Joan’s POV I didn’t mean to come home so late, I feel horrible about it but I had this meeting I couldn’t get out of it. I know Brian really wanted me to be home as he was so nervous with the thought of being alone with Justin which I find incredible cute but one I would never tell him that. I also assured him that everything would be okay, and then I notice the light coming from his room, that boy never turns off his lamp. I go to the door and quietly open it and I am caught by the sight of Brian lying in his bed shirtless with the covers up to his waist and his arms protectively around Justin. I have honestly never seen him look so peaceful, so I go over to them, pull up the covers some, lean down and kiss them both on their foreheads and turn off the lap as I leave. I am not completely clueless, I know Brian has been sexually active and I've seen how he talks about Justin...I think it would be best to figure out some rules for the boys, I will worry about that in morning. Brian’s POV I hear my door close and I slowly open my eyes and see my mom leaving and I feel this weight and I look down and see blond hair and suddenly I realize Justin is asleep on me. I try to think and then I remember what happened… Flashback "Justin, are you ok?" "Yes, I want you to umm…" "What?" "Kiss me again?" I don’t have to be asked or told twice. I capture his lips and I realized right then. I was in trouble. I lean up and look Justin in the eyes and a part of me is scared. I see trust, lust and I think I am starting to see a flicker of love and that scares me. "Jus, we don’t have to." Justin smiles. "I know and I’m not ready for… that but I want you to show me how you like to be um…" Justin turns bright red and lowers his face, to which Brian responds by lifting his chin and gently asks, "What?" "Touched." Justin whispered in a low voice. I swear I wasn’t expecting that. "I want to Brian, I know I want you to be my first but I am not ready fully but I want to do some stuff, I trust you." Present I am so confused I have never felt like this and when he told me he wanted me to show him some things, for some reason I couldn’t. I didn’t show him anything because I knew once I started I wouldn’t want to stop, so I decided to not start. We ended up making out till we both passed out. When I used to live in New York I would have job at it but for some reason Justin wants me to be different. When I was with Ben we would fuck and it was great but for some reason I want to wait and not rush with Justin. Suddenly Justin moves closer. "Brian you're thinking too much." He kisses my neck and falls back to sleep. I have no Idea what tomorrow will bring but I guess I will see. Brian finally closes his eyes while he worries about tomorrow. Next Morning Joan’s POV I make my way to Brian’s door and knock deciding I probably should give them some warning just in case. "Boys wake up; you don’t want to be late." All I hear is grumbles and sighs. "I mean it I will throw cold water on you two." I continue to walk back down the stairs. Inside the room Justin slowly looks around and suddenly remembers the night before and a smile appears on his face. "Come on Sunshine she is serious." Justin suddenly goes whiter than normal. Brian just laughs at him and slowly they make there way into the kitchen where Joan has just finished putting some eggs on the table. "Come on eat." They both sit down "Did you sleep well?" Brian looks at his mom, with a raised eyebrow. "Yes, why?" "Just wondering." "Justin, did you sleep well?" "Yes thank you ma’am." "Brian didn’t steal the covers or anything?" Justin looks at her with horror on his face. "Uh...um...uh…n-no." Joan giggles. "Stop harassing him you meany." "What I’m being nice." Brian looks at Justin. "Ignore her she is just messing with you." Justin suddenly feels the pressure lift off him. They all quietly eat their breakfast while chatting. Suddenly the boys see the time and hurry up stairs to get ready for school. As they head out the door they yell good bye to Joan. When they get in the car Justin can’t wait anymore. "How did she know I was here?" "I told her last night that you were coming over." "So you planned last night?" Justin said with a little smirk. Brian leans over at the red light and gently brushes his lips against Justin’s. "Yep, I did." Justin smiles his sunshine smile. They pull into the parking lot with a very hyper Daphne waiting by the door. "There you are, I thought you would skip." "Why?" Daphne gives him a knowing look. "I thought you might be tied up." "Why?" Brian laughs at Justin's naivety. "She thought we had sex." Justin turns red. "No we didn’t." "Damn I wanted details." "When we do I will let you know." Justin heads to his locker leaving behind a very shocked Brian and Daphne. They went about their classes and at lunch they all sat underneath the tree in the court yard. The interesting trio talked about everything but before they knew it they had to hurry up to their finale classes for the day. Justin’s POV I can’t believe how good it felt to wake up with Brian this morning. I have never felt that safe ever but for some reason having his arms around me made me feel on top of the world. I don’t want it to ever end. Meanwhile at Justin’s house Faith was at home and bored so she thought she would go see if Justin had any good CD'S that he recently bought. She knew she shouldn’t be in his room but there was no one home. She walked to his desk where his CD's were and that’s when she saw his sketch book. Faith has always thought Justin was extremely talented so she opened and flipped through a few pages when she came to a picture of a Greek god. He was beautiful and Justin had drawn him sitting in a class room and that’s where she saw the note with Brian and Justin on the front. She didn’t know what to do or what this meant and then all of a sudden she heard footsteps coming down the stairs. "Faith, are you down here?" "Yes Jennifer." Jennifer came completely down the steps to see Faith looking at Justin’s things. "Faith you know you aren’t suppose to look through Justin’s things." "I know and I’m sorry, I was just looking for some CD's." Faith hurriedly went back up the stairs to steer Jennifer away but as Jennifer turned to head back up, the picture of Brian caught her eye and she picked up the book…. "OMG!"