Summary: Brian receives his cancer diagnosis and undergoes treatment. How will this affect him and Justin?
Chapter 30: Brian completes his homework assignments with Justin.
*finally posted...* *hangs head in shame*
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Rated: NC-18
Categories: QAF-U.S. FICTION,
Brian/Justin,
Gap-Filler,
Hurt/Comfort,
Real Life Issues,
What If Characters: Debbie,
Justin,
Lindsay,
Melanie
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 30
Completed: No
Word count: 76020
Read: 176361
Published: March 08, 2010
Updated: February 27, 2012
1. Mirror, Mirror by indigo556 [Reviews - 33] (2217 words)
Brian receives his cancer diagnosis....
2. No by indigo556 [Reviews - 10] (4069 words)
Brian goes home to Justin. What will Justin find out? (NC-17)
3. Backward from Ten by indigo556 [Reviews - 13] (3232 words)
The morning of Brian's surgery.
4. In A Steamed Mirror by indigo556 [Reviews - 0] (2576 words)
Brian is in recovery after the surgery.
5. What I Am Now by indigo556 [Reviews - 13] (3288 words)
Brian suffers a nightmare; Justin comes to Brian's hospital room after the surgery.
6. Results by indigo556 [Reviews - 13] (2199 words)
Brian and Justin get the biopsy results.
7. It Hurts by indigo556 [Reviews - 14] (1475 words)
Brian decides on a treatment; Justin makes a statement and Brian admits something.
8. Fallen by indigo556 [Reviews - 13] (2443 words)
Brian has a nightmare after Justin leaves, then tries tto do something for himself...
9. Untouchable by indigo556 [Reviews - 11] (1725 words)
The aftermath of Brian's fall. This chapter is dedicated to Edom's aunt and their family.
10. Never The Same by indigo556 [Reviews - 12] (1730 words)
Brian discusses treatment with Dr. Lee; he lets something slip. Will Dr. Lee understand the depth of Brian's problems?
11. It Was Brian by indigo556 [Reviews - 13] (2020 words)
Brian is alone; Justin fantasizes at the loft then comes crashing into realty at the hospital.
12. Trust by indigo556 [Reviews - 13] (2668 words)
Justin comes in and talks to Brian; he finds out about Brian's nausea and the fall in the bathroom... he tries to straighten out Brian's feelings...
13. Watching by indigo556 [Reviews - 15] (2666 words)
Brian eats dinner; Justin shares a moment of reality with him.
14. In the Doorway by indigo556 [Reviews - 14] (1911 words)
Brian does not want Justin to come into the bathroom with him.
15. Breaking Rules by indigo556 [Reviews - 12] (2606 words)
Javier talks to Brian in the bathroom; Brian breaks a rule....
16. Not What I See by indigo556 [Reviews - 12] (3999 words)
Brian and Justin go home to the loft after a night alone; Brian meets a psychologist before his discharge from the hospital.
17. What He Knows by indigo556 [Reviews - 18] (873 words)
Brian talks to Justin and agrees to get help.
18. An Entity to Fight by indigo556 [Reviews - 12] (3320 words)
Brian visits Dr. Tarrou's office for the first time.
19. Say It by indigo556 [Reviews - 13] (2096 words)
Brian continues his discussion with Dr. Tarrou and gets his first homework assignments.
20. Realities by indigo556 [Reviews - 15] (3591 words)
Brian begins work on his homework assignments, including telling Justin what he sees.
21. Ten Seconds by indigo556 [Reviews - 16] (2776 words)
Justin watches as Brian looks at himself -- then he pushes Brian for more.
22. Choices by indigo556 [Reviews - 11] (2528 words)
Brian goes back to work and then has a radiation simulation with an oncology specialist. He faces a difficult choice.
23. Mechanisms by indigo556 [Reviews - 10] (4704 words)
Brian's second meeting with Dr. Tarrou -- the blanket has its first use....
24. In the Moment by indigo556 [Reviews - 10] (890 words)
Brian does a blanket exercise by himself and does not dissociate.
25. First Treatment by indigo556 [Reviews - 12] (2869 words)
Brian goes to his first radiation / chemotherapy treatment. Justin accompanies him and something unexpected happens.
26. Reflected Whole by indigo556 [Reviews - 11] (1060 words)
Brian is sick at the loft and sees himself.
27. At the Office Together by indigo556 [Reviews - 12] (3746 words)
Justin goes with Brian to his appointment with Dr. Tarrou; they discuss his perceptions, a fear and their sex life.
28. A Promise by indigo556 [Reviews - 11] (1385 words)
Justin and Brian talk about intimacy as per the doctor's orders.
29. Progress by indigo556 [Reviews - 13] (2525 words)
Brian and Justin try out some things learned at the doctor's office; Brian lets Justin undress him.
30. On the Bed Together by indigo556 [Reviews - 7] (2833 words)
Brian completes his homework assignments with Justin.
