Midnight Whispers
QAF Brian and Justin Fanfiction
Reviewer: 1Word (Signed) · Date: May 24, 2021 04:48 PM · On: Chapter 36

I love this story! Please finish it someday.

Reviewer: LightningRDR (Signed) · Date: January 04, 2020 10:57 PM · On: Chapter 36

Wonderful chapter in a wonderful story. Please tell me another is coming soon!

Reviewer: Nanna Nat (Signed) · Date: October 06, 2019 09:19 PM · On: Chapter 1

This is such a brilliant story. Please tell me that there is more to come? Your ability to develop the distinct voices is really something, not to mentioned the nuances in their characterisation. Very compelling reading, especially when you are forcing me to think about Canon from such a different perspective. Thanks d84;a039;

Reviewer: YumYumPM (Signed) · Date: August 18, 2019 04:17 PM · On: Chapter 36

Things appear to be going in the right direction.  I'm always happy to see the advancements they make in their relationship.

Reviewer: bksbracelet (Signed) · Date: August 12, 2019 08:56 PM · On: Chapter 36

Wow that was wonderful so beautifully written I felt like I was intruding on their special moment

Reviewer: Randy-Fan (Signed) · Date: August 12, 2019 07:50 PM · On: Chapter 36

Hi Kerri! That was such a wonderful chapter. I love it! How the both approach slowly and Brian is so patient. It is so heartwarming! That's what I've always wanted for Brian, because he carries that in himself. He has so much love in him. And Justin also slowly starts trusting and this is wonderful. Justin is healing and I could cry für him. It hurt in my heart what was done to him. Thank you so much for sharing! <3 Many greetings from Germany.

Reviewer: marie-france (Signed) · Date: August 12, 2019 07:51 AM · On: Chapter 36

Great chapter! We see the end of the tunnel and the future lights up for them slowly. Thanks for the update.

Reviewer: Randy-Fan (Signed) · Date: June 24, 2019 01:19 PM · On: Chapter 35

Hi Kerri! Thank you so much for this wonderful chapter! Lindsay regrets that with all her heart and she should. Neither Michael or Lindsay were really good friends. I'm really sorry for Brian right now. I know, he is grown up, but he had enough people around him who applauded him for his behavior. Now the child has fallen into the fountain and everyone sees what mistakes have been made. I hope, Justin can open up eventually. I look forward to every other chapter of you. They ist one of my absolute favorite stories. The chapter has made my crappy day a lot better. Thank you! <3

Reviewer: marie-france (Signed) · Date: June 24, 2019 07:38 AM · On: Chapter 35

Wonderful chapter!

Reviewer: YumYumPM (Signed) · Date: June 24, 2019 03:33 AM · On: Chapter 35

Hearing this from Lindsay's POV shows how she really feels and it's a good view.

Reviewer: Predec2 (Signed) · Date: June 24, 2019 12:57 AM · On: Chapter 35

Hello, Kerri - well, since I had the pleasure of reading this chapter first, you already know how much I loved this one.  I just am in awe of how you describe your scenes in the story, and the thoughts and emotions of the characters.  To see this masterful story and its characters evolve through each chapter makes it so captivating.  Thank you for writing this beautiful, poignant story.  XOXO ~Kim

Reviewer: BritinManor (Signed) · Date: June 11, 2019 12:41 AM · On: Chapter 34

I'm so happy to see you continuing on with this story. I keep wondering if the next chapter will be the last. I hope there will be many more to come.

I honestly have to say this is the best story in the fandom. Thank you for writing it and sharing it with us.

HUGS ~Cathy



Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. 

Reviewer: Randy-Fan (Signed) · Date: June 10, 2019 11:16 AM · On: Chapter 34

Hi Kerri! You are back and I'm so happy! A great chapter and it goes on. Thank you so much for sharing. I still love your story! Many greetings...



Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. 

Reviewer: marie-france (Signed) · Date: June 10, 2019 07:41 AM · On: Chapter 34

Happy to see the rest of this story that I missed so much. I hope that RL is back on track for regular updates LOL I understand of course but at the same time it's so frustrating when you get into a story! But Justin seems to be getting better and Brian gives him the time he needs. I like that caring and attentive Brian. Thank you for the update.

Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. 

Reviewer: Randy-Fan (Signed) · Date: December 23, 2018 06:10 AM · On: Chapter 33

We will get another chapter for Christmas? <3 Pleaaaase <3

Reviewer: Randy-Fan (Signed) · Date: December 11, 2018 11:04 AM · On: Chapter 33

Hi Kerri! I almost imagined why Brian left and and that's how it was. I'm so glad they talked about it. You can still see Justin's uncertainty. :(  I love your new chapter and I'm excited about their date. <3 Brian is so sweet in the last chapter. I need more... ;) You wouldn't believe how many times I have read your story over and over again. :D Many greetings... and Merry Christmas! 



Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. 

Reviewer: marie-france (Signed) · Date: December 11, 2018 10:20 AM · On: Chapter 33

Beautiful chapter everything will be better it looks

Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. 

Reviewer: momlitmonster (Signed) · Date: December 10, 2018 10:21 PM · On: Chapter 1

AHHH I love this!! I love how sweet Brian is being towards Justin by giving him the space he needs to come to terms with what he is going through. I love that they are going on a date!!! 

I can't wait to read the next chapter. 

By the way... I was slient crying at my desk so my co workers didn't hear me! lol

Thank you!!!

