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Chapter 22-------------------------------
“Had I no eyes but ears, my ears would love
That inward beauty and invisible;
Or were I deaf, thy outward parts would move
Each part in me that were but sensible.
Though neither eyes nor ears, to hear nor see,
Yet should I be in love by touching thee.”
The rest of the day had passed in sweet anticipation for Justin. He felt incredibly excited about spending the night at Brian’s place; at least he hoped that was what he was going to do. It hadn’t been that long since the last time he’d been with the man, but still, it seemed like a lifetime had passed since then. So many things had changed; so many secrets had been revealed.
Remembering the last time he’d been at the actor’s loft brought up some sad and painful memories, but Justin decided to be stronger and more stubborn this time. The things Brian had done in the last couple of days convinced the blond not to give up. He could feel there was something going on between the two of them; something more than just another errant fuck. And as long as Justin had anything to do about it, he was damn sure he was going to make Brian realize that. He wanted this man more than he’d ever wanted anyone or anything before.
Now, he knew a few things he hadn’t known a couple of weeks ago. Brian might have been a great actor on stage, but he didn’t play so convincingly in his private life. Or maybe it was only Justin who didn’t buy it. He learned that Brian didn’t mean everything he said; at least not in the way he said it. Justin knew the man wasn’t a selfish, insensitive and emotionless bastard, but acting like he was one made him feel safe somehow. Justin wondered what the reason for this kind of behavior was, and he took a mental note to find out about it. The blond realized that no matter what Brian said, or how he tried to act, he did care about him. And this thought alone sent shivers down the boy’s spine, and made him feel warm and protected, not to mention incredibly turned on.
He decided to finish work for that day and headed toward the auditorium. He wanted to see tonight’s play, and he was excited to see it from backstage. On his way he met one of the musicians and he froze immediately – he’d totally forgotten about the fact that he had to work with the person he didn’t even want to see. Though Ethan left when Brian had shown up, he knew he wouldn’t have a peaceful moment as long as he had to share the same air with the violinist. He knew his ex-boyfriend well enough to know what a pain in the ass he could be, especially with an offended self-esteem.
To avoid Ethan and further pointless drama scenes as much as possible, Justin asked the guy where his ex was, so that he could keep away from him; at least a little. Hearing the musician saying that Ethan had been fired because Ted had gotten pissed at him for not showing up, made Justin realize the meaning of what Brian had said to Ethan a couple of hours earlier. “Ted sent me after you. He wants to give you the money so that you can get the fuck out of here.”
So Ethan had been fired. Justin knew he should have felt guilty about it, because in a way it had been him, or to be exact it had been his explicit rejection that had kept Ethan away from work. Justin didn’t have to be a mind-reader, didn’t need any kind of extraordinary capability to figure that out. He just knew Ethan too well. But he couldn’t feel bad about it; he just felt unutterably relieved that this problem had been solved.
Though Ethan said they hadn’t finished yet, Justin really didn’t know what else the violinist wanted. Everything had been said, maybe even a little more. Well, it was just another thing he couldn’t feel sorry about. And he couldn’t stop wondering how long Brian had been listening to their conversation. How much had he heard? For a moment he thought of asking the man about it, but then he changed his mind. Brian obviously wouldn’t tell him, even if he’d asked him. “I let him fuck me because I wanted him to fuck me. And God, it was hot.” Justin smiled at recalling his own comment. “You don’t want me to make a list of all the differences between you and him, do you?” The boy thought that if Brian had heard it, sure as hell he’d liked it.
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Watching the play from behind the scenes was extremely exciting for Justin, because this way he could see not only the play itself, but the reactions of the audience too. Besides, he kind of felt like now he was a part of this little theatre company, and it made this whole thing even more intimate. He loved the thought of being part of something that Brian was a part of. The thought of sharing something, anything with him.
The play ended, the lights went up, and Justin could hear the sound of loud applause that filled the place. After stepping forward to bow for the umpteenth time, the actors disappeared behind the curtain. Taking off his huge wig and ruffling his own hair, Emmett stepped up to Justin with a victorious smile,
“How did you like it sweetie?”
“It was great Em. You’re the best leading lady ever. No one can die as gracefully as you can.” Justin answered, smiling back.
“Thanks baby, that’s the sweetest compliment I’ve ever gotten.” Emmett kissed the boy on the cheek then joined Ted to discuss the performance with him.
Justin’s heart began to beat faster as he could see Brian approaching him, with Michael at his heels. As Brian stepped up to Justin, Michael left without a word, not even bothering to look at the blond. Justin smiled to himself, not really caring about this childish behavior of a grown up. He looked at Brian who leaned a bit closer and said in a low voice,
“Fifteen minutes.”
Justin nodded and wondered how Brian managed to look so hot in such a weird costume. Was there anything in the world he wouldn’t have looked hot in? But his thoughts were interrupted in a second as the man whispered into his ear,
“Don’t go anywhere.”
