Midnight Whispers
QAF Brian and Justin Fanfiction
Reviews For Forgive Me Father
Reviewer: Weave the Magic (Signed) · Date: February 06, 2013 08:24 PM · On: Chapter 6: Fear

Had this been published and the religion has something to do with Muslims, there would have been threats.. But I, as a Catholic, though it hurts me to read about stories that refer to our faith or our clergy as vile as the priest portrayed here, I would just sigh and believe that people see this as fiction and not a usual representation of our men of the cloth.  I just hope that the Catholic Church is left alone and not mentioned in stories like these. I noticed some writers have this 'dark' fascination on the practices and beliefs of Catholics and enjoy including our religion in morbid storylines such as this.  :'(

 

Reviewer: Yvonne Reid (Anonymous) · Date: July 02, 2011 12:14 AM · On: Chapter One: Torture

Wow,this is very intense! You have captured this in an amazing way that most writers don't.Its never easy writing something that deals with this but you are doing a great job.

Reviewer: DavidR (Anonymous) · Date: June 24, 2009 05:26 AM · On: The Goodbye's and Thank you's

Wow,  a terrific story!


 


I had started reading this several times, but it was just too intense and I just


didn’t want to read something like that.   



The other day, I started again, and this time gave it a stronger  try.  As you can see by my opening line, I loved it.Like the Jury, when Brian was giving his testimony I had tears in my eyes.  Then again, I had tears in my eyes several times during the story. 



I thought the ending was perfect.  And yes – it could end right there.  I have myown ending.  That is, what happens the next  10 or 20 or 30 or 60 years.  It is enough to make me smile.


 


So – thanks again for writing a wonderful story.  I totally enjoyed it.


 


(I do understand.  The characters are fictional, but the events -----


well we know....)  Enough!


 


                              DavidR



Author's Response: Hey, Wow! Thank you so much for saying all that and honestly for taking the time come back to read it so many times. Trust me I had tears in my eyes when I wrote to the point I started freaking I couldn't finish a chapter right away. Thank you so much for saying about the ending I felt it would help everyone and I did want that for you to draw your own ending. You are more than welcome, Thank you so much for reading and reviewing. The events are tragic and shouldn't happen and I wanted to show a light on something that people sort of ignore.

Reviewer: Marny (Signed) · Date: June 20, 2009 02:12 PM · On: Chapter 31: For I Have Sinned

oh jeeh I love the ending ... thanks for the heartbreaking story ... I loved it very much

* Big hug *

 

 



Author's Response: Thank you so much. I'm glad you enjoyed the story.

Reviewer: LadyHarold (Signed) · Date: June 20, 2009 06:18 AM · On: Chapter 31: For I Have Sinned

Oh yeah that is definitely an ending I like. Taylor and Richards deserve this ending.

It was a great story liberty. I love every word of it, as odd as it may sound consider the topic of that story.

But I would like Sequel to it...someday. Maybe a story that plays a couple of years later.

It´s so sad that it´s over. I really "enjoyed" it. I am going to miss something. :(

Thank you sooo much



Author's Response: I am really glad you liked it, trust me I enjoyed writing it. Thank you so much and trust me I liked to and proud of it which sounds odd but oh, well. I know but it needed to end I would hate to drag it on. I don't know if I will write a sequel I am not sure as of now there is no plan. You are more than welcome but honestly Thank you somuch for reading and reviewing. It means everything to me.

Reviewer: LadyHarold (Signed) · Date: June 20, 2009 12:10 AM · On: Chapter 30: Judgment

Yeah please. I want an update, too...tonight...now. lol

Great chapter. I hope the jury don´t believe that bastard who calls himself a father.

Right now I wish that the devil would´ve done the same to Father Richards as he´d done to Brian and Justin. So Father Richards know what it would feel like.

I can´t believe the story is almost finish. I´m going to miss something on Friday.

Hugs and Kisses



Author's Response: I will be tonight...I have to have something for everyone to look forward too. *LOL* Thank you so much. Yeah it's going to be good, I honestly cried when I wrote that chapter. I know it was really hard and it's weird to say that I have loved this story. Hugs and Kisses back. Thank you so much for reading and reviewing.

Reviewer: Marny (Signed) · Date: June 19, 2009 08:57 PM · On: Chapter 30: Judgment

Oeh yes ... wow I thought that I had to wait until tonight ... thanks for the update ... please post the last chapter ... I can't wait a whole week ... Put him in jail ... and I hope it gets better with Brian and Justin. 

Author's Response: You are more than welcome for the update, trust me. I was more than happy to update it sooner. I will most likely if everyone wants the final chapter ....it will be later today most likely tonight at the regular time.

Reviewer: Marny (Signed) · Date: June 14, 2009 01:34 PM · On: Chapter 29:Guilt

can't wait for the next chapter

Author's Response: Thank you very much.

Reviewer: alys (Anonymous) · Date: June 13, 2009 10:58 AM · On: Chapter 29:Guilt

hard to read, very honest and real. thank you

Author's Response: Thank you so much for reading and reviewing.

Reviewer: LadyHarold (Signed) · Date: June 13, 2009 05:32 AM · On: Chapter 29:Guilt

Oh my good. That was so awful...Brians memorys I mean. God I feel with him.

This man, this devil, is a pig. I want to strangle him and god knows what else.