Reviewer: bksbracelet (Signed) · Date: December 10, 2018 08:19 PM · On: Chapter 33

Wow wow wow baby steps indeed Justin is like a baby fawn and Brian recognises that and the gift Justin is giving him again of his trust. Great story thank you

Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. 

Reviewer: britintaykin (Signed) · Date: November 19, 2018 11:49 PM · On: Chapter 32

How many more chapters of this story are there going to be?

Author's Response:

I honestly don't know, hon - we're just over halfway through though if that's any help. 

Reviewer: YumYumPM (Signed) · Date: November 17, 2018 03:11 PM · On: Chapter 32

So glad that Justin is giving Brian a chance and seeing that he deserves it.



Author's Response:

Thanks, honey. xx

Reviewer: Randy-Fan (Signed) · Date: November 17, 2018 02:38 PM · On: Chapter 32

Hi Kerri! You're back, thanks! :) ...and Justin Taylor is back! <3 It's going up and that's great. Justin is now on a right way. I hope he doesn't fall back into his doubts. Now I wonder why Brian left? But okay, I wait for the next chapter and maybe then come Brian's thoughts. Thank you so much for sharing! Many greetings... :)



Author's Response:

Thanks, hon, and you find out why Brian left in the next chapter. 

Reviewer: momlitmonster (Signed) · Date: November 17, 2018 02:02 AM · On: Chapter 32

I was so thrilled to see that you had posted a new chapter and I love it. I'm so glad that Justin is finally realizing that he can pull through his haze and depression!! I hated Justin's "self loathing." I also love the previous chapter that Brian finally spoke to him about how he was feeling and how he still feels for Justin!!! I can't wait to read what else you have in store for us!!!  Thanks again for this wonderful story!!! 



Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. xx

Reviewer: marie-france (Signed) · Date: November 16, 2018 09:37 AM · On: Chapter 32

Hi I hope everything is going well in your life now your family and your work! it's so nice to see the story appear !! I see a glimmer of hope in Justin's head, he's going to fight, his discussion with Brian has finally paid off. Let's see where you will take us after. .

Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. 

Reviewer: momlitmonster (Signed) · Date: November 15, 2018 06:29 AM · On: Chapter 31

Hi Kerri,

i know i know you are working on the next chapter... but I gotta refresh!!!! starting with Ch 1 again!!! That's how much I LOVE THIS FIC!!

~thanks,

Bleu Zadnanreh



Author's Response:

Thanks, babe. 

Reviewer: momlitmonster (Signed) · Date: September 15, 2018 03:01 AM · On: Chapter 31

I hesitated to read your Fic but I just love it to death! I thought Ch31 was the last but just saw that the story is not completed!!! YAY!!! Can't wait to read your next ch.

Some of your words have me balling like a baby!!! 

Thank you for your time and efforts!



Author's Response:

Thanks, hon, I'm glad you like it. xx

Reviewer: Randy-Fan (Signed) · Date: September 09, 2018 05:19 AM · On: Chapter 31

Hi Kerri! I wait so much of a new Chapter. I look every day. I hope. you're okay. :)



Author's Response:

I'm all good, honey, but I'm flat out doing a course for my job at the moment, and it is taking up a hell of a lot of my time. The joys of real life, right? I've got a third of the next chapter written, but it is finding the time to do so. Soon, I hope. xx

Reviewer: momlitmonster (Signed) · Date: August 29, 2018 09:17 PM · On: Chapter 5

I just started reading your story and I love it!!! I'm on chapter 8 now and I hope you are still writing! Can't wait to read more!



Author's Response:

I'm still writing, hon, but am also studying for my job, so that is having to come first at the moment. 

Reviewer: Randy-Fan (Signed) · Date: August 04, 2018 08:21 PM · On: Chapter 31

Hi Kerri! This chapter was very special and very important. Brian was very brave. If he wants a chance, he has to say how he feel. Justin thinks he never really loved him. :( All the better was the courage of Brian and to tell him how it all really happened. But I was surprised that Justin gave in so quickly. Does he believe Brian now? They both need trust. Your story always takes me emotionally. Thank you so much! I need more ;) But it is weekend, so I read the chapter again. <3



Author's Response:

Justin didn't give in, so much as he finally heard what Brian was trying to say. ;)

Reviewer: bksbracelet (Signed) · Date: August 04, 2018 11:57 AM · On: Chapter 31

Wow that was intense and so good Brian being brave at last

Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. 

Reviewer: Marny (Signed) · Date: August 04, 2018 10:21 AM · On: Chapter 31

wonderful written, thanks.

* hugs *



Author's Response:

*Snuggles back*

Reviewer: marie-france (Signed) · Date: August 04, 2018 07:18 AM · On: Chapter 31

What a moving chapter and they managed to talk to each other. I hope they will succeed in making it work and move away from all those who have hurt them by interfering.Glad you're back and i hope your mom feels better . Hugs

Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. 

Reviewer: Giotto (Signed) · Date: August 04, 2018 05:36 AM · On: Chapter 31

OMG what a great chapter. I know why I'm so caught up in your story. you make my emotions doing flipflops. thanks a lot



Author's Response:

lol, you're welcome!

Reviewer: YumYumPM (Signed) · Date: August 04, 2018 03:30 AM · On: Chapter 31

It was brave of Brian to put himself out there and it looks like it's working.  Things won't be the same, but that has got to be an improvement.