“I won’t.” Justin answered in a sultry voice that made Brian disappear to the changing room in no time.
Justin couldn’t wait to be left alone with Brian; couldn’t wait to get to his place and lock the whole world out. It was just Brian and him; and he couldn’t tell why, but he had a feeling that this night was going to be so much different.
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When Brian was ready he motioned for Justin to follow him. He hoped they could leave together without anyone noticing it; he just didn’t want to deal with the others’ annoying remarks. But before they could leave Michael’s voice stopped him,
“Brian! We’re going to Woody’s for a drink. You’re coming with us, aren’t you?” Michael’s voice sounded almost desperate.
Brian sighed heavily and turned around, facing Michael and the others.
“No can do, Mikey.” He answered calmly.
“But why?” Michael gave Brian an impeaching look.
Brian shrugged and answered shortly,
“I’ve got other plans.”
Ted looked at Justin and asked him,
“And what about you Justin? Aren’t you…”
But before Ted could finish the sentence, Brian cut him off,
“He’s got other plans too.”
“I guess it means you’re planning something together.” Emmett said with a knowing smile and Justin could feel himself blushing.
“Mind your own business, Honeycutt.” Brian retorted then looked at the blond, “Come on.”
With Brian’s arm around Justin’s shoulder the two men exited the building and started walking down the street without too much talking. Not that there wasn’t anything they could talk about, it was just that both of them seemed to think that keeping a comfortable silence was a better and easier way to get ready for what was about to happen than forcing some pointless and evasive conversation. Even Brian felt a bit nervous and it scared him to death; he couldn’t remember the last time he’d been nervous about fucking some trick. He didn’t understand why he felt that way, but if he was honest with himself, he knew the answer even if he didn’t like it.
Entering the huge building Brian lived in, Justin was so very excited that he could almost hear his own heartbeats. As Brian pulled the boy with him to the elevator Justin couldn’t think of anything else but how it would feel to be in the man’s arms again.
Brian pushed the button and the elevator started up. Feeling the man standing next to him, Justin still couldn’t believe he was here again, with the man he’d wanted the most. ‘Oh God, please don’t let it be a dream. This can’t be just a dream. Please, I don’t want to wake up. Never again.’ Justin stared blankly at the wall of the elevator and started to count the floors without really noticing it.
One.
Two strong but gentle arms caressed the boy’s waist from behind, and Justin could feel Brian’s chin resting on his shoulder. The man’s hot breath stroked the boy’s neck and one of the large hands started wandering to the lower parts of his body until it stopped at his bulge, giving it a little squeeze. Justin sighed almost inaudibly.
Two.
Brian’s soft lips started to place warm kisses on the blond’s neck, pulling him closer with every touch, licking and nibbling at the sensitive flesh. Justin couldn’t help leaning against the man, enjoying the pleasures those warm and tender lips were creating, wishing it would never end.
Three.
Feeling Brian’s other hand going under his shirt and pinching his way to a sensitive nipple, Justin jumped a little, but the man’s soothing kisses on his jaw line made him relax immediately.
“Brian…” The boy groaned almost unconsciously, letting his head fall back onto the man’s shoulder, while reaching up to caress Brian’s neck.
Four.
Feeling the actor’s rock hard erection against him, Justin turned around slowly and leaned against Brian again, who was rubbing the boy’s already hard member and stroking the soft skin of his back with gentle touches. Justin looked into those enticing eyes, though he wasn’t able to see too much at this point, and all he could see was pure lust. He was sure that his own eyes mirrored the same thing. Seeing Brian leaning down a bit and feeling his lips barely touching his, Justin grabbed the man’s neck and pulled him in for a passionate kiss. He could feel Brian’s tongue stroking his, his tender lips sucking on his gently, while his hand became more and more determined to get inside the boy’s pants.
As they broke the kiss for much needed air, Brian pressed his cheek against Justin’s and said with a soft laugh, still panting from the previous events,
“We better stop now, or we’ll never make it inside.”
Justin looked around with a dazed expression and realized that they’d reached the top floor. He nodded, but couldn’t take a step; he kept on leaning against Brian, burying his face in the crook of his neck, inhaling that incredibly intoxicating scent deeply.
“Come on, you horny little boy.” The man chuckled and pulled Justin out of the elevator.
“I’m not a little boy.” Justin murmured somewhat disapprovingly as he pressed his back against the wall, watching Brian opening the loft door with his keys.
Brian raised one eyebrow at him slowly with a devilish smile and looked at the boy’s bulge suggestively.
“You’re right. You’re not little at all.” He answered with is tongue in his cheek. And with that he pulled the door open and motioned for Justin to get inside.
Pulling the door closed, Brian took his coat off and headed towards the fridge; opening its door and taking out two bottles of beer without saying a single word. As he turned around to place the bottles onto the kitchen counter he got stopped by Justin who’d been sneaking up on him without a sound.