This reminds me of the Fanfiction (Navy CIS Fandom) I read a couple of Days ago. A child abuse/rape story. I wanted to strangle the guys too.

Great Chapter, as always. But very, very sad.



Author's Response: thank you so much for reading and reviewing. Really? HUH I watch the show but never been to the fandom. It was incredably hard to write but I felt it needed to be told so thank you again.

Reviewer: Marny (Signed) · Date: June 07, 2009 03:33 AM · On: Chapter 28: Secrets

OMG what a story, I kept reading  chapter after chapter

Hope you update soon, I wanna know what happens in court



Author's Response: Thank you. The final few chapters will be updated every friday.

Reviewer: LadyHarold (Signed) · Date: June 06, 2009 06:35 AM · On: Chapter 28: Secrets

Wow short but sweet. I´m glad Brian and Justin are founding slowly together. They´re good for each other.

I am soo anxious of the trial and the result. I can´t wait for next friday to arrive.



Author's Response: I know but honestly it was just the formatting for the rest of the story. I agree they are. The Trial is coming up and so are the results its only the start.

Reviewer: LadyHarold (Signed) · Date: May 30, 2009 12:17 AM · On: Chapter 27: Truth

Great chapter. I am so glad that Father Daniels decided to do the right thing.

HE definetley will go to heaven for that, while the devil aka "Father" Taylor will burn in hell.

I was suprised to see that you added a new chapter. I am looking forward to the next chapter



Author's Response: Thank you so mcuh. Yes, Father Dainels does have an important part in the story. Yes, Father Taylor will be dealt with eventually.

Reviewer: Kat (Signed) · Date: May 23, 2009 01:39 PM · On: Chapter 24: Conflict

Good to see that Justin is starting to heal physically. I'm also glad that Brian and Justin have admitted they feel something for each other to Mel.

Justin being told that he is nothing like Craig and that he is completely normal is good for him to hear at this point.



Author's Response: Thank you so much Kat. Everything will have more explainned and Craig will be dealed with.

Reviewer: LadyHarold (Signed) · Date: May 23, 2009 06:34 AM · On: Chapter 26: Resilience

I am so glad that Father Daniels has come to his senses. He´s doing the right thing.

I hope that Brian and Justin don´t have to part for long. 

This chapter was to short. I read it in less than 5 minutes. How many do you have left? 



Author's Response: I know it was I think that was a chapter I really had issues with who knows There is still a bit left but also I have to make sure everything falls into into place with the last chapter which is actually half way written at least planned out like it has since the start of the story. I am hoping to have them becoming longer.

Reviewer: LadyHarold (Signed) · Date: May 16, 2009 05:44 AM · On: Chapter 25:Power

Only 6 more chapters? Wow that is so sad. But I understand. The more you write and read the more boring and annoying it gets.

I really hope Father Daniels decide to use his power and turn the devil in with this folder he found.

I am going to miss my friday chapter liberty...really.



Author's Response: Thank you so much for understanding and it's very true esp with me I have an issues with becoming annoyed with my own work if I feel it's dragging on, so I stop it before it does. Father Daniels does become more important like this chapter says he is at a road block with what is right and what he has been taught to follow. Me too. Thank you so much for reading and reviewing.

Reviewer: LadyHarold (Signed) · Date: May 09, 2009 03:14 AM · On: Chapter 24: Conflict

Ohh wow they´re taking a little step forward. That was quick. I mean that they have both feelings for one another.

I am so glad that they have Mel. You can say that she is both bringing back to life. And make them realise that they are not sick.

I have to say this is now my favorite chapter of all 24.



Author's Response: I know it seems quick but in reality it has been weeks, I am planning on clearing somethings up sooner. Mel is there rock in healing. Thank you so much for reading and reviewing. =)

Reviewer: Kat (Signed) · Date: May 02, 2009 11:20 AM · On: Chapter 23: Soul

That was some dream! I'm wondering the who this person. I was thinking it was Cody since he mentioned something in the last chapter.



Author's Response: I know it was something alright. It will be relieved I promise. Thank you so much for reading and reviewing Kat.

Reviewer: LadyHarold (Signed) · Date: May 02, 2009 03:52 AM · On: Chapter 23: Soul

Wow the last part after the 3rd POV ended was really intense.

You wright it like it´s a psychological book or something. It´s so profesionell. I really like it.

To the third person. Who is this poor guy? Maybe Cody?

Thank god I never had such awful nightmares you had *knock on wood*

It was a very short chapter but a great one as allways.

I´m seeing forward to next friday.



Author's Response: Yeah when I have the nightmares they freak me out and I don't act any other way but in someways I am grateful for them because they help me to write better and to see what extactly I want to say and sadly see how it is played out. The person will be reviled definatly and he is important. I was nervous about 3rd person because I don't do it a lot but I felt it would be better told that way. *blushes* Thank you so much I have to say I do put a lot of work and when I express my toughts each chapter it is mainly of love. I know it's short this story does take a lot of out me emotionally so yeah after I wrote this chapter I ended up crying for a bit. More next week of course. a little lighter.

Reviewer: Kat (Signed) · Date: April 25, 2009 03:26 PM · On: Chapter 22: Storytelling

I knew this couldn't be easy for Brian or Justin. The reality of that revelation just shocked them quite a bit, which I think is why they really couldn't speak to each other. Who could blame them. But this revelation has also deepened their bond, which is why no words were needed when they went to bed.