Author's Response:

very much so. x

Reviewer: Randy-Fan (Signed) · Date: July 27, 2018 12:43 AM · On: Chapter 30

PLEASE... I need need the next chapter! <3 I look every day. I really love thsi story with all my heart. <3



Author's Response:

It's coming, I promise!! Kim has it as we speak!!

Reviewer: Randy-Fan (Signed) · Date: July 18, 2018 01:19 AM · On: Chapter 30

Hi Kerri!I'm back from my vacation. I'm always surprised how brilliant you wrote the chapter. I don't know if I should give Michael a chance or not. However, I would also give Brian a chance and he has also done very bad things to Justin. Michael say a few true words to Brian, I think. Will Justin ever forget what's so deep in his head? Will he ever enjoy Brian's touch again without thinking of his last meeting with Brian? I hope so much. I want to heal Justin and se him again, as he wants was, before Hobbs hit him and he was mentally and physically abused. Mistake are made and I think everyone is really very sorry, also Michael. I'm excited which way it will continue. I'm happy as a child when a new chapter comes from you. I wish you all the best and for your mom. Thank you for sharing, for this wonderful story. Many greetings from Germany, Myriam (earlier babylove, now Randy-fan( my old account,  thanks to Kim ;) ) 



Author's Response:

Thanks, Myriam, and welcome back, hon. xx

Reviewer: Predec2 (Signed) · Date: July 15, 2018 01:18 PM · On: Chapter 30

Hello, Kerri!  I feel bad that as your beta I don't review.  But I want you to know how talented a writer I think you are.  This has to be one of the best chapters ever written about Brian and Michael's friendship.  So many things that stood out for me in the way you described things in here that I have already expressed to you when I was reviewing the chapter before you posted it.  But you are truly a wonderful and creative writer! 

I'm embarassed in a way that more readers are not reviewing this story on here, even though I know you post elsewhere.  Shame that there are not more, however, because with this quality of work, you should be getting tons of comments! 

Anyway, just wanted to pop in, and let you know how much I admire your writing talent, and how grateful I am that you are posting this here on MW when you have your choice of other places to post.  ~Kim



Author's Response:

Lol, don't be silly, Kim. You get a sneak peak before anyone else, and your comments throughout the docs are always insightful, you know? As for the reviews, I'm happy if someone drops me a comment, but that being said, I am also happy knowing that people read it too. xx

Reviewer: Lori (Signed) · Date: July 14, 2018 03:34 AM · On: Chapter 30

Hi, just wanted you to know what you have is truly a gift.  I have cried through half of this story and have enjoyed reading it so much.  I hope your mom is doing much better.. Just saw where you posted that she had fell.  Will say a prayer for her.

 

Lori



Author's Response:

Thanks so much, Lori. I'm glad you've enjoyed this. xx

Reviewer: YumYumPM (Signed) · Date: July 13, 2018 01:26 PM · On: Chapter 30

In spite of Michael taking a good hard look at himself I do not feel sorry for him.  He hurt not only Justin but Brian with his words.  At least this time he got someone's opinion before informing Brian and actually listened.



Author's Response:

Thanks, hon, and while he might have listened, has he actually learned? :)

Reviewer: Giotto (Signed) · Date: July 13, 2018 01:05 PM · On: Chapter 30

great to have this story back, and as always you touched my feelings ...



Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. 

Reviewer: marie-france (Signed) · Date: July 13, 2018 08:56 AM · On: Chapter 30

I want to give Michael a big punch. How can he pretend to know Justin better than Brian and talk about Daddy kink. He has not understood anything about their relationship and deserves no pardon. He wished Justin's death is unpardonable. I can not wait for the next chapter to find out what Alex is going to say to the family after Justin's behavior with Aaron.

I'm glad you're back and your mom is better even if she'll have a hard time, she'll be home. I really missed your story. Hugs Marie-France

Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. 

Reviewer: Rlwgsd (Signed) · Date: June 29, 2018 02:46 PM · On: Chapter 1

Please let me k ow when your going to update . I know writing isn’t easy but I have been waiting with baited breathe . Hope it is long. Long chapter with Brian Michael and Justin confrontation . 



Author's Response:

Just waiting on my beta hon. 

Reviewer: babylove1 (Signed) · Date: June 10, 2018 05:53 AM · On: Chapter 29

"Thanks, hon, but don't count on that confrontation with Brian to be coming from Alex. ;)"

OH, not from Alex? Okay! From Justin himself? Does he dare that?`I don't know. Maybe Daphne...maybe she overheard. If, Brian will not survive that.  I'm so excited. I searched every day for a new chapter. <3 Your story is addictive! Don't let us wait too long, PLEASE! 



Author's Response:

Wait and see. 😉

Reviewer: babylove1 (Signed) · Date: June 09, 2018 05:19 PM · On: Chapter 29

Oh god! I cried. :( So sad... poor Justin. He takes one step forward and two back. Alex will teach Brian a few lessons. Brian will be devastated. I'm curious how Brian reacts. I can not wait for the next chapter. Great story! Thank you so much for sharing!



Author's Response:

Thanks, hon, but don't count on that confrontation with Brian to be coming from Alex. ;)

Reviewer: marie-france (Signed) · Date: June 09, 2018 04:49 PM · On: Chapter 29

Well, the glow was really flickering !! Such a waste!! I want to snatch Michael's head for his venom but others also need to face the reality of what Justin feels. I vomited with him, good God, what violence! Will he be better one day? He looks so devastated and unhappy. Thank youi for the update, I wait for the next with anxiety but hope! It's so intense!!!

