Summary: 
Justin’s mom died on his eleventh birthday. His dad, Craig married Debbie and he moved to Debbie’s house in New York. He and his stepbrother Michael didn’t go along. One day he met a young singer Brian Kinney and fell in love with the handsome brunet, only to get hurt over and over.
Rated: R
Categories: QAF-U.S. FICTION,
Family,
Alternate Universe,
Angst,
Bdsm,
Brian/Justin,
Brian/Justin/Other-Relationship,
Child Abuse,
Drama,
Hetero Sex,
Hurt/Comfort,
Jealousy,
Minor Character Death,
Out of Character,
Romance,
Violence Characters: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 36
Completed: No
Word count: 475193
Read: 143850
Published: October 31, 2014
Updated: June 17, 2016
Story Notes:
Hi again, I know I had told you I'd continue 'Friendship or love' for a change but I can't stop the urge to write this enthralling idea now. I'll continue and finish 'Friendship or love' after I finish this new story. :)
'It's not my possession' and 'Snow flower' is fixing by my beta and it'll take a long time until I can post the beta version. My beta will concentrate on editing this new story first. :)
About this new story, PLS DON'T read it if you don't like anything in the warning or category. And PLS READ the summary, warning and category before you start reading this story to make sure if it's your cup of tea or not. Thanks! :)
For readers who can handle this new intense love story, I assure you this one will be even better than the last two stories I had written! ;) With the help of my good beta, I can write my ideas and feeling freely and more comfortable. I know she will fix any wrong words or phrases LOl.
Who had read my stories will know my style. I didn't write a story only happy or sad, black or pink, dark or bright but it has many emotions, situations, life in one of my story. It's a combination of everything in this beautiful world and life. So there are some chapters that make you sad, the other makes you happy :) I hope you will find joy and sadness while reading this story too. Pls enjoy folks :D Let's start this new journey with me ;D
Warning: Dark and intense fic! Violence, Thriller, abuse, action, rebel Justin, dark Justin, action Justin, whore Justin, action Brian, protective Brian. Coarse language. Nasty scenes. Strictly over 18 readers ? :)
1. Chapter 1: Beautiful stranger by Breakdarkmountain [Reviews - 15] (6084 words)
Disclaimer: All publicly recognizable characters, settings, etc. are the property of their respective owners. The original characters and plot are the property of the author. The author is in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any media franchise. No copyright infringement is intended.
2. Chapter 2: St. James Academy by Breakdarkmountain [Reviews - 4] (4471 words)
3. Chapter 3: Cinderfella, the stepbrother and the hero by Breakdarkmountain [Reviews - 4] (9348 words)
I put some songs in this chapter for good imagination and emotion support. Pls listen to them by copying the links in the notes in the chapter. These songs from Neurotech new album 'Infra Versus Ultra' just came out 3 weeks ago. Epic style music :D. They fit this chapter ;p I'll put different cool songs/music in this story for entertainment support. Pls listen to them while reading ^_^ Thanks and enjoy, folks. :)
4. Chapter 4: Not your Cinderfella by Breakdarkmountain [Reviews - 6] (13344 words)
Hi, I'm really sorry for the late update. I had sent this chapter ages ago to my lovely beta but she was so busy and it's nearly Christmas and stuff. And the chapter is really long ^_^. But here it is. I hope you enjoy it. Please read while listen to the music, especially the song Haunted by Beyonce. It's really fit that scene. :D
5. Chapter 5: What you do to me by Breakdarkmountain [Reviews - 2] (12891 words)
Hi folks! How are you going? I hope you all had the best hollidays :) This story is continuing. I'm happy that I can post it on the Valentine's Day huraa :D This is my Valentine's gift for you guys ^_^ Enjoy!
6. Chapter 6: Crash that wall by Breakdarkmountain [Reviews - 3] (12669 words)
This is a new update. I post the beta version YAY.Thanks zsadistwhore for spending your precious time to beta for me ^_^
7. Chapter 7: I know you by Breakdarkmountain [Reviews - 3] (12473 words)
I post the beta version. Yay! Thanks zsadistwhore for fixing the chapter for me :)
8. Chapter 8: You make me so agitated by Breakdarkmountain [Reviews - 4] (12503 words)
I post the beta version. Thanks zsadistwhore for her hard work :)
9. Chapter 9: With you through hardship by Breakdarkmountain [Reviews - 3] (13161 words)
I post the beta version. Yayyyy! Thanks to my hardworking beta ^_^ She's the best to fix my very long chapters :)
10. Chapter 10: Britin by Breakdarkmountain [Reviews - 2] (14851 words)
I love to write Britin series chapters. It's fun :D This is an unbeta version. It's so long, too. So I will have mistakes. Too long to check it carefully. I'll wait for the beta version and post it again. Feel free to enjoy if you can read it. Otherwise, pls wait for the beta version.Thanks ^_^
Chapter 6 beta version had been posted :D
11. Chapter 11: I only see you by Breakdarkmountain [Reviews - 2] (13685 words)
Here is a raw version. I'll post chapter 7 beta version on Monday :)
12. Chapter 12: Inspire me by Breakdarkmountain [Reviews - 2] (14388 words)
Raw chapter so all mistakes are mine. :( I post chapter 7 beta version ^_^
13. Chapter 13: It's the best weekend ever by Breakdarkmountain [Reviews - 2] (14106 words)
Raw version update. I had post chapter 8 beta version. Chapter 9 beta version will come soon ;)
14. Chapter 14: Two boys, one love by Breakdarkmountain [Reviews - 0] (13812 words)
Raw chapter :)
15. Chapter 15: It's ridiculous romantic by Breakdarkmountain [Reviews - 2] (13041 words)
Raw version :)
16. Chapter 16: How I fell in love with you by Breakdarkmountain [Reviews - 3] (14707 words)
Raw chapter ^_^
17. Chapter 17: Hello, summer! by Breakdarkmountain [Reviews - 2] (18936 words)
Raw version! It's so deadly long! I know. I had thought to put it in half but you'll read all anyway so I just post the whole chapter. :p You can take a rest while reading it :D I want to put the whole chapter about the summer so I don't want to split it up ^_^ Enjoy, folks! There will be mistakes because it's so long. If you can't understand pls wait until my beta fix it. :)
18. Chapter 18: Tears of an angel by Breakdarkmountain [Reviews - 3] (17124 words)
Raw version and long chapter again :) I had post chapter 9 beta version thanks to my lovely beta ^_^ I have this chapter so soon because I had written some parts before when I had the right mood. :p
Thanks all for reading my story up until now. I have to ask you to read the warning again before you read this chapter. If you can't handle it, make yourself happy with other bright stories :D
I don't want to reveal but from now on there will be no sweet colourful puppy love anymore. I let the characters tell you guys their story then :) I'll be in the story sometimes but I want to concentrate in the characters' feeling and thinking in this intense story.