Ok, Cody was abused by his old preacher! Can't be the same monster!



Author's Response: It wasn't but they will realize somethings that will help them both grow and be able to funtion in the relatioship department. I am not at liberty to confirm nor deny that thoery.

Reviewer: Kat (Signed) · Date: April 25, 2009 03:11 PM · On: Chapter 21: Law

One, I'm glad Mel was able to pick up on the fact that Brian and Justin were victims of the same bastard!

Two, its good that Brian and Justin are aware...although the revelation has added a weight of guilt on Brian's shoulders.

Three, I'm glad Justin keeps telling Brian he doesn't blame him for what happened to him. Although Brian was 18 once the abuse stopped, he was still very much a kid. He was in a horrible situation. I hope they do testify against that asshole, but undeerstand how nervous they are. The law has been known to let people down on more than one occassion.



Author's Response: Hey Kat Thank you so much for reading and reviewing. You are very right in someways Brian is at a stand still in the development of age as is Justin. It's true that's why the fear of coming forward is always going to be there.

Reviewer: LadyHarold (Signed) · Date: April 25, 2009 04:51 AM · On: Chapter 22: Storytelling

Wow a short but strong chapter. I am sooo glad that BJ are starting to fight.

It´s good that they have Cody. He´s determined and can actually put himself in their position and knows what they had gone through.

I hope they nail that motherfucker.

It´s gonna be a hart fight....and a long way for Brian and Justin...emotionally and physically.



Author's Response: Thank you so much. It's going to get much more inestrusting personally the next chapter is my favorite but yeah it's disgusting to say that. It's very dark. They are both growing it wil take time but it is happen.

Reviewer: LadyHarold (Signed) · Date: April 18, 2009 04:36 PM · On: Chapter 21: Law

OH my god. What an intense chapter. I really hope they going to bring that motherfucker to court...and in jail.

But on the other side I can understand Brian and Justin. The law is like that sometimes, that he protect the guilty ones instead of the victims. But I do hope that the law is standing this time on Brian and Justins side. 

Great chapter Liberty, as allways ^^ 

Can´t wait for the next one.



Author's Response: Trust me writing it was just as hard. You'll have to wait and see esp. since we are just now building into more of the drama of it. There are a few surprise up my sleeve still. *hehe* Thank you so much LadyHarold, I really do love reading your reviews every week. =) Yeah next week is a good one but my favorite is 23 so in two weeks.

Reviewer: Kat (Signed) · Date: April 11, 2009 11:40 AM · On: Chapter 20: Cancer

So that bastard is having nightmares, good! Eventually it will drive him crazier than he already is.

That is very sweet of Brian of Brian to offer that room to Justin!



Author's Response: Kat, you always make me smile with your reviews. Brian is trying to make Justin feel comfortble but of course in someways it is still a struggle. Thank you so much for the reviews.

Reviewer: JTSecrets (Signed) · Date: April 11, 2009 05:46 AM · On: Chapter 20: Cancer

Wow!

This story has me rung out to dry!

Even though you almost border on sex with kids you do it with style.

Fantastic work.



Author's Response: I do thred very careful on that line and as the subject is replusive I am thrilled with this story. Thank you so much.

Reviewer: LadyHarold (Signed) · Date: April 11, 2009 04:56 AM · On: Chapter 20: Cancer

I hope the fucking father will go insane by this nightmares and eats him alive...of course after Justin and Brian had their way with him. He really deserve these nightmares.

As to Brian and Justin. I hope Brian will tell Justin soon who his abuser was. Maybe then Justin will open up a little bit more.

It´s not good for him to eat his pain and fear. But it´s good that Justin is still seeing Mel.

It´s weird to read this chapter because here in Germany it´s easter-weekend. And with the church and all and your story is a little bit weird. I mean I didn´t go to church in ages...I hate the church actually but still it creeps me out somehow.  I live in a town with only 1200 people and I don´t even want to imagine that this could happen here too.

Okay enough of it. It was a great chapter as allways and I want to read more...soon...very soon...pwwwweeeasse ^^



Author's Response: Hey, First and for most thank you so much for your reviews they honestly do help keep me going. I can say for a fact that Brian and Justin do tell who their abuser is I do promise that as for anymore secrets its only just beginning. I know its odd for me too considering I was raised in church where I was pompted to speak to the reverend for everything. It was odd when I started this story but I am glad for it. I am not meaning disrespect I am just showing a darker side. I love your reivews trust me. More next week I promise.

Author's Response: Hey, First and for most thank you so much for your reviews they honestly do help keep me going. I can say for a fact that Brian and Justin do tell who their abuser is I do promise that as for anymore secrets its only just beginning. I know its odd for me too considering I was raised in church where I was pompted to speak to the reverend for everything. It was odd when I started this story but I am glad for it. I am not meaning disrespect I am just showing a darker side. I love your reivews trust me. More next week I promise.

Reviewer: Kat (Signed) · Date: April 07, 2009 10:52 PM · On: Chapter 19:Ghost

That man is one sick fuck! Twisted bastard, his mind is a scary place. He really needs to get his!

Author's Response: I agree completely and he will.

Reviewer: LadyHarold (Signed) · Date: April 05, 2009 04:49 PM · On: Chapter 19:Ghost

He is one sick fuck. I can´t believe someone is thinking and acting like that. Doing this things to innocent little kids. And then on top of all that he calls himself a priest...a man of God. How sick is that.