Author's Response:

Michael has a lot to answer for. 

Reviewer: Giotto (Signed) · Date: June 09, 2018 02:04 PM · On: Chapter 29

An other intense but so good chapter. I still can't wait each week for the new chapter 😎



Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. x

Reviewer: bksbracelet (Signed) · Date: June 09, 2018 12:58 PM · On: Chapter 29

Wow the pain we can put ourselves in. I think Brian is going to be told a few home truths

Author's Response:

They all are, hon. 

Reviewer: babylove1 (Signed) · Date: June 04, 2018 12:57 AM · On: Chapter 28

sorry, I'm late. Again, such an intense chapter. But the conversation finally had to be. How many conversations will follow. Thank you for sharing! Wait for more ;)



Author's Response:

Thanks hon

Reviewer: Marny (Signed) · Date: June 01, 2018 09:27 AM · On: Chapter 28

Wonderful.



Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. x

Reviewer: marie-france (Signed) · Date: May 30, 2018 09:47 AM · On: Chapter 28

Is there a little light there? What an intense chapter !! It's so heartbreaking for our boys!! Thank you your story is amazing !!

Author's Response:

Maybe a smidge of light. ;) Thanks, hon. x

Reviewer: bksbracelet (Signed) · Date: May 29, 2018 01:45 PM · On: Chapter 28

Omg this story is going to kill me it is such intense pain from these boys. Another totally absorbing chapter thank you

Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. I'm glad that it makes you feel things - means I'm doing my job.  x

Reviewer: Giotto (Signed) · Date: May 29, 2018 05:12 AM · On: Chapter 28

OMG.. what an intense chapter.. It made my heart break over and over again. I'm not sure I've read anything that brought so many emotions up in me. I so love that story



Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. x

Reviewer: Rlwgsd (Signed) · Date: May 29, 2018 05:11 AM · On: Chapter 28

Thank you . This was amazing . I have been sick all weekend and was looking for this chapter . It was so worth the wait . Thank you . 



Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. Hope you get better soon! x

Reviewer: mcm (Signed) · Date: May 29, 2018 02:15 AM · On: Chapter 28

OMG That was a BIG BREAK THRU for the boys. I am so hooked on this story. Thank you

 



Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. x

Reviewer: Alois (Signed) · Date: May 19, 2018 02:50 PM · On: Chapter 27

I already left a review on AO3, but I thought I could leave one here too LOL

Again, I LOVE the story (I think you get it by now) and am eager to read your coming chapters.

Also, Kudos to Kim for editing the story. I know firsthand she is an amazing beta, and I'm so glad she is helping you with this story.

~Amitiés de France~

 



Author's Response:

Thanks so much, hon, I appreciate it. x 

And yeah, Kim is freaking awesome. 

Reviewer: marie-france (Signed) · Date: May 19, 2018 08:58 AM · On: Chapter 27

Another great chapter, thank you! it's going to be so hard to prove to Justin that Brian has changed, these 2 are so scared . They have tot be strong and Alex too !!! Justin is so stubborn.

Author's Response:

Justin is so stubborn

That he is, hon; that he is. 

Reviewer: babylove1 (Signed) · Date: May 19, 2018 05:43 AM · On: Chapter 27

I just woke up and found this great chapter.( German time) I can totally understand why Justin thinks so about Brian. But Brian has changed or he lets out the Brian he used to be, behind the abuse of his parents. Justin is scared, but Brian too. The two have to talk... but Justin will believe what Brian say? At this point, I doubt this. I repeat myself ;) but I love your story so much. Thank you! X



Author's Response:

but Justin will believe what Brian say? 

You answered your own question. ;)

Thanks, honey. xx

Reviewer: babylove1 (Signed) · Date: May 13, 2018 05:14 AM · On: Chapter 26

I didn't think that way and I was surprised. You make me even more curious how it all develops. I hope brian and Justin find a way to be happy. Great chapter! <3 Loves your story so much! Thank you so much for sharing! XX



Author's Response:

Thanks hon 

Reviewer: marie-france (Signed) · Date: May 12, 2018 08:06 AM · On: Chapter 26

Gardner Vance who arrives at this moment is a turn in history because we know that Tommy has a great dad !!! I hope he can help Brian and Justin! It was still so much to see Brian's pain in this chapter. Thank you beautiful chapter, yes as always!!

Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. xx

Reviewer: bksbracelet (Signed) · Date: May 11, 2018 11:43 PM · On: Chapter 26

Now that is a totally different slant on Gardner than anyone else has used. Yay for Justin

Author's Response:

Thanks, hon, and yeah, I tend to do things outside of the norm. 

Reviewer: Giotto (Signed) · Date: May 11, 2018 03:15 PM · On: Chapter 26

I so love how you give insights in persons like Vance who probably get a little shortcut in the show. Great chapter. can't wait to see how the internship will work out



Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. xx

Reviewer: bksbracelet (Signed) · Date: April 29, 2018 09:17 PM · On: Chapter 25

Oh dear so many people hurting. Brian is going to struggle as Justin tries to make his own decisions because even though he just listened to Daphne tell him not to try and run his life he automatically is trying to put a job Justin’s way. I suspect Justin may look to another agency away from Brian

Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. 

Reviewer: Cabaret Fan (Signed) · Date: April 29, 2018 06:13 PM · On: Chapter 25

Thanks for this amazing chapter...wow...!

I loved the scene with Mel...it will help Justin's healing.