“What?” Asked the man suspiciously, but the boy didn’t reply, just took the bottles out of his hands and put them onto the counter.
Justin looked Brian in the eye with a predatory expression and pressed the man’s back against the refrigerator. Brian watched the boy getting down on his knees, starting to unbuckle his belt with skillful, quick motions. The man leaned the back of his head against the cold material, enjoying the tormenting sensations Justin’s delicate fingers were creating.
Sensing the desired reactions his ministrations elicited from Brian, the blond pulled the man’s jeans down with one motion, facing now the impressive evidence of Brian’s desperation.
“Fucking hot.” Justin whispered and it made Brian grunt in frustration.
The blond leaned closer to the man’s groin, gave it a light stroke then licked it through the soft material of the underwear.
“Fuck!” Brian hissed and panted heavily while placing one hand on the boy’s head, desperately trying to drive him even closer. Justin smiled wickedly and started to stroke the man’s thighs easily and torturously, exhaling hot breath onto the clad bulge, watching the tiny spot of pre-cum forming slowly on the dark material.
“Justin.” Brian’s breathing became more erratic, so the blond put his hands on the slim waist, then let them slide down to Brian’s hips. After what seemed like eternity, he began to pull the soft material down, finally letting the man’s cock come into sight. Brian sighed with relief, knowing that this torment wouldn’t last long now. Much to his surprise, he could see the boy standing up and reaching for one of the bottles on the counter.
“What the fuck are you doing?” Brian asked in total impatience, not understanding what the boy was planning to do.
“Ssshhh…” Justin answered with a smile, grabbing one bottle then getting down on his knees again.
As Brian closed his eyes again, ready for getting a memorable blowjob, he could feel something incredibly cold against his sensitive inner thigh. He looked down again and he could see Justin running the cold bottle through his leg, slowly, but firmly.
“Hey, that’s fucking freezing!” The man snarled at Justin.
The blond just smiled innocently in response,
“Let me warm you up then.”
As Brian could feel the boy’s hot and wet mouth engulfing the head of his cock, he knocked his head against the refrigerator door. Feeling the fiery sensations the blond’s mouth was creating, and the chill the cool glass was sending through his body was almost impossible to bear. Brian knew he had to gather all his strength and will power to last at least a little longer.
“Fuck!” He groaned for the second time when he could feel his cock getting deeper, hitting the back of the boy’s throat. He tightened his grip on the blond head, panted loudly and pressed himself against the cold fridge, trying his best not to collapse.
Justin kept on massaging Brian’s balls with one hand, while cooling the man’s heated skin with the bottle, his mouth sucking on the hard shaft with eager desperation. Brian’s long fingers were twirling and tugging at the soft blond hair, and with a final and exceptionally loud grunt he came, shooting his load down the blond’s throat. After saving the last drop of the creamy liquid, Justin stood up and gave the man an annoyingly smug grin while Brian put the bottle back onto the counter, then looked back at the boy questioningly.
“What can I say?” Justin shrugged and added, “I love to tease you.”
“You little shit.” Brian growled and pulled the blond in for an intense and rough kiss. Feeling the man sucking hungrily on his tongue, Justin clung close to the actor’s lean body as his legs were getting dangerously weak. When the man pulled away Justin smiled at him challengingly, continuing the previous conversation,
“You loved it. You so love the teasing.”
Brian stepped out of his pants and took his shirt off quickly. The naked actor grabbed the boy’s arm in response, pulling him firmly with him. Justin tried to protest and started to laugh, but the man was stronger than him, pulling his fragile body toward the living room area, grasping him tightly.
“No!” Justin shouted between hysterical laughs, “Brian, let me go!”
Brian shook his head and gave the boy a dangerous, evil smile,
“Nope.”
And with one last move the man pushed the blond down onto the couch, pulling the boy’s pants down with one swift tug, tossing his shirt into the corner of the room. Justin tried to resist playfully, but soon he found himself totally naked too, lying on the couch in surrender, being pressed against it. Brian watched the boy’s pale body for a moment, enjoying the sight of Justin lying on his stomach, his face turned to the side, his beautiful and inviting ass being completely vulnerable; and it made the man impossibly hard again in no time.
Brian straddled Justin from behind, stroking his sensitive skin softly and tenderly; then leaned down slowly and whispered in a raspy voice,
“You wanted to know if I loved teasing, didn’t you?”
Justin gasped and nodded; he just couldn’t create a sound. He waited with bated breath for Brian to say what he had on his mind.
“Well, let me answer you; I do love teasing.” Brian stopped and bit into the boy’s shoulder lightly, “Now, get ready for me teasing you.” Brian could feel Justin’s body tensing and writhing under him, so he went on, “Oh don’t worry, you’ll love it. And by the time I finish…” The man gently licked the spot where he’d just bitten the boy, “…you’ll be screaming and begging for release.”
Quote:
W. Shakespeare: Venus and Adonis
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