I hope someone is going to stop him. I would really enjoy if Brian and Justin would torture and punish him in the same way he did to them. With the blades and drugs, chains and wips...the needles.

I personally didn´t like the chapter because of the way that sick fuck is thinking, but I did like that you posted one. Does this make any sense?



Author's Response: Yeah your last line does make sense. I did like this chapter for the personal fact we got to see some of his thoughts, that doesn't mean I wasn't sicken that I liked. I personally am at the point where I want to tourture him for what he did to both Brian and Justin not to metion the other boys but I know its not the right time. But I do promise the ending will be amazing, there is still a lot of story to cover but Helen and I do have the ending pretty much worked out as for some ideas we are shooting around. Thank you so much for reviewing and reading, I know its hard but I do appricate it.

Reviewer: Kat (Signed) · Date: March 28, 2009 02:14 AM · On: Chapter 18: Trust

I'm so glad Justin is going to share his story with Mel!

Author's Response: Thank you so much hun. I am personally really exicted about next week chapter.

Reviewer: Kat (Signed) · Date: March 26, 2009 11:31 AM · On: Chapter 17:Hope

Great chapter! I love that Brian and Justin are bonding in a way and are finding that they can trust one another.

Author's Response: Thank you so much Kat. They are slowly going to help each other when it does become more diffcuilt.

Reviewer: LadyHarold (Signed) · Date: March 21, 2009 04:21 AM · On: Chapter 17:Hope

Wow with those words you could write a book. I mean it´s not like reading a real fanfiction, it´s more like I´m reading a book. It´s totally awesome.

I am sooo glad that they told each other their storys. And glad that Justin finally decided to go to Melanie.

And I´m hoping they catching that motherfucker who calls himself a "Father".

I am so looking forward to the next chapters.

Hugs



Author's Response: Thank you so much, You have no idea what they mean to me. I have working hard to make it seem real like a real story from all the research I did for this story. The Father will get his how extactly I'm not sure yet but something will happen. Next friday should be good, one of my favorite is 19 which is in two weeks but both my beta and I were completely disgusted by liking that chapter so much. Hugs, Keighley

Reviewer: Kat (Signed) · Date: March 14, 2009 05:18 AM · On: Chapter 16: Grief

Justin finally told Brian his story, I wonder how he'll react when he finds out the same man did the same things to Brian!!

Author's Response: It is definatly going to be a can't miss one trust me. It wont happen in the next two weeks but it is coming.

Reviewer: LadyHarold (Signed) · Date: March 14, 2009 12:40 AM · On: Chapter 16: Grief

Oh my god. I have tears in my eyes. But I am SO glad that he told Brian and that Brian returns the favor of telling his story.

Maybe now it´s getting better...a little bit for both of them.

Although it was a very short but emotional chapter, it was fabulous.

I can´t wait for the double chapter All around me ^^ I really missed it this Thursday.



Author's Response: Aww I'm so sorry I know it's short I just thought it would work better esp. since I am using such raw emotions plus I honestly couldn't write anymore on it because I was crying after I finished the chapter. Thank you so much for reading and reviewing it means the world to me. In a way I'm glad it worked out that way for All Around Me because those two chapters go together very nicely.

Reviewer: Kat (Signed) · Date: March 10, 2009 12:14 AM · On: Chapter 15: Water

I'm glad to see Justin starting to be more comfortable with Brian and that he's feeling safe with him. That was really sweet of Brian to give him a copy of his book.

Author's Response: Thank you so much for reading and reviewing Kat. It will slowly becoming together. Brian's trying to make him more comfortable around him which he did thats what makes 16 so important.

Reviewer: Hotesse (Signed) · Date: March 08, 2009 11:13 PM · On: Chapter 15: Water

Hey,

This is so hard to read, I really felt like slamming my computer shut many times and go clean or something!

I have a question: is Justin 18 or is he younger, at one point I thought I read he was set free cause he was 18 but then he seems a lot younger. Perhaps I was confused and was reading about Brian being 18..??

Please post a new chapter soon <3 Edda.



Author's Response: Hey, I know it is trust me ...writing it isn't really good for the soul in some ways but I do have some music playing when I write this there is a playlist that goes with it. Yes, Brian was 18 when he left and so since Jusitn was just let out he is 18 now. It's only been four years for Brian to be out of hell. New chapter will be on Friday. Thank you so much.

Reviewer: LadyHarold (Signed) · Date: March 07, 2009 04:42 PM · On: Chapter 15: Water

It is good to see that Justin had a "good" day. Well almost.

I thought Justin would knew when he goes with Brian to these sessions that the same happened to Brian.

Or don´t they talk about that if Justin is with them?

Well I hope Justin is going to tell him soon.

Great chapter as always, I was really excited when I saw that the new chapter was on.



Author's Response: Thank you so much for reading and reviewing. He knows to an extent but doens't know the extact details of everything he has been through which is something that will be dealt with in some ways he blocks it out so the comparison sort of doesn't happen. He doesn't get that he isn't alone yet. I will admit I was nervous about this title chapter but for me it turned into something really good to write based on it and the simplism of drowning in some ways was more evendient.