It's great that Justin ist taking control of his life...he needs that.

I'm glad he has such awesome friends to his support.



Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. 

Reviewer: Giotto (Signed) · Date: April 29, 2018 02:10 PM · On: Chapter 25

yay 😎 that means you have a new computer and it seems your work could be saved I guess. I'm happy for you.

 

and again you don't dissapoint me with the new chapter. I love it



Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. And while yes, a new computer, it's a no to saving what I lost. I've had to rewrite everything. :(

Reviewer: babylove1 (Signed) · Date: April 29, 2018 01:21 PM · On: Chapter 25

Hi Kerri! I love your story so much! Brian will have a hard time. I hope Brian can tell Justin that he loves him dearly. Mel is a good friend. It was a great scene between Mel and Justin. Justin's thoughts made me cry. He has a home now, which he didn't have before. :( That makes me sad. Oh and I love Daphne. She is such a good friend. Thank you so much for sharing! <3



Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. 

Reviewer: marie-france (Signed) · Date: April 29, 2018 09:10 AM · On: Chapter 25

I like this combative Justin even though he knows it's going to be hard to hide his love for Brian, he wants to move on and try to move on, he wants to take his life in hand is good. Brian will have a long way to go to get it back.
Melanie proves to be a solid friend on whom he can count too.

Thank you for posting this chapter, I hope you have been able to recover the ones you have already written. You know how much I love this story and now that Brian has come up with a job idea for Justin I can not wait for the rest, even though I think Justin should leave a bit, he'd be better off without this dysfunctional and intrusive family .

So see you soon Hugs!

Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. 

Reviewer: bksbracelet (Signed) · Date: April 21, 2018 12:30 PM · On: Chapter 24

Yay Justin is peaking out of the darkness again d84;a039;

Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. 

Reviewer: marie-france (Signed) · Date: April 19, 2018 07:03 AM · On: Chapter 24

s it a glimmer in the distance? I'm glad Justin came out of his shock and with Brian close to him. Brian is willing to do anything to help Justin we see how much he loves him in his words, his gestures. I do not know what to think about Jennifer but I understand that the path has been difficult for her too. Thank you for this chapter still very poignant !!

Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. 

Reviewer: Giotto (Signed) · Date: April 19, 2018 04:34 AM · On: Chapter 24

I'm so glad Justin is with us again a86; and more Brian was with him when he came back.. you make my heart ache with each new chapter. thank you so much. I already know I have to read that story again with no stops in betwen 😍



Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. 

Reviewer: babylove1 (Signed) · Date: April 19, 2018 02:25 AM · On: Chapter 24

Hi! What a soulful chapter. You can tell in every sentence how much Brian loves Justin. I'm so glad that Justin is fighting back to reality. If I can forgive Jenn I don't know yet. But she was nice and fair to Brian. Thank you so much for this wonderful chapter. I love it always more. :)



Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. 

Reviewer: kellankyle (Signed) · Date: April 06, 2018 01:38 AM · On: Chapter 22

This was a beautiful chapter,

Author's Response:

Thanks, love. x

Reviewer: babylove1 (Signed) · Date: April 05, 2018 07:03 PM · On: Chapter 22

Hi Kerri! Oh my god! I wouldn't have expected that from Jennifer. :( She didn't think about Justin at all. Craig is an idiot. Poor Sunshine...but Brian was so cute. He love his sunshine so much. It breaks my heart. I hope they find a way. They deserve it. Great chapter... I wait for the next. ;) Thank you so much for sharing. 



Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. x

Reviewer: marie-france (Signed) · Date: April 05, 2018 08:45 AM · On: Chapter 22

OMG poor Justin! What could happen to him worse? Craig of course! I froze on the spot like him. Jennifer should have talked to Alex before, what damage! Please let me breathe a little and talk about Tommy and Roman you're going to make us a pretty love story?

Author's Response:

Please let me breathe a little and talk about Tommy and Roman you're going to make us a pretty love story?

*Innocent grin*

A very pretty love story. ;) 

Reviewer: JustinsMom (Signed) · Date: April 05, 2018 08:37 AM · On: Chapter 1

Another amazing chapter.  how are going to make sure Craig can't do anything to Justin? Hope Justin can climb his way back

Reviewer: Giotto (Signed) · Date: April 04, 2018 04:11 PM · On: Chapter 22

I don't know how you do it, but with every new chapter you make my feelings going crazy 😭 this is so good to read... 

 

and thanks for the visuals of Sam,Tommy and Roman 😁



Author's Response:

Thanks, hon, and you're welcome. ;)

Reviewer: babylove1 (Signed) · Date: April 03, 2018 02:00 AM · On: Chapter 21

Hi! :) I love your chapter again! <3 Sam and Ethan are wonderful! And it is nice that they involve Brian and give him a chance. Thank you for sharing! I'm curious how Justin goes about his therapy. :)



Author's Response:

Answers coming. 😉

Reviewer: bksbracelet (Signed) · Date: March 31, 2018 08:22 AM · On: Chapter 21

Wow lots of answers for Brian and some understanding of who Brian is for Sam and Ethan. Great chapter thank you

Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. xx

Reviewer: JustinsMom (Signed) · Date: March 30, 2018 08:12 PM · On: Chapter 21

I never liked Ethan but I'm jaded like Brian in respect to romantic b.....s... , but this Ethan is beyond great. What he and sam are to Justin, no right words.

