Chapter 4 Flashback Justin sat in the hotel room in New York City. He had waited for the past 2 days hoping for Brian to come after him but he waited and waited and Brian never showed up. He had planned every detail. He had paid with Brian’s credit card and never left the hotel but it seemed Brian didn’t care. Three days now and he hadn’t shown up. Then there was a knock on the door. A smile spread over Justin’s face and he immediately made his way to the door. This had to be Brian! He cared for him! Justin was happy until he opened the door and looked in the hotel manager’s face. “Sir? I’m sorry but you have to leave tomorrow morning. We are overbooked and like we’ve told you when you arrived, you could only stay here for 4 days. Do you want me to look for another hotel?” Justin was disappointed and shook his head. “No, no need for that, I’m going home tomorrow.” The guy nodded and walked away, leaving Justin standing in his doorframe. 3 days earlier, Chicago Brian was pissed. First, he had been robbed and then while he was making his list for the insurance, his boss had called and he had told him that he had to fly to Chicago, ASAP. So Brian had left the half empty loft and made his way to the airport. When he arrived in Chicago he switched on his phone again and saw that he had 5 messages. The first one was from Lindsay, wanting to know where he was. The last 4 messages were from Daphne. Why had Daphne called him? He listened to the hysterical message and paled. Fuck! Justin had to play the drama queen and had run away to New York City. Shit! He had to get his blond back, but how? Tomorrow would be the meeting and he had to be there or Ryder would kill him. Maybe he would be finished with the presentation earlier and then he could fly to New York and chew his twink a new hole… God, he hadn’t meant what he had said. He just wanted a day or two to come down but no, Justin had to play the drama princess. ******* Brian came out of the conference room and was pissed. Why couldn’t people decide what they want? It had already been three days since he came to Chicago. He had to fly to New York. Justin probably wouldn’t be there anymore, but he had to try. Since the deal was finally signed after long discussions, Brian booked his flight to New York. When he arrived the next morning, Justin had already left the hotel and had gone back to Pittsburgh, to life with Daphne. Flashback end ******************************** Brian shut the door behind them, never moving his lips from Justin’s. They began to tear off their clothes,throwing them on the floor. Brian moaned into the passionate kiss he got from his blond, then he went down on him. Justin’s fingers brushed through the auburn hair and he leaned his head back when Brian sucked on his erect dick, “God! YES!” Electricity rushed through his whole body and his balls tightened. With a loud groan he shot his load down Brian’s throat. This felt incredible. He had been hard since they had left Babylon. Although he had accepted a long time ago that Brian didn’t care for him as he never came after him to New York, he had still hoped to feel Brian’s hands roam over his whole body once again, for his kisses, the heat of his body. He wanted to stay with this man forever, but he knew that was not an option. Brian stood up and kissed Justin,letting him taste himself and he held him close to him, so that no one knew where one body ended and the other one begun. Brian pulled back and led Justin to the master bedroom. He pushed Justin onto the bed. He stood between his legs as Justin sat up and began to lick a trail up Brian’s chest, spending time on each nipple. His tongue swirled around the right nipple and then he bit down, immediately licking over the sore place. Brian groaned when he felt the slight pain. One more minute and he would shoot his load. He needed to cum so badly. With one hand he pushed Justin back and stretched over the pale body. No, he couldn’t wait anymore. He had waited for the past 17 years for this moment. Brian reached over and pulled a condom and lube out of his top drawer. He ripped open the condom wrapper with his teeth and rolled the condom over his dick. Justin moaned and grabbed the lube, spreading some of it on his fingers. Brian looked at him in awe when Justin began to prepare himself, fucking himself on his own fingers. Brian let his blond do and watched. Justin moaned when Brian added one of his own fingers and pushed inside his tight blond. Justin bucked at the burn of being stretched. It had been a long time since he had bottomed. Brian removed their fingers and raised Justin’s legs onto his shoulders, then he positioned himself behind Justin and pushed in. God, Justin was so tight. Justin yelped and held his breath. It hurt. “Breathe baby.” Brian noticed the tenseness and began to rub soothing circles on Justin’s belly. When Justin relaxed he slowly began to pull out and slammed inside again while capturing Justin’s lips with his own. He wanted it to be hot for the both of them but he needed it now, hard and fast. He needed to cum so badly just from watching the blond lying under him, pleasure written over his face. ************ An hour later, Brian snuggled in behind Justin and fell asleep with a satisfied grin on his lips. Justin felt the even breathing on his neck and knew it was time. It was time to go. Justin slowly freed himself out of Brian’s tight embrace. The night had been more than he could have ever wished for but no, he wouldn’t risk it again. He had to leave. The moment Brian awoke, he would kick Justin out again, He had been just another trick, a fuck for old times sake. This time he would leave on his own. Justin would get over it. Yes,he would. It would probably take some time but it would get better. He didn’t want to be a burden again. Justin took a final glance at his ex-lover and then he turned away and left the house. ************** Justin opened the door to his home and walked upstairs. The only thing he wanted now was to fall into his bed. When he crossed the hallway he heard voices coming out of Kyle’s bedroom and he knocked. “Dad? Is that you?” he heard Kyle asking from the other side of the door. Justin slowly opened the door and looked at his son and the brunet next to him. “Hi Dad! Did you have fun? Were there any hot guys?” Gus pushed his elbow in Kyle’s side. “Oh, this is Gus, remember? I’ve told you about him.” Justin only nodded when he took a closer look on the boy in his son’s bed. No, this couldn’t be. This couldn’t be Brian’s son. “Yeah, there were some pretty hot guys, but I see you already have someone, so remember son, you can always look but you have to eat at home.” With a wink and a warm smile at Gus, Justin closed the door and went into his own room. The moment he had seen Brian Kinney in the backroom he had been lost, he had had no control over his body and he had had a great night with the still hottest guy in the Pitts and now he had found out that his son was fucking Brian’s son. Things couldn’t get any worse. How could he hide from Brian until he was over him, if Brian’s son was going to be in and out of his house? He stripped and lay down in the cold bed, pulling the bed sheets up. Pressing his face in his pillow, he began to cry. Yeah, he would get over Brian Kinney. Sure, who was he trying to kid?