Reviewer: Kat (Signed) · Date: March 04, 2009 07:37 AM · On: Chapter 14: Madness

I was wondering when Brian would eventually figure out that Justin was hurt by the same man he was.

Author's Response: Actually very soon Brian is going to slowly realize things.

Reviewer: Kat (Signed) · Date: March 04, 2009 07:20 AM · On: Chapter 13: Psychiatry

I'm glad Justin went to see Mel with Brian and is starting to see how much he and Brian have in common...sadly.

Author's Response: Thank you so much.

Reviewer: LadyHarold (Signed) · Date: February 28, 2009 08:03 PM · On: Chapter 14: Madness

Jesus poor Justin. I want to hold him and make everything better for him. Nobody deserve something like that.

And it isn´t Brians fault that the devil replaced him with Justin. It´s the devils fault and I hope he (the devil) will severly suffer for it.

Great chapter Liberty, very, very emotional.



Author's Response: Thank you so much. I was hoping it would invoke some feelings of that because as I was writing it I was like that too and I was the one making the events happen which is odd in a way. I am really gald you liked both chapters.

Reviewer: LadyHarold (Signed) · Date: February 28, 2009 07:42 PM · On: Chapter 13: Psychiatry

Wow what an emotional chapter...like the rest of them. But this ist very intense.

I guess it´s a very big step to bring Justin to his sessions with Mel. Maybe he wanted to tell Justin in this way that Bri had been hurt in the same way...just like him.

I hope Justin knows that he is safe with Brian.

So now I´m going to read the next chapter. I feel like it´s my birthday, two chapters at once...awesome.



Author's Response: Thank you so much. I agree it was and honestly I wasn't sure if it would be to soon but in the end it seemed the right road for him.

Reviewer: WildFlower (Anonymous) · Date: February 20, 2009 05:59 AM · On: Chapter 6: Fear

Fluorescent not Florissant

Reviewer: anon (Anonymous) · Date: February 14, 2009 05:18 AM · On: Chapter One: Torture

Honey you really need a beta, there are many misused words, words that don't exist and errors in tense. This story has so much potential but it is hard for me to read it as is.

Author's Response: Okay One I have a beta and two I do reread these chapters before posting and sending them to her. The reality is we are only human yes there will be a mistake. I am sorry you are finding it hard to read no one else has said anything. I do check my stories before I send them to my beta and I use spell check, like I said no one is perfect and I don't clam to be.

Reviewer: LadyHarold (Signed) · Date: February 14, 2009 05:06 AM · On: Chapter 12: Hate

I fear that Justin might try something drastic. I don´t want him to hurt himself. I hope he´s not that stupid.

It was a great chapter Liberty...again...as always.

I really hope that Brian can help him and Jus Brian.

I want to cry it´s so sad :(



Author's Response: Justin is going to do somethings that will be deemed as 'Drastic' but it's him dealing with things in his own way. Thank you so much, It is a hard story to write but I do enjoy writing it which makes me feel weird. Don't cry I promise, it will have some form of a happy ending. :)

Reviewer: Kat (Signed) · Date: February 14, 2009 04:11 AM · On: Chapter 12: Hate

I'm curious as to how Justin will react to Brian wanting him to go with him to see Mel.

They both have such a long way to go.



Author's Response: it will be inestrusting. That they do. Thank you so much for reading and reviewing.

Reviewer: Kat (Signed) · Date: February 10, 2009 06:15 AM · On: Chapter 11:Bible, The

Great chapter!

Author's Response: Thank you so much.

Reviewer: Kat (Signed) · Date: February 03, 2009 03:44 AM · On: Chapter 10: Violence

Poor Justin, he's going to relive all that he went through, in his mind, for awhile. But thankfully Brian and hopefully Mel will be there to pick him up when he needs to be.

Author's Response: Yeah it's going to be a rough road ahead for everyone involved. Thank you so much for reading and commenting. : )

Reviewer: alys (Anonymous) · Date: January 31, 2009 12:24 PM · On: Chapter 10: Violence

Beautiful 2 chapters. Love Brian and Justin's characters, very real. Hope Mel is helpful. Can't wait to see were you take us in this story.

Author's Response: Thank you very much.

Reviewer: LadyHarold (Signed) · Date: January 31, 2009 07:48 AM · On: Chapter 10: Violence

Wow great two chapters.

It´s very emotional to read and it makes my heart ache.

I just hope Justin can trust Brian and they help each other.

God I love this Fanfiction. It´s hard to read but once you start you can´t stop reading it.



Author's Response: Thank you so much. I know its increadbly hard to write but I honestly can't stop. Much more to come.

Reviewer: Gina Marie (Signed) · Date: January 17, 2009 09:12 AM · On: Chapter 8: Death

Oh my... I'm so glad Brian found him!  But Brian is right, now they share the same hell.   I feel for them both.  Hopefully together, they can defeat the demons with in them. And the demon who created their hell.

Author's Response: Thank you so much for reading and reviewing. Yeah they are going to be embarking on a long hard road but they will have each other.

Reviewer: Kat (Signed) · Date: January 17, 2009 06:13 AM · On: Chapter 8: Death

They finally meet and now their jouney begins. Its gonna be long road for both of them.

Author's Response: Thank you so much for reading Kat. Yeah, you are right.

Reviewer: LadyHarold (Signed) · Date: January 17, 2009 02:39 AM · On: Chapter 8: Death

Thank God Brian found him. I don´t want to imagine what had happened if Brian hadn´t found him.