OMG (and I never use or even like that expression) I have never openly sobbed reading a story before but the feelings you bring out. Sounds crazy but thank you for this story.



Author's Response:

You're welcome. ;) And yes, I like my version of Ethan and Sam. 

Reviewer: Marny (Signed) · Date: March 29, 2018 08:51 PM · On: Chapter 21

Wow just wow ... Amazing chapter. Thanks.

* hugs *



Author's Response:

*Hugs back*

Reviewer: Cabaret Fan (Signed) · Date: March 29, 2018 07:17 PM · On: Chapter 21

Wow...just wow...!

I love this story so much...it's just amazing, intense but amazing!

I'm also glad that Ethan has found Justin in time and that Brian finally knows what really happened.

Thank god for Ethan and Sam! They're real friends!

 



Author's Response:

Thanks, honey. x

Reviewer: Becz (Signed) · Date: March 29, 2018 11:31 AM · On: Chapter 21

Oh Kerri! You did it again. Seriously I hate Ethan as a character. But you just make me love him. And Sam! Omg I friggin adore this story. The scene between the three of them (Bri, Sam and Ethan) holy crap that was something! I can’t even make full sentences/ make sense. God this story is everything!



Author's Response:

Lol, thanks, babe; I did like Ethan in the show, but I hated what they (CowLip) turned him into. It seemed so out of left field for me, and it pissed me off no end. I really do think that Justin needed that time with Ethan so that he could grow and learn. And yeah, I love how Sam is developing. x

Reviewer: marie-france (Signed) · Date: March 29, 2018 11:09 AM · On: Chapter 21

Another very intense chapter! Brian who listens to Ethan's version and understands how much he has messed up! I love that in the end Ethan tells him to make Justin understand that he loves him and that he is not a backup, Better advice than those he can expect from "his best friends". I hope he will get away from them and do everything for Justin. Thanks for the update!

Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. x

Reviewer: Giotto (Signed) · Date: March 29, 2018 11:02 AM · On: Chapter 21

I'm always looking forward to the new chapter, and you never disappoint me. 😍 to read how Brian gets to know all sides of Justins story and see him getting over his bad feelings against Ethan is so heaetwarming . thanks a lot



Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. x

Reviewer: bksbracelet (Signed) · Date: March 23, 2018 08:38 AM · On: Chapter 20

Omg you are killing me the pain in this chapter was palpable. I loved that the boys had a moment but the pain of those photos and realisation for Brian of his contribution to Justin’s pain was brilliantly written

Author's Response:

thanks, hon. xx

Reviewer: babylove1 (Signed) · Date: March 23, 2018 03:10 AM · On: Chapter 20

Hi! :D And again a beautiful chapter. <3 I hope Brian never gives up. Justin needs all the help he can get. He has to heal. Please! I had tears again and I love your story so much. Thank you for sharing! XX



Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. x

Reviewer: marie-france (Signed) · Date: March 22, 2018 11:34 AM · On: Chapter 20

Brian understands all the harm his behavior has done to Justin. I hope his motivation to bring back Justin is strong he will need it so much. Another chapter full of tears but your story is really fantastic and I want to cry every week until everything comes back on its axis!

Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. I appreciate it . xx

Reviewer: Giotto (Signed) · Date: March 21, 2018 10:41 PM · On: Chapter 20

I just don't know what to say.. each week your chapters bring new tears to my eyes.... you manage to bring feelings to paper that seem impossible to come alive with reading... thanks for that wonderful story 



Author's Response:

Thank you, for not only taking  a chance, but for enjoying what I'm doing.  😚

Reviewer: marie-france (Signed) · Date: March 21, 2018 02:21 PM · On: Chapter 19

Again a beautiful and emotional chapter.

Michael feels sorry for his behavior. and yes he must wait for forgiveness the time it will take.

I love Emmett and his interaction with Tommy. Tommy is really a beautiful character I hope he will always be there for Justin beyond the therapy.
I love Tommy
Justin and Tommy have a real friendship, I hope it will continue.

Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. 

Reviewer: kellankyle (Signed) · Date: March 19, 2018 12:42 PM · On: Chapter 6

This was an incredibly powerful chapter. I hope Brian is able to help Justin heal.

Author's Response:

Thanks hon. 

Reviewer: kellankyle (Signed) · Date: March 18, 2018 09:07 PM · On: Chapter 2

Great twist on the E/J storyline. I really liked Ethan up until he cheated, which I thought was a cheap out for the writers.

Author's Response:

I 100% agree - it came out of left field, and was the complete opposite of how he had originally been portrayed. 

Reviewer: kellankyle (Signed) · Date: March 18, 2018 09:02 PM · On: Chapter 1

What a great start! I look forward to reading on.

Author's Response:

Cheers, hon, I hope you enjoy it. x

Reviewer: Cabaret Fan (Signed) · Date: March 17, 2018 04:07 PM · On: Chapter 19

I love Emmett, he is such a good friend.

Justin recapture his lost youth and innocence with Tommy, they are soooo cute together.

I'm happy for Justin, he dererves a little TLC.

Wonderful update!



Author's Response:

Thanks hon.  x

Reviewer: babylove1 (Signed) · Date: March 15, 2018 06:25 PM · On: Chapter 19

Hi! :) And again a beautiful and emotional chapter. I think Michael really feels sorry for his behavior. :( Emmett is sweet and is afraid to make a mistake. Justin and Tommy have a special connection. <3 I can't wait for a next chapter and a little bit of Mr. Kinney. I feel a little bit sorry for him. Thank you so much for sharing!



