I want to Thank Helen for the wonderful banner and pilot bunny. Gerri for the beta work and encouraging me always. enjoy. A/N: Song Lyrics are in Italic and can’t be changed. Anna Nalick is the singer and the song is: Wreck of Day. Summer of 1989 Inside a sleek yet comfortable apartment we see a young Brian Kinney laying on the bed sweat-drenched, hair plastered to his forehead and sweat mixed with cum on his finely toned chest. Then he lifts his head to see his lover come into the room with a small smile and a wet washcloth Jason: You’re messy Brian: What can I say you bring out the kid in me (smiles) Jason laughs Brian rolls to his side to face Jason and he still can feel his breath catch Jason was 30, he had dirty blond hair that was short for business and he had the most amazing greenish gray eyes that Brian could always drown in Jason: My little puppy Brian: Huh? (shakes his head out of his daze) Jason: My puppy, where did you go? Brian: Just thinking Jason: Yeah me too Brian: What were you thinking about? Jason takes a deep breath. He still isn’t sure what he is doing with someone 12 years his junior but when he saw Brian at the diner he couldn’t ignore the pull. Now 8 months later he was about to break his heart. I am leaving Brian sits up trying to figure out if he actually heard him correctly What Jason: I am leaving tomorrow for Chicago; I got offered partnership at a great law firm Brian jumps out of the bed So what was this, a farewell fuck? Jason: No, Pupp Brian holds up his hand and tries to fight the tears threatening to fall No, I understand. It’s business . It was just fucking. I get that Jason: Brian, it was never.... Brian: Have a nice life Jason. Before either could say another word Brian runs out of the apartment without not only his shoes on but without his heart. He ran until he could call Michael to come get him. Mikey: Brian, are you okay? Brian: No, come get me…. Driving away from the wreck of the day And the light's always red in the rear-view Desperately close to a coffin of hope I'd cheat destiny just to be near you If this is giving up, then I'm giving up If this is giving up, then I'm giving up, giving up On love, On love Driving away from the wreck of the day And I'm thinking 'bout calling on Jesus 'Cause love doesn't hurt so I know I'm not falling in love I'm just falling to pieces And if this is giving up then I'm giving up If this is giving up then I'm giving up, giving up On love, On love And maybe I'm not up for being a victim of love When all my resistance will never be distance enough Driving away from the wreck of the day And it's finally quiet in my head Driving alone, finally on my way home to the comfort of my bed And if this is giving up, then I'm giving up If this is giving up, then I'm giving up, giving up On love, On love