It was a great chapter. I hope that Justin will tell Brian, what happened to him and Brian to Justin. 



Author's Response: Thank you so much. Yeah I agree but I thought there was enough of the angst with what is to come.

Reviewer: Kat (Signed) · Date: December 17, 2008 07:39 AM · On: Chapter 7: Control

Can't believe such an evil man lives to hurt innoncent children like that! Just horrific!

Looking forward to an update in January!



Author's Response: I know it's so hard. Much more to come with the boys stories.

Reviewer: LadyHarold (Signed) · Date: December 13, 2008 06:41 AM · On: Chapter 7: Control

Oh my god this is awful. Really awful and disgusting. Why is he doing that?

I don´t get it.

I´m really suffering with our two boys.

You describe this like we´re live with them. What they feel and what they have to endure.

God and now we have to wait till January? Jesus. But I´m glad you don´t post this over Christmas. Probably I couldn´t read it anyway

Again a great chapter even if it tore my heart apart.



Author's Response: I know it was and it will get better. It was really hard to write but it was worth it. I hope you come back next month for boy time with our heartbroken boys. Thank you so much for reading and reviewing.

Reviewer: emmakinney (Anonymous) · Date: December 07, 2008 12:24 AM · On: Chapter 6: Fear

This is so tragically beautiful. There is so much horror but there is this underlying hope that the boys will find each other.

And I hope that that sick son of a fucking bitch will die a slow, long painful death. 

Can't wait for the next chapter, I hope it will begin to get better for the both of them. 

Emma



Author's Response: Hey Emma, Thank you so much for reading and reviewing. It is one of the stories I absoutly hate but love at the same time. The boys aren't meeting yet but it will happen soon I promise I just have one more big thing to happen before they meet but I do know it will happen soon and that begins another part of the story. Thank you again, Keighley

Reviewer: LadyHarold (Signed) · Date: December 06, 2008 09:15 PM · On: Chapter 6: Fear

Oh my god. I almost couldn´t bring myself to read.

This is so horrible what happens to that two boys.

I hope the evil don´t kill Justin.

 



Author's Response: Thank you so much for reading story and reviewing it means the world to me.

Reviewer: Gina Marie (Signed) · Date: December 06, 2008 10:07 AM · On: Chapter 6: Fear

OMFG  I can't take it! so horrid, so tragic!

 You are doing an amazing job with this story!  You're writing is provoking and extremely emotional.

This is the first time I actually dreading the next chapter, but I simply cannot look away.



Author's Response: I know but i do appercite you reading the story but I do have to say the next chapter was so hard to write I actually cried while writing and so did Helen when she beta'd it. Thank you again so much for reading and reviewing.

Reviewer: Kat (Signed) · Date: December 04, 2008 01:54 AM · On: Chapter 5:Pain

Hasn't that bastard hurt Justin enough! My heart is breaking for Justin.

Brian finally talking to Mel about the abuse is going to be so hard for him, but hopefully it will eventually begin to help him heal. 



Author's Response: Thank you so much for reading and commenting.

Reviewer: Sleep (Anonymous) · Date: November 29, 2008 05:27 PM · On: Chapter 5:Pain

Another very intense chapter.I hope so much, that everything will turn out good for them both and that this evil guy is getting what he deserves.We've never seen justin or Brian so broken and sad before.despte the traumatic tone of the story I like it very much. Child abuse is the sad reality and it happens far more often than we all believe.

Author's Response: Thank you very much for reading and reviewing to the story. The story has a very long journey ahead of them so the boys will be dealing with a mulitude of emotions that will be played out in the best sense. It is something I feel many people silence and it shouldn't be. We should stand up for those who can't speak.

Reviewer: emmakinney (Anonymous) · Date: November 23, 2008 09:18 PM · On: Chapter 4: Silence

I love this fic, it's so deep and horrific yet there is that hope that Brian and Justin will find and heal each other.

I like that Mel is the therapist here, I think it suits her character. 

Brian's pain is so clear and deep-seeded, it almost jumps off the screen.

I can't wait for more honey,

Emma

Author's Response: Emma, Thank you so much hun for your sweet and wonderful words. I am also so glad that you like Mel as a therpist I figured she would be great one just a little less abrasive toward Brian in this aspect. Brian is dealing with a lot and I agree completely they will heal each other at some point. There is much more to come. Hugs, Keighley

Reviewer: Lady Harold (Anonymous) · Date: November 22, 2008 04:00 PM · On: Chapter 4: Silence

With every chapter you post it´s harder to read. I´m glad though that Brian is in Therapy. I thought he wasn´t and had to deal with that all by himself.

But these fucking priest. Don´t they have a consience? Especially priest have to know what´s right and wrong.

You don´t do THAT to children.

Jeeez I can go on like that forever and never coming to an end.

Very intense Chapter Liberty. Thanks

Hugs



Author's Response: I know it does and I must thank you from the bottom of my hear that you contuine to read and review. He won't have to deal with but it will honestly get harder to talk about now that it's out in the open. The priest I feel in this story has no moral compass at all. It's sad honestly because they have this higher presentable of the world and are supposed to be up most trusted in the world. I agree fully, trust me this is hard for me to write but I am doing it for my reasons. Thank you again so much. Hugs, Keighley

Reviewer: Kat (Signed) · Date: November 22, 2008 01:09 PM · On: Chapter 4: Silence

So although one of the priests know the truth, everyone is going to keep silent anyway. Just horrible! Brian is breaking my heart, but I'm glad he is finally talking to Melanie about what happened to him...at least admitting what happened.