Author's Response:

Hi back!! Michael is sorry for his behavior - I know a lot of the ie when Michael is depicted as an ass, that he doesn't mean it when he says sorry. In this fic, he does. ;) I'm glad that you are enjoying the story so much, hon. xx

Reviewer: mcm (Signed) · Date: March 15, 2018 10:55 AM · On: Chapter 19

That was beautiful thank you. PS I needed my tissues 

Loved  Emmett interaction with Tommy and how he viewed their friendship  



Author's Response:

*Hugs* 

I adore Emmett, and I love how Tommy is developing. xx

Reviewer: bksbracelet (Signed) · Date: March 15, 2018 10:43 AM · On: Chapter 19

Oh wow what a lovely chapter I adore this fic

Author's Response:

Thanks, honey. Figured everyone could use a break from the tissues, lol. 😚

Reviewer: babylove1 (Signed) · Date: March 09, 2018 06:45 PM · On: Chapter 12

Hi again! :) I could read chapter 12 over and over again. So emotional and wonderful written. I had tears in my eyes. Lindsay has a guilty conscience and that is good. Justin and Gus are so sweet together. Justin miss him so much. It is so sad. :( Thank you so much for this wonderful story. <3



Author's Response:

I love Gus, and I agree; he's a good thing for Justin. 

Reviewer: bksbracelet (Signed) · Date: March 08, 2018 08:01 PM · On: Chapter 18

Wow this story keeps breaking my heart but it is so addictive. Every time the chapter ends I am so annoyed I want the next chapter lol.

Author's Response:

lol, I get that a lot. ;)

Reviewer: babylove1 (Signed) · Date: March 08, 2018 12:46 PM · On: Chapter 18

Hallo! What a great chapter! I'm so glad Justin gets help. Ethan and Sam are wonderful. Justin has great friends at his side. I hope, Brian's jealousy will not too bad. Thank you so much for sharing! :)



Author's Response:

Thanks, sweetheart. 

Reviewer: marie-france (Signed) · Date: March 08, 2018 12:38 PM · On: Chapter 18

OMG still tears but Justin has decided to fight, I hope everyone will do what he does to help him especially Brian has that he will restore confidence. Another great chapter! Thanks for the update!

Author's Response:

Thanks, pumpkin! 

Reviewer: Giotto (Signed) · Date: March 07, 2018 10:58 PM · On: Chapter 18

I can't tell you how much this story moves me .. thanks for updating it and keep on writing this emotionalmrollercoaster



Author's Response:

You're welcome. :) Thanks for taking the time to read it. xx

Reviewer: babylove1 (Signed) · Date: March 05, 2018 06:22 PM · On: Chapter 1

Hello!

 

OMG! I love your story so much! That's the best story I've read the last time. So emotional and you made me cry. Poor Justin :( I cannot wait to read the next chapter. I wanted to register for a long time. Your story has done it now. Thank you so much for sharing.



Author's Response:

First of all - welcome!! This is a great site for reading, and everyone is really nice. ;)

Second of all - thank you!! I'm glad you're enjoying. xx

Reviewer: Cabaret Fan (Signed) · Date: March 02, 2018 07:22 PM · On: Chapter 17

OMFG...!

So intense...but finally Justin has opened up to Alex...!

Maybe and hopefully now can start the healing process!

I want to go hunting...Michael is such a bastard.

Can't wait for the next update on this amazing story!



Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. x

Reviewer: Marny (Signed) · Date: March 01, 2018 04:51 PM · On: Chapter 17

Wowww just wonderful written.

thanks



Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. x

Reviewer: mcm (Signed) · Date: March 01, 2018 02:26 PM · On: Chapter 17

Kerri you have done such a great job writing this. I feel Justin desperation you make me want to thump Michael. I think this the first time I ever like Ethen written in a story  let alone root for him.a86;Thank you for update

 

~Teresa~



Author's Response:

Thanks, Teresa, and I'm glad you like Ethan. I always did, and as I said in my notes in chapter one, I hate the way people turn him into this evil, manipulative character - Justin wouldn't have fallen for a man like that. :)

Reviewer: marie-france (Signed) · Date: March 01, 2018 09:32 AM · On: Chapter 17

Ah finally Justin starts talking about what happened with Michael and like Alex I want to gut him! Thank you there is hope in this chapter Brian should hear Justin also about his best friend!

Author's Response:

Thanks, hon, and Brian soon does hear what else Michael had said - but not from Justin. ;) 

Reviewer: bksbracelet (Signed) · Date: March 01, 2018 06:52 AM · On: Chapter 17

Omg at last hopefully we can get Justin some help. He needed to dig deep to get the strength to reach out for it. Wonderful wonderful chapter so intense and brilliantly written

Author's Response:

Thanks hon 

Reviewer: Giotto (Signed) · Date: March 01, 2018 01:52 AM · On: Chapter 17

Another amazing chapter in that story 😍 you are a really talented writer. can't wait for next week 



Author's Response:

Thanks, sweetie. 

Reviewer: marie-france (Signed) · Date: February 22, 2018 08:44 AM · On: Chapter 16

Another chapter a little sad Justin is so broken !! luckily Ethan and Sam are good friends and I hope Tommy will play a role in his healing as well! And Debbie who always wants to meddle with everything why can not she stay in her place I thought she understood and not push! Thank you for the update.

Author's Response:

Thanks, hon, and yes, Debbie's learning. Slowly, but still learning. 

