty seven year old girl who is known for my abrasive humor, my intelligence and common sense. I find stupid people extremely frustrating and appear to have no patience, but that is only for people I don't care about. I am a loyal friend to those I deem worthy of my attention.


 

By blood, I have a sister, a half-sister and a brother; I also have a stepsister, and two stepbrothers, not to mention a foster-sister and three foster-brothers. However, through all that there is only one that actually matters; a sister whom isn’t related to me by blood, marriage or any legal means but one that means more to me than all the others combined. I believe we each make our own family and she is a central part of mine. Because of things in my life she is very protective and keeps me grounded, giving me a chance to rant, whine or even pretend nothing is wrong if that is what I need. This is the healthiest relationship in my life.


 

I am a clinical insomniac but this works for me due to it giving me the time I need to accomplish what would seem to be an inhuman amount of tasks that I complete always when I am supposed to. I tend to do everything I can at the last minute so I am always rushing around but I get it done, and do it well. Doing things perfectly or getting good grades or feedback on things that I do is extremely important to me. I constantly strive to improve in many ways.


 

I like to read and write, for that last few years that has presented itself in Queer As Folk fanfiction. I belong to an intense fandom that enables me to make friends from all over the world. Being able to connect with likeminded people is important to me and I seek other such situations in other aspects of my life. I have been told that I am a gifted writer although I never believe it but have been told that is common.


 

I attend college and find it very frustrating to have to communicate and associate with a group of people I didn't choose myself. I am antisocial but this has been a growing experience for me, one that provides hours of both frustration and enjoyment. I am a very private person that keeps a lot of myself from everyone but the few that count because they are all that do matter.


 


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Stories by butterflytiger_1982
Summary: Feature

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A Featured Story for October-Halloween 2012

A young girl is new to town and at the instance of her parents is trying to make friends but in this town there is an initiation of sorts before you can be one of the cool kids. You have to spend the night in ‘The Haunted Manor’. When Sara walks up to the big beautiful old house with the sign that reads Britin what will she find?

Warnings: Brian and Justin, Other Canon Characters, Original Male and Female Characters, References to Suicide, Child Abuse, References to Child Abuse, Violence, NC-17, AU, Read at the risk of being upset 

Disclaimer: I do not own the boys or any other characters from the show, I'm playing with them, but I'll give them back when I'm done. I swear. 


Categories: FEATURED STORY, Alternate Universe, Major Character Death, Violence, Halloween Characters: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Completed: Yes Word count: 9964
[Report This] Published: March 12, 2008 Updated: October 03, 2012


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One revolutionary Christmas Justin's entire world falls apart; and even though he doesn’t realize it, he stops living. As the next Christmas approaches and introduces an equally damaged man; together, will they learn that living is better than just existing?

Beta: Karen, Banner: Nickie


Categories: QAF-U.S., Alternate Universe, Brian/Justin, Romance, Christmas Characters: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Completed: Yes Word count: 27099
[Report This] Published: December 18, 2009 Updated: December 30, 2009


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Just when he thinks he has it all figured out, the man of his dreams, and acceptance into the school of his dreams, something happens that forces him to re-evaluate his entire life. Unfortunately, Justin finds out that there are worse things than a bat to the head.

 

Check out my new banner by the talented Nickie.


Categories: Brian/Justin, Could be Canon, Hurt/Comfort, Violence, Rape Characters: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 24 Completed: No Word count: 48518
[Report This] Published: September 21, 2008 Updated: December 30, 2009


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Coming home isn’t always all it’s cracked up to be, especially when you find the people you love the most have betrayed you.

Written because of a convo with anglluvr


Categories: QAF-U.S., Brian/Justin, Brian/Other, Could be Canon, Hetero Sex, Unsafe Sex Characters: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 8 Completed: No Word count: 12592
[Report This] Published: October 06, 2008 Updated: April 27, 2009


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Sequel to A Precious Secret.

Six months into the lives of Brian, Justin, and Arionna another secret shakes their world. 

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Categories: Could be Canon, MPreg, Out of Character, Violence Characters: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Completed: No Word count: 15307
[Report This] Published: September 08, 2008 Updated: March 23, 2009


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Brian hates Christmas so every year he takes a vacation around the holiday, visiting somewhere where Saint Nick isn’t prevalent. This year though when he heads to a tropical island he finds…Christmas.


Categories: Brian/Justin, Alternate Universe, Christmas, Romance Characters: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 11 Completed: Yes Word count: 17700
[Report This] Published: December 19, 2008 Updated: December 29, 2008


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“Life is like a movie, if you've sat through more than half of it and its sucked every second so far, it probably isn't gonna get great right at the end and make it all worthwhile. None should blame you for walking out early.”

Warnings: Major Character Death, Suicide, Un-beat’ed


Categories: Brian/Justin, QAF-U.S., Could be Canon, Justin/Ethan, Major Character Death, REAL LIFE ISSUES Characters: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 946
[Report This] Published: August 02, 2008 Updated: August 02, 2008


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A young man's journey through a self discovery.


Categories: QAF-U.S., Anti-Michael, Brian/Justin, Could be Canon, Hetero Sex, Justin/Other, Romance Characters: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Completed: No Word count: 4475
[Report This] Published: July 13, 2008 Updated: July 18, 2008


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Sequel to Jagged Destiny. What happens when Brian realizes that the Stud of Liberty Ave. has a boyfriend?