Author's Response: This part is some point of truth, they knew what was going on but they though of sending him to a hospital and declaring him well he was well. Then, shipped him to another church. It's about trust and it's about protecting your family so to speak. You don't go against a higher up no matter what. I know Brian breaks my heart consitently as well as Justin in the next chapter. I agree I needed to show an outlit so I am glad you like Melanie in here she is someone that needs to be comfroting and yet strong. Later, Keighley

Reviewer: alys (Anonymous) · Date: November 22, 2008 11:18 AM · On: Chapter 4: Silence

Sad but true. Good to know Brian's history. Glad that Mel is helpful here, like her character.

This is a wrenching story in its premise thus far, but wonderful writing. I find when I read painful stories like this it serves to heal some old hurt a little more. ths



Author's Response: Hey Alys, Thank you so much for reading. Yeah, I wanted to make Mel tuff but with heart more of one. I agree it is always hard to talk about tramtic events in your life at first but I think honestly it will get easier somewhat and it does heal you in some ascepts. There will be much more next week.

Reviewer: Gina Marie (Signed) · Date: November 22, 2008 10:27 AM · On: Chapter 4: Silence

Amazing chapter.  The imagery is spellbounding.   This story is so compelling, and so well written.

I have a question, maybe the answer is in an upcoming chapter, if it is, I'll be paitient. I'm just wondering how old Brian his.  He left the church 3 years ago.  Was he still being abused up until that time? Up until what age?

Again, amazing story.



Author's Response: Hey Gina Marie, Thank you so much. This story is actually something I a more than proud to write every day. questions: 1:Brian's Age: 21 but he is far from your normal 21 year old. 2:Yes, he was and there will be more detailed of what actually happened to Brian in later chapters as well as Justin. The later chapters will be much more darker than these last few ones trust me. He was and the reason for it will actually be explored later as well. Thank you again so much. I hope that helped.

Reviewer: sjmpets3 (Signed) · Date: November 22, 2008 07:22 AM · On: Chapter 4: Silence

heart wrenching chapter.

Author's Response: Thank you so much.

Reviewer: sjmpets3 (Signed) · Date: November 15, 2008 10:25 AM · On: Chapter 3: Insanity

great chapter, i think eventually they will help each other,

Author's Response: Thank you so much. Eventually they will be able to meet in person and the journey will contuine.

Reviewer: alys (Anonymous) · Date: November 15, 2008 06:58 AM · On: Chapter 3: Insanity

Beautifully written, I can feel the angst Brian feels and Justin's despair.

Author's Response: Thank you so very much.

Reviewer: Kat (Signed) · Date: November 15, 2008 05:14 AM · On: Chapter 3: Insanity

Another great chapter! So now they are both dreaming of Brian saving Justin, amazing!

Author's Response: Thank you so much. Yeah they both wish it to be true. I have much more instore.

Reviewer: LadyHarold (Signed) · Date: November 15, 2008 04:26 AM · On: Chapter 3: Insanity

I really want to cry. With every new chapter I suffer more with Brian and Justin.

I feel so sorry for them that I´m feeling an urge to help them. It´s so sad.

I hope Brian is able to help Justin soon before it´s too late.



Author's Response: Thank you so much for reading and commenting. I know it's hard to read, just stick with it. They don't meet for a bit but it will happen.

Reviewer: rose (Anonymous) · Date: November 09, 2008 02:44 AM · On: Chapter 2: Prison

what a chapter. It must have nearly killed you writing it... it sure kills me reading it. you leave me speechless...:-)) rose

Author's Response: Hey Rose, Thank you so much. It is very hard to write as well as reread it. I appricate all the reading and review very much.

Reviewer: Sleep (Anonymous) · Date: November 08, 2008 05:39 PM · On: Chapter 2: Prison

Phew,that was very intense.In a scary and angsty way.It's so cruel,what happened to them both and they're sorta connected through their pain and fear.Hopefully,those two child molesters and abusers get what they deserve - a trip to hell and jail.Although it's very sad,it is a good story and I'm looking forward to read more.

Author's Response: Hey Sleep, Thank you so much for reading and commenitng. It is going to be a inense journal and honestly Jail is to good for the abuser in this story. I have everything planned out and I hope you like what's to come. -Keighley

Reviewer: LadyHarold (Signed) · Date: November 08, 2008 06:40 AM · On: Chapter 2: Prison

Oh my lord. Really I suffer with them. It´s terrible what these two are going through.

You don´t wish that your enemy.

I hope these two are getting together.



Author's Response: Thank you so much for reading and reviewing. much more to come.

Reviewer: alys (Anonymous) · Date: November 08, 2008 04:33 AM · On: Chapter 2: Prison

Very powerful and sad. That Brian thinks cutting himself is controlling his childhood.... How Justin runs away soon and runs into Brian..... something... Sometimes you just have to hit 'bottom' before you can run. Looking fwd to how you continue this.

Author's Response: Thank you. Brian and Justin don't meet for a while they each have a journey in set that has to happen and even if they meet doesn't mean they will be togther.