Reviewer: bksbracelet (Signed) · Date: February 22, 2018 07:06 AM · On: Chapter 16

Oh dear what a sad chapter Justin is still so caring tho

Author's Response:

Thanks, hon

Reviewer: marie-france (Signed) · Date: February 15, 2018 12:07 PM · On: Chapter 15

Step by step but such a long way to go ! Does this chapter begin the rebirth of Justin? I hope ! Waiting for the next!!!

Author's Response:

You know that saying, right? Two steps forward, one giant step back? This is step one. But you are right - this is the beginning of Justin's rebirth. And as a Mum, I can tell you, that birth is painful. ;) 

Reviewer: Giotto (Signed) · Date: February 15, 2018 11:35 AM · On: Chapter 15

I love that Debbie iis the one making the first step 😍 and the way you made her do it.. can't wait for the next chapter



Author's Response:

Thanks, honey. And, yeah, Debbie is a pain in the ass, but she is a mum at the heart of it all. x

Reviewer: bksbracelet (Signed) · Date: February 15, 2018 07:05 AM · On: Chapter 15

Ah small steps oh dear it’s such a long way back

Author's Response:

*Small smile* 

You know that saying, right? Two steps forward, one giant step back? This is step one. 

Reviewer: bksbracelet (Signed) · Date: February 10, 2018 11:26 AM · On: Chapter 14

Omg this story gets better and better

Author's Response:

Thanks, hon

Reviewer: marie-france (Signed) · Date: February 09, 2018 09:39 AM · On: Chapter 14

Great chapter. I hope is the start of their new relationship because Brian is ready to fight.
Thank you for the new chapter you made my week end and week, and I love that I can't wait for the next update!

Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. xx

Reviewer: Ujagar (Signed) · Date: February 09, 2018 09:28 AM · On: Chapter 1

nice



Author's Response:

Thanks. x

Reviewer: Happy Gamma (Signed) · Date: February 09, 2018 12:24 AM · On: Chapter 14

Great chapter.  Hoping that this is the start of repairing such a damaged relationship.  Terrific writing.



Author's Response:

Thanks, hon

Reviewer: Giotto (Signed) · Date: February 09, 2018 12:00 AM · On: Chapter 14

you know that every new chapter is the highlight of my week 😍 thank you for that. can't wait for the next one



Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. 

Reviewer: bksbracelet (Signed) · Date: February 07, 2018 07:40 AM · On: Chapter 13

Wow what a intense chapter and it was so well written I thought I was so watching the scene play out in front of me. I am so eager for the next chapter

Author's Response:

Thanks hon 

Reviewer: mcm (Signed) · Date: February 02, 2018 09:55 PM · On: Chapter 13

OMG  That was so heartfelt. 

 



Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. x

Reviewer: Happy Gamma (Signed) · Date: February 02, 2018 06:55 PM · On: Chapter 13

Great chapter.  They are moving forward in a good way. 



Author's Response:

Slowly, slowly. ;) Thanks, honey. xx

Reviewer: urugwaj (Signed) · Date: February 02, 2018 12:32 PM · On: Chapter 13

I love this story! They are so IC and the amount of angst is just right! Can't wait for the next chapter! 



Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. xx

Reviewer: marie-france (Signed) · Date: February 02, 2018 09:38 AM · On: Chapter 13

I hope things will improve between them and that they will be able to talk to each other, be friends and then maybe ... Thanks for this chapter it is very upsetting to me!

Author's Response:

and then maybe ...

Maybe. :) 

I'm glad you enjoyed it hon, but sorry it's upsetting!!

Reviewer: Draccone (Signed) · Date: January 31, 2018 02:16 PM · On: Chapter 12

They are all wrong!! All so wrong. And Sam gets to pick what he says to them. Like yeah, he'll come around when he has to and what not, but yeah make sure to tell her something so Brian can help him out. All so wrong!!! Update soon. Ahhh!!

Author's Response:

Yes Ma'am.  This weekend hopefully. 😙

Reviewer: bksbracelet (Signed) · Date: January 27, 2018 07:07 AM · On: Chapter 12

Oh wow I hope Lindsay is going to really work with Justin and Brian. I love that Sam is gingerly reaching out

Author's Response:

Thanks, hon. Sam's a cool cat - he'll do what he thinks is best for Justin, despite how he feels about the family. 

Reviewer: marie-france (Signed) · Date: January 26, 2018 09:14 AM · On: Chapter 12

OMG. Another heartbreaking chapter I hope Lindsay has made the right decision and that Gus can help Justin. Waiting for tne next update and what will happen after Sam's words ???

Author's Response:

Thanks, honey, and as for what Sa set in motion? Re-read his theory on how Justin would react to being....managed. *Grin*

Reviewer: Giotto (Signed) · Date: January 25, 2018 11:53 AM · On: Chapter 12

I really know why I normally only read finished stories 😂 I hardly can't wait for the next chapter to come up... keep on that wonderful and hearbreaking story. not many do bring tears and that heartbreaking feeling up in me, but your story manages that 



Author's Response:

Thanks, hon, I'm glad you took a chance on a WIP. xx

Reviewer: Rlwgsd (Signed) · Date: January 25, 2018 10:39 AM · On: Chapter 12

I swear each chapter is better than the last . I can’t wait until you post the next one . The feelings and the passion leaps off the pages at you .



Author's Response:

Thanks, hon, I'm really glad you're enjoying it.

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