Categories: Brian/Justin, Alternate Universe, Pride Fics Characters: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Completed: No Word count: 8943
[Report This] Published: June 26, 2008 Updated: July 12, 2008


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Brian gets a great job to help him pay his way through school. It even includes a house in the garden that it is his job is to take care of. But on the day he is hired, he looks up and sees the most beautiful sight. Soon it's not only flowers that are growing in the garden. Warnings: Brian and Justin, Other Canon Characters, Original Male and Female Characters, Child Abuse, References to Child Abuse, Violence, NC-17, AU

Disclaimer: I do not own the boys or any other characters from the show, I'm playing with them, but I'll give them back when I'm done. I swear. 


Categories: Violence, Alternate Universe, Child Abuse, Hurt/Comfort Characters: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Completed: No Word count: 36299
[Report This] Published: March 12, 2008 Updated: June 12, 2008


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Hey check out the beautiful new banner done by the great and powerful muffin_donat2007 Happy Birthday Rory, this story is for her. Brian and Justin have just had their office reconciliation after the fiddler and Justin already has another secret. Extra warnings I don't get CowLip's timeline so I'm winging it.

Warnings: Brian and Justin, Other Canon Characters, Unsafe Sex, Men-Preg

Disclaimer: I do not own the boys or any other characters from the show, I'm playing with them, but I'll give them back when I'm done. I swear. 


Categories: QAF-U.S., FEATURED STORY, Anti-Michael, MPreg, Unsafe Sex Characters: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Completed: Yes Word count: 73506
[Report This] Published: March 12, 2008 Updated: May 14, 2008


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How can a stone given to Brian when he was twelve by his grandmother change his life forever.


Categories: Alternate Universe, Romance Characters: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Completed: Yes Word count: 14096
[Report This] Published: March 17, 2008 Updated: May 04, 2008


B.R.I.A.N. by butterflytiger_1982 Rated: GENERAL [Reviews - 5]
Summary: I was very, very bored one day, this is the result.
Categories: Poetry-QAF Characters: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 24
[Report This] Published: March 14, 2008 Updated: March 14, 2008


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banner It's Christmas in the Taylor Kinney household and Justin's been gone for two weeks. In that time something changes.Warnings: Brian and Justin, Extreme Sappines

Disclaimer: I do not own the boys or any other characters from the show, I'm playing with them, but I'll give them back when I'm done. I swear. 


Categories: Could be Canon, Christmas, One-Off Fic Characters: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 3672
[Report This] Published: March 12, 2008 Updated: March 12, 2008


Perception by butterflytiger_1982 Rated: GENERAL [Reviews - 5]
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banner Umm ok, so this was a weird thought I had and I just need you to bare with me. PLEASE!!! Ok also there is a lot of thanks that go out for this story. So in no particular order here they are. Thanks to Princess, the vid Goddess for beta‘ing for me. Thanks to Eka, the banner Goddess for my stunning banner. And last but not least Thanks to Gerri, our Goddess leader for my title.Warnings: Umm so there isn't really any I can tell you it's a surprise 

Disclaimer: I do not own the boys or any other characters from the show, I'm playing with them, but I'll give them back when I'm done. I swear. 


Categories: Anti-Michael, Could be Canon, QAF-U.S. Characters: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Completed: Yes Word count: 11917
[Report This] Published: March 12, 2008 Updated: March 12, 2008


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It's all the same they met, they fuck, Justin holds on, and Brian starts to give in. Then they go to the prom, they dance, they kiss, and the night ends with a crack of a bat and a coma. And Justin even stays in the coma for three days but when he wakes up it's different.

Warnings: Violence, POV

Disclaimer: I do not own the boys or any other characters from the show, I'm playing with them, but I'll give them back when I'm done. I swear. 


Categories: Could be Canon, Violence, What If Characters: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 15 Completed: Yes Word count: 15911
[Report This] Published: March 12, 2008 Updated: March 12, 2008


Begin Anew by butterflytiger_1982 Rated: GENERAL [Reviews - 11]
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The aftermath of the 219 kiss is shocking for all. Will Brian and Justin surive the pain? Can they find their way through the darkness caused by their pain? FYI: No beautiful men were killed in the making of this story.

Warnings: Brian and Justin, Other Canon Characters, References to Suicide, NC-17, Angst, Read at the Risk of Being Upset


Categories: Could be Canon, What If Characters: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Completed: Yes Word count: 11232
[Report This] Published: March 12, 2008 Updated: March 12, 2008


Empty by butterflytiger_1982 Rated: NC-18 [Reviews - 38]
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Justin is being swallowed in his depression at the way his life is going and how even the people who are supposed to love him seem to hate him. Will meeting Brian make a difference or is it too late for him??

Warnings: Brian and Justin, Other Canon Characters, Original Male and Female Characters, References to Suicide, Child Abuse, References to Child Abuse, Violence, NC-17, AU, Het, and Rape

Disclaimer: I do not own the boys or any other characters from the show, I'm playing with them, but I'll give them back when I'm done. I swear. 


Categories: Rape, Alternate Universe, Abuse, Child Abuse, Violence, Hetero Sex Characters: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 31 Completed: Yes Word count: 63875
[Report This] Published: March 12, 2008 Updated: March 12, 2008