Thanks folks for all your attentions and comments. Enjoys ;)
19. Chapter 19: The late remorse by Breakdarkmountain [Reviews - 1] (10058 words)
20. Chapter 20: Crimson path by Breakdarkmountain [Reviews - 4] (18728 words)
The wheel of fate had started and would keep running...
21. Chapter 21: A man's heart by Breakdarkmountain [Reviews - 2] (15860 words)
Raw version so if there are mistakes, pls wait for the beta version :)
22. Chapter 22: The love is alive back from the death by Breakdarkmountain [Reviews - 0] (16980 words)
This is a raw version. If you can't understand please wait for the beta version. :)
The Japanese stranlation is at the end notes.
23. Chapter 23: close enough to run by Breakdarkmountain [Reviews - 1] (6867 words)
Hi everyone! I'm sorry that I'm so busy to write until now. Sorry for the wait. Here is the new chapter and it's not a beta version. My beta is also busy :( If you find it's difficult to understand, pls wait for the beta version. Thanks :) And forgive me for the mistakes/ wrong words I have >"<
Ps: '...' is the character's thought and "..." is the conversation. :)
24. Chapter 24: Too close, too far by Breakdarkmountain [Reviews - 2] (4980 words)
New unbeta version. Enjoy :) We have gone half of the story. And I had my rest. This is the other half. Still a long way. Pls be patient ^_^
25. Chapter 25: The game we play by Breakdarkmountain [Reviews - 2] (9004 words)
26. Chapter 26: First love by Breakdarkmountain [Reviews - 3] (8687 words)
27. Chapter 27: Black widow by Breakdarkmountain [Reviews - 2] (17256 words)
Long chapter and unbeta. So forgive me if there are mistakes and I know there are heaps. >"< Thanks :) Warning: nasty scene, coarse language... In general, pls inhale deeply before you read this chapter (bow to thank) lol and after reading it pls go watch Tom and Jerry LOL.
28. Chapter 28: Les miserables by Breakdarkmountain [Reviews - 2] (13049 words)
29. Chapter 29: Angel with a shotgun by Breakdarkmountain [Reviews - 2] (23707 words)
30. Chapter 30: Versions of you by Breakdarkmountain [Reviews - 2] (25640 words)
31. Chapter 31: Debt, revenge, obsession and possession by Breakdarkmountain [Reviews - 5] (18938 words)
WARNING: graphic description of Violence, torture and abuse. Read at your own risk.
Hi everyone, I'm busy with RL stuff but here is the new chapter. There is some intense dark stuff in here so skip through the lines if you can't handle it. Thanks :)
32. Chapter 32: Unconditionally love by Breakdarkmountain [Reviews - 2] (15178 words)
33. Chapter 33: All roads lead to this by Breakdarkmountain [Reviews - 4] (9564 words)
Hi everyone! I'm sorry to post late after weeks (I don't know how many. I didn't count). I got new projects for Christmas and New Years show and will be really busy. It's that time of the year (sigh).
Anyway, here is the new chapter. I try to spare some time to continue it. I really love to write this story :) So if I don't post for a while, pls believe in me that I'll always come back and I'll finish the story :D
Thanks for your support and love all this time ;)
34. Chapter 34: Love is a curse, black and darkness by Breakdarkmountain [Reviews - 2] (12611 words)
35. Chapter 35: Heaven is far away by Breakdarkmountain [Reviews - 5] (13684 words)
36. Chapter 36: Love you even it hurts by Breakdarkmountain [Reviews - 5] (2808 words)
Hi everybody! I'm back :D
Sory for a very long wait. I was busy and stuff. But now I'm coming back. The story will continue ^_^
Woa, we had been in a very long journey and it's still very far until the end word ^_^
This is like the second book/part of the story with more angts and tragedy :p pls be prepare and make sure it's your cup of tea to enter my world again :)
I don't have beta and it had been a long time since I wrote/read anything so if I have mistakes, pls bare with me. I make sure the plot will be good to cover for my mistakes lol :p
Now let's enter Britin's world again. Pls enjoy.
