A/N: Once again a big thank you to my beta carbon69 Thanks girl for taking the time *hugs* 
and thanks to all of you for reading this and writing all the reviews ;) 

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*Two weeks later*

“So, are you free tonight?” Kyle leaned out of the car window when he brought Gus home.

“Yep, do you want me to come over? What do you think about a DVD night, just the two of us?” Gus grinned. Kyle and he had met a few times since the school had started and they were now a couple, even if Brian still gave Kyle the creeps every time he saw him. God, what was so wrong that Gus liked being fucked? He would probably never understand Gus’ father.

“That would be cool, my dad’s not home tonight” Kyle winked and Gus leaned down to kiss him goodbye.

“Later”

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“Gus? I won’t be home tonight” Both Kinney-men sat on the counter and ate their Chinese food.

“Uhm…no problem dad. I’ll meet Kyle later” Gus put another fork of his sweet and sour chicken  in his mouth and chewed.

“So you have another date with your blondie?”

Brian smirked when his son’s face turned red and Gus choked. Brian had accepted the fact that he couldn’t talk his son into being a top a few days ago but he absolutely loved  to see his son blush.

“DAD! You’re just jealous that I have a hot blonde and you don't!” Gus fired back.

“Well, it’s probably that I don’t want a hot blonde, have you ever thought about that?” Brian looked out of the window. Yes, he wanted a hot blonde, but he would probably never have him again. He didn’t even know what Justin was doing now, where he was or if he was
still alive.

Gus watched his dad. Something had to bother him, because normally he never just stared out of the window. He knew that his father had lost a long time ago his love but Gus didn’t understand why his father had never tried to get him back or something like that.

“Dad? Did I say something wrong?”

Brian looked back at his son and shook his head and grinned again. No, he wouldn’t dwell on old memories.


“Everything’s fine, now go upstairs and get ready for your boytoy. We don’t want to make him wait, don’t we?”

Gus hit his father playfully in the shoulder and got up, grabbing his and his dad’s plates and took them into the kitchen. Then he disappeared into his room and half an hour later he walked out of the front-door towards his boyfriend’s house only a few blocks away.


Brian finally stood up and went into his bedroom. He changed into his club clothes and headed to Babylon. He had to get Justin out of his head or he would go crazy.

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Gus rang the doorbell and the door was opened by Kyle, who wore a black jeans and a white wifebeater.

“You’re early baby.” Kyle pulled Gus close and kissed him passionately.

When they broke the kiss, Gus beamed from ear to ear. 

Kyle pulled Gus into the house and shut the door behind them. He took Gus’s hand and they ran upstairs to his room. They probably wouldn’t watch that many DVD’s tonight. 

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Brian entered Babylon, his territory. Even at 46 he was still hot and the tricks still wanted him. Brian looked over the crowd and saw a tall brunette dancing in the middle of the dance floor.

He made his way through the masses, till he reached the man. He began to dance slowly with the trick, soon moving so that their groins were rubbing  against each other. 

Brian pulled him by his waistband towards the backroom and they didn’t lose time when they were inside.

The trick got on his knees and unzipped Brian’s pants. He began to suck on Brian’s dick and Brian moaned. He closed his eyes, imagined it was Justin, just like he did every time someone sucked him.

His hand fondled the trick’s hair and Brian opened his eyes. He must be dreaming! Only a few feet away from him stood Justin, fucking some guy. Brian blinked but he was still there.  Brian pushed the trick away, tucked himself in and made his way across the backroom until he stood behind the man who had haunted his dreams for the last 17 years.

Brian stepped as near as possible and put his hands on the blonde’s hips, pressing his still erect dick against Justin’s arse.

Justin groaned when he came. As the sensation of pleasure washed over him he felt a pair of hands on his hips and a groin pressed against his crack. He leaned against the firm chest and closed his eyes, this felt extremely good.

He pulled out of his trick and pulled his pants up and slowly turned around. His breath stopped for a moment when he looked into the familiar hazel eyes.

Brian looked down at his blonde. God, he had so many questions, but he wanted Justin, NO, he needed Justin more than anything right now.

But Justin soon caught himself and he remembered that Brian hadn’t come to New York, that he hadn’t wanted him then and surely wanted him now only for a quick fuck for old time’s sake.

Justin tried to get away from his ex but was stopped by a firm grip around his arm. He was slammed against the wall.

Brian just stared at him and leaned down, so that he was only a few inches away from Justin’s face.


“I’ve missed you.”

Then he pressed his lips firmly on Justin’s and their mouths parted. Brian opened Justin’s pants again and began to stroke the once again stiff dick. Justin moaned into their kiss and forgot where he was, but a single tear rolled down his cheek. He couldn’t deny it, he wanted this man now, even if it was only for tonight. He hadn’t forgotten Brian’s one-time-rule.

Justin broke the kiss.

“Let’s go”

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Tbc…