Reviewer: Gina Marie (Signed) · Date: November 08, 2008 04:19 AM · On: Chapter 2: Prison

OMG!  This is the most intense story I think I've ever read! Hon you are doing a fucking amazing job here! Brian a cutter! OMG! Justin being abused to the point of wanting to die! OMG

very, very powerful.

One question, is Brian seeing Justin in his dreams as a psychic premonition?  He hasn't met him yet right? 



Author's Response: Hey Gina Marie, Thank you so much for reading and reviewing. *blushes* really thanks it takes a lot of me but personally completely worth it. They haven't meet but they have a connection that will be explored in futher chapters.

Reviewer: Kat (Signed) · Date: November 08, 2008 02:44 AM · On: Chapter 2: Prison

The pain they are dealing with is so unbearable. Its interesting that they dream about each other and that Brian knew something was going to happen to Justin that night. Even the injury he was going to have. Just so intense!



Author's Response: Hey Kat, Thank you so much for reading and reviewing. There connection will only grow deeper and at some point you will get a more deeper look into Brian's past which is exciting. I hope you like whats to come.

Reviewer: emmakinney (Anonymous) · Date: November 08, 2008 01:19 AM · On: Chapter 2: Prison

This is so heartbreaking, the effect this pain has had on the boys is horrendous. But there is some hope there that BJ alreeady have a strong bond without even knowing  each other.

I can't wait for the next chapter.

Later hun, Emma



Author's Response: Hey Emma, Thank you so much for reading and commenting. I know it's hard, I cry when I write this story and I have to take a minute just to calm down but I feel honestly it's a story that is worth telling. I honeslty wasn't sure about the dream parts but I am so glad you like it. I think when you are meant with someone you will find them even if you hadn't meet them yet. Later hun, Keighley

Reviewer: alys (Anonymous) · Date: November 01, 2008 09:22 PM · On: Chapter One: Torture

very powerful, both of our boys to survive. look forward to more, how do they survive and meet, each story is so different/yet the same

Author's Response: Thank you very much. The boys have survived in some sense and they don't meet for awhile but it will connect them in some ways. It wont be easy to read I know that but stay with it, it will be worth.

Reviewer: rose (Anonymous) · Date: November 01, 2008 04:23 PM · On: Chapter One: Torture

oh my god.... so much pain... please help them...:-)) rose

Author's Response: Hey Rose, Thank you so much for reading. This is going to be a very hard and painful story to read. I can't nessicarly say it will get easier with time because it wont. But keep with it and it will end in a good place.

Reviewer: Gina Marie (Signed) · Date: November 01, 2008 04:24 AM · On: Chapter One: Torture

I remember this story!  I missed it.  It seems more powerful now.  I'm so glad you reposted it! 

Author's Response: Thank you so much Gina Marie. Yeah, the orginal has been forever earsed but its been revamped. I hope you liked the new verson.

Reviewer: Sarah (Anonymous) · Date: November 01, 2008 03:10 AM · On: Chapter One: Torture

this is amazing!!!!!

u have a real gift and talent!!!!!

it is sooo sad though!!!!!!

but probably the best story i have read so far!!!!!!!



Author's Response: Hey Sarah, Thank you so much for all your wonderful words. Yeah it is going to be really intesnse road but the ended will be worth it. Hugs, Keighley

Reviewer: emmakinney (Anonymous) · Date: November 01, 2008 03:04 AM · On: Chapter One: Torture

OMG, this first chapter is really intense. I feel especially strongly about this as one of my friends was abused by one of the priests in our parish. The bastard killed himself but it was too fucking good for him.

I hope this monster gets what is coming to him and Brian and Justin heal. 

Great idea, Emma



Author's Response: Hey Emma, Thank you so much and I am so sorry your friend had to deal with this horrible event. I know that isn't much but still. Which I think why I am writing it I read a ton of articles online and I found myself completely disgusted yet heartbroken by the fact this actually happenes and half of the time it is ignored or just simple they get off on the easy road which is killing themselves. He will. Thank you again. Keighley

Reviewer: LadyHarold (Signed) · Date: November 01, 2008 03:03 AM · On: Chapter One: Torture

Jesus I want to kill that bastard who hurt Brian and Justin.

It´s a really good story and much better to read now but while I was reading it I wanted to vomit. It´s so distgusting what that pig did to Brian.

I hope he gets what he deserve. And this person calls himself a Priest. What a shame.

I hope you continue your Story. It´s hard to read because of the rape and abuse but I want to know if Brian and Justin get together and help each other to put this nightmare behind them.

Hugs

Lady Harold



Author's Response: Hey Lady Harold, Thank you so much for reading and reviewing. The story will be keeping going, I already have six chapters written so we shall be on a very intense journey. B/J will have there time but for a while it will be some major ground work ahead. I am so glad you found it easier to ready. More come. Hugs, Keighley

Reviewer: Kat (Signed) · Date: November 01, 2008 02:40 AM · On: Chapter One: Torture

How horrible! Brian and Justin being abused by the same bastard!! So sad.

Author's Response: Thank you so much for reading the story. I know it's hard.

Reviewer: Lionstar16 (Anonymous) · Date: November 01, 2008 01:58 AM · On: Chapter One: Torture

Much easier to read, thanks. A very dark story, can't wait to read more!

Author's Response: I'm glad. I hope you like it.

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